“Hadow’s bringing out
a new play,” remarked Lawrence, looking up from
the Morning Post. “A Moore comedy, They’re
clever stuff, Moore’s comedies: always
well written, and well put on when Hadow has a hand
in it. You never were a playgoer, Bernard.”
“Not I,” said Bernard
Clowes. He and his guest were smoking together
in the hall after breakfast, Lawrence imparting items
of news from the Morning Post, while Bernard, propped
up in a sitting attitude on the latest model of invalid
couch, turned over and sorted on a swing table a quantity
of curios mainly in copper, steel, and iron.
Both swing-table and couch had been bought in London
by Lawrence, and to his vigorous protests it was also
due that the great leaved doors were thrown wide to
the amber sunshine: while the curios came out
of one of his Eastern packing-cases, which he had
had unpacked by Gaston for Bernard to take what he
liked. Lawrence’s instincts were acquisitive,
not to say predatory. Wherever he went he amassed
native treasures which seemed to stick to his fingers,
and which in nine cases out of ten, thanks to his
racial tact, would have fetched at Christie’s
more than he gave for them. Coming fresh from
foreign soil, they were a godsend to Bernard, who
was weary of collecting from collectors’ catalogues.
“Can I have this flint knife? Egyptian,
isn’t it? Oh, thanks awfully, I’m
taking all the best.” This was true.
But Lawrence, like most of his nation, gave freely
when he gave at all. “No, I never was one
for plays except Gilbert and Sullivan and the ‘Merry
Widow’ and things like that with catchy tunes
in ’em. Choruses.” He gave
a reminiscent laugh.
“Legs?” suggested Lawrence.
“Exactly,” said Bernard,
winking at him. “Oh damn!” A mechanical
jerk of his own legs had tilted the table and sent
the knife rolling on the floor. Lawrence picked
it up for him, drew his feet down, and tucked a rug
over his hips.
“Mind that box of Burmese darts,
old man, they’re poisoned. I used
to be an inveterate first-nighter. Still am,
in fact, when I’m in or near town. I can
sit out anything from ’Here We Are Again’
to ‘Samson Agonistes.’ To be frank,
I rather liked ‘Samson’: it does
one’s ears good to listen to that austere, delicate
English.”
“How long would these take to polish one off?”
“Ten or twelve hours, chiefly
in the form of a hoop. No, Berns, I can’t
recommend them.” He drew from its jewelled
sheath and put into Bernard’s hands a Persian
dagger nine inches long, the naked blade damascened
in wavy ripplings and slightly curved from point to
hilt. “That would do your trick better.
Under the fifth rib. I bought it of a Greek
muleteer, God knows how he got hold of it, but he
was a bit of a poet: he assured me it would go
in ’as soft as a kiss.’ For its softness
I cannot speak, but it is as sharp as a knife need
be.”
“Sharper,” said Bernard, his thumb in
his mouth.
“You silly ass, I warned you!
I should rather like to see this Moore play.
I suppose Laura never goes, as you don’t?”
“I don’t stop her going,
as you jolly well know. She’s welcome
to go six nights a week if she likes.”
“She couldn’t very well
go alone,” Lawrence ignored the scowl of his
host. “Tell you what: suppose I took
her tonight? I could run her up and down in
my car, or we could get back by the midnight train.
Would the feelings of Chilmark be outraged?”
“What business is it of Chilmark’s?
If I’m complaisant, that’s enough,”
said Bernard, his features relaxing into a broad grin.
“I may be planked down in a country village for
the rest of my very unnatural life, but I’ll
be shot if I’ll regulate mine or my wife’&
behaviour by the twaddle they talk! I’ll
have that dagger.” Slipping it slowly
into its sheath he watched it travel home, the supple
female curve gliding and yielding as a woman yields
to a man’s caress. “Voluptuous, I
call it. Under the left breast, eh?”
He drew it again and held it poised and pointing at
his cousin. “Come, even I could cut your
heart out with a gem of a blade like that.”
Lawrence held himself lightly erect, his big frame
stiffening from head to foot and the pupils of his
eyes dilating till the irids were blackened.
