AMONG THE MILLET.
The dew is gleaming in the
grass,
The morning hours
are seven,
And I am fain to watch you
pass,
Ye soft white
clouds of heaven.
Ye stray and gather, part
and fold;
The wind alone
can tame you;
I think of what in time of
old
The poets loved
to name you.
They called you sheep, the
sky your sward,
A field without
a reaper;
They called the shining sun
your lord,
The shepherd wind
your keeper.
Your sweetest poets I will
deem
The men of old
for moulding
In simple beauty such a dream,
And I could lie
beholding,
Where daisies in the meadow
toss,
The wind from
morn till even,
Forever shepherd you across
The shining field
of heaven.
APRIL.
Pale season, watcher in unvexed
suspense,
Still priestess of the patient
middle day,
Betwixt wild March’s
humored petulence
And the warm wooing of green
kirtled May,
Maid month of sunny peace
and sober grey,
Weaver of flowers in sunward
glades that ring
With murmur of libation to
the spring:
As memory of pain, all past,
is peace,
And joy, dream-tasted, hath
the deepest cheer,
So art thou sweetest of all
months that lease
The twelve short spaces of
the flying year.
The bloomless days are dead,
and frozen fear
No more for many moons shall
vex the earth,
Dreaming of summer and fruit
laden mirth.
The grey song-sparrows full
of spring have sung
Their clear thin silvery tunes
in leafless trees;
The robin hops, and whistles,
and among
The silver-tasseled poplars
the brown bees
Murmur faint dreams of summer
harvestries;
The creamy sun at even scatters
down
A gold-green mist across the
murmuring town.
By the slow streams the frogs
all day and night
Dream without thought of pain
or heed of ill,
Watching the long warm silent
hours take flight,
And ever with soft throats
that pulse and thrill,
From the pale-weeded shallows
trill and trill,
Tremulous sweet voices, flute-like,
answering
One to another glorying in
the spring.
All day across the ever-cloven
soil,
Strong horses labour, steaming
in the sun,
Down the long furrows with
slow straining toil,
Turning the brown clean layers;
and one by one
The crows gloom over them
till daylight done
Finds them asleep somewhere
in dusked lines
Beyond the wheatlands in the
northern pines.
The old year’s cloaking
of brown leaves that bind
The forest floor-ways, plated
close and true
The last love’s labour
of the autumn wind
Is broken with curled flower
buds white and blue
In all the matted hollows,
and speared through
With thousand serpent-spotted
blades up-sprung,
Yet bloomless, of the slender
adder-tongue.
In the warm noon the south
wind creeps and cools,
Where the red-budded stems
of maples throw
Still tangled etchings on
the amber pools,
Quite silent now, forgetful
of the slow
Drip of the taps, the troughs,
and trampled snow,
The keen March mornings, and
the silvering rime
And mirthful labour of the
sugar prime.
Ah, I have wandered with unwearied
feet,
All the long sweetness of
an April day,
Lulled with cool murmurs and
the drowsy beat
Of partridge wings in secret
thickets grey,
The marriage hymns of all
the birds at play,
The faces of sweet flowers,
and easeful dreams
Beside slow reaches of frog-haunted
streams;
Wandered with happy feet,
and quite forgot
The shallow toil, the strife
against the grain,
Near souls, that hear us call,
but answer not,
The loneliness, perplexity
and pain,
And high thoughts cankered
with an earthly stain
And then the long draught
emptied to the lees,
I turn me homeward in slow
pacing ease,
Cleaving the cedar shadows
and the thin
Mist of grey gnats that cloud
the river shore,
Sweet even choruses, that
dance and spin
Soft tangles in the sunset;
and once more
The city smites me with its
dissonant roar.
To its hot heart I pass, untroubled
yet,
Fed with calm hope, without
desire or fret.
So to the year’s first
altar step I bring
Gifts of meek song, and make
my spirit free
With the blind working of
unanxious spring,
Careless with her, whether
the days that flee
Pale drouth or golden-fruited
plenty see,
So that we toil, brothers,
without distress,
In calm-eyed peace and godlike
blamelessness.
AN OCTOBER SUNSET.
One moment the slim cloudflakes
seem to lean
With their sad sunward faces
aureoled,
And longing lips set downward
brightening
To take the last sweet hand
kiss of the king,
Gone down beyond the closing
west acold;
Paying no reverence to the
slender queen,
That like a curved olive leaf
of gold
Hangs low in heaven, rounded
toward sun,
Or the small stars that one
by one unfold
Down the gray border of the
night begun.
THE FROGS.
I.
Breathers of wisdom won without
a quest,
Quaint uncouth
dreamers, voices high and strange,
Flutists of lands
where beauty hath no change,
And wintery grief is a forgotten
guest,
Sweet murmurers of everlasting
rest,
For whom glad
days have ever yet to run,
And moments are
as aeons, and the sun
But ever sunken half-way toward
the west.
Often to me who heard you
in your day,
With close wrapt
ears, it could not choose but seem
That earth, our mother, searching
in what way,
Men’s hearts
might know her spirit’s inmost dream,
Ever
at rest beneath life’s change and stir,
Made
you her soul, and bade you pipe for her.
II.
In those mute days when spring
was in her glee,
And hope was strong,
we knew not why or how,
And earth, the
mother, dreamed with brooding brow.
Musing on life, and what the
hours might be,
When love should ripen to
maternity,
Then like high
flutes in silvery interchange
Ye piped with
voices still and sweet and strange,
And ever as ye piped, on every
tree
The great buds swelled; among
the pensive woods
The spirits of
first flowers awoke and flung
From buried faces the close
fitting hoods,
And listened to
your piping till they fell,
The frail spring-beauty
with her perfumed bell,
The wind-flower, and the spotted
adder-tongue.
III.
All the day long, wherever
pools might be
Among the golden
meadows, where the air
Stood in a dream,
as it were moored there
Forever in a noon-tide reverie,
Or where the birds made riot
of their glee
In the still woods,
and the hot sun shone down,
Crossed with warm
lucent shadows on the brown
Leaf-paven pools, that bubbled
dreamily,
Or far away in whispering
river meads
And watery marshes
where the brooding noon,
Full with the
wonder of its own sweet boon,
Nestled and slept among the
noiseless reeds,
Ye sat and murmured,
motionless as they,
With eyes that
dreamed beyond the night and day.
IV.
And when, day passed and over
heaven’s height,
Thin with the
many stars and cool with dew,
The fingers of
the deep hours slowly drew
The wonder of the ever-healing
night,
No grief or loneliness or
wrapt delight
Or weight of silence
ever brought to you
Slumber or rest;
only your voices grew
More high and solemn; slowly
with hushed flight
Ye saw the echoing hours go
by, long-drawn,
Nor ever stirred,
watching with fathomless eyes,
And with your
countless clear antiphonies
Filling the earth and heaven,
even till dawn,
Last-risen, found
you with its first pale gleam,
Still with soft
throats unaltered in your dream.
V.
And slowly as we heard you,
day by day,
The stillness
of enchanted reveries
Bound brain and
spirit and half-closed eyes,
In some divine sweet wonder-dream
astray;
To us no sorrow or upreared
dismay
Nor any discord
came, but evermore
The voices of
mankind, the outer roar,
Grew strange and murmurous,
faint and far away.
Morning and noon and midnight
exquisitely,
Wrapt with your
voices, this alone we knew,
Cities might change and fall,
and men might die,
Secure were we,
content to dream with you,
That
change and pain are shadows faint and fleet,
And
dreams are real, and life is only sweet.
AN IMPRESSION.
I heard the city time-bells
call
Far off in hollow
towers,
And one by one with measured
fall
Count out the
old dead hours;
I felt the march, the silent
press
Of time, and held
my breath;
I saw the haggard dreadfulness
Of dim old age
and death.
SPRING ON THE RIVER.
O sun, shine hot on the river;
For the ice is
turning an ashen hue,
And the still
bright water is looking through,
And the myriad
streams are greeting you
With a ballad of life to the
giver,
From forest and
field and sunny town,
Meeting and running
and tripping down,
With laughter and song to
the river.
Oh! the din on the boats by
the river;
The barges are
ringing while day avails,
With sound of
hewing and hammering nails,
Planing and painting
and swinging pails,
All day in their shrill endeavour;
For the waters
brim over their wintry cup,
And the grinding
ice is breaking up,
And we must away down the
river.
Oh! the hum and the toil of
the river;
The ridge of the
rapid sprays and skips:
Loud and low by
the water’s lips,
Tearing the wet
pines into strips,
The saw mill is moaning ever.
The little grey
sparrow skips and calls
On the rocks in
the rain of the water falls,
And the logs are adrift in
the river.
Oh! restlessly whirls the
river;
The rivulets run
and the cataract drones:
The spiders are
flitting over the stones:
Summer winds float
and the cedar moans;
And the eddies gleam and quiver.
O sun, shine hot,
shine long and abide
In the glory and
power of thy summer tide
On the swift longing face
of the river.
WHY DO YE CALL THE POET LONELY.
Why do ye call the poet lonely,
Because he dreams
in lonely places?
He is not desolate, but only
Sees, where ye
cannot, hidden faces.
HEAT.
From plains that reel to southward,
dim,
The road runs
by me white and bare;
Up the steep hill it seems
to swim
Beyond, and melt
into the glare.
Upward half way, or it may
be
Nearer the summit,
slowly steals
A hay-cart, moving dustily
With idly clacking
wheels.
By his cart’s side the
wagoner
Is slouching slowly
at his ease,
Half-hidden in the windless
blur
Of white dust
puffing to his knees.
This wagon on the height above,
From sky to sky
on either hand,
Is the sole thing that seems
to move
In all the heat-held
land.
Beyond me in the fields the
sun
Soaks in the grass
and hath his will;
I count the marguerites
one by one;
Even the buttercups
are still.
On the brook yonder not a
breath
Disturbs the spider
or the midge.
The water-bugs draw close
beneath
The cool gloom
of the bridge.
Where the far elm-tree shadows
flood
Dark patches in
the burning grass,
The cows, each with her peaceful
cud,
Lie waiting for
the heat to pass.
From somewhere on the slope
near by
Into the pale
depth of the noon
A wandering thrush slides
leisurely
His thin revolving
tune.
In intervals of dreams I hear
The cricket from
the droughty ground;
The grass-hoppers spin into
mine ear
A small innumerable
sound.
I lift mine eyes sometimes
to gaze:
The burning sky-line
blinds my sight:
The woods far off are blue
with haze;
The hills are
drenched in light.
And yet to me not this or
that
Is always sharp
or always sweet;
In the sloped shadow of my
hat
I lean at rest,
and drain the heat;
Nay more, I think some blessed
power
Hath brought me
wandering idly here:
In the full furnace of this
hour
My thoughts grow
keen and clear.
AMONG THE TIMOTHY.
Long hours ago, while yet
the morn was blithe,
Nor sharp athirst
had drunk the beaded dew,
A reaper came, and swung his
cradled scythe
Around this stump,
and, shearing slowly, drew
Far round among
the clover, ripe for hay,
A
circle clean and grey;
And here among the scented
swathes that gleam,
Mixed with dead
daisies, it is sweet to lie
And watch the
grass and the few-clouded sky,
Nor
think but only dream.
For when the noon was turning,
and the heat
Fell down most
heavily on field and wood,
I too came hither, borne on
restless feet,
Seeking some comfort
for an aching mood.
Ah, I was weary
of the drifting hours,
The
echoing city towers,
The blind grey streets, the
jingle of the throng,
Weary of hope
that like a shape of stone
Sat near at hand
without a smile or moan,
And
weary most of song.
And those high moods of mine
that sometime made
My heart a heaven,
opening like a flower,
A sweeter world where I in
wonder strayed,
Begirt with shapes
of beauty and the power
Of dreams that
moved through that enchanted clime
With
changing breaths of rhyme,
Were all gone lifeless now
like those white leaves,
That hang all
winter, shivering dead and blind
Among the sinewy
beeches in the wind,
That
vainly calls and grieves.
Ah! I will set no more
mine overtasked brain
To barren search
and toil that beareth nought,
Forever following with sorefooted
pain
The crossing pathways
of unbourned thought;
But let it go,
as one that hath no skill,
To
take what shape it will,
An ant slow-burrowing in the
earthy gloom,
A spider bathing
in the dew at morn,
Or a brown bee
in wayward fancy borne
From
hidden bloom to bloom.
Hither and thither o’er
the rocking grass
The little breezes,
blithe as they are blind,
Teasing the slender blossoms
pass and pass,
Soft-footed children
of the gipsy wind,
To taste of every
purple-fringed head
Before
the bloom is dead;
And scarcely heed the daisies
that, endowed
With stems so
short they cannot see, up-bear
Their innocent
sweet eyes distressed, and stare
Like
children in a crowd.
Not far to fieldward in the
central heat,
Shadowing the
clover, a pale poplar stands
With glimmering leaves that,
when the wind comes, beat
Together like
innumerable small hands,
And with the calm,
as in vague dreams astray,
Hang
wan and silver-grey;
Like sleepy maenads, who in
pale surprise,
Half-wakened by
a prowling beast, have crept
Out of the hidden
covert, where they slept,
At
noon with languid eyes.
The crickets creak, and through
the noonday glow,
That crazy fiddler
of the hot mid-year,
The dry cicada plies his wiry
bow
In long-spun cadence,
thin and dusty sere:
From the green
grass the small grasshoppers’ din
Spreads
soft and silvery thin:
And ever and anon a murmur
steals
Into mine ears
of toil that moves alway,
The crackling
rustle of the pitch-forked hay
And
lazy jerk of wheels.
