In naming George Sand we name something
more exceptional than even a great genius. Her
rise to eminence in the literature of her century,
is, if not without a parallel, yet absolutely without
a precedent, in the annals of women of modern times.
The origin of much that is distinctive
in the story of her life may be traced in the curious
story of her lineage.
George Sand was of mixed national
descent, and in her veins ran the blood of heroes
and of kings. The noble and the artist, the bourgeoisie
and the people, all had their representatives among
their immediate ancestors. Her grandmother, the
guardian of her girlhood, was the child of Maurice,
Marshal Saxe, that favorite figure in history and
romance, himself son of the famous Augustus II., Elector
of Saxony, and King of Poland, and the Swedish Countess
Aurora von Koenigsmark. The Marshal’s daughter
Aurore, though like her father of illegitimate birth her
mother, who was connected with the stage, passed by
her professional name of Mlle. Verrieres obtained
after the Marshal’s death the acknowledgment
and protection of his relatives in high places, notably
of his niece, the Dauphin of France, grand-daughter
of Augustus of Poland, and mother of the three kings Louis
XVI., Louis XVIII., and Charles X.
Carefully educated at St. Cyr, Mlle.
de Saxe was married, when little more than a child,
to the Count de Horn, who was also of partly royal
but irregular origin. He very shortly afterward
fell in a duel. His widow, at thirty, became
the wife of M. Dupin de Franceuil, an old gentleman
of good provincial family and some fortune. Maurice,
their only child, was the father of George Sand.
Madame Dupin (the suffix de Franceuil
was afterwards dropped by her husband) appears to
have inherited none of the adventurous and erratic
tendencies of her progenitors. Aristocratic in
her sympathies, philosophic in her intellect, and
strictly decorous in her conduct, throughout the whole
of her long and checkered life she was regarded with
respect. Left a widow again, ten years after her
second marriage, she concentrated her hopes and affections
on her handsome and amiable son Maurice. Though
fondly attached to her, he was yet to be the cause
of her heaviest sorrows, by his more than hazardous
marriage, and by his premature and tragical fate.
His strongest natural leanings seem
to have been towards art in general, music and the
drama in particular, and of his facile, buoyant, artist
temperament there is ample evidence; but the political
conditions of France under the Directory in 1798 left
him no choice but to enter the army, where he served
under Dupont, winning his commission on the field
of Marengo in 1800. It was during this Italian
campaign that the young officer met with the woman
who, four years later, became his wife, and the mother
of his illustrious child.
Mademoiselle Sophie Victorie Delaborde,
was, emphatically speaking, a daughter of the people.
Her father had been a poor bird-seller at Paris, where
she herself had worked as a milliner. Left unprotected
at a very early age, thoroughly uneducated and undisciplined,
gifted with considerable beauty, and thrown on the
world at a time when the very foundations of society
seemed to be collapsing, she had been exposed to extreme
dangers, and without any of the ordinary safeguards
against them. That she proved herself not undeserving
of the serious attachment with which she inspired
Maurice Dupin, her least favorable judges were afterwards
forced to admit; though, at the time this infatuation
of the lieutenant of six-and-twenty for one four years
his senior, and of the humblest extraction, and whose
life hitherto had not been blameless, was naturally
regarded as utterly disastrous by his elders.
The devoted pair were married secretly
at Paris in 1804; and on the 5th of July in the same
year the last of the French Republic and
the first of the Empire their daughter
entered the world, receiving the name of Amantine-Lucile-Aurore.
The discovery of the mesalliance
she had been dreading for some time, and which her
son had not dared to confess to her, was a heavy blow
to old Madame Dupin. However, she schooled herself
to forgive what was irrevocable, and to acknowledge
this most unwelcome daughter-in-law, the infant Aurore
helping unconsciously to effect the reconciliation.
But for more than three years M. Dupin’s mother
and his wife scarcely ever met. Madame Dupin
mere was living in a retired part of the country,
in the very centre of France, on the little property
of Nohant, which she had bought with what the Revolution
had left her out of her late husband’s fortune.
Maurice, now Captain Dupin and aide-de-camp
to Murat, resided, when not on service, in Paris,
where he had settled with his wife and child.
