LOVE-DOUBT.
Yearning upon the faint rose-curves
that flit
About her child-sweet
mouth and innocent cheek,
And in her eyes
watching with eyes all meek
The light and shadow of laughter,
I would sit
Mute, knowing our two souls
might never knit;
As if a pale proud
lily-flower should seek
The love of some
red rose, but could not speak
One word of her blithe tongue
to tell of it.
For oh, my Love was sunny-lipped
and stirred
With all swift
light and sound and gloom not long
Retained; I, with dreams weighed,
that ever heard
Sad burdens echoing
through the loudest throng
She, the wild song of some
May-merry bird;
I, but the listening
maker of a song.
PERFECT LOVE.
Beloved, those who moan of
love’s brief day
Shall find but
little grace with me, I guess,
Who know too well
this passion’s tenderness
To deem that it shall lightly
pass away,
A moment’s interlude
in life’s dull play;
Though many loves
have lingered to distress,
So shall not ours,
sweet Lady, ne’ertheless,
But deepen with us till both
heads be grey.
For perfect love is like a
fair green plant,
That fades not
with its blossoms, but lives on,
And gentle lovers shall not
come to want,
Though fancy with
its first mad dream be gone;
Sweet is the flower, whose
radiant glory flies,
But sweeter still the green
that never dies.
LOVE-WONDER.
Or whether sad or joyous be
her hours,
Yet ever is she
good and ever fair.
If she be glad,
’tis like a child’s wild air,
Who claps her hands above
a heap of flowers;
And if she’s sad, it
is no cloud that lowers,
Rather a saint’s
pale grace, whose golden hair
Gleams like a
crown, whose eyes are like a prayer
From some quiet window under
minster towers.
But ah, Beloved, how shall
I be taught
To tell this truth
in any rhymed line?
For words and woven phrases
fall to naught,
Lost in the silence
of one dream divine,
Wrapped in the beating wonder
of this thought:
Even thou, who
art so precious, thou art mine!
COMFORT.
Comfort the sorrowful with
watchful eyes
In silence, for
the tongue cannot avail.
Vex not his wounds
with rhetoric, nor the stale
Worn truths, that are but
maddening mockeries
To him whose grief outmasters
all replies.
Only watch near
him gently; do but bring
The piteous help
of silent ministering,
Watchful and tender.
This alone is wise.
So shall thy presence and
thine every motion,
The grateful knowledge of
thy sad devotion
Melt out the passionate
hardness of his grief,
And break the flood-gates
of the pent-up soul.
He shall bow down beneath
thy mute control,
And take thine
hands, and weep, and find relief.
DESPONDENCY.
Slow figures in some live
remorseless frieze,
The approaching
days escapeless and unguessed,
With mask and
shroud impenetrably dressed;
Time, whose inexorable destinies
Bear down upon us like impending
seas;
And the huge presence
of this world, at best
A sightless giant
wandering without rest,
Aged and mad with many miseries.
The weight and measure of
these things who knows?
Resting at times
beside life’s thought-swept stream,
Sobered and stunned with unexpected
blows,
We scarcely hear
the uproar; life doth seem,
Save for the certain nearness
of its woes,
Vain and phantasmal
as a sick man’s dream.
OUTLOOK.
Not to be conquered by these
headlong days,
But to stand free:
to keep the mind at brood
On life’s
deep meaning, nature’s altitude
Of loveliness, and time’s
mysterious ways;
At every thought and deed
to clear the haze
Out of our eyes,
considering only this,
What man, what
life, what love, what beauty is,
This is to live, and win the
final praise.
Though strife, ill fortune
and harsh human need
Beat down the
soul, at moments blind and dumb
With agony; yet,
patience there shall come
Many
great voices from life’s outer sea,
Hours of strange triumph,
and, when few men heed,
Murmurs
and glimpses of eternity.
GENTLENESS.
Blind multitudes that jar
confusedly
At strife, earth’s
children, will ye never rest
From toils made
hateful here, and dawns distressed
With ravelling self-engendered
misery?
And will ye never know, till
sleep shall see
Your graves, how
dreadful and how dark indeed
Are pride, self-will,
and blind-voiced anger, greed,
And malice with its subtle
cruelty?
How beautiful is gentleness,
whose face
Like
April sunshine, or the summer rain,
Swells everywhere
the buds of generous thought?
So easy, and so sweet it is;
its grace
Smoothes
out so soon the tangled knots of pain.
Can ye not learn
it? will ye not be taught?
A PRAYER.
Oh earth, oh dewy mother,
breathe on us
Something of all
thy beauty and thy might,
Us that are part
of day, but most of night,
Not strong like thee, but
ever burdened thus
With glooms and cares, things
pale and dolorous
Whose gladest
moments are not wholly bright;
Something of all
thy freshness and thy light,
Oh earth, oh mighty mother,
breathe on us.
