“OUT OF THE NIGHT THAT COVERS ME”
The Waterbug limped. Her
engine misfired continuously, and Barlow lacked the
mechanical knowledge to remedy its ailment. He
was satisfied to let it pound away, so long as it
would revolve at all. So the boat moved slowly
through that encompassing smoke at less than half speed.
Outwardly the once spick and span cruiser bore every
mark of hard usage. Her topsides were foul, her
decks splintered by the tramping of calked boots,
grimy with soot and cinders. It seemed to Stella
that everything and every one on and about Roaring
Lake bore some mark of that holocaust raging in the
timber, as if the fire were some malignant disease
menacing and marring all that it affected, and affecting
all that trafficked within its smoky radius.
But of the fire itself she could see
nothing, even when late in the afternoon they drew
in to the bay before her brother’s camp.
A heavier smoke cloud, more pungent of burning pitch,
blanketed the shores, lifted in blue, rolling masses
farther back. A greater heat made the air stifling,
causing the eyes to smart and grow watery. That
was the only difference.
Barlow laid the Waterbug alongside
the float. He had already told her that Lefty
Howe, with the greater part of Fyfe’s crew, was
extending and guarding Benton’s fire-trail,
and he half expected that Fyfe might have turned up
there. Away back in the smoke arose spasmodic
coughing of donkey engines, dull resounding of axe-blades.
Barlow led the way. They traversed a few hundred
yards of path through brush, broken tops, and stumps,
coming at last into a fairway cut through virgin timber,
a sixty-foot strip denuded of every growth, great
firs felled and drawn far aside, brush piled and burned.
A breastwork from which to fight advancing fire, it
ran away into the heart of a smoky forest. Here
and there blackened, fire-scorched patches abutted
upon its northern flank, stumps of great trees smoldering,
crackling yet. At the first such place, half
a dozen men were busy with shovels blotting out streaks
of fire that crept along in the dry leaf mold.
No, they had not seen Fyfe. But they had been
blamed busy. He might be up above.
Half a mile beyond that, beside the
first donkey shuddering on its anchored skids as it
tore an eighteen-inch cedar out by the roots, they
came on Lefty Howe. He shook his head when Stella
asked for Fyfe.
“He took twenty men around to
the main camp day before yesterday,” said Lefty.
“There was a piece uh timber beyond that he thought
he could save. I well, I took a shoot
around there yesterday, after your brother got hurt.
Jack wasn’t there. Most of the boys was
at camp loadin’ gear on the scows. They
said Jack’s gone around to Tumblin’ Creek
with one man. He wasn’t back this mornin’.
So I thought maybe he’d gone to the Springs.
I dunno’s there’s any occasion to worry.
He might ‘a’ gone to the head uh the lake
with them constables that went up last night.
How’s Charlie Benton?”
She told him briefly.
“That’s good,” said
Lefty. “Now, I’d go around to Cougar
Bay, if I was you, Mrs. Jack. He’s liable
to come in there, any time. You could stay at
the house to-night. Everything around there, shacks
‘n’ all, was burned days ago, so the fire
can’t touch the house. The crew there has
grub an’ a cook. I kinda expect Jack’ll
be there, unless he fell in with them constables.”
She trudged silently back to the Waterbug.
Barlow started the engine, and the boat took up her
slow way. As they skirted the shore, Stella began
to see here and there the fierce havoc of the fire.
Black trunks of fir reared nakedly to the smoky sky,
lay crisscross on bank and beach. Nowhere was
there a green blade, a living bush. Nothing but
charred black, a melancholy waste of smoking litter,
with here and there a pitch-soaked stub still waving
its banner of flame, or glowing redly. Back of
those seared skeletons a shifting cloud of smoke obscured
everything.
Presently they drew in to Cougar Bay.
Men moved about on the beach; two bulky scows stood
nose-on to the shore. Upon them rested half a
dozen donkey engines, thick-bellied, upright machines,
blown down, dead on their skids. About these
in great coils lay piled the gear of logging, miles
of steel cable, blocks, the varied tools of the logger’s
trade. The Panther lay between the scows,
with lines from each passed over her towing bitts.
