Professor Ainslie Grey had not come
down to breakfast at the usual hour. The presentation
chiming-clock which stood between the terra-cotta
busts of Claude Bernard and of John Hunter upon the
dining-room mantelpiece had rung out the half-hour
and the three-quarters. Now its golden hand
was verging upon the nine, and yet there were no signs
of the master of the house.
It was an unprecedented occurrence.
During the twelve years that she had kept house for
him, his youngest sister had never known him a second
behind his time. She sat now in front of the
high silver coffee-pot, uncertain whether to order
the gong to be resounded or to wait on in silence.
Either course might be a mistake. Her brother
was not a man who permitted mistakes.
Miss Ainslie Grey was rather above
the middle height, thin, with peering, puckered eyes,
and the rounded shoulders which mark the bookish woman.
Her face was long and spare, flecked with colour above
the cheek-bones, with a reasonable, thoughtful forehead,
and a dash of absolute obstinacy in her thin lips
and prominent chin. Snow white cuffs and collar,
with a plain dark dress, cut with almost Quaker-like
simplicity, bespoke the primness of her taste.
An ebony cross hung over her flattened chest.
She sat very upright in her chair, listening with
raised eyebrows, and swinging her eye-glasses backwards
and forwards with a nervous gesture which was peculiar
to her.
Suddenly she gave a sharp, satisfied
jerk of the head, and began to pour out the coffee.
From outside there came the dull thudding sound of
heavy feet upon thick carpet. The door swung
open, and the Professor entered with a quick, nervous
step. He nodded to his sister, and seating himself
at the other side of the table, began to open the
small pile of letters which lay beside his plate.
Professor Ainslie Grey was at that
time forty-three years of age nearly twelve
years older than his sister. His career had been
a brilliant one. At Edinburgh, at Cambridge,
and at Vienna he had laid the foundations of his great
reputation, both in physiology and in zoology.
His pamphlet, On the Mesoblastic Origin
of Excitomotor Nerve Roots, had won him his fellowship
of the Royal Society; and his researches, Upon the
Nature of Bathybius, with some Remarks upon Lithococci,
had been translated into at least three European languages.
He had been referred to by one of the greatest living
authorities as being the very type and embodiment
of all that was best in modern science. No wonder,
then, that when the commercial city of Birchespool
decided to create a medical school, they were only
too glad to confer the chair of physiology upon Mr.
Ainslie Grey. They valued him the more from the
conviction that their class was only one step in his
upward journey, and that the first vacancy would remove
him to some more illustrious seat of learning.
In person he was not unlike his sister.
The same eyes, the same contour, the same intellectual
forehead. His lips, however, were firmer, and
his long, thin, lower jaw was sharper and more decided.
He ran his finger and thumb down it from time to
time, as he glanced over his letters.
“Those maids are very noisy,”
he remarked, as a clack of tongues sounded in the
distance.
“It is Sarah,” said his sister; “I
shall speak about it.”
She had handed over his coffee-cup,
and was sipping at her own, glancing furtively through
her narrowed lids at the austere face of her brother.
“The first great advance of
the human race,” said the Professor, “was
when, by the development of their left frontal convolutions,
they attained the power of speech. Their second
advance was when they learned to control that power.
Woman has not yet attained the second stage.”
He half closed his eyes as he spoke,
and thrust his chin forward, but as he ceased he had
a trick of suddenly opening both eyes very wide and
staring sternly at his interlocutor.
“I am not garrulous, John,” said his sister.
“No, Ada; in many respects you approach the
superior or male type.”
The Professor bowed over his egg with
the manner of one who utters a courtly compliment;
but the lady pouted, and gave an impatient little
shrug of her shoulders.
“You were late this morning, John,” she
remarked, after a pause.
“Yes, Ada; I slept badly.
Some little cerebral congestion, no doubt due to
over-stimulation of the centers of thought. I
have been a little disturbed in my mind.”
His sister stared across at him in
astonishment. The Professor’s mental processes
had hitherto been as regular as his habits. Twelve
years’ continual intercourse had taught her that
he lived in a serene and rarefied atmosphere of scientific
calm, high above the petty emotions which affect humbler
minds.
“You are surprised, Ada,”
he remarked. “Well, I cannot wonder at
it. I should have been surprised myself if I
had been told that I was so sensitive to vascular
influences. For, after all, all disturbances
are vascular if you probe them deep enough.
