The Wancote affair made a nine days’
wonder in the Plain. Indeed it even got into
the London papers, under such titles as “A Domestic
Tragedy” or “Duel with a Dog”:
and, while the Morning Post added a thumbnail sketch
of Captain Hyde’s distinguished career, the
Spectator took Ben as the text of a “middle”
on “The Abuse of Asylum Administration in Rural
Districts.”
Lawrence himself, when he had despatched
Hubert Verney to the vicarage, would have liked to
cut his responsibility. But it could not be
done: first there was the village policeman to
run to earth and information to be laid before him,
and then, since Brown’s first flustered impulse
was to arrest all concerned from Lawrence to Clara
Janaway, Lawrence had to walk down with him to Wharton
to interview Jack Bendish, as both the nearest magistrate
and the nearest sensible man. But after pouring
his tale into Jack’s sympathetic ear he felt
entitled to wash his hands of the affair. Instead
of going back to Wanhope with the relief party he
got Bendish to drop him at the field path to Wanhope:
and he slipped up to his room by a garden door, bathed,
changed, and came down to lunch without trace of discomposure.
Gaston, curtly ordered to take his master’s
clothes away and burn them, was eaten by curiosity,
but in vain.
Even before his cousin, Lawrence did
not own to his adventure till the servants had left
the room. If it could have been kept dark he
would not have owned to it at all. He did so
only because it must soon be common property and he
did not care to be taxed with affectation.
When, bit by bits his story came out
across the liqueur glasses and the early strawberries,
Major Clowes laid his head back and roared with laughter.
Lawrence was annoyed: he had not found it amusing
and he felt that his cousin had a macabre and uncomfortable
sense of humour. But Bernard, wiping the tears
from his eyes, developed unabashed his idea of a good
joke. “Hark to him! Now isn’t
that Lawrence all over? What! can’t you
run down for twenty-four hours to a hamlet the size
of Chilmark but you must bring your faics divers in
your pocket?”
“It isn’t my fault if
you have dangerous lunatics at large,” said
Lawrence, helping himself daintily to cream.
“If this is a specimen of the way things go
on in country districts, thank you, give me a London
slum. The brute was as mad as a hatter.
He ought to have been locked up years ago.
I can’t conceive what Stafford was about to
keep him on the estate.”
“All very fine,” Bernard
chuckled, “but I’d lay any odds Ben didn’t
go for Mrs. Ben till he saw you coming.”
“Adventures are to the adventurous,”
Laura mildly translated the bitter jest. Her
mission in life was to smooth down Bernard’s
rough edges. “But that is too ugly, Berns.
You oughtn’t to say such a thing even in fun.
It was no fun for Lawrence.”
“I don’t object to an
occasional scrap,” said Lawrence. “But
this one was overdone.” He shivered suddenly
from head to foot.
“Hallo, old man, I didn’t
know you had a nerve in your body!” said Bernard
staring at him.
Lawrence went on with his strawberries
in an ungenial silence. He was irritated by his
momentary self betrayal. If he had cared to explain
it he would have had to confess that though personally
indifferent to adventures he disliked to have women
mixed up in them. He was glad when Laura with
her intuitive tact changed the conversation, not too
abruptly.
“All modern men have nerves.
I should think Lawrence had as few as any, but it
must have been a frightful scene. I must run
up after lunch and see Isabel. Poor child!
But she’s wonderfully brave. All the
Staffords were brought up to be stoical: if they
knocked themselves about as children they were never
allowed to cry. Mr. Stafford is a fanatic on
the point of personal courage. Val told me once
that the only sins for which his father ever cuffed
him were telling fibs and running away.”
“Did he get cuffed often?” Lawrence enquired.
“Shouldn’t wonder,” said Bernard.
“Val’s one of your nervy men.”
“Not after he was ten years
old,” said Laura smiling. “But as
a little boy he was always in trouble. Not the
wisest treatment, was it? for a delicate, sensitive
child.”
“Miss Isabel is not nervous,”
said Lawrence. “She is as cool a young
lady as I have ever seen. I believe she still
owes me a grudge for hitting Billy so hard.”
He dipped his fingers delicately into his finger bowl.
“No, no more, thanks. Did I tell you
that the brute of a Dane bit her?”
“Bit Isabel!”
