A FORETASTE OF THINGS TO COME

Half an hour later she sat down with her brother at one end of a table that was but a long bench covered with oilcloth. Chairs there were none. A narrow movable bench on each side of the fixed table furnished seating capacity for twenty men, provided none objected to an occasional nudging from his neighbor’s elbow. The dishes, different from any she had ever eaten from, were of enormously thick porcelain, dead white, variously chipped and cracked with fine seams. But the food, if plain, was of excellent quality, tastily cooked. She discovered herself with an appetite wholly independent of silver and cut glass and linen. The tin spoons and steel knives and forks harrowed her aesthetic sense without impairing her ability to satisfy hunger.

They had the dining room to themselves. Through a single shiplap partition rose a rumble of masculine talk, where the logging crew loafed in their bunkhouse. The cook served them without any ceremony, putting everything on the table at once, soup, meat, vegetables, a bread pudding for dessert, coffee in a tall tin pot. Benton introduced him to his sister. He withdrew hastily to the kitchen, and they saw no more of him.

“Charlie,” the girl said plaintively, when the man had closed the door behind him, “I don’t quite fathom your social customs out here. Is one supposed to know everybody that one encounters?”

“Just about,” he grinned. “Loggers, Siwashes, and the natives in general. Can’t very well help it, Sis. There’s so few people in this neck of the woods that nobody can afford to be exclusive, at least, nobody who lives here any length of time. You can’t tell when you may have to call on your neighbor or the fellow working for you in a matter of life and death almost. A man couldn’t possibly maintain the same attitude toward a bunch of loggers working under him that would be considered proper back where we came from. Take me, for instance, and my case is no different from any man operating on a moderate scale out here. I’d get the reputation of being swell-headed, and they’d put me in the hole at every turn. They wouldn’t care what they did or how it was done. Ten to one I couldn’t keep a capable working crew three weeks on end. On the other hand, take a bunch of loggers on a pay roll working for a man that meets them on an equal footing why, they’ll go to hell and back again for him. They’re as loyal as soldiers to the flag. They’re a mighty self-sufficient, independent lot, these lumberjacks, and that goes for most everybody knocking about in this country, loggers, prospectors, miners, settlers, and all. If you’re what they term ‘all right,’ you can do anything, and they’ll back you up. If you go to putting on airs and trying to assert yourself as a superior being, they’ll go out of their way to hand you packages of trouble.”

“I see,” she observed thoughtfully. “One’s compelled by circumstances to practice democracy.”

“Something like that,” he responded carelessly and went on eating his supper.

“Don’t you think we could make this place a lot more homelike, Charlie?” she ventured, when they were back in their own quarters. “I suppose it suits a man who only uses it as a place to sleep, but it’s bare as a barn.”

“It takes money to make a place cosy,” Benton returned. “And I haven’t had it to spend on knickknacks.”

“Fiddlesticks!” she laughed. “A comfortable chair or two and curtains and pictures aren’t knickknacks, as you call them. The cost wouldn’t amount to anything.”

Benton stuffed the bowl of a pipe and lighted it before he essayed reply.

“Look here, Stella,” he said earnestly. “This joint probably strikes you as about the limit, seeing that you’ve been used to pretty soft surroundings and getting pretty nearly anything you wanted whenever you expressed a wish for it. Things that you’ve grown into the way of considering necessities are luxuries. And they’re out of the question for us at present. I got a pretty hard seasoning the first two years I was in this country, and when I set up this camp it was merely a place to live. I never thought anything about it as being comfortable or otherwise until you elected to come. I’m not in a position to go in for trimmings. Rough as this camp is, it will have to go as it stands this summer. I’m up against it for ready money. I’ve got none due until I make delivery of those logs in September, and I have to have that million feet in the water in order to make delivery. Every one of these men but the cook and the donkey engineer are working for me with their wages deferred until then. There are certain expenses that must be met with cash and I’ve got all my funds figured down to nickels. If I get by on this contract, I’ll have a few hundred to squander on house things. Until then, it’s the simple life for us. You can camp for three or four months, can’t you, without finding it completely unbearable?”

“Why, of course,” she protested. “I wasn’t complaining about the way things are. I merely voiced the idea that it would be nice to fix up a little cosier, make these rooms look a little homelike. I didn’t know you were practically compelled to live like this as a matter of economy.”

