DEAR PARENTS, - We
have to study much more now than at first, but
as I am less behind the others than I was, it is not
so hard. I shall change many things in father’s
place when I come home; for there is much that is
wrong there, and it is wonderful that it has prospered
as well as it has. But I shall make everything
right, for I have learned a great deal. I want
to go to some place where I can put into practice
all I now know, and so I must look for a high position
when I get through here.
No one here considers
Jon Hatlen as clever as he is thought to be
at home with us; but as he has a gard of his own,
this does not concern any one but himself.
Many who go from here
get very high salaries, but they are paid so
well because ours is the best agricultural school
in the country. Some say the one in the next
district is better, but this is by no means true.
There are two words here: one is called Theory,
the other Practice. It is well to have them
both, for one is nothing without the other; but still
the latter is the better. Now the former means,
to understand the cause and principle of a work; the
latter, to be able to perform it: as, for instance,
in regard to a quagmire; for there are many who know
what should be done with a quagmire and yet do it wrong,
because they are not able to put their knowledge into
practice. Many, on the other hand, are skillful
in doing, but do not know what ought to be done; and
thus they too may make bad work of it, for there are
many kinds of quagmires. But we at the agricultural
school learn both words. The superintendent
is so skillful that he has no equal. At the
last agricultural meeting for the whole country, he
led in two discussions, and the other superintendents
had only one each, and upon careful consideration
his statements were always sustained. At the
meeting before the last, where he was not present,
there was nothing but idle talk. The lieutenant
who teaches surveying was chosen by the superintendent
only on account of his ability, for the other schools
have no lieutenant. He is so clever that he was
the best scholar at the military academy.
The school-master asks
if I go to church. Yes, of course I go to
church, for now the priest has an assistant, and his
sermons fill all the congregation with terror, and
it is a pleasure to listen to him. He belongs
to the new religion they have in Christiania,
and people think him too strict, but it is good for
them that he is so.
Just now we are studying
much history, which we have not done
before, and it is curious to observe all that has
happened in the world, but especially in our country,
for we have always won, except when we have lost,
and then we always had the smaller number. We
now have liberty; and no other nation has so much
of it as we, except America; but there they are not
happy. Our freedom should be loved by us above
everything.
Now I will close for
this time, for I have written a very long
letter. The school-master will read it, I suppose,
and when he answers for you, get him to tell me some
news about one thing or another, for he never does
so of himself. But now accept hearty greetings
from your affectionate son,
O.
THORESEN.
DEAR PARENTS, - Now
I must tell you that we have had examinations, and
that I stood ‘excellent’ in many things,
and ‘very good’ in writing and surveying,
but ‘good’ in Norwegian composition.
This comes, the superintendent says, from my not
having read enough, and he has made me a present of
some of Ole Vig’s books, which are matchless,
for I understand everything in them. The superintendent
is very kind to me, and he tells us many things.
Everything here is very inferior compared with what
they have abroad; we understand almost nothing, but
learn everything from the Scotch and Swiss, although
horticulture we learn from the Dutch. Many visit
these countries. In Sweden, too, they are much
more clever than we, and there the superintendent himself
has been. I have been here now nearly a year,
and I thought that I had learned a great deal; but
when I heard what those who passed the examination
knew, and considered that they would not amount to
anything either when they came into contact with foreigners,
I became very despondent. And then the soil
here in Norway is so poor compared with what it is
abroad; it does not at all repay us for what we do
with it. Moreover, people will not learn from
the experience of others; and even if they would,
and if the soil was much better, they really have not
the money to cultivate it. It is remarkable that
things have prospered as well as they have.
I am now in the highest
class, and am to remain there a year
before I get through. But most of my companions
have left and I long for home. I feel alone,
although I am not so by any means, but one has such
a strange feeling when one has been long absent.
I once thought I should become so much of a scholar
here; but I am not making the progress I anticipated.
