The quickest way to Wanhope was by
High Street and field path. But Lawrence to avoid
the village entered the drive by the lodge, through
iron gates over which Bernard had set up the arms and
motto of his family: Fortis et Fidelis,
faithful and strong. Winding between dense shrubs
of rhododendron under darker deodars, the road was
long and gloomy, but Lawrence was thankful to be out
of sight of Chilmark. He hurried on with his
light swinging step light for his build his
tired mind vacant or intent only on a bath and a change
of clothes, till in the last bend, within a hundred
yards of Wanhope he came on Mrs. Clowes.
He never could clearly remember his
first sight of her, the shock was too great, but as
he came up she put out her hands to him and he took
them in his own. She was still in her evening
dress but without cloak or fur, which had probably
slipped off her shoulders: they were bare, and
her beautiful bodice was torn. “Oh, here
you are,” she said with her faint smile.
“I was afraid you would come by the field.”
She looked down at herself and made a weak and ineffective
effort to gather her loosened laces together.
“I’m I’m not very tidy,
am I?”
Lawrence was carrying an overcoat
on his arm. He put her into it, and, as she
did not seem able to cope with it, buttoned it for
her. “What has happened, dear?”
“Bernard has turned me out,”
said Laura with the same piteous, bewildered smile.
“Indeed he never let me in. I went home
soon after you left me. The door was shut, I
tried the window, but that was shut too, so I had
to go back to the door. I couldn’t open
it and I rang. He answered me through the door,
’Who’s there?’” She ended
as if the motive power of speech had died down in
her.
“And you ?”
“Oh, I said, ‘It’s I Laura.’”
“Go on, dear,” Lawrence gently prompted
her.
“I said ‘I’m your
wife.’ He said ‘I have no wife.’
And he called me coarse names, words I
couldn’t repeat to any one. I couldn’t
answer him. Then he said ‘Where’s
Hyde? Are you there, Hyde?’ and that you
were a coward or you wouldn’t stand by and hear
him calling me a what he had called me.
So I told him you weren’t there, that you had
gone back with Isabel and Val. He said:
after you had had all you wanted out of me I
beg your pardon?”
“Nothing. Go on, dear: tell me all
about it.”
“But ought I to?” said
Laura, raising her dimmed eyes to his face.
“It’s such a horrible story to tell a man,
especially the very man who I feel so queer,
Lawrence: don’t let me say anything I ought
not!”
“Laura dear, whatever you say
is sacred to me. Besides, I’m your cousin
by marriage, and it’s my business to think and
act for you: let me help you into this alley.”
A little further on there was a by-path through the
shrubberies, and Lawrence drew her towards it, but
her limbs were giving way under her, and after a momentary
hesitation he carried her into it in his arms.
“There: sit on this bank. Lean on
me,” he sat down by her. “Is that
better?”
“Oh yes: thank you:
I’m so glad to be out of the drive,” said
Laura, letting her head fall, like a child, on his
shoulder. “I seem to have been there such
a long while. I didn’t know where to go.
Once a tradesman’s cart drove by, the butcher’s
it was: you know Bernard gets so cross because
they will drive this way to save the long round by
the stables. He stared at me, but I didn’t
know what to do.” Lawrence repressed a
groan: it would be all over the village then,
there was no help for it. “Where was I
to go in these clothes? I did wish you would
come, I always feel so safe with you.”
Lawrence silently stroked her hair.
His heart was riven. “So safe?”
and this was all his doing.
“Was the door locked?”
“Yes.”
“And he refused to open it?”
“No, he did open it.”
“He did open it, do you say?”
“Yes, because oh, my head.”
“You aren’t hurt anywhere,
are you?” asked Lawrence, feeling cold to his
fingertips.
“No, no,” she roused herself,
dimly sensible of his anxiety, “it’s only
that I feel faint, but it’s passing off.
No, I don’t want any water! I’d
far rather you stayed with me. It’s such
a comfort to have you here.” Lawrence was
speechless. Her hands went to her hair.
“Oh dear, I wish I weren’t so untidy!
Never mind, I shall be all right directly: it
does me more good than anything else just to tell
you about it.”
“Well, tell me then.”
