At the door-way of the building on
the hill, where the aged invalid was yielding her
last breath amid the roar of battle, a wounded officer
sat among the dying and the dead, while the conflict
swept a little away from that quarter of the field.
The blood was streaming from the shattered bosom,
and feebly he strove to staunch it with his silken
scarf. He had dragged himself through gore and
dust until he reached that spot, and now, rising again
with a convulsive effort, he leaned his red hands
against the wall, and entered over the fragments of
the door, which had been shivered by a shell.
With tottering steps he passed along the hall and
up the little stairway, as one who had been familiar
with the place. Before the door of the aged lady’s
chamber he paused a moment and listened; all was still
there, although the terrible tumult of the battle
was sounding all around. He entered; he advanced
to the bed-side; the dying woman was murmuring a prayer.
A random shot had torn the shrivelled flesh upon her
bosom and the white counterpane was stained with blood.
She did not see him her thoughts were away
from earth, she was already seeking communion with
the spirits of the blest. The soldier knelt by
that strange death-bed and leaned his pale brow upon
the pillow.
“Mother!”
How strangely the word sounded amid
the shouts of combatants and the din of war.
It was like a good angel’s voice drowning the
discords of hell.
“Mother!”
She heard not the cannon’s roar,
but that one word, scarce louder than the murmur of
a dreaming infant, reached her ear. The palsied
head was turned upon the pillow and the light of life
returned to her glazing eyes.
“Who speaks?” she gasped,
while her thin hands were tremulously clasped together
with emotion.
“’Tis I, mother. Philip, your son.”
“Philip, my son!” and
the nerveless form, that had scarce moved for years,
was raised upon the bed by the last yearning effort
of a mother’s love.
“Is it you, Philip, is it you,
indeed? I can scarce see your form, but surely
I have heard the voice of my boy; my long
absent boy. Oh! Philip! why have I not heard
it oftener to comfort my old age?”
“I am dying, mother. I
have been a bad son and a guilty man. But I am
dying, mother. Oh! I am punished for my sin!
The avenging bullet struck me down at the gate of
the home I had deserted the home I have
made desolate to you. Mother, I have crawled
here to die.”
“To die! O God! your hand
is cold or is it but the chill of death
upon my own? Oh! I had thought to have said
farewell to earth forever, but yet let me linger but
a little while, O Lord! if but to bless my son.”
She sank exhausted upon the pillow, but yet clasped
the gory fingers of the dying man.
“Philip, are you there?
Let me hear your voice. I hear strange murmurs
afar off; but not the voice of my son. Are you
there, Philip, are you there?”
Philip Searle was crouching lower
and lower by the bed-side, and his forehead, upon
which the dews of death were starting, lay languidly
beside the thin, white locks that rested on the pillow.
“Look, mother!” he said,
raising his head and glaring into the corner of the
room. “Do you see that form in white? there she
with the pale cheeks and golden hair! I saw her
once before to-day, when she lay stretched upon the
bed, with a lily in her white fingers. And once
again I saw her in that last desperate charge, when
the bullet struck my side. And now she is there
again, pale, motionless, but smiling. Does she
smile in mockery or forgiveness? I could rather
bear a frown than that terrible that frozen
smile. O God! she is coming to me, mother, she
is coming to me she will lay her cold hand
upon me. No it is not she! it is Moll look,
mother, it is Moll, all blackened with smoke and seared
with living fire. O God! how terrible! But,
mother, I did not do that. When I saw the flames
afar off, I shuddered, for I knew how it must be.
But I did not do it, Moll, by my lost soul, I did not!”
He started to his feet with a convulsive effort.
The hot blood spurted from his wound with the exertion
and spattered upon the face and breast of his mother but
she felt it not, for she was dead. The last glimmering
ray of reason seemed to drive away the phantoms.
He turned toward those sharp and withered features,
he saw the fallen jaw and lustreless glazed eye.
A shudder shook his frame at every point, and with
a groan of pain and terror, he fell forward upon the
corpse a corpse himself.