Behold us all engaged in laying the
foundation stone of the Memorial Hall, which was to
be the most imposing feature, if not the most useful
part, of the great Driver Institute. At least not
quite all of us. Lady Sarah had begun, by now,
her habit of making long sojourns at Bath, returning
to Fillingford Manor from time to time on visits.
These were usually arranged to coincide with Jenny’s
absences in London or on the Riviera but
one had not been arranged to coincide with the laying
of Jenny’s foundation stone. And Mrs. Jepps
was not there although she had been invited
to have the honor of meeting His Royal Highness.
There Jenny had to accept defeat. But all the
rest gathered round her from borough and from county Fillingford
stiff but friendly, the Aspenicks as friendly as if
they had never been stiff, Dormer forgetful of his
injuries, Alison to bless the undertaking, Lord and
Lady Lacey, fresh back from their honeymoon, Cartmell and
Sir John Bindlecombe! He was not actually Sir
John yet, but His Royal Highness who did
his part excellently, but confided wistfully to Cartmell
that it was a splendid hunting morning was
the bearer of a certain gracious intimation which
made us give the Mayor and Chairman of the Reception
Committee brevet rank at once. Sir John, then,
held the mortar, while Jenny herself handed the silver-gilt
trowel. His Royal Highness well and truly laid
the stone, making thereafter a very pleasant little
speech, concerning the interest which his Family took
and had always taken in institutes, and the achievements
and sterling British qualities of the man we were
there to commemorate, the late Mr. Nicholas Driver
of Breysgate Priory. It had been my privilege
to coach His Royal Highness in the latter subject,
and he did full justice to my tuition. That done,
he added a few graceful words of his own concerning
the munificent lady who stood by his side, and the
men of Catsford cheered Jenny till they were hoarse.
Amyas Lacey and Bindlecombe jumped forward to lead
the cheers, and four or five eminent men of science,
whom I had contrived to induce to come down, to add
to the glory of the occasion, joined in with a will.
After that luncheon for us, dinner for half
the population; and a brass band and a procession
to conduct His Royal Highness back to the station.
His way lay past Mrs. Jepps’s window; so I hope
that she saw him after all without a stain
on her principles!
“That’s done, anyhow!”
said Jenny. “Now the real work can go ahead!”
The next morning after this eventful
day she dismissed me summarily and without
warning.
“You must go, Austin,”
she told me. “I’ve been very selfish,
and I’m very ignorant. Of course I realized
that your books are very clever, though I don’t
understand them, but till I heard what those great
pundits you brought down said about you, I didn’t
know what I was doing. You mustn’t waste
your time writing notes and doing accounts for a provincial
spinster.”
“And are you going to write
the notes and do the accounts yourself?” I asked.
“Or is Chat?”
“I’m going to pension
Chat; she’s got a horrid cough, poor thing, and
will do much better in a snug little villa at the seaside.
I’ve got my eye on one for her. I shall
get a smart young woman, who dresses nicely, looks
pretty, and knows something about frocks and millinery which
last necessary accomplishment of a lady’s private
secretary you have never even tried to acquire.”
“Dear me, no more I have!
It never occurred to me before. I left it to
Chat! Do you think I could learn it now?”
“I’ve the very greatest
doubts about it,” answered Jenny, deceitfully
grave. “Go away, and write more books.”
She shook her head at me reproachfully. “To
think you never told me what I was doing!”
“I suppose you’re aware
that you pay me four hundred pounds a year?”
“So did my father. I suppose
he knew what the proper salary was.”
“But you don’t know perhaps
how much I’ve made out of these marvelous books
in the last four years? It amounts to the sum
of twenty-seven pounds, four shillings, and twopence.
Your new secretary will tell you in a minute how much
that works out at per annum.”
“Goodness!” murmured Jenny.
“Oh, but, of course, I should ”
“Of course you’d do nothing
of the kind! Time has consecrated my claim to
be overpaid for inefficient services but
I won’t be pensioned off into a villa with Chat!
Here I stay or out I go to a
garret and starvation!”
“And fame!”
“Oh, humbug! As for my work, you know I’ve
more time here than I want.”
“You really won’t go?
I shall have the clever girl, you know for
the notes and the accounts!”
“Have the girl, and be satisfied
with that!”
“You really refuse to leave me, Austin?”