I am thinking of getting married.”
“Not Mrs. O’James”
cried Ada Grey, laying down her egg-spoon.
“My dear, you have the feminine
quality of receptivity very remarkably developed.
Mrs. O’James is the lady in question.”
“But you know so little of her.
The Esdailes themselves know so little. She
is really only an acquaintance, although she is staying
at The Lindens. Would it not be wise to speak
to Mrs. Esdaile first, John?”
“I do not think, Ada, that Mrs.
Esdaile is at all likely to say anything which would
materially affect my course of action. I have
given the matter due consideration. The scientific
mind is slow at arriving at conclusions, but having
once formed them, it is not prone to change.
Matrimony is the natural condition of the human race.
I have, as you know, been so engaged in academical
and other work, that I have had no time to devote
to merely personal questions. It is different
now, and I see no valid reason why I should forego
this opportunity of seeking a suitable helpmate.”
“And you are engaged?”
“Hardly that, Ada. I ventured
yesterday to indicate to the lady that I was prepared
to submit to the common lot of humanity. I shall
wait upon her after my morning lecture, and learn
how far my proposals meet with her acquiescence.
But you frown, Ada!”
His sister started, and made an effort
to conceal her expression of annoyance. She
even stammered out some few words of congratulation,
but a vacant look had come into her brother’s
eyes, and he was evidently not listening to her.
“I am sure, John, that I wish
you the happiness which you deserve. If I hesitated
at all, it is because I know how much is at stake,
and because the thing is so sudden, so unexpected.”
Her thin white hand stole up to the black cross upon
her bosom. “These are moments when we
need guidance, John. If I could persuade you
to turn to spiritual ”
The Professor waved the suggestion
away with a deprecating hand.
“It is useless to reopen that
question,” he said. “We cannot argue
upon it. You assume more than I can grant.
I am forced to dispute your premises. We have
no common basis.”
His sister sighed.
“You have no faith,” she said.
“I have faith in those great
evolutionary forces which are leading the human race
to some unknown but elevated goal.”
“You believe in nothing.”
“On the contrary, my dear Ada,
I believe in the differentiation of protoplasm.”
She shook her head sadly. It
was the one subject upon which she ventured to dispute
her brother’s infallibility.
“This is rather beside the question,”
remarked the Professor, folding up his napkin.
“If I am not mistaken, there is some possibility
of another matrimonial event occurring in the family.
Eh, Ada? What!”
His small eyes glittered with sly
facetiousness as he shot a twinkle at his sister.
She sat very stiff, and traced patterns upon the cloth
with the sugar-tongs.
“Dr. James M’Murdo O’Brien ”
said the Professor, sonorously.
“Don’t, John, don’t!” cried
Miss Ainslie Grey.
“Dr. James M’Murdo O’Brien,”
continued her brother inexorably, “is a man
who has already made his mark upon the science of the
day. He is my first and my most distinguished
pupil. I assure you, Ada, that his ‘Remarks
upon the Bile-Pigments, with special reference to Urobilin,’
is likely to live as a classic. It is not too
much to say that he has revolutionised our views about
urobilin.”
He paused, but his sister sat silent,
with bent head and flushed cheeks. The little
ebony cross rose and fell with her hurried breathings.
“Dr. James M’Murdo O’Brien
has, as you know, the offer of the physiological chair
at Melbourne. He has been in Australia five years,
and has a brilliant future before him. To-day
he leaves us for Edinburgh, and in two months’
time, he goes out to take over his new duties.
You know his feeling towards you. It, rests
with you as to whether he goes out alone. Speaking
for myself, I cannot imagine any higher mission for
a woman of culture than to go through life in the
company of a man who is capable of such a research
as that which Dr. James M’Murdo O’Brien
has brought to a successful conclusion.”
“He has not spoken to me,” murmured the
lady.
“Ah, there are signs which are
more subtle than speech,” said her brother,
wagging his head. “But you are pale.
Your vasomotor system is excited. Your arterioles
have contracted. Let me entreat you to compose
yourself. I think I hear the carriage.
I fancy that you may have a visitor this morning,
Ada. You will excuse me now.”
With a quick glance at the clock he
strode off into the hall, and within a few minutes
he was rattling in his quiet, well-appointed brougham
through the brick-lined streets of Birchespool.
