Another year had passed before he
learned what Miss Jarrott’s words were to mean
to him. Knowledge came then as a flash of revelation
in which he saw himself and his limitations clearly
defined. His success at Rosario had been such
that he had begun to think himself master of Fate;
but Fate in half an hour laughingly showed herself
mistress of him.
He had been called to Buenos Aires
on an errand of piety and affection - to
bury Monsieur Durand. The poor old unfrocked priest
had been gathered to his rest, taking his secret with
him - penitent, reconciled to the Church,
and fortified with the Last Sacraments. Strange
slipped a crucifix between the wax-like fingers, and
followed - the only mourner - to
the Recoleta Cemetery.
Having ordered a cross to mark the
grave, he remained in town a day or two longer to
attend to a small matter which for some time past he
had at heart and on his conscience. It was now
three or four years since he had set aside the sum
lent him by the girl for whom he had still no other
name than that of the Wild Olive. He had invested
it, and reinvested it, till it had become a fund of
some importance. Putting it now into the safest
American securities, he placed them in the hands of
a firm of English solicitors in Buenos Aires, with
directions not only to invest the interest from time
to time, but - in the event of his death - to
follow certain sealed instructions with which also
he intrusted them. From the few hints he was
able to give them in this way he had little doubt but
that her identity could be discovered, and the loan
returned.
In taking these steps he could not
but see that what would be feasible in case of his
death must be equally feasible now; but he had two
reasons for not attempting it. The first was
definite and prudential. He was unwilling to
risk anything that could connect him ever so indirectly
with the life of Norrie Ford. Secondly, he was
conscious of a vague shrinking from the payment of
this debt otherwise than face to face. Apart from
considerations of safety, he was unwilling to resort
to the commonplace channels of business as long as
there was a possibility of taking another way.
Not that he was eager to see her again.
He had questioned himself on that point, and knew
she had faded from his memory. Except for a vision
of fugitive dark eyes - eyes of Beatrice
Cenci - he could scarcely recall her features.
Events during the last six years had pressed so fast
on each other, life had been so full, so ardent, each
minute had been so insistent that he should give it
his whole soul’s attention, that the antecedent
past was gone like the passion no effort can recapture.
As far as he could see her face at all, it looked
at him out of an abyss of oblivion to which his mind
found it as hard to travel back as a man’s imagination
to his infancy.
It was with some shame that he admitted
this. She had saved him - in a sense,
she had created him. By her sorcery she had raised
up Herbert Strange out of the ruin of Norrie Ford,
and endowed him with young vigor. He owed her
everything. He had told her so. He had vowed
his life to her. It was to be hers to dispose
of, even at her caprice. It was what he had meant
in uttering his parting words to her. But, now,
that he had the power in some degree, he was doing
nothing to fulfil his promise. He had even lost
the desire to make the promise good.
It was not difficult to find excuses
for himself. They were ready-made to his hand.
There was nothing practical that he could do except
what he had done about the money. Life was not
over yet; and some day the chance might come to prove
himself as high-souled as he should like to be.
If he could only have been surer that he was inwardly
sincere he would not have been uneasy over his inactivity.
Then, within a few minutes, the thing
happened that placed him in a new attitude, not only
toward the Wild Olive, but toward all life.
Business with the head office detained
him in Buenos Aires longer than he had expected.
It was business of a few hours at a time, leaving him
leisure for the theatres and the opera, for strollings
at Palermo, and for standing stock-still watching
the procession of carriages in the Florida or the
Avenida Sarmiento, in the good Bonarense fashion.
He was always alone, for he had acquired the art - none
too easy - of taking pleasure without sharing
it.