“The door was locked,”
she continued languidly but a thought more clearly,
“and the chain was up and Bernard’s couch
was drawn across inside. He must have got Barry
to wheel it over. When I begged him to let me
in he unlocked the door but left it on the chain so
that it would only open a few inches. I tried
to push my way in, but he held me back.”
“Laura, did he strike you?”
“No, no,” said Laura with
greater energy than she had yet shown. Lawrence
drew a breath of relief. He had felt a horrible
fear that her faintness might be the result of a blow
or a fall. “Oh, how could you think that?
All he did was to put his hand out flat against my
chest and push me back.”
“But your dress is torn”
said Lawrence, sickening over the question yet feeling
that he must know all.
“His ring caught in it.
These crepe de chine dresses tear if you look at
them.”
“Well, did you give it up after that?”
“No, oh no: I never can
be angry with Berns because it it isn’t
Berns really,” she glanced up at Lawrence with
her pleading eyes. “It’s a possession
of the devil. He suffers so frightfully, Lawrence:
he never ceases to rebel, and no one can soothe him
but me. So that I hadn’t the heart to
leave him. You’ll think it poor-spirited
of me, but I I can’t help loving the
real Bernard, a Bernard you’ve never seen.
So I waited because I never can make Yvonne
understand I am so sorry for him: he
hurts himself more than me
Lawrence started. The echo struck
strangely on his ear. “I understand.”
“You always understand.
So I tried again; I said: would he at least
let me go to my room and change my clothes and get
some money. But he said it was your turn to
buy my clothes now. When I’d convinced
myself that he was unapproachable, I thought of trying
to get in by a side door or through the kitchen.
It would have been ignominious, but anything was
better than standing on the steps; Bernard was talking
at the top of his voice, and the maids were at the
bedroom windows overhead. I didn’t look
up but I saw the curtains flutter.”
“Servants don’t matter
much. But you did quite right. What happened?”
“He held me by the arm as I
turned to go, and told me that all the doors and windows
were locked and that he had given orders not to admit
me: not to admit either of us.”
“Either you or ?”
“Yourself. If we liked
to stay out all night together we could stay out for
ever.”
“And then?”
“Don’t ask me.”
She shuddered and drooped, and the colour came up
into her face, a rose-pink patch of fever. “I
can’t remember any more.”
“He must have gone raving mad.”
“He is not mad, Lawrence.
But he has indulged his imagination too long and
now it has the mastery of him,” said Laura slowly.
“It’s fatal to do that. ’Withstand
the beginning: after-remedies come too late.’
Ever since you came he’s been nursing an imaginary
jealousy of you: though he knew it was imaginary,
he indulged it as though it were genuine: and
now it has turned on him and got him by the throat.
Oh, he is so unhappy? But what can I do?”
What, indeed? Lawrence, recalling
Val’s warning, subdued a curse or a groan.
“A house full of the materials for an explosion.”
And he had lived in that house blind fool! week
after week and had noticed nothing! “Why why
did no one warn me before?” he stammered.
“My poor Laura! Why didn’t you send
me away?”
“But if it hadn’t been
you it would have been someone else!” said Mrs.
Clowes simply. “At one time it was Val:
then it was Dr. Verney’s junior partner, who
attended me for influenza while Dr. Verney was away:
and once it was a young chauffeur we had, who happened
to be a University man. I did get rid of him,
because he found out, and that made everything so
awkward. But I couldn’t get rid of Val,
and in many ways I was most unwilling to let you go, you
did him so much good. But I’d made up my
mind to turn you out: Yvonne was at me ”
she paused “yes, it really was only
yesterday! I promised her to speak to you this
morning. Well, I’ve done it!”
“Did you explain to Bernard
that Selincourt and Isabel were with us all the time?”
“He talked me down.”
“He must be made to listen to reason.”
“He won’t: not yet.
Later, perhaps, but not in time to save the situation.
Never mind, you’re not married, and if he does
divorce me people will only say ‘Another Selincourt
gone wrong.’” A dreary and rather cynical
gleam of humour played over Laura’s lips.
“I’m sorry mainly for Yvonne, Jack’s
people are so particular; they hated the marriage,
and now, when she’s lived it all down and made
them fond of her, I must needs go and compromise myself
and drag our wretched family into the mud again!”
