“And now tell me,” murmured
Mrs. Clowes in the mischievously caressing tone that
she kept for Isabel, “did mamma’s little
girl enjoy her party?”
“Rather!” said Isabel with
a great sigh, the satisfied sigh of a dog curling
up after a meal. “They were lovely strawberries.
And what do you call that French thing? Oh, that’s
what a vol-au-vent is, is it?
I wish I knew how to make it, but probably it’s
one of those recipes that begin ’Take twelve
eggs and a quart of cream.’ I wish nice
things to eat weren’t so dear, Jimmy would love
it. Captain Hyde took two helps did
you see? big ones! If he always eats
as much as he did tonight he’ll be fat before
he’s fifty, which will be a pity. He ate
three times what Val did.”
“Is that what you were thinking
of all the time? I noticed you didn’t
say very much.”
“Well, I was between Captain
Hyde and Major Clowes, and they neither of them think
I’m grown up,” explained Isabel.
“They talked to each other over the top of me.
Oh no, not rudely, Major Clowes was as nice as he
could be” (Isabel salved her conscience by reflecting
that this was verbally true since Major Clowes could
never he nice), “and Captain Hyde asked me if
I was fond of dolls
“My dear Isabel!”
“Or words to that effect.
Oh! it’s perfectly fair, I’m not grown
up, or only by fits and starts. Some of me is
a weary forty-five but the rest is still in pigtails.
It’s curious, isn’t it? considering that
I’m nearly twenty. Let’s go through
the wood, my stockings are coming down.”
Out of sight of the house in a clearing of the loosely
planted alder-coppice by the bridge, she pulled them
up, slowly and candidly: white cotton stockings
supported by garters of black elastic. “After
all,” she continued, “I’m housekeeper,
and in common politeness we shall have to dine you
back, so I really did want to see what sort of things
Captain Hyde likes. But it’s no use, he
won’t like anything we give him. Not though
we strain our resources to the uttermost. Laura!
would Mrs. Fryar give me the receipt for that vol-au-vent?
I don’t suppose we could run to it, but I should
love to try.”
“Mrs. Fryar would be flattered,”
said Laura, finding a chair in the forked stem of
a wild apple-tree, while Isabel sat plump down on
the net of moss-fronds and fine ivy and grey wood-violets
at her feet. “But, my darling, you’re
not to worry your small head over vol-au-vents!
Lawrence will like one of your own roast chickens
just as well, or any simple thing
“Oh no, Lawrence won’t!”
Isabel gave a little laugh. “Excuse my
contradicting you, but Lawrence isn’t a bit fond
of simple things. That’s why he doesn’t
like me, because I’m simple, simple as a daisy.
I don’t mind much,” she added
truthfully. “I can survive his most extended
want of interest. After all what can you expect
if you go out to dinner in the same nun’s veiling
frock you wore when you were confirmed, with the tucks
let down and the collar taken out? O! Laura,
I wish someone would give me twenty pounds on condition
that I spent it all on dress! I’d buy I’d
buy oh, silk stockings, and long
gloves, and French cambric underclothes, and chiffon
nightgowns like those Yvonne wears (but they aren’t
decent: still that doesn’t matter so long
as you’re not married, and they are so pretty)!
And a homespun tailor-made suit with a seam down the
back and open tails: and and one
of those real Panamas that you can pull through
a wedding ring: and oh! dear, I am
greedy! It must be because I never have any clothes
at all that I’m always wanting some. I
ache all over when I look at catalogues. Isn’t
it silly?”
If so it was a form of silliness with
which Mrs. Clowes was in full sympathy. In her
world, to be young and pretty gave a woman a claim
on Fate to provide her with pretty dresses and the
admiration of men. As for Yvonne, till she married
Jack Bendish she had never been out of debt in her
life. “No, it’s the most natural
thing on earth,” said Laura. “How
I wish !”
“No, no,” said Isabel
hastily. “It’s very, very sweet of
you, but even Jimmy wouldn’t like it: and
as for Val I don’t know what he’d say!
Poor old Val, he wants some new evening clothes himself,
and it’s worse for him than for me because men
do so hate to look shabby and out at elbows.
He’s worn that suit for ten years. My
one consolation is that Captain Hyde couldn’t
wear a suit he wore ten years ago. It would
burst.”
“Isabel! really! you ridiculous
child, why have you such a spite against poor Lawrence?
Any one would think he was a perfect Daniel Lambert!
Do you know he’s a pukka sportsman and has
shot all over the world? Lions and tigers, and
rhinoceros, and grizzly bears, and all sorts of ferocious
animals! He’s promised me a black panther
skin for my parlour and he’s persuaded Bernard
to call in Dr. Verney for his neuritis, so I won’t
hear another word against him!”
