Dinner on Sunday, the most elaborate
feast of the week for the Madisons, was always set
for one o’clock in the afternoon, and sometimes
began before two, but not to-day: the escorts
of both daughters remained, and a change of costume
by Cora occasioned a long postponement. Justice
demands the admission that her reappearance in a glamour
of lilac was reward for the delay; nothing more ravishing
was ever seen, she was warrantably informed by the
quicker of the two guests, in a moment’s whispered
tete-a-tete across the banisters as she descended.
Another wait followed while she prettily arranged
upon the table some dozens of asters from a small
garden-bed, tilled, planted, and tended by Laura.
Meanwhile, Mrs. Madison constantly turned the other
cheek to the cook. Laura assisted in the pacification;
Hedrick froze the ice-cream to an impenetrable solidity;
and the nominal head of the family sat upon the front
porch with the two young men, and wiped his wrists
and rambled politically till they were summoned to
the dining-room.
Cora did the talking for the table.
She was in high spirits; no trace remained of a haggard
night: there was a bloom upon her she
was radiant. Her gayety may have had some inspiration
in her daring, for round her throat she wore a miraculously
slender chain of gold and enamel, with a pendant of
minute pale sapphires scrolled about a rather large
and very white diamond. Laura started when she
saw it, and involuntarily threw a glance almost of
terror at Richard Lindley. But that melancholy
and absent-minded gentleman observed neither the glance
nor the jewel. He saw Cora’s eyes, when
they were vouchsafed to his vision, and when they
were not he apparently saw nothing at all.
With the general exodus from the table,
Cora asked Laura to come to the piano and play, a
request which brought a snort from Hedrick, who was
taken off his guard. Catching Laura’s eye,
he applied a handkerchief with renewed presence of
mind, affecting to have sneezed, and stared searchingly
over it at Corliss. He perceived that the man
remained unmoved, evidently already informed that
it was Laura who was the musician. Cora must be
going it pretty fast this time: such was the form
of her brother’s deduction.
When Laura opened the piano, Richard
had taken a seat beside Cora, and Corliss stood leaning
in the doorway. The player lost herself in a
wandering medley, echoes from “Bohême”
and “Pagliacci”; then drifted into
improvisation and played her heart into it magnificently a
heart released to happiness. The still air of
the room filled with wonderful, golden sound:
a song like the song of a mother flying from earth
to a child in the stars, a torrential tenderness,
unpent and glorying in freedom. The flooding,
triumphant chords rose, crashed stopped
with a shattering abruptness. Laura’s hands
fell to her sides, then were raised to her glowing
face and concealed it for a moment. She shivered;
a quick, deep sigh heaved her breast; and she came
back to herself like a prisoner leaving a window at
the warden’s voice.
She turned. Cora and Corliss
had left the room. Richard was sitting beside
a vacant chair, staring helplessly at the open door.
If he had been vaguely conscious of
Laura’s playing, which is possible, certainly
he was unaware that it had ceased.
“The others have gone out to
the porch,” she said composedly, and rose.
“Shan’t we join them?”
“What?” he returned, blankly. “I
beg your pardon ”
“Let’s go out on the porch with the others.”
“No, I ”
He got to his feet confusedly. “I was thinking
I believe I’d best be going home.”
“Not `best,’ I think,” she said.
“Not even better!”
“I don’t see,” he said, his perplexity
only increased.
“Mr. Corliss would,” she
retorted quickly. “Come on: we’ll
go and sit with them.” And she compelled
his obedience by preceding him with such a confident
assumption that he would follow that he did.
The fugitive pair were not upon the
porch, however; they were discovered in the shade
of a tree behind the house, seated upon a rug, and
occupied in a conversation which would not have disturbed
a sick-room. The pursuers came upon them, boldly
sat beside them; and Laura began to talk with unwonted
fluency to Corliss, but within five minutes found
herself alone with Richard Lindley upon the rug.
Cora had promised to show Mr. Corliss an “old
print” in the library so Cora said.
Lindley gave the remaining lady a
desolate and faintly reproachful look. He was
kind, but he was a man; and Laura saw that this last
abandonment was being attributed in part to her.
She reddened, and, being not an angel,
observed with crispness: “Certainly.
You’re quite right: it’s my fault!”
“What did you say?” he asked vacantly.
She looked at him rather fixedly;
his own gaze had returned to the angle of the house
beyond which the other couple had just disappeared.
“I said,” she answered, slowly, “I
thought it wouldn’t rain this, afternoon.”
His wistful eyes absently swept the
serene sky which had been cloudless for several days.
“No, I suppose not,” he murmured.