“Good heavens! he can’t propose to divorce
you?”
“He said he would.”
Bit by bit it was all coming out,
the cruel and sordid drama played before an audience
of housemaids, as one admission led to another and
her strength revived for the ordeal. Lawrence
shuddered and sat silent, trying to gauge the extent
of the mischief. “What can I do?”
said Laura. She looked down at herself and blushed
again. “I do feel so so disreputable
in these clothes. I haven’t even been able
to wash my face and hands or tidy my hair since I
left the hotel.”
“Have you been wandering about in the drive
all this time?”
“I suppose so. I was afraid
to go into the road in such a pickle.”
“These infernal clothes!”
Lawrence burst out exasperated. Their wretched
plight was reduced to farce by the fact that they were
locked out of their bedrooms, unable to get at their
wardrobes, their soaps and sponges and brushes, his
collars, her hairpins, all those trifles of the toilette
without which civilized man can scarcely feel himself
civilized. Most of these wants the vicarage
could supply; but to reach the vicarage they had to
cross the road. Lawrence got up and stood looking
down at Laura. “Can you trust your maid?”
“Trust her? I can’t
trust her not to gossip. She’s a nice girl
and a very good maid, but I’ve only had her a
year.”
“Silly question! One doesn’t
trust servants nowadays. My man’s a scamp,
but I can depend on him up to a certain point because
I pay him well. Anyhow we must make the best
of a bad job. If I cut straight down from here
I shall get into the tradesmen’s drive, shan’t
I?”
“But you can’t go to the back door!”
“Apparently I can’t go
to the front,” said Lawrence with his wintry
smile. He promised himself to go to the front
by and by, but not while Laura was shivering in torn
clothes under a bush.
“But what are you going to do?”
“Simply to get us a few necessaries
of life. You can’t be seen like this,
and you can’t stand here forever, catching cold
with next to nothing on: besides, you’ve
had no food since five o’clock this morning and
not much then.”
“But the servants if they have orders
“Servants!” He laughed.
“But you don’t mean to force your way
in?”
“Not past Bernard, dear.
Don’t be afraid: I shall skulk in by the
rear.”
It was easy to say “Don’t
be afraid”: doubly easy for Lawrence, who
had never known Bernard’s darker temper.
But there was no coward blood in Mrs. Clowes, and
she steadied herself under the rallying influence
of Hyde’s firm look and tone.
“Go, then, but don’t be
long. And, Lawrence promise me. . .”
“Anything, dear.”
“You won’t touch Bernard,
will you?” Lawrence was dumb, from wonder,
not from indecision. “No one can do that,”
said Laura under her breath. “Oh, I know
you wouldn’t dream of it. But yet if
he insulted you, if he struck you . . . if he insulted
me. . . ?”
“No, on my honour.”
He touched her hand with his lips a
ceremony performed by Lawrence only once beforehand
in what different circumstances! and left
her: more like a winter butterfly than ever, with
her shining hair, pale face, and gallant eyes, and
the silver threads of her embroidered skirt flowing
round her over the sunburnt turf.
Wanhope was an old-fashioned house,
and the domestic premises were much the same as they
had been in the eighteenth century, except that Clowes
had turned one wing of the stables into a garage and
rooms for the chauffeur. He kept no indoor menservants
except Barry, the groom and gardener living in the
village, while three or four maids were ample to wait
on that quiet family. Pursuing the tradesman’s
drive between coach-house, tool shed, coal shed, and
miscellaneous outbuildings, Lawrence emerged on a brick
yard, ducked under a clothes-line, made for an open
doorway, and found himself in the scullery.
It was empty, and he went on into a big old-fashioned
kitchen, draughty enough with its high roof and blue
plastered walls. Here, too, there was not a soul
to be seen: a kettle was furiously boiling over
on the hob, a gas ring was running to waste near by,
turned on but left unlit and volleying evil fumes.
His next researches carried him into a flagged passage,
on his right a sunlit pantry, on his left a dingy
alcove evidently dedicated to the trimming of lamps
and the cleaning of boots. He began to wonder
if every one had run away. But no: a sharp
turn, a couple of steps, and he came on an inner door,
comfortably covered with green baize, through which
issued a perfect hubbub of voices all talking at once.
