On the fourth day of March, in the
year 1867, being at that time in my five-and-twentieth
year, I wrote down the following words in my note-book the
result of much mental perturbation and conflict:
“The solar system, amidst a
countless number of other systems as large as itself,
rolls ever silently through space in the direction
of the constellation of Hercules. The great spheres
of which it is composed spin and spin through the
eternal void ceaselessly and noiselessly. Of
these one of the smallest and most insignificant is
that conglomeration of solid and of liquid particles
which we have named the earth. It whirls onwards
now as it has done before my birth, and will do after
my death a revolving mystery, coming none
know whence, and going none know whither. Upon
the outer crust of this moving mass crawl many mites,
of whom I, John M’Vittie, am one, helpless, impotent,
being dragged aimlessly through space. Yet such
is the state of things amongst us that the little
energy and glimmering of reason which I possess is
entirely taken up with the labours which are necessary
in order to procure certain metallic disks, wherewith
I may purchase the chemical elements necessary to
build up my ever-wasting tissues, and keep a roof over
me to shelter me from the inclemency of the weather.
I thus have no thought to expend upon the vital questions
which surround me on every side. Yet, miserable
entity as I am, I can still at times feel some degree
of happiness, and am even save the mark! puffed
up occasionally with a sense of my own importance.”
These words, as I have said, I wrote
down in my note-book, and they reflected accurately
the thoughts which I found rooted far down in my soul,
ever present and unaffected by the passing emotions
of the hour. At last, however, came a time when
my uncle, M’Vittie of Glencairn, died the
same who was at one time chairman of committees of
the House of Commons. He divided his great wealth
among his many nephews, and I found myself with sufficient
to provide amply for my wants during the remainder
of my life, and became at the same time owner of a
bleak tract of land upon the coast of Caithness, which
I think the old man must have bestowed upon me in
derision, for it was sandy and valueless, and he had
ever a grim sense of humour. Up to this time I
had been an attorney in a midland town in England.
Now I saw that I could put my thoughts into effect,
and, leaving all petty and sordid aims, could elevate
my mind by the study of the secrets of nature.
My departure from my English home was somewhat accelerated
by the fact that I had nearly slain a man in a quarrel,
for my temper was fiery, and I was apt to forget my
own strength when enraged. There was no legal
action taken in the matter, but the papers yelped
at me, and folk looked askance when I met them.
It ended by my cursing them and their vile, smoke-polluted
town, and hurrying to my northern possession, where
I might at last find peace and an opportunity for
solitary study and contemplation. I borrowed from
my capital before I went, and so was able to take with
me a choice collection of the most modern philosophical
instruments and books, together with chemicals and
such other things as I might need in my retirement.
The land which I had inherited was
a narrow strip, consisting mostly of sand, and extending
for rather over two miles round the coast of Mansie
Bay, in Caithness. Upon this strip there had been
a rambling, grey-stone building when erected
or wherefore none could tell me and this
I had repaired, so that it made a dwelling quite good
enough for one of my simple tastes. One room
was my laboratory, another my sitting-room, and in
a third, just under the sloping roof, I slung the hammock
in which I always slept. There were three other
rooms, but I left them vacant, except one which was
given over to the old crone who kept house for me.
Save the Youngs and the M’Leods, who were fisher-folk
living round at the other side of Fergus Ness, there
were no other people for many miles in each direction.
In front of the house was the great bay, behind it
were two long barren hills, capped by other loftier
ones beyond. There was a glen between the hills,
and when the wind was from the land it used to sweep
down this with a melancholy sough and whisper among
the branches of the fir-trees beneath my attic window.
I dislike my fellow-mortals.
Justice compels me to add that they appear for the
most part to dislike me. I hate their little crawling
ways, their conventionalities, their deceits, their
narrow rights and wrongs. They take offence at
my brusque outspokenness, my disregard for their social
laws, my impatience of all constraint. Among my
books and my drugs in my lonely den at Mansie I could
let the great drove of the human race pass onwards
with their politics and inventions and tittle-tattle,
and I remained behind stagnant and happy. Not
stagnant either, for I was working in my own little
groove, and making progress. I have reason to
believe that Dalton’s atomic theory is founded
upon error, and I know that mercury is not an element.
During the day I was busy with my
distillations and analyses. Often I forgot my
meals, and when old Madge summoned me to my tea I found
my dinner lying untouched upon the table. At
night I read Bacon, Descartes, Spinoza, Kant all
those who have pried into what is unknowable.
They are all fruitless and empty, barren of result,
but prodigal of polysyllables, reminding me of men
who, while digging for gold, have turned up many worms,
and then exhibit them exultantly as being what they
sought. At times a restless spirit would come
upon me, and I would walk thirty and forty miles without
rest or breaking fast. On these occasions, when
I used to stalk through the country villages, gaunt,
unshaven, and dishevelled, the mothers would rush into
the road and drag their children indoors, and the
rustics would swarm out of their pot-houses to gaze
at me. I believe that I was known far and wide
as the “mad laird o’ Mansie.”
It was rarely, however, that I made these raids into
the country, for I usually took my exercise upon my
own beach, where I soothed my spirit with strong black
tobacco, and made the ocean my friend and my confidant.