As so I lie and feel the soft
hours wane,
To wind and sun
and peaceful sound laid bare,
That aching dim discomfort
of the brain
Fades off unseen,
and shadowy-footed care
Into some hidden
corner creeps at last
To
slumber deep and fast;
And gliding on, quite fashioned
to forget,
From dream to
dream I bid my spirit pass
Out into the pale
green ever-swaying grass
To
brood, but no more fret.
And hour by hour among all
shapes that grow
Of purple mints
and daisies gemmed with gold
In sweet unrest my visions
come and go;
I feel and hear
and with quiet eyes behold;
And hour by hour,
the ever-journeying sun,
In
gold and shadow spun,
Into mine eyes and blood,
and through the dim
Green glimmering
forest of the grass shines down,
Till flower and
blade, and every cranny brown,
And
I are soaked with him.
FREEDOM.
Out of the heart
of the city begotten
Of
the labour of men and their manifold hands,
Whose souls, that were sprung
from the earth in her morning,
No longer regard or remember
her warning,
Whose hearts in
the furnace of care have forgotten
Forever
the scent and the hue of her lands;
Out of the heat
of the usurer’s hold,
From
the horrible crash of the strong man’s feet;
Out of the shadow where pity
is dying;
Out of the clamour where beauty
is lying,
Dead in the depth
of the struggle for gold;
Out
of the din and the glare of the street;
Into the arms of our mother we
come,
Our broad strong mother, the innocent earth,
Mother of all things beautiful, blameless,
Mother of hopes that her strength makes tameless,
Where the voices of grief and of battle are
dumb,
And the whole world laughs with the light
of her mirth.
Over the fields, where the cool
winds sweep,
Black with the mould and brown with the loam,
Where the thin green spears of the wheat are appearing,
And the high-ho shouts from the smoky clearing;
Over the widths where the cloud shadows creep;
Over the fields and the fallows we come;
Over the swamps with their pensive
noises,
Where the burnished cup of the marigold gleams;
Skirting the reeds, where the quick winds shiver
On the swelling breast of the dimpled river,
And the blue of the king-fisher hangs and poises,
Watching a spot by the edge of the streams;
By the miles of
the fences warped and dyed
With
the white-hot noons and their withering fires,
Where the rough bees trample
the creamy bosoms
Of the hanging tufts of the
elder blossoms,
And the spiders
weave, and the grey snakes hide,
In
the crannied gloom of the stones and the briers;
Over the meadow
lands sprouting with thistle,
Where
the humming wings of the blackbirds pass,
Where the hollows are banked
with the violets flowering,
And the long-limbed pendulous
elms are towering,
Where the robins
are loud with their voluble whistle,
And
the ground sparrow scurries away through the grass,
Where the restless
bobolink loiters and woos
Down
in the hollows and over the swells,
Dropping in and out of the
shadows,
Sprinkling his music about
the meadows,
Whistles and little
checks and coos,
And
the tinkle of glassy bells;
Into the dim woods
full of the tombs
Of
the dead trees soft in their sepulchres,
Where the pensive throats
of the shy birds hidden,
Pipe to us strangely entering
unbidden,
And tenderly still
in the tremulous glooms
The
trilliums scatter their white-winged stars;
Up to the hills
where our tired hearts rest,
Loosen,
and halt, and regather their dreams;
Up to the hills, where the
winds restore us,
Clearing our eyes to the beauty
before us,
Earth with the
glory of life on her breast,
Earth
with the gleam of her cities and streams.
Here we shall
commune with her and no other;
Care
and the battle of life shall cease;
Men her degenerate children
behind us,
Only the might of her beauty
shall bind us,
Full of rest,
as we gaze on the face of our mother,
Earth
in the health and the strength of her peace.
MORNING ON THE LIEVERS.
Far above us where a jay
Screams his matins to the
day,
Capped with gold and amethyst,
Like a vapour from the forge
Of a giant somewhere hid,
Out of hearing of the clang
Of his hammer, skirts of mist
Slowly up the woody gorge
Lift and hang.
Softly as a cloud we go,
Sky above and sky below,
Down the river, and the dip
Of the paddles scarcely breaks,
With the little silvery drip
Of the water as it shakes
From the blades, the crystal
deep
Of the silence of the morn,
Of the forest yet asleep,
And the river reaches borne
In a mirror, purple grey,
Sheer away
To the misty line of light,
Where the forest and the stream
In the shadow meet and plight,
Like a dream.
From amid a stretch of reeds,
Where the lazy river sucks
All the water as it bleeds
From a little curling creek,
And the muskrats peer and
sneak
In around the sunken wrecks
Of a tree that swept the skies
Long ago,
On a sudden seven ducks
With a splashy rustle rise,
Stretching out their seven
necks,
One before, and two behind,
And the others all arow,
And as steady as the wind
With a swivelling whistle
go,
Through the purple shadow
led,
Till we only hear their whir
In behind a rocky spur,
Just ahead.
IN OCTOBER.
Along the waste, a great way
off, the pines,
Like tall slim
priests of storm, stand up and bar
The low long strip of dolorous
red that lines
The under west,
where wet winds moan afar.
The cornfields all are brown,
and brown the meadows
With the blown
leaves’ wind-heaped traceries,
And the brown thistle stems
that cast no shadows,
And bear no bloom
for bees.
As slowly earthward leaf by
red leaf slips,
The sad trees
rustle in chill misery,
A soft strange inner sound
of pain-crazed lips,
That move and
murmur incoherently;
As if all leaves, that yet
have breath, were sighing,
With pale hushed
throats, for death is at the door,
So many low soft masses for
the dying
Sweet leaves that
live no more.
Here I will sit upon this
naked stone,
Draw my coat closer
with my numbed hands,
And hear the ferns sigh, and
the wet woods moan,
And send my heart
out to the ashen lands;
And I will ask myself what
golden madness,
What balmed breaths
of dreamland spicery,
What visions of soft laughter
and light sadness
Were sweet last
month to me.
The dry dead leaves flit by
with thin wierd tunes,
Like failing murmurs
of some conquered creed,
Graven in mystic markings
with strange runes,
That none but
stars and biting winds may read;
Here I will wait a little;
I am weary,
Not torn with
pain of any lurid hue,
But only still and very gray
and dreary,
Sweet sombre lands,
like you.
LAMENT OF THE WINDS.
We in sorrow coldly witting,
In the bleak world sitting,
sitting,
By the forest,
near the mould,
Heard the summer calling,
calling,
Through the dead leaves falling,
falling,
That her life
grew faint and old.
And we took her up, and bore
her,
With the leaves that moaned
before her,
To the holy forest
bowers,
Where the trees were dense
and serried,
And her corpse we buried,
buried,
In the graveyard
of the flowers.
Now the leaves, as death grows
vaster,
Yellowing deeper, dropping
faster,
All the grave
wherein she lies
With their bodies cover, cover,
With their hearts that love
her, love her,
For they live
not when she dies:
And we left her so, but stay
not
Of our tears, and yet we may
not,
Though they coldly
thickly fall,
Give the dead leaves any,
any,
For they lie so many, many,
That we cannot
weep for all.
BALLADE OF SUMMER’S SLEEP.
Sweet summer is gone; they
have laid her away
The last sad hours
that were touched with her grace
In the hush where the ghosts
of the dead flowers play;
The sleep that
is sweet of her slumbering space
Let not a sight
or a sound erase
Of
the woe that hath fallen on all the lands:
Gather ye, dreams,
to her sunny face,
Shadow
her head with your golden hands.
The woods that are golden
and red for a day
Girdle the hills
in a jewelled case,
Like a girl’s strange
mirth, ere the quick death slay
The beautiful
life that he hath in chase.
Darker and darker
the shadows pace
Out
of the north to the southern sands,
Ushers bearing
the winter’s mace:
Keep them away
with your woven hands.
The yellow light lies on the
wide wastes gray,
More bitter and
cold than the winds that race,
From the skirts of the autumn,
tearing away,
This way and that
way, the woodland lace.
In the autumn’s
cheek is a hectic trace;
Behind
her the ghost of the winter stands;
Sweet summer will
moan in her soft gray place:
Mantle
her head with your glowing hands.
Envoi.
Till the slayer be slain and
the spring displace
The might of his
arms with her rose-crowned bands,
Let her heart not gather a
dream that is base:
Shadow her head
with your golden hands.
WINTER.
The long days came and went; the
riotous bees
Tore the warm grapes in many a dusty-vine,
And men grew faint and thin with too much ease,
And Winter gave no sign:
But all the while beyond the northmost woods
He sat and smiled and watched his spirits play
In elfish dance and eery roundelay,
Tripping in many moods
With snowy curve and fairy crystal shine.
But now the time is come:
with southward speed
The elfin spirits pass: a secret sting
Hath fallen and smitten flower and fruit and weed,
And every leafy thing.
The wet woods moan: the dead leaves break
and fall;
In still night-watches wakeful men have heard
The muffled pipe of many a passing bird,
High over hut and hall,
Straining to southward with unresting wing.
And then they come with colder
feet, and fret
The winds with snow, and tuck the streams to
sleep
With icy sheet and gleaming coverlet,
And fill the valleys deep
With curved drifts, and a strange music raves
Among the pines, sometimes in wails, and then
In whistled laughter, till affrighted men
Draw close, and into caves
And earthy holes the blind beasts curl and creep.
And so all day above the toiling
heads
Of men’s poor chimneys, full of impish
freaks,
Tearing and twisting in tight-curled shreds
The vain unnumbered reeks,
The Winter speeds his fairies forth and mocks
Poor bitten men with laughter icy cold,
Turning the brown of youth to white and old
With hoary-woven locks,
And grey men young with roses in their cheeks.
And after thaws, when liberal water
swells
The bursting eaves, he biddeth drip and grow
The curly horns of ribbed icicles
In many a beard-like row.
In secret moods of mercy and soft dole,
Old warped wrecks and things of mouldering death
That summer scorns and man abandoneth
His careful hands console
With lawny robes and draperies of snow.
And when night comes, his spirits
with chill feet,
Winged with white mirth and noiseless mockery,
Across men’s pallid windows peer and fleet,
And smiling silverly
Draw with mute fingers on the frosted glass
Quaint fairy shapes of iced witcheries,
Pale flowers and glinting ferns and frigid trees
And meads of mystic grass,
Graven in many an austere phantasy.
But far away the Winter dreams
alone,
Rustling among his snow-drifts, and resigns
Cold fondling ears to hear the cedars moan
In dusky-skirted lines
Strange answers of an ancient runic call;
Or somewhere watches with his antique eyes,
Gray-chill with frosty-lidded reveries,
The silvery moonshine fall
In misty wedges through his girth of pines.
Poor mortals haste and hide away:
creep soon
Into your icy beds: the embers die;
And on your frosted panes the pallid moon
Is glimmering brokenly.
Mutter faint prayers that spring will come e’erwhile,
Scarring with thaws and dripping days and nights
The shining majesty of him that smites
And slays you with a smile
Upon his silvery lips, of glinting mockery.
WINTER HUES RECALLED.
Life is not all for effort: there
are hours,
When fancy breaks from the exacting will,
And rebel thought takes schoolboy’s holiday,
Rejoicing in its idle strength. ’Tis
then,
And only at such moments, that we know
The treasure of hours gone scenes once
beheld,
Sweet voices and words bright and beautiful,
Impetuous deeds that woke the God within us,
The loveliness of forms and thoughts and colors,
A moment marked and then as soon forgotten.
These things are ever near us, laid away,
Hidden and waiting the appropriate times,
In the quiet garner-house of memory.
There in the silent unaccounted depth,
Beneath the heated strainage and the rush
That teem the noisy surface of the hours,
All things that ever touched us are stored up,
Growing more mellow like sealed wine with age;
We thought them dead, and they are but asleep.
In moments when the heart is most at rest
And least expectant, from the luminous doors,
And sacred dwelling place of things unfeared,
They issue forth, and we who never knew
Till then how potent and how real they were,
Take them, and wonder, and so bless the hour.
Such gifts are sweetest when
unsought. To me,
As I was loitering lately
in my dreams,
Passing from one remembrance
to another,
Like him who reads upon an
outstretched map,
Content and idly happy, these
rose up,
Out of that magic well-stored
picture house,
No dream, rather a thing most
keenly real,
The memory of a moment, when
with feet,
Arrested and spell bound,
and captured eyes,
Made wide with joy and wonder,
I beheld
The spaces of a white and
wintery land
Swept with the fire of sunset,
all its width
Vale, forest, town, and misty
eminence,
A miracle of color and of
beauty.
I had walked out, as I remember
now,
With covered ears, for the
bright air was keen,
To southward up the gleaming
snow-packed fields,
With the snowshoer’s
long rejoicing stride,
Marching at ease. It
was a radiant day
In February, the month of
the great struggle
’Twixt sun and frost,
when with advancing spears,
The glittering golden vanguard
of the spring
Holds the broad winter’s
yet unbroken rear
In long-closed wavering contest.
Thin pale threads
Like streaks of ash across
the far off blue
Were drawn, nor seemed to
move. A brooding silence
Kept all the land, a stillness
as of sleep;
But in the east the grey and
motionless woods,
Watching the great sun’s
fiery slow decline,
Grew deep with gold.
To westward all was silver.
