The following morning was warm and
springlike, and Arthur was sufficiently strong and
well to walk out a little in the open air. He
had been seated upon the veranda conversing with Beverly
and Harold, when the latter proposed a stroll with
Beverly, with whom he wished to converse in relation
to his proposed marriage. As the beams of the
unclouded sun had already chased away the morning dew,
and the air was warm and balmy, Arthur walked out
into the garden and breathed the freshness of the
atmosphere with the exhilaration of a convalescent
freed for the first time from the sick-room. Accidentally,
or by instinct, he turned his steps to the little
grove which he knew was Oriana’s favorite haunt;
and there, indeed, she sat, upon the rustic bench,
above which the drooping limbs of the willow formed
a leafy canopy. The pensive girl, her white hand,
on which she leaned, buried among the raven tresses,
was gazing fixedly into the depths of the clear sky,
as if she sought to penetrate that azure veil, and
find some hope realized among the mysteries of the
space beyond. The neglected volume had fallen
from her lap, and lay among the bluebells at her feet.
Arthur’s feeble steps were unheard upon the sward,
and he had taken his seat beside her, before, conscious
of an intruder, she started from her dream.
“The first pilgrimage of my
convalescence is to your bower, my gentle nurse.
I have come to thank you for more kindness than I can
ever repay, except with grateful thoughts.”
She had risen when she became aware
of his presence; and when she resumed her seat, it
seemed with hesitation, and almost an effort, as if
two impulses were struggling within her. But her
pleasure to see him abroad again was too hearty to
be checked, and she timidly gave him the hand which
his extended palm invited to a friendly grasp.
“Indeed, Mr. Wayne, I am very
glad to see you so far recovered.”
“To your kind offices chiefly
I owe it, and those of my good friends, your brother
and Harold, and our excellent Miss Randolph. My
sick-room has been the test of so much friendship,
that I could almost be sinful enough to regret the
returning health which makes me no longer a dependent
on your care. But you are pale, Miss Weems.
Or is it that my eyes are unused to this broad daylight?
Indeed, I trust you are not ill?”
“Oh, no, I am quite well,”
she answered; but it was with an involuntary sigh
that was in contrast with the words. “But
you are not strong yet, Mr. Wayne, and I must not
let you linger too long in the fresh morning air.
We had best go in under shelter of the veranda.”
She arose, and would have led the
way, but he detained her gently with a light touch
upon her sleeve.
“Stay one moment, I pray you.
I seem to breathe new life with this pure air, and
the perfume of these bowers awakens within me an inexpressible
and calm delight. I shall be all the better for
one tranquil hour with nature in bloom, if you, like
the guardian nymph of these floral treasures, will
sit beside me.”
He drew her gently back into the seat,
and looked long and earnestly upon her face.
She felt his gaze, but dared not return it, and her
fair head drooped like a flower that bends beneath
the glance of a scorching sun.
“Miss Weems,” he said
at last, but his voice was so low and tremulous that
it scarce rose above the rustle of the swinging willow
boughs, “you are soon to be a bride, and in
your path the kind Destinies will shower blessings.
When they wreathe the orange blossoms in your hair,
and you are led to the altar by the hand to which
you must cling for life, if I should not be there
to wish you joy, you will not deem, will you, that
I am less your friend?”
The fair head drooping yet lower was her only answer.
“And when you shall be the mistress
of a home where Content will be shrined, the companion
of your virtues, and over your threshold many friends
shall be welcomed, if I should never sit beside your
hearthstone, you will not, will you, believe that I
have forgotten, or that I could forget?”
Still lower the fair head drooped,
but she answered only with a falling tear.
“I told you the other day that
we should be strangers through life, and why, I must
not tell, although perhaps your woman’s heart
may whisper, and yet not condemn me for that which,
Heaven knows, I have struggled against alas, in vain! Do not turn from me.
I would not breathe a word to you that in all honor you should not hear,
although my heart seems bursting with its longing, and I would yield my soul
with rapture from its frail casket, for but one moments right to give its
secret wings. I will bid you farewell to-morrow
“To-morrow!”
“Yes, the doctor says that the
sea air will do me good, and an occasion offers to-morrow
which I shall embrace. It will be like setting
forth upon a journey through endless solitudes, where
my only companions will be a memory and a sorrow.”
He paused a while, but continued with
an effort at composure.
“Our hearts are tyrants to us,
Miss Weems, and will not, sometimes, be tutored into
silence. I see that I have moved, but I trust
not offended you.”
“You have not offended,”
she murmured, but in so low a tone that perhaps the
words were lost in the faint moan of the swaying foliage.
“What I have said,” he
continued earnestly, and taking her hand with a gentle
but respectful pressure, “has been spoken as
one who is dying speaks with his fleeting breath;
for evermore my lips shall be shackled against my
heart, and the past shall be sealed and avoided as
a forbidden theme. We are, then, good friends
at parting, are we not?”
“Yes.”
“And, believe me, I shall be
happiest when I think that you are happy for
you will be happy.”
She sighed so deeply that the words
were checked upon his lips, as if some new emotion
had turned the current of his thought.
“Are you not happy?”
The tears that, in spite of her endeavor,
burst from beneath the downcast lids, answered him
as words could not have done. He was agitated
and unnerved, and, leaning his brow against his hand,
remained silent while she wept.