Oh mother, who wast long before
our day,
And after us full
many an age shalt be.
Careworn and blind, we wander
from thy way:
Born of thy strength,
yet weak and halt are we
Grant us, oh mother, therefore,
us who pray,
Some little of
thy light and majesty.
MUSIC.
Move on, light hands, so strongly
tenderly,
Now with dropped
calm and yearning undersong,
Now swift and
loud, tumultuously strong,
And I in darkness, sitting
near to thee,
Shall only hear, and feel,
but shall not see,
One hour made
passionately bright with dreams,
Keen glimpses
of life’s splendour, dashing gleams
Of what we would, and what
we cannot be.
Surely not painful ever, yet
not glad,
Shall such hours
be to me, but blindly sweet,
Sharp
with all yearning and all fact at strife,
Dreams that shine
by with unremembered feet,
And
tones that like far distance make this life
Spectral and wonderful and
strangely sad.
KNOWLEDGE.
What is more large than knowledge
and more sweet;
Knowledge of thoughts
and deeds, of rights and wrongs,
Of passions and
of beauties and of songs;
Knowledge of life; to feel
its great heart beat
Through all the soul upon
her crystal seat;
To see, to feel,
and evermore to know;
To till the old
world’s wisdom till it grow
A garden for the wandering
of our feet.
Oh for a life of leisure and
broad hours,
To think and dream,
to put away small things,
This
world’s perpetual leaguer of dull naughts;
To wander like the bee among
the flowers
Till old age find
us weary, feet and wings
Grown
heavy with the gold of many thoughts.
SIGHT.
The world is bright with beauty,
and its days
Are filled with
music; could we only know
True ends from
false, and lofty things from low;
Could we but tear away the
walls that graze
Our very elbows in life’s
frosty ways;
Behold the width
beyond us with its flow,
Its knowledge
and its murmur and its glow,
Where doubt itself is but
a golden haze.
Ah brothers, still upon our
pathway lies
The shadow of
dim weariness and fear,
Yet if we could but lift our
earthward eyes
To see, and open
our dull ears to hear,
Then should the
wonder of this world draw near
And life’s innumerable
harmonies.
AN OLD LESSON FROM THE FIELDS.
Even as I watched the daylight
how it sped
From noon till
eve, and saw the light wind pass
In long pale waves
across the flashing grass,
And heard through all my dreams,
wherever led,
The thin cicada singing overhead,
I felt what joyance
all this nature has,
And saw myself
made clear as in a glass,
How that my soul was for the
most part dead.
Oh, light, I cried, and, heaven,
with all your blue,
Oh, earth, with
all your sunny fruitfulness,
And
ye, tall lilies, of the wind-vexed field,
What
power and beauty life indeed might yield,
Could we but cast
away its conscious stress,
Simple of heart, becoming
even as you.
WINTER-THOUGHT.
The wind-swayed daisies, that
on every side
Throng the wide
fields in whispering companies,
Serene and gently
smiling like the eyes
Of tender children long beatified,
The delicate thought-wrapped
buttercups that glide
Like sparks of
fire above the wavering grass,
And swing and
toss with all the airs that pass,
Yet seem so peaceful, so preoccupied;
These are the emblems of pure
pleasures flown,
I scarce can think
of pleasure without these.
Even to dream of them is to
disown
The cold forlorn
midwinter reveries,
Lulled with the perfume of
old hopes new-blown,
No longer dreams,
but dear realities.
DEEDS.
’Tis well with words,
oh masters, ye have sought
To turn men’s
yearning to the great and true,
Yet first take
heed to what your own hands do;
By deeds not words the souls
of men are taught;
Good lives alone are fruitful;
they are caught
Into the fountain
of all life (wherethrough
Men’s souls
that drink are broken or made new)
Like drops of heavenly elixir,
fraught
With the clear
essence of eternal youth.
Even one little
deed of weak untruth
Is
like a drop of quenchless venom cast,
A liquid thread,
into life’s feeding stream,
Woven forever
with its crystal gleam,
Bearing
the seed of death and woe at last.
ASPIRATION.
Oh deep-eyed brothers was
there ever here,
Or is there now,
or shall there sometime be
Harbour or any
rest for such as we,
Lone thin-cheeked mariners,
that aye must steer
Our whispering barks with
such keen hope and fear
Toward misty bournes
across that coastless sea,
Whose winds are
songs that ever gust and flee,
Whose shores are dreams that
tower but come not near.