An hour had passed above me;
I had reached
The loftiest level of the
snow-piled fields,
Clear eyed, but unobservant,
noting not,
That all the plain beneath
me and the hills
Took on a change of color
splendid, gradual,
Leaving no spot the same;
nor that the sun
Now like a fiery torrent overflamed
The great line of the west.
Ere yet I turned
With long stride homeward,
being heated
With the loose swinging motion,
weary too,
Nor uninclined to rest, a
buried fence,
Whose topmost log just shouldered
from the snow,
Made me a seat, and thence
with heated cheeks,
Grazed by the northwind’s
edge of stinging ice,
I looked far out upon the
snow-bound waste,
The lifting hills and intersecting
forests,
The scarce marked courses
of the buried streams,
And as I looked lost memory
of the frost,
Transfixed with wonder, overborne
with joy.
I saw them in their silence
and their beauty,
Swept by the sunset’s
rapid hand of fire,
Sudden, mysterious, every
moment deepening
To some new majesty of rose
or flame.
The whole broad west was like
a molten sea
Of crimson. In the north
the light-lined hills
Were veiled far off as with
a mist of rose
Wondrous and soft. Along
the darkening east
The gold of all the forests
slowly changed
To purple. In the valley
far before me,
Low sunk in sapphire shadows,
from its hills,
Softer and lovelier than an
opening flower,
Uprose a city with its sun-touched
towers,
A bunch of amethysts.
Like
one spell-bound
Caught in the presence of
some god, I stood,
Nor felt the keen wind and
the deadly air,
But watched the sun go down,
and watched the gold
Fade from the town and the
withdrawing hills,
Their westward shapes athwart
the dusky red
Freeze into sapphire, saw
the arc of rose
Rise ever higher in the violet
east,
Above the frore front of the
uprearing night
Remorsefully soft and sweet.
Then I awoke
As from a dream, and from
my shoulders shook
The warning chill, till then
unfelt, unfeared.
STORM.
Out of the grey northwest,
where many a day gone by
Ye tugged and
howled in your tempestuous grot,
And evermore the huge frost
giants lie,
Your wizard guards
in vigilance unforgot,
Out of the grey northwest,
for now the bonds are riven,
On wide white wings your thongless
flight is driven,
That lulls but
resteth not.
And all the grey day long,
and all the dense wild night
Ye wheel and hurry
with the sheeted snow,
By cedared waste and many
a pine-dark height,
Across white rivers
frozen fast below;
Over the lonely forests, where
the flowers yet sleeping
Turn in their narrow beds
with dreams of weeping
In some remembered
woe;
Across the unfenced wide marsh
levels, where the dry
Brown ferns sigh
out, and last year’s sedges scold
In some drear language, rustling
haggardly
Their thin dead
leaves and dusky hoods of gold;
Across grey beechwoods where
the pallid leaves unfalling
In the blind gusts like homeless
ghosts are calling
With voices cracked
and old;
Across the solitary clearings,
where the low
Fierce gusts howl
through the blinded woods, and round
The buried shanties all day
long the snow
Sifts and piles
up in many a spectral mound;
Across lone villages in eery
wildernesses
Whose hidden life no living
shape confesses
Nor any human
sound;
Across the serried masses
of dim cities, blown
Full of the snow
that ever shifts and swells,
While far above them all their
towers of stone
Stand and beat
back your fierce and tyrannous spells,
And hour by hour send out,
like voices torn and broken
Of battling giants that have
grandly spoken,
The veering sound
of bells;
So day and night, oh wind,
with hiss and moan you fleet,
Where once long
gone on many a green-leafed day
Your gentler brethren wandered
with light feet
And sang with
voices soft and sweet as they,
The same blind thought that
you with wilder might are speaking,
Seeking the same strange thing
that you are seeking
In this your stormier
way.
Oh wind, wild-voiced brother,
in your northern cave,
My spirit also
being so beset
With pride and pain, I heard
you beat and rave,
Grinding your
chains with furious howl and fret,
Knowing full well that all
earth’s moving things inherit
The same chained might and
madness of the spirit,
That none may
quite forget.
You in your cave of snows,
we in our narrow girth
Of need and sense,
forever chafe and pine;
Only in moods of some demonic
birth
Our souls take
fire, our flashing wings untwine;
Even like you, mad wind, above
our broken prison,
With streaming hair and maddened
eyes uprisen,
We dream ourselves
divine;
Mad moods that come and go
in some mysterious way,
That flash and
fall, none knoweth how or why,
Oh wind, our brother, they
are yours to-day,
The stormy joy,
the sweeping mastery;
Deep in our narrow cells,
we hear you, we awaken
With hands afret and bosoms
strangely shaken,
We answer to your
cry.
I most that love you, wind,
when you are fierce and free,
In these dull
fetters cannot long remain;
Lo, I will rise and break
my thongs and flee
Forth to your
drift and beating, till my brain
Even for an hour grow wild
in your divine embraces,
And then creep back into mine
earthly traces,
And bind me with
my chain.
Nay, wind, I hear you, desperate
brother, in your might
Whistle and howl;
I shall not tarry long,
And though the day be blind
and fierce, the night
Be dense and wild,
I still am glad and strong
To meet you face to face;
through all your gust and drifting
With brow held high, my joyous
hands uplifting,
I cry you song
for song.
MIDNIGHT.
From where I sit, I see the
stars,
And down the chilly
floor
The moon between the frozen
bars
Is glimmering
dim and hoar.
Without in many a peaked mound
The glinting snowdrifts
lie;
There is no voice or living
sound;
The embers slowly
die.
Yet some wild thing is in
mine ear;
I hold my breath
and hark;
Out of the depth I seem to
hear
A crying in the
dark:
No sound of man or wife or
child,
No sound of beast
that groans,
Or of the wind that whistles
wild,
Or of the tree
that moans:
I know not what it is I hear;
I bend my head
and hark:
I cannot drive it from mine
ear,
That crying in
the dark.
SONG OF THE STREAM-DROPS.
By silent forest and field
and mossy stone,
We come from the
wooded hill, and we go to the sea.
We labour, and sing sweet
songs, but we never moan,
For our mother,
the sea, is calling us cheerily.
We have heard her calling
us many and many a day
From the cool grey stones
and the white sands far away.
The way is long,
and winding and slow is the track,
The
sharp rocks fret us, the eddies bring us delay,
But we sing sweet
songs to our mother, and answer her back;
Gladly
we answer our mother, sweetly repay.
Oh, we hear, we hear her singing
wherever we roam,
Far, far away in the silence,
calling us home.
Poor mortal, your
ears are dull, and you cannot hear;
But
we, we hear it, the breast of our mother abeat;
Low, far away,
sweet and solemn and clear,
Under
the hush of the night, under the noontide heat:
And we sing sweet songs to
our mother, for so we shall please her best,
Songs of beauty and peace,
freedom and infinite rest.
We sing, and sing,
through the grass and the stones and the reeds,
And
we never grow tired, though we journey ever and aye,
Dreaming, and
dreaming, wherever the long way leads,
Of
the far cool rocks and the rush of the wind and the
spray.
Under the sun and the stars
we murmur and dance and are free,
And we dream and dream of
our mother, the width of the sheltering sea.
BETWEEN THE RAPIDS.
The point is turned; the twilight
shadow fills
The wheeling stream,
the soft receding shore,
And on our ears from deep
among the hills
Breaks now the
rapid’s sudden quickening roar.
Ah yet the same, or have they
changed their face,
The fair green
fields, and can it still be seen,
The white log cottage near
the mountain’s base,
So bright and
quiet, so home-like and serene?
Ah, well I question, for as
five years go,
How many blessings fall, and
how much woe.
Aye there they are, nor have
they changed their cheer,
The fields, the
hut, the leafy mountain brows;
Across the lonely dusk again
I hear
The loitering
bells, the lowing of the cows,
The bleat of many sheep, the
stilly rush
Of the low whispering
river, and through all,
Soft human tongues that break
the deepening hush
With faint-heard
song or desultory call:
Oh comrades hold; the longest
reach is past;
The stream runs swift, and
we are flying fast.
The shore, the fields, the
cottage just the same,
But how with them
whose memory makes them sweet?
Oh if I called them, hailing
name by name,
Would the same
lips the same old shouts repeat?
Have the rough years, so big
with death and ill,
Gone lightly by
and left them smiling yet?
Wild black-eyed Jeanne whose
tongue was never still,
Old wrinkled Picaud,
Pierre and pale Lisette,
The homely hearts that never
cared to range,
While life’s wide fields
were filled with rush and change.
And where is Jacques, and
where is Verginie?
I cannot tell;
the fields are all a blur.
The lowing cows whose shapes
I scarcely see,
Oh do they wait
and do they call for her?
And is she changed, or is
her heart still clear
As wind
or morning, light as river foam?
Or have life’s changes
borne her far from here,
And far from rest,
and far from help and home?
Ah comrades, soft, and let
us rest awhile,
For arms grow tired with paddling
many a mile.
The woods grow wild, and from
the rising shore
The cool wind
creeps, the faint wood odours steal;
Like ghosts adown the river’s
blackening floor
The misty fumes
begin to creep and reel.
Once more I leave you, wandering
toward the night,
Sweet home, sweet
heart, that would have held me in;
Whither I go I know not, and
the light
Is faint before,
and rest is hard to win.
Ah sweet ye were and near
to heaven’s gate;
But youth is blind and wisdom
comes too late.
Blacker and loftier grow the
woods, and hark!
The freshening
roar! The chute is near us now,
And dim the canyon grows,
and inky dark
The water whispering
from the birchen prow.
One long last look, and many
a sad adieu,
While eyes can
see and heart can feel you yet,
I leave sweet home and sweeter
hearts to you,
A prayer for Picaud,
one for pale Lisette,
A kiss for Pierre, my little
Jacques, and thee,
A sigh for Jeanne, a sob for
Verginie.
Oh, does she still remember?
Is the dream
Now dead, or has
she found another mate?
So near, so dear; and ah,
so swift the stream;
Even now perhaps
it were not yet too late.
But oh, what matter; for before
the night
Has reached its
middle, we have far to go:
Bend to your paddles, comrades;
see, the light
Ebbs off apace;
we must not linger so.
Aye thus it is! Heaven
gleams and then is gone
Once, twice, it smiles, and
still we wander on.
NEW YEAR’S EVE.
Once on the year’s last
eve in my mind’s might
Sitting in dreams,
not sad, nor quite elysian,
Balancing all
’twixt wonder and derision,
Methought my body and all
this world took flight,
And vanished from me, as a
dream, outright;
Leaning out thus
in sudden strange decision,
I saw as it were
in the flashing of a vision,
Far down between the tall
towers of the night,
Borne by great
winds in awful unison,
The
teeming masses of mankind sweep by,
Even
as a glittering river with deep sound
And innumerable
banners, rolling on
Over
the starry border glooms that bound
The
last gray space in dim eternity.
And all that strange unearthly
multitude
Seemed twisted in vast seething companies,
That evermore with hoarse and terrible cries
And desperate encounter at mad feud
Plunged onward, each in its implacable mood
Borne down over the trampled blazonries
Of other faiths and other phantasies,
Each following furiously, and each pursued;
So sped they on with tumult vast and grim,
But ever meseemed beyond them I could see
White-haloed groups that sought perpetually
The figure of one crowned and sacrificed;
And faint, far forward, floating tall and dim,
The banner of our Lord and Master, Christ.
UNREST.
All day upon the garden bright
The sun shines strong,
But in my heart there is no light,
Or any song.
Voices of merry life go by,
Adown the street;
But I am weary of the cry
And drift of feet.
With all dear things that
ought to please
The hours are
blessed,
And yet my soul is ill at
ease,
And cannot rest.
Strange spirit, leave me not
too long,
Nor stint to give,
For if my soul have no sweet
song,
It cannot live.
SONG.
Songs that could span the
earth,
When leaping thought
had stirred them,
In many an hour since birth,
We heard or dreamed
we heard them.
Sometimes to all their sway
We yield ourselves
half fearing,
Sometimes with hearts grown
grey
We curse ourselves
for hearing.
We toil and but begin;
In vain our spirits
fret them,
We strive, and cannot win,
Nor evermore forget
them.
A light that will not stand,
That comes and
goes in flashes,
Fair fruits that in the hand
Are turned to
dust and ashes.
Yet still the deep thoughts
ring
Around and through
and through us,
Sweet mights that make us
sing,
But bring no resting
to us.
ONE DAY.
The trees rustle; the wind
blows
Merrily
out of the town;
The shadows creep, the sun
goes
Steadily
over and down.
In a brown gloom the moats
gleam;
Slender the sweet
wife stands;
Her lips are red; her eyes
dream;
Kisses are warm
on her hands.
The child moans; the hours
slip
Bitterly over
her head:
In a gray dusk, the tears
drip;
Mother is up there
dead.
The hermit hears the strange
bright
Murmur of life
at play;
In the waste day and the waste
night
Times to rebel
and to pray.
The laborer toils in gray
wise,
Godlike and patient
and calm;
The beggar moans; his bleared
eyes
Measure the dust
in his palm.
The wise man marks the flow
and ebb
Hidden and held
aloof:
In his deep mind is laid the
web,
Shuttles are driving
the woof.
SLEEP.
If any man, with sleepless
care oppressed,
On many a night had risen,
and addressed
His hand to make him out of
joy and moan
An image of sweet sleep in
carven stone,
Light touch by touch, in weary
moments planned,
He would have wrought her
with a patient hand,
Not like her brother death,
with massive limb
And dreamless brow, unstartled,
changeless, dim,
But very fair, though fitful
and afraid,
More sweet and slight than
any mortal maid.