“Harold is a noble fellow,”
he said at last, after a long silence, and when she
had grown calmer, “and deserves to be loved as
I am sure you love him.”
“Oh, he has a noble heart, and
I would die rather than cause him pain.”
“And you love him?”
“I thought I loved him.”
The words were faint hardly
more than a breath upon her lips; but he heard them,
and his heart grew big with an undefined awe, as if
some vague danger were looming among the shadows of
his destiny. Oriana turned to him suddenly, and
clasped his hand within her trembling fingers.
“Oh, Mr. Wayne! you must go,
and never see me more. I am standing on the brink
of an abyss, and my heart bids me leap. I see
the danger, and, oh God! I have prayed for power
to shun it. But Arthur, Arthur, if you do not
help me, I am lost. You are a man, an honest man,
an honorable man, who will not wrong your friend,
or tempt the woman that cannot love you without sin.
Oh, save me from myself from you from
the cruel wrong that I could even dream of against
him to whom I have sworn my woman’s faith.
I am a child in your hands, Arthur, and in the face
of the reproaching Providence above me, I feel I
feel that I am at your mercy. I feel that what
you speak I must listen to; that should you bid me
stand beside you at the altar, I should not have courage
to refuse. I feel, oh God! Arthur, that
I love you, and am betrothed to Harold. But you
are strong you have courage, will, the power
to defy such weakness of the heart and
you will save me, for I know you are a good and honest
man.”
As she spoke, with her face upturned
to him, and the hot tears rolling down her cheeks,
her fingers convulsively clasped about his hand, and
her form bending closer and closer toward him, till
her cheek was resting on his bosom, Arthur shuddered
with intensity of feeling, and from his averted eyes
the scalding drops, that had never once before moistened
their surface, betrayed how terribly he was shaken
with emotion.
But while she spoke, rapt as they
were within themselves, they saw not one who stood
with folded arms beside the rustic bench, and gazed
upon them.
“As God is my hope,” said
Arthur, “I will disarm temptation. Fear
not. From this hour we part. Henceforth
the living and the dead shall not be more estranged
than we.”
He arose, but started as if an apparition
met his gaze. Oriana knelt beside him, and touched
her lips to his hand in gratitude. An arm raised
her tenderly, and a gentle voice murmured her name.
It was not Arthur’s.
Oriana raised her head, with a faint
cry of terror. She gasped and swooned upon the
intruder’s breast.
It was Harold Hare who held her in his arms.
Arthur, with folded arms, stood erect,
but pale, in the presence of his friend. His
eye, sorrowful, yet calm, was fixed upon Harold, as
if awaiting his angry glance. But Harold looked
only on the lifeless form he held, and parting the
tresses from her cold brow, his lips rested there
a moment with such a fond caress as sometimes a father
gives his child.
“Poor girl!” he murmured,
“would that my sorrow could avail for both.
Arthur, I have heard enough to know you would not do
me wrong. Grief is in store for us, but let us
not be enemies.”
Mournfully, he gave his hand to Arthur,
and Oriana, as she wakened from her trance, beheld
them locked in that sad grasp, like two twin statues
of despair.
They led her to the house, and then
the two young men walked out alone, and talked frankly
and tranquilly upon the subject. It was determined
that both should leave Riverside manor on the morrow,
and that Oriana should be left to commune with her
own heart, and take counsel of time and meditation.
They would not grieve Beverly with their secret, at
least not for the present, when his sister was so ill
prepared to bear remonstrance or reproof. Harold
wrote a kind letter for Oriana, in which he released
her from her pledged faith, asking only that she should
take time to study her heart, but in no wise let a
sense of duty stand in the way of her happiness.
He took pains to conceal the depth of his own affliction,
and to avoid whatever she might construe as reproach.
They would have gone without an interview
with Oriana, but that would have seemed strange to
Beverly. However, Oriana, although pale and nervous,
met them in the morning with more composure than they
had anticipated. Harold, just before starting,
drew her aside, and placed the letter in her hand.
“That will tell you all I would
say, and you must read it when your heart is strong
and firm. Do not look so wretched. All may
yet be well. I would fain see you smile before
I go.”
But though she had evidently nerved
herself to be composed, the tears would come, and
her heart seemed rising to her throat and about to
burst in sobs.
“I will be your true wife, Harold,
and I will love you. Do not desert me, do not
cast me from you. I cannot bear to be so guilty.
Indeed, Harold, I will be true and faithful to you.”
“There is no guilt in that young
heart,” he answered, as he kissed her forehead.
“But now, we must not talk of love; hereafter,
perhaps, when time and absence shall teach us where
to choose for happiness. Part from me now as
if I were your brother, and give me a sister’s
kiss. Would you see Arthur?”
She trembled and whispered painfully:
“No, Harold, no I dare not.
Oh, Harold, bid him forget me.”
“It is better that you should
not see him. Farewell! be brave. We are
good friends, remember. Farewell, dear girl.”
Beverly had been waiting with the
carriage, and as the time was short, he called to
Harold. Arthur, who stood at the carriage wheel,
simply raised his hat to Oriana, as if in a parting
salute. He would have given his right hand to
have pressed hers for a moment; but his will was iron,
and he did not once look back as the carriage whirled
away.