It was during the noonday rest; the
people at the great Heidegards were sleeping, the
hay was scattered over the meadows, the rakes were
staked in the ground. Below the barn-bridge
stood the hay sleds, the harness lay, taken off, beside
them, and the horses were tethered at a little distance.
With the exception of the latter and some hens that
had strayed across the fields, not a living creature
was visible on the whole plain.
There was a notch in the mountains
above the gards, and through it the road led to the
Heidegard saeters, large, fertile mountain
plains. A man was standing in this notch, taking
a survey of the plain below, just as if he were watching
for some one. Behind him lay a little mountain
lake, from which flowed the brook which made this mountain
pass; on either side of this lake ran cattle-paths,
leading to the saeters, which could be seen in the
distance. There floated toward him a shouting
and a barking, cattle-bells tinkled among the mountain
ridges; for the cows had straggled apart in search
of water, and the dogs and herd-boys were vainly striving
to drive them together. The cows came galloping
along with the most absurd antics and involuntary
plunges, and with short, mad bellowing, their tails
held aloft, they rushed down into the water, where
they came to a stand; every time they moved their
heads the tinkling of their bells was heard across
the lake. The dogs drank a little, but stayed
behind on firm land; the herd-boys followed, and seated
themselves on the warm, smooth hill-side. Here
they drew forth their lunch boxes, exchanged with one
another, bragged about their dogs, oxen, and the family
they lived with, then undressed, and sprang into the
water with the cows. The dogs persisted in not
going in; but loitered lazily around, their heads
hanging, with hot eyes and lolling tongues. Round
about on the slopes not a bird was to be seen, not
a sound was heard, save the prattling of children
and the tinkling of bells; the heather was parched
and dry, the sun blazed on the hill-sides, so that
everything was scorched by its heat.
It was Oyvind who was sitting up there
in the mid-day sun, waiting. He sat in his shirt-sleeves,
close by the brook which flowed from the lake.
No one yet appeared on the Heidegard plain, and he
was gradually beginning to grow anxious when suddenly
a large dog came walking with heavy steps out of a
door in Nordistuen, followed by a girl in white sleeves.
She tripped across the meadow toward the cliff; he
felt a strong desire to shout down to her, but dared
not. He took a careful survey of the gard to
see if any one might come out and notice her, but
there seemed to be no danger of detection, and several
times he rose from impatience.
She arrived at last, following a path
by the side of the brook, the dog a little in advance
of her, snuffing the air, she catching hold of the
low shrubs, and walking with more and more weary gait.
Oyvind sprang downward; the dog growled and was hushed;
but as soon as Marit saw Oyvind coming she sat down
on a large stone, as red as blood, tired and overcome
by the heat. He flung himself down on the stone
by her side.
“Thank you for coming.”
“What heat and what a distance! Have you
been here long?”
“No. Since we are watched
in the evening, we must make use of the noon.
But after this I think we will not act so secretly,
nor take so much trouble; it was just about this I
wanted to speak to you.”
“Not so secretly?”
“I know very well that all that
is done secretly pleases you best; but to show courage
pleases you also. To-day I have come to have
a long talk with you, and now you must listen.”
“Is it true that you are trying to be agriculturist
for the district?”
“Yes, and I expect to succeed.
In this I have a double purpose: first, to win
a position for myself; but secondly, and chiefly, to
accomplish something which your grandfather can see
and understand. Luckily it chances that most
of the Heidegard freeholders are young people who
wish for improvements and desire help; they have money,
too. So I shall begin among them. I shall
regulate everything from their stables to their water-pipes;
I shall give lectures and work; I shall fairly besiege
the old man with good deeds.”
“Those are brave words. What more, Oyvind?”
“Why, the rest simply concerns us two.
You must not go away.”
“Not if he orders it?”
“And keep nothing secret that concerns us two.”
“Even if he torments me?”
“We gain more and defend ourselves
better by allowing everything to be open. We
must manage to be so constantly before the eyes of
people, that they are constantly forced to talk about
how fond we are of each other; so much the sooner
will they wish that all may go well with us.
You must not leave home. There is danger of gossip
forcing its way between those who are parted.
We pay no heed to any idle talk the first year, but
we begin by degrees to believe in it the second.
We two will meet once a week and laugh away the mischief
people would like to make between us; we shall be
able to meet occasionally at a dance, and keep step
together until everything sings about us, while those
who backbite us are sitting around. We shall
meet at church and greet each other so that it may
attract the attention of all those who wish us a hundred
miles apart. If any one makes a song about us
we will sit down together and try to get up one in
answer to it; we must succeed if we assist each other.