Her hair he would have carved
a mantle smooth
Down to her tender feet to
wrap and soothe
All fevers in, yet barbed
here and there
With many a hidden sting of
restless care;
Her brow most quiet, thick
with opiate rest,
Yet watchfully lined, as if
some hovering guest
Of noiseless doubt were there;
so too her eyes
His light hand would have
carved in cunning wise
Broad with all languor of
the drowsy South,
Most beautiful, but held askance;
her mouth
More soft and round than any
rose half-spread,
Yet ever twisted with some
nervous dread.
He would have made her with
one marble foot,
Frail as a snow-white feather,
forward put,
Bearing sweet medicine for
all distress,
Smooth languor and unstrung
forgetfulness;
The other held a little back
for dread;
One slender moonpale hand
held forth to shed
Soft slumber dripping from
its pearly tip
Into wide eyes; the other
on her lip.
So in the watches of his sleepless
care
The cunning artist would have
wrought her fair;
Shy goddess, at keen seeking
most afraid
Yet often coming, when we
least have prayed.
THREE FLOWER PETALS.
What saw I yesterday walking
apart
In a leafy place
where the cattle wait?
Something to keep for a charm
in my heart
A little sweet
girl in a garden gate.
Laughing she lay in the gold
sun’s might,
And held for a
target to shelter her,
In her little soft fingers,
round and white,
The gold-rimmed
face of a sunflower.
Laughing she lay on the stone
that stands
For a rough-hewn
step in that sunny place,
And her yellow hair hung down
to her hands,
Shadowing over
her dimpled face.
Her eyes like the blue of
the sky, made dim
With the might
of the sun that looked at her,
Shone laughing over the serried
rim,
Golden set, of
the sunflower.
Laughing, for token she gave
to me
Three petals out
of the sunflower;
When the petals are withered
and gone, shall be
Three verses of
mine for praise of her,
That a tender dream of her
face may rise
And lighten me
yet in another hour,
Of her sunny hair and her
beautiful eyes,
Laughing over
the gold sunflower.
PASSION.
As a weed beneath the ocean,
As a pool beneath
a tree
Answers with each breath or
motion
An imperious mastery;
So my spirit swift with passion
Finds in every
look a sign,
Catching in some wondrous
fashion
Every mood that
governs thine.
In a moment it will borrow,
Flashing in a
gusty train,
Laughter and desire and sorrow
Anger and delight
and pain.
A BALLADE OF WAITING.
No girdle hath weaver or goldsmith
wrought
So rich as the
arms of my love can be;
No gems with a lovelier lustre
fraught
Than her eyes,
when they answer me liquidly.
Dear lady of love,
be kind to me
In
days when the waters of hope abate,
And doubt like
a shimmer on sand shall be,
In
the year yet, Lady, to dream and wait.
Sweet mouth, that the wear
of the world hath taught
No glitter of
wile or traitorie,
More soft than a cloud in
the sunset caught,
Or the heart of
a crimson peony;
Oh turn not its
beauty away from me;
To
kiss it and cling to it early and late
Shall make sweet
minutes of days that flee,
In
the year yet, Lady, to dream and wait.
Rich hair that a painter of
old had sought
For the weaving
of some soft phantasy,
Most fair when the streams
of it run distraught
On the firm sweet
shoulders yellowly;
Dear Lady, gather
it close to me,
Weaving
a nest for the double freight
Of cheeks and
lips that are one and free,
For
the year yet, Lady, to dream and wait.
Envoi.
So time shall be swift till
thou mate with me,
For love is mightiest
next to fate,
And none shall be happier,
Love, than we,
In the year yet,
Lady, to dream and wait.
BEFORE SLEEP.
Now the creeping nets of sleep
Stretch about
and gather nigh,
And the midnight dim and deep
Like a spirit
passes by,
Trailing from her crystal
dress
Dreams and silent
frostiness.
Yet a moment, ere I be
Tangled in the
snares of night,
All the dreamy heart of me
To my Lady takes
its flight,
To her chamber where she lies,
Wrapt in midnight
phantasies.
Over many a glinting street
And the snow capped
roofs of men,
Towers that tremble with the
beat
Of the midnight
bells, and then,
Where my body may not be,
Stands my spirit
holily.
Wake not, Lady, wake not soon:
Through the frosty
windows fall
Broken glimmers of the moon
Dimly on the floor
and wall;
Wake not, Lady, never care,
’Tis my
spirit kneeling there.
Let him kneel a moment now,
For the minutes
fly apace;
Let him see the sleeping brow,
And the sweetly
rounded face:
He shall tell me soon aright
How my Lady looks
to-night.
How her tresses out and in
Fold in many a
curly freak,
Round about the snowy chin
And the softly
tinted cheek,
Where no sorrows now can weep,
And the dimples
lie asleep.
How her eyelids meet and match,
Gathered in two
dusky seams,
Each the little creamy thatch
Of an azure house
of dreams,
Or two flowers that love the
light
Folded softly
up at night.
How her bosom, breathing low,
Stirs the wavy
coverlet
With a motion soft and slow:
Oh, my Lady, wake
not yet;
There without a thought of
guile
Let my spirit
dream a while.
Yet, my spirit, back to me,
Hurry soon and
have a care;
Love will turn to agony,
If you rashly
linger there;
Bending low as spirits may,
Touch her lips
and come away.
So, fond spirit, beauty-fed,
Turning when your
watch is o’er,
Weave a cross above the bed
And a sleep-rune
on the floor,
That no evil enter there,
Ugly shapes and
dreams beware.
Then, ye looming nets of sleep,
Ye may have me
all your own,
For the night is wearing deep
And the ice-winds
whisk and moan;
Come with all your drowsy
stress,
Dreams and silent
frostiness.
A SONG.
Oh night and sleep,
Ye are so soft
and deep,
I am so weary, come ye soon
to me.
Oh hours that
creep,
With so much time
to weep,
I am so tired, can ye no swifter
be?
Come, night, anear;
I’ll whisper
in thine ear
What makes me so unhappy,
full of care;
Dear night, I
die
For love that
all men buy
With tears, and know not it
is dark despair.
Dear night, I
pray,
How is it that
men say
That love is sweet? It
is not sweet to me.
For one boy’s
sake
A poor girl’s
heart must break;
So sweet, so true, and yet
it could not be!
Oh, I loved well,
Such love as none
can tell:
It was so true, it could not
make him know:
For he was blind,
All light and
all unkind:
Oh, had he known, would he
have hurt me so?
Oh night and sleep,
Ye are so soft
and deep,
I am so weary, come ye soon
to me.
Oh hours that
creep,
With so much time
to weep,
I am so tired, can ye no swifter
be?
WHAT DO POETS WANT WITH GOLD?
What do poets want with gold,
Cringing slaves
and cushioned ease;
Are not crusts and garments
old
Better for their
souls than these?
Gold is but the juggling rod
Of a false usurping god,
Graven long ago in hell
With a sombre stony spell,
Working in the world forever.
Hate is not so strong to sever
Beating human heart from heart.
Soul from soul we shrink and
part,
And no longer hail each other
With the ancient name of brother
Give the simple poet gold,
And his song will die of cold.
He must walk with men that
reel
On the rugged path, and feel
Every sacred soul that is
Beating very near to his.
Simple, human, careless, free,
As God made him, he must be:
For the sweetest song of bird
Is the hidden tenor heard
In the dusk, at even-flush,
From the forest’s inner
hush,
Of the simple hermit thrush.
What do poets want with love?
Flowers that shiver
out of hand,
And the fervid fruits that
prove
Only bitter broken
sand?
Poets speak of passion best,
When their dreams are undistressed,
And the sweetest songs are
sung,
E’er the inner heart
is stung.
Let them dream; ’tis
better so;
Ever dream, but never know.
If their spirits once have
drained
All that goblet crimson-stained,
Finding what they dreamed
divine,
Only earthly sluggish wine,
Sooner will the warm lips
pale,
And the flawless voices fail,
Sooner come the drooping wing,
And the afterdays that bring,
No such songs as did the spring.
THE KING’S SABBATH.
Once idly in his hall king
Olave sat
Pondering, and
with his dagger whittled chips;
And one drew near
to him with austere lips,
Saying, “To-morrow is
Monday,” and at that
The king said nothing, but
held forth his flat
Broad palm, and
bending on his mighty hips,
Took up and mutely
laid thereon the slips
Of scattered wood, as on a
hearth, and gat
From off the embers near,
a burning brand.
Kindling the pile
with this, the dreaming Dane
Sat silent with his eyes set
and his bland
Proud mouth, tight-woven,
smiling, drawn with pain,
Watching the fierce
fire flare, and wax, and wane,
Hiss and burn down upon his
shrivelled hand.
THE LITTLE HANDMAIDEN.
The King’s son walks
in the garden fair
Oh, the maiden’s
heart is merry!
He little knows for his toil
and care,
That the bride is gone and
the bower is bare.
Put on garments
of white, my maidens!
The sun shines bright through
the casement high
Oh, the maiden’s
heart is merry!
The little handmaid, with
a laughing eye,
Looks down on the king’s
son, strolling by.
Put on garments
of white, my maidens!
“He little knows that
the bride is gone,
And the Earl knows
little as he;
She is fled with her lover
afar last night,
And the King’s
son is left to me.”
And back to her chamber with
velvety step
The little handmaid
did glide,
And a gold key took from her
bosom sweet,
And opened the
great chests wide.
She bound her hair with a
band of blue,
And a garland
of lilies sweet;
And put on her delicate silken
shoes,
With roses on
both her feet.
She clad her body in spotless
white,
With a girdle
as red as blood.
The glad white raiment her
beauty bound,
As the sepels
bind the bud:
And round and round her white
neck she flung
A necklace of
sapphires blue;
On one white finger of either
hand
A shining ring
she drew.
And down the stairway and
out of the door
She glided, as
soft and light,
As an airy tuft of a thistle
seed
Might glide through
the grasses bright.
And into the garden sweet
she stole
The little birds
carolled loud
Her beauty shone as a star
might shine
In the rift of
a morning cloud.
The King’s son walked
in the garden fair,
And the little
handmaiden came,
Through the midst of a shimmer
of roses red,
Like a sunbeam
through a flame.
The King’s son marvelled,
his heart leaped up,
“And art
thou my bride?” said he,
“For, North or South,
I have never beheld
A lovelier maid
than thee.”
“And dost thou love
me?” the little maid cried,
“A fine
King’s son, I wis!”
And the King’s son took
her with both his hands,
And her ruddy
lips did kiss.
And the little maid laughed
till the beaded tears,
Ran down in a
silver rain.
“O foolish King’s
son!” and she clapped her hands,
Till the gold
rings rang again.
“O King’s son,
foolish and fooled art thou,
For a goodly game
is played:
Thy bride is away with her
lover last night,
And I am her little
handmaid.”
And the King’s son sware
a great oath, said he,
Oh, the maiden’s
heart is merry!
“If the Earl’s
fair daughter a traitress be,
The little handmaid is enough
for me.”
Put on garments
of white, my maidens!
The King’s son walks
in the garden fair
Oh, the maiden’s
heart is merry!
And the little handmaiden
walketh there,
But the old Earl pulleth his
beard for care.
Put on garments
of white, my maidens!
ABU MIDJAN.
Underneath a tree at noontide
Abu Midjan sits
distressed,
Fetters on his wrists and
ancles,
And his chin upon
his breast;
For the Émir’s
guard had taken,
As they passed
from line to line,
Reeling in the camp at midnight,
Abu Midjan drunk
with wine.
Now he sits and rolls uneasy,
Very fretful,
for he hears,
Near at hand, the shout of
battle,
And the din of
driving spears.
Both his heels in wrath are
digging
Trenches in the
grassy soil,
And his fingers clutch and
loosen,
Dreaming of the
Persian spoil.
To the garden, over-weary
Of the sound of
hoof and sword,
Came the Émir’s
gentle lady,
Anxious for her
fighting lord.
Very sadly, Abu Midjan,
Hanging down his
head for shame,
Spake in words of soft appealing
To the tender-hearted
dame:
“Lady, while the doubtful
battle
Ebbs and flows
upon the plains,
Here in sorrow, meek and idle,
Abu Midjan sits
in chains.
“Surely Saad would be
safer
For the strength
of even me;
Give me then his armour, Lady,
And his horse,
and set me free.
“When the day of fight
is over,
With the spoil
that he may earn,
To his chains, if he is living,
Abu Midjan will
return.”
She, in wonder and compassion,
Had not heart
to say him nay;
So, with Saad’s horse
and armour,
Abu Midjan rode
away.
Happy from the fight at even,
Saad told his
wife at meat,
How the army had been succoured
In the fiercest
battle-heat,
By a stranger horseman, coming
When their hands
were most in need,
And he bore the arms of Saad,
And was mounted
on his steed;
How the faithful battled forward,
Mighty where the
stranger trod,
Till they deemed him more
than mortal,
And an angel sent
from God.
Then the lady told her master
How she gave the
horse and mail
To the drunkard, and had taken
Abu Midjan’s
word for bail.
To the garden went the Emir,
Running to the
tree, and found
Torn with many wounds and
bleeding,
Abu Midjan meek
and bound.
And the Emir loosed him, saying,
As he gave his
hand for sign,
“Never more shall Saad’s
fetters
Chafe thee for
a draught of wine.”
