IN WHICH EVENTS MARK TIME

From that day on Stella found in her hands the reins over a smooth, frictionless, well-ordered existence. Sam Foo proved himself such a domestic treasure as only the trained Oriental can be. When the labor of an eight-room dwelling proved a little too much for him, he urbanely said so. Thereupon, at Fyfe’s suggestion, he imported a fellow countryman, another bland, silent-footed model of efficiency in personal service. Thereafter Stella’s task of supervision proved a sinecure.

A week or so after their return, in sorting over some of her belongings, she came across the check Charlie had given her: that two hundred and seventy dollars which represented the only money she had ever earned in her life. She studied it a minute, then went out to where her husband sat perched on the verandah rail.

“You might cash this, Jack,” she suggested.

He glanced at the slip.

“Better have it framed as a memento,” he said, smiling. “You’ll never earn two hundred odd dollars so hard again, I hope. No, I’d keep it, if I were you. If ever you should need it, it’ll always be good unless Charlie goes broke.”

There never had been any question of money between them. From the day of their marriage Fyfe had made her a definite monthly allowance, a greater sum than she needed or spent.

“As a matter of fact,” he went on, “I’m going to open an account in your name at the Royal Bank, so you can negotiate your own paper and pay your own bills by check.”

She went in and put away the check. It was hers, earned, all too literally, in the sweat of her brow. For all that it represented she had given service threefold. If ever there came a time when that hunger for independence which had been fanned to a flame in her brother’s kitchen should demand appeasement she pulled herself up short when she found her mind running upon such an eventuality. Her future was ordered. She was married to be a mother. Here lay her home. All about her ties were in process of formation, ties that with time would grow stronger than any shackles of steel, constraining her to walk in certain ways, ways that were pleasant enough, certain of ease if not of definite purpose.

Yet now and then she found herself falling into fits of abstraction in which Roaring Lake and Jack Fyfe, all that meant anything to her now, faded into the background, and she saw herself playing a lone hand against the world, making her individual struggle to be something more than the petted companion of a dominant male and the mother of his children. She never quite lost sight of the fact that marriage had been the last resort, that in effect she had taken the avenue her personal charm afforded to escape drudgery and isolation. There was still deep-rooted in her a craving for something bigger than mere ease of living. She knew as well as she knew anything that in the natural evolution of things marriage and motherhood should have been the big thing in her life. And it was not. It was too incidental, too incomplete, too much like a mere breathing-place on life’s highway. Sometimes she reasoned with herself bluntly, instead of dreaming, was driven to look facts in the eye because she did dream. Always she encountered the same obstacle, a feeling that she had been defrauded, robbed of something vital; she had forgone that wonderful, passionate drawing together which makes the separate lives of the man and woman who experiences it so fuse that in the truest sense of the word they become one.

Mostly she kept her mind from that disturbing introspection, because invariably it led her to vague dreaming of a future which she told herself sometimes wistfully could never be realized. She had shut the door on many things, it seemed to her now. But she had the sense to know that dwelling on what might have been only served to make her morbid, and did not in the least serve to alter the unalterable. She had chosen what seemed to her at the time the least of two evils, and she meant to abide steadfast by her choice.

Charlie Benton came to visit them. Strangely enough to Stella, who had never seen him on Roaring Lake, at least, dressed otherwise than as his loggers, he was sporting a natty gray suit, he was clean shaven, Oxford ties on his feet, a gentleman of leisure in his garb. If he had started on the down grade the previous winter, he bore no signs of it now, for he was the picture of ruddy vigor, clear-eyed, brown-skinned, alert, bubbling over with good spirits.

“Why, say, you look like a tourist,” Fyfe remarked after an appraising glance.

“I’m making money, pulling ahead of the game, that’s all,” Benton retorted cheerfully. “I can afford to take a holiday now and then. I’m putting a million feet a month in the water. That’s going some for small fry like me. Say, this house of yours is all to the good, Jack. It’s got class, outside and in. Makes a man feel as if he had to live up to it, eh? Mackinaws and calked boots don’t go with oriental rugs and oak floors.”

“You should get a place like this as soon as possible then,” Stella put in drily, “to keep you up to the mark, on edge aesthetically, one might put it.”

“Not to say morally,” Benton laughed. “Oh, maybe I’ll get to it by and by, if the timber business holds up.”

Later, when he and Stella were alone together, he said to her:

“You’re lucky. You’ve got everything, and it comes without an effort. You sure showed good judgment when you picked Jack Fyfe. He’s a thoroughbred.”

“Oh, thank you,” she returned, a touch of irony in her voice, a subtlety of inflection that went clean over Charlie’s head.

He was full of inquiries about where they had been that winter, what they had done and seen. Also he brimmed over with his own affairs. He stayed overnight and went his way with a brotherly threat of making the Fyfe bungalow his headquarters whenever he felt like it.