The union, strange though it may seem, continued to
be a happy one. Besides a strong attachment there
existed a real conformity of disposition between the
two. The mother of George Sand was also, in her
way, a remarkable woman. She has been described
by her daughter as “a great artist lost for
want of development”; showing a wonderful dexterity
in whatever she put her hand to, no matter if practiced
in it or not. “She tried everything, and
always succeeded” sewing, drawing,
tuning the piano “she would have made
shoes, locks, furniture, had it been necessary.”
But her tastes were simple and domestic. Though
married out of her rank, she was entirely without
any vain ambition to push herself into fashionable
society, the constraint of which, moreover, she could
not bear. “She was a woman for the fire-side,
or for quick, merry walks and drives. But in the
house or out of doors, what she wanted was intimacy
and confidence, complete sincerity in her relations
with those around her, absolute liberty in her habits
and the disposal of her time. She always led a
retired life, more anxious to keep aloof from tiresome
acquaintance than to seek such as might be advantageous.
That was just the foundation of my father’s
character; and in this respect never was there a better-assorted
couple. They could never be happy except in their
own little menage. Everywhere out of it
they had to stifle their melancholy yawns, and they
have transmitted to me that secret shyness which has
always made the gay world intolerable, and home a
necessity to me.”
In a modest bourgeois habitation
in the Rue Meslay, afterwards transferred to the Rue
Grange-Batelière, Aurore Dupin’s
infancy passed tranquilly away, under the wing of
her warmly affectionate mother who, though utterly
illiterate, showed intuitive tact and skill in fostering
the child’s intelligence. “Mine,”
says her daughter, “made no resistance; but
was never beforehand with anything, and might have
been very much behindhand if left to itself.”
Aurore was not four years old when
adventures began for her in earnest. In the spring
of 1808, her father was at Madrid, in attendance upon
Murat; and Madame Maurice Dupin, becoming impatient
of prolonged separation from her husband, started
off with her little girl to join him. The hazards
and hardships of the expedition, long mountain drives
and wild scenery, strange fare and strange sights,
could not fail vividly to impress the child, whose
imagination from her cradle was extraordinarily active.
Her mother ere this had discovered that Aurore, then
little more than a baby, and pent up within four chairs
to keep her out of harm’s way, would make herself
perfectly happy, plucking at the basket-work and babbling
endless fairy tales to herself, confused and diluted
versions of the first fictions narrated to her.
A picturesque line in a nursery song was enough to
bring before her a world of charming wonders; the
figures, birds, and flowers on a Sèvres china candelabrum
would call up enchanting landscapes; and the sound
of a flageolet played from some distant attic start
a train of melodious fancies and throw her into musical
raptures. Her daily experiences, after reaching
Madrid with her mother, continued to be novel and
exciting in the extreme. The palace of the Prince
de la Paix, where Murat and his suite had their quarters,
was to her the realization of the wonder-land of Perrault
and d’Aulnoy; Murat, the veritable Prince Fanfarinet.
She was presented to him in a fancy court-dress, devised
for the occasion by her mother, an exact imitation
of her father’s uniform in miniature, with spurs,
sword, and boots, all complete. The Prince was
amused by the jest, and took a fancy to the child,
calling her his little aide-de-camp. After
a residence of several weeks in this abode, whose
splendor was alloyed by not a little discomfort and
squalor, the return-journey had to be accomplished
in the height of summer, amid every sort of risk;
past reeking battle-fields, camps, sacked and half-burnt
villages and beleaguered cities. Captain Dupin
succeeded, however, in escorting his family safely
back into France again, the party halting to recruit
awhile under his mother’s roof.
Nohant, a spot that has become as
famous through its associations as Abbotsford, lies
about three miles from the little town of La Châtre,
in the department of the Indre, part of the old province
of Berry. The manor is a plain gray house with
steep mansard roofs, of the time of Louis XVI.
It stands just apart from the road, shaded by trees,
beside a pleasure ground of no vast extent, but with
its large flower-garden and little wood allowed to
spread at nature’s bidding, quite in the English
style. Behind the house cluster a score of cottages
of the scattered hamlet of Nohant; in the centre rises
the smallest of churches, with a tiny cemetery hedged
around and adjoining the wall of the manor garden.