His lecture over, Professor Ainslie
Grey paid a visit to his laboratory, where he adjusted
several scientific instruments, made a note as to
the progress of three separate infusions of bacteria,
cut half-a-dozen sections with a microtome, and finally
resolved the difficulties of seven different gentlemen,
who were pursuing researches in as many separate lines
of inquiry. Having thus conscientiously and
methodically completed the routine of his duties, he
returned to his carriage and ordered the coachman
to drive him to The Lindens. His face as he
drove was cold and impassive, but he drew his fingers
from time to time down his prominent chin with a jerky,
twitchy movement.
The Lindens was an old-fashioned,
ivy-clad house which had once been in the country,
but was now caught in the long, red-brick feelers of
the growing city. It still stood back from the
road in the privacy of its own grounds. A winding
path, lined with laurel bushes, led to the arched
and porticoed entrance. To the right was a lawn,
and at the far side, under the shadow of a hawthorn,
a lady sat in a garden-chair with a book in her hands.
At the click of the gate she started, and the Professor,
catching sight of her, turned away from the door, and
strode in her direction.
“What! won’t you go in
and see Mrs. Esdaile?” she asked, sweeping out
from under the shadow of the hawthorn.
She was a small woman, strongly feminine,
from the rich coils of her light-coloured hair to
the dainty garden slipper which peeped from under
her cream-tinted dress. One tiny well-gloved
hand was outstretched in greeting, while the other
pressed a thick, green-covered volume against her
side. Her decision and quick, tactful manner
bespoke the mature woman of the world; but her upraised
face had preserved a girlish and even infantile expression
of innocence in its large, fearless, grey eyes, and
sensitive, humorous mouth. Mrs. O’James
was a widow, and she was two-and-thirty years of age;
but neither fact could have been deduced from her
appearance.
“You will surely go in and see
Mrs. Esdaile,” she repeated, glancing up at
him with eyes which had in them something between a
challenge and a caress.
“I did not come to see Mrs.
Esdaile,” he answered, with no relaxation of
his cold and grave manner; “I came to see you.”
“I am sure I should be highly
honoured,” she said, with just the slightest
little touch of brogue in her accent. “What
are the students to do without their Professor?”
“I have already completed my
academic duties. Take my arm, and we shall walk
in the sunshine. Surely we cannot wonder that
Eastern people should have made a deity of the sun.
It is the great beneficent force of Nature man’s
ally against cold, sterility, and all that is abhorrent
to him. What were you reading?”
“Hale’s Matter and Life.”
The Professor raised his thick eyebrows.
“Hale!” he said, and then again in a kind
of whisper, “Hale!”
“You differ from him?” she asked.
“It is not I who differ from
him. I am only a monad a thing of
no moment. The whole tendency of the highest
plane of modern thought differs from him. He
defends the indefensible. He is an excellent
observer, but a feeble reasoner. I should not
recommend you to found your conclusions upon Hale.”
“I must read Nature’s
Chronicle to counteract his pernicious influence,”
said Mrs. O’James, with a soft, cooing laugh.
Nature’s Chronicle was one of
the many books in which Professor Ainslie Grey had
enforced the negative doctrines of scientific agnosticism.
“It is a faulty work,”
said he; “I cannot recommend it. I would
rather refer you to the standard writings of some
of my older and more eloquent colleagues.”
There was a pause in their talk as
they paced up and down on the green, velvet-like lawn
in the genial sunshine.
“Have you thought at all,”
he asked at last, “of the matter upon which
I spoke to you last night?”
She said nothing, but walked by his
side with her eyes averted and her face aslant.
“I would not hurry you unduly,”
he continued. “I know that it is a matter
which can scarcely be decided off-hand. In my
own case, it cost me some thought before I ventured
to make the suggestion. I am not an emotional
man, but I am conscious in your presence of the great
evolutionary instinct which makes either sex the complement
of the other.”
“You believe in love, then?”
she asked, with a twinkling, upward glance.
“I am forced to.”
“And yet you can deny the soul?”
“How far these questions are
psychic and how far material is still sub judice,”
said the Professor, with an air of toleration.
“Protoplasm may prove to be the physical basis
of love as well as of life.”
“How inflexible you are!”
she exclaimed; “you would draw love down to
the level of physics.”
“Or draw physics up to the level of love.”
“Come, that is much better,”
she cried, with her sympathetic laugh. “That
is really very pretty, and puts science in quite a
delightful light.”
Her eyes sparkled, and she tossed
her chin with the pretty, wilful air of a woman who
is mistress of the situation.
