She was walking, with her customary
air of haughty and rapt leisure, across the market-place
of Bursley, when she observed in front of her, at
the top of Oldcastle Street, two men conversing and
gesticulating vehemently, each seated alone in a dog-cart.
These persons, who had met from opposite directions,
were her husband, John Stanway, the earthenware manufacturer,
and David Dain, the solicitor who practised at Hanbridge.
Stanway’s cob, always quicker to start than to
stop, had been pulled up with difficulty, drawing
his cart just clear of the other one, so that the
two portly and middle-aged talkers were most uncomfortably
obliged to twist their necks in order to see one another;
the attitude did nothing to ease the obvious asperity
of the discussion. She thought the spectacle
undignified and silly; and she marvelled, as all women
marvel, that men who conduct themselves so magisterially
should sometimes appear so infantile. She felt
glad that it was Thursday afternoon, and the shops
closed and the streets empty.
Immediately John Stanway caught sight
of her he said a few words to the lawyer in a somewhat
different key, and descended from his vehicle.
As she came up to them Mr. Dain saluted her with bashful
abruptness, and her proud face broke as if by the
loosing of a spell into a generous and captivating
smile; Mr. Dain blushed, the vision was too much for
his composure; he moved his horse forward a yard or
two, and then jerked it back again, gruffly advising
it to stand still. Stanway turned to her bluntly,
unceremoniously, as to a creature to whom he owed nothing.
She noticed once more how the whole character of his
face was changed under annoyance.
‘Here, Nora!’ he said,
speaking with the raw anger of a man with a new-born
grievance, ’run this home for me. I’m
going over to Hanbridge with Mr. Dain.’
‘Very well,’ she agreed
with soothing calmness, and taking the reins she climbed
up to the high driving-seat.
‘And I say, Nora Wo-back!’
he flamed out passionately to the impatient cob, ’where’re
your manners, you idiot? I say, Nora, I doubt
I shall be late for tea half-past six.
Tell Milly she must be in. The others too.’
He gave these instructions in a lower tone, and emphasised
them by a stormy and ominous frown. Then with
an injured ‘Now, Dain!’ he got into the
equipage of his legal adviser and departed towards
Hanbridge, trailing clouds of vexation.
Leonora drove smartly but cautiously
down the steep slope of Oldcastle Street; she could
drive as well as a woman may. A group of clay-soiled
girls lounging in the archway of a manufactory exchanged
rude but admiring remarks about her as she passed.
The paces of the cob, the dazzle of the silver-plated
harness, the fine lines of the cart, the unbending
mien of the driver, made a glittering cynosure for
envy. All around was grime, squalor, servitude,
ugliness; the inglorious travail of two hundred thousand
people, above ground and below it, filled the day
and the night. But here, as it were suddenly,
out of that earthy and laborious bed, rose the blossom
of luxury, grace, and leisure, the final elegance
of the industrial district of the Five Towns.
The contrast between Leonora and the rough creatures
in the archway, between the flower and the phosphates
which nourished it, was sharp and decisive: and
Leonora, in the September sunshine, was well aware
of the contrast. She felt that the loud-voiced
girls were at one extremity of the scale and she at
the other; and this arrangement seemed natural, necessary,
inevitable.
She was a beautiful woman. She
had a slim perfect figure; quite simply she carried
her head so high and her shoulders so square that her
back seemed to be hollowed out, and no tightness on
the part of a bodice could hide this charming concavity.
Her face was handsome with its large regular features;
one noticed the abundant black hair under the hat,
the thick eyebrows, the brown and opaque skin, the
teeth impeccably white, and the firm, unyielding mouth
and chin. Underneath the chin, half muffling
it, came a white muslin bow, soft, frail, feminate,
an enchanting disclaimer of that facial sternness
and the masculinity of that tailor-made dress, a signal
at once provocative and wistful of the woman.
She had brains; they appeared in her keen dark eyes.
Her judgment was experienced and mature. She
knew her world and its men and women. She was
not too soon shocked, not too severe in her verdicts,
not the victim of too many illusions. And yet,
though everything about her witnessed to a serene
temperament and the continual appeasing of mild desires,
she dreamed sadly, like the girls in the archway, of
an existence more distinguished than her own; an existence
brilliant and tender, where dalliance and high endeavour,
virtue and the flavour of sin, eternal appetite and
eternal satisfaction, were incredibly united.