“Made his teeth pretty nearly
meet in her forearm. She was trying to soothe
the dear dog. Mr. Stafford’s theories may
be ethically beautiful, but I object to their being
carried to extremes. Frankly, I should describe
your young friend as idiotically rash,” said
Lawrence with a wintry smile. “I couldn’t
prevent her doing it because I hadn’t the remotest
notion she was going to do it. The Dane was practically
mad with rage. I could have cuffed her myself
with pleasure. It was a wild thing to do and
not at all agreeable for me.”
“But, my dear Lawrence, that
is one way of looking at it!” Laura protested,
amused by his cool egoism, though she took it with
the necessary grain of salt. “Bitten by
that horrible dog? My poor Isabel! she loves
dogs I don’t suppose she stopped to
consider her own feelings or yours.”
“She ought to have had more sense.”
“Hear, hear!” said Bernard.
“Half the trouble in the world comes from women
shoving in where they’re not wanted. It’s
a pleasure to talk to you, Lawrence, after lying here
to be slobbered over by a pack of old women.
I always exclude you, my dear,” he nodded to
Laura, “but the parson twaddles on till he makes
me sick, and Val’s not much better. What’s
a woman want with courage? Teach her to buy
decent clothes and put ’em on properly, and
she’s learning something useful. I’ll
guarantee Isabel only got in the way. But you,
Lawrence,” he measured his cousin with an admiring
eye, much as a Roman connoisseur might have run over
the points of a favourite gladiator, “I should
have liked to see you tackle the Dane. You’re
a big chap deeper in the chest than I ever
was, and longer in the reach. What’s your
chest measurement? Yes, you look it.
And nothing in your hand but a stick? By Jove,
it must have been worth watching! Hey, Laura?”
“Bernard, you are embarrassing!
You will make even Lawrence shy. But, yes,”
Laura laid her hand on Hyde’s arm: “I
should have liked to watch you fight the Dane.”
How long was it since any one had
spoken to Lawrence in that warm tone of affection?
Not since his father died. From time to time
Mrs. Cleve or other ladies had flattered his senses
or his vanity, but none of them had ever looked at
him with Laura’s kind admiring eyes. Perhaps
after all there was something to be said for family
life! Tragic wreck as Clowes was, he would have
been far more to be pitied but for his wife:
their marriage, crippled and sterilized, was yet as
Lawrence saw it a beautiful relation.
Suppose he stood in that relation to Isabel?
Sitting at table in the cool panelled diningroom,
his careless pose stiffening under Laura’s touch,
Lawrence for the first time began to wonder whether
he would not gain more in happiness than he would
lose in freedom if he were to make the child his wife.
“To make the child his wife.”
He was not really more of an egoist than the average
man, but he did assume that if he wanted her he could
win her. His mistress was very young: it
was her rose of youth and her unquelled spirit that
charmed him even more than her beauty: and she
had not sixpence to her name, while he was a rich
man. He did not, as Bernard would have done,
go on to plume himself on his magnanimity, or infer
that Isabel’s gratitude would give him a claim
on her fealty over and beyond the Pauline duty of
wives. In the immediate personal relation Lawrence
was visited by a saving humility. But on the
main issue he took, or thought he took, a practical
view. A man in love cannot soberly analyse his
own psychological state, and Lawrence did not know
that he had fallen in love with Isabel at first sight
or that the germ of matrimonial intentions had lain
all along in his mind. Here and now he believed
that he first thought of marrying her.
Then he would have to stay on at Wanhope.
And court Isabel under the eyes of all Chilmark?
Under Bernard’s eyes at all events; they were
already watching him. Lawrence was irritated:
whatever happened, he was not going to be watched by
his cousin and chaffed and argued over and betted
on. In most points indifferently frank, Lawrence
was silent as the grave where sex came into play.
“Thank you.” He touched
with his lips the hand that Laura had innocently laid
on his wrist. “It can’t really be
fourteen years, Laura, since you were staying at Farringay.”
“Flatterer!” said Laura,
smiling but startled, and rising from her chair.
“This to an old married woman!”
“Ah! when I remember that I
knew you before this fellow did !”
“Here, I say,” came Bernard’s
voice across the table, riotously amused, “none
o’ that! none o’ that!”