Yet we perchance, for all
that flesh and mind
Of many ills be
marked with many a trace,
Shall find this life more
sweet more strangely kind,
Than they of that
dim-hearted earthly race,
Who creep firm-nailed
upon the earth’s hard face,
And hear nor see not, being
deaf and blind.
THE POETS.
Half god, half brute, within
the self-same shell,
Changers with
every hour from dawn till even,
Who dream with
angels in the gate of heaven,
And skirt with curious eyes
the brinks of hell,
Children of Pan, whom some,
the few, love well,
But most draw
back, and know not what to say,
Poor shining angels,
whom the hoofs betray,
Whose pinions frighten with
their goatish smell.
Half brutish, half divine,
but all of earth,
Half-way ’twixt
hell and heaven, near to man,
The whole world’s
tangle gathered in one span,
Full of this human torture
and this mirth:
Life with its
hope and error, toil and bliss,
Earth-born, earth-reared,
ye know it as it is.
THE TRUTH.
Friend, though thy soul should
burn thee, yet be still.
Thoughts were
not meant for strife, nor tongues for swords.
He that sees clear
is gentlest of his words,
And that’s not truth
that hath the heart to kill.
The whole world’s thought
shall not one truth fulfil.
Dull in our age,
and passionate in youth,
No mind of man
hath found the perfect truth,
Nor shalt thou find it; therefore,
friend, be still.
Watch and be still, nor hearken
to the fool,
The babbler of consistency
and rule:
Wisest is he,
who, never quite secure,
Changes
his thoughts for better day by day:
To-morrow some new light will
shine, be sure,
And thou shalt
see thy thought another way.
THE MARTYRS.
Oh ye, who found in men’s
brief ways no sign
Of strength or
help, so cast them forth, and threw
Your whole souls
up to one ye deemed most true,
Nor failed nor doubted but
held fast your line,
Seeing before you that divine
face shine;
Shall we not mourn,
when yours are now so few,
Those sterner
days, when all men yearned to you,
White souls whose beauty made
their world divine:
Yet still across life’s
tangled storms we see,
Following the
cross, your pale procession led,
One
hope, one end, all others sacrificed,
Self-abnegation, love, humility,
Your faces shining
toward the bended head,
The
wounded hands and patient feet of Christ.
A NIGHT OF STORM.
Oh city, whom grey stormy
hands have sown
With restless
drift, scarce broken now of any,
Out of the dark
thy windows dim and many
Gleam red across the storm.
Sound is there none,
Save evermore the fierce wind’s
sweep and moan,
From whose grey
hands the keen white snow is shaken
In desperate gusts,
that fitfully lull and waken,
Dense as night’s darkness
round thy towers of stone.
Darkling and strange art thou
thus vexed and chidden;
More dark and
strange thy veiled agony,
City of storm, in whose grey
heart are hidden
What stormier
woes, what lives that groan and beat,
Stern and thin-cheeked,
against time’s heavier sleet,
Rude
fates, hard hearts, and prisoning poverty.
THE RAILWAY STATION.
The darkness brings no quiet
here, the light
No waking:
ever on my blinded brain
The flare of lights,
the rush, and cry, and strain,
The engines’ scream,
the hiss and thunder smite:
I see the hurrying crowds,
the clasp, the flight,
Faces that touch,
eyes that are dim with pain:
I see the hoarse
wheels turn, and the great train
Move labouring out into the
bourneless night.
So many souls within its dim
recesses,
So many bright,
so many mournful eyes:
Mine eyes that watch grow
fixed with dreams and guesses;
What threads of
life, what hidden histories,
What sweet or passionate dreams
and dark distresses,
What unknown thoughts,
what various agonies!
A FORECAST.
What days await this woman,
whose strange feet
Breathe spells,
whose presence makes men dream like wine,
Tall, free and
slender as the forest pine,
Whose form is moulded music,
through whose sweet
Frank eyes I feel the very
heart’s least beat,
Keen, passionate,
full of dreams and fire:
How in the end,
and to what man’s desire
Shall all this yield, whose
lips shall these lips meet?
One thing I know: if
he be great and pure,
This love, this fire, this
beauty shall endure;
Triumph and hope
shall lead him by the palm:
But if not this, some differing
thing he be,
That dream shall break in
terror; he shall see
The whirlwind
ripen, where he sowed the calm.
IN NOVEMBER.
The hills and leafless forests
slowly yield
To the thick-driving
snow. A little while
And night shall
darken down. In shouting file
The woodmen’s carts
go by me homeward-wheeled,
Past the thin fading stubbles,
half concealed,
Now golden-grey,
sowed softly through with snow,
Where the last
ploughman follows still his row,
Turning black furrows through
the whitening field.
