THE STRENGTH OF MENAND THEIR WEAKNESS
No wind could reach us where we sat.
At the worst, a gale could little more than set the
tree-tops swaying, so thick stood the surrounding
timber. But the blasting cold pressed in everywhere.
Our backs chilled to freezing while our faces were
hot from nearness to the flame.
Presently, at Barreau’s suggestion,
we set up Montell’s tent fashioned
after an Indian lodge in the center of which
could be built a small fire. This was for her.
We chopped a pile of dry wood and placed it within.
By that time the moose meat was thawed so that we could
haggle off ragged slices. These I fried while
Barreau mixed a bannock and cooked it in an open pan.
Also we had tea. Jessie shook her head when I
offered her food. Willy-nilly, her eyes kept drifting
to the silent figure opposite.
“You must eat,”
Barreau broke in harshly upon my fruitless coaxing.
“Food means strength. You can’t walk
out of these woods on an empty stomach, and we can’t
carry you.”
A swarm of angry words surged to my
tongue’s end and died unspoken.
Right willingly would I have voiced a blunt opinion
of his brutal directness to a grief-stricken
girl, at such a time but she flashed him
a queer half-pleading look, and meekly accepted the
plate I held before her. He had gained my point
for me, but the hard, domineering tone grated.
I felt a sudden, keen resentment against him.
To protect and shield her from everything had at once
become a task in which I desired no other man’s
aid.
“Now let us see how much of
the truth is in the Black Factor,” Barreau began,
when we had cleaned our plates and laid them in the
grub-box.
He turned down the canvas with which
I had covered Montell, and opened the front of the
buckskin shirt. Jessie stirred uneasily.
She seemed about to protest, then settled back and
stared blankly into the fire. Deliberately, methodically,
Barreau went through the dead man’s pockets.
These proved empty. Feeling carefully he at last
found that which he sought, pinned securely to Montell’s
undershirt, beneath one arm. He brought the package
to our side of the fire, considered a moment and opened
it. Flat, the breadth of one’s hand, little
over six inches in length, it revealed bills laid
smoothly together like a deck of cards. Barreau
counted them slowly. One two three four on
up to sixty; each a thousand-dollar Bank of Montreal
note. He snapped the rubber band back over them
and slid the sheaf back into its heavy envelope.
“Le Noir did not draw such a
long bow, after all,” he observed, to no one
in particular. “Yet this is more than they
offered me. Well, I dare say they felt that it
would not be long” He broke
off, with a shrug of his shoulders. Then he put
the package away in a pocket under his parka.
Jessie watched him closely, but said nothing.
A puzzled look replaced her former apathy.
That night we slept with the dogs
tied inside our tent, and the toboggan drawn up beside
our bed. I did not ask Barreau his reason for
this. I could hazard a fair guess. Whosoever
had deprived Montell of his dogs, might now be awaiting
a chance to do a like favor for us. I would have
talked to him of this but there was a restraint between
us that had never arisen before. And so I held
my peace.
I fell asleep at last, for all the
silent guest that lay by the foot of our bed.
What time I wakened I cannot say. The moon-glare
fell on the canvas and cast a hazy light over the
tent interior. And as I lay there, half-minded
to get up and build a fire Barreau stirred beside me,
and spoke.
“Last night was Christmas Eve,”
he muttered. “To-day Peace on
earth, good-will to men! Merry Christmas.
What a game what a game!”
He turned over. We lay quite
still for a long time. Then in that dead hush
a husky whined, and Barreau sat up with a whispered
oath, his voice trembling, and struck savagely at
the dog. The sudden spasm of rage subtly communicated
itself to me. I lay quivering in the blankets.
If I had moved it would have been to turn and strike
him as he had struck the dog. It passed presently,
and left me wondering. I got up then and dressed.
So did Barreau. We built a fire and sat by it,
thawing meat, melting snow for tea, cooking bannock;
all in silence, like folk who involuntarily lower
their voices in a great empty church, the depths of
a mine, or the presence of death. Afraid to speak?
