“Are you going home to England?
So am I. I’m Johnny; and I’ve never been
to England before, but I know all about it. There’s
great palaces of gold and ivory - that’s
for the lords and bishops - and there’s
Windsor Castle, the biggest of all, carved out of a
single diamond - that’s for the queen.
And she’s the most beautiful lady in the whole
world, and feeds her peacocks and birds of paradise
out of a ruby cup. And there the sun is always
shining, so that nobody wants any candles. O,
words would fail me if I endeavoured to convey to you
one-half of the splendours of that enchanted realm!”
This last sentence tumbled so oddly
from the childish lips, that I could not hide a smile
as I looked down on my visitor. He stood just
outside my cabin-door - a small serious boy
of about eight, with long flaxen curls hardly dry
from his morning bath. In the pauses of conversation
he rubbed his head with a big bath-towel. His
legs and feet were bare, and he wore only a little
shirt and velveteen breeches, with scarlet ribbons
hanging untied at the knees.
“You’re laughing!”
I stifled the smile.
“What were you laughing at?”
“Why, you’re wrong, little
man, on just one or two points,” I answered
evasively.
“Which?”
“Well, about the sunshine in
England. The sun is not always shining there,
by any means.”
“I’m afraid you know very
little about it,” said the boy, shaking his
head.
“Johnny! Johnny!”
a voice called down the companion-ladder at this moment.
It was followed by a thin, weary-looking man, dressed
in carpet slippers and a suit of seedy black.
I guessed his age at fifty, but suspect now that the
lines about his somewhat prim mouth were traced there
by sorrows rather than by years. He bowed to me
shyly, and addressed the boy.
“Johnny, what are you doing here? in bare feet!”
“Father, here is a man who says
the sun doesn’t always shine in England.”
The man gave me a fleeting embarrassed glance, and echoed, as
if to shirk answering -
“In bare feet!”
“But it does, doesn’t it? Tell him
that it does,” the child insisted.
Driven thus into a corner, the father turned his profile,
avoiding my eyes, and said dully -
“The sun is always shining in England.”
“Go on, father; tell him the rest.”
“ - and the use of
candles, except as a luxury, is consequently unknown
to the denizens of that favoured clime,” he wound
up, in the tone of a man who repeats an old, old lecture.
Johnny was turning to me triumphantly,
when his father caught him by the hand and led him
back to his dressing. The movement was hasty,
almost rough. I stood at the cabin-door and looked
after them.
We were fellow-passengers aboard the
Midas, a merchant barque of near on a thousand
tons, homeward bound from Cape Town; and we had lost
sight of the Table Mountain but a couple of days before.
It was the first week of the new year, and all day
long a fiery sun made life below deck insupportable.
Nevertheless, though we three were the only passengers
on board, and lived constantly in sight of each other,
it was many days before I made any further acquaintance
with Johnny and his father. The sad-faced man
clearly desired to avoid me, answering my nod with
a cold embarrassment, and clutching Johnny’s
hand whenever the child called “Good-morning!”
to me cordially. I fancied him ashamed of his
foolish falsehood; and I, on my side, was angry because
of it. The pair were for ever strolling backwards
and forwards on deck, or resting beneath the awning
on the poop, and talking - always talking.
I fancied the boy was delicate; he certainly had a
bad cough during the first few days. But this
went away as our voyage proceeded, and his colour
was rich and rosy.
One afternoon I caught a fragment
of their talk as they passed, Johnny brightly dressed
and smiling, his father looking even more shabby and
weary than usual. The man was speaking.
“And Queen Victoria rides once
a year through the streets of London on her milk-white
courser, to hear the nightingales sing in the Tower.
For when she came to the throne the Tower was full
of prisoners, but with a stroke of her sceptre she
changed them all into song-birds. Every year
she releases fifty; and that is why they sing so rapturously,
because each one hopes his turn has come at last.”
I turned away. It was unconscionable
to cram the child’s mind with these preposterous
fables. I pictured the poor little chap’s
disappointment when the bleak reality came to stare
him in the face. To my mind, his father was worse
than an idiot, and I could hardly bring myself to
greet him next morning, when we met.
My disgust did not seem to trouble
him. In a timid way, even, his eyes expressed
satisfaction. For a week or two I let him alone,
and then was forced to speak.
It happened in this way. We had
spun merrily along the tail of the S.E. trades and
glided slowly to a standstill on a glassy ocean, and
beneath a sun that at noon left us shadowless.
A fluke or two of wind had helped us across the line;
but now, in 2 deg. 27’ north latitude, the
Midas slept like a turtle on the greasy sea.
The heat of the near African coast seemed to beat
like steam against our faces. The pitch bubbled
like caviare in the seams of the white deck, and the
shrouds and ratlines ran with tears of tar. To
touch the brass rail of the poop was to blister the
hand, to catch a whiff from the cook’s galley
was to feel sick for ten minutes. The hens in
their coops lay with eyes glazed and gasped for air.
