A few minutes later she was sitting,
wrapped in cozy furs, near Sir Percy Blakeney on the
box-seat of his magnificent coach, and the four splendid
bays had thundered down the quiet street.
The night was warm in spite of the
gentle breeze which fanned Marguerite’s burning
cheeks. Soon London houses were left behind, and
rattling over old Hammersmith Bridge, Sir Percy was
driving his bays rapidly towards Richmond.
The river wound in and out in its
pretty delicate curves, looking like a silver serpent
beneath the glittering rays of the moon. Long
shadows from overhanging trees spread occasional deep
palls right across the road. The bays were rushing
along at breakneck speed, held but slightly back by
Sir Percy’s strong, unerring hands.
These nightly drives after balls and
suppers in London were a source of perpetual delight
to Marguerite, and she appreciated her husband’s
eccentricity keenly, which caused him to adopt this
mode of taking her home every night, to their beautiful
home by the river, instead of living in a stuffy London
house. He loved driving his spirited horses along
the lonely, moonlit roads, and she loved to sit on
the box-seat, with the soft air of an English late
summer’s night fanning her face after the hot
atmosphere of a ball or supper-party. The drive
was not a long one-less than an hour, sometimes,
when the bays were very fresh, and Sir Percy gave
them full rein.
To-night he seemed to have a very
devil in his fingers, and the coach seemed to fly
along the road, beside the river. As usual, he
did not speak to her, but stared straight in front
of him, the ribbons seeming to lie quite loosely in
his slender, white hands. Marguerite looked at
him tentatively once or twice; she could see his handsome
profile, and one lazy eye, with its straight fine
brow and drooping heavy lid.
The face in the moonlight looked singularly
earnest, and recalled to Marguerite’s aching
heart those happy days of courtship, before he had
become the lazy nincompoop, the effete fop, whose life
seemed spent in card and supper rooms.
But now, in the moonlight, she could
not catch the expression of the lazy blue eyes; she
could only see the outline of the firm chin, the corner
of the strong mouth, the well-cut massive shape of
the forehead; truly, nature had meant well by Sir
Percy; his faults must all be laid at the door of
that poor, half-crazy mother, and of the distracted
heart-broken father, neither of whom had cared for
the young life which was sprouting up between them,
and which, perhaps, their very carelessness was already
beginning to wreck.
Marguerite suddenly felt intense sympathy
for her husband. The moral crisis she had just
gone through made her feel indulgent towards the faults,
the delinquencies, of others.
How thoroughly a human being can be
buffeted and overmastered by Fate, had been borne
in upon her with appalling force. Had anyone told
her a week ago that she would stoop to spy upon her
friends, that she would betray a brave and unsuspecting
man into the hands of a relentless enemy, she would
have laughed the idea to scorn.
Yet she had done these things; anon,
perhaps the death of that brave man would be at her
door, just as two years ago the Marquis de St. Cyr
had perished through a thoughtless words of hers;
but in that case she was morally innocent-she
had meant no serious harm-fate merely had
stepped in. But this time she had done a thing
that obviously was base, had done it deliberately,
for a motive which, perhaps, high moralists would not
even appreciate.
As she felt her husband’s strong
arm beside her, she also felt how much more he would
dislike and despise her, if he knew of this night’s
work. Thus human beings judge of one another,
with but little reason, and no charity. She despised
her husband for his inanitiés and vulgar, unintellectual
occupations; and he, she felt, would despise her still
worse, because she had not been strong enough to do
right for right’s sake, and to sacrifice her
brother to the dictates of her conscience.
Buried in her thoughts, Marguerite
had found this hour in the breezy summer night all
too brief; and it was with a feeling of keen disappointment,
that she suddenly realised that the bays had turned
into the massive gates of her beautiful English home.
