“And what will my brother do?”
For minutes before John heard and
answered it the question had been singing in his ears
to the beat of the paddles. He supposed that
Menehwehna had asked it but a moment ago.
“I cannot tell. Let us
press on; it may be we shall find my countrymen at
Frontenac.”
“As a child breaks down a lodge
which another child has built, and runs away, so your
countrymen will have departed.”
Fort Amitié lay far behind.
They were threading their way now among the Thousand
Isles, and soon Lake Ontario opened before them, spreading
its blue waters to the horizon. But John heeded
neither green islands nor blue lake, nor their beauty,
nor their peace, but only the shame in his heart.
He saw only the dazzle on the water, heard only the
swirl around his paddle, stroke by stroke, hour after
hour; prayed only for fatigue to drug the ache and
bring about oblivion with the night.
Coasting the shore they came at the
close of day upon the charred skeletons of three ships
lifting their ribs out of the shallows against the
sunset, and beyond these, where the water deepened,
to a deserted quay.
They landed; and while they climbed
the slope towards the fort, out of one of its breaches
its only inhabitant crawled to them a young
dog, gaunt and tame with hunger.
The dog fawned upon Menehwehna.
But John turned his back on the smoke-blackened walls
in a sick despair, seated himself on the slope, and
let his gaze travel southward over the shoreless water.
Beyond the rim of it would lie Oswego, ruined by the
French as the English had ruined Frontenac.
The dog came and stretched itself
at his feet, staring up with eyes that seemed at once
to entreat his favour and to marvel why he sat there
motionless. Menehwehna had stepped down to the
canoe to fetch food for it, and by and by returned
with a handful of biscuit.
“He will be useful yet,”
said Menehwehna, seating himself beside the dog and
feeding it carefully with very small pieces.
“He cannot be more than a year old, and before
the winter is ended we will make a hunter of him.”
John did not answer.
“You will come with me now,
brother?” Still Menehwehna kept his eyes on
the dog. “There is no other way.”
“There is one way only,”
answered John, with his eyes fastened on the south.
“Teach me to build a canoe, and let me cross
the water alone. If I drown, I drown.”
“And if you reached? Your
countrymen are all gathering back to the south; until
the snow has come and passed, there will be no more
fighting. You are better with me. Come,
and when the corn begins to shoot again you shall
tell me if you are minded to return.”
“Menehwehna, you do not understand.”
“I have studied you, my brother,
when you have not guessed it; and I say to you that
if you went back now to your people it would be nothing
to their gain, nor to yours, for the desire of fighting
has gone out of you. Now in my nation we do
not wonder when a man loses that desire, for we put
it away as men by eating put away the desire of food.
All things come to us in their season. This
month the corn ripens, and at home my wife and children
are gathering it; but anon comes the Moon of Travel,
and they will weary of the village and watch the lake
for me to arrive and lead them away to the hunting-grounds.
So the beasts have their seasons; the buck his month
for belling, and the beaver his month for taking shelter
in his house which he has stored. And with us,
when the snow melts, it may happen that the war-talk
begins none knowing how and spreads
through the villages: first the young men take
to dancing and painting their faces, and the elder
men catch fire, and a day sees us taking leave of
our womankind to follow the war-path. But in
time we surfeit even of fighting, and remember our
lodges again.”
Menehwehna paused awhile, and patted the dog’s
head.
“Therefore, brother, were you
of our race, I should not wonder that the spirit of
war has gone out of you. I myself am weary of
it for a season; I forget that Frenchman differs from
Englishman, and think of the sound of thin ice above
the beaver’s wash, the blood of the red-deer’s
hocks on the snow, the smell of his steak over the
fire. But of the pale-faces some are warriors,
some are not; and the warriors fight, year in and
year out, whenever they can. That is your calling,
brother, is it not?”
“I am not grown a coward, I hope.”
“No,” said Menehwehna
thoughtfully, “you are not a coward; else my
heart had never gone out to you. But I think
there is something dead within you that must come
to life, and something alive within you that must
die, before you grow into a warrior again. As
for your going back to-day, listen
“There was war once between
our nation and the Pottawatamies, and in an open fight
our braves killed many of their enemies and scattered
the rest to their villages. Great was the victory,
but mournful; for in the chase that followed it an
arrow pierced the throat of the leader of the Ojibways.
His name was Daimeka, and he a chief in my own island
of Michilimackinac. Where he fell there he lay.
His people lifted the body and propped it against
a tree, seated, with its face towards the forest into
which the Pottawatamies had fled. They wiped
the dirt from his head-dress, set his bow against
his shoulder, and so, having lamented him, turned their
faces northward to their own country.
