CHAPTER I - THE DAILY MIRACLE
“Yes, he’s one of those
men that don’t know how to manage. Good
situation. Regular income. Quite enough
for luxuries as well as needs. Not really extravagant.
And yet the fellow’s always in difficulties.
Somehow he gets nothing out of his money. Excellent
flat half empty! Always looks as if
he’d had the brokers in. New suit old
hat! Magnificent necktie baggy trousers!
Asks you to dinner: cut glass bad
mutton, or Turkish coffee cracked cup!
He can’t understand it. Explanation simply
is that he fritters his income away. Wish I
had the half of it! I’d show him ”
So we have most of us criticised,
at one time or another, in our superior way.
We are nearly all chancellors of the
exchequer: it is the pride of the moment.
Newspapers are full of articles explaining how to
live on such-and-such a sum, and these articles provoke
a correspondence whose violence proves the interest
they excite. Recently, in a daily organ, a battle
raged round the question whether a woman can exist
nicely in the country on L85 a year. I have
seen an essay, “How to live on eight shillings
a week.” But I have never seen an essay,
“How to live on twenty-four hours a day.”
Yet it has been said that time is money. That
proverb understates the case. Time is a great
deal more than money. If you have time you can
obtain money usually. But though you
have the wealth of a cloak-room attendant at the Carlton
Hotel, you cannot buy yourself a minute more time
than I have, or the cat by the fire has.
Philosophers have explained space.
They have not explained time. It is the inexplicable
raw material of everything. With it, all is possible;
without it, nothing. The supply of time is truly
a daily miracle, an affair genuinely astonishing when
one examines it. You wake up in the morning,
and lo! your purse is magically filled with twenty-four
hours of the unmanufactured tissue of the universe
of your life! It is yours. It is the most
precious of possessions. A highly singular commodity,
showered upon you in a manner as singular as the commodity
itself!
For remark! No one can take
it from you. It is unstealable. And no
one receives either more or less than you receive.
Talk about an ideal democracy!
In the realm of time there is no aristocracy of wealth,
and no aristocracy of intellect. Genius is never
rewarded by even an extra hour a day. And there
is no punishment. Waste your infinitely precious
commodity as much as you will, and the supply will
never be withheld from you. No mysterious power
will say: “This man is a fool, if
not a knave. He does not deserve time; he shall
be cut off at the meter.” It is more certain
than consols, and payment of income is not affected
by Sundays. Moreover, you cannot draw on the
future. Impossible to get into debt! You
can only waste the passing moment. You cannot
waste to-morrow; it is kept for you. You cannot
waste the next hour; it is kept for you.
I said the affair was a miracle. Is it not?
You have to live on this twenty-four
hours of daily time. Out of it you have to spin
health, pleasure, money, content, respect, and the
evolution of your immortal soul. Its right use,
its most effective use, is a matter of the highest
urgency and of the most thrilling actuality.
All depends on that. Your happiness the
elusive prize that you are all clutching for, my friends! depends
on that. Strange that the newspapers, so enterprising
and up-to-date as they are, are not full of “How
to live on a given income of time,” instead of
“How to live on a given income of money”!
Money is far commoner than time. When one reflects,
one perceives that money is just about the commonest
thing there is. It encumbers the earth in gross
heaps.
If one can’t contrive to live
on a certain income of money, one earns a little more or
steals it, or advertises for it. One doesn’t
necessarily muddle one’s life because one can’t
quite manage on a thousand pounds a year; one braces
the muscles and makes it guineas, and balances the
budget. But if one cannot arrange that an income
of twenty-four hours a day shall exactly cover all
proper items of expenditure, one does muddle one’s
life definitely. The supply of time, though
gloriously regular, is cruelly restricted.
Which of us lives on twenty-four hours
a day? And when I say “lives,” I
do not mean exists, nor “muddles through.”
Which of us is free from that uneasy feeling that
the “great spending departments” of his
daily life are not managed as they ought to be?
Which of us is quite sure that his fine suit is not
surmounted by a shameful hat, or that in attending
to the crockery he has forgotten the quality of the
food? Which of us is not saying to himself which
of us has not been saying to himself all his life:
“I shall alter that when I have a little more
time”?
We never shall have any more time.
We have, and we have always had, all the time there
is. It is the realisation of this profound and
neglected truth (which, by the way, I have not discovered)
that has led me to the minute practical examination
of daily time-expenditure.