“How do?” Bernard Clowes
was saying an hour later. “So good of
you to look us up.”
Lawrence, coming down from his own
room after brushing his muddy clothes, met his cousin
with a good humoured smile which covered dismay.
Heavens, what a wreck of manhood! And how chill
it struck indoors, and how dark, after the June sunshine
on the moor! Delicately he took the hand that
Clowes held out to him but seized in a
grip that made him wince. Clowes gave his curt
“Ha ha!”
“I can still use my arms, Lawrence.
Don’t be so timid, I shan’t break to
pieces if I’m touched. It’s only
these legs of mine that won’t work. Awkward,
isn’t it? But never mind that now, it’s
an old story. You had a mishap on the moor, the
servants tell me? Ah! while I think of it, let
me apologize for leaving you to walk from the station.
Laura, my wife, you know, forgot to send the car.
By the by, you know her, don’t you? She
says she met you once or twice before she married
me.”
Like most men who surrender to their
temperaments, Lawrence was as a rule well served by
his intuitions. Now and again they failed him
as with Isabel, but when his mind was alert it was
a sensitive medium. He dropped with crossed
knees into his chair and glanced reflectively at Bernard
Clowes, heu quantum mutatus. . . .
When the body was wrecked, was there not nine times
out of ten some corresponding mental warp? Bernard’s
fluent geniality struck him as too good to be true it
was not in Bernard’s line: and why translate
a close friendship into “meeting once or twice”?
Was Bernard misled or mistaken, or was he laying a
trap? Not misled: the Laura Selincourt
of Hyde’s recollection was not one to stoop
to petty shifts.
“‘Once or twice?’”
Lawrence echoed: “Oh, much oftener than
that! Mrs. Clowes and I are old friends, at least
I hoped we were. She can’t be so ungracious
as to have forgotten me?”
“She seems to have, doesn’t
she?” Bernard with his inscrutable smile let
the question drop. “Just touch that bell,
will you, there’s a good fellow? So sorry
to make you dance attendance Hallo, here
she is!”
Laura had been waiting in the parlour,
under orders not to enter till the bell rang.
She had heard all, and wondered whether it was innocence
or subtlety that had walked in and out of Bernard’s
trap. She remembered Hyde was much like other
fourth-year University men except that he was not
egotistical and not shy: he had altered away
from his class, but in what direction it was difficult
to tell: there was no deciphering the pleasant
blankness of his features or the conventional smile
in his black eyes.
“I haven’t seen you for
fourteen years,” she said, giving him her hand.
“Oh Lawrence, how old you make me feel!”
“Shall I swear you haven’t
changed? It would be a poor compliment.”
“And one I couldn’t return.
I shouldn’t have known you, unless it were
by your likeness to Bernard.”
“Am I like Bernard?” said Lawrence, startled.
“That’s a good joke, isn’t
it?” said Clowes. “But my wife is
right. If I were not paralysed, we should be
a good bit alike.”
Under the casual manner, it was in
that moment that Hyde saw his cousin for what he was:
a rebel in agony. There was a tragedy at Wanhope
then, Lucian Selincourt had not exaggerated.
Though Lawrence was not naturally sympathetic, he
felt an unpleasant twinge of pity, much the same as
when his dog was run over in the street: a pain
in the region of the heart, as well defined as rheumatism.
In Sally’s case, after convincing himself that
she would never get on her legs again, he had eased
it by carrying her to the nearest chemist’s:
the loving little thing had licked his hand with her
last breath, but when the brightness faded out of
her brown eyes, in his quality of Epicurean, Lawrence
had not let himself grieve over her. Unluckily
one could not pay a chemist to put Bernard Clowes
out of his pain! “This is going to be
deuced uncomfortable,” was the reflection that
crossed his mind in its naked selfishness. “I
wish I had never come near the place. I’ll
get away as soon as I can.”
Then he saw that Bernard was struggling
to turn over on his side, flapping about with his
slow uncouth gestures like a bird with a broken wing.
“Let me !” Laura’s “No,
Lawrence!” came too late. Hyde had taken
the cripple in his arms, lifting him like a child:
“You’re light for your height,” he
said softly. He was as strong as Barry and as
gentle as Val Stafford. Laura had turned perfectly
white. She fully expected Clowes to strike his
cousin. She could hardly believe her eyes when
with a great gasp of relief he flung his arm round
Hyde’s neck and lay back on Hyde’s shoulder.