No one can harm us if we keep together, and thus
show people that we keep together. All
unhappy love belongs either to timid people, or weak
people, or sick people, or calculating people, who
keep waiting for some special opportunity, or cunning
people, who, in the end, smart for their own cunning;
or to sensuous people that do not care enough for
each other to forget rank and distinction; they go
and hide from sight, they send letters, they tremble
at a word, and finally they mistake fear, that constant
uneasiness and irritation in the blood, for love,
become wretched and dissolve like sugar. Oh
pshaw! if they truly loved each other they would have
no fear; they would laugh, and would openly march
to the church door, in the face of every smile and
every word. I have read about it in books, and
I have seen it for myself. That is a pitiful
love which chooses a secret course. Love naturally
begins in secresy because it begins in shyness; but
it must live openly because it lives in joy.
It is as when the leaves are changing; that which
is to grow cannot conceal itself, and in every instance
you see that all which is dry falls from the tree the
moment the new leaves begin to sprout. He who
gains love casts off all the old, dead rubbish he
formerly clung to, the sap wells up and rushes onward;
and should no one notice it then? Hey, my girl!
they shall become happy at seeing us happy; two who
are betrothed and remain true to each other confer
a benefit on people, for they give them a poem which
their children learn by heart to the shame of their
unbelieving parents. I have read of many such
cases; and some still live in the memory of the people
of this parish, and those who relate these stories,
and are moved by them, are the children of the very
persons who once caused all the mischief. Yes,
Marit, now we two will join hands, so; yes, and we
will promise each other to cling together, so; yes,
and now it will all come right. Hurrah!”
He was about to take hold of her head,
but she turned it away and glided down off the stone.
He kept his seat; she came back, and
leaning her arms on his knee, stood talking with him,
looking up into his face.
“Listen, Oyvind; what if he
is determined I shall leave home, how then?”
“Then you must say No, right out.”
“Oh, dear! how would that be possible?”
“He cannot carry you out to the carriage.”
“If he does not quite do that, he can force
me in many other ways.”
“That I do not believe; you
owe obedience, to be sure, as long as it is not a
sin; but it is also your duty to let him fully understand
how hard it is for you to be obedient this time.
I am sure he will change his mind when he sees this;
now he thinks, like most people, that it is only childish
nonsense. Prove to him that it is something more.”
“He is not to be trifled with,
I can assure you. He watches me like a tethered
goat.”
“But you tug at the tether several times a day.”
“That is not true.”
“Yes, you do; every time you think of me in
secret you tug at it.”
“Yes, in that way. But
are you so very sure that I think often of you?”
“You would not be sitting here if you did not.”
“Why, dear me! did you not send word for me
to come?”
“But you came because your thoughts drove you
here.”
“Rather because the weather was so fine.”
“You said a while ago that it was too warm.”
“To go up hill, yes; but down
again?”
“Why did you come up, then?”
“That I might run down again.”
“Why did you not run down before this?”
“Because I had to rest.”
“And talk with me about love?”
“It was an easy matter to give you the pleasure
of listening.”
“While the birds sang.”
“And the others were sleeping.”
“And the bells rang.”
“In the shady grove.”
Here they both saw Marit’s grandfather
come sauntering out into the yard, and go to the bell-rope
to ring the farm people up. The people came
slowly forth from the barns, sheds, and houses, moved
sleepily toward their horses and rakes, scattered
themselves over the meadow, and presently all was
life and work again. Only the grandfather went
in and out of the houses, and finally up on the highest
barn-bridge and looked out. There came running
up to him a little boy, whom he must have called.
The boy, sure enough, started off in the direction
of Pladsen. The grandfather, meanwhile, moved
about the gard, often looking upward and having a
suspicion, at least, that the black spot on the “giant
rock” was Marit and Oyvind. Now for the
second time Marit’s great dog was the cause
of trouble. He saw a strange horse drive in to
the Heidegards, and believing himself to be only doing
his duty, began to bark with all his might.
They hushed the dog, but he had grown angry and would
not be quiet; the grandfather stood below staring up.
But matters grew still worse, for all the herd-boys’
dogs heard with surprise the strange voice and came
running up. When they saw that it was a large,
wolf-like giant, all the stiff-haired Lapp-dogs gathered
about him. Marit became so terrified that she
ran away without saying farewell. Oyvind rushed
into the midst of the fray, kicked and fought; but
the dogs merely changed the field of battle, and then
flew at one another again, with hideous howls and
kicks; Oyvind after them again, and so it kept on
until they had rolled over to the edge of the brook,
when he once more came running up. The result
of this was that they all tumbled together into the
water, just at a place where it was quite deep, and
there they parted, shame-faced. Thus ended this
forest battle. Oyvind walked through the forest
until he reached the parish road; but Marit met her
grandfather up by the fence. This was the dog’s
fault.