Even now, on her fortieth birthday, she still believed
in the possibility of a conscious state of positive
and continued happiness, and regretted that she should
have missed it.
The imminence and the arrival of this
dire birthday, this day of wrath on which the proudest
woman will kneel to implacable destiny and beg a reprieve,
had induced the reveries natural to it the
self-searching, the exchange of old fallacies for
new, the dismayed glance forward, the lingering look
behind. Absorbed though she was in the control
of the sensitive steed, the field of her mind’s
eye seemed to be entirely filled by an image of the
woman of forty as imagined by herself at the age of
twenty. And she was that woman now! But she
did not feel like forty; at thirty she had not felt
thirty; she could only accept the almanac and the
rules of arithmetic. The interminable years of
her marriage rolled back, and she was eighteen again,
ingenuous and trustful, convinced that her versatile
husband was unique among his sex. The fading
of a short-lived and factitious passion, the descent
of the unique male to the ordinary level of males,
the births of her three girls and their rearing and
training: all these things seemed as trifles
to her, mere excrescences and depressions in the vast
tableland of her monotonous and placid career.
She had had no career. Her strength of will,
of courage, of love, had never been taxed; only her
patience. ’And my life is over!’
she told herself, insisting that her life was over
without being able to believe it.
As the dog-cart was crossing the railway
bridge at Shawport, at the foot of the rise to Hillport,
Leonora overtook her eldest daughter. She drew
up. From the height of the dog-cart she looked
at her child; and the girlishness of Ethel’s
form, the self-consciousness of newly-arrived womanhood
in her innocent and timid eyes, the virgin richness
of her vitality, made Leonora feel sad, superior,
and protective.
‘Oh, mother! Where’s
father?’ Ethel exclaimed, staring at her, struck
with a foolish wonder to see her mother where her father
had been an hour before.
‘What a schoolgirl she is!
And at her age I was a mother twice over!’ thought
Leonora; but she said aloud: ’Jump up quickly,
my dear. You know Prince won’t stand.’
Ethel obeyed, awkwardly. As she
did so the mother scrutinised the rather lanky figure,
the long dark skirt, the pale blouse, and the straw
hat, in a single glance that missed no detail.
Leonora was not quite dissatisfied; Ethel carried
herself tolerably, she resembled her mother; she had
more distinction than her sisters, but her manner was
often lackadaisical.
‘Your father was very vexed
about something,’ said Leonora, when she had
recounted the meeting at the top of Oldcastle Street.
‘Where’s Milly?’
‘I don’t know, mother I
think she went out for a walk.’ The girl
added apprehensively: ‘Why?’
‘Oh, nothing!’ said Leonora,
pretending not to observe that Ethel had blushed.
’If I were you, Ethel, I should let that belt
out one hole ... not here, my dear child, not here.
When you get home. How was Aunt Hannah?’
Every day one member or another of
John Stanway’s family had to pay a visit to
John’s venerable Aunt Hannah, who lived with
her brother, the equally venerable Uncle Meshach,
in a little house near the parish church of St. Luke’s.
This was a social rite the omission of which nothing
could excuse. On that day it was Ethel who had
called.
’Auntie was all right.
She was making a lot of parkin, and of course I had
to taste it, all new, you know. I’m simply
stodged.’
‘Don’t say “stodged."’
‘Oh, mother! You won’t
let us say anything,’ Ethel dismally protested;
and Leonora secretly sympathised with the grown woman
in revolt.
’Oh! And Aunt Hannah wishes
you many happy returns. Uncle Meshach came back
from the Isle of Man last night. He gave me a
note for you. Here it is.’
‘I can’t take it now, my dear. Give
it me afterwards.’
‘I think Uncle Meshach’s a horrid old
thing!’ said Ethel.
‘My dear girl! Why?’
’Oh! I do. I’m
glad he’s only father’s uncle and not ours.
I do hate that name. Fancy being called Meshach!’
‘That isn’t uncle’s fault, anyhow,’
said Leonora.
’You always stick up for him,
mother. I believe it’s because he flatters
you, and says you look younger than any of us.’
Ethel’s tone was half roguish, half resentful.
Leonora gave a short unsteady laugh.
She knew well that her age was plainly written beneath
her eyes, at the corners of her mouth, under her chin,
at the roots of the hair above her ears, and in her
cold, confident gaze. Youth! She would have
forfeited all her experience, her knowledge, and the
charm of her maturity, to recover the irrecoverable!
