A multitudinous clangor of bells and
a dozen neighboring chimes rang noon; then the rectangular
oblongs of hot sunlight that fell from the windows
upon the carpet of Mellin’s room began imperceptibly
to shift their angles and move eastward. From
the stone pavement of the street below came the sound
of horses pawing and the voices of waiting cabmen;
then bells again, and more bells; clamoring the slow
and cruel afternoon into the past. But all was
silent in Mellin’s room, save when, from time
to time, a long, shuddering sigh came from the bed.
The unhappy young man had again drawn
the coverlet over his head, but not to sleep:
it was more like a forlorn and desperate effort to
hide, as if he crept into a hole, seeking darkness
to cover the shame and fear that racked his soul.
For though his shame had been too great to let him
confess to young Cooley and ask for help, his fear
was as great as his shame; and it increased as the
hours passed. In truth his case was desperate.
Except the people who had stripped him, Cooley was
the only person in all of Europe with whom he had
more than a very casual acquaintance. At home,
in Cranston, he had no friends susceptible to such
an appeal as it was vitally necessary for him to make.
His relatives were not numerous: there were two
aunts, the widows of his father’s brothers,
and a number of old-maid cousins; and he had an uncle
in Iowa, a country minister whom he had not seen for
years. But he could not cable to any of these
for money; nor could he quite conjure his imagination
into picturing any of them sending it if he did.
And even to cable he would have to pawn his watch,
which was an old-fashioned one of silver and might
not bring enough to pay the charges.
He began to be haunted by fragmentary,
prophetic visions confused but realistic
in detail, and horridly probable of his
ejectment from the hotel, perhaps arrest and trial.
He wondered what they did in Italy to people who “beat”
hotels; and, remembering what some one had told him
of the dreadfulness of Italian jails, convulsive shudderings
seized upon him.
The ruddy oblongs of sunlight crawled
nearer to the east wall of the room, stretching themselves
thinner and thinner, until finally they were not there
at all, and the room was left in deepening grayness.
Carriages, one after the other, in unintermittent succession,
rumbled up to the hotel-entrance beneath the window,
bringing goldfish for the Pincio and the fountains
of Villa Borghese. Wild strains from the Hungarian
orchestra, rhapsodical twankings of violins, and the
runaway arpeggios of a zither crazed with speed-mania,
skipped along the corridors and lightly through Mellin’s
door. In his mind’s eye he saw the gay
crowd in the watery light, the little tables where
only five days ago he had sat with the loveliest of
all the anemone-like ladies....
The beautifully-dressed tea-drinkers
were there now, under the green glass dome, prattling
and smiling, those people he had called his own.
And as the music sounded louder, faster, wilder and
wilder with the gipsy madness then in that
darkening bedchamber his soul became articulate in
a cry of humiliation
“God in His mercy forgive me, how raw I was!”
A vision came before his closed eyes;
the maple-bordered street in Cranston, the long, straight,
wide street where Mary Kramer lived; a summer twilight;
Mary in her white muslin dress on the veranda steps,
and a wistaria vine climbing the post beside her, half-embowering
her. How cool and sweet and good she looked!
How dear and how kind! she
had always been to him.
Dusk stole through the windows:
the music ceased and the tea-hour was over. The
carriages were departing, bearing the gay people who
went away laughing, calling last words to one another,
and, naturally, quite unaware that a young man, who,
five days before, had adopted them and called them
“his own,” was lying in a darkened room
above them, and crying like a child upon his pillow.