In the old days there was a rich city
of Asia, Cibyra by name, a prosperous place of wealthy
merchants, full of large stone houses, with towers
to catch the breeze, cloisters full of shadow and
coolness, looking upon garden-closes set with little
branching trees, very musical with clear fountains.
The land was not yet wholly Christian, but persecution
had long ceased, and those in high places called themselves
by the Saviour’s name; but still there were many
who were heathen in all but name, and did not follow
the Way, but spoke or thought of the faith as a heavy
burden bound on the backs of men. And there was
much wickedness in such cities as Cibyra, men and women
following the desires of their hearts, and only when
sick or tired, or sometimes ashamed, looking fearfully
to judgment.
In Cibyra lived a young man called
Linus; he was an orphan; his father had been a Greek
merchant, struck down in youth by a mysterious disease,
already a dying man when his little son was born; he
had named him Linus, thinking in his heart of an old
sad song, sung by reapers, about a young shepherd
who had to suffer death, and had been unwilling to
leave the beautiful free life, the woods and hills
that he loved. And his mother had approved the
name, partly to please the dying man, and partly because
the name had been borne by holy men; soon afterwards
she, too, had died, leaving her son to the care of
her brother, a strict and stern Christian, but with
a loving heart; so that Linus had been brought up
in simple and faithful ways; and the only thing that
had given anxious thoughts to his uncle was that the
child’s great inheritance had become yearly greater,
many streets and houses having been built on the land
which belonged to him. But the boy was simple
and pure, very docile and dutiful, apt to learn, loving
beauty in all things, fond of manly exercise, hating
riot and evil talk, generous and noble in body and
mind.
Now just when Linus came of age, his
uncle had fallen sick and found himself near his end;
he had accustomed Linus to the knowledge of his riches,
and had made him understand that his wealth was not
only for show and pleasure, but was to be used generously
and wisely, to help the humble and poor; and this
in his last days was much in his thoughts and often
on his lips though he concealed his coming
death from Linus, until at last the boy was roused
at night to take leave of his uncle, who had been
both father and mother to him; and the dying man’s
last words had been a prayer for the boy that he might
be pure and loving; and then he had sighed and turning
to Linus he took his hand and kissed it, and said,
“Remember”; and then with another sigh
had died, quietly as he had lived; and the boy had
known what he meant him to keep in mind, and that
it was a charge to him to be careful and generous.
So Linus was left to himself; he was
master of a great house and many servants, and with
the revenues of a prince; and when his grief was a
little abated, and memory was more sweet than sad,
he made many plans how to use his wealth; but it is
not easy to spend money wisely, and as yet, though
he gave a large sum to the deacons for the poorer
brethren, he had not been able to decide how to bestow
his wealth best, and still his inheritance increased.
Meanwhile his life began to be very
full of happiness and pleasure; he loved friendship
and merry talk, and music and the sight of beautiful
things, rich houses and fair men and women; and he
had too, besides his wealth and his beauty, much of
the fine and fragrant thing that the Greeks called
charm; it was a pleasure to see him move and speak;
in his presence life became a more honourable and delightful
thing, full of far-off echoes and old dreams, and the
charm was the greater because Linus did not know it
himself; all men were kindly and gracious to him,
wherever he went, and so he thought that it was the
same for all others; he was modest, and he had been
brought up not to turn his thoughts upon himself,
but to give others their due, and to show courtesy
and respect to all persons, high or low, so that the
world was very tender to him; and in the long summer
days, with a little business, to make, as it were,
a solid core to life, with banquets, and hunting,
and military exercises, and the company of the young,
the days sped very quickly away, divided one from another
by dreamless sleep. And his friends became more
and more numerous, and the plans which he had made
to use his wealth were put aside for a while.
Sometimes he heard a word spoken or saw glances exchanged
which somehow cast a little shadow across his mind;
but still, men and women, knowing his bringing-up,
and awed perhaps by his instinctive purity, put their
best side forward for Linus. So that he remained
innocent, and thought others so. And when sometimes
an old friend of his uncle’s said a grave word
to him, or warned him against some of those with whom
he spent his days, Linus said lightly that he judged
no one, and indeed that he had seen nothing to judge.