“Penalty for having a charming
wife,” laughed Lawrence, in his preoccupation
blind and deaf to danger signals. He rose to
open the door for Laura. “By the by, if
you go to the vicarage this afternoon, I’ll
stroll up with you, if I may. I suppose I owe
the young lady that much civility!”
“I can’t: I’m
busy,” said Laura hastily. “That
is, I don’t know what time I shall get away.
Go by yourself, don’t wait for me.”
“Rubbish,” said Bernard.
“Much pleasanter for both of you to have the
walk together. Lawrence doesn’t want to
go alone, do you?” ("Rather not,” said
Lawrence heartily.) “And I don’t want
you here, my love, if that’s the trouble, I can’t
have you tied to the leg of my sofa.”
Later, when Lawrence had gone out
on the lawn to smoke, Bernard recalled Laura.
She came to him. He took hold of her wrist and
lay smiling up at her. “Nice relationship,
isn’t it, cousins-in-law? So free and easy.
You . I watched you pawing him about.
So affectionate. He felt it too. Did
you see the start he gave? He twigged fast enough.
Think you can play that game under my nose, do you?
So you can. I don’t care what you do.
Take yourself off now and take him with you.”
“Don’t pinch my wrist
below the cuff, Bernard,” said his wife.
“I can’t wear gloves at tea.”
“You can stop out all night
for all I care,” said Clowes. “I’m
sick of the sight of you.”
Then Laura knew that the Golden Age was over.
Isabel had refused to go to bed.
She had no nerves: she saw life in its proper
colours without refraction. The dreadful scene
at Wancote had made its full impression on her, but
she was not beset like Hyde by visions of what might
have been. Still she was tired and subdued,
and when Verney had dressed her arm she announced
her intention of spending the afternoon in the garden
out of the way of kind enquiries: and she settled
herself on an Indian chair behind a thicket of lilac
and syringa, while Val and Rowsley and Yvonne brought
books and cushions and chocolate and eau de
cologne to comfort beauty in distress.
But she had reckoned without the wicket
gate in the garden wall, which Lawrence let himself
in by. He caught sight of her as he crossed
the lawn and came up to her bare-headed. “How
are you?” he asked without preface. “Better
now?”
His informality went against the grain
of Isabel’s taste: he had no right to presume
on a forced situation: with what fastidious modesty
Val would have drawn back! She was tired, and
she did not want to be reminded of what had happened
in the morning. She shut up her book, but kept
a finger in the place. “Thank you.
I’m sorry the others are all out.”
“Mrs. Clowes sent me on ahead.”
For the second time she had made Lawrence
redden like a girl, and his easy manner deserted him.
Isabel unconsciously let the book slip from her hand.
The lives of the Forsythe family were less absorbing
than her own life when this fiery dramatic glow was
shed over it. A singular smile flitted over her
lips: “Well, you may as well sit down now
you are here,” she observed. Lawrence
sat down in a deck chair and Isabel’s smile broadened:
she was laughing at him and teasing him with her eyes,
though what she said remained conventional to the
point of primness. “Is Laura coming to
see me? How sweet of her! But what a pity
she couldn’t come with you! Why couldn’t
she?”
“I believe she stayed to look after my cousin.”
“How is Major Clowes?
Did he have a good night and was he in a
was he cheerful today?”
“So-so: he’s not a great talker,
is he?”
Isabel’s speaking face expressed
dissent. “Perhaps not when he’s
in a good temper. Oh, I’m so sorry, I’m
always forgetting he’s your cousin.”
“I’m prone to forget it
myself. I’ve seen so little of him.”
“(’Though the blase-man-of-the-world
had seen thousands of superbly beautiful women in
elegant creations by Paquin or Worth, his gaze was
riveted as by a mesmeric attraction on the innocent
young girl in her simple little white muslin frock,
with her lissome ankles and slim, sunburnt hands.’)
Laura said you had been a great traveller.
Shall you settle down in England?”
“Not unless I marry.”
Isabel declined this topic, on which
Mrs. Jack Bendish would have expatiated. “Laura
says you have a lovely old house in Somersetshire.
It must be jolly to have an ancestral house.”