“I have reason to believe,”
said the Professor, “that my position here will
prove to be only a stepping-stone to some wider scene
of scientific activity. Yet, even here, my chair
brings me in some fifteen hundred pounds a year, which
is supplemented by a few hundreds from my books.
I should therefore be in a position to provide you
with those comforts to which you are accustomed.
So much for my pecuniary position. As to my
constitution, it has always been sound. I have
never suffered from any illness in my life, save fleeting
attacks of cephalalgia, the result of too prolonged
a stimulation of the centres of cerebration.
My father and mother had no sign of any morbid diathesis,
but I will not conceal from you that my grandfather
was afflicted with podagra.”
Mrs. O’James looked startled.
“Is that very serious?” she asked.
“It is gout,” said the Professor.
“Oh, is that all? It sounded much worse
than that.”
“It is a grave taint, but I
trust that I shall not be a victim to atavism.
I have laid these facts before you because they are
factors which cannot be overlooked in forming your
decision. May I ask now whether you see your
way to accepting my proposal?”
He paused in his walk, and looked earnestly and expectantly
down at her.
A struggle was evidently going on
in her mind. Her eyes were cast down, her little
slipper tapped the lawn, and her fingers played nervously
with her chatelain. Suddenly, with a sharp, quick
gesture which had in it something of abandon
and recklessness, she held out her hand to her companion.
“I accept,” she said.
They were standing under the shadow
of the hawthorn. He stooped gravely down, and
kissed her glove-covered fingers.
“I trust that you may never
have cause to regret your decision,” he said.
“I trust that you never may,”
she cried, with a heaving breast.
There were tears in her eyes, and
her lips twitched with some strong emotion.
“Come into the sunshine again,”
said he. “It is the great restorative.
Your nerves are shaken. Some little congestion
of the medulla and pons. It is always instructive
to reduce psychic or emotional conditions to their
physical equivalents. You feel that your anchor
is still firm in a bottom of ascertained fact.”
“But it is so dreadfully unromantic,”
said Mrs. O’James, with her old twinkle.
“Romance is the offspring of
imagination and of ignorance. Where science
throws her calm, clear light there is happily no room
for romance.”
“But is not love romance?” she asked.
“Not at all. Love has
been taken away from the poets, and has been brought
within the domain of true science. It may prove
to be one of the great cosmic elementary forces.
When the atom of hydrogen draws the atom of chlorine
towards it to form the perfected molecule of hydrochloric
acid, the force which it exerts may be intrinsically
similar to that which draws me to you. Attraction
and repulsion appear to be the primary forces.
This is attraction.”
“And here is repulsion,”
said Mrs. O’James, as a stout, florid lady came
sweeping across the lawn in their direction.
“So glad you have come out, Mrs. Esdaile!
Here is Professor Grey.”
“How do you do, Professor?”
said the lady, with some little pomposity of manner.
“You were very wise to stay out here on so lovely
a day. Is it not heavenly?”
“It is certainly very fine weather,”
the Professor answered.
“Listen to the wind sighing
in the trees!” cried Mrs. Esdaile, holding up
one finger. “It is Nature’s lullaby.
Could you not imagine it, Professor Grey, to be the
whisperings of angels?”
“The idea had not occurred to me, madam.”
“Ah, Professor, I have always
the same complaint against you. A want of rapport
with the deeper meanings of nature. Shall I say
a want of imagination. You do not feel an emotional
thrill at the singing of that thrush?”
“I confess that I am not conscious of one, Mrs.
Esdaile.”
“Or at the delicate tint of
that background of leaves? See the rich greens!”
“Chlorophyll,” murmured the Professor.
“Science is so hopelessly prosaic.
It dissects and labels, and loses sight of the great
things in its attention to the little ones. You
have a poor opinion of woman’s intellect, Professor
Grey. I think that I have heard you say so.”
“It is a question of avoirdupois,”
said the Professor, closing his eyes and shrugging
his shoulders. “The female cerebrum averages
two ounces less in weight than the male. No
doubt there are exceptions. Nature is always
elastic.”
“But the heaviest thing is not
always the strongest,” said Mrs. O’James,
laughing. “Isn’t there a law of compensation
in science? May we not hope to make up in quality
for what we lack in quantity?”
“I think not,” remarked
the Professor, gravely. “But there is your
luncheon-gong. No, thank you, Mrs. Esdaile, I
cannot stay. My carriage is waiting. Good-bye.
