COMPENSATION
The grime is on the
window pane,
Pale
the London sunbeams fall,
And show the smudge
of mildew stain,
Which
lies on the distempered wall.
I am a cripple, as you
see,
And
here I lie, a broken thing,
But God has given flight
to me,
That
mocks the swiftest eagle wing.
For if I will to see
or hear,
Quick
as the thought my spirit flies,
And lo! the picture
flashes clear,
Through
all the mist of centuries.
Under a ten-league swirl of dust
The roaring battle swings and sways,
Now reeling down, now upward thrust,
The crescent sparkles through the
haze.
I see the Janissaries fly,
I see the chain-mailed leader fall,
I hear the Tekbar clear and high,
The true believer’s battle-call.
And tossing o’er the press
I mark
The horse-tail banner over all,
Shaped like the smudge of mildew dark
That lies on the distempered wall.
And thus the meanest thing I see
Will set a scene within my brain,
And every sound that comes to me,
Will bring strange echoes back again.
Hark now! In rhythmic monotone,
You hear the murmur of the mart,
The low, deep, unremitting moan,
That comes from weary London’s
heart.
But I can change it to the hum
Of multitudinous acclaim,
When triple-walled Byzantium,
Re-echoes the Imperial name.
So I hear it rising,
falling,
Till
it dies away once more,
And I hear the costers
calling
Mid
the weary London roar.
Who shall pity then
the lameness,
Which
still holds me from the ground?
Who commiserate the
sameness
Of
the scene that girds me round?
Though I lie a broken
wreck,
Though
I seem to want for all,
Still the world is at
my beck
And
the ages at my call.
THE BANNER OF PROGRESS
There’s a banner
in our van,
And we follow as we
can,
For at times we scarce
can see it,
And at times it flutters
high.
But however it be flown,
Still we know it as
our own,
And we follow, ever
follow,
Where we see the banner
fly.
In the struggle and
the strife,
In the weariness of
life,
The banner-man may stumble,
He may falter in the
fight.
But if one should fail or slip,
There are other hands
to grip,
And it’s forward,
ever forward,
From the darkness to
the light.
Hope
Faith may break on reason,
Faith may prove a treason
To
that highest gift
That
is granted by Thy grace;
But Hope! Ah,
let us cherish
Some spark that may
not perish,
Some
tiny spark to cheer us,
As
we wander through the waste!
A little lamp beside
us,
A little lamp to guide
us,
Where
the path is rocky,
Where
the road is steep.
That when the light falls dimmer,
Still some God-sent
glimmer
May
hold us steadfast ever,
To
the track that we should keep.
Hope for the trending
of it,
Hope for the ending
of it,
Hope for all around
us,
That
it ripens in the sun.
Hope for what is waning,
Hope for what is gaining,
Hope for what is waiting
When
the long day is done.
Hope that He, the nameless,
May still be best and
blameless,
Nor
ever end His highest
With
the earthworm and the slime.
Hope that o’er the border,
There lies a land of
order,
With higher law to reconcile
The
lower laws of Time.
Hope that every vexed
life,
Finds within that next
life,
Something
that may recompense,
Something
that may cheer.
And that perchance the
lowest one
Is truly but the slowest
one,
Quickened
by the sorrow
Which
is waiting for him here.
RELIGIO MEDICI
God’s own best
will bide the test,
And
God’s own worst will fall;
But, best or worst or
last or first,
He
ordereth it all.
For all is good, if
understood,
(Ah,
could we understand!)
And right and ill are
tools of skill
Held
in His either hand.
Wisdom He makes to form
the fruit
Where
the high blossoms be;
And Lust to kill the
weaker shoot,
And
Drink to trim the tree.
And Holiness that so
the bole
Be
solid at the core;
And Plague and Fever,
that the whole
Be
changing evermore.
He tests the body and
the mind,
He
rings them o’er and o’er;
And if they crack, He
throws them back,
And
fashions them once more.
He chokes the infant
throat with slime,
He
sets the ferment free;
He builds the tiny tube
of lime
That
blocks the artery.
He stores the milk that
feeds the babe,
He
dulls the tortured nerve;
He gives a hundred joys
of sense
Where
few or none might serve.
And still He trains
the branch of good
Where
the high blossoms be,
And wieldeth still the
shears of ill
To
prune and prime His tree.
MAN'S LIMITATION
Man says that He is
jealous,
Man
says that He is wise,
Man says that He is
watching
From
His throne beyond the skies.
But perchance the arch
above us
Is
one great mirror’s span,
And the Figure seen
so dimly
Is
a vast reflected man.
If it is love that gave
us
A
thousand blossoms bright,
Why should that love
not save us
From
poisoned aconite?
If you may sing His
praises
For
health He gave to you,
What of this spine-curved
cripple,
Shall
he sing praises too?
If you may justly thank
Him
For
strength in mind and limb,
Then what of yonder
weakling —
Must
he give thanks to Him?
Ah dark, too dark, the
riddle!
The
tiny brain too small!
We call, and fondly
listen,
For
answer to that call.
MIND AND MATTER
Great was his soul and
high his aim,
He viewed the world,
and he could trace
A lofty plan to leave
his name
Immortal ’mid
the human race.
But as he planned, and
as he worked,
The fungus spore within
him lurked.
Though dark the present
and the past,
The future seemed a
sunlit thing.
Still ever deeper and
more vast,
The changes that he
hoped to bring.
His was the will to
dare and do;
But still the stealthy
fungus grew.
DARKNESS
A gentleman of wit and charm,
A kindly heart, a cleanly mind,
One who was quick with hand or purse,
To lift the burden of his kind.
A brain well balanced and mature,
A soul that shrank from all things
base,
So rode he forth that winter day,
Complete in every mortal grace.
And then the blunder of a horse,
The crash upon the frozen clods,
And Death? Ah! no such dignity,
But Life, all twisted and at odds!
At odds in body and in soul,
Degraded to some brutish state,
A being loathsome and malign,
Debased, obscene, degenerate.
Pathology? The
case is clear,
The
diagnosis is exact;
A bone depressed, a
haemorrhage,
The
pressure on a nervous tract.
Theology? Ah,
there’s the rub!
Since
brain and soul together fade,
Then when the brain
is dead enough!
Lord
help us, for we need Thine aid!