He listened long enough to hear himself characterized
by a baritone as a stinking Jew, and by a treble as
not her style and a bit too gay but quite the gentleman,
before he raised the latch and stepped in.
His appearance produced a perfect
hush. Except Barry and his own valet they were
all there, the entire domestic staff of Wanhope:
and to face them was not the least courageous act that
Lawrence had ever performed. It was a large,
comfortable room, lit by large windows overlooking
the kitchen garden; a cheerful fire burnt in the grate
this autumn morning, and in a big chair before it
sat a cheerful, comely person in a print gown, in whom
he recognized Mrs. Fryar the cook. Gordon the
chauffeur, a pragmatic young man from the Clyde, in
this levelling hour was sitting on the edge of the
table with a glass of beer in his hand. Caroline,
the Baptist housemaid, held the floor: she was
declaiming, when Lawrence entered, that it was a shame
of Major Clowes and she didn’t care who heard
her say so, but apparently Lawrence was an exception,
for like all the rest she was instantly stricken dumb
as the grave.
Lawrence remained standing in the
open doorway. He would have given a thousand
pounds to be in morning attire, but no constraint
was perceptible in the big, careless, impassive figure
framed against the sunlit yard.
“Are you Mrs. Clowes’s
maid?” he singled out a tall, rather stiff,
quiet-looking girl in the plain black dress of her
calling. “Is your name Catherine?
I want to speak to you.”
She stood up they were
all standing by now except Gordon but she
looked at him very oddly, as if she were half frightened
and half inclined to be familiar. “I suppose
you can tell me where my lady is, sir?”
“She is waiting for you,”
said Lawrence. “I say that I want to speak
to you by yourself. Come in here, please.”
Catherine continued to look as if she felt inclined
to flounce and toss her head, but under his cold and
steady eyes she thought better of it and followed
him into the pantry. Lawrence shut the door.
“I’d have gone to my lady,
sir, if I’d known where she was.”
“You’re going to her now,”
said Lawrence. “I want you, please, to
run up to her room and fetch some clothes, the sort
of clothes she would wear to go out walking:
you understand what I mean? A jacket and dress
and hat, walking boots, a veil ” Catherine
intimated that she did understand: much better
than any gentleman, her smile implied.
“Perhaps,” she suggested,
“what you would like is for me to pack a small
box for her, sir? My lady will want a lot of
things that gentlemen don’t think of: underskirts
and
“Good God, what do I care?”
said Lawrence impatiently. “No, nothing
of that sort: take just what she wants to change
out of evening dress into morning dress. It’ll
be only for a few hours. Go and get them, and
be as quick and quiet as you can. Say nothing
to Major Clowes.” He laid his hand on her
shoulder. “Are you a decent girl, I wonder?”
She drew up and for the first time
looked him straight in the eyes. “If you
mean, sir, that you’re going to take my poor
lady away, why, I think it’s high time too.
I was always brought up respectable, but when it
comes to a gentleman calling his own married wife
such names, why, it’s time some one did interfere.
I heard him with my own ears call her a
“That’ll do,” said Lawrence.
“And struck her, that he did,
which you ought to know,” Catherine persisted
eagerly: “put his arm out through the door
and gave her a great blow! and it’s not the
first time neither. Many’s the night when
I’ve undressed my lady but perhaps you’ve
seen for yourself
She stopped short and put her hand over her mouth.
“Go and get the things,”
said Lawrence, “then wait for me in the yard.”
Catherine retired in disorder and
Lawrence followed her out. He found Barry waiting
to speak to him. “Where’s my man?”
Lawrence asked. “Send him to me, will you?”
“Beg pardon, sir, but are you
going to speak to Major Clowes?”
“Why?”
Barry looked down. “His
orders was that you weren’t to be admitted,
sir.”
“How is Major Clowes?”
“Very queer. I took it
on myself to send for the doctor, but he was out:
but they sent word that he’d step round as soon
as he came in. I’d have liked to catch
Mr. Val, but he slipped off while I was waiting on
the Major.”
“But Major Clowes isn’t ill?”
“Oh no, sir. But I don’t care for
so much responsibility.”
“Shall I have a look at him?”
“Oh no,” a much more decided
negative. “I wouldn’t go near the
Major, sir, not if I was you.”
