Once outside the noisy coffee-room,
alone in the dimly-lighted passage, Marguerite Blakeney
seemed to breathe more freely. She heaved a deep
sigh, like one who had long been oppressed with the
heavy weight of constant self-control, and she allowed
a few tears to fall unheeded down her cheeks.
Outside the rain had ceased, and through
the swiftly passing clouds, the pale rays of an after-storm
sun shone upon the beautiful white coast of Kent and
the quaint, irregular houses that clustered round the
Admiralty Pier. Marguerite Blakeney stepped on
to the porch and looked out to sea. Silhouetted
against the ever-changing sky, a graceful schooner,
with white sails set, was gently dancing in the breeze.
The day dream it was, Sir Percy Blakeney’s
yacht, which was ready to take Armand St. Just back
to France into the very midst of that seething, bloody
Revolution which was overthrowing a monarchy, attacking
a religion, destroying a society, in order to try
and rebuild upon the ashes of tradition a new Utopia,
of which a few men dreamed, but which none had the
power to establish.
In the distance two figures were approaching
“The Fisherman’s Rest”: one,
an oldish man, with a curious fringe of grey hairs
round a rotund and massive chin, and who walked with
that peculiar rolling gait which invariably betrays
the seafaring man: the other, a young, slight
figure, neatly and becomingly dressed in a dark, many
caped overcoat; he was clean-shaved, and his dark
hair was taken well back over a clear and noble forehead.
“Armand!” said Marguerite
Blakeney, as soon as she saw him approaching from
the distance, and a happy smile shone on her sweet
face, even through the tears.
A minute or two later brother and
sister were locked in each other’s arms, while
the old skipper stood respectfully on one side.
“How much time have we got,
Briggs?” asked Lady Blakeney, “before M.
St. Just need go on board?”
“We ought to weigh anchor before
half an hour, your ladyship,” replied the old
man, pulling at his grey forelock.
Linking her arm in his, Marguerite
led her brother towards the cliffs.
“Half an hour,” she said,
looking wistfully out to sea, “half an hour
more and you’ll be far from me, Armand!
Oh! I can’t believe that you are going,
dear! These last few days-whilst Percy
has been away, and I’ve had you all to myself,
have slipped by like a dream.”
“I am not going far, sweet one,”
said the young man gently, “a narrow channel
to cross-a few miles of road-I can soon
come back.”
“Nay, ’tis not the distance,
Armand-but that awful Paris . . . just now
. . .”
They had reached the edge of the cliff.
The gentle sea-breeze blew Marguerite’s hair
about her face, and sent the ends of her soft lace
fichu waving round her, like a white and supple snake.
She tried to pierce the distance far away, beyond
which lay the shores of France: that relentless
and stern France which was exacting her pound of flesh,
the blood-tax from the noblest of her sons.
“Our own beautiful country,
Marguerite,” said Armand, who seemed to have
divined her thoughts.
“They are going too far, Armand,”
she said vehemently. “You are a republican,
so am I . . . we have the same thoughts, the same enthusiasm
for liberty and equality . . . but even you must
think that they are going too far . . .”
“Hush!-” said
Armand, instinctively, as he threw a quick, apprehensive
glance around him.
“Ah! you see: you don’t
think yourself that it is safe even to speak of these
things-here in England!” She clung
to him suddenly with strong, almost motherly, passion:
“Don’t go, Armand!” she begged; “don’t
go back! What should I do if . . . if . . . if
. . .”
Her voice was choked in sobs, her
eyes, tender, blue and loving, gazed appealingly at
the young man, who in his turn looked steadfastly into
hers.
“You would in any case be my
own brave sister,” he said gently, “who
would remember that, when France is in peril, it is
not for her sons to turn their backs on her.”
Even as he spoke, that sweet childlike
smile crept back into her face, pathetic in the extreme,
for it seemed drowned in tears.
“Oh! Armand!” she
said quaintly, “I sometimes wish you had not
so many lofty virtues. . . . I assure you little
sins are far less dangerous and uncomfortable.
But you will be prudent?” she added earnestly.
“As far as possible . . . I promise you.”
“Remember, dear, I have only you . . . to .
. . to care for me. . . .”
“Nay, sweet one, you have other
interests now. Percy cares for you . . .”
A look of strange wistfulness crept into her eyes as she murmured,-
“He did . . . once . . .”
“But surely . . .”
“There, there, dear, don’t
distress yourself on my account. Percy is very
good . . .”
“Nay!” he interrupted
energetically, “I will distress myself on your
account, my Margot. Listen, dear, I have not spoken
of these things to you before; something always seemed
to stop me when I wished to question you. But,
somehow, I feel as if I could not go away and leave
you now without asking you one question. . . .
You need not answer it if you do not wish,”
he added, as he noted a sudden hard look, almost of
apprehension, darting through her eyes.
“What is it?” she asked simply.
“Does Sir Percy Blakeney know
that . . . I mean, does he know the part you
played in the arrest of the Marquis de St. Cyr?”
She laughed-a mirthless,
bitter, contemptuous laugh, which was like a jarring
chord in the music of her voice.
