In after life, when Isabel was destined
to look back on that day as the last day of her youth,
she recalled no part of it more clearly than wandering
up to her own room after an early tea to dress, and
flinging herself down on her bed instead of dressing.
She slept next to Val. But while Val’s
room, sailor-like in its neatness, was bare as any
garret and got no sun at all, Isabel’s was comfortable
in a shabby way and faced south and west over the
garden: an autumn garden now, bathed in westering
sunshine, fortified from the valley by a carved gold
height of beech trees, open on every other side over
sunburnt moorland pale and rough as a stubble-field
in its autumn feathering of light brown grasses and
seedling flowers aflicker in a west wind. Tonight
however Isabel saw nothing of it, she lay as if asleep,
her face hidden in her pillow: she, the most active
person in the house, who was never tired like Val
nor lazy like Rowsley! Conscience pricked her,
but she was muffled so thick in happiness that she
scarcely felt it: the fancies that floated into
her mind frightened her, and yet they were too sweet
to banish: and then after all were they wrong?
Always on clear evenings the sun flung
a great ray across her wall, turning the faded pale
green paper into a liquid gold-green like sunlit water,
evoking a dusty gleam from her mirror, and deepening
the shadows in an old mezzo tint of Botticelli’s
Spring which was pinned up where she could gaze at
it while she brushed her hair. The room thus
illumined was that of a young girl with little time
to spare and less money, and an ungrown individual
taste not yet critical enough to throw off early loyalties.
There were no other pictures, except an engraving of
“The Light of the World,” given her by
Val, who admired it. There was a tall bookcase,
the top shelves devoted to Sweet’s “Anglo-Saxon
Reader,” Lanson’s “Histoire
de la littérature Francaise,”
and other textbooks that she was reading for her examination
in October, the lower a ragged regiment of novels
and verse “The Three Musketeers,”
“Typhoon,” “Many Inventions,”
Landor’s “Hellenics,” “with
fondest love from Laura,” “Une Vie”
and “Fort comme la Mort” in
yellow and initialled “Y.B.” There
were also a big table strewn with papers and books,
and a chintz covered box-ottoman into which Isabel
bundled all those rubbishing treasures that people
who love their past can never make up their weak minds
to throw away. She examined them all in the stream
of gold sunlight as if she had never seen them before.
It was time to get up and arrange her hair and change
into her lace petticoats. If she did not get up
at once she would be late and they would lose their
train. And it seemed to her that she would die
if they lost their train, that she never could survive
such a disappointment: and yet she could not bring
herself to get up and give over dreaming.
And what dreams they were, oh! what
would Val say to them? And yet again after
all were they so wicked? They were incredibly
naif and innocent, and so dim that within twenty-four
hours Isabel was to look back on them as a woman looks
back on her childhood. She was not ignorant
of the mysteries of birth and death. She had
lived all her life among the poor, and knew many things
which are not included in school curricula, such as
the gentle art of keeping children’s hair clean,
how to divide a four-roomed cottage between a man
and wife and six children and a lodger, and what to
say when shown “a beautiful corpse”:
but she had never had a lover of her own. There
were no marriageable men in Chilmark there
never are in an English village and she
was too young for Rowsley’s brother officers,
or they were too young for her. She had dreamed
of fairy princes (blases-men-of-the-world, mostly
in the Guards or the diplomatic service), but it was
never precisely Isabel Stafford whom they clasped
to their hearts no, it was LaSignora Isabella,
the star of Covent Garden, or the Lady Isabel de Stafford,
a Duke’s daughter in disguise. And Lawrence
came to her in the mantle of these patrician ghosts.
But and at this point Isabel
hid her face on her arm he was no ghost:
he knew what he wanted and he meant to have it:
and it was a far cry from visionary Heroes to Lawrence
Hyde in the flesh, son of a Jew, smelling of cigar-smoke,
and taking hold of her with his large, fair, overmanicured
hands. A far cry even from Val or Jack Bendish:
from the cool, mannered Englishman to the hot Oriental
blood. When people were engaged they often kissed
each other . . . but when it came to imagining oneself
. . . one’s head against that thick tweed .
. . no . . . it must be one of the things that are
safe to do but dangerous to dream of doing.
Oh, never, never! But she had been trained
in sincerity: and was this cry sincere?
Her mind was chaos.
And yet after all why dangerous?
Even Laura, Val’s adored Laura, had been engaged
twice before she married Major Clowes: as for
Yvonne, Isabel felt sure she had been kissed many times,
and not by Jack Bendish only. Such things happen,
then! in real life, not only in books. As for
the cigars and the valet . . . and Val’s warnings
. . . one can’t have all one wants in this world!