“Why, what’s the matter
with him?” Lawrence asked curiously. But
Barry refused to commit himself beyond repeating that
the Major was very queer, and after promising to send
Val to the rescue Lawrence dismissed him, as Gaston
came hurrying up. Something suspiciously like
a grin twinkled over the little Frenchman’s
face when he found his master waiting for him on the
sill of Caroline’s pantry, silhouetted against
row on row of shining glass and silver, and wearing
at noon-day the purple and fine linen, the white waistcoat
and thin boots of last night. But his French
breeding triumphed and he remained, except for that
one furtive twinkle, the conscientious valet, nescient
and urbane. Lawrence did not give him even so
much explanation as he had given Catherine.
“Is there a back staircase?” he asked,
and then, “Take me up by it. I’m
going to my room.”
Gaston led the way through the servants’
hall. Lawrence, following, had to fight down
a nausea of humiliation that was almost physical:
he had never before done anything that so sickened
him as this sneaking progress through the kitchen
quarters in another man’s house. At length
Gaston, holding up a finger to enjoin silence, brought
him out on the main landing overlooking the hall.
There was no carpet on the polished
floor but Lawrence when he chose could tread like
a cat. He stepped to the balustrade. It
was as dark as a dark evening, for the great doors
were still fast shut, and what scanty light filtered
through the painted panes was absorbed, not reflected,
by raftered roof, panelled walls, and Jacobean stair.
But as he grew used to the gloom he could distinguish
Bernard’s couch and the powerful prostrate figure
stretched out on it like a living bar. Bernard’s
arms were crossed over his breast: his features
were the colour of stone: he might have been
dead.
Lawrence was startled. But he
could do no good now, and the Frenchman was fidgeting
at his bedroom door. Later . . .
Secure of privacy Gaston’s decorum
relaxed a trifle, for it was clear to him that confidences
must be at least tacitly exchanged: M’sieur
lé captaine could not hope to keep him in the
dark, there never was an elopement yet of which valet
and lady’s maid were not cognizant. Like
Catherine, “You wish I pack for you, Sare?”
he asked in his lively imperfect English. He
was naturally a chatterbox and brimful of a Parisian’s
salted malice, even after six years in the service
of Captain Hyde, who did not encourage his attendants
to be communicative.
Lawrence was tearing off his accursed
evening clothes. (All day it had been the one drop
of sweetness in his bitter cup that he had borrowed
Lucian’s razor and shaved in Lucian’s rooms.)
“Get me a tweed suit and boots.”
Gaston frowned, wrinkling his nose:
if M’sieur imagined that that nose had no scent
for an affair of gallantry ! But still
he persisted, even he, though the snub was a bitter
pill: himself a gallant man, could allow for
jaded nerves. “You wish I pack, yes?”
he deprecated reticence by his insinuatingly sympathetic
tone.
“No,” said Lawrence, tying
his tie before a mirror. “I’m coming
back.”
“’Ere? Back so ’ere,
m’sieur?”
“Yes, before tonight.”
It was more than flesh and blood could
stand. “Sir Clowes ’e say no,”
remarked Gaston in a detached and nonchalant tone,
as he gathered up the garments which his master had
strewn over the floor. “’E verrée
angree. ’E say ’Zut! m’sieur
lé captaine est parti! il
ne revient plus.’”
“Gaston.” The Frenchman
turned from the press in which he was hanging up Lawrence’s
coat. “You’re a perfect scamp, my
man,” Lawrence spoke over his shoulder as he
ran through the contents of a pocketbook, “and
I should be sorry to think you were attached to me.
But your billet is comfortable, I believe: I
pay you jolly good wages, you steal pretty much what
you like, and you have the additional pleasure of
reading all my letters. Now listen: I’m
coming back to Wanhope before tonight and so is Mrs.
Clowes. I’m not going to run away with
her, as Major Clowes gave you all to understand.
What you think is of no importance whatever to any
one, what you say is equally trilling, but I don’t
choose to have my servant say it: so, if you continue
to drop these interesting hints, I shall not only
boot you out, but” he turned “I
shall give you such a thrashing in the rear, Gaston in
this direction, Gaston that you won’t
be able to sit down comfortably for a month.”