Sir Percy Blakeney’s house on
the river has become a historic one: palatial
in its dimensions, it stands in the midst of exquisitely
laid-out gardens, with a picturesque terrace and frontage
to the river. Built in Tudor days, the old red
brick of the walls looks eminently picturesque in
the midst of a bower of green, the beautiful lawn,
with its old sun-dial, adding the true note of harmony
to its foregrounds, and now, on this warm early autumn
night, the leaves slightly turned to russets and gold,
the old garden looked singularly poetic and peaceful
in the moonlight.
With unerring precision, Sir Percy
had brought the four bays to a standstill immediately
in front of the fine Elizabethan entrance hall; in
spite of the late hour, an army of grooms seemed to
have emerged from the very ground, as the coach had
thundered up, and were standing respectfully round.
Sir Percy jumped down quickly, then
helped Marguerite to alight. She lingered outside
a moment, whilst he gave a few orders to one of his
men. She skirted the house, and stepped on to
the lawn, looking out dreamily into the silvery landscape.
Nature seemed exquisitely at peace, in comparison
with the tumultuous emotions she had gone through:
she could faintly hear the ripple of the river and
the occasional soft and ghostlike fall of a dead leaf
from a tree.
All else was quiet round her.
She had heard the horses prancing as they were being
led away to their distant stables, the hurrying of
servant’s feet as they had all gone within to
rest: the house also was quite still. In
two separate suites of apartments, just above the magnificent
reception-rooms, lights were still burning, they were
her rooms, and his, well divided from each other by
the whole width of the house, as far apart as their
own lives had become. Involuntarily she sighed-at
that moment she could really not have told why.
She was suffering from unconquerable
heartache. Deeply and achingly she was sorry
for herself. Never had she felt so pitiably lonely,
so bitterly in want of comfort and of sympathy.
With another sigh she turned away from the river towards
the house, vaguely wondering if, after such a night,
she could ever find rest and sleep.
Suddenly, before she reached the terrace,
she heard a firm step upon the crisp gravel, and the
next moment her husband’s figure emerged out
of the shadow. He too, had skirted the house,
and was wandering along the lawn, towards the river.
He still wore his heavy driving coat with the numerous
lapels and collars he himself had set in fashion, but
he had thrown it well back, burying his hands as was
his wont, in the deep pockets of his satin breeches:
the gorgeous white costume he had worn at Lord Grenville’s
ball, with its jabot of priceless lace, looked strangely
ghostly against the dark background of the house.
He apparently did not notice her,
for, after a few moments pause, he presently turned
back towards the house, and walked straight up to the
terrace.
“Sir Percy!”
He already had one foot on the lowest
of the terrace steps, but at her voice he started,
and paused, then looked searchingly into the shadows
whence she had called to him.
She came forward quickly into the moonlight, and, as soon as
he saw her, he said, with that air of consummate gallantry he always wore when
speaking to her,-
“At your service, Madame!”
But his foot was still on the step, and in his whole
attitude there was a remote suggestion, distinctly
visible to her, that he wished to go, and had no desire
for a midnight interview.
“The air is deliciously cool,”
she said, “the moonlight peaceful and poetic,
and the garden inviting. Will you not stay in
it awhile; the hour is not yet late, or is my company
so distasteful to you, that you are in a hurry to
rid yourself of it?”
“Nay, Madame,” he rejoined
placidly, “but ’tis on the other foot the
shoe happens to be, and I’ll warrant you’ll
find the midnight air more poetic without my company:
no doubt the sooner I remove the obstruction the better
your ladyship will like it.”
He turned once more to go.
“I protest you mistake me, Sir
Percy,” she said hurriedly, and drawing a little
closer to him; “the estrangement, which alas!
has arisen between us, was none of my making, remember.”
“Begad! you must pardon me there,
Madame!” he protested coldly, “my memory
was always of the shortest.”
He looked her straight in the eyes,
with that lazy nonchalance which had become second
nature to him. She returned his gaze for a moment,
then her eyes softened, as she came up quite close
to him, to the foot of the terrace steps.
“Of the shortest, Sir Percy!
Faith! how it must have altered! Was it three
years ago or four that you saw me for one hour in Paris,
on your way to the East? When you came back two
years later you had not forgotten me.”