Stella could see the outline of the
white bungalow on its grassy knoll. They had
saved only that, of all the camp, by a fight that sent
three men to the hospital, on a day when the wind
shifted into the northwest and sent a sheet of flame
rolling through the timber and down on Cougar Bay
like a tidal wave. So Barlow told her. He
cupped his hands now and called to his fellows on
the beach.
No, Fyfe had not come back yet.
“Go up to the mouth of Tumbling Creek,”
Stella ordered.
Barlow swung the Waterbug about,
cleared the point, and stood up along the shore.
Stella sat on a cushioned seat at the back of the pilot
house, hard-eyed, struggling against that dead weight
that seemed, to grow and grow in her breast.
That elemental fury raging in the woods made her shrink.
Her own hand had helped to loose it, but her hands
were powerless to stay it; she could only sit and
watch and wait, eaten up with misery of her own making.
She was horribly afraid, with a fear she would not
name to herself.
Behind that density of atmosphere,
the sun had gone to rest. The first shadows of
dusk were closing in, betokened by a thickening of
the smoke-fog into which the Waterbug slowly
plowed. To port a dimming shore line; to starboard,
aft, and dead ahead, water and air merged in two boat
lengths. Barlow leaned through the pilot-house
window, one hand on the wheel, straining his eyes
on their course. Suddenly he threw out the clutch,
shut down his throttle control with one hand, and yanked
with the other at the cord which loosed the Waterbug’s
shrill whistle.
Dead ahead, almost upon them, came an answering toot.
“I thought I heard a gas-boat,”
Barlow exclaimed. “Sufferin’ Jerusalem!
Hi, there!”
He threw his weight on the wheel,
sending it hard over. The cruiser still had way
on; the momentum of her ten-ton weight scarcely had
slackened, and she answered the helm. Out of the
deceptive thickness ahead loomed the sharp, flaring
bow of another forty-footer, sheering quickly, as
her pilot sighted them. She was upon them, and
abreast, and gone, with a watery purl of her bow wave,
a subdued mutter of exhaust, passing so near than
an active man could have leaped the space between.
“Sufferin’ Jerusalem!”
Barlow repeated, turning to Stella. “Did
you see that, Mrs. Jack? They got him.”
Stella nodded. She too had seen
Monohan seated on the after deck, his head sunk on
his breast, irons on his wrists. A glimpse, no
more.
“That’ll help some,”
Barlow grunted. “Quick work. But they
come blame near cuttin’ us down, beltin’
along at ten knots when you can’t see forty
feet ahead.”
An empty beach greeted them at Tumbling
Creek. Reluctantly Stella bade Barlow turn back.
It would soon be dark, and Barlow said he would be
taking chances of piling on the shore before he could
see it, or getting lost in the profound black that
would shut down on the water with daylight’s
end.
Less than a mile from Cougar Bay,
the Waterbug’s engine gave a few premonitory
gasps and died. Barlow descended to the engine
room, hooked up the trouble lamp, and sought for the
cause. He could not find it. Stella could
hear him muttering profanity, turning the flywheel
over, getting an occasional explosion.
An hour passed. Dark of the Pit
descended, shrouding the lake with a sable curtain,
close-folded, impenetrable. The dead stillness
of the day vanished before a hot land breeze, and
Stella, as she felt the launch drift, knew by her
experience on the lake that they were moving offshore.
Presently this was confirmed, for out of the black
wall on the west, from which the night wind brought
stifling puffs of smoke, there lifted a yellow effulgence
that grew to a red glare as the boat drifted out.
Soon that red glare was a glowing line that rose and
fell, dipping and rising and wavering along a two-mile
stretch, a fiery surf beating against the forest.
Down in the engine room Barlow finally
located the trouble, and the motor took up its labors,
spinning with a rhythmic chatter of valves. The
man came up into the pilot house, wiping the sweat
from his grimy face.
“Gee, I’m sorry, Mrs.
Fyfe,” he said. “A gas-engine man
would ‘a’ fixed that in five minutes.
Took me two hours to find out what was wrong.
It’ll be a heck of a job to fetch Cougar Bay
now.”