“M’sieur is so droll,”
murmured Gaston, removing himself with dignified agility
and an unabashed grimace.
Lawrence let himself out by the back
stairs again and the kitchen now in a
state of great activity, the gas ring lit and preparations
for lunch going on apace and forth into
the yard. Out in the open air he drew a long
breath: safe in tweeds and a felt hat, he
was his own man again, but he felt as though he had
been wading in mud. The mystified Catherine followed
him at a sign into the drive. There Hyde stood
still. “Take that path to the left.
You’ll find your mistress waiting for you.
Help her to dress, and tell her I shall be at the
lodge gates when she’s ready. And, Catherine
He paused, feeling an almost insuperable
distaste for his job. But it had to be done,
the girl must not find him tight with his money:
that she would hold her tongue was beyond expectation,
but if well tipped at least she might not invent lies.
It went against the grain of his temper to bribe
one of Bernard’s maids, but fate was not now
consulting his likes or dislikes. He thrust
his hand into his pocket “Look after
your mistress, will you?”
The respectably brought up Catherine
turned scarlet. She put her hand behind her back.
“I’m sure, sir, I don’t want your
money to make me do that!”
“If you prick us shall we not
bleed?” It was the first time that Lawrence
had ever discovered a servant to be a human being:
and his philosophical musings were chequered, till
he moved out of earshot, by the clamour of Catherine’s
irrepressible dismay. “Oh madam!”
he heard, and, “Well, if I ever-!” and
then in a tone suddenly softened from horror to sympathy,
“there now, there, let me get your dress off
. . . .” From Mrs. Clowes came no answer,
or none audible to him.
Laura joined him in ten minutes’
time, neatly dressed, gloved, and veiled, her hair
smoothed it had never been rough so far
as Lawrence could observe her complexion
regulated by Catherine’s powder puff.
“Are you better?” said Lawrence, examining
her anxiously: “able to walk as far as
the vicarage?”
“The vicarage?”
“Wharton’s too far off.
You’re dead tired: You’ll have to
lie down and keep quiet. Isabel will look after
you.” It speaks to the complete overthrow
of Lawrence’s ideas that for the last hour he
had not recollected Isabel’s existence.
“And we shall have to wait till Bernard raises
the siege: one can’t bawl explanations
through a keyhole. Besides, I must wire to Lucian.”
He slipped his hand under her arm. “Would
you like this good girl of yours to come with you?”
“I will come, madam, directly
I’ve fetched my hat,” said Catherine eagerly.
“You must have some one to look after you,
and your hair never brushed and all.”
But Laura shook her head, Catherine
must not defy her master. “If you want
to please me,” she said not without humour “ I
can’t help it, Lawrence try to look
after Major Clowes. You had better not go near
him yourself, because as you know he isn’t very
pleased with me just now, but see that Mrs. Fryar sends
him in a nice lunch and ask Barry to try to get him
to eat it. I ordered some oysters to come this
morning, and Major Clowes will enjoy those when he
won’t touch anything else.”
Catherine watched her lady up the
road with a disappointed eye. It was a tame conclusion
to a promising adventure. Although respectably
brought up, her sympathies were all with Captain Hyde:
she had foreseen herself, the image of regretful discretion,
sacrificing her lifelong principles to escort Mrs.
Clowes to Brighton, or Switzerland, or that place
where they had the little horses that Mr. Duval made
such a ’mysterious joke about it would
have been amusing to do foreign parts with Mr. Duval.
But when Laura took the turning to the vicarage Catherine
was invaded by a creeping chill of doubt. Was
it possible that Captain Hyde was not Mrs. Clowes’s
lover after all?
“I know which I’d choose,”
she said to Gordon. “I’ve no patience
with the Major. Such a way to behave! and my
poor lady with the patience of an angel, putting up
and putting up No man’s worth it,
that’s what I say.”
“Well, it is a bit thick,”
said Gordon: “calling his own wife a
“Mr. Gordon!”
The son of the Clyde was a contentious
young man, and a jealous one. “You didn’t
seem to mind when the French chap was talking about
a fille de joy. What d’ye suppose a fille
de joy is in English? but there’s some of us
can do no wrong.”
“French sounds so much more
refined,” said Catherine firmly.