She looked divinely pretty as she
stood there in the moonlight, with the fur-cloak sliding
off her beautiful shoulders, the gold embroidery on
her dress shimmering around her, her childlike blue
eyes turned up fully at him.
He stood for a moment, rigid and still,
but for the clenching of his hand against the stone
balustrade of the terrace.
“You desired my presence, Madame,”
he said frigidly. “I take it that it was
not with the view to indulging in tender reminiscences.”
His voice certainly was cold and uncompromising:
his attitude before her, stiff and unbending.
Womanly decorum would have suggested Marguerite should
return coldness for coldness, and should sweep past
him without another word, only with a curt nod of her
head: but womanly instinct suggested that she
should remain-that keen instinct, which
makes a beautiful woman conscious of her powers long
to bring to her knees the one man who pays her no
homage. She stretched out her hand to him.
“Nay, Sir Percy, why not? the
present is not so glorious but that I should not wish
to dwell a little in the past.”
He bent his tall figure, and taking
hold of the extreme tip of the fingers which she still
held out to him, he kissed them ceremoniously.
“I’ faith, Madame,”
he said, “then you will pardon me, if my dull
wits cannot accompany you there.”
Once again he attempted to go, once
more her voice, sweet, childlike, almost tender, called
him back.
“Sir Percy.”
“Your servant, Madame.”
“Is it possible that love can
die?” she said with sudden, unreasoning vehemence.
“Methought that the passion which you once felt
for me would outlast the span of human life.
Is there nothing left of that love, Percy . . . which
might help you . . . to bridge over that sad estrangement?”
His massive figure seemed, while she
spoke thus to him, to stiffen still more, the strong
mouth hardened, a look of relentless obstinacy crept
into the habitually lazy blue eyes.
“With what object, I pray you, Madame?”
he asked coldly.
“I do not understand you.”
“Yet ’tis simple enough,”
he said with sudden bitterness, which seemed literally
to surge through his words, though he was making visible
efforts to suppress it, “I humbly put the question
to you, for my slow wits are unable to grasp the cause
of this, your ladyship’s sudden new mood.
Is it that you have the taste to renew the devilish
sport which you played so successfully last year?
Do you wish to see me once more a love-sick suppliant
at your feet, so that you might again have the pleasure
of kicking me aside, like a troublesome lap-dog?”
She had succeeded in rousing him for
the moment: and again she looked straight at
him, for it was thus she remembered him a year ago.
“Percy! I entreat you!”
she whispered, “can we not bury the past?”
“Pardon me, Madame, but I understood
you to say that your desire was to dwell in it.”
“Nay! I spoke not of that
past, Percy!” she said, while a tone of tenderness
crept into her voice. “Rather did I speak
of a time when you loved me still! and I . . . oh!
I was vain and frivolous; your wealth and position
allured me: I married you, hoping in my heart
that your great love for me would beget in me a love
for you . . . but, alas! . . .”
The moon had sunk low down behind
a bank of clouds. In the east a soft grey light
was beginning to chase away the heavy mantle of the
night. He could only see her graceful outline
now, the small queenly head, with its wealth of reddish
golden curls, and the glittering gems forming the
small, star-shaped, red flower which she wore as a
diadem in her hair.
“Twenty-four hours after our
marriage, Madame, the Marquis de St. Cyr and all his
family perished on the guillotine, and the popular
rumour reached me that it was the wife of Sir Percy
Blakeney who helped to send them there.”
“Nay! I myself told you the truth of that
odious tale.”
“Not till after it had been
recounted to me by strangers, with all its horrible
details.”
“And you believed them then
and there,” she said with great vehemence, “without
a proof or question-you believed that I,
whom you vowed you loved more than life, whom you
professed you worshipped, that I could do a
thing so base as these strangers chose to recount.
You thought I meant to deceive you about it all-that
I ought to have spoken before I married you:
yet, had you listened, I would have told you that up
to the very morning on which St. Cyr went to the guillotine,
I was straining every nerve, using every influence
I possessed, to save him and his family. But
my pride sealed my lips, when your love seemed to perish,
as if under the knife of that same guillotine.