Three times to the ground
in silence
Abu Midjan bent
his head;
Then with glowing eyes uplifted,
To the Emir spake
and said:
“While an earthly lord
controlled me,
All things for
the wine I bore;
Now, since God alone shall
judge me,
Abu Midjan drinks
no more.”
THE WEAVER.
All day, all day, round the
clacking net
The weaver’s
fingers fly:
Gray dreams like frozen mists
are set
In the hush of
the weaver’s eye;
A voice from the dusk is calling
yet,
“Oh, come
away, or we die!”
Without is a horror of hosts
that fight,
That rest not,
and cease not to kill,
The thunder of feet and the
cry of flight,
A slaughter weird
and shrill;
Gray dreams are set in the
weaver’s sight,
The weaver is
weaving still.
“Come away, dear soul,
come away, or we die;
Hear’st
thou the moan and the rush! Come away;
The people are slain at the
gates, and they fly;
The kind God hath
left them this day;
The battle-axe cleaves, and
the foemen cry,
And the red swords
swing and slay.”
“Nay, wife, what boots
it to fly from pain,
When pain is wherever
we fly?
And death is a sweeter thing
than a chain:
’Tis sweeter
to sleep than to cry.
The kind God giveth the days
that wane;
If the kind God
hath said it, I die.”
And the weaver wove, and the
good wife fled,
And the city was
made a tomb,
And a flame that shook from
the rocks overhead
Shone into that
silent room,
And touched like a wide red
kiss on the dead
Brown weaver slain
by his loom.
Yet I think that in some dim
shadowy land,
Where no suns
rise or set,
Where the ghost of a whilom
loom doth stand
Round the dusk
of its silken net,
Forever flyeth his shadowy
hand,
And the weaver
is weaving yet.
THE THREE PILGRIMS.
In days, when the fruit of
men’s labour was sparing,
And hearts were
weary and nigh to break,
A sweet grave man with a beautiful
bearing
Came to us once
in the fields and spake.
He told us of Roma, the marvellous
city,
And of One that
came from the living God,
The Virgins’ Son, who
in heavenly pity,
Bore for His people
the rood and rod,
And how at Roma the gods were
broken,
The new was strong,
and the old nigh dead,
And love was more than a bare
word spoken,
For the sick were
healed and the poor were fed;
And we sat mute at his feet,
and hearkened:
The grave man
came in an hour; and went,
But a new light shone on a
land long darkened;
The toil was weary,
the fruit was spent:
So we came south, till we
saw the city,
Speeding three
of us, hand in hand,
Seeking peace and the bread
of pity,
Journeying out
of the Umbrian land;
Till we saw from the hills
in a dazzled coma
Over the vines
that the wind made shiver,
Tower on tower, the great
city Roma,
Palace and temple,
and winding river:
And we stood long in a dream
and waited,
Watching and praying
and purified,
And came at last to the walls
belated,
Entering in at
the eventide:
And many met us with song
and dancing,
Mantled in skins
and crowned with flowers,
Waving goblets and torches
glancing;
Faces drunken,
that grinned in ours:
And one, that ran in the midst,
came near us
“Crown yourselves
for the feast,” he said,
But we cried out, that the
God might hear us,
“Where is
Jesus, the living bread?”
And they took us each by the
hand with laughter;
Their eyes were
haggard and red with wine:
They haled us on, and we followed
after,
“We will
show you the new God’s shrine.”
Ah, woe to our tongues, that,
forever unsleeping,
Harp and uncover
the old hot care,
The soothing ash from the
embers sweeping,
Wherever the soles
of our sad feet fare.
Ah, we were simple of mind,
not knowing,
How dreadful the
heart of a man might be;
But the knowledge of evil
is mighty of growing;
Only the deaf
and the blind are free.
We came to a garden of beauty
and pleasure
It was not the
way that our own feet chose
Where a revel was whirling
in many a measure,
And the myriad
roar of a great crowd rose;
And the midmost round of the
garden was reddened
With pillars of
fire in a great high ring
One look and our
souls forever were deadened,
Though our feet
yet move, and our dreams yet sting;
For we saw that each was a
live man flaming,
Limbs that a human
mother bore,
And a thing of horror was
done, past naming,
And the crowd
spun round, and we saw no more.
And he that ran in the midst,
descrying,
Lifted his hand
with a foul red sneer,
And smote us each and the
other, crying,
“Thus we
worship the new God here.
“The Cæsar comes, and
the people’s pæans
Hail his name
for the new made light,
Pitch and the flesh of the
Galileans,
Torches fit for
a Roman night;”
And we fell down to the earth,
and sickened,
Moaning, three
of us, head by head,
“Where is He, whom the
good God quickened?
Where is Jesus,
the living bread?”
Yet ever we heard, in the
foul mirth turning,
Man and woman
and child go by,
And ever the yells of the
charred men burning,
Piercing heavenward,
cry on cry;
And we lay there, till the
frightful revel
Died in the dawn
with a few short moans
Of some that knelt in the
wan and level
Shadows, that
fell from the blackened bones.
Numb with horror and sick
with pity,
The heart of each
as an iron weight,
We crept in the dawn from
the awful city,
Journeying out
of the seaward gate.
The great sun came from the
sea before us;
A soft wind blew
from the scented south;
But our eyes knew not of the
steps that bore us
Down to the ships
at the Tiber’s mouth;
And we prayed then, as we
turned our faces
Over the sea to
the living God,
That our ways might be in
the fierce bare places,
Where never the
foot of a live man trod:
And we set sail in the noon
not caring.
Whither the prow
of the dark ship came,
No more over the old ways
faring;
For the sea was
cold, but the land was flame:
And the keen ship sped, and
a deadly coma
Blotted away from
our eyes forever,
Tower on tower, the great
city Roma,
Palace and temple
and yellow river.
THE COMING OF WINTER.
Out of the Northland sombre
weirds are calling;
A shadow falleth
southward day by day;
Sad summer’s arms grow
cold; his fire is falling;
His feet draw
back to give the stern one way.
It is the voice and shadow
of the slayer,
Slayer of loves,
sweet world, slayer of dreams;
Make sad thy voice with sober
plaint and prayer;
Make gray thy
woods, and darken all thy streams.
Black grows the river, blacker
drifts the eddy:
The sky is grey;
the woods are cold below:
Oh make thy bosom, and thy
sad lips ready,
For the cold kisses
of the folding snow.
EASTER EVE.
Hear me, Brother, gently met;
Just a little, turn not yet,
Thou shalt laugh, and soon
forget:
Now
the midnight draweth near.
I have little more to tell;
Soon with hollow stroke and
knell,
Thou shalt count the palace
bell,
Calling
that the hour is here.
Burdens black and strange
to bear,
I must tell, and thou must
share,
Listening with that stony
stare,
Even
as many a man before.
Years have lightly come and
gone
In their jocund unison.
But the tides of life roll
on
They
remember now no more.
Once upon a night of glee,
In an hour of revelry,
As I wandered restlessly,
I
beheld with burning eye,
How a pale procession rolled
Through a quarter quaint and
old,
With its banners and its gold,
And
the crucifix went by.
Well I knew that body brave
That was pierced and hung
to save,
But my flesh was now a grave
For
the soul that gnashed within.
He that they were bearing
by,
With their banners white and
high,
He was pure, and foul was
I,
And
his whiteness mocked my sin.
Ah, meseemed that even he,
Would not wait to look on
me,
In my years and misery,
Things
that he alone could heal.
In mine eyes I felt the flame
Of a rage that nought could
tame,
And I cried and cursed his
name,
Till
my brain began to reel.
In a moment I was ’ware,
How that many watching there,
Fearfully with blanch and
stare,
Crossed
themselves, and shrank away;
Then upon my reeling mind,
Like a sharp blow from behind,
Fell the truth, and left me
blind,
Hopeless
now, and all astray.
O’er the city wandering
wide,
Seeking but some place to
hide,
Where the sounds of mirth
had died,
Through
the shaken night I stole;
From the ever-eddying stream
Of the crowds that did but
seem
Like processions in a dream
To
my empty echoing soul.
Till I came at last alone
To a hidden street of stone,
Where the city’s monotone
On
the silence fell no more.
Then I saw how one in white
With a footstep mute and light,
Through the shadow of the
night
Like
a spirit paced before.
And a sudden stillness came
Through my spirit and my frame,
And a spell without a name
Held
me in his mystic track.
Though his presence seemed
so mild,
Yet he led me like a child,
With a yearning strange and
wild,
That
I dared not turn me back.
Oh, I could not see his face,
Nor behold his utmost grace,
Yet I might not change my
pace
Fastened
by a strange belief;
For his steps were sad and
slow,
And his hands hung straight
below,
And his head was bowed, as
though
Pressed
by some immortal grief.
So I followed, yet not I
Held alone that company:
Every silent passer-by
Paled
and turned and joined with me;
So we followed still and fleet,
While the city street by street,
Fell behind our rustling feet
Like
a deadened memory.
Where the sound of sin and
riot
Broke upon the night’s
dim quiet,
And the solemn bells hung
nigh it
Echoed
from their looming towers;
Where the mourners wept alway,
Watching for the morning grey;
Where the weary toiler lay,
Husbanding
the niggard hours;
By the gates where all night
long
Guests in many a joyous throng,
With the sound of dance and
song,
Dreamed
in golden palaces;
Still he passed, and door
by door
Opened with a pale outpour,
And the revel rose no more
Hushed
in deeper phantasies.
As we passed, the talk and
stir
Of the quiet wayfarer
And the noisy banqueter
Died
upon the midnight dim.
They that reeled in drunken
glee
Shrank upon the trembling
knee,
And their jests died pallidly,
As
they rose and followed him.
From the street and from the
hall,
From the flare of festival
None that saw him stayed,
but all
Followed
where his wonder would:
And our feet at first so few
Gathered as those white feet
drew,
Till at last our number grew
To
a pallid multitude;
And the hushed and awful beat
Of our pale unnumbered feet
Made a murmur strange and
sweet,
As
we followed evermore.
Now the night was almost passed,
And the dawn was overcast,
When the stranger stayed at
last
At
a great cathedral door.
Never word the stranger said,
But he slowly raised his head,
And the vast doors opened
By
an unseen hand withdrawn;
And in silence wave on wave,
Like an army from the grave,
Up the aisles and up the nave,
All
that spectral crowd rolled on.
As I followed close behind,
Knowledge like an awful wind
Seemed to blow my naked mind
Into
darkness black and bare;
Yet with longing wild and
dim,
And a terror vast and grim,
Nearer still I pressed to
him,
Till
I almost touched his hair.
From the gloom so strange
and eery,
From the organ low and dreary,
Rose the wailing miséréré,
By
mysterious voices sung;
And a dim light shone, none
knew,
How it came, or whence it
grew,
From the dusky roof and through
All
the solemn spaces flung.
But the stranger still passed
on,
Till he reached the altar
stone,
And with body white and prone
Sunk
his forehead to the floor;
And I saw in my despair,
Standing like a spirit there,
How his head was bruised and
bare,
And
his hands were clenched before,
How his hair was fouled and
knit
With the blood that clotted
it,
Where the prickled thorns
had bit
In
his crowned agony;
In his hands so wan and blue,
Leaning out, I saw the two
Marks of where the nails pierced
through,
Once
on gloomy Calvary.
Then with trembling throat
I owned
All my dark sin unatoned,
Telling it with lips that
moaned,
And
methought an echo came
From the bended crowd below,
Each one breathing faint and
low,
Sins that none but he might
know:
“Master
I did curse thy name.”
And I saw him slowly rise
With his sad unearthly eyes,
Meeting mine with meek surprise,
And
a voice came solemnly.
“Never more on mortal
ground
For thy soul shall rest be
found,
But when bells at midnight
sound
Thou
must rise and come with me.”
Then my forehead smote the
floor,
Swooning, and I knew no more,
Till I heard the chancel door
Open
for the choristers:
But the stranger’s form
was gone,
And the church was dim and
lone:
Through the silence, one by
one
Stole
the early worshippers.
I am ageing now I know;
That was many years ago,
Yet or I shall rest below
In
the grave where none intrude,
Night by night I roam the
street,
And that awful form I meet,
And I follow pale and fleet,
With
a ghostly multitude.
Every night I see his face,
With its sad and burdened
grace,
And the torn and bloody trace,
That
in hands and feet he has.
Once my life was dark and
bad;
Now its days are strange and
sad,
And the people call me mad:
See,
they whisper as they pass.
Even now the echoes roll
From the swinging bells that
toll;
It is midnight, now my soul
Hasten;
for he glideth by.
Stranger, ’tis no phantasie:
Look! my master waits for
me
Mutely, but thou canst not
see
With
thy mortal blinded eye.
THE ORGANIST.
In his dim chapel
day by day
The organist was
wont to play,
And please himself with fluted
reveries;
And all the spirit’s
joy and strife,
The longing of
a tender life,
Took sound and form upon the
ivory keys;
And though he
seldom spoke a word,
The simple hearts
that loved him heard
His
glowing soul in these.
One day as he
was wrapped, a sound
Of feet stole
near; he turned and found
A little maid that stood beside
him there.
She started, and
in shrinking-wise
Besought him with
her liquid eyes
And little features, very
sweet and spare.
“You love
the music, child,” he said,
And laid his hand
upon her head,
And
smoothed her matted hair.
She answered,
“At the door one day
I sat and heard
the organ play;
I did not dare to come inside
for fear;
But yesterday,
a little while,
I crept half up
the empty aisle
And heard the music sounding
sweet and clear;
To-day I thought
you would not mind,
For, master dear,
your face was kind,
And
so I came up here.”