If you hung forward over the bulwarks you stared down
into your own face. The sailors grumbled and cursed
and panted as they huddled forward under a second awning
that was rigged up to give them shade rather than
coolness; for coolness was not to be had.
On the second afternoon of the calm
I happened to pass this awning, and glanced in.
Pretty well all the men were there, lounging, with
shirts open and chests streaming with sweat; and in
their midst on a barrel, sat Johnny, with a flushed
face.
The boatswain - Gibbings
by name - was speaking. I heard him say - “An’
the Lord Mayor ‘ll be down to meet us, sonny,
at the docks, wi’ his five-an’-fifty black
boys all ablowin’ blowin’ Hallelujarum
on their silver key-bugles. An’ we’ll
be took in tow to the Mansh’n ‘Ouse an’
fed - ” here he broke off and passed
the back of his hand across his mouth, with a glance
at the ship’s cook, who had been driven from
his galley by the heat. But the cook had no suggestions
to make. His soul was still sick with the reek
of the boiled pork and pease pudding he had cooked
two hours before under a torrid and vertical sun.
“We’ll put it at hokey-pokey,
nothin’ a lump, if you don’t mind,
sonny,” the boatswain went on; “in a nice
airy parlour painted white, with a gilt chandelier
an’ gilt combings to the wainscot.”
His picture of the Mansion House as he proceeded was
drawn from his reading in the Book of Revelations
and his own recollections of Thames-side gin-palaces
and the saloons of passenger steamers, and gave the
impression of a virtuous gambling-hell. The whole
crew listened admiringly, and it seemed they were
all in the stupid conspiracy. I resolved, for
Johnny’s sake, to protest, and that very evening
drew Gibbings aside and expostulated with him.
“Why,” I asked, “lay
up this cruel, this certain disappointment for the
little chap? Why yarn to him as if he were bound
for the New Jerusalem?”
The boatswain stared at me point-blank,
at first incredulously, then with something like pity.
“Why, sir, don’t you know?
Can’t you see for yoursel’? It’s
because he is bound for the New Jeroosalem;
because - bless his tender soul! - that’s
all the land he’ll ever touch.”
“Good Lord!” I cried.
“Nonsense! His cough’s better; and
look at his cheeks.”
“Ay - we knows that
colour on this line. His cough’s better,
you say; and I say this weather’s killing him.
You just wait for the nor’-east trades.”
I left Gibbings, and after pacing
up and down the deck a few times, stepped to the bulwarks,
where a dark figure was leaning and gazing out over
the black waters. Johnny was in bed; and a great
shame swept over me as I noted the appealing wretchedness
of this lonely form.
I stepped up and touched him softly on the arm.
“Sir, I am come to beg your forgiveness.”
Next morning I joined the conspiracy.
After his father, I became Johnny’s
most constant companion. “Father disliked
you at first,” was the child’s frank comment;
“he said you told fibs, but now he wants us
to be friends.” And we were excellent friends.
I lied from morning to night - lied glibly,
grandly. Sometimes, indeed, as I lay awake in
my berth, a horror took me lest the springs of my
imagination should run dry. But they never did.
As a liar, I out-classed every man on board.
But by-and-bye, as we caught the first
draught of the trades, the boy began to punctuate
my fables with that hateful cough. This went on
for a week; and one day, in the midst of our short
stroll, his legs gave way under him. As I caught
him in my arms, he looked up with a smile.
“I’m very weak, you know.
But it’ll be all right when I get to England.”
But it was not till we had passed well beyond the equatorial
belt that Johnny grew visibly worse. In a week he had to lie still on his
couch beneath the awning, and the patter of his feet ceased on the deck.
The captain, who was a bit of a doctor, said to me one day -
“He will never live to see England.”
But he did.
It was a soft spring afternoon when
the Midas sighted the Lizard, and Johnny was
still with us, lying on his couch, though almost too
weak to move a limb. As the day wore on we lifted
him once or twice to look.
“Can you see them quite plain?”
he asked; “and the precious stones hanging on
the trees? And the palaces - and the
white elephants?”
I stared through my glass at the serpentine rocks and
white-washed lighthouse above them, all powdered with bronze and gold by the
sinking sun, and answered -
“Yes, they are all there.”
All that afternoon we were beside
him, looking out and peopling the shores of home with
all manner of vain shows and pageants; and when one
man broke down another took his place.
As the sun fell, and twilight drew
on, the bright revolving lights on the two towers
suddenly flashed out their greeting. We were about
to carry the child below, for the air was chilly;
but he saw the flash, and held up a feeble hand.
“What is that?”
“Those two lights,” I
answered, telling my final lie, “are the lanterns
of Cormelian and Cormoran, the two Cornish giants.
They’ll be standing on the shore to welcome
us. See - each swings his lantern round,
and then for a moment it is dark; now wait a moment,
and you’ll see the light again.”
“Ah!” said the child,
with a smile and a little sigh, “it is good to
be - home!”
And with that word on his lips, as
he waited for the next flash, Johnny stretched himself
and died.