THE CHEVALIER
Hildas friends in England had prepared a surprise for her. It was
engineered by a wise and energetic old lady in London, who had been charmed with
the daring of the American girl at the front. So, without Hildas
knowledge, she published the following advertisement:
“’Hilda’ -- Will
every Hilda, big and little, in Great Britain
and Ireland, send contributions for a ‘Hilda’
motor ambulance, costing L500, to be sent for
service in Pervyse, to save wounded Belgian
soldiers from suffering? It will be run
by a nurse named Hilda. ‘Lady Hildas’
subscribe a guinea, ‘Hildas’ over
sixteen, half-guinea, ’Little Hildas’,
and ‘Hildas’ in straightened circumstances,
two-shillings-and-sixpence.”
That was the “Personal”
on the front page of the London Times, which
had gone out over the land.
Hilda’s life at the front had
appealed to the imagination of some thousands of the
Belgian soldiers, and to many officers. The fame
of her and of her two companions had grown with each
week of the wearing, perilous service, hard by the
Belgian trenches. Gradually there had drifted
out of the marsh-land hints and broken bits of the
life-saving work of these Pervyse girls, all the way
back to England. The Hildas of the realm had
rallied, and funds flowed into the London office, till
a swift commodious car was purchased, and shipped
out to the young nurse.
And now Hilda’s car had actually
come to her, there at the dressing-station in Pervyse.
The brand new motor ambulance was standing in the
roadway, waiting her need. Its brown canopy was
shiny in the sun. A huge Red Cross adorned either
side with a crimson splash that ought to be visible
on a dark night. The thirty horse-power engine
purred and obeyed with the sympathy of a high-strung
horse. Seats and stretchers inside were clean
and fresh for stricken men. From Hilda’s
own home town of Cedar Rapids, Iowa, had come a friendship’s
garland of one hundred dollars. She liked to
fancy that this particular sum of money had passed
into the front wheels, where the speed was generated.
“My car, my very own,”
she murmured. She dreamed about it, and carried
it in her thoughts by day. She had fine rushes
of feeling about it, too. It must do worthy work,
she said to herself. There could be no retreating
from bad pockets with that car. There must be
no leaving the wounded, when the firing cuts close,
no joy-riding.
She could not help feeling proud of
her position. There was no other woman out of
all America who had won through to the front.
And on all the Western battle-line of four hundred
miles, there were no other women, save her and her
two friends, who were doing just this sort of dangerous
touch-and-go work. With her own eyes she had read
the letters of more than two hundred persons, begging
permission to join the Corps. There were women
of title, professional men of standing. What had
she done to deserve such lucky eminence? Why
was she chosen to serve at the furthest outpost where
risk and opportunity went hand in hand?
Dr. Neil McDonnell, leader of the
Ambulance Corps, had brought a party of her friends
from Furnes, to celebrate the coming of the car.
Dr. McDonnell was delighted with every success achieved
by his “children.” When the three
women went to Pervyse, and the fame of them spread
through the Belgian Army, the Doctor was as happy as
if a grandchild had won the Derby. He was glad
when Mrs. Bracher and “Scotch” received
the purple ribbon and the starry silver medal for faithful
service in a parlous place. He was now very happy
that Hilda’s fame had sprung to England, taken
root, and bloomed in so choice a way. He had a
curiously sweet nature, the Doctor, a nature without
animosities, absent-minded, filmed with dreams, and
those dreams large, bold and kindly.
“Your car is better than a medal,”
he said; “a medal can’t save life, but
this car will. This is as good as an endowed hospital
bed. It’s like the King’s touch;
it heals everyone who comes near. May its shadow
never grow less.”
“I hope they won’t shoot
away its bonnet,” said Hilda; “there’s
nothing so dead-looking as a wrecked ambulance.
I saw one the other day on the Oestkirke road.
It looked like a summer-resort place in winter.”
“No danger,” replied the
Doctor, who was of a buoyant cast; “you are
born lucky. You’re one of the Fortunate
Seven. You know there are Seven Fortunate born
in each generation. All the good things come to
them without striving. You are one of the Fortunate
Seven.”
“We shall see,” responded Hilda.
The Doctor was just starting back
to Furnes, when he remembered what he had come for.
“By the way,” he called
to Hilda, “what driver do you want?”
“Smith, of course,” she
answered. “Whom could I want but Smith?
He is quite the bravest man I have met in the twenty
weeks out here.”
“He’s only a chauffeur,” remarked
one of the Corps.
“Only a chauffeur,” echoed
Hilda; “only the man who runs the car and picks
up the wounded, and straps in the stretchers.