Good-bye, Mrs. O’James.”
He raised his hat and stalked slowly
away among the laurel bushes.
“He has no taste,” said
Mrs. Esdaile “no eye for beauty.”
“On the contrary,” Mrs.
O’James answered, with a saucy little jerk of
the chin. “He has just asked me to be his
wife.”
As Professor Ainslie Grey ascended
the steps of his house, the hall-door opened and a
dapper gentleman stepped briskly out. He was
somewhat sallow in the face, with dark, beady eyes,
and a short, black beard with an aggressive bristle.
Thought and work had left their traces upon his face,
but he moved with the brisk activity of a man who
had not yet bade good-bye to his youth.
“I’m in luck’s way,” he cried.
“I wanted to see you.”
“Then come back into the library,”
said the Professor; “you must stay and have
lunch with us.”
The two men entered the hall, and
the Professor led the way into his private sanctum.
He motioned his companion into an arm-chair.
“I trust that you have been
successful, O’Brien,” said he. “I
should be loath to exercise any undue pressure upon
my sister Ada; but I have given her to understand
that there is no one whom I should prefer for a brother-in-law
to my most brilliant scholar, the author of Some Remarks
upon the Bile-Pigments, with special reference to Urobilin.”
“You are very kind, Professor
Grey you have always been very kind,”
said the other. “I approached Miss Grey
upon the subject; she did not say No.”
“She said Yes, then?”
“No; she proposed to leave the
matter open until my return from Edinburgh.
I go to-day, as you know, and I hope to commence my
research to-morrow.”
“On the comparative anatomy
of the vermiform appendix, by James M’Murdo
O’Brien,” said the Professor, sonorously.
“It is a glorious subject a subject
which lies at the very root of evolutionary philosophy.”
“Ah! she is the dearest girl,”
cried O’Brien, with a sudden little spurt of
Celtic enthusiasm “she is the soul
of truth and of honour.”
“The vermiform appendix ”
began the Professor.
“She is an angel from heaven,”
interrupted the other. “I fear that it
is my advocacy of scientific freedom in religious thought
which stands in my way with her.”
“You must not truckle upon that
point. You must be true to your convictions;
let there be no compromise there.”
“My reason is true to agnosticism,
and yet I am conscious of a void a vacuum.
I had feelings at the old church at home between the
scent of the incense and the roll of the organ, such
as I have never experienced in the laboratory or the
lecture-room.”
“Sensuous-purely sensuous,”
said the Professor, rubbing his chin. “Vague
hereditary tendencies stirred into life by the stimulation
of the nasal and auditory nerves.”
“Maybe so, maybe so,”
the younger man answered thoughtfully. “But
this was not what I wished to speak to you about.
Before I enter your family, your sister and you have
a claim to know all that I can tell you about my career.
Of my worldly prospects I have already spoken to
you. There is only one point which I have omitted
to mention. I am a widower.”
The Professor raised his eyebrows.
“This is news indeed,” said he.
“I married shortly after my
arrival in Australia. Miss Thurston was her
name. I met her in society. It was a most
unhappy match.”
Some painful emotion possessed him.
His quick, expressive features quivered, and his
white hands tightened upon the arms of the chair.
The Professor turned away towards the window.
“You are the best judge,”
he remarked “but I should not think that it
was necessary to go into details.”
“You have a right to know everything you
and Miss Grey. It is not a matter on which I
can well speak to her direct. Poor Jinny was
the best of women, but she was open to flattery, and
liable to be misled by designing persons. She
was untrue to me, Grey. It is a hard thing to
say of the dead, but she was untrue to me. She
fled to Auckland with a man whom she had known before
her marriage. The brig which carried them foundered,
and not a soul was saved.”
“This is very painful, O’Brien,”
said the Professor, with a deprecatory motion of his
hand. “I cannot see, however, how it affects
your relation to my sister.”
“I have eased my conscience,”
said O’Brien, rising from his chair; “I
have told you all that there is to tell. I should
not like the story to reach you through any lips but
my own.”
“You are right, O’Brien.
Your action has been most honourable and considerate.
But you are not to blame in the matter, save that
perhaps you showed a little precipitancy in choosing
a life-partner without due care and inquiry.”
O’Brien drew his hand across his eyes.
“Poor girl!” he cried. “God
help me, I love her still! But I must go.”