“Thanks, that’s damned comfortable first
easy moment I’ve had since last night,”
he murmured: then, to Laura, “we must persuade
this fellow to stop on a bit. You’re not
in a hurry to get off, are you, Lawrence?”
“Not I. I’ll stay as long
as you and Laura care to keep me.”
“I and Laura, hey?”
Bernard’s flush faded: he slipped from
Hyde’s arm.
“H’m, yes, you’re
old friends, aren’t you? Met at Farringay?
I’d forgotten that.” He shut his eyes.
“And Laura’s dying to renew the intimacy.
It’s dull for her down here. Take him into
the garden, Lally. You’ll excuse me now,
Lawrence, I can’t talk long without getting
fagged. Wretched state of things, isn’t
it? I’m a vile bad host but I can’t
help it. At the present moment for example I’m
undergoing grinding torments and it doesn’t amuse
me to make conversation, so you two can cut along and
disport yourselves in any way you like. Give
Lawrence a drink, will you, my love? . . . .
Oh no, thanks, you’ve done a lot but you can’t
do any more, no one can, I just have to grin and bear
it. Laura, would you mind ringing for Barry?
I’m not sure I shall show up again before
dinner-time. It’s no end good of you, old
chap, to come to such a beastly house. . .”
He pursued them with banal gratitude
till they were out of earshot, when Lawrence drew
a deep breath as if to throw off some physical oppression.
Under the weathered archway, down the flagged steps
and over the lawn. . . . How still it was, and
how sweet! The milk-blooms in the spire of the
acacia were beginning to turn faintly brown, but its
perfume still hung in the valley air, mixed with the
honey-heavy breath of a great white double lime tree
on the edge of the stream. There were no dense
woods at Wanhope, the trees were set apart with an
airy and graceful effect, so that one could trace
the course of their branches; and between them were
visible hayfields from which the hay had recently
been carried, and the headlands of the Plain fair
sunny distances, the lowlands bloomed over with summer
mist, the uplands delicately clear like those blue
landscapes that in early Italian pictures lie behind
the wheel of Saint Catherine or the turrets of Saint
Barbara.
“A sweet pretty place you have
here. I was in China nine weeks ago. Everlasting
mud huts and millet fields. I must say there’s
nothing to beat an English June.”
“Or a French June?” suggested
Laura, her accent faintly sly. “Lucian
said he met you at Auteuil.”
“Dear old Lucian! He seemed
very fit, but rather worried about you, Laura may
I call you Laura? We’re cousins by marriage,
which constitutes a sort of tie. Besides, you
let me at Farringay.”
“Farringay. . . . What
a long while ago it seems! I can’t keep
up any pretence of juvenility with you, can I?
We were the same age then so we’re both thirty-six
now. Isn’t it strange to think that half
one’s life is over? Mine doesn’t
seem ever to have begun. But you wouldn’t
feel that: a man’s life is so much fuller
than a woman’s. You’ve been half
over the world while Berns and I have been patiently
cultivating our cabbage patch. I envy you:
it would be jolly to have one’s mind stored full
of queer foreign adventures and foreign landscapes
to think about in odd moments, even if it were only
millet fields.”
“I’ve no ties, you see,
nothing to keep me in England. Come to think
of it, Bernard is my nearest male relative, since my
father died five years ago.”
“I heard of that and wanted
to write to you, but I wasn’t sure of your address”
“I was in Peru. They cabled
to me to come home when he was taken ill, but I was
up country and missed it. The first news I had
was a second cable announcing his death. It was
unlucky.”
“For both of you,” said
Laura gently, “if it meant that he was alone
when he died.” Sincere herself, Mrs. Clowes
exacted from her friends either sincerity or silence,
and her sweet half-melancholy smile pierced through
Hyde’s conventional regrets. He was silent,
a little confused.
They were near the river now, and
in the pale shadow of the lime tree Laura sat down
on a bench, while Hyde threw himself on a patch of
sunlit turf at her feet. Most men of his age
would have looked clumsy in such an unbuttoned attitude,
but Hyde was an athlete still, and Laura, who was
fond of sketching, admired his vigorous grace.