She envied the woman by her side, and envied her because
she was lightsome, thoughtless, kittenish, simple,
unripe. For a brief moment, vainly coveting the
ineffable charm of Ethel’s immaturity, she had
a sharp perception of the obscure mutual antipathy
which separates one generation from the next.
As the cob rattled into Hillport, that aristocratic
and plutocratic suburb of the town, that haunt of
exclusiveness, that retreat of high life and good tone,
she thought how commonplace, vulgar, and petty was
the opulent existence within those tree-shaded villas,
and that she was doomed to droop and die there, while
her girls, still unfledged, might, if they had the
sense to use their wings, fly away.... Yet at
the same time it gratified her to reflect that she
and hers were in the picture, and conformed to the
standards; she enjoyed the admiration which the sight
of herself and Ethel and the expensive cob and cart
and accoutrements must arouse in the punctilious and
stupid breast of Hillport.
She was picking flowers for the table
from the vivid borders of the lawn, when Ethel ran
into the garden from the drawing-room. Bran, the
St. Bernard, was loose and investigating the turf.
‘Mother, the letter from Uncle Meshach.’
Leonora took the soiled envelope,
and handing over the flowers to Ethel, crossed the
lawn and sat down on the rustic seat, facing the house.
The dog followed her, and with his great paw demanded
her attention, but she abruptly dismissed him.
She thought it curiously characteristic of Uncle Meshach
that he should write her a letter on her fortieth birthday;
she could imagine the uncouth mixture of wit, rude
candour, and wisdom with which he would greet her;
his was a strange and sinister personality, but she
knew that he admired her. The note was written
in Meshach’s scraggy and irregular hand, in
three lines starting close to the top of half a sheet
of note paper. It ran: ’Dear Nora,
I hear young Twemlow is come back from America.
You had better see as your John looks out for himself.’
There was nothing else, no signature.
As she read it, she experienced precisely
the physical discomfort which those feel who travel
for the first time in a descending lift. Fifteen
quiet years had elapsed since the death of her husband’s
partner William Twemlow, and a quarter of a century
since William’s wild son, Arthur, had run away
to America. Yet Uncle Meshach’s letter seemed
to invest these far-off things with a mysterious and
disconcerting actuality. The misgivings about
her husband which long practice and continual effort
had taught her how to keep at bay, suddenly overleapt
their artificial barriers and swarmed upon her.
The long garden front of the dignified
eighteenth-century house, nearly the last villa in
Hillport on the road to Oldcastle, was extended before
her. She had played in that house as a child,
and as a woman had watched, from its windows, the
years go by like a procession. That house was
her domain. Hers was the supreme intelligence
brooding creatively over it. Out of walls and
floors and ceilings, out of stairs and passages, out
of furniture and woven stuffs, out of metal and earthenware,
she had made a home. From the lawn, in the beautiful
sadness of the autumn evening, any one might have seen
and enjoyed the sight of its high French windows,
its glowing sun-blinds, its faintly-tinted and beribboned
curtains, its creepers, its glimpses of occasional
tables, tall vases, and dressing-mirrors. But
Leonora, as she sat holding the letter in her long
white hand, could call up and see the interior of
every room to the most minute details. She, the
housemistress, knew her home by heart. She had
thought it into existence; and there was not a cabinet
against a wall, not a rug on a floor, not a cushion
on a chair, not a knicknack on a mantelpiece, not a
plate in a rack, but had come there by the design of
her brain. Without possessing much artistic taste,
Leonora had an extraordinary talent for domestic equipment,
organisation, and management. She was so interested
in her home, so exacting in her ideals, that she could
never reach finality; the place went through a constant
succession of improvements; its comfort and its attractiveness
were always on the increase. And the result was
so striking that her supremacy in the woman’s
craft could not be challenged. All Hillport,
including her husband, bowed to it. Mrs. Stanway’s
principles, schemes, methods, even her trifling dodges,
were mentioned with deep respect by the ladies of
Hillport, who often expressed their astonishment that,
although the wheels of Mrs. Stanway’s household
revolved with perfect smoothness, Mrs. Stanway herself
appeared never to be doing anything. That astonishment
was Leonora’s pride. As her brain marshalled
with ease the thousand diverse details of the wonderful
domestic machine, she could appreciate, better than
any other woman in Hillport, without vanity and without
humility, the singular excellence of her gifts and
of the organism they had perfected. And now this
creation of hers, this complex structure of mellow
brick-and-mortar, and fine chattels, and nice and luxurious
habit, seemed to Leonora to tremble at the whisper
of an enigmatic message from Uncle Meshach. The
foreboding caused by the letter mingled with the menace
of approaching age and with the sadness of the early
autumn, and confirmed her mood.