Give me Smith, every time ” she ended.
“He looks like a hero, doesn’t
he?” said the same member of the Corps.
“No, he doesn’t,” laughed Hilda,
“and that’s the joke.”
Smith reported for duty early next morning.
“We must christen the car in
some real way,” she said. “How shall
it be, Smith?”
“Dixmude,” he answered.
He generally dealt in replies of one word. He
was a city lad, slight in frame, of pale, tired face.
“Yes, there is always work at Dixmude,”
Hilda agreed.
They started on the six-mile run.
“What do you think of using
black troops against white, miss?” asked Smith,
after they had bowled along for a few minutes.
“I’m not a warlike person,”
replied Hilda, “so I don’t know what’s
the proper thing. But, just the same, I don’t
like to see them using black men. They don’t
know what they’re fighting about. Anyway,
I’d rather help them, than shoot them.”
“It isn’t their fault, is it, miss?”
said Smith.
“By no means,” returned
Hilda; “they deserve all the more help because
they are ignorant.”
“That’s right enough,
too,” agreed Smith and relapsed into his constitutional
silence. He had a quiet way with him, which was
particularly agreeable when the outer air was tense.
They rode on into Dixmude. The
little city had been torn into shreds, as a sail is
torn by a hurricane. But the ruined place was
still treated from time to time with shell fire, lest
any troops should make the charred wreckage a cover
for advancing toward the enemy trenches. They
rode on to where they caught a flash of soldiers’
uniform.
In a blackened butt of an inn, a group
of Senegalese were hiding. They were great six-foot
fellows, with straight bodies, and shoulders for carrying
weights the face a black mask, expressionless,
save for the rolling whites of the eyes, and the sudden
startling grin of perfect white teeth, when trouble
fell out of the sky. They had been left there
to hold the furthest outpost. A dozen of them
were hale and cheery. Two of them sat patiently
in the straw, nursing each a damaged arm. Out
in the gutter, fifty feet away, one sat picking at
his left leg. Smith turned the car, half around,
then backed it toward the ditch, then forward again,
and so around, till at last he had it headed back along
the road they had come. Then he brought it to
a standstill, leaving the power on, so that the frame
of the car shook, as the body of a hunting dog shakes
before it is let loose from the leash.
There was a wail in the air overhead,
a wail and then a roar, as a shell cut close over
the hood of the ambulance and exploded in the low wall
of the house opposite. Three more came more quickly
than one could count aloud.
“Four; a battery of four,” said Hilda.
The enemy artillery had sighted their
ambulance, and believing it to contain reinforcements
or ammunition, were leveling their destruction at
it. The high car with its brown canvas covering
was a fair mark in the clear morning light. Hilda
motioned the two wounded men in the inn to come to
the car. They slowly rose to their feet, and patiently
trudged out into the road. Smith gave them a
hand, and they climbed upon the footboard of the ambulance,
and over into the interior. One of the black
men called harshly to the man in the ditch down the
road. He turned from his sitting posture, fell
over on his face, and then came crawling on his hands
and knees.
“Why doesn’t he walk?” asked Hilda.
“Foot shot away,” replied Smith.
She saw the raw, red flesh of the
lower leg, as if the work of his maker had been left
incompleted. Again in the air there was the moan
of travelling metal, then the heavy thud of its impact,
the roar as it released its explosive, and the shower
of brick dust, iron and pebbles. Again, the following
three, sharp and close, one on the track of the other.
“They’ve got our range all right,”
said Smith.
The black man, trailing his left leg,
seemed slow in coming, as he scratched along over
the ground. This is surely death, Hilda said to
herself, and she felt it would be good to die just
so. She had not been a very sinful person, but
she well knew there had been much in her way of doing
things to be sorry for. She had spoken harshly,
and acted cruelly. She had brought suffering
to other lives with her charm. And, suddenly
in this flash of clear seeing, she knew that by this
single act of standing there, waiting, she had wiped
out the wrong-doing, and found forgiveness. She
knew she could face the dark as blithely as if she
were going to her bridal. Strange how the images
of an old-fashioned and outgrown religion came back
upon her in this instant. Strange that she should
feel this act was bringing her an atonement and that
she could meet death without a tremor. The gods
beyond this gloom were going to be good to her, she
knew it. They would salute Smith and herself,
as comrades unafraid.
She was glad, too, that her last sight
of things would be the look at the homely face of
Smith, as he stood there at his full height, which
was always a little bent, very much untroubled by the
passing menace. She did not know that there was
anyone with whom she would rather go down than with
the ignorant boy, who was holding his life cheap for
a crippled black man. Somehow, being with him
in this hour, connected her with the past of her own
life, for, after her fashion, she had tried to be
true to her idea of equality. She had always felt
that such as he were worthy of the highest things
in life. And there he stood, proving it.