“Has he? H’m. .
. . No, I haven’t any prejudice against
him: in fact I like him,” said Isabel,
smiling to herself. “But he reminds me
of Tom Wallis at the Prince of Wales’s Feathers.
Do you remember Tom? ‘Poor Tom,’
Mrs. Wallis always says, ’he went from bad to
worse. First it was a drop too much of an evening:
and then he began getting drunk mornings: and
then he ’listed for a soldier!’ Not that
Captain Hyde would get drunk, but he has the same
excitable temperament. . . . Laura!”
“What is it?” said Mrs.
Clowes, framing the young face between her hands as
Isabel rose up kneeling before her. In the quivering
apple-tree shadow Isabel’s eyes were very dark,
and penetrating and reflective too, as if she had
just undergone one of those transitions from childhood
to womanhood which are the mark and the charm of her
variable age. Laura was puzzled by her judgment
of Lawrence Hyde, so keen, yet so wide of the truth
as Laura saw it: “excitable” was
the last thing that Laura would have called him, and
she couldn’t see any likeness to Tom Wallis.
But one can’t argue over a man’s character
with a child. “Why so serious?”
“This evening, at dinner, weren’t
there some queer undercurrents?”
“Undercurrents!” Laura
drew her hands away. She looked startled and
nervous. “What sort of undercurrents?”
“When they were chaffing Val
about his ribbon. Oh, I don’t know,”
said Isabel vaguely. Laura drew a breath of relief.
“I was sorry you made him wear it. But
he’d cut his hand off to please you, darling.
You don’t really realize the way you can make
Val do anything you like.”
“Nonsense,” said Laura,
but with an indulgent smile, which was her way of
saying that it was true but did not signify.
She was no coquette, but she preferred to create an
agreeable impression. Always in France, where
women are the focus of social interest, there had
been men who did as Laura Selincourt pleased, and the
incense which Val alone continued to burn was not ungrateful
to her altar. “As if Val would mind about
a little thing like that.”
Isabel shook her head. “Perhaps
you weren’t attending. Major Clowes was
very down on him for wearing it chaffing
him, of course, but chaffing half in earnest:
a snowball with a stone in it. Naturally Val
wasn’t going to say you made him
“No, but Lawrence did:
or I should have cut in myself.”
“Yes, after a minute, he interfered,
and then Major Clowes shut up, but it was all rather rather
queer, and I’m sure Val hated it. You
won’t make him do it again, will you? Val’s
so odd. Laura don’t tell any
one I sometimes think Val’s very
unhappy.”
“Val, unhappy? You fanciful
child, this is worse than Tom Wallis! What should
make Val unhappy? He might be dull,” said
Laura ruefully. “Life at Wanhope isn’t
exciting! But he’s keen on his work and
very fond of the country. Val is one of the most
contented people I know.”
A shadow fell over Isabel’s
face, the veil that one draws down when one has offered
a confidence to hands that are not ready to receive
it. “Then it must be all my imagination.”
She abandoned the subject as rapidly as she had introduced
it. “O! dear, I am sleepy.”
She stretched herself and yawned, opening her mouth
wide and shutting it with a little snap like a kitten.
“I was up at six to give Val his breakfast,
and I’ve been running about all day, what with
the school treat next week, and Jimmy’s new
night-shirts that I had to get the stuff for and cut
them out, and choir practice, and Fanny taking it
into her head to make rhubarb jam. How can London
people stay up till twelve or one o’clock every
night? But of course they don’t get up
at six.”
“Have a snooze in my hammock,”
suggested Laura. “I see Barry coming, which
means that Bernard is going off and I shall have to
run away and leave you, and probably the men won’t
come out for some time. Take forty winks, you
poor child, it will freshen you up.”
“I never, never go to sleep
in the daytime,” said Isabel firmly. “It’s
a demoralizing habit. But I shouldn’t mind
tumbling into your hammock, thank you very much.”
And, while Mrs. Clowes went away with Barry, she slipped
across to Laura’s large comfortable cot, swung
waist-high between two alders that knelt on the river
brink.
Isabel sprawled luxuriously at full
length, one arm under her head and the other dropped
over the netting: her young frame was tired,
little flying aches of fatigue were darting pins and
needles through her knees and shoulders and the base
of her spine. The evening was very warm and
the stars winked at her, they were green diamonds
that sparkled through chinks in the alder leafage
overhead: round dark leaves like coins, and scattered
in clusters, like branches of black bloom. Near
at hand the river ran in silken blackness, but below
the coppice, where it widened into shallows, it went
whispering and rippling over a pebbly bottom on its
way to the humming thunder of the mill. And
in a fir-tree not far off a nightingale was singing,
now a string of pearls dropping bead by bead from his
throat, now rich turns and grace-notes, and now again
a reiterated metallic chink which melted into liquid
fluting:
Vogek im Tannenwald
Pfeifet so hell:
Pfeifet de Wald aus und
ein,
wo wird mein Schatze sein?