“You will lunch with us?”
“No, Professor; I have my packing
still to do. I have already bade Miss Grey adieu.
In two months I shall see you again.”
“You will probably find me a married man.”
“Married!”
“Yes, I have been thinking of it.”
“My dear Professor, let me congratulate
you with all my heart. I had no idea.
Who is the lady?”
“Mrs. O’James is her name a
widow of the same nationality as yourself. But
to return to matters of importance, I should be very
happy to see the proofs of your paper upon the vermiform
appendix. I may be able to furnish you with
material for a footnote or two.”
“Your assistance will be invaluable
to me,” said O’Brien, with enthusiasm,
and the two men parted in the hall. The Professor
walked back into the dining-room, where his sister
was already seated at the luncheon-table.
“I shall be married at the registrar’s,”
he remarked; “I should strongly recommend you
to do the same.”
Professor Ainslie Grey was as good
as his word. A fortnight’s cessation of
his classes gave him an opportunity which was too good
to let pass. Mrs. O’James was an orphan,
without relations and almost without friends in the
country. There was no obstacle in the way of
a speedy wedding. They were married, accordingly,
in the quietest manner possible, and went off to Cambridge
together, where the Professor and his charming wife
were present at several academic observances, and
varied the routine of their honeymoon by incursions
into biological laboratories and medical libraries.
Scientific friends were loud in their congratulations,
not only upon Mrs. Grey’s beauty, but upon the
unusual quickness and intelligence which she displayed
in discussing physiological questions. The Professor
was himself astonished at the accuracy of her information.
“You have a remarkable range of knowledge for
a woman, Jeannette,” he remarked upon more than
one occasion. He was even prepared to admit
that her cerebrum might be of the normal weight.
One foggy, drizzling morning they
returned to Birchespool, for the next day would re-open
the session, and Professor Ainslie Grey prided himself
upon having never once in his life failed to appear
in his lecture-room at the very stroke of the hour.
Miss Ada Grey welcomed them with a constrained cordiality,
and handed over the keys of office to the new mistress.
Mrs. Grey pressed her warmly to remain, but she explained
that she had already accepted an invitation which would
engage her for some months. The same evening
she departed for the south of England.
A couple of days later the maid carried
a card just after breakfast into the library where
the Professor sat revising his morning lecture.
It announced the re-arrival of Dr. James M’Murdo
O’Brien. Their meeting was effusively
genial on the part of the younger man, and coldly
precise on that of his former teacher.
“You see there have been changes,” said
the Professor.
“So I heard. Miss Grey
told me in her letters, and I read the notice in the
British Medical Journal. So it’s really
married you are. How quickly and quietly you
have managed it all!”
“I am constitutionally averse
to anything in the nature of show or ceremony.
My wife is a sensible woman I may even
go the length of saying that, for a woman, she is
abnormally sensible. She quite agreed with me
in the course which I have adopted.”
“And your research on Vallisneria?”
“This matrimonial incident has
interrupted it, but I have resumed my classes, and
we shall soon be quite in harness again.”
“I must see Miss Grey before
I leave England. We have corresponded, and I
think that all will be well. She must come out
with me. I don’t think I could go without
her.”
The Professor shook his head.
“Your nature is not so weak
as you pretend,” he said. “Questions
of this sort are, after all, quite subordinate to
the great duties of life.”
O’Brien smiled.
“You would have me take out
my Celtic soul and put in a Saxon one,” he said.
“Either my brain is too small or my heart is
too big. But when may I call and pay my respects
to Mrs. Grey? Will she be at home this afternoon?”
“She is at home now. Come
into the morning-room. She will be glad to make
your acquaintance.”
They walked across the linoleum-paved
hall. The Professor opened the door of the room,
and walked in, followed by his friend. Mrs. Grey
was sitting in a basket-chair by the window, light
and fairy-like in a loose-flowing, pink morning-gown.
Seeing a visitor, she rose and swept towards them.
The Professor heard a dull thud behind him.
O’Brien had fallen back into a chair, with his
hand pressed tight to his side.
“Jinny!” he gasped “Jinny!”
Mrs. Grey stopped dead in her advance,
and stared at him with a face from which every expression
had been struck out, save one of astonishment and
horror. Then with a sharp intaking of the breath
she reeled, and would have fallen had the Professor
not thrown his long, nervous arm round her.
“Try this sofa,” said he.