“Well, in a sense, I am,” he replied. “And then again, making a place away out here homelike never struck me as being anything but an inconsequential detail. I’m not trying to make a home here. I’m after a bundle of money. A while ago, if you had been here and suggested it, you could have spent five or six hundred, and I wouldn’t have missed it. But this contract came my way, and gave me a chance to clean up three thousand dollars clear profit in four months. I grabbed it, and I find it’s some undertaking. I’m dealing with a hard business outfit, hard as nails. I might get the banks or some capitalist to finance me, because my timber holdings are worth money. But I’m shy of that. I’ve noticed that when a logger starts working on borrowed capital, he generally goes broke. The financiers generally devise some way to hook him. I prefer to sail as close to the wind as I can on what little I’ve got. I can get this timber out but it wouldn’t look nice, now, would it, for me to be buying furniture when I’m standing these boys off for their wages till September?”

“I should have been a man,” Miss Estella Benton pensively remarked. “Then I could put on overalls and make myself useful, instead of being a drone. There doesn’t seem to be anything here I can do. I could keep house only you haven’t any house to keep, therefore no need of a housekeeper. Why, who’s that?”

Her ear had caught a low, throaty laugh, a woman’s laugh, outside. She looked inquiringly at her brother. His expression remained absent, as of one concentrated upon his own problems. She repeated the question.

“That? Oh, Katy John, I suppose, or her mother,” he answered. “Siwash bunch camping around the point. The girl does some washing for us now and then. I suppose she’s after Matt for some bread or something.”

Stella looked out. At the cookhouse door stood a short, plump-bodied girl, dark-skinned and black-haired. Otherwise she conformed to none of Miss Benton’s preconceived ideas of the aboriginal inhabitant. If she had been pinned down, she would probably have admitted that she expected to behold an Indian maiden garbed in beaded buckskin and brass ornaments. Instead, Katy John wore a white sailor blouse, a brown pleated skirt, tan shoes, and a bow of baby blue ribbon in her hair.

“Why, she talks good English,” Miss Benton exclaimed, as fragments of the girl’s speech floated over to her.

“Sure. As good as anybody,” Charlie drawled. “Why not?”

“Well er I suppose my notion of Indians is rather vague,” Stella admitted. “Are they all civilized and educated?”

“Most of ’em,” Benton replied. “The younger generation anyhow. Say, Stell, can you cook?”

“A little,” Stella rejoined guardedly. “That Indian girl’s really pretty, isn’t she?”

“They nearly all are when they’re young,” he observed. “But they are old and tubby by the time they’re thirty.”

Katy John’s teeth shone white between her parted lips at some sally from the cook. She stood by the door, swinging a straw hat in one hand. Presently Matt handed her a parcel done up in newspaper, and she walked away with a nod to some of the loggers sitting with their backs against the bunkhouse wall.

“Why were you asking if I could cook?” Stella inquired, when the girl vanished in the brush.

“Why, your wail about being a man and putting on overalls and digging in reminded me that if you liked you may have a chance to get on your apron and show us what you can do,” he laughed. “Matt’s about due to go on a tear. He’s been on the water-wagon now about his limit. The first man that comes along with a bottle of whisky, Matt will get it and quit and head for town. I was wondering if you and Katy John could keep the gang from starving to death if that happened. The last time I had to get in and cook for two weeks myself. And I can’t run a logging crew from the cook shanty very well.”

“I daresay I could manage,” Stella returned dubiously. “This seems to be a terrible place for drinking. Is it the accepted thing to get drunk at all times and in public?”

“It’s about the only excitement there is,” Benton smiled tolerantly. “I guess there is no more drinking out here than any other part of this North American continent. Only a man here gets drunk openly and riotously without any effort to hide it, and without it being considered anything but a natural lapse. That’s one thing you’ll have to get used to out here, Stell I mean, that what vices men have are all on the surface. We don’t get drunk secretly at the club and sneak home in a taxi. Oh, well, we’ll cross the bridge when we come to it. Matt may not break out for weeks.”

He yawned openly.

“Sleepy?” Stella inquired.

“I get up every morning between four and five,” he replied. “And I can go to sleep any time after supper.”

“I think I’ll take a walk along the beach,” she said abruptly.

“All right. Don’t hike into the woods and get lost, though.”

She circled the segment of bay, climbed a low, rocky point, and found herself a seat on a fallen tree. Outside the lake heaved uneasily, still dotted with whitecaps whipped up by the southerly gale. At her feet surge after surge hammered the gravelly shore. Far through the woods behind her the wind whistled and hummed among swaying tops of giant fir and cedar. There was a heady freshness in that rollicking wind, an odor resinous and pungent mingled with that elusive smell of green growing stuff along the shore. Beginning where she sat, tree trunks rose in immense brown pillars, running back in great forest naves, shadowy always, floored with green moss laid in a rich, soft carpet for the wood-sprites’ feet. Far beyond the long gradual lower slope lifted a range of saw-backed mountains, the sanctuary of wild goat and bear, and across the rolling lake lifted other mountains sheer from the water’s edge, peaks rising above timber-line in majestic contour, their pinnacle crests grazing the clouds that scudded before the south wind.