One evening he found himself at a
banquet at the house of a rich man whom for some reason
he did not wholly trust. He had hesitated to go,
but had put the thought aside, saying to himself that
he must not be suspicious. The company had assembled,
all being men, and were listening from an open gallery
to a concert of lutes and viols, the players
being skilfully concealed among the trees of the garden.
It was twilight, and the blue sky, with a few bright
stars, died into a line of pure green, the sharp tops
of the cypresses showing very black against it, and
the towers of a neighbouring house looking gravely
over.
Somehow Linus did not wholly like
the music; it seemed to him as though some bright
and yet dangerous beast was walking in the dark alleys
of the garden, his eyes sparkling; the music, after
a low descant, rose in a delicious wail of sorrow
and sank again, and Linus felt something wild and
passionate stir in his heart and rise in yearning
for he knew not what. He looked round at the guests
who sat or stood in little groups, and he felt again
that he had not been wise to come. There were
several persons there who were not well spoken of,
luxurious and effeminate men, whom Linus knew only
by repute; but at that moment his host came up and
spoke so gently and courteously to Linus, asking him
whether he was pleased with the unseen music, that
Linus grew ashamed of his secret thoughts.
Presently the banquet was ready, and
the guests went in little groups into a large vaulted
hall, kept deliciously cool by a fountain, that poured
into a marble trough like an altar at the end, with
a white statue above it of a boy looking earnestly
at the water. At the other end the great doors
were open to the garden, and the breeze, heavily laden
with the scent of flowers, came wandering in and stirred
the flames of the lamps which stood on high stone
brackets along the walls. Each side of the room
was supported by an arcade of stone built out upon
the wall.
Linus lingered behind a little, looking
out into the garden, where he heard the soft talk
and laughter of the musicians who were dispersing,
and in a moment found himself the last to go in, except
for a tall thin man, whom Linus knew only by sight
and name, and who had the reputation of eccentricity
in the town; he was a secret, silent man, tall and
lean, with bright dark eyes. He was seen everywhere,
but lived alone in a melancholy tower, where he was
said to study much and observe the courses of the
stars, and it was hinted by some people that he was
versed in magical books, though he passed for a Christian.
He spoke but little in company, and watched others
quietly and gravely, with something of a smile, as
one might watch a child at play. But as he belonged
to an ancient family, and had a certain fame, he was
a welcome guest at many houses.
This man, whose name was Dion, came
up to Linus, and with a courteous gesture asked if
he might have the honour to place himself next to
him “We have many friends in common,”
he added; and Linus, who loved to make a new friend,
assented; and so they went in together, and took their
places side by side about the middle of the great table;
on the other side of Linus sat a man, with an uneasy
smile, whom he did not know, to whom Linus bowed;
at first the conversation was low and fitful; the
table was abundantly furnished, and the servants were
deft and assiduous; Linus was soon satisfied with
meat and drink, which were circulated almost too plentifully;
so that he contented himself with refusing the constant
proffer of food, kept his full cup untasted, and found
pleasure in the talk of Dion, who told him some curious
legends.
Soon the talk became louder and more
insistent, and frequent laughter broke out in all
directions, but Linus felt more and more in a kind
of pleasant solitude with his new friend. After
a pause in the talk, in which their thoughts seemed
to grapple together, Linus took courage, and said
that he was surprised to meet Dion in this company.
“Yes,” said Dion, with a slight smile,
“and I confess that I was even more surprised
to meet you here; and, moreover, I saw when you came
in that you were surprised to be here yourself.
You thought that you had travelled a long way from
where you began.”