What companion is there like the great
restless, throbbing sea? What human mood is there
which it does not match and sympathise with? There
are none so gay but that they may feel gayer when they
listen to its merry turmoil, and see the long green
surges racing in, with the glint of the sunbeams in
their sparkling crests. But when the grey waves
toss their heads in anger, and the wind screams above
them, goading them on to madder and more tumultuous
efforts, then the darkest-minded of men feels that
there is a melancholy principle in Nature which is
as gloomy as his own thoughts. When it was calm
in the Bay of Mansie the surface would be as clear
and bright as a sheet of silver, broken only at one
spot some little way from the shore, where a long black
line projected out of the water looking like the jagged
back of some sleeping monster. This was the top
of the dangerous ridge of rocks known to the fishermen
as the “ragged reef o’ Mansie.”
When the wind blew from the east the waves would break
upon it like thunder, and the spray would be tossed
far over my house and up to the hills behind.
The bay itself was a bold and noble one, but too much
exposed to the northern and eastern gales, and too
much dreaded for its reef, to be much used by mariners.
There was something of romance about this lonely spot.
I have lain in my boat upon a calm day, and peering
over the edge I have seen far down the flickering,
ghostly forms of great fish fish, as it
seemed to me, such as naturalist never knew, and which
my imagination transformed into the genii of that
desolate bay. Once, as I stood by the brink of
the waters upon a quiet night, a great cry, as of
a woman in hopeless grief, rose from the bosom of
the deep, and swelled out upon the still air, now
sinking and now rising, for a space of thirty seconds.
This I heard with my own ears.
In this strange spot, with the eternal
hills behind me and the eternal sea in front, I worked
and brooded for more than two years unpestered by
my fellow men. By degrees I had trained my old
servant into habits of silence, so that she now rarely
opened her lips, though I doubt not that when twice
a year she visited her relations in Wick, her tongue
during those few days made up for its enforced rest.
I had come almost to forget that I was a member of
the human family, and to live entirely with the dead
whose books I pored over, when a sudden incident occurred
which threw all my thoughts into a new channel.
Three rough days in June had been
succeeded by one calm and peaceful one. There
was not a breath of air that evening. The sun
sank down in the west behind a line of purple clouds,
and the smooth surface of the bay was gashed with
scarlet streaks. Along the beach the pools left
by the tide showed up like goûts of blood against
the yellow sand, as if some wounded giant had toilfully
passed that way, and had left these red traces of
his grievous hurt behind him. As the darkness
closed in, certain ragged clouds which had lain low
on the eastern horizon coalesced and formed a great
irregular cumulus. The glass was still low, and
I knew that there was mischief brewing. About
nine o’clock a dull moaning sound came up from
the sea, as from a creature who, much harassed, learns
that the hour of suffering has come round again.
At ten a sharp breeze sprang up from the eastward.
At eleven it had increased to a gale, and by midnight
the most furious storm was raging which I ever remember
upon that weather-beaten coast.
As I went to bed the shingle and seaweed
were pattering up against my attic window, and the
wind was screaming as though every gust were a lost
soul. By that time the sounds of the tempest had
become a lullaby to me. I knew that the grey
walls of the old house would buffet it out, and for
what occurred in the world outside I had small concern.
Old Madge was usually as callous to such things as
I was myself. It was a surprise to me when, about
three in the morning, I was awoke by the sound of
a great knocking at my door and excited cries in the
wheezy voice of my house-keeper. I sprang out
of my hammock, and roughly demanded of her what was
the matter.
“Eh, maister, maister!”
she screamed in her hateful dialect. “Come
doun, mun; come doun! There’s a muckle
ship gaun ashore on the reef, and the puir folks are
a’ yammerin’ and ca’in’ for
help and I doobt they’ll a’
be drooned. Oh, Maister M’Vittie, come doun!”
“Hold your tongue, you hag!”
I shouted back in a passion. “What is it
to you whether they are drowned or not? Get back
to your bed and leave me alone.” I turned
in again and drew the blankets over me. “Those
men out there,” I said to myself, “have
already gone through half the horrors of death.
If they be saved they will but have to go through the
same once more in the space of a few brief years.
It is best therefore that they should pass away now,
since they have suffered that anticipation which is
more than the pain of dissolution.” With
this thought in my mind I endeavoured to compose myself
to sleep once more, for that philosophy which had
taught me to consider death as a small and trivial
incident in man’s eternal and everchanging career,
had also broken me of much curiosity concerning worldly
matters. On this occasion I found, however, that
the old leaven still fermented strongly in my soul.
I tossed from side to side for some minutes endeavouring
to beat down the impulses of the moment by the rules
of conduct which I had framed during months of thought.
Then I heard a dull roar amid the wild shriek of the
gale, and I knew that it was the sound of a signal-gun.
Driven by an uncontrollable impulse, I rose, dressed,
and having lit my pipe, walked out on to the beach.
It was pitch dark when I came outside,
and the wind blew with such violence that I had to
put my shoulder against it and push my way along the
shingle. My face pringled and smarted with the
sting of the gravel which was blown against it, and
the red ashes of my pipe streamed away behind me,
dancing fantastically through the darkness. I
went down to where the great waves were thundering
in, and shading my eyes with my hands to keep off
the salt spray, I peered out to sea. I could
distinguish nothing, and yet it seemed to me that shouts
and great inarticulate cries were borne to me by the
blasts. Suddenly as I gazed I made out the glint
of a light, and then the whole bay and the beach were
lit up in a moment by a vivid blue glare. They
were burning a coloured signal-light on board of the
vessel. There she lay on her beam ends right
in the centre of the jagged reef, hurled over to such
an angle that I could see all the planking of her
deck. She was a large two-masted schooner, of
foreign rig, and lay perhaps a hundred and eighty
or two hundred yards from the shore. Every spar
and rope and writhing piece of cordage showed up hard
and clear under the livid light which sputtered and
flickered from the highest portion of the forecastle.