Far off the village lamps
begin to gleam,
Fast drives the
snow, and no man comes this way;
The
hills grow wintery white, and bleak winds moan
About
the naked uplands. I alone
Am neither sad,
nor shelterless, nor grey,
Wrapped round with thought,
content to watch and dream.
THE CITY.
Beyond the dusky corn-fields,
toward the west,
Dotted with farms,
beyond the shallow stream,
Through drifts
of elm with quiet peep and gleam,
Curved white and slender as
a lady’s wrist,
Faint and far off out of the
autumn mist,
Even as a pointed
jewel softly set
In clouds of colour
warmer, deeper yet,
Crimson and gold and rose
and amethyst,
Toward dayset, where the journeying
sun grown old
Hangs lowly westward darker
now than gold,
With the soft sun-touch of
the yellowing hours
Made lovelier,
I see with dreaming eyes,
Even as a dream
out of a dream, arise
The bell-tongued city with
its glorious towers.
MIDSUMMER NIGHT.
Mother of balms and soothings
manifold,
Quiet-breathed
night whose brooding hours are seven,
To whom the voices
of all rest are given,
And those few stars whose
scattered names are told,
Far off beyond the westward
hills outrolled,
Darker than thou,
more still, more dreamy even,
The golden moon
leans in the dusky heaven,
And under her one star a
point of gold:
And all go slowly lingering
toward the west,
As we go down forgetfully
to our rest,
Weary of daytime,
tired of noise and light:
Ah, it was time that thou
should’st come; for we
Were sore athirst, and had
great need of thee,
Thou sweet physician,
balmy-bosomed night.
THE LOONS.
Once ye were happy, once by
many a shore,
Wherever Glooscap’s
gentle feet might stray,
Lulled by his
presence like a dream, ye lay
Floating at rest; but that
was long of yore.
He was too good for earthly
men; he bore
Their bitter deeds
for many a patient day,
And then at last
he took his unseen way.
He was your friend, and ye
might rest no more:
And now, though many hundred
altering years
Have passed, among the desolate
northern mères
Still must ye
search and wander querulously,
Crying
for Glooscap, still bemoan the light
With wierd entreaties,
and in agony
With
awful laughter pierce the lonely night.
MARCH.
Over the dripping roofs and
sunk snow-barrows
The bells are
ringing loud and strangely near,
The shout of children
dins upon mine ear
Shrilly, and like a flight
of silvery arrows
Showers the sweet gossip of
the British sparrows,
Gathered in noisy
knots of one or two,
To joke and chatter
just as mortals do
Over the days long tale of
joys and sorrows;
Talk before bed-time of bold
deeds together
Of thefts and fights, of hard-times
and the weather,
Till sleep disarm
them, to each little brain
Bringing
tucked wings and many a blissful dream,
Visions
of wind and sun, of field and stream,
And busy barn-yards
with their scattered grain.
SOLITUDE.
How still it is here in the
woods. The trees
Stand motionless,
as if they did not dare
To stir, lest
it should break the spell. The air
Hangs quiet as spaces in a
marble frieze.
Even this little brook, that
runs at ease,
Whispering and
gurgling in its knotted bed,
Seems but to deepen
with its curling thread
Of sound the shadowy sun-pierced
silences.
Sometimes a hawk screams or
a woodpecker
Startles the stillness
from its fixed mood
With his loud careless tap.
Sometimes I hear
The
dreamy white-throat from some far off tree
Pipe slowly on
the listening solitude
His
five pure notes succeeding pensively.
AUTUMN MAPLES.
The thoughts of all the maples
who shall name,
When the sad landscape
turns to cold and grey?
Yet some for very
ruth and sheer dismay,
Hearing the northwind pipe
the winter’s name,
Have fired the hills with
beaconing clouds of flame;
And some with
softer woe that day by day,
So sweet and brief,
should go the westward way,
Have yearned upon the sunset
with such shame,
That all their
cheeks have turned to tremulous rose;
Others
for wrath have turned a rusty red,
And
some that knew not either grief or dread,
Ere the old year
should find its iron close,
Have gathered down the sun’s
last smiles acold,
Deep, deep, into their luminous
hearts of gold.
THE DOG.
“Grotesque!” we
said, the moment we espied him,
For there he stood,
supreme in his conceit,
With short ears
close together and queer feet
Planted irregularly:
first we tried him
With jokes, but they were
lost; we then defied him
With bantering
questions and loose criticism:
He did not like,
I’m sure, our catechism,
But whisked and snuffed a
little as we eyed him.
Then flung we balls, and out
and clear away,
Up the white slope,
across the crusted snow,
To where a broken fence stands
in the way,
Against
the sky-line, a mere row of pegs,
Quicker than thought
we saw him flash and go,
A
straight mad scuttling of four crooked legs.