Vogele im Tannenwald pfeifet so hell.
Isabel was still so young that she
felt the beauty more deeply when she could link it
with some poetic association, and as she listened
to the nightingale she murmured to herself “’In
some melodious plot of beechen green with shadows
numberless’ but it isn’t a
beech, it’s a fir-tree,” and then wandering
off into another literary channel, “’How
thick the bursts come crowding through the leaves!
Eternal passion eternal pain’ . .
. but I don’t believe he feels any pain at all.
It is we who feel pain. He’s not been
long married, and it’s lovely weather, and there’s
plenty for them to eat, and they’re in love .
. . what a heavenly night it is! I wish some
one were in love with me. I wonder if any one
ever will be.
“How thrilling it would be to
refuse him! Of course I couldn’t possibly
accept him not the first: it would
be too slow, because then one couldn’t have
any more. One would be like Laura. Poor
Laura! Now if she were in that tree” Isabel’s
ideas were becoming slightly confused “it
would be natural for her to be melancholy only
if she were a bird she wouldn’t care, she would
fly off with some one else and leave Major Clowes,
and all the other birds would come and peck him to
death. They manage these things better in bird
land.” Isabel’s eyes shut but she
hurriedly opened them again. “I’m
not going to go to sleep. It’s perfectly
absurd. It can’t be much after nine o’clock.
I dare say Captain Hyde will come out before so very
long . . . I should like to talk to him again
by myself. He isn’t so interesting when
other people are there. I wonder why I told Laura
he was getting fat? He isn’t: he couldn’t
be, to travel all over the world and shoot black panthers.
And if he did take two helps of vol-au-vent,
you must remember, Isabel, he’s a big man well
over six feet and requires good support.
He certainly is not greedy or he would have tried
to pick out the oysters: all men love oysters.
“He was nice about Val’s
ribbon, too . . . wish I understood about that ribbon.
Val was grateful: he said ‘Thanks, Hyde’
while Major Clowes was speaking to Barry. Laura
isn’t stupid, but she never understands Val.
‘Contented?’ My dearest darling Val!
If he were being roasted over a slow fire he would
be ‘contented’ if Laura was looking on.
That’s the worst of being perfectly unselfish:
people never realize that you’re unselfish at
all. Wives don’t seem to hear what their
husbands say. Often and often Major Clowes is
absolutely insulting to Val, before Laura and before
me. But Laura always looks on Val as a boy.
Perhaps if Captain Hyde hears it going on he’ll
interfere and shut Major Clowes up as he did tonight.
He can manage Major Clowes . . . which is clever
of him! ’A strong, silent man’ as
a matter of fact he talks a good deal. . . . But
I loved him for sitting on Major Clowes. I’d
rather he were nice to Val than to me.
“But he might be nice to me too. . . .
“He was, yesterday afternoon.
How he coloured up! He was absolutely natural
for the minute. That can’t often happen.
People who don’t like giving themselves away
are thrilling when they do.”
Another yawn came upon her.
“O! dear, I really mustn’t
go to sleep. What a lulling noise you make,
you old river! I don’t think I can get
up at six tomorrow. This hammock is as comfortable
as a bed. ’The young girl reclined in
a graceful attitude, her head pillowed on her slender
hand, her long dark lashes entangled and resting on
her ivory cheek.’ Well, they couldn’t
rest anywhere else: unless they were long enough
to rest on her nose. ’Her her
breathing was soft and regular . . .’”
It became so. Isabel slept.
Val would rather have owed no gratitude
to a man he disliked so much as Hyde. When Bernard
was wheeled away, an interchange of perfunctory civilities
was followed by a constrained silence, which Val broke
by rising. “Hyde, if you’ll excuse
me, I’ll say five words to Bernard before Barry
begins getting him to bed. There’s a right
of way dispute going on that he liked me to keep him
posted up in.”
“Do,” said Lawrence vaguely.
He brushed past Val and escaped into the garden.
Lawrence was enjoying his stay at
Wanhope, but tonight he felt defrauded, though he
knew not why. He had had an agreeable day.
In the morning Jack Bendish had appeared on horseback
and Lawrence had ridden over with him to lunch at
Wharton, a sufficiently amusing experience, what with
the crabbed high-spirited whims of Jack’s grandfather
and the old-fashioned courtesy of Lord Grantchester,
and Yvonne’s romantic toilette: later Laura
had joined them and they had played bowls on the famous
green: in the cool of the evening he had strolled
home with Laura through the fields. Dinner too
had been amusing in its way, the wines were excellent,
the parlour maid waited at table like a deft ghost,
and he recognized in Mrs. Fryar an artist who was
thrown away alike on Bernard’s devotion to roast
beef and Val’s inability to remember what he
ate. Yet Lawrence was left vaguely discontented.
