“Evie, what do you think made
Mr. Strange rush away like that? Your uncle says
he didn’t have to - that he might just
as well have stayed in town.”
“I’m sure I don’t
know,” was Evie’s truthful response, as
she flitted about the dining-room table arranging
the flowers before luncheon.
“Your uncle thinks you do,”
Mrs. Jarrott said, leaning languidly back in an arm-chair.
Her tone and manner implied that the matter had nothing
to do with her, though she was willing to speak of
it. This was as far as she could come to showing
an interest in anything outside herself since the
boys died. She would not have brought up the subject
now if the girl’s pallor during the last few
days had not made them uneasy.
“I haven’t the least idea,”
Miss Colfax declared. “I was just as much
surprised as you were, Aunt Helen.”
“Your uncle thinks you must have said something
to him - ”
“I didn’t. I didn’t
say anything to him whatever. Why should I?
He’s nothing to me.”
“Of course he’s nothing
to you, if you’re engaged to Billy Merrow.”
Miss Colfax leaned across the table,
taking a longer time than necessary to give its value
to a certain rose.
“I’m not engaged to him
now,” she said, as if after reflection - “not
in my own mind, that is.”
“But you are in his, I suppose.”
“Well, I can’t help that, can I?”
“Not unless you write and tell him it’s
all over.”
Miss Colfax stood still, a large red flower raised
in protestation.
“That would be the cruellest
thing I ever heard of,” she exclaimed, with
conviction. “I don’t see how you can
bear to make the suggestion.”
“Then what are you going to do about it?”
“I needn’t do anything
just yet. There’s no hurry - till
I get back to New York.”
“Do you mean to let him go on thinking - ?”
“He’d much rather.
Whenever I tell him, it will be too soon for him.
There’s no reason why he should know earlier
than he wants to.”
“But is that honor, dear?”
“How can I tell?” At so
unreasonable a question the blue eyes clouded with
threatening tears. “I can’t go into
all those fine points, Aunt Helen, do you see?
I’ve just got to do what’s right.”
Mrs. Jarrot rose with an air of helplessness.
She loved her brother’s daughter tenderly enough,
but she admitted to herself that she did not understand
young girls. Having borne only sons, she had never
been called upon to struggle with the baffling.
“I hope you’re not going
to tell any one, Aunt Helen,” Evie begged, as
Mrs. Jarrott seemed about to leave the room. “I
shouldn’t want Uncle Jarrott to know, or Aunt
Queenie, either.”
“I shall certainly spare them,”
Mrs. Jarrott said, with what for her was asperity.
“They would be surprised, to say the least, after
the encouragement you gave Mr. Strange.”
“I didn’t give it - he took it.
I couldn’t stop him.”
“Did you want to?”
“I thought of it - sometimes - till
I gave up being engaged to Billy.”
“And having passed that mental crisis, I suppose
it didn’t matter.”
“Well, the mental crisis, as
you call it, left me free. I sha’n’t
have to reproach myself - ”
“No; Mr. Merrow will do that for you.”
“Of course he will. I expect
him to. It would be very queer if he didn’t.
I shall have a dreadful time making him see things
my way. And with all that hanging over me, I
should think I might look for a little sympathy from
you, Aunt Helen. Lots of girls wouldn’t
have said anything about it. But I told you because
I want you to see I’m perfectly straight and
above-board.”
Mrs. Jarrott said no more for the
moment, but later in the day she confided to her husband
that the girl puzzled her. “She mixes me
up so that I don’t know which of us is talking
sense.” She was not at all sure that Evie
was fretting about Mr. Strange - though she
might be. If she wasn’t, then she couldn’t
be well. That was the only explanation of her
depression and loss of appetite.
“You can bet your life he’s
thinking of her,” Mr. Jarrott said, with the
lapse from colloquial dignity he permitted himself
when he got into his house-jacket. “He’s
praying to her image as if it was a wooden saint.”
With the omission of the word wooden
this was much what Strange was doing at Rosario.
Not venturing - in view of all the circumstances - to
write to her, he could only erect a shrine in his
heart, and serve it with a devotion very few saints
enjoy. He found, however, that absence from her
did not enable him to form detached and impartial opinions
on his situation, just as work brought no subconsciously
reached solution to the problems he had to face.
In these respects he was disappointed in the results
of his unnecessary flight from town.
At the end of two months he was still
mentally where he was when he left Buenos Aires.
His intelligence assured him that he had the right
of a man who has no rights to seize and carry off
what he can; while that nameless something else within
him refused to ratify the statement. What precise
part of him raised this obstacle he was at a loss to
guess. It could not be his conscience, since
he had been free of conscience ever since the night
on Lake Champlain. Still less could it be his
heart, seeing that his heart was crying out for Evie
Colfax more fiercely than a lion roars for food.
The paralysis of his judgment had become such that
he was fast approaching the determination to make
Love the only arbiter, and let all the rest go hang!
He was encouraged in this impulse
by the thought that between her and himself there
was the mysterious bond of something “meant.”
He believed vaguely in a Power, which, with designs
as to human destinies, manifests its intentions by
fitful gleams, vouchsafed somewhat erratically.
In this way Evie Colfax, as a beautiful, fairy-like
child, had been revealed to him at the most critical
instant of his life. His mind had never hitherto
gone back willingly to recollections of that night;
but now he made the excursion into the past with a
certain amount of pleasure. He could see her
still, looking at a picture-book, her face resting
on the back of her hand, and golden ringlets falling
over her bare arm. He could see the boy, too.
He remembered that his name was Billy. Billy who?
he wondered. He could hear the sweet, rather
fretful voice calling from the shadows:
“Evie dear, it’s time
to go to bed. Billy, I don’t believe they
let you stay up as late as this at home.”
How ridiculous it would have been
to remember such trivial details all these years if
something hadn’t been “meant” by
it. There was a hint in the back of his mind
that by the same token something might have been “meant”
about the Wild Olive, too, but he had not an equal
temptation to dwell on it. The Wild Olive, he
repeated, had never been “his type of girl” - not
from the very first. It was obviously impossible
for a superintending Power to “mean” things
that were out of the question.
He had got no further than this when
the news was conveyed to him by Mrs. Green, whom he
met accidentally in the street, that Mr. Skinner, the
second partner, had had a “stroke,” and
had been ordered to Carlsbad. Mrs. Skinner, so
Mrs. Green’s letters from the Port informed her,
was to accompany her husband. Furthermore, Miss
Colfax was seizing the opportunity to travel with
them to Southampton, where she would be able to join
friends who would take her to New York. There
was even a rumor that Miss Jarrott was to accompany
her niece, but Mrs. Green was unable to vouch for
the truth of it. In any case, she said, there
were signs of “a regular shaking up,”
such as comes periodically in any great mercantile
establishment; and this time, she ventured to hope,
Mr. Green would get his rights.