But by luck Barlow made his way back,
blundering fairly into the landing at the foot of
the path that led to the bungalow, as if the cruiser
knew the way to her old berth. And as he reached
the float, the front windows on the hillock broke
out yellow, pale blurs in the smoky night.
“Well, say,” Barlow pointed.
“I bet a nickel Jack’s home. See?
Nobody but him would be in the house.”
“I’ll go up,” Stella said.
“All right, I guess you know
the path better’n I do,” Barlow said.
“I’ll take the Bug around into
the bay.”
Stella ran up the path. She halted
halfway up the steps and leaned against the rail to
catch her breath. Then she went on. Her step
was noiseless, for tucked in behind a cushion aboard
the Waterbug she had found an old pair of her
own shoes, rubber-soled, and she had put them on to
ease the ache in her feet born of thirty-six hours’
encasement in leather. She gained the door without
a sound. It was wide open, and in the middle
of the big room Jack Fyfe stood with hands thrust deep
in his pockets, staring absently at the floor.
She took a step or two inside.
Fyfe did not hear her; he did not look up.
“Jack.”
He gave ever so slight a start, glanced
up, stood with head thrown back a little. But
he did not move, or answer, and Stella, looking at
him, seeing the flame that glowed in his eyes, could
not speak. Something seemed to choke her, something
that was a strange compound of relief and bewilderment
and a slow wonder at herself, at the queer,
unsteady pounding of her heart.
“How did you get way up here?” he asked
at last.
“Linda wired last night that
Charlie was hurt. I got a machine to the Springs.
Then Barlow came down this afternoon looking for you.
He said you’d been missing for two days.
So I I
She broke off. Fyfe was walking
toward her with that peculiar, lightfooted step of
his, a queer, tense look on his face.
“Nero fiddled when Rome was
burning,” he said harshly. “Did you
come to sing while my Rome goes up in smoke?”
A little, half-strangled sob escaped
her. She turned to go. But he caught her
by the arm.
“There, lady,” he said,
with a swift change of tone, “I didn’t
mean to slash at you. I suppose you mean all
right. But just now, with everything gone to
the devil, to look up and see you here I’ve
really got an ugly temper, Stella, and it’s
pretty near the surface these days. I don’t
want to be pitied and sympathized with. I want
to fight. I want to hurt somebody.”
“Hurt me then,” she cried.
He shook his head sadly.
“I couldn’t do that,”
he said. “No, I can’t imagine myself
ever doing that.”
“Why?” she asked, knowing
why, but wishful to hear in words what his eyes shouted.
“Because I love you,”
he said. “You know well enough why.”
She lifted her one free hand to his
shoulder. Her face turned up to his. A warm
wave of blood dyed the round, white neck, shot up into
her cheeks. Her eyes were suddenly aglow, lips
tremulous.
“Kiss me, then,” she whispered.
“That’s what I came for. Kiss me,
Jack.”
If she had doubted, if she had ever
in the last few hours looked with misgiving upon what
she felt herself impelled to do, the pressure of Jack
Fyfe’s lips on hers left no room for anything
but an amazing thrill of pure gladness. She was
happy in his arms, content to rest there, to feel
his heart beating against hers, to be quit of all the
uncertainties, all the useless regrets. By a roundabout
way she had come to her own, and it thrilled her to
her finger tips. She could not quite comprehend
it, or herself. But she was glad, weeping with
gladness, straining her man to her, kissing his face,
murmuring incoherent words against his breast.
“And so and so, after
all, you do care.” Fyfe held her off a little
from him, his sinewy fingers gripping gently the soft
flesh of her arms. “And you were big enough
to come back. Oh, my dear, you don’t know
what that means to me. I’m broke, and I’d
just about reached the point where I didn’t
give a damn. This fire has cleaned me out.
I’ve
“I know,” Stella interrupted.
“That’s why I came back. I wouldn’t
have come otherwise, at least not for a long time perhaps
never. It seemed as if I ought to as
if it were the least I could do. Of course, it
looks altogether different, now that I know I really
want to. But you see I didn’t know that
for sure until I saw you standing here. Oh, Jack,
there’s such a lot I wish I could wipe out.”
“It’s wiped out,”
he said happily. “The slate’s clean.
Fair weather didn’t get us anywhere. It
took a storm. Well, the storm’s over.”