I laughed at the fancy, and looked up at the raucous
sound of my own voice, to find Barreau scowling blackly at
the sound, I thought.
Before long Jessie came shivering
to the fire. The rigors of the North breed a
wolfish hunger. We ate huge quantities of bannock
and moose-meat. That done we laid Montell’s
body at the base of a spruce, and piled upon it a
great heap of brush. Jessie viewed the abandonment
calmly enough she knew the necessity.
Then we packed and put the dogs to the toboggan, increasing
the load of food from Montell’s supply and leaving
behind our tent and some few things we could not haul.
Barreau went ahead, bearing straight south, setting
his snowshoes down heel to toe, beating a path for
the straining dogs. Fierce work it was, that
trail-breaking. My turn at it came in due course.
Thus we forged ahead, the black surrounding forest
and the white floor of it irradiated by the moonbeams.
Away behind us the Aurora flashed across the Polar
horizon, a weird blazon of light, silky, shimmering,
vari-colored, dying one moment to a pin-point
leaping the next like sheet lightning to the height
of the North Star. This died at the dawn.
Over the frost-gleaming tree-tops the sun rose and
bleared at us through the frost-haze. “And
that inverted Bowl they call the Sky, whereunder crawling,
cooped, we live and die”
The Tentmaker’s rhyme came to me and droned over
and over in my brain. The “Bowl”
arched over us, a faded blue, coldly beautiful.
At our noon camp a gun snapped among
the trees, and a dog fell sprawling. As we sprang
to our feet another husky doubled up. Barreau
caught the remaining two by the collars and flung a
square of canvas over them. A third shot missed.
He caught up his rifle and plunged into the timber.
An hour or more we waited. When he returned I
had the toboggan ready for the road.
“I got his track,” he
said between mouthfuls of the food I had kept warm.
“One man. He struck straight east when he
saw me start. There may be more though.
It is not like the Company to put all its eggs in one
basket.”
“You think the Company is behind this?”
I asked.
“Who else?” he jeered.
“Isn’t this money worth some trouble?
And who but the Company men know of it?”
“Why bother with dogs if that
is so?” I replied. “The same bullets
would do for us.”
“Very true,” Barreau admitted,
“but there is a heavy debit against me for this
last four years of baiting the Hudson’s Bay,
and this would be of a piece with the Black Factor’s
methods. Their way his way is the
policy of the Company to an end is often
oblique. Only by driving a bargain could they
have taken the post Montell could have fought
them all winter. Even though they bought it cheaply,
I do not think they had any intention of letting him
get away with money. Le Noir paid and
put me on the trail; at the same time this bushwhacker
held Montell back so that we overtook him otherwise,
with two days’ start, he might have beaten us
to the Police country, where we would not dare follow.
Can you appreciate the sardonic humor that would draw
out our misery to the last possible pang, instead
of making one clean sweep? Le Noir knows how the
North will deal with us, once we are reduced to carrying
our food and bedding on our backs. He has based
his calculations on that fact. These breeds of
his can hover about us and live where we shall likely
perish. Then there will be no prima facie evidence
of actual murder, and the Company will have attained
its end. They have done this to others; we can
hardly be exempt. If we seem likely to reach the
outer world, it will be time enough then for killing.
Either way, the Company wins. I wish to God it
would snow. We might shake them off then.”
We harnessed the two remaining dogs
and pushed on. There was nothing else to do.
Either in camp or on trail the huskies, to say nothing
of ourselves, were at the mercy of that hidden marksman.
So we kept our way, praying only for a sight of him,
or for a thick swirl of snow to hide the betraying
tracks we made. We moved slowly, the lugging of
the dogs eked out by myself with a rope. Barreau
broke trail. Jessie brought up the rear.
At sundown, midway of a tiny open
space in the woods, our two dogs were shot down.
Barreau whirled in his tracks, stood a moment glaring
furiously. Then, with a fatalistic shrug of his
shoulders, he stooped, cut loose the dead brutes,
harness and all, and laid hold of the rope with me.
