THE BUILDING OF THE BRIDGE
ROBERT ALLITSEN came to the old book-shop
to see Zerviah Holme before returning to the mountains.
He found him reading Gibbon. These two men had
stood by Bernardine’s grave.
“I was beginning to know her,” the old
man said.
“I have always known her,”
the young man said. “I cannot remember a
time when she has not been part of my life.”
“She loved you,” Zerviah
said. “She was telling me so the very morning
when you came.”
Then, with a tenderness which was
almost foreign to him, Zerviah told Robert Allitsen
how Bernardine had opened her heart to him. She
had never loved any one before: but she had loved
the Disagreeable Man.
“I did not love him because
I was sorry for him,” she had said. “I
loved him for himself.”
Those were her very words.
“Thank you,” said the
Disagreeable Man. “And God bless you for
telling me.”
Then he added:
“There were some few loose sheets
of paper on the counter. She had begun her book.
May I have them?”
Zerviah placed them in his hand.
“And this photograph,”
the old man said kindly. “I will spare it
for you.”
The picture of the little thin eager
face was folded up with the papers.
The two men parted.
Zerviah Holme went back to his Roman
History. The Disagreeable Man went back to the
mountains: to live his life out there, and to
build his bridge, as we all do, whether consciously
or unconsciously. If it breaks down, we build
it again.
“We will build it stronger this
time,” we say to ourselves.
So we begin once more.
We are very patient.
And meanwhile the years pass.