Beauty? Yes. A wild, imposing grandeur that stirred some responsive chord in her. If only one could live amid such surrounding with a contented mind, she thought, the wilderness would have compensations of its own. She had an uneasy feeling that isolation from everything that had played an important part in her life might be the least depressing factor in this new existence. She could not view the rough and ready standards of the woods with much equanimity not as she had that day seen them set forth. These things were bound to be a part of her daily life, and all the brief span of her years had gone to forming habits of speech and thought and manner diametrically opposed to what she had so far encountered.

She nursed her chin in her hand and pondered this. She could not see how it was to be avoided. She was there, and perforce she must stay there. She had no friends to go elsewhere, or training in the harsh business of gaining a livelihood if she did go. For the first time she began dully to resent the manner of her upbringing. Once she had desired to enter hospital training, had been properly enthusiastic for a period of months over a career in this field of mercy. Then, as now, marriage, while accepted as the ultimate state, was only to be considered through a haze of idealism and romanticism. She cherished certain ideals of a possible lover and husband, but always with a false sense of shame. The really serious business of a woman’s life was the one thing to which she made no attempt to apply practical consideration. But her parents had had positive ideas on that subject, even if they were not openly expressed. Her yearnings after a useful “career” were skilfully discouraged, by her mother because that worthy lady thought it was “scarcely the thing, Stella dear, and so unnecessary”; by her father because, as he bluntly put it, it would only be a waste of time and money, since the chances were she would get married before she was half through training, and anyway a girl’s place was at home till she did get married. That was his only reference to the subject of her ultimate disposition that she could recall, but it was plain enough as far as it went.

It was too late to mourn over lost opportunities now, but she did wish there was some one thing she could do and do well, some service of value that would guarantee self-support. If she could only pound a typewriter or keep a set of books, or even make a passable attempt at sewing, she would have felt vastly more at ease in this rude logging camp, knowing that she could leave it if she desired.

So far as she could see things, she looked at them with measurable clearness, without any vain illusions concerning her ability to march triumphant over unknown fields of endeavor. Along practical lines she had everything to learn. Culture furnishes an excellent pair of wings wherewith to soar in skies of abstraction, but is a poor vehicle to carry one over rough roads. She might have remained in Philadelphia, a guest among friends. Pride forbade that. Incidentally, such an arrangement would have enabled her to stalk a husband, a moneyed husband, which did not occur to her at all. There remained only to join Charlie. If his fortunes mended, well and good. Perhaps she could even help in minor ways.

But it was all so radically different brother and all from what she had pictured that she was filled with dismay and not a little foreboding of the future. Sufficient, however, unto the day was the evil thereof, she told herself at last, and tried to make that assurance work a change of heart. She was very lonely and depressed and full of a futile wish that she were a man.

Over across the bay some one was playing an accordéon, and to its strains a stout-lunged lumberjack was roaring out a song, with all his fellows joining strong in the chorus:

“Oh, the Saginaw Kid was a cook in a camp, way up on the Ocon-to-o-o.
And the cook in a camp in them old days had a damn hard row to hoe-i-oh!
Had a damn hard row to hoe.”

There was a fine, rollicking air to it. The careless note in their voices, the jovial lilt of their song, made her envious. They at least had their destiny, limited as it might be and cast along rude ways, largely under their own control.

Her wandering gaze at length came to rest on a tent top showing in the brush northward from the camp. She saw two canoes drawn up on the beach above the lash of the waves, two small figures playing on the gravel, and sundry dogs prowling alongshore. Smoke went eddying away in the wind. The Siwash camp where Katy John hailed from, Miss Benton supposed.

She had an impulse to skirt the bay and view the Indian camp at closer range, a notion born of curiosity. She debated this casually, and just as she was about to rise, her movement was arrested by a faint crackle in the woods behind. She looked away through the deepening shadow among the trees and saw nothing at first. But the sound was repeated at odd intervals. She sat still. Thoughts of forest animals slipped into her mind, without making her afraid. At last she caught sight of a man striding through the timber, soundlessly on the thick moss, coming almost straight toward her.

He was scarcely fifty yards away. Across his shoulders he bore a reddish-gray burden, and in his right hand was a gun. She did not move. Bowed slightly under the weight, the man passed within twenty feet of her, so close that she could see the sweat-beads glisten on that side of his face, and saw also that the load he carried was the carcass of a deer.