“Call Laura.” Bernard sheathed the
dagger again and laid it down. “She’s
out there snipping away at the roses. Why can’t
she leave ’em to Parker? She’s always
messing about out there dirtying her hands, and then
she comes in and paws me. Call her in.”
Lawrence escaped into the sunshine.
He had not liked that moment when Bernard had held
up the dagger, nor was it the first time that Bernard
had made him shiver, but these vague apprehensions
soon faded in the open air. It was a sallow sunshine,
a light wind was blowing, and the lawn was spun over
with brilliancies of gossamer and flecked with yellow
leaflets of acacia and lime. Little light clouds
floated overhead, sun-smitten to a fiery whiteness,
or curling in gold and silver surf over the grey of
distant hayfields. In the borders the velvet
bodies of bees hung between the velvet petals, ruby-red,
of dahlias. There had been no frost, and yet
a foreboding of frost was in the air, a sparkle, a
sting enough to have braced Lawrence when
he went down to bathe before breakfast, standing stripped
amid long river-herbage drenched in dew, a west wind
striking cold on his wet limbs: sensations exquisite
so long as the blood of health and manhood glowed
under the chilled skin! It was early autumn.
Time slips away fast in a country
village, and Lawrence remained a welcome guest at
Wanhope, where Chilmark said though with
a covert smile that Captain Hyde had done
his cousin a great deal of good. Bernard was
better behaved with Lawrence than with any one else,
less surly, less unsociable, less violently coarse:
since June there had been fewer quarrels with Val and
Barry and the servants, and less open incivility to
Laura. He had even let Laura give a few mild
entertainments, arrears of hospitality which she was
glad to clear off: and he had appeared at them
in person, polite and well dressed, and on the friendliest
terms with his cousin and his wife.
Lawrence knew his own mind now.
It was because he knew it that he held his hand:
meeting Isabel two or three times a week, entering
into the life of the little place because it was her
life, fighting Val’s battle with Bernard and
winning it because Val was her brother.
When he remembered his collapse he was not abashed:
shame was an emotion which he rarely felt: but
he had gone too far and too fast, and was content to
mark time in a more rational and conventional courtship.
But a courtship under the rose, for
before others he hid his love like a crime, treating
Isabel as good humoured elderly men treat pretty children.
Where the astringent memory of Lizzie came into
play, Lawrence was dumb. The one aspect of that
fiasco which he had not fully confessed to Isabel though
only because it was not then prominent in his mind was
its scorching, its lacerating effect on his pride.
But for it he would probably have flung discretion
to the winds, confided in Laura, in Bernard, in Val,
pursued Isabel with a hot and headstrong impetuosity:
but it had left the entire tract of sex in him one
seared and branded scar.
Even when they were alone together,
which rarely happened Val saw to that he
had as yet made no open love to her: it was difficult
to do so when one was never secure from interruption
for ten minutes together. Of late he had begun
to chafe against Val’s cobweb barriers.
Three months is a long time! and patience was not
a virtue that came natural to Lawrence Hyde.
He found Laura cutting off dead roses,
a sufficiently harmless occupation, one would have
thought: a trifle thinner, a trifle paler than
when he came: and were those grey threads in her
brown hair?
“Berns wants you,” said
Lawrence. “I’ve done such an awful
thing, Laura
Again that flash of imperfect perception!
What was going on under the surface at Wanhope, that
Laura should turn as white as her handkerchief?
He hurried on as if he had noticed nothing.
“Bernard and I have been laying our heads together.
Do you know what I’m going to do? Run
you up to town to see the new Moore play at Hadow’s.”
“Delightful!” Already
Laura had recovered herself: her smile was as
sweet as ever, and as serene. “Was it your
idea or Bernard’s?”
“Mine. . . I say, Laura:
Bernard is all right, isn’t he?”
“In what way, all right?”
Lawrence reddened, regretting his
indiscretion. “I’ve fancied his
manner queer, once or twice.”
“There is a close connection,
of course, between the spine and the brain,”
said Laura quietly. “But my husband is
perfectly sane. . . . Oh my dear Lawrence, of
course I forgive you! what is there to forgive?
I only wish I could come tonight, but I’m afraid
it can’t be managed
“She says it can’t be
managed,” said Lawrence, standing aside for
Laura to pass in. “Pitch into her, Bernard.