What shall I do with
myself when I leave here? First, of course,
I will come home; afterwards, I suppose, I will have
to seek something to do, but it must not be far away.
Farewell, now, dear
parents! Give greetings to all who inquire
for me, and tell them that I have everything pleasant
here but that now I long to be at home again.
Your
affectionate son,
OYVIND
THORESEN PLADSEN.
DEAR SCHOOL-MASTER, - With
this I ask if you will deliver the inclosed letter
and not speak of it to any one. And if you will
not, then you must burn it.
OYVIND
THORESEN PLADSEN.
TO THE MOST HONORED MAIDEN, MARIT KNUDSDATTER NORDISTUEN
AT THE UPPER
HEIDEGARDS: -
You will no doubt be
much surprised at receiving a letter from me;
but you need not be for I only wish to ask how you
are. You must send
me a few words as soon as possible, giving me all
particulars.
Regarding myself, I have to say that I shall be through
here in a year.
Most respectfully,
OYVIND
PLADSEN.
TO OYVIND PLADSEN, AT THE AGRICULTURAL SCHOOL: -
Your letter was duly
received by me from the school-master, and I
will answer since you request it. But I am afraid
to do so, now that you are so learned; and I have
a letter-writer, but it does not help me. So
I will have to try what I can do, and you must take
the will for the deed; but do not show this, for if
you do you are not the one I think you are.
Nor must you keep it, for then some one might see it,
but you must burn it, and this you will have to promise
me to do. There were so many things I wanted
to write about, but I do not quite dare. We
have had a good harvest; potatoes bring a high price,
and here at the Heidegards we have plenty of them.
But the bear has done much mischief among the cattle
this summer: he killed two of Ole Nedregard’s
cattle and injured one belonging to our houseman so
badly that it had to be killed for beef. I am
weaving a large piece of cloth, something like a Scotch
plaid, and it is difficult. And now I will tell
you that I am still at home, and that there are those
who would like to have it otherwise. Now I have
no more to write about for this time, and so I must
bid you farewell.
MARIT
KNUDSDATTER.
P.S. Be sure and burn this letter.
TO THE AGRICULTURIST, OYVIND THORESEN PLADSEN: -
As I have told you before,
Oyvind, he who walks with God has come
into the good inheritance. But now you must
listen to my advice, and that is not to take the world
with yearning and tribulation, but to trust in God
and not allow your heart to consume you, for if you
do you will have another god besides Him. Next
I must inform you that your father and your mother
are well, but I am troubled with one of my hips; for
now the war breaks out afresh with all that was suffered
in it. What youth sows age must reap; and this
is true both in regard to the mind and the body, which
now throbs and pains, and tempts one to make any number
of lamentations. But old age should not complain;
for wisdom flows from wounds, and pain preaches patience,
that man may grow strong enough for the last journey.
To-day I have taken up my pen for many reasons, and
first and above all for the sake of Marit, who has
become a God-fearing maiden, but who is as light of
foot as a reindeer, and of rather a fickle disposition.
She would be glad to abide by one thing, but is prevented
from so doing by her nature; but I have often before
seen that with hearts of such weak stuff the Lord is
indulgent and long-suffering, and does not allow them
to be tempted beyond their strength, lest they break
to pieces, for she is very fragile. I duly gave
her your letter, and she hid it from all save her own
heart. If God will lend His aid in this matter,
I have nothing against it, for Marit is most charming
to young men, as plainly can be seen, and she has
abundance of earthly goods, and the heavenly ones she
has too, with all her fickleness. For the fear
of God in her mind is like water in a shallow pond:
it is there when it rains, but it is gone when the
sun shines.
My eyes can endure no
more at present, for they see well at a
distance, but pain me and fill with tears when I look
at small objects. In conclusion, I will advise
you, Oyvind, to have your God with you in all your
desires and undertakings, for it is written: “Better
is an handful with quietness, than both the hands
full with travail and vexation of spirit.”