Yet I would have told you how I was duped! Aye!
I, whom that same popular rumour had endowed with
the sharpest wits in France! I was tricked into
doing this thing, by men who knew how to play upon
my love for an only brother, and my desire for revenge.
Was it unnatural?”
Her voice became choked with tears.
She paused for a moment or two, trying to regain some
sort of composure. She looked appealingly at him,
almost as if he were her judge. He had allowed
her to speak on in her own vehement, impassioned way,
offering no comment, no word of sympathy: and
now, while she paused, trying to swallow down the hot
tears that gushed to her eyes, he waited, impassive
and still. The dim, grey light of early dawn
seemed to make his tall form look taller and more rigid.
The lazy, good-natured face looked strangely altered.
Marguerite, excited, as she was, could see that the
eyes were no longer languid, the mouth no longer good-humoured
and inane. A curious look of intense passion
seemed to glow from beneath his drooping lids, the
mouth was tightly closed, the lips compressed, as
if the will alone held that surging passion in check.
Marguerite Blakeney was, above all,
a woman, with all a woman’s fascinating foibles,
all a woman’s most lovable sins. She knew
in a moment that for the past few months she had been
mistaken: that this man who stood here before
her, cold as a statue, when her musical voice struck
upon his ear, loved her, as he had loved her a year
ago: that his passion might have been dormant,
but that it was there, as strong, as intense, as overwhelming,
as when first her lips met his in one long, maddening
kiss. Pride had kept him from her, and, woman-like,
she meant to win back that conquest which had been
hers before. Suddenly it seemed to her that the
only happiness life could every hold for her again
would be in feeling that man’s kiss once more
upon her lips.
“Listen to the tale, Sir Percy,”
she said, and her voice was low, sweet, infinitely
tender. “Armand was all in all to me!
We had no parents, and brought one another up.
He was my little father, and I, his tiny mother; we
loved one another so. Then one day-do
you mind me, Sir Percy? the Marquis de St. Cyr had
my brother Armand thrashed-thrashed by his
lacqueys-that brother whom I loved better
than all the world! And his offence? That
he, a plebeian, had dared to love the daughter of the
aristocrat; for that he was waylaid and thrashed .
. . thrashed like a dog within an inch of his life!
Oh, how I suffered! his humiliation had eaten into
my very soul! When the opportunity occurred, and
I was able to take my revenge, I took it. But
I only thought to bring that proud marquis to trouble
and humiliation. He plotted with Austria against
his own country. Chance gave me knowledge of
this; I spoke of it, but I did not know-how
could I guess?-they trapped and duped me.
When I realised what I had done, it was too late.”
“It is perhaps a little difficult,
Madame,” said Sir Percy, after a moment of silence
between them, “to go back over the past.
I have confessed to you that my memory is short, but
the thought certainly lingered in my mind that, at
the time of the Marquis’ death, I entreated
you for an explanation of those same noisome popular
rumours. If that same memory does not, even now,
play me a trick, I fancy that you refused me all
explanation then, and demanded of my love a humiliating
allegiance it was not prepared to give.”
“I wished to test your love
for me, and it did not bear the test. You used
to tell me that you drew the very breath of life but
for me, and for love of me.”
“And to probe that love, you
demanded that I should forfeit mine honour,”
he said, whilst gradually his impassiveness seemed
to leave him, his rigidity to relax; “that I
should accept without murmur or question, as a dumb
and submissive slave, every action of my mistress.
My heart overflowing with love and passion, I asked
for no explanation-I waited for one,
not doubting-only hoping. Had you
spoken but one word, from you I would have accepted
any explanation and believed it. But you left
me without a word, beyond a bald confession of the
actual horrible facts; proudly you returned to your
brother’s house, and left me alone . . . for
weeks . . . not knowing, now, in whom to believe,
since the shrine, which contained my one illusion,
lay shattered to earth at my feet.”
