“Know you her
secret none can utter?
Hers
of the Book, the tripled Crown?”
“Eight o’clock, sir!”
Taffy heard the voice speaking above
a noise which his dreams confused with the rattle
of yesterday’s journey. He was still in
the train, rushing through the rich levels of Somersetshire.
He saw the broad horizon, the cattle at pasture,
the bridges and flagged pools flying past the window and
sat up rubbing his eyes. Blenkiron, the scout,
stood between him and the morning sunshine emptying
a can of water into the tub beside his bed.
Blenkiron wore a white waistcoat and
a tie of orange and blue, the colours of the College
Servants’ Cricket Club. These were signs
of the Long Vacation. For the rest his presence
would have become an archdeacon; and he guided Taffy’s
choice of a breakfast with an air which suggested
the hand of iron beneath the glove of velvet.
“And begging your pardon, sir,
but will you be lunching in?”
Taffy would consult Mr. Blenkiron’s convenience.
“The fact is, sir, we’ve
arranged to play Teddy `All this afternoon at Cowley,
and the drag starts at one-thirty sharp.”
“Then I’ll get my lunch
out of college,” said Taffy, wondering who Teddy
Hall might be.
“I thank you, sir. I had,
indeed, took the liberty of telling the manciple that
you was not a gentleman to give more trouble than you
could ’elp. Fried sole, pot of tea, toast,
pot of blackberry jam, commons of bread ”
Mr. Blenkiron disappeared.
Taffy sprang out of bed and ran to
the open window in the next room. The gardens
lay below him smooth turf flanked with a
border of gay flowers, flanked on the other side with
yews, and beyond the yews with an avenue of limes,
and beyond these with tall elms. A straight
gravelled walk divided the turf. At the end of
it two yews of magnificent spread guarded a great
iron gate. Beyond these the chimneys and battlements
of Wadham College stood grey against the pale eastern
sky, and over them the larks were singing.
So this was Oxford; more beautiful
than all his dreams! And since his examination
would not begin until to-morrow, he had a whole long
day to make acquaintance with her. Half a dozen
times he, had to interrupt his dressing to run and
gaze out of the window, skipping back when he heard
Blenkiron’s tread on the staircase. And
at breakfast again he must jump up and examine the
door. Yes, there was a second door outside a
heavy oak-just as his father had described.
What stories had he heard about these oaks!
He was handling this one almost idolatrously when
Blenkiron appeared suddenly at the head of the stairs.
Blenkiron was good enough to explain at some length
how the door worked, while Taffy, who did not need
his instruction in the least, blushed to the roots
of his hair.
For, indeed, it was like first love,
this adoration of Oxford; shamefast, shy of its own
raptures; so shy, indeed, that when he put on his
hat and walked out into the streets he could not pluck
up courage to ask his way. Some of the colleges
he recognised from his father’s description;
of one or two he discovered the names by peeping through
their gateways and reading the notices pinned up by
the porters’ lodges, for it never occurred to
him that he was free to step inside and ramble through
the quadrangles. He wondered where the river
lay, and where Magdalen, and where Christ Church.
He passed along the Turl and down Brasenose Lane; and
at the foot of it, beyond the great chestnut-tree
leaning over Exeter wall, the vision of noble square,
the dome of the Radcliffe, and St. Mary’s spire
caught his breath and held him gasping. His feet
took him by the gate of Brasenose and across the High.
On the farther pavement he halted, round-eyed, held
at gaze by the beauty of the Virgin’s porch,
with the creeper drooping like a veil over its twisted
pillars.
High up, white pigeons wheeled round
the spire or fluttered from niche to niche, and a
queer fancy took him that they were the souls of the
carved saints up there, talking to one another above
the city’s traffic. At length he withdrew
his eyes, and reading the name “Oriel Street”
on an angle of the wall above him, passed down a narrow
by-lane in search of further wonders.
The clocks were striking three when,
after regaining the High and lunching at a pastrycook’s,
Taffy turned down into St. Aldates and recognised
Tom Tower ahead of him. The great gates were
closed. Through the open wicket he had a glimpse
of green turf and an idle fountain; and while he peered
in, a jolly-looking porter stepped out of the lodge
for a breath of air and nodded in the friendliest
manner.
