When Hatty went to bed, on the evening
of her return, she found Meg fast asleep, and apparently
as much at home as if she had always had a right to
talk of “our room,” instead of being one
of the children in the nursery.
Hatty looked at the little brown face
lying on the pillow, and the long dark lashes hiding
the mischievous eyes, and she felt that she loved her
little sister dearly, and would be willing to be put
to a great deal of inconvenience to be of service
to her. When Hatty knelt that night in the quiet
closet her mother had given up to her use, she did
not forget to pray that she might be patient and gentle
with Meg, and so win her confidence as to be able
to lead her to the Saviour, who loves to call the
little ones His own.
Hatty’s short reading in the
Bible that evening was about the crucifixion of our
Saviour, and as she prepared to lie down, she wondered
how he could have borne such suffering without one
murmur. Hatty had a perfect horror of pain.
Her skin was thin and delicate, and even the grasp
of a rough hand on her arm was sure to leave a bruise.
Her usually pleasant face was clouded over by a scratch
or a pin-prick, and her tears often fell fast for
a wound that many children would have met with a smile.
Hatty was naturally very sensitive to pain, and that
was not her fault; but she had never yet begun to try
to bear it patiently, as a part of her christian duty.
As she lay down that night, she resolved to be more
patient under, little trials, and to make light of
little pains.
Hatty’s new resolution was soon
put to the test. She had hardly put her head
on the pillow, before she became conscious that her
couch was anything but a bed of roses.
Meg had consoled herself for going
to sleep in a strange room by herself, by munching
hard crackers until that pleasure was lost in the
new joy of the dreams of childhood. The bed was
strewn with the crumbs, and through her thin night-dress
Hatty could feel them in all directions. After
brushing them this way and that way, Hatty jumped out
of bed with an angry bound, and proceeded to light
the candle and rectify the mischief in a systematic
manner.
“The troublesome little thing!”
exclaimed Hatty, as she saw a half-eaten cracker lying
in Meg’s loosened grasp. “She ought
to be punished for it!”
At that moment Hatty thought of her
resolution to be patient under trifling discomforts,
and a feeling of mortification came over her.
Very quietly she brushed away the offending crumbs,
gently she removed the half-eaten cracker, and then
she knelt to ask forgiveness for this new exhibition
of her hasty temper, ere she again lay down to rest.
Hatty was soon in a sweet sleep; but
shortly after midnight she was awakened by a feeling
very much as if a broom-handle were thrust against
her, while at the same time Meg exclaimed, “Do
move, Hatty, you crowd so. I wish you would’nt
come on my side of the bed.”
Meg was a thin bony little creature,
and the children all dreaded a punch with her sharp
elbows almost as much as one of her scientific pinches.
Hatty’s tender side actually
ached, but she made an effort to say, gently, “Meg,
you must be dreaming; wake up!”
“I am not asleep at all!”
said Meg, pettishly. “I wish you would move!”
Hatty passed her hand along the seam
of the sheet (Mrs. Lee used her old-fashioned sheets
on the children’s beds) to assure herself that
she was on her own side of the bed, and then she was
going to tell Meg that it was she who was out
of place; but something checked her, and she only
said, pleasantly, “Never mind, Meg, where the
middle of the bed is, you shall have all
the room you want;” and making way for her little
friend with the sharp elbows, Hatty composed herself
again to sleep, with a far happier feeling than if
she had contended for her rights.
Once she was going to say, “O
Meg, it hurts me still where you punched me,”
but she checked the words, and thought how trifling
was such a pain compared with the nails in the hands
of our great example, who has bid us follow him in
his patience, as well as in perfect purity.
Hatty’s long ride from her grandmother’s,
a distance of sixteen miles, and the excitement of
her return home, made her sleep very soundly, when
not disturbed, and she would gladly have continued
her nap until the rousing bell gave forth its summons.
Meg was something like the uneasy
birds who twitter at midnight on their perches, and
wake at dawn to sing, as if they never knew the need
of rest.
By the first grey streak of morning
she began to stir, and was soon wide awake and full
of glee at finding herself in her new quarters.
Hatty turned her back resolutely,
but in vain. Meg was not to be so easily disposed
of. Hatty was going to say some hasty words to
Meg, as she twitched away from her, when Meg pleaded,
“Do wake up, sister Hatty. It is Sunday
morning.”
“Sunday morning!” that
thought brought Hatty to herself and making
an effort to throw off her sleepiness, she turned
towards Meg, and said, “Well, then, give me
a nice kiss to begin the day.”