“Richard,” she said with
a little sharpness, “will you please listen
to me for a moment?”
“Oh what?”
He was like a diver coming up out of deep water.
“What did you say?” He laughed apologetically.
“Wasn’t I listening? I beg your pardon.
What is it, Laura?”
“Why do you let Mr. Corliss
take Cora away from you like that?” she asked
gravely.
“He doesn’t,” the
young man returned with a rueful shake of the head.
“Don’t you see? It’s Cora that
goes.”
“Why do you let her, then?”
He sighed. “I don’t
seem to be able to keep up with Cora, especially when
she’s punishing me. I couldn’t do
something she asked me to, last night ”
“Invest with Mr. Corliss?” asked Laura
quickly.
“Yes. It seemed to trouble
her that I couldn’t. She’s convinced
it’s a good thing: she thinks it would make
a great fortune for us ”
“`Us’?” repeated
Laura gently. “You mean for you and her?
When you’re ”
“When we’re married.
Yes,” he said thoughtfully, “that’s
the way she stated it. She wanted me to put in
all I have ”
“Don’t do it!” said Laura decidedly.
He glanced at her with sharp inquiry.
“Do you mean you would distrust Mr. Corliss?”
“I wasn’t thinking of
that: I don’t know whether I’d trust
him or not I think I wouldn’t; there’s
something veiled about him, and I don’t believe
he is an easy man to know. What I meant was that
I don’t believe it would really be a good thing
for you with Cora.”
“It would please her, of course thinking
I deferred so much to her judgment.”
“Don’t do it!” she said again, impulsively.
“I don’t see how I can,” he returned
sorrowfully.
“It’s my work for all
the years since I got out of college, and if I lost
it I’d have to begin all over again. It
would mean postponing everything. Cora isn’t
a girl you can ask to share a little salary, and if
it were a question of years, perhaps perhaps
Cora might not feel she could wait for me, you see.”
He made this explanation with plaintive
and boyish sincerity, hesitatingly, and as if pleading
a cause. And Laura, after a long look at him,
turned away, and in her eyes were actual tears of
compassion for the incredible simpleton.
“I see,” she said. “Perhaps
she might not.”
“Of course,” he went on,
“she’s fond of having nice things, and
she thinks this is a great chance for us to be millionaires;
and then, too, I think she may feel that it would
please Mr. Corliss and help to save him from disappointment.
She seems to have taken a great fancy to him.”
Laura glanced at him, but did not speak.
“He is attractive,”
continued Richard feebly. “I think he has
a great deal of what people call `magnetism’:
he’s the kind of man who somehow makes you want
to do what he wants you to. He seems a manly,
straightforward sort, too so far as one
can tell and when he came to me with his
scheme I was strongly inclined to go into it.
But it is too big a gamble, and I can’t, though
I was sorry to disappoint him myself. He was
perfectly cheerful about it and so pleasant it made
me feel small. I don’t wonder at all that
Cora likes him so much. Besides, he seems to
understand her.”
Laura looked very grave. “I
think he does,” she said slowly.
“And then he’s `different,’”
said Richard. “He’s more a `man of
the world’ than most of us here: she never
saw anything just like him before, and she’s
seen us all her life. She likes change,
of course. That’s natural,” he said
gently. “Poor Vilas says she wants a man
to be different every day, and if he isn’t, then
she wants a different man every day.”
“You’ve rather taken Ray
Vilas under your wing, haven’t you?” asked
Laura.
“Oh, no,” he answered
deprecatingly. “I only try to keep him with
me so he’ll stay away from downtown as much as
possible.”
“Does he talk much of Cora?”
“All the time. There’s
no stopping him. I suppose he can’t help
it, because he thinks of nothing else.”
“Isn’t that rather rather queer
for you?”
“`Queer’?” he repeated.
“No, I suppose not!” She
laughed impatiently. “And probably you
don’t think it’s `queer’ of you to
sit here helplessly, and let another man take your
place ”
“But I don’t `let’ him, Laura,”
he protested.
“No, he just does it!”
“Well,” he smiled, “you
must admit my efforts to supplant him haven’t ”
“It won’t take any effort
now,” she said, rising quickly. Valentine
Corliss came into their view upon the sidewalk in front,
taking his departure. Seeing that they observed
him, he lifted his hat to Laura and nodded a cordial
good-day to Lindley. Then he went on.
Just before he reached the corner
of the lot, he encountered upon the pavement a citizen
of elderly and plain appearance, strolling with a
grandchild. The two men met and passed, each upon
his opposite way, without pausing and without salutation,
and neither Richard nor Laura, whose eyes were upon
the meeting, perceived that they had taken cognizance
of each other. But one had asked a question and
the other had answered.