At this country home the tired travellers
gladly alighted; but they had barely a few weeks in
which to recover from the fatigues of their Spanish
campaign, when a terrible calamity overwhelmed the
household. Maurice Dupin, riding home one night
from La Châtre, was thrown from his horse
and killed on the spot.
The story of Aurore Dupin’s
individual life opens at once with the death of her
father a loss she was still too young to
comprehend, but for which she was soon to suffer through
the strange, the anomalous position, in which it was
to place her. Maurice Dupin’s patrician
mother and her plebeian daughter-in-law, bereft thus
violently of him who had been the only possible link
between them, found themselves hopelessly, actively,
and increasingly at variance. Their tempers clashed,
their natures were antipathetic, their views contradictory,
their positions irreconcilable. Aurore was not
only thrust into an atmosphere of strife, but condemned
to the apple of discord. She was to grow up between
two hostile camps, each claiming her obedience and
affection.
The beginning was smooth, and the
sadness which alone kept the peace was not allowed
to weigh on the child. She ran wild in the garden,
the country air and country life strengthening a naturally
strong constitution; and her intelligence, though
also allowed much freedom in its development, was
not neglected. A preceptor was on the spot in
the person of the fourth inmate of Nohant, an old
pedagogue, Deschartres by name, formerly her father’s
tutor, who had remained in Madame Dupin’s service
as “intendant.” The serio-comic
figure of this personage, so graphically drawn by
George Sand herself in the memoirs of her early life,
will never be forgotten by any reader of those reminiscences.
Pedant, she says, was written in every line of his
countenance and every movement that he made.
He was possessed of some varied learning, much narrow
prejudice, and a violent, crotchety temper, but had
proved during the troubles of the Revolution his sincere
and disinterested devotion to the family he served,
and Aurore and “the great man,” as she
afterwards nicknamed her old tutor, were always good
friends.
Before she was four years old she
could read quite well; but she remarks that it was
only after learning to write that what she read began
to take a definite meaning for her. The fairy-tales
perused but half intelligently before were re-read
with a new delight. She learnt grammar with Deschartres,
and from her grandmother took her first lessons in
music, an art of which she became passionately fond;
and it always remained for her a favourite source
of enjoyment, though she never acquired much proficiency
as a musical performer. The educational doctrines
of Rousseau had then brought into fashion a regime
of open-air exercise and freedom for the young, such
as we commonly associate with English, rather than
French, child-life; and Aurore’s early
years when domestic hostilities and nursery
tyrannies, from which, like most sensitive children,
she suffered inordinately, were suspended were
passed in the careless, healthy fashion approved in
this country. A girl of her own age, but of lower
degree, was taken into the house to share her studies
and pastimes. Little Ursule was to become, in
later years, the faithful servant of her present companion,
who had then become lady of the manor, and who never
lost sight of this humble friend. Aurore had
also a boy playmate in a protege of her grandmother’s,
five years her senior, who patronised and persecuted
her by turns, in his true fraternal fashion.
This boy, Hippolyte, the son of a woman of low station,
was in fact Aurore’s half-brother, adopted
from his birth and brought up by Madame Dupin the
elder, whose indulgence, where her son was concerned,
was infinite. With these, and the children of
the farm-tenants and rural proprietors around, Aurore
did not want for companions. But the moment soon
arrived when the painful family dispute of which she
was the object, was to become the cause of more distress
to the child than to her elders. There were reasons
which stood in the way of Madame Maurice Dupin’s
fixing her residence permanently under her mother-in-law’s
roof. But the mind of the latter was set on obtaining
the guardianship of her grand-daughter, the natural
heir to her property, and on thus assuring to her
social and educational privileges of a superior order.
The child’s heart declared unreservedly for
her mother, whose passionate fondness she returned
with the added tenderness of a deeper nature, and
all attempts to estrange the two had only drawn them
closer together. But the pecuniary resources of
Maurice Dupin’s widow were of the smallest,
and the advantages offered to her little girl by the
proposed arrangement so material, that the older lady
gained her point in the end. Madame Maurice settled
in Paris. Aurore grew up her grandmother’s
ward, with Nohant for her home; a home she was to
keep, knowing no other, till the end of her life.
