With the earliest opportunity, Harold
proceeded to Washington, and sought an interview with
the President, in relation to Arthur’s case.
Mr. Lincoln received him kindly, but could give no
information respecting the arrest or alleged criminality
of his friend. “There were so many and
pressing affairs of state that he could find no room
for individual cases in his memory.” However,
he referred him to the Secretary of War, with a request
that the latter would look into the matter. By
dint of persistent inquiries at various sources, Harold
finally ascertained that the prisoner had a few days
previously been released, upon the assurance of the
surgeon at the fort, that his failing health required
his immediate removal. Inquiry had been made
into the circumstances leading to his arrest; made
too late, however, to benefit the victim of a State
mistake, whose delicate health had already been too
severely tried by the discomforts attendant upon his
situation. However, enough had been ascertained
to leave but little doubt as to his innocence; and
Arthur, with the ghastly signs of a rapid consumption
upon his wan cheek, was dismissed from the portals
of a prison, which had already prepared him for the
tomb.
Harold hastened to Vermont, whither
he knew the invalid had been conveyed. It was
toward the close of the first autumn day that he entered
the little village, upon whose outskirts was situated
the farm of his dying friend. The air was mild
and balmy, but the voices of nature seemed to him
more hushed than usual, as if in mournful unison with
his own sad reveries. He had passed on foot from
the village to the farm-house, and when he opened
the little white wicket, and walked along the gravelled
avenue that led to the flower-clad porch, the willows
on either side seemed to droop lower than willows
are used to droop, and the soft September air sighed
through the swinging boughs, like the prelude of a
dirge.
Arthur was reclining upon an easy-chair
upon the little porch, and beside him sat a venerable
lady, reading from the worn silver-clasped Bible,
which rested on her lap. The lady rose when he
approached; and Arthur, whose gaze had been wandering
among the autumn clouds, that wreathed the points
of the far-off mountains, turned his head languidly,
when the footsteps broke his dream.
He did not rise. Alas! he was
too weak to do so without the support of his aged
mother’s arm, which had so often cradled him
in infancy and had now become the staff of his broken
manhood. But a beautiful and happy smile illumined
his pale lips, and spread all over the thin and wasted
features, like sunlight gleaming on the grey surface
of a church-yard stone. He lifted his attenuated
hand, and when Harold clasped it, the fingers were
so cold and deathlike that their pressure seemed to
close about his heart, compressing it, and chilling
the life current in his veins.
“I knew that you would come,
Harold. Although I read that you were missing
at the close of that dreadful battle, something told
me that we should meet again. Whether it was
a sick man’s fancy, or the foresight of a parting
soul, it is realized, for you are here. And you
come not too soon, Harold,” he added, with a
pressure of the feeble hand, “for I am going
fast fast from the discords of earth fast
to the calm and harmony beyond.”
“Oh, Arthur, how changed you
are!” said Harold, who could not keep from fastening
his gaze on the white, sunken cheek and hollow eyes
of his dying comrade. “But you will get
better now, will you not now that you are
home again, and we can nurse you?”
Arthur shook his head with a mournful
smile, and the fit of painful coughing which overtook
him answered his friend’s vain hope.
“No, Harold, no. All of
earth is past to me, even hope. And I am ready,
cheerful even, to go, except for the sake of some loved
ones that will sorrow for me.”
He took his mother’s hand as
he spoke, and looked at her with touching tenderness,
while the poor dame brushed away her tears.
“I have but a brief while to
stay behind,” she said, “and my sorrow
will be less, to know that you have ever been a good
son to me. Oh, Mr. Hare, he might have lived
to comfort me, and close my old eyes in death, if
they had not been so cruel with him, and locked him
within prison walls. He, who never dreamed of
wrong, and never injured willingly a worm in his path.”
“Nay, mother, they were not
unkind to me in the fort, and did what they could
to make me comfortable. But, Harold, it is wrong.