Hear her talk like a woman of sixty! Are you
frightened of the night air, Laura? Or would
Chilmark chatter?”
“It might, if you and I went alone,” Laura
smiled.
“Make up a party then,”
suggested Lawrence. “Get the Bendishes
to come too.”
She shook her head. “They’re dining
with the Dean.”
“And decanal dinner-parties
can’t be thrown over.” When he made
the suggestion, Lawrence had known that the Bendishes
were dining with the Dean. “Some one else,
then.”
“Whom could I ask like this
at the last moment? No, I won’t go thank
you all the same. I’m not so keen on late
hours and long train journeys as I used to be.
Go by yourself and you can tell us all about it afterwards.
Berns and I shall enjoy that as much as seeing it
ourselves. Shan’t we, Berns?” Clowes
gave a short laugh: he could not have expressed
his opinion more clearly if he had called his wife
a fool to her face.
“You weren’t so particular
before you married me, my love. When you ran
that French flat with Yvonne you jolly well knew how
to amuse yourself.”
“Girls do many things before
they’re married,” said Laura vaguely.
“I know better now.”
“Oh, you know a lot. She
ought to go, Lawrence. It’ll do her good.
Now you shall go, my dear, that’s flat.”
Lawrence began to wish he had held
his tongue. He had his own ends to serve, but,
to do him justice, he had not meant to serve them
at Laura’s expense. But he had still his
trump card to play. “Surely we could find
a chaperon?” he said gently, ignoring Bernard.
“What about the Staffords? Hardly in Val’s
line, perhaps. But the child little
Miss Isabel won’t she do?”
To his relief, Laura’s eyes
lit up with pleasure. “Isabel? I
never thought of her! Yes, she would love to
come! But, if she does, she must come as
my guest. You would never have asked her of
your own accord, and the Staffords are so proud, I’m
sure Val wouldn’t like you to pay for her.”
Again Bernard’s short, sardonic laugh translated
the silence of his cousin’s constraint and dismay.
“Hark to her! I’ll
sort her for you, Lawrence. She shall go, and
you shall be paymaster. Yes, and for the Stafford
brat too. Lawrence and I don’t understand
these modern manners, my dear. When we take a
pretty woman out we like to do the treating.
Now cut along and see about the tickets, Lawrence.
You can ’phone from the post office.”
Lawrence had secured a box ten days
ago, but he strolled out, thinking that the husband
and wife might understand each other better when alone.
As soon as he was out of earshot Bernard turned on
Laura and seized her by the wrist, his features altering,
their sardonic mask recast in deep lines of hate.
“Why wouldn’t you go up alone? That’s
what he wanted. Why have you saddled him with
the little Stafford girl? You can’t take
her to dine in a private room.”
“It was because I foresaw this
that I refused. Why do you torment yourself
by forcing me to go?”
“I? What do I care?
Do you think I should shed many tears if you walked
out of the house and never came back? Think I
don’t know he’s your lover? you’re
uncommonly circumspect with your stable door! . .
. A woman like you! Look here.”
He picked up the Persian dagger. “See
it? That’s been used before. I should
like to use it on you. I should like to cut your
tongue out with it. Don’t be afraid, I’m
not going to stab you.”
“Afraid?” said his wife
with her serene ironical smile. “My dear
Bernard, you tempt me to wish you were.”
“Oh, not before tonight.
Jolly time you’ll have tonight, you and Lawrence
. . . I can only trust you’ll respect the
Stafford child’s innocence.”
“Bernard! Bernard!”
“Don’t you Bernard me.
You can’t take me in. Stop. Where
are you off to now?”
“To tell Lawrence not to get
the tickets. I shan’t go with him.”
“You will go with him,”
said Bernard Clowes, his fingers tightening on her
wrist. “Stop here: come closer.”
He locked his arm round her waist. “Is
he your lover yet, Lally? Tell me: I swear
I won’t kill you if you do. Are you on
the borderland of virtue still, or over it?”
“Let me go,” said Laura,
panting for breath under his clenched grip.
“I will not answer such questions. You
know you don’t mean one word of them.
Take care, you’re tearing my blouse. Oh,
that frightful war! what has it done to you, to turn
you from the man I married into what you are?”
“What am I?”
“A madman, or not far off it.