“You love
the music then,” he said,
And still he stroked
her golden head,
And followed out some winding
reverie;
“And you
are poor?” said he at last;
The maiden nodded,
and he passed
His hand across his forehead
dreamingly;
“And will
you be my friend?” he spake,
“And on
the organ learn to make
Grand
music here with me?”
And all the little
maiden’s face
Was kindled with
a grateful grace;
“Oh, master, teach me;
I will slave for thee!”
She cried; and
so the child grew dear
To him, and slowly
year by year
He taught her all the organ’s
majesty;
And gave her from
his slender store
Bread and warm
clothing, that no more
Her
cheeks were pinched to see.
And year by year
the maiden grew
Taller and lovelier,
and the hue
Deepened upon her tender cheeks
untried.
Rounder, and queenlier,
and more fair
Her form grew,
and her golden hair
Fell yearly richer at the
master’s side.
In speech and
bearing, form and face,
Sweeter and graver,
grace by grace,
Her
beauties multiplied.
And sometimes
at his work a glow
Would touch him,
and he murmured low,
“How beautiful she is?”
and bent his head;
And sometimes
when the day went by
And brought no
maiden he would sigh,
And lean and listen for her
velvet tread;
And he would drop
his hands and say,
“My music
cometh not to-day;
Pray
God she be not dead!”
So the sweet maiden
filled his heart,
And with her growing
grew his art,
For day by day more wondrously
he played.
Such heavenly
things the master wrought,
That in his happy
dreams he thought
The organ’s self did
love the gold-haired maid:
But she, the maiden,
never guessed
What prayers for
her in hours of rest
The
sombre organ prayed.
At last, one summer
morning fair,
The maiden came
with braided hair
And took his hands, and held
them eagerly.
“To-morrow
is my wedding day;
Dear master, bless
me that the way
Of life be smooth, not bitter
unto me.”
He stirred not;
but the light did go
Out of his shrunken
cheeks, and oh!
His
head hung heavily.
“You love
him, then?” “I love him well,”
She answered,
and a numbness fell
Upon his eyes and all his
heart that bled.
A glory, half
a smile, abode
Within the maiden’s
eyes and glowed
Upon her parted lips.
The master said,
“God bless
and bless thee, little maid,
With peace and
long delight,” and laid
His
hands upon her head.
And she was gone;
and all that day
The hours crept
up and slipped away,
And he sat still, as moveless
as a stone.
The night came
down, with quiet stars,
And darkened him:
in colored bars
Along the shadowy aisle the
moonlight shone.
And then the master
woke and passed
His hands across
the keys at last,
And
made the organ moan.
The organ shook,
the music wept;
For sometimes
like a wail it crept
In broken moanings down the
shadows drear;
And otherwhiles
the sound did swell,
And like a sudden
tempest fell
Through all the windows wonderful
and clear.
The people gathered
from the street,
And filled the
chapel seat by seat
They
could not choose but hear.
And there they
sat till dawning light,
Nor ever stirred
for awe. “To-night,
The master hath a noble mood,”
they said.
But on a sudden
ceased the sound:
Like ghosts the
people gathered round,
And on the keys they found
his fallen head.
The silent organ
had received
The master’s
broken heart relieved,
And
he was white and dead.
THE MONK.
I.
In Nino’s chamber not
a sound intrudes
Upon the midnight’s
tingling silentness,
Where Nino sits before his
book and broods,
Thin and brow-burdened
with some fine distress,
Some gloom that hangs about
his mournful moods
His weary bearing
and neglected dress:
So sad he sits, nor ever turns
a leaf
Sorrow’s pale miser
o’er his hoard of grief.
II.
Young Nino and Leonora, they
had met
Once at a revel
by some lover’s chance,
And they were young with hearts
already set
To tender thoughts,
attuned to romance;
Wherefore it seemed they never
could forget
That winning touch,
that one bewildering glance:
But found at last a shelter
safe and sweet,
Where trembling hearts and
longing hands might meet.
III.
Ah, sweet their dreams, and
sweet the life they led
With that great
love that was their bosoms’ all,
Yet ever shadowed by some
circling dread
It gloomed at
moments deep and tragical,
And so for many a month they
seemed to tread
With fluttering
hearts, whatever might befall,
Half glad, half sad, their
sweet and secret way
To the soft tune of some old
lover’s lay.
IV.
But she is gone, alas he knows
not where,
Or how his life
that tender gift should lose:
Indeed his love was ever full
of care,
The hasty joys
and griefs of him who woos,
Where sweet success is neighbour
to despair,
With stolen looks
and dangerous interviews:
But one long week she came
not, nor the next,
And so he wandered here and
there perplext;
V.
Nor evermore she came.
Full many days
He sought her
at their trysts, devised deep schemes
To lure her back, and fell
on subtle ways
To win some word
of her; but all his dreams
Vanished like smoke, and then
in sore amaze
From town to town,
as one that crazed seems,
He wandered, following in
unhappy quest
Uncertain clues that ended
like the rest.
VI.
And now this midnight, as
he sits forlorn,
The printed page
for him no meaning bears;
With every word some torturing
dream is born;
And every thought
is like a step that scares
Old memories up to make him
weep and mourn.
He cannot turn
but from their latchless lairs,
The weary shadows of his lost
delight
Rise up like dusk birds through
the lonely night.
VII.
And still with questions vain
he probes his grief,
Till thought is
wearied out, and dreams grow dim.
What bitter chance, what woe
beyond belief
Could keep his
lady’s heart so hid from him?
Or was her love indeed but
light and brief,
A passing thought,
a moment’s dreamy whim?
Aye there it stings, the woe
that never sleeps:
Poor Nino leans upon his book,
and weeps.
VIII.
Until at length the sudden
grief that shook
His pierced bosom
like a gust is past,
And laid full weary on the
wide-spread book,
His eyes grow
dim with slumber light and fast;
But scarcely have his dreams
had time to look
On lands of kindlier
promise, when aghast
He starts up softly, and in
wondering wise
Listens atremble with wide
open eyes.
IX.
What sound was that?
Who knocks like one in dread
With such swift
hands upon his outer door?
Perhaps some beggar driven
from his bed
By gnawing hunger
he can bear no more,
Or questing traveller with
confused tread,
Straying, bewildered
in the midnight hoar.
Nino uprises, scared, he knows
not how,
The dreams still pale about
his burdened brow.
X.
The heavy bolt he draws, and
unawares
A stranger enters
with slow steps, unsought,
A long robed monk, and in
his hand he bears
A jewelled goblet
curiously wrought;
But of his face beneath the
cowl he wears
For all his searching
Nino seeth nought;
And slowly past him with long
stride he hies,
While Nino follows with bewildered
eyes.
XI.
Straight on he goes with dusky
rustling gown.
His steps are
soft, his hands are white and fine;
And still he bears the goblet
on whose crown
A hundred jewels
in the lamplight shine;
And ever from its edges dripping
down
Falls with dark
stain the rich and lustrous wine,
Wherefrom through all the
chamber’s shadowy deeps
A deadly perfume like a vapour
creeps.
XII.
And now he sets it down with
careful hands
On the slim table’s
polished ebony;
And for a space as if in dreams
he stands,
Close hidden in
his sombre drapery.
“Oh lover, by thy lady’s
last commands,
I bid thee hearken,
for I bear with me
A gift to give thee and a
tale to tell
From her who loved thee, while
she lived, too well.”
XIII.
The stranger’s voice
falls slow and solemnly.
Tis soft, and
rich, and wondrous deep of tone;
And Nino’s face grows
white as ivory,
Listening fast-rooted
like a shape of stone.
Ah, blessed saints, can such
a dark thing be?
And was it death,
and is Leonora gone?
Oh, love is harsh, and life
is frail indeed,
That gives men joy, and then
so makes them bleed.
XIV.
“There is the gift I
bring”; the stranger’s head
Turns to the cup
that glitters at his side:
“And now my tongue draws
back for very dread,
Unhappy youth,
from what it must not hide.
The saddest tale that ever
lips have said;
Yet thou must
know how sweet Leonora died,
A broken martyr for love’s
weary sake,
And left this gift for thee
to leave or take.”
XV.
Poor Nino listens with that
marble face,
And eyes that
move not, strangely wide and set.
The monk continues with his
mournful grace:
“She told
me, Nino, how you often met
In secret, and your plighted
loves kept pace
Together, tangled
in the self-same net;
Your dream’s dark danger
and its dread you knew,
And still you met, and still
your passion grew.
XVI.
“And aye with that luxurious
fire you fed
Your dangerous
longing daily, crumb by crumb;
Nor ever cared that still
above your head
The shadow grew;
for that your lips were dumb.
You knew full keenly you could
never wed:
’Twas all
a dream: the end must surely come;
For not on thee her father’s
eyes were turned
To find a son, when mighty
lords were spurned.
XVII.
“Thou knowest that new-sprung
prince, that proud up-start,
Pisa’s new
tyrant with his armed thralls,
Who bends of late to take
the people’s part,
Yet plays the
king among his marble halls,
Whose gloomy palace in our
city’s heart
Frowns like a
fortress with its loop-holed walls.
’Twas him he sought
for fair Leonora’s hand,
That so his own declining
house might stand.
XVIII.
“The end came soon;
’twas never known to thee;
But, when your
love was scarce a six months old,
She sat one day beside her
father’s knee,
And in her ears
the dreadful thing was told.
Within one month her bridal
hour should be
With Messer Gianni
for his power and gold;
And as she sat with whitened
lips the while,
The old man kissed her, with
his crafty smile.
XIX.
“Poor pallid lady, all
the woe she felt
Thou, wretched
Nino, thou alone canst know.
Down at his feet with many
a moan she knelt,
And prayed that
he would never wound her so.
Ah, tender saints! it was
a sight to melt
The flintiest
heart; but his could never glow.
He sat with clenched hands
and straightened head,
And frowned, and glared, and
turned from white to red.
XX.
“And still with cries
about his knees she clung,
Her tender bosom
broken with her care.
His words were brief, with
bitter fury flung:
’The father’s
will the child must meekly bear;
I am thy father, thou a girl
and young.’
Then to her feet
she rose in her despair,
And cried with tightened lips
and eyes aglow,
One daring word, a straight
and simple, “No”!
XXI.
“Her father left her
with wild words, and sent
Rough men, who
dragged her to a dungeon deep,
Where many a weary soul in
darkness pent
For many a year
had watched the slow days creep,
And there he left her for
his dark intent,
Where madness
breeds and sorrows never sleep.
Coarse robes he gave her,
and her lips he fed
With bitter water and a crust
of bread.
XXII.
“And day by day still
following out his plan,
He came to her,
and with determined spite
Strove with soft words and
then with curse and ban
To bend her heart
so wearied to his might,
And aye she bode his bitter
pleasure’s span,
As one that hears,
but hath not sense or sight.
Ah, Nino, still her breaking
heart held true:
Poor lady sad, she had no
thought but you.
XXIII.
“The father tired at
last and came no more,
But in his settled
anger bade prepare
The marriage feast with all
luxurious store,
With pomps, and
shows and splendors rich and rare;
And so in toil another fortnight
wore,
Nor knew she aught
what things were in the air,
Till came the old lord’s
message brief and coarse:
Within three days she should
be wed by force.
XXIV.
“And all that noon and
weary night she lay,
Poor child, like
death upon her prison stone,
And none that came to her
but crept away,
Sickened at heart
to see her lips so moan,
Her eyes so dim within their
sockets grey,
Her tender cheeks
so thin and ghastly grown;
But when the next morn’s
light began to stir,
She sent and prayed that I
might be with her.
XXV.
“This boon he gave:
perchance he deemed that I,
The chaplain of
his house, her childhood’s friend,
With patient tones and holy
words, might try
To soothe her
purpose to his gainful end.
I bowed full low before his
crafty eye,
But knew my heart
had no base help to lend.
That night with many a silent
prayer I came
To poor Leonora in her grief
and shame.
XXVI.
“But she was strange
to me: I could not speak
For glad amazement,
mixed with some dark fear;
I saw her stand no longer
pale and weak,
But a proud maiden,
queenly and most clear,
With flashing eyes and vermeil
in her cheek:
And on the little
table, set anear,
I marked two goblets of rare
workmanship
With some strange liquor crowned
to the lip.
XXVII.
“And then she ran to
me and caught my hand,
Tightly imprisoned
in her meagre twain,
And like the ghost of sorrow
she did stand,
And eyed me softly
with a liquid pain:
’Oh father, grant, I
pray thee, I command,
One boon to me,
I’ll never ask again,
One boon to me and to my love,
to both;
Dear father, grant, and bind
it with an oath.’
XXVIII.
“This granted I, and
then with many a wail
She told me all
the story of your woe,
And when she finished, lightly
but most pale,
To those two brimming
goblets she did go,
And one she took within her
fingers frail,
And looked down
smiling in its crimson glow:
’And now thine oath
I’ll tell; God grant to thee
No rest in grave, if thou
be false to me.
XXIX.
“’Alas, poor me!
whom cruel hearts would wed
On the sad morrow
to that wicked lord;
But I’ll not go; nay,
rather I’ll be dead,
Safe from their
frown and from their bitter word.
Without my Nino life indeed
were sped;
And sith we two
can never more accord
In this drear world, so weary
and perplext,
We’ll die, and win sweet
pleasure in the next.
XXX.
“’Oh father, God
will never give thee rest,
If thou be false
to what thy lips have sworn,
And false to love, and false
to me distressed,
A helpless maid,
so broken and outworn.