Gaining the beach and laying the animal across a boulder, he straightened himself up and drew a long breath. Then he wiped the sweat off his face. She recognized him as the man who had thrown the logger down the slip that day at noon, presumably Jack Fyfe. A sturdily built man about thirty, of Saxon fairness, with a tinge of red in his hair and a liberal display of freckles across nose and cheek bones. He was no beauty, she decided, albeit he displayed a frank and pleasing countenance. That he was a remarkably strong and active man she had seen for herself, and if the firm round of his jaw counted for anything, an individual of considerable determination besides. Miss Benton conceived herself to be possessed of considerable skill at character analysis.

He put away his handkerchief, took up his rifle, settled his hat, and strode off toward the camp. Her attention now diverted from the Siwashes, she watched him, saw him go to her brother’s quarters, stand in the door a minute, then go back to the beach accompanied by Charlie.

In a minute or so he came rowing across in a skiff, threw his deer aboard, and pulled away north along the shore.

She watched him lift and fall among the waves until he turned a point, rowing with strong, even strokes. Then she walked home. Benton was poring over some figures, but he pushed aside his pencil and paper when she entered.

“You had a visitor, I see,” she remarked.

“Yes, Jack Fyfe. He picked up a deer on the ridge behind here and borrowed a boat to get home.”

“I saw him come out of the woods,” she said. “His camp can’t be far from here, is it? He only left the Springs as you came in. Does he hunt deer for sport?”

“Hardly. Oh, well, I suppose it’s sport for Jack, in a way. He’s always piking around in the woods with a gun or a fishing rod,” Benton returned. “But we kill ’em to eat mostly. It’s good meat and cheap. I get one myself now and then. However, you want to keep that under your hat about us fellows hunting or we’ll have game wardens nosing around here.”

“Are you not allowed to hunt them?” she asked.

“Not in close season. Hunting season’s from September to December.”

“If it’s unlawful, why break the law?” she ventured hesitatingly. “Isn’t that rather er

“Oh, bosh,” Charlie derided. “A man in the woods is entitled to venison, if he’s hunter enough to get it. The woods are full of deer, and a few more or less don’t matter. We can’t run forty miles to town and back and pay famine prices for beef every two or three days, when we can get it at home in the woods.”

Stella digested this in silence, but it occurred to her that this mild sample of lawlessness was quite in keeping with the men and the environment. There was no policeman on the corner, no mechanism of law and order visible anywhere. The characteristic attitude of these woodsmen was of intolerance for restraint, of complete self-sufficiency. It had colored her brother’s point of view. She perceived that whereas all her instinct was to know the rules of the game and abide by them, he, taking his cue from his environment, inclined to break rules that proved inconvenient, even to formulate new ones to apply.

“And suppose,” said she, “that a game warden should catch you or Mr. Jack Fyfe killing deer out of season?”

“We’d be hauled up and fined a hundred dollars or so,” he told her. “But they don’t catch us.”

He shrugged his shoulders, and smiling tolerantly upon her, proceeded to smoke.

Dusk was falling now, the long twilight of the northern seasons gradually deepening, as they sat in silence. Along the creek bank arose the evening chorus of the frogs. The air, now hushed and still, was riven every few minutes by the whir of wings as ducks in evening flight swept by above. All the boisterous laughter and talk in the bunkhouse had died. The woods ranged gloomy and impenetrable, save only in the northwest, where a patch of sky lighted by diffused pink and gray revealed one mountain higher than its fellows standing bald against the horizon.

“Well, I guess it’s time to turn in.” Benton muffled a yawn. “Pleasant dreams, Sis. Oh, here’s your purse. I used part of the bank roll. You won’t have much use for money up here, anyway.”

He flipped the purse across to her and sauntered into his bedroom. Stella sat gazing thoughtfully at the vast bulk of Mount Douglas a few minutes longer. Then she too went into the box-like room, the bare discomfort of which chilled her merely to behold.

With a curious uncertainty, a feeling of reluctance for the proceeding almost, she examined the contents of her purse. For a little time she stood gazing into it, a queer curl to her full red lips. Then she flung it contemptuously on the bed and began to take down her hair.

“’A rich, rough, tough country, where it doesn’t do to be finicky about anything,’” she murmured, quoting a line from one of Charlie Benton’s letters. “It would appear to be rather unpleasantly true. Particularly the last clause.”

In her purse, which had contained one hundred and ten dollars, there now reposed in solitary state a twenty-dollar bill.