She stirred uneasily in his arms.
“Haven’t you got the least
bit of resentment, Jack, for all this trouble I’ve
helped to bring about?” she faltered.
“Why, no” he said thoughtfully.
“All you did was to touch the fireworks off.
And they might have started over anything. Lord
no! put that idea out of your head.”
“I don’t understand,”
she murmured. “I never have quite understood
why Monohan should attack you with such savage bitterness.
That trouble he started on the Tyee, then this criminal
firing of the woods. I’ve had hints, first
from your sister, then from Linda. I didn’t
know you’d clashed before. I’m not
very clear on that yet. But you knew all the
time what he was. Why didn’t you tell me,
Jack?”
“Well, maybe I should have,”
Fyfe admitted. “But I couldn’t very
well. Don’t you see? He wasn’t
even an incident, until he bobbed up and rescued you
that day. I couldn’t, after that, start
in picking his character to pieces as a mater of precaution.
We had a sort of an armed truce. He left me strictly
alone. I’d trimmed his claws once or twice
already. I suppose he was acute enough to see
an opportunity to get a whack at me through you.
You were just living from day to day, creating a world
of illusions for yourself, nourishing yourself with
dreams, smarting under a stifled regret for a lot
you thought you’d passed up for good. He
wasn’t a factor, at first. When he did finally
stir in you an emotion I had failed to stir, it was
too late for me to do or say anything. If I’d
tried, at that stage of the game, to show you your
idol’s clay feet, you’d have despised me,
as well as refused to believe. I couldn’t
do anything but stand back and trust the real woman
of you to find out what a quicksand you were building
your castle on. I purposely refused to let you
to, when you wanted to go away the first time, partly
on the kid’s account, partly because I could
hardly bear to let you go. Mostly because I wanted
to make him boil over and show his teeth, on the chance
that you’d be able to size him up.
“You see, I knew him from the
ground up. I knew that nothing would afford him
a keener pleasure than to take away from me a woman
I cared for, and that nothing would make him squirm
more than for me to check-mate him. That day
I cuffed him and choked him on the Point really started
him properly. After that, you as something
to be desired and possessed ran second
to his feeling against me. He was bound to try
and play even, regardless of you. When he precipitated
that row on the Tyee, I knew it was going to be a
fight for my financial life for my own
life, if he ever got me foul. And it was not a
thing I could talk about to you, in your state of
mind, then. You were through with me. Regardless
of him, you were getting farther and farther away from
me. I had a long time to realize that fully.
You had a grudge against life, and it was sort of
crystallizing on me. You never kissed me once
in all those two years like you kissed me just now.”
She pulled his head down and kissed him again.
“So that I wasn’t restraining
you with any hope for my own advantage,” he
went on. “There was the kid, and there was
you. I wanted to put a brake on you, to make
you go slow. You’re a complex individual,
Stella. Along with certain fixed, fundamental
principles, you’ve got a streak of divine madness
in you, a capacity for reckless undertakings.
You’d never have married me if you hadn’t.
I trusted you absolutely. But, I was afraid in
spite of my faith. You had draped such an idealistic
mantle around Monohan. I wanted to rend that
before it came to a final separation between us.
It worked out, because he couldn’t resist trying
to take a crack at me when the notion seized him.
“So,” he continued, after
a pause, “you aren’t responsible, and I’ve
never considered you responsible for any of this.
It’s between him and me, and it’s been
shaping for years. Whenever our trails crossed
there was bound to be a clash. There’s
always been a natural personal antagonism between
us. It began to show when we were kids, you might
say. Monohan’s nature is such that he can’t
acknowledge defeat, he can’t deny himself a
gratification. He’s a supreme egotist.
He’s always had plenty of money, he’s
always had whatever he wanted, and it never mattered
to him how he gratified his desires.
“The first time we locked horns
was in my last year at high school. Monohan was
a star athlete. I beat him in a pole vault.