That night we were not disturbed.
Jessie slept in the little round tent. Barreau
and I burrowed with our bedding under the snow beside
the fire. The time of arising found me with eyes
that had not closed; and the night of wakefulness,
the nearness of a danger that hovered unseen, stirred
me to black, unreasoning anger. I wanted to shout
curses at the North, at the Hudson’s Bay Company,
at Barreau at everything. And by the
snap of his eye, the quick scowl at trivial things,
I think Barreau was in as black a mood as I. The girl
sensed it, too. She shrank from both of us.
So to the trail again, and the weary drag of the shoulder-rope.
At noon we ate the last of our moose-meat,
and when next we crossed moose-tracks in the snow,
Barreau ordered me in a surly tone to keep straight
south, and set out with his rifle.
It was slow work and heavy to lug
that load alone. Jessie went ahead, but her weight
was not enough to crush the loose particles to any
degree of firmness. For every quarter mile gained
we sat down upon the load to rest, sweat standing
in drops upon my face and freezing in pellets as it
stood. And at one of these halts I fell to studying
the small oval face framed in the parka-hood
beside me. The sad, tired look of it cut me.
There was a stout heart, to be sure, in that small
body. But it was killing work for men I
gritted my teeth at the mesh of circumstance.
“If you were only out of this,” I murmured.
I looked up quickly at a crunching
sound, and there was Barreau, empty-handed. I
shall never forget the glare in his eyes at sight of
me standing there with one hand resting lightly on
her shoulder. There was no word said. He
took up the rope with me, and we went on.
“Where in the name of Heaven
are you heading for?” something spurred me to
ask of him. The tone was rasping, but I could
not make it otherwise.
“To the Peace,” he snapped
back. “Then west through the mountains,
down the Fraser, toward the Sound country. D’ye
think I intend to walk into the arms of the Police?”
“You might do worse,”
some demon of irritability prompted me to snarl.
He looked back at me over his shoulder,
slackening speed. For a moment I thought he would
turn on me then and there, and my shoulder-muscles
stiffened. There was a thrill in the thought.
But he only muttered:
“Get a grip on yourself, man.”
Just at the first lowering of dusk,
in my peering over Barreau’s shoulder I spotted
the shovel-antlers of a moose beside a clump of scraggy
willows. I dropped the rope, snatched for my rifle
and fired as Barreau turned to see what I was about.
I had drawn a bead on the broad side of him as he
made the first plunge, and he dropped.
“Well, that’s meat,” Barreau said.
“And it means camp.”
He drew the toboggan up against a
heavy stand of spruce, and taking a snowshoe shovel-wise
fell to baring the earth for a fire base. I took
my skinning knife and went to the fallen moose.
Jessie moved about, gathering dry twigs to start a
fire.
Once at the moose and hastily flaying
the hide from the steaming meat my attention became
centered on the task. For a time I was absorbed
in the problem of getting a hind quarter skinned and
slashed clear before my fingers froze. Happening
at length to glance campward, I saw in the firelight
Barreau towering over Jessie, talking, his speech punctuated
by an occasional gesture. His voice carried faintly
to me. I stood up and watched. Reason hid
its head, abashed, crowded into the background by
a swift flood of passion. I could not think coherently.
I could only stand there blinking, furious over
what I did not quite know, nor pause to inquire of
myself. For the nonce I was as primitive in my
emotions as any naked cave-dweller that ever saw his
mate threatened by another male. And when I saw
her shrink from him, saw him catch at her arm, I plunged
for the fire.
“You damned cub!” he flashed,
and struck at me as I rushed at him. I had no
very distinct idea of what I was going to do when I
ran at him, except that I would make him leave her
alone. But when he smashed at me with that wolf-like
drawing apart of his lips I knew then.
I was going to kill him, to take his head in my hands
and batter it against one of those rough-barked trees.