The separation was brought about very
gradually to the child. The first few winters
were spent in Paris, where her grandmother had an
establishment. Then she could pass whole days
with her mother, who, in turn, spent summers at Nohant,
and Aurore for years was buoyed up by the hope that
a permanent reunion would still be brought about.
But meantime domestic jealousy and strife, inflamed
by the unprincipled meddling of servants, raged more
fiercely than ever, and could not but be a source
of more than ordinary childish misery to their innocent
object. It was but slowly that she became attached
to her grandmother, whose undemonstrative temper,
formal habits and condescending airs were little calculated
to win over her young affections, or fire her with
gratitude for the anxiety displayed by this guardian
to form her manners and cultivate her intellect.
Nay, the result was rather to implant in her a premature
dislike and distrust for conventional ideals.
From the standard of culture and propriety, from the
temptations of social rank and wealth held up for
her preference, she instinctively turned to the simple,
unrestrained affection of the despised mother, and
the greater freedom and expansion enjoyed in such
company. In vain did disdainful lady’s-maids
try to taunt her into precocious worldly wisdom, asking
if she could really want to go and eat beans in a
little garret. Such a condition, naturally, she
began to regard as the equivalent of a noble and glorious
existence!
Meantime, throughout all these alternations
of content and distress, Nohant and its surroundings
were perforce becoming dear to her, as only the home
of our childhood can ever become. The scenery
and characteristics of that region are familiar to
all readers of the works of George Sand; a quiet region
of narrow, winding, shady lanes, where you may wander
long between the tall hedges without meeting a living
creature but the wild birds that start from the honey-suckle
and hawthorn, and the frogs croaking among the sedges;
a region of soft-flowing rivers with curlew-haunted
reed beds, and fields where quails cluck in the furrows;
the fertile plain studded with clumps of ash and alder,
and a rare farm-habitation standing amid orchards and
hemp-fields, or a rarer hamlet of a dozen cottages
grouped together. The country is flat, and, viewed
from the rail or high road, unimpressive. But
those fruitful fields have a placid beauty, and it
needs but to penetrate the sequestered lanes and explore
the thicket-bound courses of the streams, to meet
with plenty of those pleasant solitudes after a poet’s
own heart, whose gift is to seize and perpetuate transient
effects, and to open the eyes of duller minds to charms
that might pass unnoticed. In this sense only
can George Sand be said to have idealized for us the
landscapes she loved.
The thoughtful, poetic side of her
temperament showed itself early, leading her to seek
long intervals of solitude, when she would bury herself
in books or dreams, to satisfy the cravings of her
intellect and imagination. On the other hand,
her vigorous physical organization kept alive her
taste for active amusements and merry companionship.
So the child-squire romped on equal terms with the
little rustics of Nohant, sharing their village sports
and the occupations of the seasons as they came round:
hay-making and gleaning in summer; in winter weaving
bird-nets to spread in the snowy fields for the wholesale
capture of larks; anon listening with mixed terror
and delight to the picturesque legends told by the
hemp-beaters, as they sat at their work out of doors
on September moonlight evenings to all the
traditional ghost-stories of the “Black Valley,”
as she fancifully christened the country round about.
Tales were these of fantastic animals and goblins,
the grand’-bête and the levrette blanche,
Georgeon, that imp of mischief, night apparitions
of witches and charmers of wolves, singing Druidical
stones and mysterious portents a whole fairy
mythology, then firmly believed in by the superstitious
peasantry.
As a signal contrast to this way of
life came for a time the annual visits to Paris suspended
after she was ten years old. There liberty ended,
and the girl was transported into a novel and most
uncongenial sphere. Her grandmother’s friends
and relatives were mostly old people, who clung to
antiquated modes and customs; and distinguished though
such circles might be, the youngest member only found
out that they were intolerably dull. The wrinkled
countesses with their elaborate toilettes and
ceremonious manners, the abbes with their fashionable
tittle-tattle and their innumerable snuff-boxes, the
long dinners, the accomplishment-lessons, notably
those in dancing and deportment, were repugnant to
the soul of the little hoyden. She made amends
to herself by observing these new scenes and characters
narrowly, with the acute natural perception that was
one of her leading gifts. From this artificial
atmosphere of constraint, it was inevitable that she
should welcome hours of escape into her mother’s
unpretending domestic circle; and already at ten years
old she had pronounced the lot of a scullery-maid
enviable, compared to that of an old marquise.