Beyond the doomed ship out of the great darkness came
the long rolling lines of black waves, never ending,
never tiring, with a petulant tuft of foam here and
there upon their crests. Each as it reached the
broad circle of unnatural light appeared to gather
strength and volume, and to hurry on more impetuously
until, with a roar and a jarring crash, it sprang
upon its victim. Clinging to the weather shrouds
I could distinctly see some ten or twelve frightened
seamen, who, when their light revealed my presence,
turned their white faces towards me and waved their
hands imploringly. I felt my gorge rise against
these poor cowering worms. Why should they presume
to shirk the narrow pathway along which all that is
great and noble among mankind has travelled?
There was one there who interested me more than they.
He was a tall man, who stood apart from the others,
balancing himself upon the swaying wreck as though
he disdained to cling to rope or bulwark. His
hands were clasped behind his back and his head was
sunk upon his breast, but even in that despondent
attitude there was a litheness and decision in his
pose and in every motion which marked him as a man
little likely to yield to despair. Indeed, I could
see by his occasional rapid glances up and down and
all around him that he was weighing every chance of
safety, but though he often gazed across the raging
surf to where he could see my dark figure upon the
beach, his self-respect or some other reason forbade
him from imploring my help in any way. He stood,
dark, silent, and inscrutable, looking down on the
black sea, and waiting for whatever fortune Fate might
send him.
It seemed to me that that problem
would very soon be settled. As I looked, an enormous
billow, topping all the others, and coming after them,
like a driver following a flock, swept over the vessel.
Her foremast snapped short off, and the men who clung
to the shrouds were brushed away like a swarm of flies.
With a rending, riving sound the ship began to split
in two, where the sharp back of the Mansie reef was
sawing into her keel. The solitary man upon the
forecastle ran rapidly across the deck and seized
hold of a white bundle which I had already observed
but failed to make out. As he lifted it up the
light fell upon it, and I saw that the object was
a woman, with a spar lashed across her body and under
her arms in such a way that her head should always
rise above water. He bore her tenderly to the
side and seemed to speak for a minute or so to her,
as though explaining the impossibility of remaining
upon the ship. Her answer was a singular one.
I saw her deliberately raise her hand and strike him
across the face with it. He appeared to be silenced
for a moment or so by this, but he addressed her again,
directing her, as far as I could gather from his motions,
how she should behave when in the water. She
shrank away from him, but he caught her in his arms.
He stooped over her for a moment and seemed to press
his lips against her forehead. Then a great wave
came welling up against the side of the breaking vessel,
and leaning over he placed her upon the summit of
it as gently as a child might be committed to its cradle.
I saw her white dress flickering among the foam on
the crest of the dark billow, and then the light sank
gradually lower, and the riven ship and its lonely
occupant were hidden from my eyes.
As I watched those things my manhood
overcame my philosophy, and I felt a frantic impulse
to be up and doing. I threw my cynicism to one
side as a garment which I might don again at leisure,
and I rushed wildly to my boat and my sculls.
She was a leaky tub, but what then? Was I, who
had cast many a wistful, doubtful glance at my opium
bottle, to begin now to weigh chances and to cavil
at danger. I dragged her down to the sea with
the strength of a maniac and sprang in. For a
moment or two it was a question whether she could
live among the boiling surge, but a dozen frantic
strokes took me through it, half full of water but
still afloat. I was out on the unbroken waves
now, at one time climbing, climbing up the broad black
breast of one, then sinking down, down on the other
side, until looking up I could see the gleam of the
foam all around me against the dark heavens.
Far behind me I could hear the wild wailings of old
Madge, who, seeing me start, thought no doubt that
my madness had come to a climax. As I rowed I
peered over my shoulder, until at last on the belly
of a great wave which was sweeping towards me I distinguished
the vague white outline of the woman. Stooping
over, I seized her as she swept by me, and with an
effort lifted her, all sodden with water, into the
boat. There was no need to row back, for the next
billow carried us in and threw us upon the beach.
I dragged the boat out of danger, and then lifting
up the woman I carried her to the house, followed by
my housekeeper, loud with congratulation and praise.
Now that I had done this thing a reaction
set in upon me. I felt that my burden lived,
for I heard the faint beat of her heart as I pressed
my ear against her side in carrying her. Knowing
this, I threw her down beside the fire which Madge
had lit, with as little sympathy as though she had
been a bundle of fagots. I never glanced
at her to see if she were fair or no. For many
years I had cared little for the face of a woman.
As I lay in my hammock upstairs, however, I heard the
old woman as she chafed the warmth back into her,
crooning a chorus of, “Eh, the puir lassie!
Eh, the bonnie lassie!” from which I gathered
that this piece of jetsam was both young and comely.