That irked him so that he sulked and sneered, and
generally made himself so insulting that I slapped
him. We fought, and I whipped him. I had
a temper that I hadn’t learned to keep in hand
those days, and I nearly killed him. I had nothing
but contempt for him, anyway, because even then, when
he wasn’t quite twenty, he was a woman hunter,
preying on silly girls. I don’t know what
his magic with women is, but it works, until they find
him out. He was playing off two or three fool
girls that I knew and at the same time keeping a woman
in apartments down-town, a girl he’d
picked up on a trip to Georgia, like any
confirmed rounder.
“Well, from that time on, he
hated me, always laid for a chance to sting me.
We went to Princeton the same year. We collided
there, so hard that when word of it got to my father’s
ears, he called me home and read the riot act so strong
that I flared up and left. Then I came to the
coast here and got a job in the woods, got to be a
logging boss, and went into business on my own hook
eventually. I’d just got nicely started
when I ran into Monohan again. He’d got
into timber himself. I was hand logging up the
coast, and I’d hate to tell you the tricks he
tried. He kept it up until I got too big to be
harassed in a petty way. Then he left me alone.
But he never forgot his grudge. The stage was
all set for this act long before you gave him his
cue, Stella. You weren’t to blame for that,
or if you were in part, it doesn’t matter now.
I’m satisfied. Paradoxically I feel rich,
even though it’s a long shot that I’m broke
flat. I’ve got something money doesn’t
buy. And he has overreached himself at last.
All his money and pull won’t help him out of
this jack pot. Arson and attempted murder is
serious business.”
“They caught him,” Stella
said. “The constables took him down the
lake to-night. I saw him on their launch as they
passed the Waterbug.”
“Yes?” Fyfe said.
“Quick work. I didn’t even know about
the shooting till I came in here to-night about dark.
Well,” he snapped his fingers, “exit Monohan.
He’s a dead issue, far as we’re concerned.
Wouldn’t you like something to eat, Stella?
I’m hungry, and I was dog-tired when I landed
here. Say, you can’t guess what I was thinking
about, lady, standing there when you came in.”
She shook her head.
“I had a crazy notion of touching
a match to the house,” he said soberly, “letting
it go up in smoke with the rest. Yes, that’s
what I was thinking I would do. Then I’d
take the Panther and what gear I have on the
scows and pull off Roaring Lake. It didn’t
seem as if I could stay. I’d laid the foundation
of a fortune here and tried to make a home and
lost it all, everything that was worth having.
And then all at once there you were, like a vision
in the door. Miracles do happen!”
Her arms tightened involuntarily about him.
“Oh,” she cried breathlessly. “Our
little, white house!”
“Without you,” he replied
softly, “it was just an empty shell of boards
and plaster, something to make me ache with loneliness.”
“But not now,” she murmured. “It’s
home, now.”
“Yes,” he agreed, smiling.
“Ah, but it isn’t quite.”
She choked down a lump in her throat. “Not
when I think of those little feet that used to patter
on the floor. Oh, Jack when I think
of my baby boy! My dear, my dear, why did all
this have to be, I wonder?”
Fyfe stroked her glossy coils of hair.
“We get nothing of value without
a price,” he said quietly. “Except
by rare accident, nothing that’s worth having
comes cheap and easy. We’ve paid the price,
and we’re square with the world and with each
other. That’s everything.”
“Are you completely ruined,
Jack?” she asked after an interval. “Charlie
said you were.”
“Well,” he answered reflectively,
“I haven’t had time to balance accounts,
but I guess I will be. The timber’s gone.
I’ve saved most of the logging gear. But
if I realized on everything that’s left, and
squared up everything, I guess I’d be pretty
near strapped.”
“Will you take me in as a business
partner, Jack?” she asked eagerly. “That’s
what I had in mind when I came up here. I made
up my mind to propose that, after I’d heard
you were ruined. Oh, it seems silly now, but
I wanted to make amends that way; at least, I tried
to tell myself that. Listen. When my father
died, he left some supposedly worthless oil stock.
But it proved to have a market value. I got my
share of it the other day. It’ll help us
to make a fresh start together.”
She had the envelope and the check
tucked inside her waist. She took it out now
and pressed the green slip into his hand.
Fyfe looked at it and at her, a little
chuckle deep in his throat.
“Nineteen thousand, five hundred,”
he laughed. “Well, that’s quite a
stake for you. But if you go partners with me,
what about your singing?”