So he found himself, one bright afternoon,
watching the races from the lawn of the Hipódromo
of the Jockey Club. He was fond of horses, and
he liked a good race. When he went to the Hipódromo
it was for the sporting, not the social, aspect of
the affair. Nevertheless, as he strolled about,
he watched for that occasional velvety glance that
gave him pleasure, and amused himself with the types
seated around him, or crossing his path - heavy,
swarthy Argentines, looking like Italian laborers grown
rich - their heavy, swarthy wives, come out
to display all the jewels that could be conveniently
worn at once - pretty, dark-eyed girls, already
with a fatal tendency to embonpoint, wearing
diamonds in their ears and round their necks as an
added glory to costumes fresh from the rue de la Paix - grave
little boys, in gloves and patent-leather boots, seated
without budging by their mammas, sucking the tops of
their canes in imitation of their elder brothers,
who wandered about in pairs or groups, all of the
latest cut, eying the ladies but rarely addressing
them - tall Englishmen, who looked taller
than they were in contrast to the pudgy race around
them, as the Germans looked lighter and the French
more blond - Italian opera singers, Parisian
actresses Spanish dancers, music-hall soubrettes - diplomats
of all nations - clerks out for a holiday - sailors
on shore - tourists come to profit by a spectacle
that has no equal in the southern world, and little
of the kind that is more amusing in the north.
As Strange’s glance roamed about
in search of a response he not infrequently received
it, for he was a handsome fellow by this time - tall,
well dressed, and well set up, his trim, fair beard
emphasizing the clear-cut regularity of his profile,
without concealing the kindliness that played about
the mouth. A little gray on the temples, as well
as a few tiny wrinkles of concentration about the
eyes, gave him an air of maturity beyond his age of
thirty-two. The Anglo-Saxon influence in the
Argentine is English - from which cause he
had insensibly taken on an English air, as his speech
had acquired something of the English intonation.
He was often told that he might pass for an Englishman
anywhere, and he was glad to think so. It was
a reason the less for being identified as Norrie Ford.
It sometimes seemed to him that he could, in case
of necessity, go back to North America, to New York,
to Greenport, or even to the little county town where
he had been tried and sentenced to death, and run
no risk of detection.
The staring of other men first directed
his attention toward her. She was sitting slightly
detached from the party of Americans to whom she clearly
belonged, and in which the Misses Martin formed the
merrily noisy centre. Though dressed in white,
that fell softly about her feet, and trained on the
grass sidewise from her chair, her black cuffs, collar
and hat suggested the last days of mourning.
Whether or not she was aware of the gaze of the passers-by
it was difficult to guess, for her air of demure simplicity
was proof against penetration. She was one of
those dainty little creatures who seem to see best
with the eyes downcast; but when she lifted her dark
lashes, the darker from contrast with the golden hair,
to sweep heaven and earth in a blue glance that belonged
less to scrutiny than to prayer, the effort seemed
to create a shyness causing the lids, dusky as some
flowers are, to drop heavily into place again, like
curtains over a masterpiece. It was so that they
rose and fell before Strange, her eyes meeting his
in a look that no Argentine beauty could ever have
bestowed, in that it was free from coquetry or intention,
and wholly accidental.
It was in fact this accidental element,
with its lack of preparation, that gave the electric
thrill to both. That is to say, in Strange the
thrill was electric; as for her, she gave no sign
further than that she opened her parasol and raised
it to shade her face. Having done this she continued
to sit in undisturbed composure, though she probably
saw through her fringing lashes that the tall, good-looking
young man still stood spellbound, not twenty yards
away.
Strange, on his part, was aware of
the unconventionality of his behavior, though he was
incapable of moving on. He felt the occasion to
be one which justified him in transcending the established
rules of courtesy. He was face to face with the
being who met not only all the longings of his earthly
love, but the higher, purer aspirations that accompanied
it. It was not, so he said to himself, a chance
meeting; it was one which the ages had prepared, and
led him up to. She was “his type of girl”
only in so far as she distilled the essence of his
gross imaginings and gave them in their exquisite
reality. So, too, she was the incarnation of his
dreams only because he had yearned for something mundane
of which she was the celestial, and the true, embodiment.
He had that sense of the insufficiency of his own
powers of preconception which comes to a blind man
when he gets his sight and sees a rose.