“You can walk through if you
want to. Were you looking for anyone?”
“No,” said Taffy, and
explained proudly, “My father used to be at
Christ Church.”
The porter seemed interested. “What name?”
he asked.
“Raymond.”
“That must have been before
my time. I suppose you’ll be wanting to
see the Cathedral. That’s the door right
opposite.”
Taffy thanked him and walked across
the great empty quadrangle. Within the Cathedral
the organ was sounding and pausing, and from time
to time a boy’s voice broke in upon the music
like a flute, the pure treble rising to the roof as
though it were the very voice of the building, and
every pillar sustained its petition, “Lord
have mercy upon us, and incline our hearts to keep
this law!” Neither organist nor chorister
was visible, and Taffy tiptoed along the aisles in
dread of disturbing them. For the moment this
voice adoring in the noble building expressed to him
the completest, the most perfect thing in life.
All his own boyish handiwork, remember, under his
father’s eye had been guided toward the worship
of God.
“. . . And incline our hearts
to keep this law.” The music ceased.
He heard the organist speaking, up in the loft; criticising,
no doubt: and it reminded him somehow of the small
sounds of home and his mother moving about her housework
in the hush between breakfast and noon.
He stepped out into the sunlight again,
and wandering through archway and cloister found himself
at length beyond the college walls and at the junction
of two avenues of elms, between the trunks of which
shone the acres of a noble meadow, level and green.
The avenues ran at a right angle, east and south;
the one old, with trees of magnificent girth, the
other new and interset with poplars.
Taffy stood irresolute. One
of these avenues, he felt sure, must lead to the river;
but which?
Two old gentlemen stepped out from
the wicket of the Meadow Buildings, and passed him,
talking together. The taller a lean
man, with a stoop was clearly a clergyman.
The other wore cap and gown, and Taffy remarked,
as he went by, that his cap was of velvet; and also
that he walked with his arms crossed just above the
wrists, his right hand clutching his left cuff, and
his left hand his right cuff, his elbows hugged close
to his sides.
After a few paces the clergyman paused,
said something to his companion, and the two turned
back towards the boy.
“Were you wanting to know your way?”
“I was looking for the river,”
Taffy answered. He was thinking that he had
never in his life seen a face so full of goodness.
“Then this is your first visit
to Oxford? Suppose, now, you come with us?
and we will take you by the river and tell you the
names of the barges. There is not much else
to see, I’m afraid, in Vacation time.”
He glanced at his companion in the
velvet cap, who drew down an extraordinary bushy pair
of eyebrows (yet he, too, had a beautiful face) and
seemed to come out of a dream.
“So much the better, boy, if
you come up to Oxford to worship false gods.”
Taffy was taken aback.
“Eight false gods in little
blue caps, seated in a trough and tugging at eight
poles; and all to discover if they can get from Putney
to Mortlake sooner than eight others in little blue
caps of a lighter shade. What do they do
at Mortlake when they get there in such a hurry?
Eh, boy?”
“I I’m sure I don’t know,”
stammered Taffy.
The clergyman broke out laughing,
and turned to him. “Are you going to tell
us your name?”
“Raymond, sir. My father used to be at
Christ Church.”
“What? Are you Sam Raymond’s son?”
“You knew my father?”
“A very little. I was
his senior by a year or two. But I know something
about him.” He turned to the other.
“Let me introduce the son of a man after your
own heart of a man fighting for God in the
wilds, and building an altar there with his own hands
and by the lamp of sacrifice.”
“But how do you know all this?” cried
Taffy.
“Oh,” the old clergyman
smiled, “we are not so ignorant up here as you
suppose.”
They walked by the river bank, and
there Taffy saw the college barges and was told the
name of each. Also he saw a racing eight go by:
it belonged to the Vacation Rowing Club. From
the barges they turned aside and followed the windings
of the Cherwell. The clergyman did most of the
talking; but now and then the old gentleman in the
velvet cap interposed a question about the church
at home, its architecture, the materials it was built
of, and so forth; or about Taffy’s own work,
his carpentry, his apprenticeship with Mendarva the
Smith. And to all these questions the boy found
himself replying with an ease which astonished him.