“This is my home,” I said. “Here
I stay till I’m turned out.”
She came to me and put her arm through
mine. “If this is your home, nobody shall
turn you out neither before my death nor
after it. As long as you live, the Old Priory
is there for you. Even you can’t refuse
that?”
“No, I won’t refuse that.
Let me stop in the Old Priory and do the odd jobs.”
She pressed my arm gently. “It
would have been very curious to have nobody to talk
to about things especially about the old
things.” Her voice shook a little.
“Very curious and very desolate, Austin!”
It is now a good many years since
we had that conversation and we have never
had another like it. I must plead guilty to one
or two books, but I manage to save a little of Jenny’s
work from the clutches of the clever girl, and old
Cartmell is on the shelf so I get some of
his; and still I dwell in the little Old Priory under
the shadow of big Breysgate on the hill above.
Changes have come elsewhere. There are children
at Oxley Lodge; the succession is prosperously and
indeed amply secured. Mrs. Jepps has
departed this life stubborn to the last
in her protest; a donor, who was, and insisted on
remaining, anonymous, has founded a Jepps Scholarship
at the Institute “as a mark of respect for her
honorable life and consistent high principle”;
I am inclined to hope that Mrs. Jepps is not permitted
to know who that donor was. Lady Sarah is gone,
too, and Alison has been promoted to a suffragan bishopric.
But over us at Breysgate no change passes, save the
gentle change of the revolving years unless
it be that with every year Jenny’s sway increases.
Down in Catsford they have nicknamed her “The
Empress.” The seat of empire is at Breysgate;
by her proconsuls she governs the borough, Oxley,
even Fillingford Manor; for though its rigid master
has never become her friend, has no more passed than
he has fallen short of the limits of punctilious courtesy
which he accepted, yet in all business matters he
leans more and more on her. So her power spreads,
and will increase yet more when, in due course, Lacey
and Margaret take possession of the Manor. The
despotism is veiled; she is only First Citizen, like
Augustus himself. She will grow no richer “There
is more than enough for them after I am gone” and
pours back into the town and the countryside all that
she receives from them panem et circenses and
better things than that. The Institute is even
such a model to all institutes as Bindlecombe would
have it; his dream of its broadening into a university
is an openly avowed project now. No wonder that
by public subscription they have placed a portrait
of her in the Memorial Hall, facing the picture of
Nicholas Driver which she herself presented.
From where she hangs, she can see the old roof of Hatcham
Ford, surrounded and dwarfed by the great buildings
that she has erected. The painter of Jenny’s
portrait never saw the Eleanor Lacey at Fillingford
Manor indeed it has gone from its old place,
and is to be found somewhere in a cupboard, as I suspect but
the likeness is indubitably there, all undesigned.
You see it in the firm lips and jaw, in the straight
brows on the pale face, above all in the hazel eyes,
so bright and yet profound. Eleanor Lacey had
little luck after her luckless flirtation. Fortune
has been kinder to Jenny. She has a full life,
a good life, a very useful one. The story has
grown old; the name of Octon is merged; time has obliterated
well-nigh all the tracks she made in her evening flight
from Hatcham Ford.
Yet not in her heart; there is no
obliteration there, but rather an indelible stamp;
it may be covered up it cannot be sponged
or scratched out. For her, Leonard is not forgotten;
he triumphs. He lives again in the son of Margaret
his daughter; in the person of that son his
grandson he is to reign where he was spurned.
That is the triumph of the scheme she made and
to her it is Leonard’s triumph. In her eyes
her own triumphs are little beside that.
“My day is done,” she
said to me once. “Bad it was, I suppose,
and God knows that it was short! But it was my
day, and it is over.” But she did not speak
in sorrow. “I am content and
at peace.” She broke into a smile.
“Don’t think of me as a woman any more.
Think of me as just a man of business!”
A man of business she is and
a very fine one; tactful and conciliatory, daring
and subtle. But not a woman? Never was there
more a woman since the world began never
one who leaned more on her woman’s power, nor
turned the arts of woman more to practical account.