“Where do you come from?”
“From the wood.”
“What were you doing there?”
“Plucking berries.”
“That is not true.”
“No; neither is it.”
“What were you doing, then?”
“I was talking with some one.”
“Was it with the Pladsen boy?”
“Yes.”
“Hear me now, Marit; to-morrow you leave home.”
“No.”
“Listen to me, Marit; I have
but one single thing to say, only one: you shall
go.”
“You cannot lift me into the carriage.”
“Indeed? Can I not?”
“No; because you will not.”
“Will I not? Listen now,
Marit, just for sport, you see, just for sport.
I am going to tell you that I will crush the backbone
of that worthless fellow of yours.”
“No; you would not dare do so.”
“I would not dare? Do
you say I would not dare? Who should interfere?
Who?”
“The school-master.”
“School school school-master.
Does he trouble his head about that fellow, do you
think?”
“Yes; it is he who has kept him at the agricultural
school.”
“The school-master?”
“The school-master.”
“Hearken now, Marit; I will
have no more of this nonsense; you shall leave the
parish. You only cause me sorrow and trouble;
that was the way with your mother, too, only sorrow
and trouble. I am an old man. I want to
see you well provided for. I will not live in
people’s talk as a fool just for this matter.
I only wish your own good; you should understand
this, Marit. Soon I will be gone, and then you
will be left alone. What would have become of
your mother if it had not been for me? Listen,
Marit; be sensible, pay heed to what I have to say.
I only desire your own good.”
“No, you do not.”
“Indeed? What do I want, then?”
“To carry out your own will,
that is what you want; but you do not ask about mine.”
“And have you a will, you young
sea-gull, you? Do you suppose you know what
is for your good, you fool? I will give you a
taste of the rod, I will, for all you are so big and
tall. Listen now, Marit; let me talk kindly
with you. You are not so bad at heart, but you
have lost your senses. You must listen to me.
I am an old and sensible man. We will talk
kindly together a little; I have not done so remarkably
well in the world as folks think; a poor bird on the
wing could easily fly away with the little I have;
your father handled it roughly, indeed he did.
Let us care for ourselves in this world, it is the
best thing we can do. It is all very well for
the school-master to talk, for he has money himself;
so has the priest; let them preach.
But with us who must slave for our daily bread, it
is quite different. I am old. I know much.
I have seen many things; love, you see, may do very
well to talk about; yes, but it is not worth much.
It may answer for priests and such folks, peasants
must look at it in a different light. First
food, you see, then God’s Word, and then a little
writing and arithmetic, and then a little love, if
it happens to come in the way; but, by the Eternals!
there is no use in beginning with love and ending
with food. What can you say, now, Marit?”
“I do not know.”
“You do not know what you ought to answer?”
“Yes, indeed, I know that.”
“Well, then?”
“May I say it?”
“Yes; of course you may say it.”
“I care a great deal for that love of mine.”
He stood aghast for a moment, recalling
a hundred similar conversations with similar results,
then he shook his head, turned his back, and walked
away.
He picked a quarrel with the housemen,
abused the girls, beat the large dog, and almost frightened
the life out of a little hen that had strayed into
the field; but to Marit he said nothing.
That evening Marit was so happy when
she went up-stairs to bed, that she opened the window,
lay in the window-frame, looked out and sang.
She had found a pretty little love-song, and it was
that she sang.
“Lovest thou but
me,
I will e’er
love thee,
All my days on
earth, so fondly;
Short were summer’s
days,
Now the flower decays,
Comes again with
spring, so kindly.
“What you said
last year
Still rings in
my ear,
As I all alone
am sitting,
And your thoughts
do try
In my heart to fly,
Picture life in
sunshine flitting.
“Litli litli loy,
Well I hear the
boy,
Sighs behind the
birches heaving.
I am in dismay,
Thou must show
the way,
For the night
her shroud is weaving.
“Flomma, lomma,
hys,
Sang I of a kiss,
No, thou surely
art mistaken.
Didst thou hear
it, say?
Cast the thought
away;
Look on me as
one forsaken.
“Oh, good-night!
good-night!
Dreams of eyes
so bright,
Hold me now in
soft embraces,
But that wily
word,
Which thou thought’st
unheard,
Leaves in me of
love no traces.
“I my window close,
But in sweet repose
Songs from thee
I hear returning;
Calling me they
smile,
And my thoughts beguile,
Must I e’er
for thee be yearning?”