It contains no ideal heroes: what was it Yvonne
had once said? “Every marriage is either
a delusion or a compromise.” And Isabel
had shortcomings enough of her own: she was irritable,
lazy, selfish: read novels when she ought to
have been at her lessons: left household jobs
undone in the certainty that Val, however tired he
was, would do them for her: small sins, but then
her temptations were small! Take it by and large,
she was probably no better than Captain Hyde except
for want of opportunity. And how he would laugh
if he heard her say so!
She liked him for laughing.
She had been brought up in an atmosphere of scruple.
Her father overworked his conscience, treating a
question of taste as a moral issue, and drawing no
line between great and small like the man
who gave a penny to a beggar and implored him not
to spend it on debauchery. Charity and a sense
of fun saved Val, but if more lenient to others he
was ruthlessly stern to himself. Lawrence blew
on Isabel like a breath of sea air. In her reaction
she liked his external characteristics, his manner
to servants, his expensive clothes and boots, all
the signs of money spent freely on himself.
She even liked his politics.
Isabel had been brought up all her life to talk politics.
Mr. Stafford was a Christian Socialist, a creed which
in her private opinion was nicely calculated to produce
the maximum of human discomfort: and from a conversation
between Hyde and Jack Bendish she had learnt that Hyde
was all of her own view. There was no nonsense
about him none of that sweet blind altruism
which, as Isabel saw it, only made the altruist and
his family so bitterly uncomfortable without doing
any good to the poor. The poor? She knew
intuitively that servants and porters and waiters
would far rather serve Hyde than her father.
Mr. Stafford longed to uplift the working classes,
but Isabel had never got herself thoroughly convinced
that they stood in need of uplifting. Her practical
common sense rose in arms against Movements that tried
to get them to go to picture galleries instead of
picture palaces. Why shouldn’t they do as
they liked? Does one reform one’s friends?
Captain Hyde would live and let live.
And he was rich. Few girls as
cramped as Isabel could have remained blind to that
wide horizon, and she made no pretence of doing so:
she was honest with herself and owned that she had
always longed to be rich. No one could call her
discontented! her happy sunny temper took life as
it came and enjoyed every minute of it, but her tastes
were not really simple, though Val thought they were.
She had long felt a clear though perfectly good-humoured
and philosophic impatience of her narrow scope.
Hyde could give her all and more than all she had ever
desired foreign countries and fine clothes,
books and paintings, and power apparently and the
admiration of men . . . Isabel Hyde . . .
Mrs. Lawrence Hyde . . . .smiling she tried his name
under her breath . . .and suddenly she found herself
standing before the mirror, examining her face in
its dusky shallows and asking of it the question that
has perplexed many a young girl as beautiful as she “Am
I pretty?” She pulled the pins out of her hair
and ran a comb through it till it fell this way and
that like an Indian veil, darkly burnished and sunset-shot
with threads of bronze. “Lawrence has
never seen it loose,” she reflected: “surely
I am rather pretty?” and then “Oh, oh,
I shall be late!” and Isabel’s dreams
were drenched and scattered under the shock of cold
water.
Dreamlike the run through the warm
September landscape: dreamlike the slip of country
platform, where, while Lawrence took their tickets,
she and Laura walked up and down and fingered the tall
hollyhocks flowering upward in quilled rosettes of
lemon-yellow and coral red, like paper lanterns lit
by a fairy lamplighter on a spiral stair: and
most dreamlike of all the discovery that the Exeter
express had been flagged for them and that she was
expected to precede Laura into a reserved first class
carriage. It was not more than once or twice
in a year that Isabel went by train, and she had never
travelled but third class in her life. How smoothly
life runs for those who have great possessions!
How polite the railway staff were! The station
master himself held open the door for the Wanhope
party. Now she knew Mr. Chivers very well, but
in all previous intercourse one finger to his cap
had been enough for young Miss Isabel. Certainly
it was agreeable, this hothouse atmosphere.
“Shall you feel cold?” Lawrence asked,
and Isabel, murmuring “No, thank you,”
blushed in response to the touch of formality in his
manner. She felt what women often feel in the
early stages of a love affair, that he had been nearer
to her when he was not there, than now when they were
together in the presence of a third person. She
had grown shy and strange before this careless composed
man lounging opposite her with his light overcoat
thrown open and his crush hat on his knees, conventionally
polite, his long legs stretched out sideways to give
her and Laura plenty of room.