“Mine is not ancestral,”
said Lawrence amused. “My father bought
it forty years ago at the time of the agricultural
depression. It belonged to some county people Sir
Frank Fleet who couldn’t afford to
keep it up. It is a lovely place, Farringay,
but it’s full of Fleet ghosts and the neighbourhood
doesn’t let me forget that I’m an alien.”
“But how absurd! how narrow-minded!”
exclaimed Isabel. “Houses must change hands
now and then, and I dare say your father was a better
landlord than the Fleets were. Besides, see how
much worse it might have been! There’s
Wilmerdings, here in Chilmark, that the Morleys have
taken: his name isn’t Morley at all, Yvonne
says it’s Moss in the City: but they foreclosed
on the Orr-Matthews’ mortgage and turned them
out, and that darling old place is delivered over to
a horrid little Jew!”
“Poor Morley!” said Lawrence
laughing. “I am a Jew myself.”
Isabel was stricken dumb. “I thought I
had better tell you than let you hear it from some
one else. No, don’t apologize! these things
will happen, and I’m not deeply hurt, for I refuse
to call sibb with a Moss-Morley. I should never
foreclose on any one’s mortgage. My mother
was an Englishwoman and my father was a Levantine half
Jew, half Greek. Have you never heard of Andrew
Hyde the big curio dealer in New Bond Street?
He was commonly known as old Hyde-and-seek.
The Hyde galleries are famous. As I remember
him he was a common-looking little old man with a
passion for art.”
“Well, I’m sorry I said
such a stupid thing,” said Isabel, still very
red, “not because of hurting your feelings, for
it isn’t likely that anything I said would do
that but because it was stupid in itself,
and narrow-minded, and snobbish. It’ll
be a lesson to me. All the same, it’s
interesting.” She had forgotten by now
that she was an innocent-young-girl and Lawrence a
blase-man-of-the-world, and had slipped into a vein
of intimacy which was fast charming Lawrence out of
all his caution. “I suppose you take after
your father, and that’s why you’re so
unlike Major Clowes. He is a Clowes, but you’re
a Hyde.”
“What does that mean?”
Isabel waited a moment to think it
out. “You’re more of a cosmopolitan;
I expect you have a passion for art too, like your
father. Major Clowes hasn’t. He doesn’t
care two pins for the beauty of his old swords and
daggers, he cares only for getting all the different
sorts. You, perhaps, might care almost too much.”
Lawrence dropped his eyes. “And you vary
more, you’re not always the same, you have
more facets: one can see you’ve done all
sorts of things and mixed with all sorts of people.
I suppose that’s why you’re so easily
bored I don’t mean to be rude!”
“At the present moment I am
deeply interested. Go on: it charms me
to be dissected to my face, and by such an able hand.”
“No: it’s absurd
and I never meant to begin it. Of course I don’t
know a bit what you’re like.”
“God forbid!” Lawrence
murmured: “Guess away and I’ll
tell you if you’re right.”
“You won’t play fair.
You won’t own up and you’ll get cross
if I do.”
“Not I, I have the most amiable temper in the
world.”
“Now I wonder if that’s
true?” said Isabel, scrutinizing him closely.
“Perhaps you wouldn’t often take the trouble
to get in a wax. Oh well,” surrendering
at indiscretion, “then I guess that you care
for very few people and for those few very much.”
“Missed both barrels.
I like any number of people and I shouldn’t
care if I never saw one of them again.”
Isabel laughed. “I said you wouldn’t
play fair.”
“Don’t you believe me?”
“No, of course not. You wouldn’t
say it if it were true.”
Lawrence drew a deep breath and looked
away. Their nook of turf was out of sight of
the house, sheltered from it behind a great thicket
of lilac and syringa, which walled off the lawn from
the kitchen garden full of sweet-smelling currant
bushes and apple-trees laden with green fruit.
The sleepy air was alive with gilded wasps, and between
the stiffly-drooping apple-branches, with their coarse
foliage, and the pencilled frieze of stonecrop and
valerian waving along the low stone boundarywall,
there was a dim honey-coloured expanse that stretched
away like an inland sea, where, the afternoon sunshine
lay in a yellow haze over brown and yellow and blue
tracts of the Plain. Nothing was to be heard
but the drone of wings near at hand and the whirr
of a haycutter far down in the valley. No one
was near and summer lay heavy on the land.
