During the four succeeding days, the
house hold at Riverside manor were much alarmed for
Arthur’s safety, for a violent fever had ensued,
and, to judge from the physician’s evasive answers,
the event was doubtful. The family were unremitting
in their attentions, and Oriana, quietly, but with
her characteristic self-will, insisted upon fulfilling
her share of the duties of a nurse. And no hand
more gently smoothed the sick man’s pillow or
administered more tenderly the cooling draught.
It seemed that Arthur’s sleep was calmer when
her form was bending over him, and even when his thoughts
were wandering and his eyes were restless with delirium,
they turned to welcome her as she took her accustomed
seat. Once, while she watched there alone in the
twilight, the open book unheeded in her hand, and
her subdued eyes bent thoughtfully upon his face as
he slept unconscious of her presence, she saw the
white lips move and heard the murmur of the low, musical
voice. Her fair head was bent to catch the words they
were the words of delirium or of dreams, but they
brought a blush to her cheek. And yet she bent
her head still lower and listened, until her forehead
rested on the pillow, and when she looked up again
with a sigh, and fixed her eyes mechanically on the
page before her, there was a trace of tears upon the
drooping lashes.
He awoke from a refreshing slumber
and it seemed that the fever was gone; for his glance
was calm and clear, and the old smile was upon his
lips. When he beheld Oriana, a slight flush passed
over his cheek.
“Are you indeed there, Miss
Weems,” he said, “or do I still dream?
I have been dreaming, I know not what, but I was very
happy.” He sighed, and closed his eyes,
as if he longed to woo back the vision which had fled.
She seemed to know what he had been dreaming, for while
his cheek paled again, hers glowed like an autumn
cloud at sunset.
“I trust you are much better, Mr. Wayne?”
“Oh yes, much better. I
fear I have been very troublesome to you all.
You have been very kind to me.”
“Do not speak so, Mr. Wayne,”
she replied, and a tear glistened in her eyes.
“If you knew how grateful we all are to you!
You have suffered terribly for my sake, Mr. Wayne.
You have a brave, pure heart, and I could hate myself
with thinking that I once dared to wrong and to insult
it.”
“In my turn, I say do not speak
so. I pray you, let there be no thoughts between
us that make you unhappy. What you accuse yourself
of, I have forgotten, or remember only as a passing
cloud that lingered for a moment on a pure and lovely
sky. There must be no self-reproaches between
us twain, Miss Weems, for we must become strangers
to each other in this world, and when we part I would
not leave with you one bitter recollection.”
There was sorrow in his tone, and
the young girl paused awhile and gazed through the
lattice earnestly into the gathering gloom of evening.
“We must not be strangers, Mr. Wayne.”
“Alas! yes, for to be otherwise were fatal,
at least to me.”
She did not answer, and both remained
silent and thoughtful, so long, indeed, that the night
shadows obscured the room. Oriana arose and lit
the lamp.
“I must go and prepare some
supper for you,” she said, in a lighter tone.
He took her hand as she stood at his
bed-side and spoke in a low but earnest voice:
“You must forget what I have
said to you, Miss Weems. I am weak and feverish,
and my brain has been wandering among misty dreams.
If I have spoken indiscreetly, you will forgive me,
will you not?”
“It is I that am to be forgiven,
for allowing my patient to talk when the doctor prescribes
silence. I am going to get your supper, for I
am sure you must be hungry; so, good bye,” she
added gaily, as she smoothed the pillow, and glided
from the room. Oriana was silent and reserved
for some days after this, and Harold seemed also to
be disturbed and ill at ease. Some link appeared
to be broken between them, for she did not look into
his eyes with the same frank, trusting gaze that had
so often returned his glance of tenderness, and sometimes
even she looked furtively away with heightened color,
when, with some gentle commonplace, his voice broke
in upon her meditation. Arthur was now able to
sit for some hours daily in his easy-chair, and Oriana
often came to him at such times, and although they
conversed but rarely, and upon indifferent themes,
she was never weary of reading to him, at his request,
some favorite book. And sometimes, as the author’s
sentiment found an echo in her heart, she would pause
and gaze listlessly at the willow branches that waved
before the casement, and both would remain silent
and pensive, till some member of the family entered,
and broke in upon their revery.