Ecclesiastes, i. Your old school-master,
BAARD
ANDERSEN OPDAL.
TO THE MOST HONORED MAIDEN, MARIT KNUDSDATTER HEIDEGARDS: -
You have my thanks for
your letter, which I have read and burned,
as you requested. You write of many things,
but not at all concerning that of which I wanted you
to write. Nor do I dare write anything definite
before I know how you are in every respect.
The school-master’s letter says nothing that
one can depend on, but he praises you and he says
you are fickle. That, indeed, you were before.
Now I do not know what to think, and so you must write,
for it will not be well with me until you do.
Just now I remember best about your coming to the
cliff that last evening and what you said then.
I will say no more this time, and so farewell.
Most
respectfully,
OYVIND
PLADSEN.
TO OYVIND THORESEN PLADSEN: -
The school-master has
given me another letter from you, and I have
just read it, but I do not understand it in the least,
and that, I dare say, is because I am not learned.
You want to know how it is with me in every respect;
and I am healthy and well, and there is nothing at
all the matter with me. I eat heartily, especially
when I get milk porridge. I sleep at night,
and occasionally in the day-time too. I have
danced a great deal this winter, for there have been
many parties here, and that has been very pleasant.
I go to church when the snow is not too deep; but
we have had a great deal of snow this winter.
Now, I presume, you know everything, and if you do
not, I can think of nothing better than for you to
write to me once more.
MARIT
KNUDSDATTER.
TO THE MOST HONORED MAIDEN, MARIT KNUDSDATTER HEIDEGARDS: -
I have received your
letter, but you seem inclined to leave me no
wiser than I was before. Perhaps this may be
meant for an answer. I do not know. I
dare not write anything that I wish to write, for I
do not know you. But possibly you do not know
me either.
You must not think that
I am any longer the soft cheese you
squeezed the water away from when I sat watching you
dance. I have laid on many shelves to dry since
that time. Neither am I like those long-haired
dogs who drop their ears at the least provocation and
take flight from people, as in former days.
I can stand fire now.
Your letter was very
playful, but it jested where it should not
have jested at all, for you understood me very well,
and you could see that I did not ask in sport, but
because of late I can think of nothing else than the
subject I questioned you about. I was waiting
in deep anxiety, and there came to me only foolery
and laughter.
Farewell, Marit Heidegards,
I shall not look at you too much, as I
did at that dance. May you both eat well, and
sleep well, and get your new web finished, and above
all, may you be able to shovel away the snow which
lies in front of the church-door.
Most
respectfully,
OYVIND
THORESEN PLADSEN.
TO THE AGRICULTURIST, OYVIND THORESEN, AT THE AGRICULTURAL
SCHOOL: -
Notwithstanding my advanced
years, and the weakness of my eyes,
and the pain in my right hip, I must yield to the
importunity of the young, for we old people are needed
by them when they have caught themselves in some snare.
They entice us and weep until they are set free,
but then at once run away from us again, and will take
no further advice.
Now it is Marit; she
coaxes me with many sweet words to write at
the same time she does, for she takes comfort in not
writing alone. I have read your letter; she
thought that she had Jon Hatlen or some other fool
to deal with, and not one whom school-master Baard
had trained; but now she is in a dilemma. However,
you have been too severe, for there are certain women
who take to jesting in order to avoid weeping, and
who make no difference between the two. But it
pleases me to have you take serious things seriously,
for otherwise you could not laugh at nonsense.
Concerning the feelings
of both, it is now apparent from many
things that you are bent on having each other.
About Marit I have often been in doubt, for she is
like the wind’s course; but I have now learned
that notwithstanding this she has resisted Jon Hatlen’s
advances, at which her grandfather’s wrath is
sorely kindled. She was happy when your offer
came, and if she jested it was from joy, not from
any harm. She has endured much, and has done
so in order to wait for him on whom her mind was fixed.
And now you will not have her, but cast her away
as you would a naughty child.