She sank back among the cushions with
the same white, cold, dead look upon her face.
The Professor stood with his back to the empty fireplace
and glanced from the one to the other.
“So, O’Brien,” he
said at last, “you have already made the acquaintance
of my wife!”
“Your wife,” cried his
friend hoarsely. “She is no wife of yours.
God help me, she is my wife.”
The Professor stood rigidly upon the
hearthrug. His long, thin fingers were intertwined,
and his head sunk a little forward. His two
companions had eyes only for each other.
“Jinny!” said he.
“James!”
“How could you leave me so,
Jinny? How could you have the heart to do it?
I thought you were dead. I mourned for your
death ay, and you have made me mourn for
you living. You have withered my life.”
She made no answer, but lay back among
her cushions with her eyes still fixed upon him.
“Why do you not speak?”
“Because you are right, James.
I have treated you cruelly shamefully.
But it is not as bad as you think.”
“You fled with De Horta.”
“No, I did not. At the
last moment my better nature prevailed. He went
alone. But I was ashamed to come back after what
I had written to you. I could not face you.
I took passage alone to England under a new name,
and here I have lived ever since. It seemed to
me that I was beginning life again. I knew that
you thought I was drowned. Who could have dreamed
that fate would throw us together again! When
the Professor asked me ”
She stopped and gave a gasp for breath.
“You are faint,” said
the Professor “keep the head low;
it aids the cerebral circulation.” He
flattened down the cushion. “I am sorry
to leave you, O’Brien; but I have my class duties
to look to. Possibly I may find you here when
I return.”
With a grim and rigid face he strode
out of the room. Not one of the three hundred
students who listened to his lecture saw any change
in his manner and appearance, or could have guessed
that the austere gentleman in front of them had found
out at last how hard it is to rise above one’s
humanity. The lecture over, he performed his
routine duties in the laboratory, and then drove back
to his own house. He did not enter by the front
door, but passed through the garden to the folding
glass casement which led out of the morning-room.
As he approached he heard his wife’s voice
and O’Brien’s in loud and animated talk.
He paused among the rose-bushes, uncertain whether
to interrupt them or no. Nothing was further
from his nature than play the eavesdropper; but as
he stood, still hesitating, words fell upon his ear
which struck him rigid and motionless.
“You are still my wife, Jinny,”
said O’Brien; “I forgive you from the
bottom of my heart. I love you, and I have never
ceased to love you, though you had forgotten me.”
“No, James, my heart was always
in Melbourne. I have always been yours.
I thought that it was better for you that I should
seem to be dead.”
“You must choose between us
now, Jinny. If you determine to remain here,
I shall not open my lips. There shall be no scandal.
If, on the other hand, you come with me, it’s
little I care about the world’s opinion.
Perhaps I am as much to blame as you. I thought
too much of my work and too little of my wife.”
The Professor heard the cooing, caressing
laugh which he knew so well.
“I shall go with you, James,” she said.
“And the Professor ?”
“The poor Professor! But
he will not mind much, James; he has no heart.”
“We must tell him our resolution.”
“There is no need,” said
Professor Ainslie Grey, stepping in through the open
casement. “I have overheard the latter
part of your conversation. I hesitated to interrupt
you before you came to a conclusion.”
O’Brien stretched out his hand
and took that of the woman. They stood together
with the sunshine on their faces. The Professor
paused at the casement with his hands behind his back,
and his long black shadow fell between them.
“You have come to a wise decision,”
said he. “Go back to Australia together,
and let what has passed be blotted out of your lives.”
“But you you ”
stammered O’Brien.
The Professor waved his hand.
“Never trouble about me,” he said.
The woman gave a gasping cry.
“What can I do or say?”
she wailed. “How could I have foreseen
this? I thought my old life was dead. But
it has come back again, with all its hopes and its
desires. What can I say to you, Ainslie?
I have brought shame and disgrace upon a worthy man.
I have blasted your life. How you must hate
and loathe me! I wish to God that I had never
been born!”
“I neither hate nor loathe you,
Jeannette,” said the Professor, quietly.
“You are wrong in regretting your birth, for
you have a worthy mission before you in aiding the
life-work of a man who has shown himself capable of
the highest order of scientific research. I
cannot with justice blame you personally for what has
occurred. How far the individual monad is to
be held responsible for hereditary and engrained tendencies,
is a question upon which science has not yet said
her last word.”