“But Daimeka, although he could
neither speak nor stir, saw all that his friends did,
and heard all that they said. He listened to
their praises of him and their talk of their victory,
and was glad; he felt the touch of their hands as
they set out his limbs against the tree, but his own
hands he could not lift. His tears, indeed, ran
as they turned to abandon him; but this sign they
did not see, and he could give no other.
“The story says that little
by little his hot tears melted the frost that bound
him; and by and by, as he remembered the cry of home-coming ’Kumad-ji-wug!
We have conquered!’ his spirit put
forth an effort as a babe in its mother’s travail,
and he found his feet and ran after the braves.
Then was he mad with rage to find that they had no
eyes for him, and he no voice to call their attention.
When they walked forward he walked forward, when they
halted he halted, when they slept he slept, when they
awoke he awoke; nay, when they were weary he felt
weariness. But for all the profit it brought
him he might still have been sitting under the tree;
for their eyes would not see him, and his talk to
them was as wind.
“And this afflicted him so that
at length he began to tear open his wounds, saying,
’This, at least, will move them to shame, who
owe their victory to me!’ But they heeded nothing;
and when he upbraided them they never turned their
heads.
“At length they came to the
shore where they had left the canoes, and put across
for the island. As they neared it the men in
Daimeka’s canoe raised the war-shout, ‘Kumad-ji-wug!
We have conquered!’ and old men, wives and
children came running from the village, his own father
and wife and children among them. ‘Daimeka
is dead!’ was shouted many times in the uproar;
and the warriors spoke his praises while his father
wept, and his wife, and his two small ones.
“‘But I am alive!’
Daimeka shouted; for by this time he was in a furious
passion. Then he ran after his wife, who was
fleeing towards his own lodge, tearing her hair as
she went. ‘Listen to me, woman!’
he entreated, and would have held her, but could not.
He followed her into the lodge and stood over her
as she sat on the bed, with her hands in her lap,
despairing. ‘But I am alive!’ he
shouted again. ’See how my wounds bleed;
bind them, and give me food. To bleed like this
is no joke, and I am hungry.’ ‘I
have no long time to live,’ said the woman to
one of the children, ’even now I hear my man
calling me, far away.’ Daimeka, beside
himself, beat her across the head with all his force.
She put up a hand. ’Children, even now
I felt his hand caressing me. Surely I have
not long to live.’
“‘I was better off under
the tree,’ said Daimeka to himself, and strode
forth from the lodge. By the shore he launched
one of the canoes; and now he felt no wish in his
heart but to return to the battlefield and sit there
dead, if only he could find his body again which he
had left as he now felt sure sitting
beneath the tree.
“On the fourth day he reached
the battlefield. Night was falling, and as he
sought the tree he came on a blazing fire. Across
it he could see the tree plainly, and at the foot
of it his body with the light on its face.
“He stepped aside to walk round
the fire; but it moved as he moved, and again stood
in his path. A score of times he tried to slip
by it, but always it barred his way, and always beyond
it stood the tree, with his own face fronting him
across the blaze.
“‘Fire, I am a fool,’
said he at the last; ’but, fire, thou art a
worse fool to think that Daimeka would turn his back!’
And so saying he strode straight through its flame.
At once he found himself seated with his back to
the tree in his dress of war, with his bow resting
against his shoulder. ‘Now I am dead,’
said he, contentedly; nevertheless he began to finger
his bow. ’On what do the dead feed themselves?’
he wondered; and, for a trial, fixed and shot an arrow
at a passing bird: for above the tree there was
clear sky, though darkness lay around its foot and
in the darkness the fire still burned. The bird
fell; he plucked it, cooked it at the fire, and ate.
“‘In life I never ate
better partridge,’ said Daimeka, `but now that
I am a real ghost I will return once more to Michilimackinac
and frighten my wife out of her senses, for she deserves
it.’
“So when the fire died down
he arose, warm in all his limbs, and started northward
again. On the fourth day he found his canoe where
he had left it, and pushed off for the island.
But, as he neared the shore, a man who had been standing
there ran back to the village, and soon all his folk
came running down to the beach, his wife in their
midst.
“‘Daimeka!’ they
cried. ‘It is indeed Daimeka returned to
us!’
“‘That may be,’
said Daimeka, as his wife flung her arms around him;
’and again, it may not be. But, dead or
alive, I find it good enough.’
“Such, my brother, is the tale
of Daimeka. Is it better, now, to return to
your people as a ghost or as a man who has found himself?”
John lifted a face of misery.
“Come,” said Menehwehna,
looking him straight in the eyes, and letting his
hand rest from patting the dog, which turned and licked
it feebly.
“I will come,” said John.