At those words, which seemed as though
his inmost thoughts had been read, and still more
at the glance which accompanied them, Linus felt a
strange sensation, almost of fear; and in the silence
that followed he heard higher up the table the end
of a tale told that seemed to him to be both evil
and shameful, and the laugh that followed it brought
a blush from his heart to his cheek. “Yes,”
said Dion, gravely, as though answering a question,
“you are right to hate that story, and you feel,
I do not doubt, as if it would be well for you to rise
and fly such contact. But it would not be well;
we must be in the world, but not of it; and if a man
can but be sure of keeping his heart clear and bright,
he does better to mix with the world; we need not forget
that the Master Himself was accused of loving the company
of publicans and sinners more than that of the scrupulous
Pharisees.” These words gave Linus a kind
of courage and filled him with wonder, and he looked
up at Dion, who was regarding him with dark eyes.
“Yes,” went on Dion, “the
only thing is that a man should not be deceived by
these shows, but should be able to look through and
behind them. This room seems bright and solid
enough to us; the laughter is loud; it is all very
real and true to us; but I think that you have the
power to see further; look in my eyes for a moment
and tell me what you see.”
Linus looked at Dion’s eyes,
and all at once he seemed to stand in a lonely and
misty place; it seemed like a hill swept with clouds;
it was but for a moment, and then the bright room
and the table came back; but it swam before his eyes.
“This is very strange,”
said Linus. “I do not think that I ever
felt this before.”
Then Dion said, “Look at the
wall there opposite to us, between the arches, and
tell me what you see.”
The wall between the arches was a
plain wall of stone that gave, Linus knew, upon the
street; he looked for a moment at the wall and the
joints of the masonry. “I see nothing,”
he said, “but the wall and the jointed stones.”
“Look again,” said Dion.
Linus looked again, and suddenly the
wall became blurred, as though a smoke passed over
it; then the stones seemed to him to melt into a kind
of mist, which moved this way and that; all at once
the mists drew up, rolling off in ragged fringes,
and showed him a dark room within, plainly furnished
with tall presses; in the centre of the room was a
table at which a man sat writing in a book, a large
volume, writing busily, his hand moving swiftly and
noiselessly over the paper. At the far end of
the room was an archway which seemed to lead into
a corridor; but the man never raised his head.
He was an old man with grey hair, clad in a cloudy
kind of gown; his face seemed stern and sad; over
his head played a curious radiance, as though from
some unseen source, which brightened into two clear
centres or points of light over his brows.
While he still wrote, some one whom
Linus could not see very distinctly came quietly into
the room through the archway, carrying in his arms
another volume like the one in which the man was writing;
the writer never raised his head, but Linus saw that
he was finishing the last page of the book; as he
finished he pushed it aside with something of impatience
in his gesture; the other laid the new volume before
him, and the man began at once to write, as though
eager to make up for the moment’s interruption;
the other took up the finished book, clasped it, and
went silently out.
“This is a very strange thing,”
said Linus faltering. “Who would have supposed
there was a room in there? I had thought it gave
upon the street.”
“There are hidden rooms everywhere,”
said Dion; “but I see that you are not satisfied;
you may go in and look closer; you cannot interrupt
him who writes; he has no eyes but for his task and
no one here will notice you.”
Linus looked round; it seemed to him
indeed as though by some strange attraction the party
had been drawn into two groups right and left of him,
and that he and Dion were left alone; the merriment
was louder and wilder, and frequent peals of laughter
indicated to him the telling of some tale wicked
it seemed to him from the glistening eyes and disordered
looks of some of the guests; but the laughter seemed
to come to him far off as through a veil of water.
So he rose from his place and went into the room.
It was very plain and severe; the
presses round the room seemed to contain volumes like
that in which the man was writing. It was lit
with a low radiance of its own, very pure and white.
He looked into the door that led into the corridor;
it seemed to be brighter in there. He stood waiting,
undecided. He looked first at the man who wrote;
his hand moved with great rapidity, and his face seemed
furrowed and grave; and Linus felt a fear of him, which
was increased by the curious light which seemed to
well in fountains from his brow, lighting the grey
hair, the book, and the strong white hands. He
looked back and could see the room he had left.