Millicent, her youngest, ran impulsively
to her in the garden. Millicent was eighteen,
and the days when she went to school and wore her hair
in a long plait were still quite fresh in the girl’s
mind. For this reason she was often inordinately
and aggressively adult.
’Mamma! I’m going
to have my tea first thing. The Burgesses have
asked me to play tennis. I needn’t wait,
need I? It gets dark so soon.’ As
Millicent stood there, ardently persuasive, she forgot
that adult persons do not stand on one leg or put
their fingers in their mouths.
Leonora looked fondly at the sprightly
girl, vain, self-conscious, and blonde and pretty
as a doll in her white dress. She recognised all
Millicent’s faults and shortcomings, and yet
was overcome by the charm of her presence.
‘No, Milly, you must wait.’
Throned on the rustic seat, inscrutable and tyrannous
Leonora, a wistful, wayward atom in the universe, laid
her command upon the other wayward atom; and she thought
how strange it was that this should be.
‘But, Ma ’
’Father specially said you must
be in for tea. You know you have far too much
freedom. What have you been doing all the afternoon?’
‘I haven’t been doing anything, Ma.’
Leonora feared for the strict veracity
of her youngest, but she said nothing, and Milly retired
full of annoyance against the inconceivable caprices
of parents.
At twenty minutes to seven John Stanway
entered his large and handsome dining-room, having
been driven home by David Dain, whose residence was
close by. Three languorous women and the erect
and motionless parlourmaid behind the door were waiting
for him. He went straight to his carver’s
chair, and instantly the women were alert, galvanised
into vigilant life. Leonora, opposite to her
husband, began to pour out the tea; the impassive
parlourmaid stood consummately ready to hand the cups;
Ethel and Millicent took their seats along one side
of the table, with an air of nonchalance which was
far from sincere; a chair on the other side remained
empty.
‘Turn the gas on, Bessie,’
said John. Daylight had scarcely begun to fail;
but nevertheless the man’s tone announced a grievance,
that, with half-a-dozen women in the house, he the
exhausted breadwinner should have been obliged to
attend to such a trifle. Bessie sprang to pull
the chain of the Welsbach tap, and the white and silver
of the tea-table glittered under the yellow light.
Every woman looked furtively at John’s morose
countenance.
Neither dark nor fair, he was a tall
man, verging towards obesity, and the fulness of his
figure did not suit his thin, rather handsome face.
His age was forty-eight. There was a small bald
spot on the crown of his head. The clipped brown
beard seemed thick and plenteous, but this effect
was given by the coarseness of the hairs, not by their
number; the moustache was long and exiguous.
His blue eyes were never still, and they always avoided
any prolonged encounter with other eyes. He was
a personable specimen of the clever and successful
manufacturer. His clothes were well cut, the
necktie of a discreet smartness. His grandfather
had begun life as a working potter; nevertheless John
Stanway spoke easily and correctly in a refined variety
of the broad Five Towns accent; he could open a door
for a lady, and was noted for his neatness in compliment.
It was his ambition always to be calm,
oracular, weighty; always to be sure of himself; but
his temperament was incurably nervous, restless, and
impulsive. He could not be still, he could not
wait. Instinct drove him to action for the sake
of action, instinct made him seek continually for
notice, prominence, comment. These fundamental
appetites had urged him into public life to
the Borough Council and the Committee of the Wedgwood
Institution. He often affected to be buried in
cogitation upon municipal and private business affairs,
when in fact his attention was disengaged and watchful.
Leonora knew that this was so to-night. The idea
of his duplicity took possession of her mind.
Deeps yawned before her, deeps that swallowed up the
solid and charming house and the comfortable family
existence, as she glanced at that face at once strange
and familiar to her. ‘Is it all right?’
she kept thinking. ’Is John all that he
seems? I wonder whether he has ever committed
murder.’ Yes, even this absurd thought,
which she knew to be absurd, crossed her mind.