The morning after the gale was peaceful
and sunny. As I walked along the long sweep of
sand I could hear the panting of the sea. It was
heaving and swirling about the reef, but along the
shore it rippled in gently enough. There was
no sign of the schooner, nor was there any wreckage
upon the beach, which did not surprise me, as I knew
there was a great undertow in those waters. A
couple of broad-winged gulls were hovering and skimming
over the scene of the shipwreck, as though many strange
things were visible to them beneath the waves.
At times I could hear their raucous voices as they
spoke to one another of what they saw.
When I came back from my walk the
woman was waiting at the door for me. I began
to wish when I saw her that I had never saved her,
for here was an end of my privacy. She was very
young at the most nineteen, with a pale
somewhat refined face, yellow hair, merry blue eyes,
and shining teeth. Her beauty was of an ethereal
type. She looked so white and light and fragile
that she might have been the spirit of that storm-foam
from out of which I plucked her. She had wreathed
some of Madge’s garments round her in a way
which was quaint and not unbecoming. As I strode
heavily up the pathway, she put out her hands with
a pretty child-like gesture, and ran down towards
me, meaning, as I surmise, to thank me for having
saved her, but I put her aside with a wave of my hand
and passed her. At this she seemed somewhat hurt,
and the tears sprang into her eyes, but she followed
me into the sitting-room and watched me wistfully.
“What country do you come from?” I asked
her suddenly.
She smiled when I spoke, but shook her head.
“Francais?” I asked.
“Deutsch?” “Espagnol?” each
time she shook her head, and then she rippled off
into a long statement in some tongue of which I could
not understand one word.
After breakfast was over, however,
I got a clue to her nationality.
Passing along the beach once more,
I saw that in a cleft of the ridge a piece of wood
had been jammed. I rowed out to it in my boat,
and brought it ashore. It was part of the sternpost
of a boat, and on it, or rather on the piece of wood
attached to it, was the word “Archangel,”
painted in strange, quaint lettering.
“So,” I thought, as I
paddled slowly back, “this pale damsel is a
Russian. A fit subject for the White Czar and
a proper dweller on the shores of the White Sea!”
It seemed to me strange that one of her apparent refinement
should perform so long a journey in so frail a craft.
When I came back into the house, I pronounced the word
“Archangel” several times in different
intonations, but she did not appear to recognise it.
I shut myself up in the laboratory
all the morning, continuing a research which I was
making upon the nature of the allotropic forms of
carbon and of sulphur. When I came out at mid-day
for some food she was sitting by the table with a
needle and thread, mending some rents in her clothes,
which were now dry. I resented her continued presence,
but I could not turn her out on the beach to shift
for herself. Presently she presented a new phase
of her character. Pointing to herself and then
to the scene of the shipwreck, she held up one finger,
by which I understood her to be asking whether she
was the only one saved. I nodded my head to indicate
that she was. On this she sprang out of the chair
with a cry of great joy, and holding the garment which
she was mending over her head, and swaying it from
side to side with the motion of her body, she danced
as lightly as a feather all round the room, and then
out through the open door into the sunshine. As
she whirled round she sang in a plaintive shrill voice
some uncouth barbarous chant, expressive of exultation.
I called out to her, “Come in, you young fiend,
come in and be silent!” but she went on with
her dance. Then she suddenly ran towards me,
and catching my hand before I could pluck it away,
she kissed it. While we were at dinner she spied
one of my pencils, and taking it up she wrote the
two words “Sophie Ramusine” upon a piece
of paper, and then pointed to herself as a sign that
that was her name. She handed the pencil to me,
evidently expecting that I would be equally communicative,
but I put it in my pocket as a sign that I wished
to hold no intercourse with her.
Every moment of my life now I regretted
the unguarded precipitancy with which I had saved
this woman. What was it to me whether she had
lived or died? I was no young, hot-headed youth
to do such things. It was bad enough to be compelled
to have Madge in the house, but she was old and ugly,
and could be ignored. This one was young and lively,
and so fashioned as to divert attention from graver
things. Where could I send her, and what could
I do with her? If I sent information to Wick it
would mean that officials and others would come to
me and pry, and peep, and chatter a hateful
thought. It was better to endure her presence
than that.
I soon found that there were fresh
troubles in store for me. There is no place safe
from the swarming, restless race of which I am a member.
In the evening, when the sun was dipping down behind
the hills, casting them into dark shadow, but gilding
the sands and casting a great glory over the sea,
I went, as is my custom, for a stroll along the beach.
Sometimes on these occasions I took my book with me.
I did so on this night, and stretching myself upon
a sand-dune I composed myself to read. As I lay
there I suddenly became aware of a shadow which interposed
itself between the sun and myself. Looking round,
I saw to my great surprise a very tall, powerful man,
who was standing a few yards off, and who, instead
of looking at me, was ignoring my existence completely,
and was gazing over my head with a stern set face at
the bay and the black line of the Mansie reef.
His complexion was dark, with black hair, and short,
curling beard, a hawk-like nose, and golden earrings
in his ears the general effect being wild
and somewhat noble. He wore a faded velveteen
jacket, a red-flannel shirt, and high sea boots, coming
half-way up his thighs. I recognised him at a
glance as being the same man who had been left on
the wreck the night before.
“Hullo!” I said, in an
aggrieved voice. “You got ashore all right,
then?”
“Yes,” he answered, in
good English. “It was no doing of mine.