“I don’t see how I can
have my cake and eat it, too,” she said lightly.
“I don’t feel quite so eager for a career
as I did.”
“Well, we’ll see,”
he said. “That light of yours shouldn’t
be hidden under a bushel. And still, I don’t
like the idea of you being away from me, which a career
implies.”
He put the check back in the envelope,
smiling oddly to himself, and tucked it back in her
bosom. She caught and pressed his hand there,
against the soft flesh.
“Won’t you use it, Jack?”
she pleaded. “Won’t it help?
Don’t let any silly pride influence you.
There mustn’t ever be anything like that between
us again.”
“There won’t be,”
he smiled. “Frankly, if I need it, I’ll
use it. But that’s a matter there’s
plenty of time to decide. You see, although technically
I may be broke, I’m a long way from the end of
my tether. I think I’ll have my working
outfit clear, and the country’s full of timber.
I’ve got a standing in the business that neither
fire nor anything else can destroy. No, I haven’t
any false pride about the money, dear. But the
money part of our future is a detail. With the
incentive I’ve got now to work and plan, it won’t
take me five years to be a bigger toad in the timber
puddle than I ever was. You don’t know
what a dynamo I am when I get going.”
“I don’t doubt that,”
she said proudly. “But the money’s
yours, if you need it.”
“I need something else a good
deal more right now,” he laughed. “That’s
something to eat. Aren’t you hungry, Stella?
Wouldn’t you like a cup of coffee?”
“I’m famished,”
she admitted the literal truth. The
vaulting uplift of spirit, that glad little song that
kept lilting in her heart, filled her with peace and
contentment, but physically she was beginning to experience
acute hunger. She recalled that she had eaten
scarcely anything that day.
“We’ll go down to the
camp,” Fyfe suggested. “The cook will
have something left. We’re camping like
pioneers down there. The shacks were all burned,
and somebody sank the cookhouse scow.”
They went down the path to the bay,
hand in hand, feeling their way through that fire-blackened
area, under a black sky.
A red eye glowed ahead of them, a
fire on the beach around which men squatted on their
haunches or lay stretched on their blankets, sooty-faced
fire fighters, a weary group. The air was rank
with smoke wafted from the burning woods.
The cook’s fire was dead, and
that worthy was humped on his bed-roll smoking a pipe.
But he had cold meat and bread, and he brewed a pot
of coffee on the big fire for them, and Stella ate
the plain fare, sitting in the circle of tired loggers.
“Poor fellows, they look worn
out,” she said, when they were again traversing
that black road to the bungalow.
“We’ve slept standing
up for three weeks,” Fyfe said simply. “They’ve
done everything they could. And we’re not
through yet. A north wind might set Charlie’s
timber afire in a dozen places.”
“Oh, for a rain,” she sighed.
“If wishing for rain brought
it,” he laughed, “we’d have had a
second flood. We’ve got to keep pegging
away till it does rain, that’s all. We
can’t do much, but we have to keep doing it.
You’ll have to go back to the Springs to-morrow,
I’m afraid, Stella. I’ll have to stay
on the firing line, literally.”
“I don’t want to,”
she cried rebelliously. “I want to stay
up here with you. I’m not wax. I won’t
melt.”
She continued that argument into the
house, until Fyfe laughingly smothered her speech
with kisses.
An oddly familiar sound murmuring
in Stella’s ear wakened her. At first she
thought she must be dreaming. It was still inky
dark, but the air that blew in at the open window
was sweet and cool, filtered of that choking smoke.
She lifted herself warily, looked out, reached a hand
through the lifted sash. Wet drops spattered it.
The sound she heard was the drip of eaves, the beat
of rain on the charred timber, upon the dried grass
of the lawn.
Beside her Fyfe was a dim bulk, sleeping
the dead slumber of utter weariness. She hesitated
a minute, then shook him.
“Listen, Jack,” she said.
He lifted his head.
“Rain!” he whispered. “Good
night, Mister Fire. Hooray!”
“I brought it,” Stella
murmured sleepily. “I wished it on Roaring
Lake to-night.”
Then she slipped her arm about his
neck, and drew his face down to her breast with a
tender fierceness, and closed her eyes with a contented
sigh.