She felt intimate with him already: she was not
shy nor was Lawrence, but this was an intimacy of sympathy
that went deeper than the mere trained ease of social
intercourse: she could be herself with him:
she could say whatever she liked. And, looking
back on the old days which she had half forgotten,
Laura remembered that she had always felt the same
freedom from constraint in Hyde’s company:
she had found it pleasant fourteen years ago, when
she was young and had no reserves except a natural
delicacy of mind, and it was pleasant still, but strange,
after the isolating adventure of her marriage.
Perhaps she would not now have felt it so strongly,
if he had not been her husband’s cousin as well
as her friend.
She sat with folded hands watching
Lawrence with a vague, observant smile. Drilled
to a stately ease and worn down to a lean hardihood
by his life of war and wandering, he was, like his
cousin, a big, handsome man, but distinguished by
the singular combination of black eyes and fair hair.
Was there a corresponding anomaly in his temperament?
He looked as though he had lived through many experiences
and had come out of them fortified with philosophy that
easy negative philosophy of a man of the world, for
which death is only the last incident in life and
not the most important. Of Bernard’s hot
passions there was not a sign. Amiable?
Laura fancied that so far as she was concerned she
could count on a personal amiability: he liked
her, she was sure of that, his eyes softened when
he spoke to her. But the ruck of people?
She doubted whether Lawrence would have lost his
appetite for lunch if they had all been drowned.
The pleasant, selfish man of the world
is a common type, but she could not confine Lawrence
to his type. He basked in the sun: with
every nerve of his thinly-clad body he relinquished
himself to the contact of the warm grass: deliberately
and consciously he was savouring the honied air, the
babble of running water, the caress of the tiny green
blades fresh against his cheek and hand, the swell
of earth that supported his broad, powerful limbs.
This sensuous acceptance of the physical joy of life
pleased Laura, born a Selincourt, bred in France,
and temperamentally out of touch with middle-class
England.
Whether one could rely on him for
any serviceable friendship Laura was uncertain.
As a youth he had inclined to idealize women, but
she was suspicious of his later record. Good
or bad it had left no mark on him. Probably
he had not much principle where women were concerned.
Few of the men Laura had known in early life had
had any principles of any sort except a common spirit
of kindliness and fair play. Her brother was
always drifting in and out of amatory entanglements the
hunter or the hunted and he was not much
the worse for it so far as Laura could see.
Perhaps Hyde was of the game stamp, in which case
there might well be no lines round his mouth, since
lines are drawn by conflict: or perhaps a wandering
life had kept him out of harm’s way. It
made no great odds to Laura she had not
the shrinking abhorrence which most women feel for
that special form of evil: it was on the same
footing in her mind as other errors to which male
human nature is more prone than female, a little worse
than drunkenness but not so bad as cruelty. From
her own life of serene married maidenhood such sins
of the flesh seemed as remote as murder.
The strong southern light broke in
splinters on the dancing water, and was mirrored in
reflected ripplings, silver-pale, tremulous, over
the shadowy understems of grass and loosestrife on
the opposite bank. “And I never gave you
anything to drink after all!” said Laura after
a long, companionable silence. “Why didn’t
you remind me?”
“Because I didn’t want
it. Don’t you worry: I’ll look
after myself. I always do. I’m a
charming guest, no trouble to any one.”
“At least have a cigarette while
you’re waiting for lunch! I’m sorry
to have none to offer you.”
“Don’t you smoke now? You did at
Farringay.”
“No, I’ve given it up.
I never much cared for it, and Bernard does so hate
to see a woman smoking. He is very old-fashioned
in some ways.”
“And do you always do as Bernard
likes?” Lawrence asked with an impertinence
so airy that it left Laura no time to be offended.
“ It was a great shock to me to find
him so helpless. Is he always like that?”
“He can never get about, if
that’s what you mean.” It was not
all Hyde meant, but Laura had not the heart to repress
him; she felt that thrill of guilty joy which we all
feel when some one says for us what we are too magnanimous
to say for ourselves. “He lies indoors
all day smoking and reading quantities of novels.”
“Fearfully sad. Very galling
to the temper. But there are a lot of modern
mechanical appliances, aren’t there, that ought
to make him fairly independent?”
“He won’t touch any of them.”