Bernard’s manner to Val had
set his teeth on edge. Bernard could have meant
no harm: no one had ever known the truth except
Lawrence and Val, and possibly Dale with such torn
shreds of consciousness as H. E. and barbed wire had
left him: but in all innocence Bernard had set
the rack to work as deftly as Lawrence could have
done it himself. Lawrence pitied no,
that was a slip of the mind: he was not so weak
as to pity Stafford, but their intercourse was difficult,
genant.
And Isabel Stafford too: Clowes
had left her out of the conversation as though she
were a child, and though Lawrence tried to bring her
in she remained, so to say, in the nursery most of
the time, speaking when she was spoken to but without
any of her characteristic freshness and boldness.
She was the schoolgirl that Clowes expected her to
be. Her very dress irritated Lawrence, as if
he had seen a fine painting in a tawdry frame, or
a pearl of price foiled by a spurious setting.
He had not felt any glow at all, and was left to
suppose his fancy had played him a trick. Disappointing!
and now there was no chance of revising his impression,
for apparently she had gone away with Laura who
should have known better than to leave Captain Hyde
to his own devices. But probably Miss Stafford
had refused to face the men alone: it was what
a little shy country girl would do.
Isabel’s arm hanging over the
edge of the hammock, and pearly white in the dark,
was his first warning of her presence. He crossed
the wood with his hunter’s step and found her
lapped in dreams, the starlight that filtered between
the alder branches chequering her with a faint diaper
of light and shade. Only the very young can
afford to be, seen asleep, when the face sinks back
into its original repose, and lines and wrinkles reappear
in the loss of all that smiling charm of expression
which may efface them by day. Laura, asleep,
looked old and haggard. But Isabel presented
a blank page, a face virginally pure, and candid, and
lineless: from the attitude of her young body
one would have thought she was constructed without
bones, and from her serenity it might have been a
child who slept there in the June night, so placidly
entrusting herself to its mild embrace. Vividly
aware that he had no right to watch her, Lawrence
stood watching her, though afraid at every breath
that she would wake up: it was hard to believe
that even in her sleep she could remain insensible
of his eyes. Here was the authentic Isabel,
the girl who had enchanted him on the moor: the
incarnation of that classic beauty by which alone
his spirit was capable of being touched to fine issues.
The alder branches quivered, their clusters of black
shadow fell like an embroidered veil over the imperfections
of her dress, but what light there was shone clear
on her head and throat, and the pearly moulding of
her shoulder, based where her sleeve was dragged down
a little by the tension of her weight upon it.
All the mystery of womanhood and all its promise of
life in bud and life not yet sown lay on this young
girl asleep in the starshine. Lights flashed
up in the house, figures were moving between the curtains:
Laura had left Bernard, soon she would come out into
the garden and call to Isabel, and Isabel would wake
and his chance be lost. His chance? Isabel
had rashly incurred a forfeit and would have to pay.
The frolic was old, there was plenty of precedent
for it, and not for one moment did Lawrence dream
of letting her off. A moth, a dead leaf might
have settled on her sleeping lips and she would have
been none the wiser, and just such a moth’s
touch he promised himself, the contact of a moment,
but enough to intoxicate him with its sweetness, and
the first yes, he believed it would be the
first: not from any special faith in Isabel’s
obduracy, but because no one in Chilmark was enough
of a connoisseur to appreciate her. Yes, the
first, the bloom on the fruit, the unfolding of the
bud, he promised himself that: and warily he
stooped over Isabel, who slept as tranquil as though
she were in her own room under the vicarage eaves.
Lawrence held his breath. If she were to wake?
Then? Oh, then the middleaged friend of
the family claiming his gloves and his jest!
But Lawrence was not feeling middle-aged.
“O! dear,” said Isabel, “I’ve
been asleep!”
She sat up rubbing her eyes.
“Laura, are you there?” But no one was
there. Yet, though she was alone, in the solitude
of the alder shade Isabel blushed scarlet. “What
a ridiculous dream! worse than ridiculous, What would
Val say if he knew? Really, Isabel, you ought
to be whipped!” She slipped to her feet and
peered suspiciously this way and that into the shadowy
corners of the wood. Not a step: not the
rustle of a leaf: no one.
Yet Isabel’s cheeks continued
to burn, till with a little frightened laugh she buried
them in her hands. “O! it was
it was a dream ?”