The waves threw me up. I wish to God I had been
allowed to drown!”
There was a slight foreign lisp in
his accent which was rather pleasing. “Two
good fishermen, who live round yonder point, pulled
me out and cared for me; yet I could not honestly
thank them for it.”
“Ho! ho!” thought I, “here
is a man of my own kidney. Why do you wish to
be drowned?” I asked.
“Because,” he cried, throwing
out his long arms with a passionate, despairing gesture,
“there there in that blue smiling
bay, lies my soul, my treasure everything
that I loved and lived for.”
“Well, well,” I said.
“People are ruined every day, but there’s
no use making a fuss about it. Let me inform
you that this ground on which you walk is my ground,
and that the sooner you take yourself off it the better
pleased I shall be. One of you is quite trouble
enough.”
“One of us?” he gasped.
“Yes if you could
take her off with you I should be still more grateful.”
He gazed at me for a moment as if
hardly able to realise what I said, and then with
a wild cry he ran away from me with prodigious speed
and raced along the sands towards my house. Never
before or since have I seen a human being run so fast.
I followed as rapidly as I could, furious at this
threatened invasion, but long before I reached the
house he had disappeared through the open door.
I heard a great scream from the inside, and as I came
nearer the sound of a man’s bass voice speaking
rapidly and loudly. When I looked in the girl,
Sophie Ramusine, was crouching in a corner, cowering
away, with fear and loathing expressed on her averted
face and in every line of her shrinking form.
The other, with his dark eyes flashing, and his outstretched
hands quivering with emotion, was pouring forth a
torrent of passionate pleading words. He made
a step forward to her as I entered, but she writhed
still further away, and uttered a sharp cry like that
of a rabbit when the weasel has him by the throat.
“Here!” I said, pulling
him back from her. “This is a pretty to-do!
What do you mean? Do you think this is a wayside
inn or place of public accommodation?”
“Oh, sir,” he said, “excuse
me. This woman is my wife, and I feared that
she was drowned. You have brought me back to life.”
“Who are you?” I asked roughly.
“I am a man from Archangel,” he said simply;
“a Russian man.”
“What is your name?”
“Ourganeff.”
“Ourganeff! and hers
is Sophie Ramusine. She is no wife of yours.
She has no ring.”
“We are man and wife in the
sight of Heaven,” he said solemnly, looking
upwards. “We are bound by higher laws than
those of earth.” As he spoke the girl slipped
behind me and caught me by the other hand, pressing
it as though beseeching my protection. “Give
me up my wife, sir,” he went on. “Let
me take her away from here.”
“Look here, you whatever
your name is,” I said sternly; “I don’t
want this wench here. I wish I had never seen
her. If she died it would be no grief to me.
But as to handing her over to you, when it is clear
she fears and hates you, I won’t do it.
So now just clear your great body out of this, and
leave me to my books. I hope I may never look
upon your face again.”
“You won’t give her up to me?” he
said hoarsely.
“I’ll see you damned first!” I answered.
“Suppose I take her,” he cried, his dark
face growing darker.
All my tigerish blood flushed up in
a moment. I picked up a billet of wood from beside
the fireplace. “Go,” I said, in a
low voice; “go quick, or I may do you an injury.”
He looked at me irresolutely for a moment, and then
he left the house. He came back again in a moment,
however, and stood in the doorway looking in at us.
“Have a heed what you do,”
he said. “The woman is mine, and I shall
have her. When it comes to blows, a Russian is
as good a man as a Scotchman.”
“We shall see that,” I
cried, springing forward, but he was already gone,
and I could see his tall form moving away through the
gathering darkness.
For a month or more after this things
went smoothly with us. I never spoke to the Russian
girl, nor did she ever address me. Sometimes when
I was at work in my laboratory she would slip inside
the door and sit silently there watching me with her
great eyes. At first this intrusion annoyed me,
but by degrees, finding that she made no attempt to
distract my attention, I suffered her to remain.
Encouraged by this concession, she gradually came
to move the stool on which she sat nearer and nearer
to my table, until after gaining a little every day
during some weeks, she at last worked her way right
up to me, and used to perch herself beside me whenever
I worked. In this position she used, still without
ever obtruding her presence in any way, to make herself
very useful by holding my pens, test-tubes, or bottles,
and handing me whatever I wanted, with never-failing
sagacity. By ignoring the fact of her being a
human being, and looking upon her as a useful automatic
machine, I accustomed myself to her presence so far
as to miss her on the few occasions when she was not
at her post. I have a habit of talking aloud
to myself at times when I work, so as to fix my results
better in my mind. The girl must have had a surprising
memory for sounds, for she could always repeat the
words which I let fall in this way, without, of course,
understanding in the least what they meant. I
have often been amused at hearing her discharge a
volley of chemical equations and algebraic symbols
at old Madge, and then burst into a ringing laugh when
the crone would shake her head, under the impression,
no doubt, that she was being addressed in Russian.
She never went more than a few yards
from the house, and indeed never put her foot over
the threshold without looking carefully out of each
window in order to be sure that there was nobody about.
By this I knew that she suspected that her fellow-countryman
was still in the neighbourhood, and feared that he
might attempt to carry her off. She did something
else which was significant. I had an old revolver
with some cartridges, which had been thrown away among
the rubbish. She found this one day, and at once
proceeded to clean it and oil it. She hung it
up near the door, with the cartridges in a little bag
beside it, and whenever I went for a walk, she would
take it down and insist upon my carrying it with me.