“I did care once. . I had
a bad smash in my life when I was little more than
a boy.” He dragged a heavy gold band from
his finger. “That was my wedding ring.”
“Oh ... I’m sorry!”
faltered Isabel. She was stunned by the extraordinary
confidence.
“I married out of my class.
It was when I was at Cambridge. She was a beautiful
girl but she was not a lady. Her father was a
tobacconist in the Cury, and Lizzie liked to serve
in the shop. As she didn’t want to lose
her character nor I my degree, we compromised on secret
nuptials. I took a house for her in Newham where
I could go and visit her. I ought not to tell
you the rest of the story.”
“Oh yes, you can,” said
Isabel simply. “I hear all sorts of stories
in the village.”
So childish in some ways, so mature
in others, she saw that Lawrence was longing to unbosom
himself, and her instinct was to listen quietly, for,
after all, this, though the strangest, was not the
first such confidence that had been poured into her
ear. She and her brother Val were alike in occasionally
hearing secrets that had never been told to any one
else. Why? Probably because they never
gave advice, never moralized, never thought of themselves
at all but only of the friend in distress. Isabel
took Hyde’s hand and held it closely, palm to
palm. “Tell me all about it.”
“There was another fellow at
Trinity who had been in the Sixth at Eton with me,
a year older than I was, a very brilliant man and
as hard as nails: Rendell, his name was:
an athlete, a tophole centre-forward, with a fascinating
Irish manner and blazing blue eyes. To him I
told my tale, because we were Damon and Pythias, and
I couldn’t have kept a secret from him to save
my life. I was an ingenuous youngster in those
days: never was such a pal as my pal! He
saw me through my marriage and afterwards I took him
with me once or twice to Myrtle Villa: it may
illuminate the situation if I say that it made me
all the prouder of Lizzie when I saw Rendell admired
her: never was such an idyll as my manage a trois!
Unluckily, one evening when I turned up unexpectedly
I found them together.”
“Oh! . . . What did you do?”
“Nothing. There was nothing
to be done. I wasn’t going to ruin myself
by divorcing her. Luckily the war broke out and
Rendell and I both enlisted the next day. He
was killed fighting by my side at Neuve Chapelle,
and I had the job of breaking the news to Lizzie.
She was royally angry, poor Lizzle: told me I
had no right to be alive when a better man than myself
was dead. I agreed: Rendell was the
better man, though he didn’t behave well to
me. He died better than he lived. Out there
it didn’t seem to matter much. He died
in my arms.”
“Did you forgive your wife?”
“I never lived with her again,
if that’s what you mean. If I had been
willing, which I wasn’t, she never would have
consented. She had the rather irrational prejudices
of her type and class, and persisted in regarding
me, or professing to regard me, as answerable for
Rendell’s death. It wasn’t true,”
said Lawrence, turning his eyes on Isabel without
any attempt to veil their agony. “If I’d
meant to shoot him I should have shot him to his face.
But I’d have saved him if I could. How
on earth could any one do anything in such a hell
as Neuve Chapelle? That week every officer in
my company was either killed or wounded. But
Lizzie had no imagination. She couldn’t
get beyond the fact that I was alive and he was dead.”
“What became of her?”
“I’m sorry to say she
went to the bad. She had money from both of
us, but she spent it in public houses didn’t
seem to care what happened to her after losing Arthur:
a wretched life: it ended last January with her
death from pneumonia after measles. That was
what brought me back to England; I couldn’t stand
coming home before.”
“Was it a relief when she died?”
“No, I was sorry,” said
Hyde. His wide black eyes, devil-driven beyond
reticence, were riveted on Isabel’s: apparently
she no longer existed for him except as the Chorus
before whom he could strip himself of the last rag
of his reserve. “It brought it all back.
I was besotted when I married her, and I remembered
all that when I saw her dead. I forgot the other
men. It was just as it was when Arthur died.
I couldn’t do anything for him, and he was
in agony: he was shot through the stomach:
it didn’t seem to matter then that he had robbed
me of Lizzie. I couldn’t even get him
a drop of water to drink. He died hard, did Rendell.
It wasn’t true, what Lizzie said. I’d
have given my life for him. But I couldn’t
even make it easy for him to go.”
“Poor Rendell,” said Isabel
softly, “and poor you! Oh, I’m so
sorry I’m so sorry!”