“Sick men have their whims.
But can’t you drag him out into the sun?
He ought not to lie in that mausoleum of a hall.”
“He has never been in the garden
in all our years at Wanhope.”
Lawrence took off his straw hat to
fan himself with. It was not only the heat of
the day that oppressed him. “Poor, wretched
Bernard! But I dare say I should be equally mulish
if I were in his shoes. By the by, was he really
in pain just now?”
“Really in pain?” Laura
echoed. “Why why should you
say that?” She no longer doubted Lawrence Hyde’s
subtlety. “’He’s constantly in
pain and he scarcely ever complains.”
“Oh? I didn’t know one suffered,
with paralysis.”
“He has racking neuritis in his shoulders and
back.”
“That’s bad. I’m
afraid he can’t be much up to entertaining visitors.
Does he hate having me here?”
“No! oh no! I know he
sometimes seems a little odd,” said poor Laura,
wishing her guest were less clear-sighted: and
yet before he came she had been hoping that Lawrence
would divine the less obvious aspects of the situation,
and perhaps, since a man can do more with a man like
Bernard than any woman can, succeed in easing it.
“But can you wonder? Struck down like
this at five and twenty! and he never was keen on
indoor interests sport and his profession
were all he cared about. Please, Lawrence, make
allowances for him he had been looking forward
so much to your coming here! A man’s society
always does him good, and you know how few men there
are in this country: we have only the vicar,
and the doctor, and Jack Bendish and people who stay
at the Castle. And if you only realized how
different he was with you from what he is with most
people, you would be flattered! He won’t
let any one touch him as a rule, except Barry, whom
he treats like a machine. But he was quite grateful
to you he seemed to lean on you.”
“Did he?”
She had made Lawrence feel uncomfortable
again in the region of the heart, but he was deliberately
stifling pity, as five years ago, in a Peruvian fonda,
he had subdued his filial tenderness and grief.
He was not callous: if he had had the earlier
cable he would have sailed for home without delay.
But since Andrew Hyde was dead and would never know
whether his son wept for him or not, Lawrence set
himself to repress not only tears but the fount of
human feeling that fed them. He had dabbled enough
in psychology to know that natural emotions, if not
indulged, may only be driven down under the surface,
there to work havoc among the roots of nerve life.
Lawrence however had no nerves and no fear of Nemesis,
and no inclination to sacrifice himself for Bernard,
and he determined, if Wanhope continued to inspire
these oppressive sensations to send himself a telegram
calling him away.
He changed the subject. “It’s
a long while since I’ve heard stockdoves cooing.
And, yes, that’s a nightingale. Oh, you
jolly little beggar!” His face fell into boyish
creases when he smiled. “Do you remember
the nightingales at Farringay? Laura
may I say it? while rusticating in Arden
you haven’t forgotten certain talents you used
to possess. The dress is delightful, but where
the masterhand appears is in the way it’s worn.
That carries me back to Auteull.”
“Nonsense!” said Laura,
changing her attitude, but not visibly displeased.
“Oh I shan’t say don’t
move” Lawrence murmured. “The slippers
also. . . . Are there many trout in this river,
I wonder? Hallo! there’s a big fellow
rubbing along by that black stone! Must weigh
a cool pound and a half. I suppose the angling
rights go with the property?”
“You can fish all day long if
you like: the water is ours, both sides of it,
as far south as the mill above Wharton and a good
half-mile upstream. The banks are kept clear
on principle, though none of us ever touch a line.
The Castle people come over now and then: Jack
Bendish is keen, and he says our sport is better than
theirs because they fish theirs down too much.
Val put some stock in this spring.”
“Val?”
“You seem to fit in so naturally,”
Laura smiled, “that I forget you’ve only
just come. Val is Bernard’s agent, and
I ought not to have omitted him from our list of country
neighbours, but he’s like one of the family.
Bernard wants you, to meet him because he was near
you in the war. But I don’t know that you’ll
have much in common: Val was very junior to you,
and he’s not keen on talking about it in any
case. So many men have that shrinking.
Have you, I wonder?”
“I’m afraid I don’t
take impressions easily. Didn’t your friend
enjoy it?”
“He had no chance. He
had only six or seven weeks at the front; he was barely
nineteen, poor boy, when he was invalided out.