The talk fell on his ear with a dreadful clearness,
and the laughter sounded not cheerful, but intolerably
hateful and evil; he could see Dion, and in his own
place there sat some one half turned away from him,
whom he did not recognise, though the form seemed
somehow familiar.
While he waited, doubtful as to what
he should do, he heard a movement close beside him;
and turning saw the messenger who had brought the
book, a tall serene-looking man, young of feature,
but with a look of age and wisdom about his face.
He seemed in some way familiar to him, and this was
increased by the half-smiling look which met his own.
Then the messenger said in a low distinct tone, but
as though sparing of his words, as a man will talk
in the presence of one who is at work, and as though
answering a question, “Yes, you may look the
book is open to all.” And as he said the
words he made a little gesture with his hand as though
to indicate that he might draw nearer. Linus
at once without hesitation went and stood beside the
writer and looked upon the book.
For a moment he did not understand,
it seemed a record of some talk or other. Then
in a moment he saw words which made his cheeks burn,
and in another moment it flashed upon him that this
was a record of all that was said in the room he had
left. The strangeness of the thought scarcely
crossed his mind, for he was lost in a kind of terror,
a horror of the thought that what was said so lightly
and thoughtlessly should be so strictly preserved;
he stood for a moment, his eyes fastened on the paper
on which the sad syllables shaped themselves, and
with his terror there mixed a kind of wild pity for
the unhappy people who were talking thus, thinking
that each word died as it fell from their lips, and
little knew that the record was thus intently made.
He looked up, and at the other side
of the writer stood the young man who had bidden him
take his place, who made a gesture, laying his finger
on his lips as if for silence, while there rang through
the hall without the wild laughter which greeted the
end of the story then he motioned him away.
As they went softly away together a few paces, Linus
looked at him as though to make sure that what he had
seen was true; the other gave a mournful motion of
the head, saying softly, “Yes! every word;”
and added, as if to himself, “every idle word.”
Linus stood for a moment as if irresolute;
he had an intense longing to go back to the room he
had left and tell the guests what he had seen, to
silence by any means in his power the talk, and yet
half aware that he would not be believed, when the
other led him quickly across the room, and pointed
to the door that led to the corridor, laying his hand
lightly on his arm. Not knowing what he did, and
still lost in his miserable doubt, Linus obeyed the
gentle touch. They passed through the door and
entered a long silent vaulted corridor, with plain
round arches; on one side there were presses which
Linus knew in himself were full of similar records;
on the right were doors, but all closed. They
went on to the end; it was all lit with a solemn holy
light, the source of which Linus could not see, and
the place seemed to grow brighter as they advanced,
brighter and cooler for the air of the
room they had left was hot and still.
They went through a door, and Linus
found himself in a long large room, with arches open
to the daylight. He looked through one of those,
and saw a landscape unfamiliar to him and strangely
beautiful. It was a great open flat country,
full of lawns and thickets and winding streams.
It seemed to be uninhabited, and had a quiet peace
like a land in which the foot of man had never trodden;
far away over the plain he saw a range of blue hills,
very beautiful and still, like the hills a man may
see in dreams. There were buildings there, for
he saw towers and walls, the whole lit with a clear
and pearly light, but it was all too distant for him
to distinguish anything, and indeed would have been
hardly visible but for the surpassing brightness of
the air; the breeze that came in was fresh and fragrant,
like the breeze of dawn; and far away to the left
he saw what looked like the glint of light on a sea
or some wide water, where the day seemed to be breaking,
and coming up with a tranquil joy.
Linus’ heart was so lightened
at this sweet place that he only dimly wondered what
this strange country was that lay so near the city
where he dwelt and yet in which he had never set foot.
While he stood there he heard a faint noise of wings,
and a bird such as he had never seen appeared flying;
but beating its wings and stretching out its feet
like a bird coming home, it alighted for a moment on
the parapet, and seemed to Linus’ eye like a
dove, with sparkling lights upon its head and neck,
and with a patient eye; but this was only for a moment;
as if it had finished its work, it rose again in the
air, and in an instant was out of sight; but the next
moment, another bird appeared; this was a black bird,
strong and even clumsy, but it alighted in the same
way on the balustrade, a little further off, and Linus
could see its sparkling eye and strong claws.