Nevertheless the fact of her having,
at an age when impressions are strongest, and most
lasting, mixed freely and on equal terms with the
upper classes of society, was a point in her education
not without its favorable action on her afterwards
as a novelist. Despite her firm republican sympathies,
emphatic disdain for mere rank and wealth, and her
small mercy for the foibles of the fashionable world,
she can enter into its spirit, paint its allurements
without exaggeration, and indicate its shortcomings
with none of that asperity of the outsider which always
suggests some unconscious envy lurking behind the scorn.
The despised accomplishment-lessons,
in themselves tending only to so much agreeable dabbling,
proved useful to her indirectly by creating new interests,
and as an intellectual stimulus. There seems to
have been little or no method about her early education.
The study of her own language was neglected, and the
time spent less profitably, she considered in acquiring
a smattering of Latin with Deschartres. She took
to some studies with avidity, while others remained
wholly distasteful to her. For mere head-work
she cared little. Arithmetic she detested; versification,
no less. Her imagination rebelled against the
restrictions of form. Nowhere, perhaps, except
in the free-fantasia style of the novel, could this
great prose-poet have found the right field in which
to do justice to her powers. The dry technique
in music was a stumbling-block of which she was impatient.
History and literature she enjoyed in whatever they
offered that was romantic, heroic, or poetically suggestive.
In her Nohant surroundings there was nothing to check,
and much to stimulate, this dominant, imaginative faculty.
Her youthful attempts at original composition she
quickly discarded in disgust; but it seemed almost
a law of her mind that whatever was possessing it
she must instinctively weave into a romance. Thus
in writing her history-epitome she must improve on
the original, when too dry, by exercising her fancy
in the description of places and personages.
The actual political events of that period were of
the most exciting character; Napoleon’s Russian
campaign, abdication, retreat to Elba, the Hundred
Days, Waterloo, the Restoration, following each other
in swift succession. Old Madame Dupin was an anti-Bonapartist,
but Aurore had caught from her mother something of
the popular infatuation for the emperor, and her fancy
would create him over again, as he might have been
had his energies been properly directed. Her day-dreams
were often so vivid as to effect her senses with all
the force of realities.
Such a visionary life might have been
most dangerous and mentally enervating had her organization
been less robust, and the tendency to reverie not
been matched by lively external perception and plentiful
physical activity. As it was, if at one moment
she was in a cloud-land of her own, or poring over
the stories of the Iliad, the classic mythologies,
or Tasso’s Gerusalemme, the next would
see her scouring the fields with Ursule and Hippolyte,
playing practical jokes on the tutor, and extemporizing
wild out-of-door games and dances with her village
companions.
Of serious religious education she
received none at all. Here, again, the authorities
were divided. Her mother was pious in a primitive
way, though holding aloof from priestly influences.
The grandmother, a disciple of Jean-Jacques Rousseau
and of Voltaire, had renounced the Catholic creed,
and was what was then called a Deist. But beyond
discouraging a belief in miraculous agencies she preserved
a neutrality with her ward on the subject, and Aurore
was left free to drift as her nature should decide.
Instinctively she felt more drawn toward her mother’s
unreasoning, emotional faith than toward a system of
philosophic, critical inquiry. But on both sides
what was offered her to worship was too indefinite
to satisfy her strong religious instincts. Once
more she filled in the blank with her imagination,
which was forthwith called upon to picture a being
who should represent all perfections, human and divine;
something that her heart could love, as well as her
intelligence approve.
This ideal figure, for whom she devised
the name Corambe, was to combine all the spiritual
qualities of the Christian ideal with the earthly
grace and beauty of the mythological deities of Greece.
For very many years she cherished this fantasy, finding
there the scope she sought for her aspirations after
superhuman excellence. It is hardly too much
to say that the Christianity which had been expressly
left out in her teaching she invented for herself.
She erected a woodland altar in the recesses of a
thicket to this imaginary object of her adoration,
and it is a characteristic trait that the sacrifices
she chose to offer there were the release of birds
and butterflies that had been taken prisoners as
a symbolical oblation most welcome to a divinity whose
essential attributes were infinite mercy and love.