‘Where’s Rose?’
he demanded suddenly in the depressing silence of the
tea-table, as if he had just discovered the absence
of his second daughter.
‘She’s been working in her room all day,’
said Leonora.
‘That’s no reason why she should be late
for tea.’
At that moment Rose entered.
She was very tall and pale, her dress was a little
dowdy. Like her father and Millicent, she carried
her head forward and had a tendency to look downwards,
and her spine seemed flaccid. Ethel was beautiful,
or about to be beautiful; Millicent was pretty; Rose
plain. Rose was deficient in style. She despised
style, and regarded her sisters as frivolous ninnies
and gadabouts. She was the serious member of
the family, and for two years had been studying for
the Matriculation of London University.
‘Late again!’ said her father. ‘I
shall stop all this exam work.’
Rose said nothing, but looked resentful.
When the hot dishes had been partaken
of, Bessie was dismissed, and Leonora waited for the
bursting of the storm. It was Millicent who drew
it down.
’I think I shall go down to
Burgesses, after all, mamma. It’s quite
light,’ she said with audacious pertness.
Her father looked at her.
‘What were you doing this afternoon, Milly?’
‘I went out for a walk, pa.’
‘Who with?’
‘No one.’
‘Didn’t I see you on the canal-side with
young Ryley?’
’Yes, father. He was going
back to the works after dinner, and he just happened
to overtake me.’
Milly and Ethel exchanged a swift glance.
’Happened to overtake you!
I saw you as I was driving past, over the canal bridge.
You little thought that I saw you.’
‘Well, father, I couldn’t help him overtaking
me. Besides ’
‘Besides!’ he took her
up. ’You had your hand on his shoulder.
How do you explain that?’
Millicent was silent.
’I’m ashamed of you, regularly
ashamed ... You with your hand on his shoulder
in full sight of the works! And on your mother’s
birthday too!’
Leonora involuntarily stirred.
For more than twenty years it had been his custom
to give her a kiss and a ten-pound note before breakfast
on her birthday, but this year he had so far made
no mention whatever of the anniversary.
‘I’m going to put my foot
down,’ he continued with grieved majesty.
’I don’t want to, but you force me to
it. I’ll have no goings-on with Fred Ryley.
Understand that. And I’ll have no more idling
about. You girls at least you two are
bone-idle. Ethel shall begin to go to the works
next Monday. I want a clerk. And you, Milly,
must take up the housekeeping. Mother, you’ll
see to that.’
Leonora reflected that whereas Ethel
showed a marked gift for housekeeping, Milly was instinctively
averse to everything merely domestic. But with
her acquired fatalism she accepted the ukase.
‘You understand,’ said John to his pert
youngest.
‘Yes, papa.’
‘No more carrying-on with Fred Ryley or
any one else.’
‘No, papa.’
‘I’ve got quite enough to worry me without
being bothered by you girls.’
Rose left the table, consciously innocent
both of sloth and of light behaviour.
‘What are you going to do now,
Rose?’ He could not let her off scot-free.
‘Read my chemistry, father.’
‘You’ll do no such thing.’
‘I must, if I’m to pass
at Christmas,’ she said firmly. ’It’s
my weakest subject.’
‘Christmas or no Christmas,’
he replied, ’I’m not going to let you kill
yourself. Look at your face! I wonder your
mother ’
‘Run into the garden for a while,
my dear,’ said Leonora softly, and the girl
moved to obey.
‘Rose,’ he called her
back sharply as his exasperation became fidgetty.
‘Don’t be in such a hurry. Open the
window an inch.’
Ethel and Millicent disappeared after
the manner of young fox-terriers; they did not visibly
depart; they were there, one looked away, they were
gone. In the bedroom which they shared, the door
well locked, they threw oft all restraints, conventions,
pretences, and discussed the world, and their own
world, with terrible candour. This sacred and
untidy apartment, where many of the habits of childhood
still lingered, was a retreat, a sanctuary from the
law, and the fastness had been ingeniously secured
against surprise by the peculiar position of the bedstead
in front of the doorway.
‘Father is a donkey!’ said Ethel.
‘And ma never says a word!’ said Milly.
‘I could simply have smacked
him when he brought in mother’s birthday,’
Ethel continued, savagely.
‘So could I.’