This was what I wanted
to tell you. And this counsel I must add,
that you should come to an understanding with her,
for you can find enough else to be at variance with.
I am like the old man who has lived through three
generations; I have seen folly and its course.
Your mother and father
send love by me. They are expecting you
home; but I would not write of this before, lest you
should become homesick. You do not know your
father; he is like a tree which makes no moan until
it is hewn down. But if ever any mischance should
befall you, then you will learn to know him, and you
will wonder at the richness of his nature. He
has had heavy burdens to bear, and is silent in worldly
matters; but your mother has relieved his mind from
earthly anxiety, and now daylight is beginning to break
through the gloom.
Now my eyes grow dim,
my hand refuses to do more. Therefore I
commend you to Him whose eye ever watches, and whose
hand is never weary.
BAARD
ANDERSEN OPDAL.
TO OYVIND PLADSEN: -
You seem to be displeased
with me, and this greatly grieves me.
For I did not mean to make you angry. I meant
well. I know I have often failed to do rightly
by you, and that is why I write to you now; but you
must not show the letter to any one. Once I had
everything just as I desired, and then I was not kind;
but now there is no one who cares for me, and I am
very wretched. Jon Hatlen has made a lampoon
about me, and all the boys sing it, and I no longer
dare go to the dances. Both the old people know
about it, and I have to listen to many harsh words.
Now I am sitting alone writing, and you must not
show my letter.
You have learned much
and are able to advise me, but you are now
far away. I have often been down to see your
parents, and have talked with your mother, and we
have become good friends; but I did not like to say
anything about it, for you wrote so strangely.
The school-master only makes fun of me, and he knows
nothing about the lampoon, for no one in the parish
would presume to sing such a thing to him. I
stand alone now, and have no one to speak with.
I remember when we were children, and you were so
kind to me; and I always sat on your sled, and I could
wish that I were a child again.
I cannot ask you to
answer me, for I dare not do so. But if you
will answer just once more I will never forget it
in you, Oyvind.
MARIT
KNUDSDATTER.
Please burn this letter; I scarcely
know whether I dare send it.
DEAR MARIT, - Thank you for
your letter; you wrote it in a lucky hour. I
will tell you now, Marit, that I love you so much that
I can scarcely wait here any longer; and if you love
me as truly in return all the lampoons of Jon and
harsh words of others shall be like leaves which grow
too plentifully on the tree. Since I received
your letter I feel like a new being, for double my
former strength has come to me, and I fear no one
in the whole world. After I had sent my last
letter I regretted it so that I almost became ill.
And now you shall hear what the result of this was.
The superintendent took me aside and asked what was
the matter with me; he fancied I was studying too hard.
Then he told me that when my year was out I might
remain here one more, without expense. I could
help him with sundry things, and he would teach me
more. Then I thought that work was the only thing
I had to rely on, and I thanked him very much; and
I do not yet repent it, although now I long for you,
for the longer I stay here the better right I shall
have to ask for you one day. How happy I am now!
I work like three people, and never will I be behind-hand
in any work! But you must have a book that I
am reading, for there is much in it about love.
I read in it in the evening when the others are sleeping,
and then I read your letter over again. Have
you thought about our meeting? I think of it
so often, and you, too, must try and find out how
delightful it will be. I am truly happy that
I have toiled and studied so much, although it was
hard before; for now I can say what I please to you,
and smile over it in my heart.
I shall give you many
books to read, that you may see how much
tribulation they have borne who have truly loved each
other, and that they would rather die of grief than
forsake each other. And that is what we would
do, and do it with the greatest joy. True, it
will be nearly two years before we see each other,
and still longer before we get each other; but with
every day that passes there is one day less to wait;
we must think of this while we are working.
My next letter shall
be about many things; but this evening I have
no more paper, and the others are asleep. Now
I will go to bed and think of you, and I will do so
until I fall asleep.
Your
friend,
OYVIND
PLADSEN.