John a Cleeve lay on his bed in the
guest-room of the Seigniory, listening to the sound
of the distant falls.
That song was his anodyne. All
day he had let it lull his conscience, rousing himself
irritably as from a drugged sleep to answer the questions
put to him by Dominique or the priest. Dominique’s
questions had been few and easily answered, the most
of them relating to the battle.
“A brother of mine was there
beyond doubt,” he had wound up wistfully.
“He is a bateau-man, by name Baptiste Guyon.
But of course you will not know him?”
“Ils m’ont tire pour
la battue, moi,” John had fenced him off
with a feeble joke and a feeble laugh. (Why should
he feel ashamed? Was this not war, and he a prisoner
tricking his captors?)
But the priest had been a nuisance.
Heaven be praised for his going!
And now the shadows were closing upon
the room, and in the hush of sunset the voice of the
waters had lifted its pitch and was humming insistently,
with but a semitone’s fall and rise. During
the priest’s exhortations he had turned his
face to the wall; but now for an hour he had lain
on his other side, studying the rafters, the furniture,
the ray of sunlight creeping along the floor-boards
and up the dark, veneered face of an armoire
built into the wall. Behind the doors of it hung
Sergeant Barboux’s white tunic; and sometimes
it seemed to him that the doors were transparent and
he saw it dangling like a grey ghost within.
It was to avoid this sight that he
had turned to the wall when the priest began to interrogate
him. Heavens! how incurably, after all, he hated
these priests!
Menehwehna had answered most of the
questions, standing by the bed’s foot:
and Menehwehna was seated there still in the dusk.
How many lies had Menehwehna told?
John himself had told none, unless it were a lie
to pronounce his name French-fashion “John
a Cleeve,” “Jean a Clive.”
And, once more, was not this war?
For the rest and for his own part,
it was astonishing how easily, the central truth being
hidden that the tunic in the armoire
was not his the deception had run on its
own wheels. Why, after all, should that tunic
frighten him? He, John a Cleeve, had not killed
its wearer. He had never buttoned it about him
nor slipped an arm into one of its sleeves.
Menehwehna had offered to help him into it and had
shown much astonishment on being refused. John’s
own soiled regimentals they had weighted with a stone
and sunk in the river, and he had been lying all but
naked, with the accursed garment over his legs, when
the rescue-party found them on the bank.
How many lies had Menehwehna told?
John could remember the sound of two voices, the
priest’s and the Indian’s, questioning
and explaining; but the sound only. As soon
as he shut his eyes and tried to recall the words,
the priest’s voice faded down the song of the
falls, and only the Indian and himself were left, dropping
dropping to the sound, over watery ledges
and beneath pendent boughs. Then, as the walls
of the room dissolved and the priest’s figure
vanished with them, Menehwehna’s voice grew distinct.
At one time it said: “What is done is done.
Come with me, and we will go up through the Great
Lakes, beyond Michilimackinac, to the Beaver Islands
which are in the mouth of Lake Michigan. There
we will find the people of my tribe, and when the
snow comes and they separate, you shall go with me
to the wintering-grounds and learn to be a hunter.”
In another dream the voice said:
“You will not come because you weary of me and
wish to leave me. We have voyaged together, and
little by little my heart has been opened to you;
but yours will not open in return. I would have
made you to me all that Muskingon was; but you would
not. When I killed that man, it was for your
sake no less than Muskingon’s. I told
him so when he died. Of what avail is my friendship,
brother, when you will give me none in exchange? .
. .”
In yet a third dream the canoe floated
on a mirror, between a forest and the image of a forest.
. . . His eyes followed the silver wake of a
musk-rat swimming from shore to shore, and in his ear
Menehwehna was saying, “Your head is weak yet:
when it grows stronger you will wish to come.
Muskingon struck you too hard so with
the flat of his tomahawk. He did not mean it,
but his heart was jealous that already so much of
my love had passed over to you. Yet he was a
good lad, and my daughter’s husband. The
White-coat called across the stream to him, to kill
you; but he would not, nor would he bring you over
the ford until we had made the White-coat promise that
you should not be killed for trying to run away.
The man could do nothing against us two; but he bore
ill-will to Muskingon afterwards, and left him to
die when we could have saved him.”
So, while John had lain senseless,
fate had been binding him with cords cords
of guilt and cords of gratitude and twining
them inextricably. Therefore he feared sleep,
because these dreams awoke him to pluck again at the
knot of conscience. Ease came only with the
brain’s exhaustion, when in sheer weakness he
could let slip the tangle and let the song of the
rapids drug his senses once more.
He turned on his side and watched
the sunbeam as it crept up the face of the armoire.
“Menehwehna!” he called weakly.
From his seat in the corner among
the shadows the Indian came and stood behind him.