She need not complain now that he
was cold and impassive; his very voice shook with
an intensity of passion, which he was making superhuman
efforts to keep in check.
“Aye! the madness of my pride!”
she said sadly. “Hardly had I gone, already
I had repented. But when I returned, I found you,
oh, so altered! wearing already that mask of somnolent
indifference which you have never laid aside until
. . . until now.”
She was so close to him that her soft,
loose hair was wafted against his cheek; her eyes,
glowing with tears, maddened him, the music in her
voice sent fire through his veins. But he would
not yield to the magic charm of this woman whom he
had so deeply loved, and at whose hands his pride
had suffered so bitterly. He closed his eyes to
shut out the dainty vision of that sweet face, of
that snow-white neck and graceful figure, round which
the faint rosy light of dawn was just beginning to
hover playfully.
“Nay, Madame, it is no mask,”
he said icily; “I swore to you . . . once, that
my life was yours. For months now it has been
your plaything . . . it has served its purpose.”
But now she knew that the very coldness
was a mask. The trouble, the sorrow she had gone
through last night, suddenly came back into her mind,
but no longer with bitterness, rather with a feeling
that this man who loved her, would help her bear the
burden.
“Sir Percy,” she said
impulsively, “Heaven knows you have been at pains
to make the task, which I had set to myself, difficult
to accomplish. You spoke of my mood just now;
well! we will call it that, if you will. I wished
to speak to you . . . because . . . because I was in
trouble . . . and had need . . . of your sympathy.”
“It is yours to command, Madame.”
“How cold you are!” she
sighed. “Faith! I can scarce believe
that but a few months ago one tear in my eye had set
you well-nigh crazy. Now I come to you . . .
with a half-broken heart . . . and . . . and . . .”
“I pray you, Madame,”
he said, whilst his voice shook almost as much as
hers, “in what way can I serve you?”
“Percy!-Armand is
in deadly danger. A letter of his . . . rash,
impetuous, as were all his actions, and written to
Sir Andrew Ffoulkes, has fallen into the hands of
a fanatic. Armand is hopelessly compromised .
. . to-morrow, perhaps he will be arrested . . . after
that the guillotine . . . unless . . . oh! it is horrible!”
. . . she said, with a sudden wail of anguish, as
all the events of the past night came rushing back
to her mind, “horrible! . . . and you do not
understand . . . you cannot . . . and I have no one
to whom I can turn . . . for help . . . or even for
sympathy . . .”
Tears now refused to be held back.
All her trouble, her struggles, the awful uncertainty
of Armand’s fate overwhelmed her. She tottered,
ready to fall, and leaning against the tone balustrade,
she buried her face in her hands and sobbed bitterly.
At first mention of Armand St. Just’s
name and of the peril in which he stood, Sir Percy’s
face had become a shade more pale; and the look of
determination and obstinacy appeared more marked than
ever between his eyes. However, he said nothing
for the moment, but watched her, as her delicate frame
was shaken with sobs, watched her until unconsciously
his face softened, and what looked almost like tears
seemed to glisten in his eyes.
“And so,” he said with
bitter sarcasm, “the murderous dog of the revolution
is turning upon the very hands that fed it? . . .
Begad, Madame,” he added very gently, as Marguerite
continued to sob hysterically, “will you dry
your tears? . . . I never could bear to see a
pretty woman cry, and I . . .”
Instinctively, with sudden overmastering passion at the sight
of her helplessness and of her grief, he stretched out his arms, and the next,
would have seized her and held her to him, protected from every evil with his
very life, his very hearts blood. . . . But pride had the better of it in
this struggle once again; he restrained himself with a tremendous effort of
will, and said coldly, though still very gently,-
“Will you not turn to me, Madame,
and tell me in what way I may have the honour to serve
you?”
She made a violent effort to control
herself, and turning her tear-stained face to him,
she once more held out her hand, which he kissed with
the same punctilious gallantry; but Marguerite’s
fingers, this time, lingered in his hand for a second
or two longer than was absolutely necessary, and this
was because she had felt that his hand trembled perceptibly
and was burning hot, whilst his lips felt as cold
as marble.