‘Fancy him thinking it’s you. What
a lark!’
‘Yes. I don’t mind,’ said Milly.
‘You are a brick, Milly. And I didn’t
think you were, I didn’t really.’
‘What a horrid pig you are, Eth!’ Milly
protested, and Ethel laughed.
‘Did you give Fred my note all right?’
Ethel demanded.
‘Yes,’ answered Milly. ‘I suppose
he’s coming up to-night?’
‘I asked him to.’
‘There’ll be a frantic
row one day. I’m sure there will,’
Milly said meditatively, after a pause.
‘Oh! there’s bound to
be!’ Ethel assented, and she added: ’Mother
does trust us. Have a choc?’
Milly said yes, and Ethel drew a box of bonbons
from her pocket.
They seemed to contemplate with a
fearful joy the probable exposure of that life of
flirtations and chocolate which ran its secret course
side by side with the other life of demure propriety
acted out for the benefit of the older generation.
If these innocent and inexperienced souls had been
accused of leading a double life, they would have denied
the charge with genuine indignation. Nevertheless,
driven by the universal longing, and abetted by parental
apathy and parental lack of imagination, they did
lead a double life. They chafed bitterly under
the code to which they were obliged ostensibly to
submit. In their moods of revolt, they honestly
believed their parents to be dull and obstinate creatures
who had lost the appetite for romance and ecstasy and
were determined to mortify this appetite in others.
They desired heaps of money and the free, informal
companionship of very young men. The latter at
the cost of some intrigue and subterfuge they
contrived to get. But money they could not get.
Frequently they said to each other with intense earnestness
that they would do anything for money; and they repeated
passionately, ‘anything.’
‘Just look at that stuck-up
thing!’ said Milly laughing. They stood
together at the window, and Milly pointed her finger
at Rose, who was walking conscientiously to and fro
across the garden in the gathering dusk.
Ethel rapped on the pane, and the
three sisters exchanged friendly smiles.
‘Rosie will never pass her exam,
not if she lives to be a hundred,’ said Ethel.
’And can you imagine father making me go to the
works? Can you imagine the sense of it?’
‘He won’t let you walk
up with Fred at nights,’ said Milly, ’so
you needn’t think.’
‘And your housekeeping!’
Ethel exclaimed. ’What a treat father will
have at meals!’
‘Oh! I can easily get round
mother,’ said Milly with confidence. ’I
can’t housekeep, and ma knows that perfectly
well.’
’Well, father will forget all
about it in a week or two, that’s one comfort,’
Ethel concluded the matter. ’Are you going
down to Burgesses to see Harry?’ she inquired,
observing Milly put on her hat.
‘Yes,’ said Milly.
’Cissie said she’d come for me if I was
late. You’d better stay in and be dutiful.’
’I shall offer to play duets
with mother. Don’t you be long. Let’s
try that chorus for the Operatic before supper.’
That night, after the girls had kissed
them and gone to bed, John and Leonora remained alone
together in the drawing-room. The first fire of
autumn was burning in the grate, and at the other end
of the long room dark curtains were drawn across the
French window. Shaded candles lighted the grand
piano, at which Leonora was seated, and a single gas
jet illuminated the region of the hearth, where John,
lounging almost at full length in a vast chair, read
the newspaper; otherwise the room was in shadow.
John dropped the ‘Signal,’ which slid to
the hearthrug with a rustle, and turned his head so
that he could just see the left side of his wife’s
face and her left hand as it moved over the keys of
the piano. She played with gentle monotony, and
her playing seemed perfunctory, yet agreeable.
John watched the glinting of the four rings on her
left hand, and the slow undulations of the drooping
lace at her wrist. He moved twice, and she knew
he was about to speak.
‘I say, Leonora,’ he said in a confidential
tone.
‘Yes, my dear,’ she responded,
complying generously with his appeal for sympathy.
She continued to play for a moment, but even more softly;
and then, as he kept silence, she revolved on the
piano-stool and looked into his face.
‘What is it?’ she asked
in a caressing voice, intensifying her femininity,
forgiving him, excusing him, thinking and making him
think what a good fellow he was, despite certain superficial
faults.
‘You knew nothing of this Ryley
business, did you?’ he murmured.
’Oh, no. Are you sure there’s
anything in it? I don’t think there is for
an instant.’ And she did not. Even
the placing of Milly’s hand on Fred Ryley’s
shoulder in full sight of the street, even this she
regarded only as the pretty indiscretion of a child.