End this horrible life: send him away.
It’s killing me, and as for you, if you were
sane enough to understand what you’re doing,
you would blow your brains out.”
“Likely enough,” said Bernard Clowes.
He let her go. “Come back
to me now, Laura.” His wife leant over
him, unfaltering, though she had known for some time
that she was dealing with the abnormal. “Kiss
me.” Laura touched his lips. “That’s
better, old girl. I am a cross-grained devil
and I make your life a hell to you, don’t I?
But don’t don’t leave me.
Don’t chuck me over. Let me have your
love to cling to. I don’t believe in God,
I don’t believe in any other man, often enough
I don’t believe in myself, I feel, I feel unreal
. . . .” He stopped, shut his eyes, moved
his head on the pillow, and felt about over his rug
with the blind groping hands of a delirious, almost
of a dying man. Laura gathered them up and held
them to her heart. “That’s better,”
said Bernard, his voice gaining strength as he opened
his eyes on the beautiful still face bent over him.
“Just now and again, in my lucid moments, I
do I do believe in you, old girl.
You are just the one thing I have left. You
won’t forsake me, will you, ever? not whatever
I do to you.”
“Never, my darling.”
“Seems a bit one-sided, that bargain,”
said Bernard.
He lay perfectly still for a little
while, his great hands softly pressed against his
wife’s firm breast.
“And now get your hat and trot
up to the village with Lawrence. Yes, I should
like you to go tonight. It’ll do you good.
Give you a breath of fresh air after your extra dose
of sulphur. Yes, you shall take Isabel.
Then you’ll be safe: I can’t insult
you if you and Lawrence weren’t alone.
Now run along, I’ve had enough emotions.
But don’t forget. Laura,” he spoke
thickly and with effort, turning his head away as
he pushed her from him “yes, get out, I’ve
had enough of you for the present but don’t
forget all the same that you’re the one thing
on earth that ever is real to me.”
Isabel was up a ladder in the orchard
picking plums. Waving her hand to Laura and
Lawrence Hyde, she called out to them to look the
other way while she came down. It must be owned
that neither Laura nor Lawrence obeyed her, and they
were rewarded, while she felt about for the top rung,
with an unimpeded view of two very pretty legs.
Lawrence really thought she was going to fall out
of the tree, but eventually she came safe to earth,
and approached holding out a basket full of glowing
fruit. “Though you don’t deserve
them,” she said reproachfully, “because
I could feel you looking at me. I did think
I should be safe at this hour in the morning!”
“Do I see Val?” said Laura,
screwing up her eyes to peer in through the slats
of the green jalousies. “I’ll
go and talk him round, while you break the news to
Miss Stafford. Such do’s, Isabel!
You don’t know what dissipations are in store
for you, if only Val will say yes.” She
like every one else elevated Val to the parental dignity
vice Mr. Stafford deposed.
“He’s come in for some
lunch. He’ll love to have you watch him
eat,” said Isabel. “What’s
it to be, Captain Hyde? A picnic?”
Isabel’s imagination had never
soared beyond a picnic. When Lawrence unfolded
the London scheme her eyes grew round with astonishment
and an awed silence fell on her. “Oh, it
won’t happen,” she said, when she had
recovered sufficiently to reply at all. “Nothing
so angelically wonderful ever would happen to me.
I’m perfectly certain Val will say no.
Now we’ve settled that, you can tell me all
about it, because of course you and Laura will go
in any case.”
“But that’s precisely
what we can’t do.” Gently and imperceptibly
Lawrence impelled her through the rose archway into
the kitchen garden, where they were partly sheltered
behind the walls of lilacs, a little thinner than
they had been in June but still an effective screen.
He had not found himself alone with Isabel for ten
days. Since Val was with Laura, Lawrence drew
the rather cynical conclusion that he could count
on a breathing space, and he wondered if Isabel too
were glad of it. She was in a brown cotton dress,
her right sleeve still tucked up high on her bare
arm: a rounded slender arm not much tanned even
at the wrist, for her skin was almost impervious to
sunburn. Above the elbow it was milk-white with
a faint bloom on it, in texture not like ivory, which
is a dead, cold, and polished material, but like a
flower petal, one of those flowers that have a downy
sheen on them, white hyacinths or tall lilies.