Suddenly the old clergyman said, “There
is your College!”
And unperceived by Taffy a pair of
kindly eyes watched his own as they met the first
vision of that lovely tower rising above the trees
and (so like a thing of life it seemed) lifting its
pinnacles exultantly into the blue heaven.
“Well?”
All three had come to a halt. The boy turned,
blushing furiously.
“This is the best of all, sir.”
“Boy,” said old Velvet-cap,
“do you know the meaning of ‘edification’?
There stands your lesson for four years to come, if
you can learn it in that time. Do you think it
easy? Come and see how it has been learnt by
men who have spent their lives face to face with it.”
They crossed the street by Magdalen
bridge, and passed under Pugin’s gateway, by
the Chapel door and into the famous cloisters.
All was quiet here; so quiet that even the voices
of the sparrows chattering in the ivy seemed but a
part of the silence. The shadow of the great
tower fell across the grass.
“This is how one generation
read the lesson. Come and see how another, and
a later, read it.”
A narrow passage led them out of gloom
into sudden sunlight; and the sunlight spread itself
on fair grass-plots and gravelled walks, flower-beds
and the pale yellow façade of a block of buildings
in the classical style, stately and elegant, with
a colonnade which only needed a few promenading figures
in laced coats and tie-wigs to complete the agreeable
picture.
“What do you make of that?”
As a matter of fact Taffy’s
thoughts had run back to the theatre at Plymouth with
its sudden changes of scenery. And he stood for
a moment while he collected them.
“It’s different:
I mean,” he added, feeling that this was intolerably
lame, “it means something different; I cannot
tell what.”
“It means the difference between
godly fear and civil ease, between a house of prayer
and one of no prayer. It spells the moral change
which came over this University when religion, the
spring and source of collegiate life, was discarded.
The cloisters behind you were built for men who walked
with God.”
“But why,” objected Taffy,
plucking up courage, “couldn’t they do
that in the sunlight?”
Velvet-cap opened his mouth.
The boy felt he was going to be denounced; when a
merry laugh from the old clergyman averted the storm.
“Be content,” he said
to his companion; “we are Gothic enough in Oxford
nowadays. And the lad is right too. There
was hope even for eighteenth-century Magdalen while
its buildings looked on sunlight and on that tower.
You and the rest of us lay too much stress on prayer.
The lesson of that tower (with all deference to your
amazing discernment and equally amazing whims) is
not prayer, but praise. And when all men unite
to worship God, it’ll be praise, not prayer,
that brings them together.
“’Praise
is devotion fit for noble minds,
The differing
world’s agreeing sacrifice.’”
“Oh, if you’re going to
fling quotations from a tapster’s son at my
head. . . . Let me see . . . how does it go on?
. . . Where something or other different
faiths
“‘Where
Heaven divided faiths united finds. . . .’”
And in a moment the pair were in hot
pursuit after the quotation, tripping each other up
like two schoolboys at a game. Taffy never forgot
the final stanza, the last line of which they recovered
exactly in the middle of the street, Velvet-cap standing
between two tram-lines, right in the path of an advancing
car, while he declaimed
“’By penitence
when we ourselves forsake,
’Tis but
in wise design on piteous Heaven;
In praise ’”
(The gesture was magnificent)
“’In praise
we nobly give what God may take,
And are
without a beggar’s blush forgiven.’
“ Confound these trams!”
The old clergyman shook hands with
Taffy in some haste. “And when you reach
home give my respects to your father. Stay, you
don’t know my name. Here is my card, or
you’ll forget it.”
“Mine, too,” said Velvet-cap.
Taffy stood staring after them as
they walked off down the lane which skirts the Botanical
Gardens. The names on the two cards were famous
ones, as even he knew. He walked back toward
Trinity a proud and happy boy. Half-way up Queen’s
Lane, finding himself between blank walls, with nobody
in sight, he even skipped.