‘Oh! there’s nothing in it,’ she
repeated.
’Well, there’s got
to be nothing in it. You must keep an eye on ’em.
I won’t have it.’
She leaned forward, and, resting her
elbows on her knees, put her chin in her long hands.
Her bangles disappeared amid lace.
‘What’s the matter with
Fred?’ said she. ’He’s a relation;
and you’ve said before now that he’s a
good clerk,’
‘He’s a decent enough clerk. But
he’s not for our girls.’
‘If it’s only money ’
she began.
‘Money!’ John cried.
’He’ll have money. Oh! he’ll
have money right enough. Look here, Nora, I’ve
not told you before, but I’ll tell you now.
Uncle Meshach’s altered his will in favour of
young Ryley.’
‘Oh! Jack!’
John Stanway stood up, gazing at his
wife with an air of martyrised virtue which said:
’There! what do you think of that as a specimen
of the worries which I keep to myself?’
She raised her eyebrows with a gesture
of deep concern. And all the time she was asking
herself: ’Why did Uncle Meshach alter his
will? Why did he do that? He must have had
some reason.’ This question troubled her
far more than the blow to their expectations.
John’s maternal grandfather
had married twice. By his first wife he had had
one son, Shadrach; and by his second wife two daughters
and a son, Mary (John’s mother), Hannah, and
Meshach. The last two had never married.
Shadrach had estranged all his family (except old Ebenezer)
by marrying beneath him, and Mary had earned praise
by marrying rather well. These two children,
by a useful whim of the eccentric old man, had received
their portions of the patrimony on their respective
wedding-days. They were both dead. Shadrach,
amiable but incompetent, had died poor, leaving a
daughter, Susan, who had repeated, even more reprehensibly,
her father’s sin of marrying beneath her.
She had married a working potter, and thus reduced
her branch of the family to the status from which
old Ebenezer had originally raised himself. Fred
Ryley, now an orphan, was Susan’s only child.
As an act of charity John Stanway had given Fred Ryley
a stool in the office of his manufactory; but, though
Fred’s mother was John’s first cousin,
John never acknowledged the fact. John argued
that Fred’s mother and Fred’s grandfather
had made fools of themselves, and that the consequences
were irremediable save by Fred’s unaided effort.
Such vicissitudes of blood, and the social contrasts
resulting therefrom, are common enough in the history
of families in democratic communities.
Old Ebenezer’s will left the
residue of his estate, reckoned at some fifteen thousand
pounds, to Meshach and Hannah as joint tenants with
the remainder absolutely to the survivor of them.
By this arrangement, which suited them excellently
since they had always lived together, though neither
could touch the principal of their joint property during
their joint lives, the survivor had complete freedom
to dispose of everything. Both Meshach and Hannah
had made a will in sole favour of John.
‘Yes,’ John said again,
’he’s altered it in favour of young Ryley.
David Dain told me the other day. Uncle told
Dain he might tell me.’
‘Why has he altered it?’ Leonora asked
aloud at last.
John shook his head. ‘Why
does Uncle Meshach do anything?’ He spoke with
sarcastic irritation. ’I suppose he’s
taken a sudden fancy for Susan’s child, after
ignoring him all these years.’
‘And has Aunt Hannah altered her will, too?’
‘No. I’m all right in that quarter.’
’Then if your Aunt Hannah lives
longest, you’ll still come in for everything,
just as if your Uncle Meshach hadn’t altered
his will?’
’Yes. But Aunt Hannah won’t
live for ever. And Uncle Meshach will. And
where shall I be if she dies first?’ He went
on in a different tone. ’Of course one
of ’em’s bound to die soon. Uncle’s
sixty-four if he’s a day, and the old lady’s
a year older. And I want money.’
‘Do you, Jack, really?’
she said. Long ago she had suspected it, though
John never stinted her. Once more the solid house
and their comfortable existence seemed to shiver and
be engulfed.
‘By the way, Nora,’ he
burst out with sudden bright animation, ’I’ve
been so occupied to-day I forgot to wish you many happy
returns. And here’s the usual. I hadn’t
got it on me this morning.’
He kissed her and gave her a ten-pound note.
‘Oh! thanks, Jack!’ she
said, glancing at the note with a factitious curiosity
to hide her embarrassment.