“Come, Oriana,” said Harold,
one afternoon, “let us walk to the top of yonder
hillock, and look at this glorious sunset.”
She went for her bonnet and shawl,
and joined him. They had reached the summit of
the hill before either of them broke silence, and then
Oriana mechanically made some commonplace remark about
the beauty of the western sky. He replied with
a monosyllable, and sat down upon a moss-covered rock.
She plucked a few wild-flowers, and toyed with them.
“Oriana, Arthur is much better now.”
“Much better, Harold.”
“I have no fears for his safety now. I
think I shall go to-morrow.”
“Go, Harold?”
“Yes, to New York. The
President has appealed to the States for troops.
I am no soldier, but I cannot remain idle while my
fellow citizens are rallying to arms.”
“Will you fight, Harold?”
“If needs be.”
“Against your countrymen?”
“Against traitors.”
“Against me, perhaps.”
“Heaven forbid that the blood
of any of your kin should be upon my hands. I
know how much you have suffered, dearest, with the
thought that this unhappy business may separate us
for a time. Think you that the eye of affection
could fail to notice your dejection and reflective
mood for some days past?”
Her face grew crimson, and she tore
nervously the petals of the flower in her hand.
“Oriana, you are my betrothed,
and no earthly discords should sever our destinies
or estrange our hearts. Why should we part at
all. Be mine at once, Oriana, and go with me
to the loyal North, for none may tell how soon a barrier
may be set between your home and me.”
“That would be treason to my
kindred and the home of my birth.”
“And to be severed from me would
it not be treason to your heart?”
She did not answer.
“I have spoken to Beverly about
it, and he will not seek to control you. We are
most unhappy, Oriana, in our national troubles; why
should we be so in our domestic ties. We can
be blest, even among the rude alarms of war.
This strife will soon be over, and you shall see the
old homestead once again. But while the dark
cloud lowers, I call upon you, in the name of your
pledged affection, to share my fortunes with me, and
bless me with this dear hand.”
That hand remained passively within
his own, but her bosom swelled with emotion, and presently
the large tears rolled upon her cheek. He would
have pressed her to his bosom, but she gently turned
from him, and sinking upon the sward, sobbed through
her clasped fingers.
“Why are you thus unhappy, dear
Oriana?” he murmured, as he bent tenderly above
her. “Surely you do not love me less because
of this poison of rebellion that infects the land.
And with love, woman’s best consolation, to
be your comforter, why should you be unhappy?”
She arose, pale and excited, and raised
his hand to her lips. The act seemed to him a
strange one for an affianced bride, and he gazed upon
her with a troubled air.
“Let us go home, Harold.”
“But tell me that you love me.”
She placed her two hands lightly about
his neck, and looked up mournfully but steadily into
his face.
“I will be your true wife, Harold,
and pray heaven I may love you as you deserve to be
loved. But I am not well to-day, Harold.
Let us speak no more of this now, for there is something
at my heart that must be quieted with penitence and
prayer. Oh, do not question me, Harold,”
she added, as she leaned her cheek upon his breast;
“we will talk with Beverly, and to-morrow I
shall be stronger and less foolish. Come, Harold,
let us go home.”
She placed her arm within his, and
they walked silently homeward. When they reached
the house, Oriana was hastening to her chamber, but
she lingered at the threshold, and returned to Harold.
“I am not well to-night, and
shall not come down to tea. Good night, Harold.
Smile upon me as you were wont to do,” she added,
as she pressed his hand and raised her swollen eyes,
beneath whose white lids were crushed two teardrops
that were striving to burst forth. “Give
me the smile of the old time, and the old kiss, Harold,”
and she raised her forehead to receive it. “Do
not look disturbed; I have but a headache, and shall
be well to-morrow. Good night dear Harold.”
She strove to look pleasantly as she
left the room, but Harold was bewildered and anxious,
and, till the summons came for supper, he paced the
veranda with slow and meditative steps.