In my absence she would always bolt the door.
Apart from her apprehensions she seemed fairly happy,
busying herself in helping Madge when she was not
attending upon me. She was wonderfully nimble-fingered
and natty in all domestic duties.
It was not long before I discovered
that her suspicions were well founded, and that this
man from Archangel was still lurking in the vicinity.
Being restless one night I rose and peered out of the
window. The weather was somewhat cloudy, and
I could barely make out the line of the sea, and the
loom of my boat upon the beach. As I gazed, however,
and my eyes became accustomed to the obscurity, I became
aware that there was some other dark blur upon the
sands, and that in front of my very door, where certainly
there had been nothing of the sort the preceding night.
As I stood at my diamond-paned lattice still peering
and peeping to make out what this might be, a great
bank of clouds rolled slowly away from the face of
the moon, and a flood of cold, clear light was poured
down upon the silent bay and the long sweep of its
desolate shores. Then I saw what this was which
haunted my doorstep. It was he, the Russian.
He squatted there like a gigantic toad, with his legs
doubled under him in strange Mongolian fashion, and
his eyes fixed apparently upon the window of the room
in which the young girl and the housekeeper slept.
The light fell upon his upturned face, and I saw once
more the hawk-like grace of his countenance, with the
single deeply-indented line of care upon his brow,
and the protruding beard which marks the passionate
nature. My first impulse was to shoot him as
a trespasser, but, as I gazed, my resentment changed
into pity and contempt. “Poor fool,”
I said to myself, “is it then possible that you,
whom I have seen looking open-eyed at present death,
should have your whole thoughts and ambition centred
upon this wretched slip of a girl a girl,
too, who flies from you and hates you. Most women
would love you were it but for that dark
face and great handsome body of yours and
yet you must needs hanker after the one in a thousand
who will have no traffic with you.” As
I returned to my bed I chuckled much to myself over
this thought. I knew that my bars were strong
and my bolts thick. It mattered little to me
whether this strange man spent his night at my door
or a hundred leagues off, so long as he was gone by
the morning. As I expected, when I rose and went
out there was no sign of him, nor had he left any
trace of his midnight vigil.
It was not long, however, before I
saw him again. I had been out for a row one morning,
for my head was aching, partly from prolonged stooping,
and partly from the effects of a noxious drug which
I had inhaled the night before. I pulled along
the coast some miles, and then, feeling thirsty, I
landed at a place where I knew that a fresh water stream
trickled down into the sea. This rivulet passed
through my land, but the mouth of it, where I found
myself that day, was beyond my boundary line.
I felt somewhat taken aback when rising from the stream
at which I had slaked my thirst I found myself face
to face with the Russian. I was as much a trespasser
now as he was, and I could see at a glance that he
knew it.
“I wish to speak a few words to you,”
he said gravely.
“Hurry up, then!” I answered,
glancing at my watch. “I have no time to
listen to chatter.”
“Chatter!” he repeated
angrily. “Ah, but there. You Scotch
people are strange men. Your face is hard and
your words rough, but so are those of the good fishermen
with whom I stay, yet I find that beneath it all there
lie kind honest natures. No doubt you are kind
and good, too, in spite of your roughness.”
“In the name of the devil,”
I said, “say your say, and go your way.
I am weary of the sight of you.”
“Can I not soften you in any
way?” he cried. “Ah, see see
here” he produced a small Grecian
cross from inside his velvet jacket. “Look
at this. Our religions may differ in form, but
at least we have some common thoughts and feelings
when we see this emblem.”
“I am not so sure of that,” I answered.
He looked at me thoughtfully.
“You are a very strange man,”
he said at last. “I cannot understand you.
You still stand between me and Sophie. It is a
dangerous position to take, sir. Oh, believe
me, before it is too late. If you did but know
what I have done to gain that woman how
I have risked my body, how I have lost my soul!
You are a small obstacle to some which I have surmounted you,
whom a rip with a knife, or a blow from a stone, would
put out of my way for ever. But God preserve me
from that,” he cried wildly. “I am
deep too deep already. Anything
rather than that.”
“You would do better to go back
to your country,” I said, “than to skulk
about these sand-hills and disturb my leisure.
When I have proof that you have gone away I shall
hand this woman over to the protection of the Russian
Consul at Edinburgh. Until then, I shall guard
her myself, and not you, nor any Muscovite that ever
breathed, shall take her from me.”
“And what is your object in
keeping me from Sophie?” he asked. “Do
you imagine that I would injure her? Why, man,
I would give my life freely to save her from the slightest
harm. Why do you do this thing?”
“I do it because it is my good
pleasure to act so,” I answered. “I
give no man reasons for my conduct.”
“Look here!” he cried,
suddenly blazing into fury, and advancing towards
me with his shaggy mane bristling and his brown hands
clenched. “If I thought you had one dishonest
thought towards this girl if for a moment
I had reason to believe that you had any base motive
for detaining her as sure as there is a
God in Heaven I should drag the heart out of your
bosom with my hands.” The very idea seemed
to have put the man in a frenzy, for his face was
all distorted and his hands opened and shut convulsively.
I thought that he was about to spring at my throat.