He stood with his finger-tips touching,
and his body inclined as one who is gravely expounding
a difficult and impersonal subject. O’Brien
had stepped forward to say something, but the other’s
attitude and manner froze the words upon his lips.
Condolence or sympathy would be an impertinence to
one who could so easily merge his private griefs in
broad questions of abstract philosophy.
“It is needless to prolong the
situation,” the Professor continued, in the
same measured tones. “My brougham stands
at the door. I beg that you will use it as your
own. Perhaps it would be as well that you should
leave the town without unnecessary delay. Your
things, Jeannette, shall be forwarded.”
O’Brien hesitated with a hanging head.
“I hardly dare offer you my hand,” he
said.
“On the contrary. I think
that of the three of us you come best out of the affair.
You have nothing to be ashamed of.”
“Your sister ”
“I shall see that the matter
is put to her in its true light. Good-bye!
Let me have a copy of your recent research.
Good-bye, Jeannette!”
“Good-bye!”
Their hands met, and for one short
moment their eyes also. It was only a glance,
but for the first and last time the woman’s intuition
cast a light for itself into the dark places of a
strong man’s soul. She gave a little gasp,
and her other hand rested for an instant, as white
and as light as thistle-down, upon his shoulder.
“James, James!” she cried.
“Don’t you see that he is stricken to
the heart?”
He turned her quietly away from him.
“I am not an emotional man,” he said.
“I have my duties my research on
Vallisneria. The brougham is there. Your
cloak is in the hall. Tell
John where you wish to be driven. He will bring
you anything you need.
Now go.”
His last two words were so sudden,
so volcanic, in such contrast to his measured voice
and mask-like face, that they swept the two away from
him. He closed the door behind them and paced
slowly up and down the room. Then he passed
into the library and looked out over the wire blind.
The carriage was rolling away. He caught a last
glimpse of the woman who had been his wife.
He saw the feminine droop of her head, and the curve
of her beautiful throat.
Under some foolish, aimless impulse,
he took a few quick steps towards the door.
Then he turned, and throwing himself into his study-chair
he plunged back into his work.
There was little scandal about this
singular domestic incident. The Professor had
few personal friends, and seldom went into society.
His marriage had been so quiet that most of his colleagues
had never ceased to regard him as a bachelor.
Mrs. Esdaile and a few others might talk, but their
field for gossip was limited, for they could only guess
vaguely at the cause of this sudden separation.
The Professor was as punctual as ever
at his classes, and as zealous in directing the laboratory
work of those who studied under him. His own
private researches were pushed on with feverish energy.
It was no uncommon thing for his servants, when they
came down of a morning, to hear the shrill scratchings
of his tireless pen, or to meet him on the staircase
as he ascended, grey and silent, to his room.
In vain his friends assured him that such a life
must undermine his health. He lengthened his
hours until day and night were one long, ceaseless
task.
Gradually under this discipline a
change came over his appearance. His features,
always inclined to gauntness, became even sharper and
more pronounced. There were deep lines about
his temples and across his brow. His cheek was
sunken and his complexion bloodless. His knees
gave under him when he walked; and once when passing
out of his lecture-room he fell and had to be assisted
to his carriage.
This was just before the end of the
session and soon after the holidays commenced the
professors who still remained in Birchespool were shocked
to hear that their brother of the chair of physiology
had sunk so low that no hopes could be entertained
of his recovery. Two eminent physicians had
consulted over his case without being able to give
a name to the affection from which he suffered.
A steadily decreasing vitality appeared to be the
only symptom a bodily weakness which left
the mind unclouded. He was much interested himself
in his own case, and made notes of his subjective
sensations as an aid to diagnosis. Of his approaching
end he spoke in his usual unemotional and somewhat
pedantic fashion. “It is the assertion,”
he said, “of the liberty of the individual cell
as opposed to the cell-commune. It is the dissolution
of a co-operative society. The process is one
of great interest.”
And so one grey morning his co-operative
society dissolved. Very quietly and softly he
sank into his eternal sleep. His two physicians
felt some slight embarrassment when called upon to
fill in his certificate.
“It is difficult to give it a name,” said
one.
“Very,” said the other.
“If he were not such an unemotional
man, I should have said that he had died from some
sudden nervous shock from, in fact, what
the vulgar would call a broken heart.”
“I don’t think poor Grey was that sort
of a man at all.”
“Let us call it cardiac, anyhow,” said
the older physician.
So they did so.