I have thought of it in the long, weary nights in
prison, and I have thought of it when I knew that
death was beckoning me to come and rest from the thoughts
of earth. It is wrong to tamper with the sacred
law that shields the citizen. I believe that
many a man within those fortress walls is as innocent
in the eyes of God as those who sent him there.
Yet I accuse none of willful wrong, but only of unconscious
error. If the sacrifice of my poor life could
shed one ray upon the darkness, I would rejoice to
be the victim that I am, of a violated right.
But all, statesmen, and chieftains, and humble citizens,
are being swept along upon the whirlwinds of passion;
all hearts are ablaze with the fiery magnificence
of war, and none will take warning till the land shall
be desolate, and thousands, stricken in their prime,
shall be sleeping where I shall soon be beneath
the cold sod. I am weary, mother, and chill.
Let us go in.”
They bore him in and helped him to
his bed, where he lay pale and silent, seeming much
worse from the fatigue of conversation and the excitement
of his meeting with his old college friend. Mrs.
Wayne left him in charge of Harold, while she went
below to prepare what little nourishment he could
take, and to provide refreshment for her guest.
Arthur lay, for a space, with his
eyes closed, and apparently in sleep. But he
looked up, at last, and stretched out his hand to Harold,
who pressed the thin fingers, whiter than the coverlet
on which they rested.
“Is mother there?”
“No, Arthur,” replied Harold. “Shall
I call her?”
“No. I thought to have
spoken to you, to-morrow, of something that has been
often my theme of thought; but I know not what strange
feeling has crept upon me; and perhaps, Harold for
we know not what the morrow may bring perhaps
I had better speak now.”
“It hurts you, Arthur; you are
too weak. Indeed, you must sleep now, and to-morrow
we shall talk.”
“No; now, Harold. It will
not hurt me, or if it does, it matters little now.
Harold, I would fain that no shadow of unkindness should
linger between us twain when I am gone.”
“Why should there, Arthur?
You have been my true friend always, and as such shall
I remember you.”
“Yet have I wronged you; yet
have I caused you much grief and bitterness, and only
your own generous nature preserved us from estrangement.
Harold, have you heard from her?”
“I have seen her, Arthur.
During my captivity, she was my jailer; in my sickness,
for I was slightly wounded, she was my nurse.
I will tell you all about it to-morrow.”
“Yes, to-morrow,” replied
Arthur, breathing heavily. “To-morrow! the
word sounds meaningless to me, like something whose
significance has left me. Is she well, Harold?”
“Yes.”
“And happy?”
“I think so, Arthur. As
happy as any of us can be, amid severed ties and dread
uncertainties.”
“I am glad that she is well.
Harold, you will tell her, for I am sure you will
meet again, you will tell her it was my dying wish
that you two should be united. Will you promise,
Harold?”
“I will tell her all that you wish, Arthur.”
“I seem to feel that I shall
be happy in my grave, to know that, she will be your
wife; to know that my guilty love for I
loved her, Harold, and it was guilt to love to
know that it left no poison behind, that its shadow
has passed away from the path that you must tread.”
“Speak not of guilt, my friend.
There could live no crime between two such noble hearts.
And had I thought you would have accepted the sacrifice,
I could almost have been happy to have given her to
you, so much was her happiness the aim of my own love.”
“Yes, for you have a glorious
heart, Harold; and I thank Heaven that she cannot
fail to love you. And you do not think, do you,
Harold, that it would be wrong for you two to speak
of me when I am gone? I cannot bear to think
that you should deem it necessary to drive me from
your memories, as one who had stepped in between your
hearts. I am sure she will love you none the
less for her remembrance of me, and therefore sometimes
you will talk together of me, will you not?”
“Yes, we will often talk of
you, for what dearer theme to both could we choose;
what purer recollections could our memories cherish
than of the friend we both loved so much, and who
so well deserved our love?”
“And I am forgiven, Harold?”