Meg gave the kiss with real good will,
and then, nestling up close to Hatty, she began to
talk as if her tongue needed violent exercise to make
up for being quiet all night.
Before many minutes were over, Hatty
had set that little tongue at Sunday work, repeating
all the hymns and Bible verses that Meg had learned
during the three months that Hatty had been away from
home.
Meg was full of eager questions about
her hymns and her verses, and Hatty had an opportunity
of giving the little one some sweet lessons about
the loving Saviour and what He wishes in His lambs,
that she would have lost if she had given way to her
selfish wish for a longer nap.
We do not know, when we give way to
our own whims, instead of being unselfish, what opportunities
of usefulness we may be losing. If we do one
duty well, some higher and more important duty generally
follows close upon it.
Hatty took a pleasure in making Meg
look particularly nice that Sunday morning, and she
was well pleased when her mother smilingly remarked
at breakfast that Meg showed very plainly that she
had fallen into good hands. “Hatty needs
a little attention, herself,” added Mrs. Lee,
and she glanced at the irregular white line which
separated the two heavy masses of waving red hair
on each side of Hatty’s head.
Hatty would rather have gone without her breakfast than had
her hair parted. Hatty was apt to fret about being hurt all the while the
operation was going on, and Mrs. Lee actually dreaded to propose what, if borne
cheerfully, would have been but the work of a moment. Happily for Hatty at
that instant her thoughts were called in a different direction by Marcus sudden
question
“Where is Aunt Barbara this morning?”
Even the question showed some interest
in the old lady; and Mrs. Lee hailed it as an indication
of a better state of feeling in her son.
“Aunt Barbara is not very well
this morning; she did not get up as early as usual,”
said Mrs. Lee.
“Shan’t I go up to see
if I can do anything for her?” said Hatty, eagerly.
“She will be down soon, I think;
but you may go,” said the mother, pleasantly.
Hatty ran up stairs, and knocked very
gently on Aunt Barbara’s door.
“Who is it? What do you
want?” answered Aunt Barbara’s voice from
within.
“It is Hatty. Can I do
anything for you?” said the little girl.
“No!” was at first the
decided answer; then followed a sudden call “Stop,
stop, child. Come in a moment.”
Hatty stepped in, but felt like drawing
back as Aunt Barbara stood there, half dressed, with
her grey hair uncovered, and her thin, shrivelled
arms bare.
“Don’t stare as if you
were frightened,” said Aunt Barbara, quickly.
“Old people are not generally very beautiful
to look at!”
“Can I do anything for you?” said Hatty,
pleasantly.
“Yes, if you want to. I can’t find
my pocket. Perhaps you can see it.”
Aunt Barbara wore a pocket tied on
under her dress with a string, and she had been for
some moments looking for it, as she was ready to put
it on.
Hatty glanced round the room, and
was delighted when she saw a piece of white Marseilles
peeping out from under the tumbled bed-clothes.
She sprang towards it, and handed the pocket to the
old lady, who took it without a word, and went on
dressing herself.
Hatty began to pick up the things
about the room, and to throw open the bed; for she
knew Aunt Barbara would not think of going down to
breakfast until the room was a little in order.
Aunt Barbara did not seem to notice
her; but when she had tied the strings to her close-quilted
muslin cap, and pinned a broad black ribbon round
it, she said: “Come, now, child, its not
worth while your breakfast should get cold while you
are waiting on me.”
Hatty’s face brightened, and
she said, eagerly: “I should be glad to
do anything for you, Aunt Barbara.”
“You may have more chance than
you want, if I feel like this many mornings,”
said Aunt Barbara, very sharply.
Aunt Barbara was not very pleasant
at breakfast that morning. Nothing seemed cooked
to suit her. The fact was, the poor old lady was
not well, and had no appetite, and that made everything
seem out of the way to her.
Hatty could not help noticing how
pleasantly her mother took Aunt Barbara’s comments
on the breakfast, that would have put many housekeepers
out of patience. When nothing on the table seemed
to suit Aunt Barbara, Mrs. Lee quietly sent out for
a bit of ham to be boiled; and when it came in, she
seemed pleased that the old lady ate a few mouthfuls, complaining
at first that it was done a trifle too much, and in
the end making way with it all.
Mr. Lee did not seem to notice that
Aunt Barbara was not well, at least he
did not ask about her health; and Hatty thought at
first it was not quite right in her father, and she
wondered that he should do anything so unlike himself.