“Stand off,” I said, putting
my hand on my pistol. “If you lay a finger
on me I shall kill you.”
He put his hand into his pocket, and
for a moment I thought he was about to produce a weapon
too, but instead of that he whipped out a cigarette
and lit it, breathing the smoke rapidly into his lungs.
No doubt he had found by experience
that this was the most effectual way of curbing his
passions.
“I told you,” he said
in a quieter voice, “that my name is Ourganeff Alexis
Ourganeff. I am a Finn by birth, but I have spent
my life in every part of the world. I was one
who could never be still, nor settle down to a quiet
existence. After I came to own my own ship there
is hardly a port from Archangel to Australia which
I have not entered. I was rough and wild and
free, but there was one at home, sir, who was prim
and white-handed and soft-tongued, skilful in little
fancies and conceits which women love. This youth
by his wiles and tricks stole from me the love of
the girl whom I had ever marked as my own, and who
up to that time had seemed in some sort inclined to
return my passion. I had been on a voyage to
Hammerfest for ivory, and coming back unexpectedly
I learned that my pride and treasure was to be married
to this soft-skinned boy, and that the party had actually
gone to the church. In such moments, sir, something
gives way in my head, and I hardly know what I do.
I landed with a boat’s crew all men
who had sailed with me for years, and who were as
true as steel. We went up to the church.
They were standing, she and he, before the priest,
but the thing had not been done. I dashed between
them and caught her round the waist. My men beat
back the frightened bridegroom and the lookers on.
We bore her down to the boat and aboard our vessel,
and then getting up anchor we sailed away across the
White Sea until the spires of Archangel sank down behind
the horizon. She had my cabin, my room, every
comfort. I slept among the men in the forecastle.
I hoped that in time her aversion to me would wear
away, and that she would consent to marry me in England
or in France. For days and days we sailed.
We saw the North Cape die away behind us, and we skirted
the grey Norwegian coast, but still, in spite of every
attention, she would not forgive me for tearing her
from that pale-faced lover of hers. Then came
this cursed storm which shattered both my ship and
my hopes, and has deprived me even of the sight of
the woman for whom I have risked so much. Perhaps
she may learn to love me yet. You, sir,”
he said wistfully, “look like one who has seen
much of the world. Do you not think that she
may come to forget this man and to love me?”
“I am tired of your story,”
I said, turning away. “For my part, I think
you are a great fool. If you imagine that this
love of yours will pass away you had best amuse yourself
as best you can until it does. If, on the other
hand, it is a fixed thing, you cannot do better than
cut your throat, for that is the shortest way out
of it. I have no more time to waste on the matter.”
With this I hurried away and walked down to the boat.
I never looked round, but I heard the dull sound of
his feet upon the sands as he followed me.
“I have told you the beginning
of my story,” he said, “and you shall
know the end some day. You would do well to let
the girl go.”
I never answered him, but pushed the
boat off. When I had rowed some distance out
I looked back and saw his tall figure upon the yellow
sand as he stood gazing thoughtfully after me.
When I looked again some minutes later he had disappeared.
For a long time after this my life
was as regular and as monotonous as it had been before
the shipwreck. At times I hoped that the man from
Archangel had gone away altogether, but certain footsteps
which I saw upon the sand, and more particularly a
little pile of cigarette ash which I found one day
behind a hillock from which a view of the house might
be obtained, warned me that, though invisible, he was
still in the vicinity. My relations with the
Russian girl remained the same as before. Old
Madge had been somewhat jealous of her presence at
first, and seemed to fear that what little authority
she had would be taken away from her. By degrees,
however, as she came to realise my utter indifference,
she became reconciled to the situation, and, as I have
said before, profited by it, as our visitor performed
much of the domestic work.
And now I am coming near the end of
this narrative of mine, which I have written a great
deal more for my own amusement than for that of any
one else. The termination of the strange episode
in which these two Russians had played a part was
as wild and as sudden as the commencement. The
events of one single night freed me from all my troubles,
and left me once more alone with my books and my studies,
as I had been before their intrusion. Let me
endeavour to describe how this came about.
I had had a long day of heavy and
wearying work, so that in the evening I determined
upon taking a long walk. When I emerged from the
house my attention was attracted by the appearance
of the sea. It lay like a sheet of glass, so
that never a ripple disturbed its surface. Yet
the air was filled with that indescribable moaning
sound which I have alluded to before a
sound as though the spirits of all those who lay beneath
those treacherous waters were sending a sad warning
of coming troubles to their brethren in the flesh.
The fishermen’s wives along that coast know
the eerie sound, and look anxiously across the waters
for the brown sails making for the land. When
I heard it I stepped back into the house and looked
at the glass. It was down below 29 degrees.
Then I knew that a wild night was coming upon us.
Underneath the hills where I walked
that evening it was dull and chill, but their summits
were rosy-red, and the sea was brightened by the sinking
sun. There were no clouds of importance in the
sky, yet the dull groaning of the sea grew louder
and stronger. I saw, far to the eastward, a brig
beating up for Wick, with a reef in her topsails.
It was evident that her captain had read the signs
of nature as I had done. Behind her a long, lurid
haze lay low upon the water, concealing the horizon.
“I had better push on,” I thought to myself,
“or the wind may rise before I can get back.”