Lawrence fixed his eyes on it unconsciously but so
steadily that Isabel became aware of his admiration.
She blushed and was going to pull down her sleeve,
but checked herself, and turning a little away, so
that she could pretend not to know that he was looking
at her, raised her arm to smooth her hair, lifting
it and pushing a loosened hairpin into place.
After all . . . This was Isabel’s first
venture into coquetry. But it was half unconscious.
“Why can’t you? oh, I
suppose people would be silly. Major Clowes
himself is silly enough for anything. Oh, I’m
so sorry, I always forget he’s your cousin!
Is that why you want me to go?”
“No.”
She laughed. “Never mind,
you’ll soon find some one else. What play
is it?”
“‘She Promised to Marry.’”
“Oh ah, yes: that’s
by Moore, who wrote ‘The Milkmaid’ and
‘Sheddon, M.P.’ I’ve read some
of his things. I liked them so, I made Rowsley
give me them for my last birthday. They’re
quite cheap in brown paper. O! dear, I should
love to see one of them on the stage!” Isabel
gave a great sigh. “A London stage too!
I’ve never been to a theatre except in Salisbury.
And Hadow’s is the one to go to, isn’t
it? Where they play the clever plays that aren’t
tiresome. Who’s acting tonight?”
“Madeleine Wild and Peter Sennet.”
“Have you ever seen them?”
Lawrence laughed outright.
“I was at their wedding. Madeleine is
half French: I knew her first when she was singing
in a cafe chantant on the Champs Elysees. She
is dark and pretty and Peter is fair and pretty, and
Peter is the deadliest poker player that ever scored
off an American train crook.”
“Oh,” said Isabel with
a second sigh that nearly blew her away, “how
I should love to know actors and actresses and people
who play poker! It must make Life so intensely
interesting!”
Behind her badinage was she half in
earnest? Lawrence’s eye ranged over the
old pale walls of the vicarage, on which the climbing
roses were already beginning to redden their leaves:
over the lavender borders: over the dry pale turf
underfoot and the silver and brown of the Plain, burnt
by a hot summer. The fruit that had been green
in June was ripe now, and down the Painted-Lady apple-trees
fell such a cascade of ruby and coral-coloured apples,
from high sprig to heavy bole, that they looked like
trees in a Kate Greenaway drawing. But there
was no other change. Life at Chilmark flowed
on uneventful from day to day. He did not admonish
Isabel to be content with it. “Should
you like to live in Chelsea?”
Isabel shut her eyes. “I
should like fifteen thousand a year and a yacht.
Don’t tell Jimmy, it would break his heart.
He says money is a curse. But he’s not
much of a judge, dear angel, because he’s never
had any. What’s your opinion you’re
rich, aren’t you? Has it done you any
harm?”
“Oh, I am a fairly decent sort of fellow as
men go.”
“But would you be a nobler character
if you were poor?” Isabel asked, pillowing her
round chin on her palm and examining Lawrence apparently
in a spirit of scientific enquiry. “Because
that is Jimmy’s theory, and merely to say that
you’re noble now doesn’t meet the case.
Do you do good with your money?”
“No fear! I encourage trade.
I’ve never touched second rate stuff in my
life.”
“Oh, you are different!”
Isabel exclaimed. They had been using words
for counters, to mean at once less and more than they
said, but under his irony she penetrated to a hard
material egoism, as swiftly as he had detected in
her the eternal unrest of youth. “Val was
right.”
“What saith the Gospel according to St. Val?”
“That you were only a bird of passage.”
Lawrence waited a moment before replying.
“Birds of passage have their mating seasons.”
Once more Isabel, not knowing what to make of this
remark, let it alone. “But I should like
to possess Val’s good opinion. What have
I done to offend him? Can’t you give me
any tips?”
“It isn’t so much what
you do as what you are. Val’s very, very
English.”
“But what am I?”
“Foreign,” said Isabel simply.
“A Jew? Yes, I knew I
should have that prejudice to live down. But
I’m not a hall-marked Israelite, am I? After
all I’m half English by birth and wholly so
by breeding.” Isabel was betrayed into
an involuntary and fleeting smile. “Hallo!
what’s this?”