She was not afraid of Hyde now nor
shy of him, she felt only an immense pity for him this
man who for no conceivable reason and without the
slightest warning had flung the weight of his terrible
past on her young shoulders. She longed to comfort
him. But he was inaccessibly far away, isolated,
his voice rapid and hard and clear, his manner normal:
every nerve stripped bare but still rigid. Inexperienced
as she was, Isabel had a shrewd idea of his immediate
need. She took up the ring that Lawrence had
wrenched off and slipped it on his finger again.
“Don’t do that,”
said Lawrence starting: “why do you do that?”
“But I shall love to see you
wear it,” said Isabel. “It’s
the sign that you’ve forgiven them both.”
“Have I?”
“Of course you have. You loved them too
much not to forgive.”
“It is true. But I hate
myself for it,” said Lawrence. “I
hate your etiolated Christian ethics. I don’t
believe in the forgiveness of sins. The complaisant
husband, O God! If I’d had the spirit
of a man, I should have shot Arthur the night that
night . . . .
“But you loved him,”
said Isabel, “and your wife too. You felt
revenge and hate and passion, but love was stronger:
and love is nobler than hate. They betrayed
you, but you never betrayed them. It wasn’t
unmanly of you, it was defeat and dishonour for them,
not for you, when Rendell, after that great wrong he
had done you, when you tried to make it easy for him
to go.”
“May I ?” said Lawrence.
He leaned his face down on her open
palms, and she felt the tears that she could not see.
He could not control them, and indeed after the first
racking agony, when he felt as though his will were
being torn out of him by the roots, he made no effort
to control them, releasing Isabel and dropping at
full length upon the turf. Nothing else, no
torment of his own thoughts, not Rendell’s last
pangs nor his wife’s beauty young again in death
had ever made Hyde weep: if Rendell had died hard,
Lawrence had lived equally hard, locking up his frightful
trouble in his own breast, escaping from it when he
could, cursing it and fighting against it when it
threatened to overpower him. But now he surrendered
to it and acknowledged to himself that it had broken
his life. And he felt no shame, not one iota,
nothing but a profound soulagement: the
proud reticent man, too vain to shed tears in his
own room alone, wept voluntarily before Isabel, uncovering
for her pity the wounds not only of grief but of rage
and humiliation.
Such an outbreak would have been impossible
in a man of pure English blood, and in a pure Oriental
it would have manifested itself differently, but Isabel
had truly said of Hyde that his temperament was not
homogeneous: the mixed strain in him betrayed
him into strange incongruities of strength and weakness.
Isabel shut her eyes to incongruity. She gave
him without stint the pitying gentleness he thirsted
for. She refused now to contrast him with her
brother. Certainly Val’s judgment would
have been cutting and curt. But just?
Hardly. By instinct Isabel felt that her brother’s
clear, sane, English mind had not all the factors
necessary for judging this collapse.
Her imagination was at work in the
shadow: “’the night that
night. . . .” How do men live through such
hours? She saw Lizzie as a chocolate-box beauty,
but redeemed from hebetude by her robust youth:
able to attract Hyde by his love of luxury and to
hold him by main force: uneducated, coarse, and
cruel, but not weak. What a disastrous marriage!
doomed from the outset, even if no Rendell had come
on the scene. Isabel dismissed Rendell rather
scornfully: in that night at Myrtle Villa she
felt pretty sure that the duel had been fought out
between husband and wife: the very staging of
it, picturesque for Lizzie Hyde and tragic for her
husband, must for the entrapped lover have taken a
frame of ignominious farce. A gleam shot through
Isabel’s eyes-as she imagined Rendell trying
to face Hyde, and Hyde sparing him and sending him
away untouched. No, no! as between the two men,
the honours lay with Hyde.
But as between him and Lizzie?
There the reckoning was not so easy. His wife
had set scars on him that would never wear out.
Dimly Isabel guessed that since coming out of her destructive
hands Hyde himself could be both coarse and cruel:
the seed of brutality must have been in him all along,
but Myrtle Villa had fertilized it. If he married
again, what would be required of Lizzie’s successor?
A strange deep smile gave to Isabel’s young
lips the wisdom of the women of all the ages.