She has had many wooers; Dormer returned to the charge
three or four times, till at last he fell back in
a mood little above resignation on Eunice
Aspenick; we have had an ambitious young merchant
from Catsford, a curate or two, and one splendid aspirant,
a former brother-officer of Lacey’s, a man of
great name and station. All went away with the
same answer but all were sent away friends,
praisers of Jenny, convinced, I think, that they had
only just failed and that no other man could have come
so near success. There lies her instinct, and
she cannot help using it sometimes for her
purposes, sometimes for her instinctive pleasure, which
is still to lose no adherent, and to make friends
even in refusing to be more. She will not marry,
but she is marriageable eminently marriageable and
that is as much an asset now as when she threatened
to use it against Lord Fillingford if he would not
take her bribe. Not a woman? How little we
know of ourselves, Jenny! Is not her great triumph Leonard’s
triumph, for which she planned and wrought and risked is
it not a woman’s triumph all over, and her satisfaction
in it supremely feminine?
A woman and, to my thinking,
a great woman, too; full of what we call faults, full
of what we hail as virtues and quite with
a mind of her own as to the value of these qualities a
mind by no means always moving on orthodox lines.
Stubborn, self-willed, tortuous, jealous of domination,
tenacious of liberty (at what cost and risk she had
clung to that till the last moment!), not patient
of opposition, suspicious of any claim to influence
or to guide her; generous to magnificence, warm in
affection, broad in mind, very farseeing, full of public
spirit, never daunted, loyal to death, and beyond
the grave that is Jenny and
yet not all Jenny, for it leaves out the gracious puzzling
woman in whom all these things are embodied; the woman
with her bursts of temper, her fits of petulance,
her joyous playfulness, her sudden looks and gestures
of love or friendship; her smiles gay or mysterious,
her eyes so full of fun or so full of thought, flashing
while she scolds, mocking while she cheats, caressing
when she cajoles, so straight and honest when suddenly,
after all this, she lays her hand on your arm and says
“Dear friend!” Such is “The Empress” the
great Miss Driver of Breysgate Priory. Such is
my dear friend Jenny, whom I serve in freedom and love
in comradeship. I would that she were what they
call her! None fitter for the place since Great
Elizabeth whom, by the way, she seems to
me to resemble in more than one point of character
and temperament.
So we live side by side, and work
and play together with love but
with no love-making. There are obvious reasons
on my side for that last proviso. I am her servant;
the fourth part of twenty-seven pounds per annum represents,
as I have hinted, the most I have earned save the
salary she pays me. I should make a very poor
Prince Consort and Jenny would never trust
me again as long as she lived though it
is equally certain that she would never tell me so.
And there’s another reason, accounting not for
my not having done it, but for the odder fact my
not having wanted to do it. Humble man that I
am, yet I was born free and am entitled not only to
the pursuit of happiness, but to the retention of
my liberty; the latter offers, in my judgment, the
most favorable opportunity for the former. Jenny
likes liberty so do I. As we are, we can
both enjoy it. If by any miraculous freak Jenny
had made me her husband, she would have made me her
slave also. Or would Jenny have been the slave?
I fancy not. I know her and myself too
well to cherish that idea; which is indeed, in the
end, little more attractive.
For her decision is right for herself,
as once I told her. She has found happiness more
happiness than would have come to her if she had never
fled from Hatcham Ford, more happiness, I dare to think
(though never to say!), than would in the end have
been hers, had Octon never faced the Frenchman’s
pistol at Tours. She is not made for an equal
partnership, no more than for a submission or surrender.
How hardly she accepted a partnership at all, even
with the man whose love has altered all her life!
It is her nature to be alone, and through a sore ordeal
she came to that discovery. Once, I think, and
in just one sentence she showed me her true heart,
what her true and deepest instinct was even
about Leonard Octon.
We were sitting by the fire one evening
alone. Talk dragged and she looked listless,
tired after a busy day’s work, thoughtful and
brooding.
“What are you thinking of?” I asked.
“Oh, my thoughts had gone back
to the early days here. I was thinking how pleasant
it would be if we had Leonard back at Hatcham Ford,
dropping in after dinner.”
At Hatcham Ford, mind you! Dropping
in after dinner! That was the time to which her
wandering thoughts flew back that the point
on which their flight instinctively alighted.
Not the heart-trying, heart-testing, perhaps heart-breaking,
days of union and partnership, but the days of liberty
and friendship.
I must have smiled to myself over
her answer, for she said sadly, yet with a smile herself,
“I can’t help it! That was what I
was thinking, Austin.”
So think, dear mistress and
not on the harder days! Defiance, doubt, despair,
are over. Abide in peace.