This cup she put
it softly to her breast
I pray thee carry,
ere the morrow morn,
To Nino’s hand, and
tell him all my pain;
This other with mine own lips
I will drain.’
XXXI.
“Slowly she raised it
to her lips, the while
I darted forward,
madly fain to seize
Her dreadful hands, but with
a sudden wile
She twisted and
sprang from me with bent knees,
And rising turned upon me
with a smile,
And drained her
goblet to the very lees.
‘Oh priest, remember,
keep thine oath,’ she cried,
And the spent goblet fell
against her side.
XXXII.
“And then she moaned
and murmured like a bell:
‘My Nino,
my sweet Nino!’ and no more
She said, but fluttered like
a bird and fell
Lifeless as marble
to the footworn floor;
And there she lies even now
in lonely cell,
Poor lady, pale
with all the grief she bore,
She could not live, and still
be true to thee,
And so she’s gone where
no rude hands can be.”
XXXIII.
The monk’s voice pauses
like some mournful flute,
Whose pondered
closes for sheer sorrow fail,
And then with hand that seems
as it would suit
A soft girl best,
it is so light and frail,
He turns half round, and for
a moment mute
Points to the
goblet, and so ends his tale:
“Mine oath is kept,
thy lady’s last command;
’Tis but a short hour
since it left her hand.”
XXXIV.
So ends the stranger:
surely no man’s tongue
Was e’er
so soft, or half so sweet, as his.
Oft as he listened, Nino’s
heart had sprung
With sudden start
as from a spectre’s kiss;
For deep in many a word he
deemed had rung
The liquid fall
of some loved emphasis;
And so it pierced his sorrow
to the core,
The ghost of tones that he
should hear no more.
XXXV.
But now the tale is ended,
and still keeps
The stranger hidden
in his dusky weed;
And Nino stands, wide-eyed,
as one that sleeps,
And dimly wonders
how his heart doth bleed.
Anon he bends, yet neither
moans nor weeps,
But hangs atremble,
like a broken reed;
“Ah! bitter fate, that
lured and sold us so,
Poor lady mine; alas for all
our woe!”
XXXVI.
But even as he moans in such
dark mood,
His wandering
eyes upon the goblet fall.
Oh, dreaming heart! Oh,
strange ingratitude!
So to forget his
lady’s lingering call,
Her parting gift, so rich,
so crimson-hued,
The lover’s
draught, that shall be cure for all.
He lifts the goblet lightly
from its place,
And smiles, and rears it with
his courtly grace.
XXXVII.
“Oh, lady sweet, I shall
not long delay:
This gift of thine
shall bring me to thine eyes.
Sure God will send on no unpardoned
way
The faithful soul,
that at such bidding dies.
When thou art gone, I cannot
longer stay
To brave this
world with all its wrath and lies,
Where hands of stone and tongues
of dragon’s breath
Have bruised mine angel to
her piteous death.”
XXXVIII.
And now the gleaming goblet
hath scarce dyed
His lips’
thin pallor with its deathly red,
When Nino starts in wonder,
fearful-eyed,
For, lo! the stranger
with outstretched head
Springs at his face one soft
and sudden stride,
And from his hand
the deadly cup hath sped,
Dashed to the ground, and
all it’s seeded store
Runs out like blood upon the
marble floor.
XXXIX.
“Oh Nino, my sweet Nino!
speak to me,
Nor stand so strange,
nor look so deathly pale.
’Twas all to prove thy
heart’s deaf constancy
I brought that
cup and told that piteous tale.
Ah! chains and cells and cruel
treachery
Are weak indeed
when women’s hearts assail.
Art angry, Nino?” ’Tis
no monk that cries,
But sweet Leonora with her
love-lit eyes.
XL.
She dashes from her brow the
pented hood;
The dusky robe
falls rustling to her feet;
And there she stands, as aye
in dreams she stood.
Ah, Nino, see!
Sure man did never meet
So warm a flower from such
a sombre bud,
So trembling fair,
so wan, so pallid sweet.
Aye, Nino, down like saint
upon thy knee,
And soothe her hands with
kisses warm and free.
XLI.
And now with broken laughter
on her lips,
And now with moans
remembering of her care,
She weeps, and smiles, and
like a child she slips
Her lily fingers
through his curly hair,
The while her head with all
it’s sweet she dips,
Close to his ear,
to soothe and murmur there;
“Oh, Nino, I was hid
so long from thee,
That much I doubted what thy
love might be.
XLII.
“And though ’twas
cruel hard of me to try
Thy faithful heart
with such a fearful test,
Yet now thou canst be happy,
sweet, as I
Am wondrous happy
in thy truth confessed.
To haggard death indeed thou
needst not fly
To find the softness
of thy lady’s breast;
For such a gift was never
death’s to give,
But thou shalt have me for
thy love, and live.
XLIII.
“Dost see these cheeks,
my Nino? they’re so thin,
Not round and
soft, as when thou touched them last:
So long with bitter rage they
pent me in,
Like some poor
thief in lonely dungeon cast;
Only this night through every
bolt and gin
By cunning stealth
I wrought my way at last.
Straight to thine heart I
fled, unfaltering,
Like homeward pigeon with
uncaged wing.
XLIV.
“Nay, Nino, kneel not;
let me hear thee speak.
We must not tarry
long; the dawn is nigh.”
So rises he, for very gladness
weak;
But half in fear
that yet the dream may fly,
He touches mutely mouth and
brow and cheek;
Till in his ear
she ’gins to plead and sigh:
“Dear love, forgive
me for that cruel tale,
That stung thine heart and
made thy lips so pale.”
XLV.
And so he folds her softly
with quick sighs,
And both with
murmurs warm and musical
Talk and retalk, with dim
or smiling eyes,
Of old delights
and sweeter days to fall:
And yet not long, for, ere
the starlit skies
Grow pale above
the city’s eastern wall,
They rise, with lips and happy
hands withdrawn,
And pass out softly into the
dawn.
XLVI.
For Nino knows the captain
of a ship,
The friend of
many journeys, who may be
This very morn will let his
cables slip
For the warm coast
of sunny Sicily.
There in Palermo, at the harbour’s
lip,
A brother lives,
of tried fidelity:
So to the quays by hidden
ways they wend
In the pale morn, nor do they
miss their friend.
XLVII.
And ere the shadow of another
night
Hath darkened
Pisa, many a foe shall stray
Through Nino’s home,
with eyes malignly bright
In wolfish quest,
but shall not find his prey:
The while those lovers in
their white-winged flight
Shall see far
out upon the twilight grey,
Behind, the glimmer of the
sea, before,
The dusky outlines
of a kindlier shore.
THE CHILD’S MUSIC LESSON.
Why weep ye in your innocent
toil at all?
Sweet little hands,
why halt and tremble so?
Full many a wrong note falls,
but let it fall!
Each note to me
is like a golden glow;
Each broken cadence like a
morning call;
Nay, clear and
smooth I would not have you go,
Soft little hands, upon the
curtained threshold set
Of this long life of labour,
and unrestful fret.
Soft sunlight flickers on
the checkered green:
Warm winds are
stirring round my dreaming seat:
Among the yellow pumpkin blooms,
that lean
Their crumpled
rims beneath the heavy heat,
The striped bees in lazy labour
glean
From bell to bell
with golden-feathered feet;
Yet even here the voices of
hard life go by;
Outside, the city
strains with its eternal cry.
Here, as I sit the
sunlight on my face,
And shadows of
green leaves upon mine eyes
My heart, a garden in a hidden
place,
Is full of folded
buds of memories.
Stray hither then with all
your old time grace,
Child-voices,
trembling from the uncertain keys;
Play on, ye little fingers,
touch the settled gloom,
And quickly, one by one, my
waiting buds will bloom.
Ah me, I may not set my feet
again
In any part of
that old garden dear,
Or pluck one widening blossom,
for my pain;
But only at the
wicket gaze I here:
Old scents creep into mine
inactive brain,
Smooth scents
of things, I may not come anear;
I see, far off, old beaten
pathways they adorn;
I cannot feel with hands the
blossom or the thorn.
Toil on, sweet hands; once
more I see the child;
The little child,
that was myself, appears,
And all the old-time beauties,
undefined,
Shine back to
me across the opening years,
Quick griefs, that made the
tender bosom wild,
Short blinding
gusts, that died in passionate tears,
Sweet life, with all its change,
that now so happy seems,
With all its child-heart glories,
and untutored dreams.
Play on into the golden sunshine
so,
Sweeter than all
great artists’ labouring:
I too was like you once, an
age ago:
God keep you,
dimpled fingers, for you bring
Quiet gliding ghosts to me
of joy and woe,
No certain things
at all that thrill or sting,
But only sounds and scents
and savours of things bright,
No joy or aching pain; but
only dim delight.
AN ATHENIAN REVERIE.
How the returning days, one
after one,
Come ever in their rhythmic
round, unchanged,
Yet from each looped robe
for every man
Some new thing falls.
Happy is he
Who fronts them without fear,
and like the gods
Looks out unanxiously on each
day’s gift
With calmly curious eye.
How many things
Even in a little space, both
good and ill,
Have fallen on me, and yet
in all of them
The keen experience or the
smooth remembrance
Hath found some sweet.
It scarcely seems a month
Since we saw Crete; so swiftly
sped the days,
Borne onward with how many
changing scenes,
Filled with how many crowding
memories.
Not soon shall I forget them,
the stout ship,
All the tense labour with
the windy sea,
The cloud-wrapped heights
of Crete, beheld far off,
And white Cytaeon with its
stormy pier,
The fruitful valleys, the
wild mountain road,
And those long days of ever-vigilant
toil,
Scarcely with sleepless craft
and unmoved front
Escaping robbers, that quiet
restful eve
At rich Gortyna, where we
lay and watched
The dripping foliage, and
the darkening fields,
And over all huge-browed above
the night
Ida’s great summit with
it’s fiery crown;
And then once more the stormy
treacherous sea,
The noisy ship, the seamen’s
vehement cries,
That battled with the whistling
wind, the feet
Reeling upon the swaying deck,
and eyes
Strained anxiously toward
land; ah, with what joy
At last the busy pier at Nauplia,
Rest and firm shelter for
our racking brains:
Most sweet of all, most dear
to memory
That journey with Euktemon
through the hills
By fair Cleonae and the lofty
pass;
Then Corinth with its riotous
jollity,
Remembered like a reeling
dream; and here
Good Theron’s wedding,
and this festal day;
And I, chief helper in its
various rites,
Not least, commissioned through
these wakeful hours
To dream before the quiet
thalamos,
Unsleeping, like some full-grown
bearded Eros,
The guardian of love’s
sweetest mysteries.
To-morrow I shall hear again
the din
Of the loosed cables, and
the rowers’ chaunt,
The rattled cordage and the
plunging oars.
Once more the bending sail
shall bear us on
Across the level of the laughing
sea.
Ere mid-day we shall see far
off behind us,
Faint as the summit of a sultry
cloud,
The white Acropolis.
Past Sunium
With rushing keel, the long
Euboean strand,
Hymettus and the pine-dark
hills shall fade
Into the dusk: at Andros
we shall water,
And ere another starlight
hush the shores
From seaward valleys catch
upon the wind
The fragrance of old Chian
vintages.
At Chios many things shall
fall, but none
Can trace the future; rather
let me dream
Of what is now, and what hath
been, for both
Are fraught with life.
Here
the unbroken silence
Awakens thought and makes
remembrance sweet.
How solidly the brilliant
moonlight shines
Into the courts; beneath the
colonnades
How dense the shadows.
I can scarcely see
Yon painted Dian on the darkened
wall;
Yet how the gloom hath made
her real. What sound,
Piercing the leafy covert
of her couch,
Hath startled her. Perchance
some prowling wolf,
Or luckless footsteps of the
stealthy Pan,
Creeping at night among the
noiseless steeps
And hollows of the Erymanthian
woods,
Roused her from sleep.
With listening head,
Snatched bow, and quiver lightly
slung, she stands,
And peers across that dim
and motionless glade,
Beckoning about her heels
the wakeful dogs;
Yet Dian, thus alert, is but
a dream,
Making more real this brooding
quietness.
How strong and wonderful is
night! Mankind
Has yielded all to one sweet
helplessness:
Thought, labour, strife and
all activities
Have ebbed like fever.
The smooth tide of sleep,
Rolling across the fields
of Attica,
Hath covered all the labouring
villages.
Even great Athens with her
busy hands
And busier tongues lies quiet
beneath it’s waves.
Only a steady murmur seems
to come
Up from her silentness, as
if the land
Were breathing heavily in
dreams. Abroad
No creature stirs, not even
the reveller,
Staggering, unlanterned, from
the cool Piraeus,
With drunken shout. The
remnants of the feast,
The crumpled cushions and
the broken wreathes,
Lie scattered in yon shadowy
court, whose stones
Through the warm hours drink
up the staining wine.
The bridal oxen in their well-filled
stalls
Sleep, mindless of the happy
weight they drew.
The torch is charred; the
garlands at the door,
So gay at morning with their
bright festoons,
Hang limp and withered; and
the joyous flutes
Are empty of all sound.
Only my brain
Holds now in it’s remote
unsleeping depths
The echo of the tender hymenaeos
And memory of the modest lips
that sang it.
Within the silent thalamos
the queen,
The sea-sprung radiant Cytherean
reigns,
And with her smiling lips
and fathomless eyes
Regards the lovers, knowing
that this hour
Is theirs once only.