I evaded the first swing of his fist by a quick turn
of my head. After that I do not recollect the
progress of events with any degree of clearness, except
that I gave and took blows while the forest reeled
drunkenly about me. The same fierce rage in which
I had fought that last fight with Tupper burned in
my heart. I wanted to rend and destroy, and nothing
short of that would satisfy. And presently I
had Barreau down in the snow, smashing insanely at
his face with one hand, choking the breath out of
him with the other. This I remember; remember,
too, hearing a cry behind me. With that my recollection
of the struggle blurs completely.
I was lying beside the fire, Jessie
rubbing my forehead with snow in lieu of water, when
I again became cognizant of my surroundings. Barreau
stood on the other side of the fire, putting on fresh
wood.
“I’m sorry, sorry, Bob,”
she whispered, and her eyes were moist. “But
you know I couldn’t stand by and see you it
would have been murder.”
I sat up at that. Across the
top of my head a great welt was now risen. My
face, I could feel, was puffed and bruised. I
looked at Barreau more closely; his features were
battered even worse than mine.
“Did you hit me with an axe,
or was it a tree?” I asked peevishly. “That
is the way my head feels.”
“The rifle,” she stammered.
“I it was I didn’t
want to hurt you, Bob, but the rifle was so heavy.
I couldn’t make you stop any other way; you
wouldn’t listen to me, even.”
So that was the way of it! I
got to my feet. Save a dull ache in my head and
the smarting of my bruised face, I felt equal to anything and
the physical pain was as nothing to the hurt of my
pride. To be felled by a woman the
woman I loved I did love her, and therein
lay the hurt of her action. I could hardly understand
it, and yet strange paradox I
did not trouble myself to understand. My brain
was in no condition for solving problems of that sort.
I was not concerned with the why; the fact was enough.
If I had been the unformed boy who
cowered before those two hairy-fisted slave-drivers
aboard the New Moon but I was not;
I never could be again. The Trouble Trail had
hardened more than my bone and sinew; and the last
seven days of it, the dreary plodding over unbroken
wastes, amid forbidding woods, utter silence, and
cold bitter beyond Words, had keyed me to a fearful
pitch. There was a kink to my mental processes;
I saw things awry. In all the world there seemed
to be none left but us three; two men and a woman,
and each of us desiring the woman so that we were
ready to fly at each other’s throats. Standing
there by the fire I could see how it would be, I thought.
Unless the unseen enemy who hovered about us cut it
short with his rifle, we were foredoomed to maddening
weeks, perhaps months, of each other’s company.
Though she had jeered at him and flaunted her contempt
for him at both MacLeod and the post, Jessie had put
by that hostile, bitter spirit. To me, it seemed
as if she were in deadly fear of Barreau. She
shrank from him, both his word and look. And
I must stand like a buffer between. Weeks of
suspicion, of trifling, jealous actions, of simmering
hate that would bubble up in hot words and sudden
blows; I did not like the prospect.
“I have a mind to settle it all, right here
and now!”
I did not know until the words were
out that I had spoken aloud. As a spark falling
in loose powder, so was the effect of that sentence
upon a spirit as turbulent and as sorely tried as
his.
“Settle it then, settle it,”
he rose to his feet and shouted at me. “There
is your gun behind you.”
I blurted an oath and reached for
the rifle, and as my fingers closed about it Jessie
flung herself on me.
“No, no, no,” she
screamed, “I won’t let you. Oh, oh,
for God’s sake be men, not murdering brutes.
Think of me if you won’t think of your own lives.
Stop it, stop it! Put down those guns!”
She clung to me desperately, hampering
my hands. He could have killed me with ease.
I could see him across the fire, waiting, his Winchester
half-raised, the fire-glow lighting up his face with
its blazing eyes and parted lips, teeth set tight
together. And I could not free myself of that
clinging, crying girl. Not at once, without hurting
her. Mad as I was, I had no wish to do that.
At length, however, I loosened her clinging arms,
and pushed her away. But she was quick as a steel
trap. She caught the barrel of my rifle as I
swung it up, and before I could break her frenzied
grip the second time, a voice in the dark nearby broke
in upon us with startling clearness.