Love that gives without stint asking for no recompense:
love that understands yet will not criticize nor listen
to criticism: love that dares to deny its lover
for his own sake.
After collapse came quiescence, and,
after a long quiescence, revival. Hyde raised
himself on his arm and felt for his handkerchief indifferent
to Isabel’s observation, or soothed by it:
his features were ravaged. Isabel drenched her
own handkerchief in Mrs. Bendish’s eau-de
cologne and gave it him, dripping wet. “Take
this, it will do you good.”
“Thank you” said Lawrence, exhausted and
subdued.
Becoming gradually rather more composed,
he raised his eyes again. “What must you
think of me? It is beyond apology. Will
you ever forgive me?”
“There’s nothing to forgive: I’m
not hurt.”
“You’re rather young to hear such a history
as mine.”
She blushed. “Val says
it doesn’t matter what one knows so long as
one doesn’t think about it in the wrong way.”
With her sweet friendly smile, she touched with her
fingertip the lapel of his coat: an airy gesture,
but there was a fire as well as sweetness in Isabel,
and for his life Lawrence could not repress a start.
“You mustn’t mind me, Captain Hyde.
You needn’t mind, because you couldn’t
help it. One can keep a secret for twenty years
but not for ever, and for confessor I suppose any
woman will do better than a man, won’t she?
It’s not as though I should ever tell any one
else: I never will, I promise you that.
You’ll go away and never see me again, and it’ll
be as though no one knew or as though I were dead.”
Touching innocence! Did she
indeed imagine that after such a scene . . .?
“But I do not care two straws,”
said Lawrence, “so spare your consolations!
On the contrary, it has been a great relief to me.
It’s as if you had unlocked a door. The
prisoner you have set free thanks you. I was
only afraid it might have been too much for you, but
you’re made of strong stuff. Yet I don’t
suppose you ever saw a man weep before: well,
you’ve seen it now: mon Dieu,
mon Dieu, but I am tired! But you’ve
let yourself in for a considerable responsibility.”
“For what?”
“For me. Do you think
it can ever again be the same between us?” On
one knee by Isabel’s chair, Hyde laughed down
at her with his brilliant eyes, irreticent and unsparing
of timidity in others. “Do you think I
could have leaned my head on any hands but yours?”
He came too near, he touched her.
Isabel had gone through a great deal that day, but,
with the cruel and sordid history of Hyde’s
married life fresh in her mind, none of the material
horrors at Wancote had produced in her such a shuddering
recoil as now. His wife had not been dead six
months! “Captain Hyde, how dare you?”
“I beg your pardon.”
Lawrence drew himself up, a good-humoured
smile on his lips: but they were pale.
“I I didn’t mean to hurt you,”
faltered Isabel, as the tension of his silence reached
her. What right had she, a young girl, to impose
her own code of delicacy on a man of Hyde’s
age and standing? Lawrence looked at her
searchingly and his eyes changed, the sad irony died
out of them, and rapidly, imperceptibly, he returned
to his normal manner.
“Nor I to frighten you.
Why, what a child it is, after all! Yes, your
hands are strong, but they aren’t practised yet.
Never mind, you shall forget or remember anything
you like, except this one thing which it pleases me
and may please you to remember that I’m very
glad you know the worst and weakest of me
“Isabel, are you there?”
Thus daily life revenges itself on
those who forget its existence.
“That is Val’s voice,”
said Lawrence. He stood up, no longer pale.
“Heavens, I can’t face him!”
“Oh dear!” said Isabel
in dismay. She was no more anxious for them
to meet than Lawrence was, but Val’s footstep
on the turf was dangerously near. But he was
making for the middle of the lilac-hedge, for the
red rose archway and the asphalt walk between reddening
apple trees: and Isabel was sitting near the
end, close to the garden wall. She flew out of
her chair, held up a branch while Lawrence squeezed
between the wall and the lilacs, and flew back and
curled up again. The lilac leaves had not finished
twinkling and rustling when Val appeared.
“How are you, invalid?
I came home early on purpose to look after you.”
He was in well-worn grey riding clothes, booted and
spurred, his whip in one hand and his gloves in the
other: a slight, cool, well-knit figure of low
tones and half-lights. “Have you had a
quiet afternoon?”
“So-so,” said Isabel, crimson.