“Oh, Captain Hyde
“Go on.”
“No: it’s the tiniest trifle, and
besides I’ve no right.”
“Ask me anything you like, I give you the right.”
Isabel blushed. “You must
be descended from Jephthah! O! dear,
I didn’t mean that!”
“Never mind,” said Lawrence,
unable to help laughing. “My feelings
are not sensitive. But do finish you
fill me with curiosity. What shibboleth do I
fail in?”
Faithful are the wounds of a friend.
“Englishmen don’t wear jewellery,”
murmured Isabel apologetic.
“Sac a papier!” said Lawrence. “My
rings?”
He stretched out his hand, a characteristic
hand, strong and flexible, but soft from idleness
and white from Gaston’s daily attentions:
a diamond richly set in a cluster of diamonds and
emeralds sparkled on the second finger, and a royal
turquoise from Iran, an immense stone the colour of
the Mediterranean in April, on the third. “Does
Val object to them? Certainly Val is very English.
My pocket editions of beauty! That diamond was
presented by one of the Rothschilds in gratitude
for the help old Hyde-and-seek gave him in getting
together his collection of early English watercolours:
as for the other, it never ought to have left the
Persian treasury, and there’d have been trouble
in the royal house if my father had worn it at the
Court. Have you ever seen such a blue?
On a dull railway journey I can sit and watch those
stones by the hour together. But Val would rather
read the Daily Mail”
“Every one laughs at them:
Jack and Lord Grantchester, and even Jimmy.”
“And you?” said Lawrence,
taking off the rings: not visibly nettled,
but a trifle regretful.
Isabel knit her brows. “Can
a thing be very beautiful and historic, and yet not
in good taste? It can if it’s out
of harmony: that’s what the Greeks never
forgot. Men ought not to look effeminate
Oh! O Captain Hyde, don’t!”
Lawrence, standing up, had with one
powerful smooth drive of the arm sent both rings skimming
over the borders, under the apple trees, over the
garden wall, to scatter and drop on the open moor.
“And here comes Mrs. Clowes, so now I shall learn
my fate. I thought Val would not leave us long
together. Well, Val, what is it to be?
May the young lady come?”
Isabel also sprang up, changing from
woman to child as Lawrence changed from deference
to patronage. Their manner to each other when
alone was always different from their manner before
an audience. But this change, deliberate in
Lawrence, had hitherto been instinctive and almost
unconscious in Isabel. It was not so now, she
fled to Val and to her younger self for refuge.
What a fanfaronade! Why couldn’t Captain
Hyde have put the rings in his pocket? But no,
it must all be done with an air and what
an air! Rings worth thousands historic
mementoes stripped off and tossed away
to please ! And at that Isabel, enchanted
and terrified, bundled the entire dialogue into the
cellars of her mind and locked the doors on it.
Later, later, when one was
alone! “Oh, Val, say I may go!” she
cried, clasping her hands on Val’s arm, so cool
and firm amid a spinning world.
What actually happened later that
afternoon was that Isabel, who had a practical mind,
spent three-quarters of an hour on the moor hunting
for the rings. The turquoise she found, conspicuous
on a patch of smooth turf: the other was never
recovered.
[End of Footnote]
“You may,” said Val laughing.
He disliked the scheme, but was incapable of refusing
Laura Clowes: he gave her Isabel as he would
have given her the last drops of his blood, if she
had asked for them in that low voice of hers, and
with those sweet eyes that never seemed to anticipate
refusal. There are women not necessarily
the most beautiful of their sex to whom
men find it hard to refuse anything. And, consenting,
it was not in Val to consent with an ill grace.
“Certainly you may, if Captain Hyde is kind
enough to take you!” Stafford’s lips,
finely cut and sensitive, betrayed the sarcastic sense
of humour which he ruled out of his voice: perhaps
the less said about kindness the better! “But
do look over her wardrobe first, Laura: I’m
never sure whether Isabel is grown up or not, but
she could hardly figure at Hadow’s in her present
easy-going kit
He stopped, because Isabel was trying
to waltz him round the lawn. In her reaction
from a deeper excitement, she was as excited as a
child. She released Val soon and hugged Laura
Clowes instead, while Lawrence, looking on with his
wintry smile, wondered whether she would have extended
the same civility to him if she had known how much
he desired it. . . . There were moments when
he hated Isabel. Was she never going to grow
up?