That was why Bernard offered him the agency he
was delighted to lend a helping hand to one of his
old brother officers.”
“Wounded?”
“Yes, he had his right arm smashed
by a revolver bullet. Then rheumatic fever set
in, and the trouble went to the heart, and he was
very ill for a long time. I don’t suppose
he ever has been so strong as he was before.
What made it so sad was the splendid way he had just
distinguished himself,” Laura continued.
She gave a little sketch of the rescue of Dale, far
more vivid than Val had ever given to his family.
“Perhaps you can imagine what a fuss Chilmark
made over its solitary hero! We’re still
proud of him. Val is always in request at local
shows: he appears on the platform looking very
shy and bored. Poor boy! I believe he
sometimes wishes he had never won that embarrassing
decoration.”
“What’s his name?”
“Val Stafford. Why do you remember
him?”
“Er yes, I do,”
said Lawrence. He took out his cigar case and
turned from Laura to light a cigar. “I
knew a lot of the Dorchesters. . . Amiable-looking,
fair boy, wasn’t he?”
“Middle height, and rather sunburnt.
But that description fits such dozens! However,
I’m taking you up to tea there this afternoon,
if the prospect doesn’t bore you, so you’ll
be able to judge for yourself. He has a young
sister who threatens to be very pretty. Are
you still interested in pretty girls, M. lé capitaine?”
“Immensely.” Hyde
lay back on one arm, smoking rather fast. “I
see no immediate prospect of my being bored, thanks.
Rather fun running into Stafford again after all
these years! I shall love a chat over old times.”
He raised his black eyes, and Laura started.
Was it her fancy, or a trick of the sunlight, that
conjured up in them that sparkle of smiling cruelty,
gone before she could fix it? “You say
he doesn’t care to talk about his military exploits?
He always was a modest youth, I should love to see
him on a recruiting platform. Wait till I get
him to myself, he won’t be shy with me.
Did you tell him I was coming?”
“I told his sister Isabel, who
probably told him. I haven’t seen him since,
he hasn’t happened to come in; I suppose the
hay harvest has kept him extra busy Dear
me! why, there he is!”
In the field across the stream a young
man on horseback had come into view. Catching
sight of Laura he slipped across a low boundary wall,
his brown mare, a thoroughbred, changing her feet
in a ladylike way on the worn stones, and trotted down
to the riverbank, raising his cap.
“Coming in to lunch, Val?”
Laura called across the water.
“Thank you very much, I’m afraid I shan’t
have time.”
“But you haven’t been
in since Sunday!” Laura’s accent was
reproachful. “Why are you forsaking us?
We need you more than the farm does!”
Val’s pleasant laugh was the
avoidance of an answer. “So sorry!
But I can’t come in now, Laura: I have to
go over to Countisford to talk to Bishop about the
new tractor, and I want to get back by teatime.
Isabel tells me you’re bringing Captain Hyde
up to see us.” He raised his cap again,
smiling directly at Lawrence, who returned the salute
with such gay good humour that Laura was able to dismiss
that first fleeting impression from her mind.
So this was Val Stafford, was it? And a very
personable fellow too! Hyde had not foreseen
that ten years would work as great a change in Val
as in himself, or greater.
“I was going to call on you
in due form, sir, but my young sister hasn’t
left me the chance. You haven’t forgotten
me, have you?”
“No, I remember you most distinctly.
Delighted to meet you again.”
“Thank you. The pleasure
is mutual. Now I must push on or I shall be
late.”
“He can use his arm, then,”
said Lawrence, as Val rode away, jumping his mare
over a fence into the road. “Shaves himself
and all that, I suppose? He rides well.”
“A great deal too well! and
rides to hounds too, but he ought not to do it, and
I’m always scolding him. He can’t
straighten his right arm, and has very little power
in it. He was badly thrown last winter, but
directly he got up he was out again on Kitty.”
“Living up to his reputation.”
Lawrence flicked the ash from his cigar. “I
should have known him anywhere by his eyes.”
“He has kept very young, hasn’t
he? An uneventful life without much anxiety
does keep people young,” philosophized Laura.
“I feel like a mother to him. But you’ll
see more of him this afternoon.”
“So I shall,” said Lawrence,
“if he isn’t detained at Countisford.”