‘You’re good-looking enough
yet!’ he exclaimed as he gazed at her.
‘He wants something out of me.
He wants something out of me,’ she thought as
she gave him a smile for his compliment. And this
idea that he wanted something, that circumstances
should have forced him into the position of an applicant,
distressed her. She grieved for him. She
saw all his good qualities his energy,
vitality, cleverness, facile kindliness, his large
masculinity. It seemed to her, as she gazed up
at him from the music-stool in the shaded solitude
or the drawing-room, that she was very intimate with
him, and very dependent on him; and she wished him
to be always flamboyant, imposing, and successful.
‘If you are at all hard up,
Jack ’ She made as if to reject
the note.
‘Oh! get out!’ he laughed.
’It’s not a tenner that I’m short
of. I tell you what you can do,’
he went on quickly and lightly. ’I was thinking
of raising a bit temporarily on this house. Five
hundred, say. You wouldn’t mind, would
you?’
The house was her own property, inherited
from an aunt. John’s suggestion came as
a shock to her. To mortgage her house: this
was what he wanted!
‘Oh yes, certainly, if you like,’
she acquiesced quietly. ’But I thought I
thought business was so good just now, and ’
‘So it is,’ he stopped
her with a hint of annoyance. ’I’m
short of capital. Always have been.’
‘I see,’ she said, not seeing. ‘Well,
do what you like.’
‘Right, my girl. Now roost!’
He extinguished the gas over the mantelpiece.
The familiar vulgarity of some of
his phrases always vexed her, and ‘roost’
was one of these phrases. In a flash he fell from
a creature engagingly masculine to the use-worn daily
sharer of her monotonous existence.
‘Have you heard about Arthur
Twemlow coming over?’ she demanded, half vindictively,
as he was preparing to blow out the last candle on
the piano. He stopped.
‘Who’s Arthur Twemlow?’
‘Mr. Twemlow’s son, of course,’
she said. ‘From America.’
’Oh! Him! Coming over,
did you say? I wonder what he looks like.
Who told you?’
’Uncle Meshach. And he
said I was to say you were to look out for yourself
when Arthur Twemlow came. I don’t know what
he meant. One of his jokes, I expect.’
She tried to laugh.
John looked at her, and then looked
away, and immediately blew out the last candle.
But she had seen him turn pale at what Uncle Meshach
had said. Or was that pallor merely the effect
on his face of raising the coloured candle-shade as
he extinguished the candle? She could not be
sure.
‘Uncle Meshach ought to be in
the lunatic asylum, I think,’ John’s voice
came majestically out of the gloom as they groped towards
the door.
’We shall have to be polite
to Arthur Twemlow, when he comes, if he is coming,’
said John after they had gone upstairs. ’I
understand he’s quite a reformed character.’
Because she fancied she had noticed
that the window at the end of the corridor was open,
she came out of the bedroom a few minutes later, and
traversed the dark corridor to satisfy herself, and
found the window wide open. The night was cloudy
and warm, and a breeze moved among the foliage of
the garden. In the mysterious diffused light she
could distinguish the forms of the poplar trees.
Suddenly the bushes immediately beneath her were disturbed
as though by some animal.
‘Good night, Ethel.’
‘Good night, Fred.’
She shook with violent agitation as
the amazing adieu from the garden was answered from
the direction of her daughter’s window.
But the secondary effect of those words, so simply
and affectionately whispered in the darkness, was
to bring a tear to her eye. As the mother comprehended
the whole staggering situation, the woman envied Ethel
for her youth, her naughty innocence, her romance,
her incredibly foolish audacity in thus risking the
disaster of parental wrath. Leonora heard cautious
footsteps on the gravel, and the slow closing of a
window. ’My life is over!’ she said
to herself. ’And hers beginning. And
to think that this afternoon I called her a schoolgirl!
What romance have I had in my life?’
She put her head out of the window.
There was no movement now, but above her a radiance
streaming from Rose’s dormer showed that the
serious girl of the family, defying commands, plodded
obstinately at her chemistry. As Leonora thought
of Rose’s ambition, and Ethel’s clandestine
romance, and little Millicent’s complicity in
that romance, and John’s sinister secrets, and
her own ineffectual repining as she thought
of these five antagonistic preoccupied souls and their
different affairs, the pathos and the complexity of
human things surged over her and overwhelmed her.