By-and-by she noticed that all the topics he brought
up were such as were likely to interest Aunt Barbara.
He spoke of meeting an old minister who used to live
near her own home, and told how cheerfully he talked
of his long, active life, and of the happy time when
he should meet his Master in heaven. Then he brought
up the new orphan asylum, which was always sure to
enlist Aunt Barbara’s attention; and at last
she seemed to forget her pains, while listening to
his account of the meeting on the subject he had attended
the evening before.
Hatty felt pleased as she saw the
shadow passing from the old lady’s face, and
she glanced across for Marcus to sympathize in her
satisfaction. He did not see her, but Hatty noticed
that he placed a comfortable chair, after breakfast,
near the window where Aunt Barbara best loved to sit,
and drew a footstool up to it.
Marcus did not think that anybody
observed him, but two hearts were made glad by this
little effort of kindness. Mrs. Lee and Hatty
both saw that Marcus’ feelings towards Aunt
Barbara had undergone a happy change. Marcus’
feelings had been touched, but feelings are a poor
dependence for doing right, without principle.
Hatty was delighted at the idea of
going to church once more in her dear native town.
She felt that it would be a new and better thing to
be there, now that she could count herself among those
who were glad at the thought, “God is in His
holy temple.” Hatty began, in her impatience,
to make her preparations in very good season.
She had laid out on her bed all the things she expected
to wear, when her mother called her to come into the
nursery.
Hatty went promptly as far as the
door, but she moved across the floor more slowly when
she saw that her mother had a comb and brush in her
hand.
“I hope we shall have no trouble
about the hair, this morning. It needs parting,
sadly,” said Mrs. Lee, in her gentle way.
Hatty’s mind was made up at
that moment; her mother might pull as hard as was
necessary, she would not say a word if it hurt
her ever so much.
Mrs. Lee used the comb very carefully,
yet it was disagreeable, almost painful to Hatty’s
delicate skin. She shut her mouth tight, however,
and thought of her resolution to bear little hurts
pleasantly, and actually got through without a murmur.
When the hair was brushed smoothly,
Hatty’s face looked very sweet from the effort
she had made to do right, and she well deserved the
affectionate kiss her mother pressed on her lips.
“Perhaps I could help Aunt Barbara
get ready for church,” said Hatty, one right
action leading to another.
“Aunt Barbara is not well enough
to go, to-day. I am very sorry, on my own account
as well as on hers. It is Communion day, and I
had hoped to go to church, for the first time in many
weeks.”
“But cannot you go, Mother?” said Hatty,
earnestly.
“No, my dear,” said Mrs.
Lee, quietly. “I do not like to leave Aunt
Barbara with no one to wait upon her. I promised
Betsy, yesterday, that she should go out this morning,
and Jane will be busy with the baby and Harry.”
Hatty was silent for a moment; a struggle
was going on in her mind. At length she looked
up with a beautiful, bright expression on her face,
and said, “I will stay with Aunt Barbara, if
you could trust her with me. I do not want you
to be kept at home.”
Mrs. Lee knew the effort it must have
cost her little girl to give up the pleasure for which
she had been so eagerly preparing, but she did not
refuse her kind offer.
“Thank you, my darling; I shall
feel quite easy leaving Aunt Barbara with you.
‘I was sick and ye visited me,’ our Saviour
says, and then adds, ’Inasmuch as ye have done
it unto one of the least of these, ye have done it
unto me.’ That thought makes taking care
of the sick doubly pleasant. And now, darling,
instead of putting on your own things, which are all
laid out so nicely, you will have to help me to get
ready.”
Hatty was glad to be kept very busy
that she might not have a moment to regret her choice,
and she made herself so actively useful, that Mrs.
Lee was not at all too late in joining the group waiting
for her in the hall below.
“Why! are you not going, Hatty?”
exclaimed Marcus, as his sister appeared at her mother’s
side.
“Hatty is going to stay with
Aunt Barbara. She may need some attention, and
I did not like to leave her alone,” said Mrs.
Lee.
Marcus looked up in surprise.
He knew with what eagerness Hatty had spoken in the
morning of being at church, and could not but wonder
at the sudden change, she looked so cheerful.
One glance at the sweet, bright expression of her
face, convinced him of the generous motive that had
kept her at home. Marcus began to think there
was some strength in Hatty’s new resolution
to do right.