He was so lost in the wonder of the
vision that he had to be awakened as from a trance
when Miss Jarrott, very young and graceful, crossed
the lawn and held out her hand.
“Mr. Strange! I didn’t
know you were in town. My brother never mentioned
it. He’s like that. He never tells.
If I didn’t guess his thoughts, I shouldn’t
know anything. But I always guess people’s
thoughts. Why do you suppose it is? I don’t
know. Do you? When I see people, I can tell
what they’re thinking of as well as anything.
I’m like that; but I can’t tell how I
do it. I saw you from over there, and I knew you
were thinking about Evelyn. Now weren’t
you? Oh, you can’t deceive me. You
were thinking of her just as plain - ! Well,
now you must come and be introduced.”
He felt that he stumbled blindly as
he crossed the bit of greensward in Miss Jarrott’s
wake; and yet he kept his head sufficiently to know
that he was breaking his rules, contradicting his
past, and putting himself in peril. In being
presented to the Misses Martin and their group, he
was actually entering that Organized Society to which
Herbert Strange had no attachments, and in which he
could thrust down no roots. By sheer force of
will he might keep a footing there, as a plant that
cannot strike into the soil may cling to a bare rock.
All the same the attempt would be dangerous, and might
easily lead to his being swept away.
It was in full consciousness, therefore,
of the revolution in his life that he bowed before
the Misses Martin, who received him coldly. He
had not come to their dance, nor “called,”
nor shown them any of the civilities they were accustomed
to look for from young men. Turning their attention
at once to the other gentlemen about them, they made
no effort to detain him as Miss Jarrott led him to
Miss Colfax.
Here the introduction would have been
disappointing if the greatness of the event had not
been independent of the details with which it happened.
Strange was not in a condition to notice them, any
more than a soul can heed the formalities with which
it is admitted into heaven. Nearly all his impressions
were subconscious - to be brought to the surface
and dwelt on after he went away. It was thus
he recorded the facts relating to the gold tint - the
teint dorA(C) - of her complexion,
the curl of her lashes that seemed to him deep chestnut
rather than quite black, as well as the little tremor
about her mouth, which was pensive in repose, and yet
smiled with the unreserved sweetness of an infant.
He could not be said to have taken in any of these
points at a glance; but they came to him later, vividly,
enchantingly, in the solitude of his room at the Phoenix
Hotel.
What actually passed would have been
commonplace in itself had it not been for what lay
behind. Miss Colfax acknowledged the introduction
with a fleeting smile and a quick lifting of the curtains
of her eyes. He did not need that glimpse to
know that they were blue, but he got a throb of bliss
from it, as does one from the gleam of a sunlit sea.
To her answers to the questions he asked as to when
she had arrived, how she liked the Argentine, and
what she thought of the Hipódromo, he listened
less than to the silvery timbre of her voice.
Mere words were as unimportant to those first minutes
of subtle ecstasy as to an old Italian opera.
The music was the thing, and for that he had become
one enraptured auditory nerve.
There was no chair for him, so that
he was obliged to carry on the conversation standing.
He did not object to this, as it would give him an
excuse for passing on. That he was eager to go,
to be alone, to think, to feel, to suffer, to realize,
to trace step by step the minutes of the day till
they had led him to the supreme instant when his eyes
had fallen on her, to take the succeeding seconds
one by one and extract the significance from each,
was proof of the power of the spell that had been
cast upon him.
“And isn’t it funny, Evie,
dear,” Miss Jarrott began, just as he was about
to take his leave, “that Mr. Strange’s
name should be - ”
“Yes, I’ve been thinking
about that,” Miss Colfax fluted, with that pretty
way she had of speaking with little movement of the
lips.
But he was gone. He was gone
with those broken sentences ringing in his ears - casual
and yet haunting - meaningless and yet more
than pregnant - creeping through the magic
music of the afternoon, as a death-motive breathes
in a love-chant.