“Menehwehna, this lying cannot
go on! Make you for this fort they talk of;
tell your tale there and push on to join your tribe.
Let us fix a length of time, enough for your travel
beyond reach, and at the end of it I will speak.”
“And what will my brother tell them?”
“The truth that I am no Frenchman
but an English prisoner.”
“It is weakness makes you lose
patience,” answered Menehwehna, as one might
soothe a child. “Let the weak listen to
the strong. All things I have contrived, and
will contrive; there is no danger, and will be none.”
John groaned. How could he explain
that he abhorred this lying? Worse how
could he explain that he loathed Menehwehna’s
company and could not be friends with him as of old;
that something in his blood, something deep and ineradicable
as the difference between white man and red man, cried
out upon the sergeant’s murder? How could
he make this clear? Menehwehna who
had preserved his life, nursed him, toiled for him
cheerfully, borne with him patiently would
understand only that all these pains had been spent
upon an ingrate. John tugged away from the bond
of guilt only to tighten this other yet more hateful
bond of gratitude. He must sever them both, and
in one way only could this be done. He and Menehwehna
must part. “I do not fear to be a prisoner.
Moreover, it will not be for long. The river
leads, after all, to Quebec; and the English, if they
take Louisbourg, will quickly push up that way.”
“The White-coat used to speak
wisdom once in a while,” answered Menehwehna
gravely. “‘It is a great battle,’
he said, ’that battle of If; only it has the
misfortune never to be fought.’ Take heart,
brother, and come with me to the Isles du Castor.
When your countrymen take Quebec you shall return
to them, if you still have the mind, and I will swear
that we held you captive. But to tell this needless
tale is a sick man’s folly.”
John could not meet the Indian’s
eyes, full as they were of a wondering simplicity.
He feared they might read the truth that
his desire to escape was dead. During Father
Launoy’s exhortations he had lain, as it were,
with his ear against its cold heart; had lain secretly
whispering it to awake. But it would not.
The questions and cross-questions about Douai he
had answered almost inattentively. What did it
all matter?
The priest had been merely tedious.
Back on Lake Champlain and on the Richelieu, when
the world of his ken, though lost, lay not far behind
him, his hope had been to escape and seek back to it;
his comfort against failure the thought that here
in the north one restful, familiar face awaited him the
face of the Church Catholic. Now the hope and
the consolation were gone together. Perhaps under
the lengthening strain some vital spring had snapped
in him, or the forests had slowly choked it, or it
had died with a nerve of the brain under Muskingon’s
tomahawk.
He was not Sergeant a Clive of the
regiment of Béarn; but almost as little was he that
Ensign John a Cleeve of the Forty-sixth who had entered
the far side of the Wilderness.
He wanted only to be quit of Menehwehna
and guilt. It would be a blessed relief to lie
lost, alone, as a ball tossed into a large country.
As he had fallen, so he prayed to lie; empty in the
midst of a great emptiness. The Communion of
all the Saints could not comfort him now, since he
had passed all need of comfort.
“You must go, Menehwehna.
I will not speak until you are beyond reach.”
“It is my brother that talks
so. Else would I call it the twitter of a wren
that has flown over. Is Menehwehna a coward,
that he spoke with thought of saving himself?”
“I know that you did not,”
answered John, and cursed the knowledge. But
the voice of the falls had begun to lull him.
“We will talk of it to-morrow,” he said
drowsily.
“Yes, indeed; for this is a
thought of sickness, that a man should choose to be
a prisoner when by any means he may be free.”
He found a tinder-box and lit the
night-lamp a wick floating in a saucer
of oil: then, having shaken up John’s pillow
and given him to drink from a pannikin, went noiselessly
back to his corner.
The light wavered on the dark panels
of the armoire. While John watched, it
fell into tune with the music of the distant falls.
. . .
He awoke, with the rhythm of dance-music
in his brain. In his dream the dawn was about
him, and he stood on the lawn outside the Schuylers’
great house above Albany. From the ballroom came
the faint sound of violins, while he lingered to say
good-bye to three night-gowned little girls in the
window over the porch; and some way down the hill
stood young Sagramore, of the Twenty-seventh, who was
saying, “It is a long way to go. Do you
think he is strong enough?”
Still in his dream John turned on
him indignantly. And behold! it was not young
Sagramore, but Dominique, standing by the bed and
talking with Menehwehna.
“We are to start for the Fort,
it appears,” said Menehwehna to John.
“Let us first make sure,”
said Dominique, “that he is strong enough to
dress.” He thrust his hand within the armoire
and unhitched the white tunic from its peg.
John shrank back into his corner.
“Not that!” he stammered.
Across the lamp smoking in the dawn, Dominique stared
at him.