It will be remembered that a somewhat similar anecdote
is related of the youthful Goethe.
Aurore, as the years went on, had
grown sincerely fond of Madame Dupin; but her mother
still held the foremost place in her heart, and she
had never ceased to cherish the belief that if they
two could live together she would be perfectly happy.
The discovery of this deeply irritated her grandmother,
who at length was provoked to intimate to the girl
something of the real motive for insisting on this
separation namely, that her mother’s
antecedents were such as, in the eyes of Aurore’s
well-wishers, rendered it desirable to establish the
daughter’s existence apart from that of her
parent. Sooner or later such a revelation must
have been made; but made as it was, thus precipitately,
in a moment of jealous anger, the chief result was
of necessity to cause a painful and dangerous shock
to the sensitive young mind. It brought about
an unnatural discord in her moral nature, forbidden
all at once to respect what she had loved most, and
must continue to love, in spite of all. On the
injurious effects of the over-agitation to which she
was subjected in her childhood she has laid much stress
in her remarkable work, “The Story of My Life.”
Much of this book, written when she was between forty
and fifty, reads like a romance; and had a certain
amount of retrospective imagination entered into the
treatment of these reminiscences it would not be surprising.
The tendency to impart poetical color and significance
to whatever was capable of taking it was her mastering
impulse, and may sometimes have led her to lose the
distinction between fancy and reality, especially as
by her own confession her memory was never her strong
point. But she had an excellent memory for impressions,
and no reader whose own recollections of childhood
have not grown faint, but will feel the profound truth
of the spirit of the narrative, which is of a kind
that occasional exaggerations in the letter cannot
depreciate in value as a psychological history.
For an account of her early life it must always remain
the most important source.
Aurore was now thirteen, and though
she had read a good deal of miscellaneous literature
her instruction had been mostly of a desultory sort;
she was behindhand in the accomplishments deemed desirable
for young ladies; and her country manners, on the
score of etiquette, left something to be desired.
To school, therefore, it was decided that she must
go; and her grandmother selected that held by the nuns
of the “English convent” at Paris, as
the most fashionable institution of the kind.
This Convent des Anglaises
was a British community, first established in the
French capital in Cromwell’s time. It has
now been removed, and its site, the Rue St. Victor,
has undergone complete transformation. In 1817,
however, it was in high repute among conventual educational
establishments. To this retreat Aurore was consigned
and there spent more than two years, an untroubled
time she has spoken of as in many respects the happiest
of her life. There is certainly nothing more
delightful in her memoirs than the vivid picture there
drawn of the convent-school interior, drawn without
flattery or malice, and with sympathy and animation.
The nunnery was an extensive building
of rambling construction with parts disused
and dilapidated quite a little settlement,
counting some 150 inmates, nuns, pupils and teachers;
with cells and dormitories, long corridors, chapels,
kitchens, distillery, spiral staircases and mysterious
nooks and corners; a large garden planted with chestnut
trees, a kitchen garden, and a little cemetery without
gravestones, over-grown with evergreens and flowers.
The sisters were all English, Irish, or Scotch, but
the majority of the pupils and the secular mistresses
were French. Of the nuns the ex-scholar speaks
with respect and affection, but their religious exercises
left them but the smaller share of their time and
attention to devote to the pupils. The girls
almost without exception were of high social rank,
the bourgeois element as yet having scarcely
penetrated this exclusive seminary. Aurore formed
warm friendships with many of her school-fellows, and
seems to have been decidedly popular with the authorities
as well, in spite of the high spirits which amid congenial
company found vent in harmless mischief and a sort
of organized playful insubordination. The school
had two parties: the sages or good girls,
and the diables, their opposites. Among
the latter Aurore conscientiously enrolled herself
and became a leader in their escapades, acquiring the
sobriquet of “Madcap.” These outbreaks
led to nothing more heinous than playing off tricks
on a tyrannical mistress, or making raids on the forbidden
ground of the kitchen garden. But the charm that
held together the confraternity of diables
was a grand, long-cherished design, to which their
best energy and ingenuity were devoted a
secret, heroic-sounding enterprise, set forth as “the
deliverance of the victim.” A tradition
existed among them that a captive was kept languishing
miserably in some remote cell, and they had set themselves
the task of discovering and liberating this hapless
wretch.