And Lawrence on the journey neither
spoke to her nor watched her, though Isabel shone
in borrowed plumes. There had been no time to
buy clothes, and so Val, though grudgingly, had allowed
Laura and Yvonne to ransack their shelves and presses
for Cinderella’s adornment. But one glance
had painted her portrait for him, tall and slender
in a long sealskin coat of Yvonne’s which was
rulled and collared and flounced with fur, her glossy
hair parted on one side and drawn back into what she
called a soup-plate of plaits. Once only he directly
addressed her, when Laura loosened her own sables.
“Do undo your coat, won’t you? It’s
hot tonight for September.”
Im not hot, thank you, said Isabel stiffly: but
slowly, as if against her will, she opened the collar of her coat and pushed it
back from her young neck and the crossed folds of her lace gown. The gown
was very old, it had indeed belonged to Laura Selincourt: it was because
Laura loved its soft, graceful, dateless lines that it had survived so long.
She had seized on it with her unerring tact: this was right for Isabel,
this dim transparency of rosepoint modelling itself over the immature
slenderness of nineteen: and she and her maid Catherine and Mrs. Bendish
had spent patient hours trying it on and modifying it to suit the fashion of the
day. Laura had refused to impose upon Isabel either her own modish
elegance or Yvonnes effect of the arresting and bizarre. Isnt she
almost too slight for it? Yvonne had asked, and Laura for all answer had hummed
a little French song
’Mignonne allons voir
si la rose
Qui ce matin avoit desclose
Sa robe de pourpre
au soleil
A point perdu ceste vespree
I as plis de sa robe pourpree
Et son teint au vôtre pareil
. . .’
She discerned in Isabel that quality
of beauty, noble, spirited, and yet wistful, which
requires a most expensive setting of simplicity.
And that was why Isabel opened her coat. If
Captain Hyde had admired her in her Chilmark muslin,
what would he think of flounce and fold of rose-point
of Alencon under Yvonne’s perfumed furs?
And then she blushed again because the yearning in
his eyes made her wonder if he cared after all whether
she wore lace or cotton. Everything was so strange!
Strangest of all it was, to the brink
of unreality, that Laura evidently remained blind.
But Laura was always blind. “Why, she
never even sees Val!” reflected Isabel scornfully.
And yet suppose Isabel were deceiving
herself? What if Captain Hyde were not in earnest?
But her older self comforted her child’s self:
careless was he, and composed? “You were
not always so composed, Lawrence,” in her own
mind the elder Isabel mocked him with her sparkling
eyes.
Waterloo, lamplit and resonant:
the pulsing of many lamps, the hurry of many steps,
the flitting by of many faces under an arch of gloom:
dark quiet and the scent of violets in a waiting car.
“What a jolly taxi!” Isabel
exclaimed. “I never was in a taxi like
this before. Is it a more expensive kind?”
“My dear Lawrence, you certainly
have the art of making your life run on wheels!”
said Laura smiling. “How many telegrams
have you sent today?”
“If you do a thing at all you
may as well do it in decent comfort,” Lawrence
replied sententiously. “Half past seven;
that’ll give us easy time! I booked a table
at Malvani’s, I thought you would prefer it
to one of the big crowded shows.”
“Are we going to have supper dinner
I mean at a restaurant?” asked Isabel
awestruck.
Laurance smiled at her with irrepressible
tenderness. “Did you think you weren’t
going to get anything to eat at all?” He forbore
to remind her of her unfortunate allusion to sandwiches
for which Isabel was grateful to him. “Aren’t
you hungry?”
“Oh yes: but then I often
am. Is Malvani’s a very quiet place?”
Lawrence looked at Laura with a comical
expression. “What an ass I was!
Wouldn’t the Ritz have been more to the point?”
“Never mind, sweetheart,”
said Laura. “Malvani’s isn’t
dowdily quiet. It’s the smartest of the
smart, and there are always a lot of distinguished
people in it. Dear me, how long it is since
I’ve dined in town! Really it’s great
fun, I feel as if I had come out of a tomb ”
she checked herself: but she might have been
as indiscreet as she liked, for her companions were
not listening. Laura was faintly, very faintly
startled by their attitude Hyde leaning
forward in the half-light of the brougham to button
Isabel’s glove but she was soon smiling
at her own fancy. “Poor Isabel, poor simple
Isabel!” She was only a child after all.
A child, but a very gay and winning
child, when she came into Malvani’s with her
long swaying step, direct glance, and joyous mouth.