“Hello, folks, hello!”
The sound of feet in the crisp snow,
the squeaking crunch of toboggans, other voices; these
things uprose at hand. I ceased to struggle with
Jessie. But only when a man stepped into the circle
of firelight, with others dimly outlined behind him,
did she release her hold on my gun. Barreau had
already let the butt of his drop to his feet.
He stood looking from me to the stranger, his hands
resting on the muzzle.
“How-de-do, everybody.”
The man stopped at the fire and looked
us over. He was short, heavily built. Under
the close-drawn parka hood we could see little
of his face. He was dressed after the fashion,
the necessity rather, of the North. His eyes
suddenly became riveted on me.
“God bless my soul!” he exclaimed.
He reached into a pocket and took
out a pair of glasses wrapped in a silk handkerchief.
The lenses he rubbed hastily with the silk, and stuck
them upon the bridge of his nose. I could hear
him mumbling to himself. A half dozen men edged
up behind him.
“God bless me,” he repeated.
“Without a doubt, it is Bob Sumner.
Somewhat the worse for wear, but Bob, sure enough.
Ha, you young dog, I’ve had a merry chase after
you. Don’t even know me, do you?”
He pushed back the hood of his parka.
The voice had only puzzled me. But I recognized
that cheerful, rubicund countenance with its bushy
black eyebrows; and the thing that favored me most
in my recollection was a half-smoked, unlighted cigar
tucked in one corner of his mouth. It was my
banker guardian, Bolton of St. Louis.
Wakening out of the first doze I had
fallen into through that long night I was constrained
to rise and poke my head out of the tent in which I
slept to make sure that I had not dreamed it all.
For the event savored of a bolt from a clear sky.
I could scarcely believe that only a few hours back
I had listened to the details of its accomplishment;
how Bolton had in the fullness of time received both
my letters; how he had traced me step by step from
MacLeod north, and how he had only located me on the
Sicannie River, through the aid of the Hudson’s
Bay Company. He was on his way to the post.
Our meeting was purely accidental. And so on.
From the tent I saw a lone sentinel plying the fire.
I slipped on the few clothes I had taken off, and
sat down beside the cheery crackle of the blaze, to
meditate upon the miracle. I was sane enough to
shudder at what might have been, if Barreau and I
had had a few minutes longer.
In an hour all the camp was awake.
Bolton’s cook prepared breakfast, and we ate
by candle-light in a tent warmed by a sheet-iron stove.
How one’s point of view shuffles like the needle
of a compass! A tent with a stove in it, where
one could be thoroughly comfortable, impressed me as
the pyramid-point of luxury.
After that there was the confusion
of tearing up camp and loading a half-dozen dog-teams.
Jessie sat by the great fire that was kept up outside,
and her face was troubled. Barreau, I noticed,
drew Bolton a little way off, where the two of them
stood talking earnestly together, Bolton expostulating,
Barreau urging. Directly after that I saw Barreau
with two of Bolton’s men to help him, load one
of the dog-teams over again. He led it to one
side; his snowshoes lying on the load. Then he
came over to Jessie. Reaching within his parka
he drew forth the package he had taken off Montell’s
body, and held it out to her.
“Girl,” he said, and there
was that in his voice which gave me a sudden pang,
and sent a flush of shame to my cheek, “here
is your father’s money. There is no need
for me to take care of it now. Good-bye.”
She stared up at him, making no move
to take the package, and so with a little gesture
he dropped it at her feet and turned away. And
as he laid hold of the dog-whip she sprang to her
feet and ran after him.
“George, George!” If ever
a cry sounded a note of pain, that did. It made
me wince. He whirled on his heel, and the dog-whip
fell unheeded in the snow.
“Oh, oh,” she panted,
“I can’t take that. It isn’t
mine. It’s blood-money. And and
if you go by yourself, I shall go with you.”
“With me,” he held her
by the shoulder, looking down into her upturned face.