“That I denounced the Marquis
de St. Cyr, you mean, to the tribunal that ultimately
sent him and all his family to the guillotine?
Yes, he does know. . . . . I told him after I
married him. . . .”
“You told him all the circumstances-which
so completely exonerated you from any blame?”
“It was too late to talk of
‘circumstances’; he heard the story from
other sources; my confession came too tardily, it seems.
I could no longer plead extenuating circumstances:
I could not demean myself by trying to explain-
“And?”
“And now I have the satisfaction,
Armand, of knowing that the biggest fool in England
has the most complete contempt for his wife.”
She spoke with vehement bitterness
this time, and Armand St. Just, who loved her so dearly,
felt that he had placed a somewhat clumsy finger upon
an aching wound.
“But Sir Percy loved you, Margot,” he
repeated gently.
“Loved me?-Well,
Armand, I thought at one time that he did, or I should
not have married him. I daresay,” she added,
speaking very rapidly, as if she were about to lay
down a heavy burden, which had oppressed her for months,
“I daresay that even you thought-as everybody
else did-that I married Sir Percy because
of his wealth-but I assure you, dear, that
it was not so. He seemed to worship me with a
curious intensity of concentrated passion, which went
straight to my heart. I had never loved any one
before, as you know, and I was four-and-twenty then-so
I naturally thought that it was not in my nature to
love. But it has always seemed to me that it
must be heavenly to be loved blindly, passionately,
wholly . . . worshipped, in fact-and the
very fact that Percy was slow and stupid was an attraction
for me, as I thought he would love me all the more.
A clever man would naturally have other interests,
an ambitious man other hopes. . . . I thought
that a fool would worship, and think of nothing else.
And I was ready to respond, Armand; I would have allowed
myself to be worshipped, and given infinite tenderness
in return. . . .”
She sighed-and there was
a world of disillusionment in that sigh. Armand
St. Just had allowed her to speak on without interruption:
he listened to her, whilst allowing his own thoughts
to run riot. It was terrible to see a young and
beautiful woman-a girl in all but name-still
standing almost at the threshold of her life, yet bereft
of hope, bereft of illusions, bereft of all those golden
and fantastic dreams, which should have made her youth
one long, perpetual holiday.
Yet perhaps-though he loved
his sister dearly-perhaps he understood:
he had studied men in many countries, men of all ages,
men of every grade of social and intellectual status,
and inwardly he understood what Marguerite had left
unsaid. Granted that Percy Blakeney was dull-witted,
but in his slow-going mind, there would still be room
for that ineradicable pride of a descendant of a long
line of English gentlemen. A Blakeney had died
on Bosworth field, another had sacrified life and
fortune for the sake of a treacherous Stuart:
and that same pride-foolish and prejudiced
as the republican Armand would call it-must
have been stung to the quick on hearing of the sin
which lay at Lady Blakeney’s door. She
had been young, misguided, ill-advised perhaps.
Armand knew that: her impulses and imprudence,
knew it still better; but Blakeney was slow-witted,
he would not listen to “circumstances,”
he only clung to facts, and these had shown him Lady
Blakeney denouncing a fellow man to a tribunal that
knew no pardon: and the contempt he would feel
for the deed she had done, however unwittingly, would
kill that same love in him, in which sympathy and
intellectuality could never have a part.
Yet even now, his own sister puzzled
him. Life and love have such strange vagaries.
Could it be that with the waning of her husband’s
love, Marguerite’s heart had awakened with love
for him? Strange extremes meet in love’s
pathway: this woman, who had had half intellectual
Europe at her feet, might perhaps have set her affections
on a fool. Marguerite was gazing out towards the
sunset. Armand could not see her face, but presently
it seemed to him that something which glittered for
a moment in the golden evening light, fell from her
eyes onto her dainty fichu of lace.
But he could not broach that subject
with her. He knew her strange, passionate nature
so well, and knew that reserve which lurked behind
her frank, open ways. The had always been together,
these two, for their parents had died when Armand
was still a youth, and Marguerite but a child.
He, some eight years her senior, had watched over her
until her marriage; had chaperoned her during those
brilliant years spent in the flat of the Rue de Richelieu,
and had seen her enter upon this new life of hers,
here in England, with much sorrow and some foreboding.
This was his first visit to England
since her marriage, and the few months of separation
had already seemed to have built up a slight, thin
partition between brother and sister; the same deep,
intense love was still there, on both sides, but each
now seemed to have a secret orchard, into which the
other dared not penetrate.
There was much Armand St. Just could
not tell his sister; the political aspect of the revolution
in France was changing almost every day; she might
not understand how his own views and sympathies might
become modified, even as the excesses, committed by
those who had been his friends, grew in horror and
in intensity. And Marguerite could not speak
to her brother about the secrets of her heart; she
hardly understood them herself, she only knew that,
in the midst of luxury, she felt lonely and unhappy.
And now Armand was going away; she
feared for his safety, she longed for his presence.
She would not spoil these last few sadly-sweet moments
by speaking about herself. She led him gently
along the cliffs, then down to the beach; their arms
linked in one another’s, they had still so much
to say that lay just outside that secret orchard of
theirs.