A spirit of excitement sparkled in Isabel tonight,
and every movement was a separate and conscious pleasure
to her: the physical sensation of walking delicately,
the ripple of her skirt over her ankles, the poise
of her shoulders under their transparent veil. . .
. Laura saw a dozen men turn to look after the
Wanhope party, and took no credit for it, though not
long ago she had been accustomed to be watched when
she moved through a public room. But now she
was better pleased to see Isabel admired than to be
admired herself.
As they neared their reserved table
a man who had been sitting at it rose with an amused
smile. “Have you forgotten who I am, Laura?”
“One might as well be even numbers,”
Lawrence explained. “So, as I knew Selincourt
was in town, I wired to him to join us.”
A worn, fatigued-looking, but not
ungentle rake of forty, Selincourt had stayed once
at Wanhope, but the visit had not been a success:
indeed Laura had been thankful when it ended before
host and guest threw the decanters at each other’s
heads. That she was pleased to see him now there
could be no doubt: she had taken him by both
hands and was smiling at him as if she would have
liked to fling decorum to the winds and kiss him.
Lawrence also smiled but with a touch of finesse.
His plan was working. Laura was going to enjoy
herself: bon! he was truly fond of Laura and
delighted to give her pleasure. But by it he
would be left free to devote himself to Isabel.
It was to this end that he had planned
the entire expedition. At Chilmark they met
continually in the same setting, and he had no means
of printing a fresh image of himself on her mind, but
here he was free of country customs, a rich man among
his equals, an expert in the art of “doing oneself
well” one of those who rule over
modern civilization by divine right of a chequebook
and a trained manner. Isabel had been brought
up by High Churchmen, had she? Let them test
what hold they had of her! Every aspect of their
journey and of the supper-table at Malvani’s,
with its heady music and smell of rich food and wines,
had been calculated to produce a certain effect an
intoxication of excitement and pleasure. And
he set himself to stamp his own impression on Isabel,
naming to her, in his soft, isolating undertones, the
notable men and women in the room, describing their
careers, their finances, even their scandals it
amused him to watch her repress a start. It
amused him still more to stand up and shake hands
when the immense body and Hebraic nose of an international
financier went by with two great ladies and a cabinet
minister in tow. “One of my countrymen,”
Hyde turned to Isabel with a mocking smile. “I
am a citizen of no mean city. Those ”
with an imperceptible jerk of the head “would
lick the dust off his boots to find out what line
the Jew bankers mean to take in the Syrian question.
They might as well lick mine.”
“Why, do you know?” breathed Isabel.
“Verily, O Gentile maiden.”
Lawrence grinned at her over his champagne.
“I lunched Raphael last time I was in town and
he told me all about it. But I shouldn’t
tell them. It isn’t good for Gentiles
to know too much about Weltpotitik. That’s
our show.” He leant back in his chair and
his hot eyes challenged her to call him a dirty Jew.
Selincourt caught his last remark
and looked him up and down with a twinkling glance.
He no longer wondered why Lawrence had spent his
summer in the tents of Kedar so differently
do brothers look on their own and other men’s
sisters. But he knew men and things pretty well,
and at a moment when Laura was speaking to Isabel
he looked straight at Lawrence and touched his glass
with a murmured, “Go slow, old man.”
The elder man had seen instantly what neither Mrs.
Clowes nor Isabel had any notion of, that under his
easy manner Hyde’s nerves were all on edge.
Lawrence started and stared at him, half offended:
but after a moment his good sense extorted a grudging
“Thanks.” It warned him to be grateful
for the hint, and he took it: a second glass of
champagne that night would infallibly have gone to
his head.
A darkened theatre, fantastically
decorated in scarlet and silver: a French orchestra
already playing a delicate prelude: a lively
audience a typical “Moor” audience agreeably
ready to be piqued and scandalized as well as amused.
All the plays Isabel had ever seen
were Salisbury matinées of “As You Like
It” and “Julius Cæsar.” It
was not by chance that Hyde introduced her tonight
to this filigree comedy, so cynical under its glittering
dialogue. He could find no swifter way to present
to her lé monde où l’on s’amuse
in all its refined and defiant charm. He liked
to watch her laugh, he laughed himself and gave a
languid clap or two when Madeleine Wild made one of
her famous entries, but his main interest was in his
plan of campaign.
Yet chance can never he counted out.
When the lights went up after the first act Lawrence
found himself looking directly across the rather small
and narrow proscenium at a lady in the opposite box.
Who the devil was it? The devil, with a
vengeance! It was Mrs. Cleve.