That there was nobody beside herself to see him, struck
her as just a part of the general injustice.
If he had been a great captain, doing this thing,
he would go down a memory to many. Being an unknown
lad of the lower class, he would be as little recognized
in his death as in life. It was strange what
racing and comprehensive work her brain compassed
in a little moment. It painted by flashes and
crowded its canvas with the figures of a life-time.
Only those who have not lived such a moment, doubt
this.
Then came two more shells, this time
just in front of the car and low. And now the
negro, creeping along, had reached the car. Smith
and Hilda lifted him in, and waved good-bye to the
black men flattened against the wall of the inn.
Smith put on power, and they raced to the turn of the
road.
There at the cross-roads, on horseback,
was Hilda’s faithful and gallant friend, Commandant
Jost, friend of the King’s. He was using
his field-glasses on the road down which they had
sped.
“C’est chaud,”
called Hilda to her old friend, “it was lively.”
“Yes,” he answered soberly.
“I just came up in time to see you. I didn’t
know it was you. I have been watching your car
with my glasses. They nearly hit you. I
counted ten reports into the street where you were.”
“Yes,” returned Hilda, “but all’s
well that ends well.”
“How many men did you rescue?” asked the
Commandant.
“Three,” answered the
girl; “the last fellow came slowly. His
foot was bad.”
The Commandant dismounted and came
round to the back of the car. He threw up the
hood.
“You did this for black men?” he said
slowly.
“Why not?” asked Hilda
in surprise. “If they’re good enough
to fight for us, they’re good enough to save.”
“The King shall know of this,”
he said; “it means a decoration. I will
see to it.”
Hilda’s face lighted up for
an instant. Then the glow died down; she became
grave.
“If anything comes of this,”
she said simply, “it goes to Smith. I must
insist on that.”
“There is just one thing about
it,” replied the Commandant. “We cannot
give our decorations around wholesale. The King
wishes to keep them choice by keeping them rare.
Now it really will not do to add two more decorations
to your little group. Two of your women have already
received them. This was a brave piece of work one
of the bravest I ever saw. It deserves a ribbon.
It shall have a ribbon, if I can reach the King.
But two ribbons, no. It cannot be.”
“Ah, you don’t need to
tell me that,” returned Hilda. “I
know that. One decoration is quite enough.
But that decoration, if granted, must go to Smith.”
The highest honor in the gift of the
King of the Belgians was being conferred: a Red
Cross worker was about to be made Chevalier of the
Order of Leopold. Doubtless one would rather be
decorated by Albert than by any other person in the
world. It was plain already that he was going
down into history as one of the fabulous good rulers,
with Alfred and Saint Louis, who had been as noble
in their secret heart as in their pride of place.
It was fitting that the brief ceremony should be held
in Albert’s wrecked village of Pervyse, with
shell pits in the road, and black stumps of ruin for
every glance of the eye. For he was no King of
prosperity, fat with the pomp of power. He was
a man of sorrows, the brother of his crucified people.
But the man who was about to be honored
kept getting lost. The distinguished statesmen,
officers, and visiting English, formed their group
and chatted. But the object of their coming together
was seldom in sight. He disappeared indoors to
feed the wasted cat that had lived through three bombardments
and sought her meat in wrecked homes. He was
blotted out by the “Hilda” car, as he tinkered
with its intimacies. No man ever looked less
like a Chevalier, than Smith, when discovered and
conducted to the King. Any of the little naval
boy officers standing around with their gold braid
on the purple cloth, looked gaudier than Smith.
He looked more like a background, with his weather-worn
khaki, and narrow, high-hitched shoulders, than like
the center-piece in a public performance.
There came a brief and painful moment,
when the King’s favor was pinned upon him.
“The show is over, isn’t it?” he
asked.
Hilda smiled.
“I suppose you’ll go and
bury the medal in an old trunk in the attic,”
she said.
Smith walked across to the car, and
opened the bonnet. The group of distinguished
people had lost interest in him. Hilda followed
him over.
“You’re most as proud
of that car as I am,” she said; “it’s
sort of your car, too, isn’t it?”
Smith was burrowing into the interior
of things, and had already succeeded in smearing his
fingers with grease within three minutes of becoming
a Chevalier.
“Fact is, ma’am,”
he answered, “it is my car, in a way. You
see, my mother’s name is Hilda, same as yours.
My mother, she gave half-a-crown for it.”