Not at present, apparently.
“What must I wear, Laura? Do people wear
evening dress? Where shall we sit? What
time shall we get back? How are you going?
What time must I be ready? Will you have dinner
before you go or take sandwiches with you?” how
long the patter of questions would have run on it is
hard to say, if the extreme naïveté of the last one
had not drowned them in universal laughter, and Isabel
in crimson.
Mrs. Jack Bendish rode up while they
were talking, slipped from her saddle, and threw the
reins to Val without apology, though she knew there
was no one but Val to take the mare to the stable.
Yvonne was the only member of the Castle household
who presumed on Val’s subordinate position.
She treated him like a superior servant. When
she heard what was in the wind her eyes were as green
as a cat’s. “How kind of Captain
Hyde!” she drawled, as Lawrence, irritated by
her manner, went to help Val, while Isabel was called
indoors by Fanny to listen to a tale of distress,
unravel a grievance, and prescribe for anemia.
“Some one ought to warn the child.”
“Warn her of what?”
“Has it never struck you that
Isabel is a pretty girl and Lawrence a good looking
man?”
“But Isabel is too intelligent
to have her head turned by the first handsome man
she meets!” Yvonne looked as though she found
her sister rather hopeless. “Dear, you
really must be sensible!” Laura pleaded.
“It’s not as if poor Lawrence had tried
to flirt with her. He never even thought of
asking her for tonight till I suggested it!”
This was the impression left on Laura’s memory.
“She isn’t the sort of woman to attract
him.”
“What sort of woman would attract
him, I wonder?” said Mrs. Jack, blowing rings
of smoke delicately down her thin nostrils.
“Oh, when he marries it will
be some one older than Isabel, more sophisticated,
more a woman of the world. I like Lawrence immensely,
but there is just that in him: he’s one
of the men who expect their wives to do them credit.”
“Some one more like me,”
suggested Yvonne. “Or you.” Her
face was a study in untroubled innocence. Laura
eyed her rather sharply. “But Lawrence
isn’t a marrying man. He won’t marry
till some woman raises the price on him.”
“You speak as if between men
and women life were always a duel.”
“So It is.” Laura
made a small inarticulate sound of dissent. “Sex
is a duel. Don’t you know” an
infinitesimal hesitation marked the conscious forcing
of a barrier: cynically frank as she was on most
points, Mrs. Bendish had always left her sister’s
married life alone: “that that’s
what’s wrong with Bernard? Oh! Laura!
Simpleton that you are. . . I’m often
frightfully sorry for Bernard. It has thrown
him clean off the rails. One can’t wonder
that he’s consumed with jealousy.”
In the stillness that followed Yvonne
occupied herself with her cigarette. Mrs. Clowes
was formidable even to her sister in her delicately
inaccessible dignity.
“Had you any special motive
in saying this to me now, Yvonne?”
“This theatre business.”
“I don’t contemplate running
away with Lawrence, if that is what you mean.”
“Wish you would!” confessed
Mrs. Bendish frankly. “Then Bernard could
divorce you and you could start fair again. I’m
fed up with Bernard. I’m sorry for him,
poor devil, but he never was much of a joy as a husband,
and he’s going from bad to worse. Think
I’m blind? Of course he’s jealous.
High dresses and lace cuffs aren’t the fashion
now, Lal.”
Her sister slowly turned back the
frill from her wrist and examined the scarlet stain
of Bernard’s finger-print. “Does
it show so plainly? I hope other people haven’t
noticed. Bernard doesn’t remember how
strong his hands still are.”
“Doesn’t care, you mean.”
“Do you want me quite naked?”
said Laura. “Well, doesn’t care,
then.”
Yvonne was not accustomed to the smart
of pity. She winced under it, and her tongue,
an edge-tool of intelligence or passion, but not naturally
prone to express tenderness, became more than ever
articulate. “Sorry!” she said with
difficulty, and then, “Didn’t want to
rake all this up. But I’m fond of you.
We’ve always been pals, you and I, Lulu.”
“Say whatever you like.”