“Were there aught to be forgiven,
I would forgive; but I have never harbored in my most
secret heart one trace of anger or resentment toward
you. Do not talk more, dear Arthur. To-morrow,
perhaps, you will be stronger, and then we will speak
again. Here comes your mother, and she will scold
me for letting you fatigue yourself so much.”
“Raise me a little on the pillow,
please. I seem to breathe more heavily to-night.
Thank you, I will sleep now. Good night, mother;
I will eat the gruel when I wake. I had rather
sleep now. Good night, Harold!”
He fell into a slumber almost immediately,
and they would not disturb him, although his mother
had prepared the food he had been used to take.
“I think he is better to-night.
He seems to sleep more tranquilly,” said Mrs.
Wayne. “If you will step below, I have got
a dish of tea for you, and some little supper.”
Harold went down and refreshed himself
at the widow’s neat and hospitable board, and
then walked out into the evening, to dissipate, if
possible, the cloud that was lowering about his heart.
He paced up and down the avenue of willows, and though
the fresh night air soothed the fever of his brain,
he could not chase away the gloom that weighed upon
his spirit. His mind wandered among mournful memories the
field of battle, strewn with the dying and the dead;
the hospital where brave suffering men were groaning
under the surgeon’s knife; the sick chamber,
where his friend was dying.
“And I, too,” he thought,
“have become the craftsman of Death, training
my arm and intellect to be cunning in the butchery
of my fellows! Wearing the instrument of torture
at my side, and using the faculties God gave me to
mutilate His image. Yet, from the pulpit and the
statesman’s chair, and far back through ages
from the pages of history, precept and example have
sought to record its justification, under the giant
plea of necessity. But is it justified? Has
man, in his enlightenment, sufficiently studied to
throw aside the hereditary errors that come from the
past, clothed in barbarous splendors to mislead thought
and dazzle conscience? Oh, for one glimpse of
the Eternal Truth! to teach us how far is delegated
to mortal man the right to take away the life he cannot
give. When shall the sword be held accursed?
When shall man cease to meddle with the most awful
prerogative of his God? When shall our right
hands be cleansed forever from the stain of blood,
and homicide be no longer a purpose and a glory upon
earth? I shudder when I look up at the beautiful
serenity of this autumn sky, and remember that my
deed has loosened an immortal soul from its clay, and
hurled it, unprepared, into its Maker’s presence.
My conscience would rebuke my hand, should it willfully
shatter the sculptor’s marble wrought into human
shape, or deface the artist’s ideal pictured
upon canvas, or destroy aught that is beautiful and
costly of man’s ingenuity and labor. And
yet these I might replace with emptying a purse into
the craftsman’s hand. But will my gold
recall the vital spark into those cold forms that,
stricken by my steel or bullet, are rotting in their
graves? The masterpiece of God I have destroyed.
His image have I defaced; the wonderful mechanism
that He alone can mold, and molded for His own holy
purpose, have I shattered and dismembered; the soul,
an essence of His own eternity, have I chased from
its alotted earthly home, and I rely for my justification
upon what? the fact that my
victim differed from me in political belief. Must
the hand of man be raised against the workmanship
of God because an earthly bond has been sundered?
Our statesmen teach us so, the ministers of our faith
pronounce it just; but, oh God! should it be wrong!
When the blood is hot, when the heart throbs with
exaltation, when martial music swells, and the war-steed
prances, and the bayonets gleam in the bright sunlight then
I think not of the doubt, nor of the long train of
horrors, the tears, the bereavements, the agonies,
of which this martial magnificence is but the vanguard.
But now, in the still calmness of the night, when
all around me and above me breathes of the loveliness
and holiness of peace, I fear. I question nature,
hushed as she is and smiling in repose, and her calm
beauty tells me that Peace is sacred; that her Master
sanctions no discords among His children. I question
my own conscience, and it tells me that the sword
wins not the everlasting triumph that the
voice of war finds no echo within the gates of heaven.”
Ill-comforted by his reflections,
he returned to the quiet dwelling, and entered the
chamber of his friend.