Then came a little bird like a wren, which went as
noiselessly as it came; then several birds all at
once. Linus was so much surprised at the sight
of these birds that he had no eyes for anything else,
till his guide touched him on the arm, and he looked
up and saw that the room was not unoccupied.
There was a large table of some dark
wood in the centre, and by it stood a man who seemed
to be reading in a book which lay open on the table,
following the lines with his finger; and Linus thought,
though he could not see the face, that as he read
he wept. And at the same time he knew that this
was the master of the house, though how he knew it
he could hardly explain, except for the awed and reverent
look in the face of his guide; in the presence of
the former writer, whom they had just left, his guide
had borne himself, he now reflected, as the son of
a house might bear himself in the presence of an old
and trusted servant, who was valued more for his honesty
than for his courtesy.
But here all was different, and Linus
too felt a silent awe stealing into his mind, he knew
not why, at the sight of the still and gracious figure.
The messenger made a movement with
his hand as though Linus were to go forward, so he
stepped towards the table; and then he waited, but
the man drew a little aside and put the book towards
Linus, as though he were to look at it. Linus
looked, and saw that it was one of the former books
of records; and something of the same wistful sadness
came over him at the thought of all the evil words
and deeds that were here noted. But now there
came a great and wonderful surprise; for, as the man
ran his fingers along the lines, they became faint
and blurred, and presently the page seemed clean,
just as the water dies out of a cloth which is put
before a hot fire; it seemed to Linus as though the
writing vanished most speedily when one of the birds
lit on the railing; and presently he was sure of this,
for each time that a bird came on the ledge the man
raised his head a little and seemed to consider and
all the while the dawn brightened over the sea.
Then Linus saw that the hand which
moved over the page, a beautiful yet strong hand,
was strangely scarred; and at this he caught his breath,
for a thought too deep for utterance came into his
heart; and then, as though the unasked question was
answered, came a clear low voice which said, “These
are the wounds with which I was wounded in the house
of my friends.”
And then, unbidden, but because he
could not do otherwise, Linus knelt softly down; and
the man, tenderly and gently, as a father might tell
a child a secret by slow degrees, fearful that it might
be too hard for the tender spirit, turned and looked
at him, and Linus felt the eyes sink as it were into
his soul, and it seemed to him at that moment that
he had said without the need of speech all that had
ever been in his heart; he felt himself in one instant
understood and cared for, utterly and perfectly, so
that he should have no need ever to fear or doubt
again; and Linus said softly the only words that came
into his mind, the words of one who had doubted and
was strengthened, “My Lord and my God.”
So he knelt for a moment, and then
knew that he was to rise and go, and it seemed to
him that the other looked back upon the book with
somewhat of a sigh, as one who was content to work,
but had waited long.
So Linus went back down the corridor
and through the little room, where the man still sat
writing, and stepped into the hall again.
The hall seemed very dark and fiery
after the radiance of that other morning; the guests
were as Linus had left them; Dion sat in his place;
and just as Linus came to his own chair, it seemed
to him that some one slipped quietly away; and Dion
looked at him with a very tender and inquiring gaze.
“Yes,” said Linus, “I have seen.”
“And you understand?” said Dion.
“Yes,” said Linus, “in part I
understand enough.”
When Linus looked round the hall again,
he was surprised to find that what had distressed
and almost terrified him before, the uproar, the evil
mirth, the light-hearted wickedness moved him now more
with a tender and wondering sorrow; and he asked Dion
how it was. “Because,” said Dion,
“you have seen the end; and you know that though
the way is dark and long, we shall arrive.”
“Yes,” he went on, “we shall arrive;
there is no doubting that; the Father’s heart
is wide, and He will bring His sons even from afar.”