“It’s a touch of civilization that looks good to me,” he declared. “You can put my private mark on one of those big leather chairs, Jack. I’m going to use it often. All you need to make this a social center is a good-looking girl or two unmarried ones. You watch. When the summer flock comes to the lake, your place is going to be popular.”

That observation verified Benton’s shrewdness. The Fyfe bungalow did become popular. Two weeks after Charlie’s visit, a lean, white cruiser, all brass and mahogany above her topsides, slid up to the float, and two women came at a dignified pace along the path to the house. Stella had met Linda Abbey once, reluctantly, under the circumstances, but it was different now with the difference that money makes. She could play hostess against an effective background, and she did so graciously. Nor was her graciousness wholly assumed. After all, they were her kind of people: Linda, fair-haired, perfectly gowned, perfectly mannered, sweetly pretty; Mrs. Abbey, forty-odd and looking thirty-five, with that calm self-assurance which wealth and position confer upon those who hold it securely. Stella found them altogether to her liking. It pleased her, too, that Jack happened in to meet them. He was not a scintillating talker, yet she had noticed that when he had anything to say, he never failed to attract and hold attention. His quiet, impersonal manner never suggested stolidness. And she was too keen an observer to overlook the fact that from a purely physical standpoint Jack Fyfe made an impression always, particularly on women. Throughout that winter it had not disturbed her. It did not disturb her now, when she noticed Linda Abbey’s gaze coming back to him with a veiled appraisal in her blue eyes that were so like Fyfe’s own in their tendency to twinkle and gleam with no corresponding play of features.

“We’ll expect to see a good deal of you this summer,” Mrs. Abbey said cordially at leave-taking. “We have a few people up from town now and then to vary the monotony of feasting our souls on scenery. Sometimes we are quite a jolly crowd. Don’t be formal. Drop in when you feel the inclination.”

When Stella reminded Jack of this some time later, in a moment of boredom, he put the Panther at her disposal for the afternoon. But he would not go himself. He had opened up a new outlying camp, and he had directions to issue, work to lay out.

“You hold up the social end of the game,” he laughed. “I’ll hustle logs.”

So Stella invaded the Abbey-Monohan precincts by herself and enjoyed it for she met a houseful of young people from the coast, and in that light-hearted company she forgot for the time being that she was married and the responsible mistress of a house. Paul Abbey was there, but he had apparently forgotten or forgiven the blow she had once dealt his vanity. Paul, she reflected, was not the sort to mourn a lost love long.

She had the amused experience too of beholding Charlie Benton appear an hour or so before she departed and straightway monopolize Linda Abbey in his characteristically impetuous fashion. Charlie was no diplomat. He believed in driving straight to any goal he selected.

“So that’s the reason for the outward metamorphosis,” Stella reflected. “Well?”

Altogether she enjoyed the afternoon hugely. The only fly in her ointment was a greasy smudge bestowed upon her dress a garment she prized highly by some cordage coiled on the Panther’s deck. The black tender had carried too many cargoes of loggers and logging supplies to be a fit conveyance for persons in party attire. She exhibited the soiled gown to Fyfe with due vexation.

“I hope you’ll have somebody scrub down the Panther the next time I want to go anywhere in a decent dress,” she said ruefully. “That’ll never come out. And it’s the prettiest thing I’ve got too.”

“Ah, what’s the odds?” Fyfe slipped one arm around her waist. “You can buy more dresses. Did you have a good time? That’s the thing!”

That ruined gown, however, subsequently produced an able, forty-foot, cruising launch, powerfully engined, easy in a sea, and comfortably, even luxuriously fitted as to cabin. With that for their private use, the Panther was left to her appointed service, and in the new boat Fyfe and Stella spent many a day abroad on Roaring Lake. They fished together, explored nooks and bays up and down its forty miles of length, climbed hills together like the bear of the ancient rhyme, to see what they could see. And the Waterbug served to put them on intimate terms with their neighbors, particularly the Abbey crowd. The Abbeys took to them wholeheartedly. Fyfe himself was highly esteemed by the elder Abbey, largely, Stella suspected, for his power on Roaring Lake. Abbey pere had built up a big fortune out of timber. He respected any man who could follow the same path to success. Therefore he gave Fyfe double credit, for making good, and for a personality that could not be overlooked. He told Stella that once; that is to say, he told her confidentially that her husband was a very “able” young man. Abbey senior was short and double-chinned and inclined to profuse perspiration if he moved in haste over any extended time. Paul promised to be like him, in that respect.

Summer slipped by. There were dances, informal little hops at the Abbey domicile, return engagements at the Fyfe bungalow, laughter and music and Japanese lanterns strung across the lawn. There was tea and tennis and murmuring rivers of small talk. And amid this Stella Fyfe flitted graciously, esteeming it her world, a fair measure of what the future might be. Viewed in that light, it seemed passable enough.

Later, when summer was on the wane, she withdrew from much of this activity, spending those days when she did not sit buried in a book out on the water with her husband. When October ushered in the first of the fall rains, they went to Vancouver and took apartments. In December her son was born.