Never before had I seen such a variety of expression
on his features, in so short a span of time, hope,
tenderness, puzzlement, a panorama of emotions.
“I’m an outlaw. There’s a price
on my head you know that. And you
yourself have said ah, I won’t repeat
the things you have said. You know you
knew you were stabbing me when
“I know, I know!” she
cried. “I believed those things then.
Oh, you can’t tell how it hurt me to think that
all the time you had been playing a double part fooling
my father and myself. But now I know.
I know the whole wretched business; or at least enough
to understand. I got into his papers back there
on the Sicannie. There were things that amazed
me after that I stormed at him
till he told me the truth; part of it. You don’t
know how sorry I am for those horrible, unwomanly
things I said to you. How could I know? He
lied so consistently even at the last he
lied to me told me that the Company men
had taken the post by surprise, that we were lucky
to get away with our lives. I believed that until
I saw you find that money. Then I knew that he
had sold you out his partner. I’ve
been a little beast,” she sobbed, “and
I’ve been afraid to tell you. Oh, you don’t
know how much I wanted to tell you; but I was afraid.
I’m not afraid now. If you are going to
strike out alone, I shall go, too.”
He bent and kissed her gravely.
“The Northwest is no place for
me, Jess,” he said. “I cannot cross
it in the winter without being seen or trailed, and
there is no getting out of that jail-break, if I am
caught. I must go over the mountains, and so to
the south, where there are no Police. You cannot
come. Bolton, and and Bob will see
you safe to St. Louis. If nothing happens I shall
be there in the spring.”
She laid her head against his breast
and sobbed, wailing over him before us all. I
bit my lip at the sight, and putting my pride in my
pocket went over to them.
“Barreau,” I said, “I
don’t, and probably never will, understand a
woman. You win, and I wish you luck. But
unless you hold a grudge longer than I do, there’s
no need for you to play a lone hand. Let the dead
past bury its dead, and we will all go over the mountains
together. I have no wish to take a chance with
the Police again, myself. You and Bolton seem
to forget that I’m just as deep in the mud as
you are in the mire.”
Barreau stood looking fixedly at me
for a few seconds. Then he held out his hand,
and the old, humorous smile that had been absent from
his face for many a day once more wrinkled the corners
of his mouth.
“Bob,” he said, “I
reckon that you and I are hard men to beat at
any game we play.”
That, to all intents and purposes,
ends my story. We did cross the mountains, and
traverse the vast, silent slopes that fall away to
the blue Pacific. Bolton had gilded the palm
of the Hudson’s Bay Company in his search for
me, and so they considerately dropped their feud with
Barreau at least there was no more shooting
of dogs, nor any effort to recover the money that
cost Montell his life. Or perhaps they judged
it unwise to meddle with a party like ours.
So, by wide detour, we came at last
to St. Louis. There Barreau and Jessie were married,
and departed thence upon their honeymoon. When
their train had pulled out, I went with Bolton back
to his office in the bank. He seated himself
in the very chair he had occupied the day I came and
saddled the burden of my affairs upon him. He
cocked his feet up on the desk, lighted a cigar and
leaned back.
“Well, Robert,” he finally
broke into my meditations, “how about this school
question? Have you decided where you’re
going to try for a B. A.? And when? What
about it?”
“I can take up college any time,”
I responded. “Just now well,
I’m going to the ranch. A season in the
cow camps will teach me something; and I would like
to run the business just as my father did. I don’t
think I’ll slip back so that I can’t take
up study again. Anyway, the schools have no monopoly
of knowledge; there’s a wonderful lot of things,
I’ve discovered, that a fellow has to teach himself.”
He surveyed me in silence a few minutes,
his cigar pointed rakishly aloft, his eyes half shut.
Then he took the weed between his thumb and forefinger
and delivered himself of this sapient observation:
“You’ll do, Bob.
As a matter of fact, the North made a man of you.”
I made no answer to that. I could
not help reflecting, a trifle bitterly, that there
were penalties attached to the attaining of manhood in
my case, at least.