I suppose I must have been at least
half a mile from the house when I suddenly stopped
and listened breathlessly. My ears were so accustomed
to the noises of nature, the sighing of the breeze
and the sob of the waves, that any other sound made
itself heard at a great distance. I waited, listening
with all my ears. Yes, there it was again a
long-drawn, shrill cry of despair, ringing over the
sands and echoed back from the hills behind me a
piteous appeal for aid. It came from the direction
of my house. I turned and ran back homewards at
the top of my speed, ploughing through the sand, racing
over the shingle. In my mind there was a great
dim perception of what had occurred.
About a quarter of a mile from the
house there is a high sand-hill, from which the whole
country round is visible. When I reached the top
of this I paused for a moment. There was the
old grey building there the boat.
Everything seemed to be as I had left it. Even
as I gazed, however, the shrill scream was repeated,
louder than before, and the next moment a tall figure
emerged from my door, the figure of the Russian sailor.
Over his shoulder was the white form of the young
girl, and even in his haste he seemed to bear her
tenderly and with gentle reverence. I could hear
her wild cries and see her desperate struggles to break
away from him. Behind the couple came my old
housekeeper, staunch and true, as the aged dog, who
can no longer bite, still snarls with toothless gums
at the intruder. She staggered feebly along at
the heels of the ravisher, waving her long, thin arms,
and hurling, no doubt, volleys of Scotch curses and
imprecations at his head. I saw at a glance that
he was making for the boat. A sudden hope sprang
up in my soul that I might be in time to intercept
him. I ran for the beach at the top of my speed.
As I ran I slipped a cartridge into my revolver.
This I determined should be the last of these invasions.
I was too late. By the time I
reached the water’s edge he was a hundred yards
away, making the boat spring with every stroke of his
powerful arms. I uttered a wild cry of impotent
anger, and stamped up and down the sands like a maniac.
He turned and saw me. Rising from his seat he
made me a graceful bow, and waved his hand to me.
It was not a triumphant or a derisive gesture.
Even my furious and distempered mind recognised it
as being a solemn and courteous leave-taking.
Then he settled down to his oars once more, and the
little skiff shot away out over the bay. The
sun had gone down now, leaving a single dull, red
streak upon the water, which stretched away until it
blended with the purple haze on the horizon.
Gradually the skiff grew smaller and smaller as it
sped across this lurid band, until the shades of night
gathered round it and it became a mere blur upon the
lonely sea. Then this vague loom died away also
and darkness settled over it a darkness
which should never more be raised.
And why did I pace the solitary shore,
hot and wrathful as a wolf whose whelp has been torn
from it? Was it that I loved this Muscovite girl?
No a thousand times no. I am not one
who, for the sake of a white skin or a blue eye, would
belie my own life, and change the whole tenor of my
thoughts and existence. My heart was untouched.
But my pride ah, there I had been cruelly
wounded.
To think that I had been unable to
afford protection to the helpless one who craved it
of me, and who relied on me! It was that which
made my heart sick and sent the blood buzzing through
my ears.
That night a great wind rose up from
the sea, and the wild waves shrieked upon the shore
as though they would tear it back with them into the
ocean. The turmoil and the uproar were congenial
to my vexed spirit. All night I wandered up and
down, wet with spray and rain, watching the gleam
of the white breakers and listening to the outcry of
the storm. My heart was bitter against the Russian.
I joined my feeble pipe to the screaming of the gale.
“If he would but come back again!” I cried
with clenched hands; “if he would but come back!”
He came back. When the grey light
of morning spread over the eastern sky, and lit up
the great waste of yellow, tossing waters, with the
brown clouds drifting swiftly over them, then I saw
him once again. A few hundred yards off along
the sand there lay a long dark object, cast up by
the fury of the waves. It was my boat, much shattered
and splintered. A little further on, a vague,
shapeless something was washing to and fro in the
shallow water, all mixed with shingle and with seaweed.
I saw at a glance that it was the Russian, face downwards
and dead. I rushed into the water and dragged
him up on to the beach. It was only when I turned
him over that I discovered that she was beneath him,
his dead arms encircling her, his mangled body still
intervening between her and the fury of the storm.
It seemed that the fierce German Sea might beat the
life from him, but with all its strength it was unable
to tear this one-idea’d man from the woman whom
he loved. There were signs which led me to believe
that during that awful night the woman’s fickle
mind had come at last to learn the worth of the true
heart and strong arm which struggled for her and guarded
her so tenderly. Why else should her little head
be nestling so lovingly on his broad breast, while
her yellow hair entwined itself with his flowing beard?
Why too should there be that bright smile of ineffable
happiness and triumph, which death itself had not
had power to banish from his dusky face? I fancy
that death had been brighter to him than life had
ever been.
Madge and I buried them there on the
shores of the desolate northern sea. They lie
in one grave deep down beneath the yellow sand.
Strange things may happen in the world around them.
Empires may rise and may fall, dynasties may perish,
great wars may come and go, but, heedless of it all,
those two shall embrace each other for ever and aye,
in their lonely shrine by the side of the sounding
ocean. I sometimes have thought that their spirits
flit like shadowy sea-mews over the wild waters of
the bay. No cross or symbol marks their resting-place,
but old Madge puts wild flowers upon it at times,
and when I pass on my daily walk and see the fresh
blossoms scattered over the sand, I think of the strange
couple who came from afar, and broke for a little space
the dull tenor of my sombre life.