“Then ” she
sat up, throwing away her cigarette-"I’m going
to warn you. All Chilmark believes Lawrence
is your lover.”
“And do you?”
“No. I know you wouldn’t run an
intrigue.”
“Thank you.”
“But Jack and I both think,
if you don’t want to cut and run with him, you
ought to pack him off. Mind, if you do want to,
you can count me in, and Jack too. I’m
not religious: Jack is, but he’s not narrow.
As for the social bother of it marriage
is a useful institution and all that, but it’s
perfectly obvious that one can get over
the rails and back again if one has money. There
aren’t twenty houses (worth going to) in London
that would cut you if you turned up properly remarried
to a rich man.”
“Are you . . . recommending this course?”
“I’d like you to be happy.”
“And what about Bernard?”
“Put in a couple of good trained
nurses who wouldn’t give him his head as you
do, and he’d be a different man by the spring.”
“He certainly would,” said Laura drily.
“He would be dead.”
“Not he. He’s far
too strong to die of being made uncomfortable.
As a matter of fact it would do him all the good in
the world,” pursued Yvonne calmly. “He
cries out to be bullied. What’s so irritating
in the present situation is that though you let him
rack you to pieces you never give him what he wants!
You don’t shine as a wife, my dear.”
“It will end in my sending Lawrence
away,” said Laura with a subdued sigh.
“I didn’t want to because in many ways
he has done Bernard so much good; no one else has
ever had the same influence over him; besides, I liked
having him at Wanhope for my own sake he
freshened us up and gave us different things to talk
about, outside interests, new ideas. And after
all, so far as Bernard himself is concerned, one is
as good as another. He always has been jealous
and always will be. But if all Chilmark credits
us with the rather ignominious feat of betraying him,
Lawrence will have to go.”
“Lawrence may have something to say to that.”
“He’s not in love with
me.” Yvonne’s eyes widened in genuine
scepticism. “Oh dear, as if I shouldn’t
know!” Laura broke out petulantly. Might
not Yvonne have remembered that, in the days when
they were living together in a French appartement,
Laura’s experience had been pretty nearly as
wide as her own? “He is not, I tell you!
nor I with him. But, if we were, I shouldn’t
desert Bernard. I do not believe in your two highly
trained nurses. I don’t think you much
believe in them yourself. They might break him
in, because nurses are drilled to deal with tiresome
and unmanageable patients, but it would be worse for
him, not better. He rebels fiercely enough now,
but if I weren’t there he would rebel still
more fiercely, and all the rage and humiliation would
have no outlet. You want me to be happy?
We Selincourts are so quick to seize happiness!
Father did it . . . and Lucian does it: dear
Lulu! We both love him, but it’s difficult
to be proud of him. Yet he has good qualities,
good abilities. He’s far cleverer than
I am, and so are you,” Laura’s tone was
diffident, “but oh, you are wrong in thinking
so much of mere happiness. There is an immense
amount of pain in the world, and if one doesn’t
bear one’s own share it falls on some one else.
My life with Bernard isn’t always
easy,” she found a momentary difficulty in controlling
her voice, “but he’s my husband and I
shall stick to him. The more so for being deeply
conscious that a different woman might manage him better.
No I don’t mind your saying it. Oh, how
often I’ve felt the truth of it! But,
such as I am, I’m all he has.”
“You’re a thousand times
too good for him. Why are you so good?”
“I’m not good and no more
is Lulu.” Mrs. Bendish sighed, impressed
perhaps by Laura’s alien moralities, certainly
by her determination. “However, if you
won’t you won’t, and in a way I’m
glad, selfishly that is, because of Jack’s people.
But in that case, dear girl, do get rid of Lawrence!
The situation strikes me as fraught with danger.
One of those situations where every one says something’s
sure to happen, and then they’re all flabbergasted
when it does.”
“Bernard is not a formidable
enemy,” said Mrs. Clowes drily. “But,
yes, Lawrence must go. I’ll speak to him
tomorrow.”
“Why not today?”
“It would spoil our evening.”
“Give it up.”
“And disappoint Isabel?”
“I don’t like it.”
“Nor I. But I was forced into
it, and I can’t break my word to Lawrence and
the child. After all, there’s no great
odds between today and tomorrow. What can happen
in twenty-four hours?”