It is needless to say that prisoner
and dungeon existed in their girlishly romantic brains
alone, but easy to see how such a legend might possess
itself of their imaginations, and to what bewitching
exploits it might invite firm believers. The
supervision was not so very strict but that a diable
of spirit might sometimes play truant from the class-room
unnoticed. The truants would then start on an
exciting journey of discovery through the tortuous
passages, exploring the darkest recesses of the more
deserted portions of the convent; now penetrating
into the vaults, now adventuring on the roofs, regardless
of peril to life or limb. This sublimely ridiculous
undertaking, half-sport, half-earnest, so fascinated
Aurore as to become the most important occupation
of her mind!
The teaching provided for the young
ladies appears to have been of the customary superficial
order of everything a little; a little music,
a little drawing, a little Italian. With English
she had the opportunity of becoming really conversant,
as it was the language commonly spoken in the convent,
where also she could not fail to acquire some insight
into the English character. This she has treated
more fairly than England for long was to treat her.
Few of her gifted literary countrymen have done such
justice to the sterling good qualities of our nation.
Even when, in delineating the Briton, she caricatures
those peculiarities with which he is accredited abroad,
her blunders seem due to incomplete knowledge rather
than to any inability to comprehend the spirit of a
people with whom, indeed, she had many points of sympathy.
She could penetrate that coldness and constraint of
manner so repelling to French natures, and has said
of us, with unconventional truth, that our character
is in reality more vehement than theirs; but with
less mastery over our emotions themselves, we have
more mastery over the expression of our emotions.
Among her chosen school-comrades were several English
girls, but on leaving the convent their paths separated,
and in her after life she had but rare opportunities
for renewing these early friendships.
Some eighteen months had elapsed in
this fashion when Aurore began to tire of diablerie.
The victim remained undiscoverable. The store
of practical jokes was exhausted. Her restless
spirit, pent up within those convent walls, was thirsting
for a new experience, something to fill
her heart and life.
It came in the dawn of a religious
enthusiasm different from her mystical
dream of Corambe, which however poetical was
out of harmony with the spirit and ritual of a Catholic
convent. But monastic life had its poetical aspects
also; and through these it was that its significance
first successfully appealed to her. An evening
in the chapel, a Titian picture representing Christ
on the Mount of Olives, a passage chanced upon in
the “Lives of the Saints,” brought impressions
that awoke in her a new fervor, and inaugurated a period
of ardent Catholicism. All vagueness was gone
from her devotional aspirations, which now acquired
a direct personal import. The change brought a
revolution in her general behavior. She was understood
to have been “converted.” “Madcap”
was now nicknamed “Sainte Aurore” by her
profane school-fellows, and she formed the serious
desire and intention of becoming a nun.
The sisters, a practical-minded community,
behaved with great good sense and discretion.
Without distressing the youthful proselyte by casting
doubts on her “vocation,” they reminded
her that the consideration was a distant one, as for
years to come her first duty would be to her relatives,
who would never sanction her present determination.
Her confessor, the Abbe Premord, a Jesuit and man
of the world, was likewise kindly discouraging; and
perceiving that her zeal was leading her to morbid
self-accusation and asceticism of mood, he shrewdly
enjoined upon her as a penance to take part in the
sports and pastimes with the rest as heretofore, much
to her dismay. But she soon found her liking for
these return, and with it her health of mind.
Unshaken still in her private belief that she would
take the veil in due time, she was content to wait,
and in the interval to be a useful and agreeable member
of society. No more insubordination, no more
mischievous freaks, yet “Sainte Aurore”
remained the life and soul of all recreations recognized
by authority, which even included little theatrical
performances now and then.
She had become more regular in her
studies since her mind had taken a serious turn, but
her heart was less in them than ever. Considering
this, and the deficiencies in the system of instruction
itself, it is hardly surprising that when, in the
spring of 1820, her grandmother fearing that the monastic
idea was taking hold of Aurore in good earnest decided
to remove her from the Couvent des Anglaises,
she knew little more than when first she had entered
it.