“Can you do aught for Armand?”
she said sweetly and simply. “You have so
much influence at court . . . so many friends . . .”
“Nay, Madame, should you not
seek the influence of your French friend, M. Chauvelin?
His extends, if I mistake not, even as far as the
Republican Government of France.”
“I cannot ask him, Percy. .
. . Oh! I wish I dared to tell you . . .
but . . . but . . . he has put a price on my brother’s
head, which . . .”
She would have given worlds if she
had felt the courage then to tell him everything .
. . all she had done that night-how she
had suffered and how her hand had been forced.
But she dared not give way to that impulse . . . not
now, when she was just beginning to feel that he still
loved her, when she hoped that she could win him back.
She dared not make another confession to him.
After all, he might not understand; he might not sympathise
with her struggles and temptation. His love still
dormant might sleep the sleep of death.
Perhaps he divined what was passing
in her mind. His whole attitude was one of intense
longing-a veritable prayer for that confidence, which her foolish pride withheld
from him. When she remained silent he sighed, and said with marked
coldness-
“Faith, Madame, since it distresses
you, we will not speak of it. . . . As for Armand,
I pray you have no fear. I pledge you my word
that he shall be safe. Now, have I your permission
to go? The hour is getting late, and . . .”
“You will at least accept my
gratitude?” she said, as she drew quite close
to him, and speaking with real tenderness.
With a quick, almost involuntary effort
he would have taken her then in his arms, for her
eyes were swimming in tears, which he longed to kiss
away; but she had lured him once, just like this, then
cast him aside like an ill-fitting glove. He
thought this was but a mood, a caprice, and he was
too proud to lend himself to it once again.
“It is too soon, Madame!”
he said quietly; “I have done nothing as yet.
The hour is late, and you must be fatigued. Your
women will be waiting for you upstairs.”
He stood aside to allow her to pass.
She sighed, a quick sigh of disappointment. His
pride and her beauty had been in direct conflict,
and his pride had remained the conqueror. Perhaps,
after all, she had been deceived just now; what she
took to be the light of love in his eyes might only
have been the passion of pride or, who knows, of hatred
instead of love. She stood looking at him for
a moment or two longer. He was again as rigid,
as impassive, as before. Pride had conquered,
and he cared naught for her. The grey light of
dawn was gradually yielding to the rosy light of the
rising sun. Birds began to twitter; Nature awakened,
smiling in happy response to the warmth of this glorious
October morning. Only between these two hearts
there lay a strong, impassable barrier, built up of
pride on both sides, which neither of them cared to
be the first to demolish.
He had bent his tall figure in a low
ceremonious bow, as she finally, with another bitter
little sigh, began to mount the terrace steps.
The long train of her gold-embroidered
gown swept the dead leaves off the steps, making a
faint harmonious sh-sh-sh as
she glided up, with one hand resting on the balustrade,
the rosy light of dawn making an aureole of gold round
her hair, and causing the rubies on her head and arms
to sparkle. She reached the tall glass doors which
led into the house. Before entering, she paused
once again to look at him, hoping against hope to
see his arms stretched out to her, and to hear his
voice calling her back. But he had not moved;
his massive figure looked the very personification
of unbending pride, of fierce obstinacy.
Hot tears again surged to her eyes,
as she would not let him see them, she turned quickly
within, and ran as fast as she could up to her own
rooms.
Had she but turned back then, and
looked out once more on to the rose-lit garden, she
would have seen that which would have made her own
sufferings seem but light and easy to bear-a
strong man, overwhelmed with his own passion and his
own despair. Pride had given way at last, obstinacy
was gone: the will was powerless. He was
but a man madly, blindly, passionately in love, and
as soon as her light footsteps had died away within
the house, he knelt down upon the terrace steps, and
in the very madness of his love he kissed one by one
the places where her small foot had trodden, and the
stone balustrade there, where her tiny hand had rested
last.