Earth and thought and time
Lie far beyond them, a great
gulf of joy,
Absorbing fear, regret and
every grief,
A warm eternity: or now
perchance
Night and the very weight
of happiness,
Unsought, have turned upon
their tremulous eyes
The mindless stream of sleep;
nor do they care
If dawn should never come.
How
joyously
These hours have gone with
all their pictured scenes,
A string of golden beads for
memory
To finger over in her moods,
or stay
The hunger of some wakeful
hour like this,
The flowers, the myrtles,
the gay bridal train,
The flutes and pensive voices,
the white robes,
The shower of sweet-meats,
and the jovial feast,
The bride cakes, and the teeming
merriment,
Most beautiful of all, most
sweet to name,
The good Lysippe with her
down-cast eyes,
Touched with soft fear, half
scared at all the noise,
Whose tears were ready as
her laughter, fresh,
And modest as some pink anemone.
How young she looked, and
how her smiling lips
Betrayed her happiness.
Ah, who can tell,
How often, when no watchful
eye was near,
Her eager fingers, trembling
and ashamed,
Essayed the apple-pips, or
strewed the floor
With broken poppy petals.
Next to her,
Theron himself the gladest
goodliest figure,
His honest face ruddy with
health and joy,
And smiling like the AEgean,
when the sun
Hangs high in heaven, and
the freshening wind
Comes in from Melos, rippling
all its floor:
And there was Manto too, the
good old crone,
So dear to children with her
store of tales,
Warmed with new life:
how to her old grey face
And withered limbs the very
dance of youth
Seemed to return, and in her
aged eyes
The waning fire rekindled:
little Maeon,
That mischievous satyr with
his tipsy wreath,
Who kept us laughing at his
pranks, and made
Old Pyrrho angry. Him
too sleep hath bound
Upon his rough-hewn couch
with subtle thong,
Crowding his brain with odd
fantastic shapes.
Even in sleep his little limbs,
I think,
Twitch restlessly, and still
his tongue gibes on
With inarticulate murmur.
Ah, quaint Maeon!
And Manto, poor old Manto,
what dim dreams
Of darkly-moving chaos and
slow shapes
Of things that creep encumbered
with huge burdens
Gloom and infest her through
these dragging hours,
Haunting the wavering soul,
so near the grave?
But all things journey to
the same quiet end
At last, life, joy and every
form of motion.
Nothing stands still.
Not least inevitable,
The sad recession of this
passionate love,
Whose panting fires, so soon
and with such grief,
Burn down to ash.
Ai!
Ai! ’tis a strange madness
To give up thought, ambition,
liberty,
And all the rooted custom
of our days,
Even life itself for one all
pampering dream,
That withers like those garlands
at the door;
And yet I have seen many excellent
men
Besotted thus, and some that
bore till death,
In the crook’d vision
and embittered tongue,
The effect of this strange
poison, like a scar,
An ineradicable hurt; but
Fate,
Who deals more wondrously
in this disease
Even than in others, yet doth
sometimes will
To make the same thing unto
different men
Evil or good. Was not
Demetrios happy,
Who wore his fetters with
such grace, and spent
On Chione, the Naxian, that
shrewd girl,
His fortune and his youth,
yet, while she lived,
Enjoyed the rich reward?
He seemed like one,
That trod on wind, and I remember
well,
How when she died in that
remorseless plague,
And I alone stood with him
at the pyre,
He shook me with his helpless
passionate grief.
And honest Agathon, the married
man,
Whose boyish fondness for
his pretty wife
We smiled at, and yet envied;
at the close
Of each day’s labour
how he posted home,
And thence no bait, however
plumed, could draw him.
We laughed, but envied him.
How sweet she looked
That morning at the Dyonisia,
With her rare eyes and modest
girlish grace,
Leading her two small children
by the palm.
I too might marry, if the
faithful gods
Would promise me such joy
as Agathon’s.
Perhaps some day but
no, I am not one
To clip my wings, and wind
about my feet
A net, whose self-made meshes
are as stern
As they are soft. To
me is ever present
The outer world with its untravelled
paths,
The wanderer’s dream,
the itch to see new things.
A single tie could never bind
me fast,
For life, this joyous, busy,
ever-changing life,
Is only dear to me with liberty,
With space of earth for feet
to travel in
And space of mind for thought.
Not
so for all;
To most men life is but a
common thing,
The hours a sort of coin to
barter with,
Whose worth is reckoned by
the sum they buy
In gold, or power, or pleasure;
each short day
That brings not these deemed
fruitless as dry sand.
Their lives are but a blind
activity,
And death to them is but the
end of motion,
Grey children who have madly
eat and drunk,
Won the high seats or filled
their chests with gold.
And yet for all their years
have never seen
The picture of their lives,
or how life looks
To him who hath the deep uneager
eye,
How sweet and large and beautiful
it was,
How strange the part they
played. Like him who sits
Beneath some mighty tree,
with half-closed eyes,
At ease rejoicing in its murmurous
shade,
Yet never once awakes from
his dull dream
To mark with curious joy the
kingly trunk,
The sweeping boughs and tower
of leaves that gave it,
Even so the most of men; they
take the gift,
And care not for the giver.
Strange indeed
Are they, and pitiable beyond
measure,
Who, thus unmindful of their
wretchedness,
Crowd at life’s bountiful
gates, like fattening beggars,
Greedy and blind. For
see how rich a thing
Life is to him who sees, to
whom each hour
Brings some fresh wonder to
be brooded on,
Adds some new group or studied
history
To that wrought sculpture,
that our watchful dreams
Cast up upon the broad expanse
of time,
As in a never-finished frieze,
not less
The little things that most
men pass unmarked
Than those that shake mankind.
Happy is he,
Who, as a watcher, stands
apart from life,
From all life and his own,
and thus from all,
Each thought, each deed, and
each hour’s brief event,
Draws the full beauty, sucks
its meaning dry.
For him this life shall be
a tranquil joy.
He shall be quiet and free.
To him shall come
No gnawing hunger for the
coarser touch,
No mad ambition with its fateful
grasp;
Sorrow itself shall sway him
like a dream.
How full life is; how many
memories
Flash, and shine out, when
thought is sharply stirred;
How the mind works, when once
the wheels are loosed,
How nimbly, with what swift
activity.
I think, ’tis strange
that men should ever sleep,
There are so many things to
think upon,
So many deeds, so many thoughts
to weigh,
To pierce, and plumb them
to the silent depth.
Yet in that thought I do rebuke
myself,
Too little given to probe
the inner heart,
But rather wont, with the
luxurious eye,
To catch from life it’s
outer loveliness,
Such things as do but store
the joyous memory
With food for solace rather
than for thought,
Like light-lined figures on
a painted jar.
I wonder where Euktemon is
to-night,
Euktemon with his rough and
fitful talk,
His moody gesture and defiant
stride;
How strange, how bleak and
unapproachable;
And yet I liked him from the
first. How soon
We know our friends, through
all disguise of mood,
Discerning by a subtle touch
of spirit
The honest heart within.
Euktemon’s glance
Betrayed him with it’s
gusty friendliness,
Flashing at moments from the
clouded brow,
Like brave warm sunshine,
and his laughter too,
So rare, so sudden, so contagious,
How at some merry scene, some
well-told tale,
Or swift invention of the
winged wit,
It broke like thunderous water,
rolling out
In shaken peals on the delighted
ear.
Yet no man would have dreamed,
who saw us two
That first grey morning on
the pier at Crete,
That friendship could have
forged thus easily
A bond so subtle and so sure
between us;
He, gloomy and austere; I,
full of thought
As he, yet in an adverse mood,
at ease,
Lifting with lighter hands
the lids of life,
Untortured by its riddles;
he, whose smiles
Were rare and sudden as the
autumn sun;
I, to whom smiles are ever
near the lip.
And yet I think he loved me
too; my mood
Was not unpleasant to him,
though I know
At times I teased him with
my flickering talk.
How self-immured he was; for
all our converse
I gathered little, little,
of his life,
A bitter trial to me, who
love to learn
The changes of men’s
outer circumstance,
The strokes that fate has
shaped them with, and so,
Fitting to these their present
speech and favour,
Discern the thought within.
From him I gleaned
Nothing. At the least
word, however guarded,
That sought to try the fastenings
of his life
With prying hands, how mute
and dark he grew,
And like the cautious tortoise
at a touch
Drew in beneath his shell.
But
ah, how sweet
The memory of that long untroubled
day,
To me so joyous, and so free
from care,
Spent as I love on foot, our
first together,
When fate and the reluctant
sea at last
Had given us safely to dry
land; the tramp
From grey Mycenae by the pass
to Corinth,
The smooth white road, the
soft caressing air,
Full of the scent of blossoms,
the clear sky,
Strewn lightly with the little
tardy clouds,
Old Helios’ scattered
flock, the low-branched oaks
And fountained resting-places,
the cool nooks,
Where eyes less darkened with
life’s use than mine
Perchance had caught the Naiads
in their dreams,
Or won white glimpses of their
flying heels.
How light our feet were:
with what rhythmic strides
We left the long blue gulf
behind us, sown
Far out with snowy sails;
and how our hearts
Rose with the growth of morning,
till we reached
That moss-hung fountain on
the hillside near
Cleonae, where the dark anémones
Cover the ground, and make
it red like fire.
Could ever grief, I wonder,
or fixed care,
Or even the lingering twilight
of old age,
Divest for me such memories
of their sweet?
Even Euktemon’s obdurate
mood broke down.
The odorous stillness, the
serene bright air,
The leafy shadows, the warm
blossoming earth,
Drew near with their voluptuous
eloquence,
And melted him. Ah, what
a talk we had!
How eagerly our nimble tongues
ran on,
With linked wit, in joyous
sympathy.
Such hours, I think, are better
than long years
Of brooding loneliness, mind
touching mind
To leaping life, and thought
sustaining thought,
Till even the darkest chambers
of grey time,
His ancient seats, and bolted
mysteries,
Open their hoary doors, and
at a look
Lay all their treasures bare.
How, when our thought
Wheeling on ever bolder wings
at last
Grew as it seemed too large
for utterance,
We both fell silent, striving
to recall
And grasp such things as in
our daring mood
We had but glimpsed and leaped
at; yet how long
We studied thus with absent
eyes, I know not;
Our thought died slowly out;
the busy road,
The voices of the passers-by,
the change
Of garb and feature, and the
various tongues
Absorbed us. Ah, how
clearly I recall them!
For in these silent wakeful
hours the mind
Is strangely swift. With
what sharp lines
The shapes of things that
even years have buried
Shine out upon the rapid memory,
Moving and warm like life.
I can see now
The form of that tall peddler,
whose strange wares,
Outlandish dialect and impudent
gait
Awoke Euktemon’s laughter.
In mine ear
Is echoing still the cracking
string of gibes,
They flung at one another.
I remember too
The grey-haired merchant with
his bold black eyes
And brace of slaves, the old
ship captain tanned
With sweeping sea-winds and
the pitiless sun,
But best of all that dainty
amorous pair,
Whose youthful spirit neither
heat nor toil
Could conquer. What a
charming group they made?
The creaking litter and the
long brown poles,
The sinewy bearers with their
cat-like stride,
Dripping with sweat, that
merry dark-eyed girl,
Whose sudden beauty shook
us from our dreams,
And chained our eyes.
How beautiful she was?
Half-hid among the gay Miletian
cushions,
The lovely laughing face,
the gracious form,
The fragrant lightly-knotted
hair, and eyes
Full of the dancing fire of
wanton Corinth.
That happy stripling, whose
delighted feet
Swung at her side, whose tongue
ran on so gaily,
Is it for him alone she wreathes
those smiles,
And tunes so musically that
flexile voice,
Soft as the Lydian flute?
Surely his gait
Proclaimed the lover, and
his well-filled girdle
Not less the lover’s
strength. How joyously
He strode, unmindful of his
ruffled curls,
Whose perfumes still went
wide upon the wind,
His dust-stained robe unheeded,
and the stones
Whose ragged edges frayed
his delicate shoes.
How radiant, how full of hope
he was!
What pleasant memories, how
many things
Rose up again before me, as
I lay
Half-stretched among the crushed
anémones,
And watched them, till a far
off jutting ledge
Precluded sight, still listening
till mine ears
Caught the last vanishing
murmur of their talk.
Only a little longer; then
we rose
With limbs refreshed, and
kept a swinging pace
Toward Corinth; but our talk,
I know not why,
Fell for that day. I
wonder what there was
About those dainty lovers
or their speech,
That changed Euktemon’s
mood; for all the way
From high Cleonae to the city
gates,
Till sunset found us loitering
without aim,
Half lost among the dusky-moving
crowds,
I could get nothing from him
but dark looks,
Short answers and the old
defiant stride.
Some memory pricked him.
It may be, perchance,
A woman’s treachery,
some luckless passion,
In former days endured, hath
seared his blood,
And dowered him with that
cureless bitter humour.
To him solitude and the wanderer’s
life
Alone are sweet, the tumults
of this world
A thing unworthy of the wise
man’s touch,
Its joys and sorrows to be
met alike
With broad-browed scorn.
One quality at least
We have in common; we are
idlers both,
Shifters and wanderers through
this sleepless world,
Albeit in different moods.
’Tis that, I think,
That knit us, and the universal
need
For near companionship.
Howe’er it be,
There is no hand that I would
gladlier grasp,
Either on earth or in the
nether gloom,
When the grey keel shall grind
the Stygian strand,
Than stern Euktemon’s.