“You look flushed, my darling,”
said Val tenderly. He sat down at the foot of
Isabel’s Indian chair and laid a finger on her
wrist. “You don’t feel feverish,
do you?” The light click of the wicket gate,
which meant that Lawrence was safely off the premises,
enabled Isabel to say no with a sigh of relief.
“It must be the hot weather. Hallo! what
have we here?”
He held up the gold cigarette case
which had dropped from Hyde’s coat when he was
lying on the grass.
“Some of Mrs. Bendish’s
property by the look of it,” remarked Val.
“Diamonds, begad! I should have thought
Yvonne had better taste. But it must be hers,
though the cipher doesn’t seem to have a B in
it. I’ll guarantee it isn’t Rosy’s.”
He slipped it into his pocket. “I’ll
give it to Jack, I shall see him tonight at the vestry-meeting.”
“It belongs to Captain Hyde.”
“How do you know?”
“He’s been here this afternoon.”
“How long did he stay?”
“What time is it? An hour and twenty
minutes.”
“What brought him?” said Val, bewildered.
Isabel was mute. . . “I
don’t know what you’re talking about,
Isabel. Has he been with you all that time?
Very stupid of him when I particularly wanted you
to have a quiet afternoon. When did he go?”
“He has only just gone.”
“Just gone? I never saw him.”
“He went by the wicket gate.”
“But I came in by the wicket
gate myself!” said Val. His kind serene
eyes rested on his sister without a shadow of any thought
behind surprise.
“I left the mare with Rowsley in the village.”
Isabel sat up suddenly and wound her
arms round Val’s neck. “I sent him
away when I heard you coming. He dodged you behind
the lilacs. I didn’t want to tell you he’d
been here. I never should have told you if you
hadn’t found that case.”
“You got rid of him
This minute? Because I came ? Isabel!”
Stafford held her off. “It is not possible !
Listen to me: I will have an answer. I
know Hyde. Has he said anything to offend you?”
“No! no! oh Val, don’t be so angry!”
“Lucky for him,” said
Val, drawing a long breath and sitting down again,
his whip across his knee. “My dear little
sister, you mustn’t make mysteries out of nothing
at all! I’m sorry I startled you, but
you startled me: I didn’t know what to make
of it. Hyde has not a very good name. . . .
In fact I’d rather you didn’t see too
much of him unless Rose or I were there: it was
cheek of him to come up this afternoon when I was out,
considering that he scarcely knows you: but I
suppose he thinks the Wancote show gives him right
of entry. That is the sort of thing a chap like
Hyde does think. Now begin again and tell me
what it’s all about.”
“Oh, nothing, Val, nothing!”
said Isabel, laughing, though the tears were not far
from her eyes. “I didn’t know you
could get in such a wax if you tried! It’s
as you say, a little mystery of nothing at all.
I’d tell you like a shot if I could, but I can’t
because it would be breaking a promise.”
“Hyde had no earthly right to make you promise.”
“It was of my own accord.”
“It is all wrong,” said
Val. “Promises and silly secrets between
a child like you and a fellow like Hyde!” He
was more grave and vexed than Isabel had ever seen
him. “There must be no more of it.”
“There won’t if I can
help it!” said Isabel. “I like Captain
Hyde yes, I do: I know you don’t,
and I can quite see that he’s what Rose would
call a bit of an outsider, but I’m sorry for
him and there’s a great deal I like in him.
But I don’t want to see him again for years
and years.” She gave a little shiver of
distaste: if anything had been wanting to heighten
the reaction of her youth against Hyde’s stained
middle age, the evasions in which he had involved
her would have done it. “Now don’t
scold me any more! I’m innocent, and I
feel rather sad. The world looks unhomely this
afternoon. All except you! You stay there
where I can watch you: you’re so comfortably
English, so nice and cool and quiet! There’s
no one like you, no one: the more I see of other
people the more I like you! I’m so glad
you don’t wear linen clothes and a Panama hat
and rings. I’d give you away if you did
with half a pound of tea. No, it’s no use
asking me any more questions because I shan’t
answer them: a promise is all the more binding
if one would rather not keep it. No, and it’s
no use fishing either, I can keep a secret as well
as you can
She broke off before the white alteration
in Val’s face.
“Has .
“No,” said Isabel slowly: “no,
he never mentioned your name.”