Mr. Pryor spoke in a low monotone,
with a rapidity as singular as the restrained but
perceptible emphasis he put upon one word of his question.
“I got you in the park,”
he said; and it is to be deduced that “got”
was argot. “You’re not doing
anything here, are you?”
“No!” answered Corliss
with condensed venom, his back already to the other.
He fanned himself with his hat as he went on.
Mr. Pryor strolled up the street with imperturbable
benevolence.
“Your coast is cleared,”
said Laura, “since you wouldn’t clear it
yourself.”
“Wish me luck,” said Richard as he left
her.
She nodded brightly.
Before he disappeared, he looked back
to her again (which profoundly surprised her) and
smiled rather disconsolately, shaking his head as
in prophecy of no very encouraging reception indoors.
The manner of this glance recalled to Laura what his
mother had once said of him. “Richard is
one of those sweet, helpless men that some women adore
and others despise. They fall in love with the
ones that despise them.”
An ostentatious cough made her face
about, being obviously designed to that effect; and
she beheld her brother in the act of walking slowly
across the yard with his back to her. He halted
upon the border of her small garden of asters, regarded
it anxiously, then spread his handkerchief upon the
ground, knelt upon it, and with thoughtful care uprooted
a few weeds which were beginning to sprout, and also
such vagrant blades of grass as encroached upon the
floral territory. He had the air of a virtuous
man performing a good action which would never become
known. Plainly, he thought himself in solitude
and all unobserved.
It was a touching picture, pious and
humble. Done into coloured glass, the kneeling
boy and the asters submerged in ardent
sunshine would have appropriately enriched
a cathedral: Boyhood of Saint Florus the Gardener.
Laura heartlessly turned her back,
and, affecting an interest in her sleeve, very soon
experienced the sensation of being stared at with
some poignancy from behind. Unchanged in attitude,
she unravelled an imaginary thread, whereupon the
cough reached her again, shrill and loud, its insistence
not lacking in pathos.
She approached him, driftingly.
No sign that he was aware came from the busied boy,
though he coughed again, hollowly now a
proof that he was an artist. “All right,
Hedrick,” she said kindly. “I heard
you the first time.”
He looked up with utter incomprehension.
“I’m afraid I’ve caught cold,”
he said, simply. “I got a good many weeds
out before breakfast, and the ground was damp.”
Hedrick was of the New School:
everything direct, real, no striving for effect, no
pressure on the stroke. He did his work:
you could take it or leave it.
“You mustn’t strain so,
dear,” returned his sister, shaking her head.
“It won’t last if you do. You see
this is only the first day.”
Struck to the heart by so brutal a
misconception, he put all his wrongs into one look,
rose in manly dignity, picked up his handkerchief,
and left her.
Her eyes followed him, not without
remorse: it was an exit which would have moved
the bass-violist of a theatre orchestra. Sighing,
she went to her own room by way of the kitchen and
the back-stairs, and, having locked her door, brought
the padlocked book from its hiding-place.
“I think I should not have played
as I did, an hour ago,” she wrote. “It
stirs me too greatly and I am afraid it makes me inclined
to self-pity afterward, and I must never let myself
feel that! If I once begin to feel sorry
for myself. . . . But I will not!
No. You are here in the world. You exist.
You are! That is the great thing to know
and it must be enough for me. It is. I played
to You. I played just love to you all
the yearning tenderness all the supreme
kindness I want to give you. Isn’t love
really just glorified kindness? No, there is something
more. . . . I feel it, though I do not know how
to say it. But it was in my playing I
played it and played it. Suddenly I felt that
in my playing I had shouted it from the housetops,
that I had told the secret to all the world and everybody
knew. I stopped, and for a moment it seemed to
me that I was dying of shame. But no one understood.
No one had even listened. . . . Sometimes it seems
to me that I am like Cora, that I am very deeply her
sister in some things. My heart goes all to You my
revelation of it, my release of it, my outlet of it
is all here in these pages (except when I play as
I did to-day and as I shall not play again) and perhaps
the writing keeps me quiet. Cora scatters her
own releasings: she is looking for the You she
may never find; and perhaps the penalty for scattering
is never finding. Sometimes I think the seeking
has reacted and that now she seeks only what will
make her feel. I hope she has not found it:
I am afraid of this new man not only for
your sake, dear. I felt repelled by his glance
at me the first time I saw him. I did not like
it I cannot say just why, unless that it
seemed too intimate. I am afraid of him for her,
which is a queer sort of feeling because she has alw ”
Laura’s writing stopped there,
for that day, interrupted by a hurried rapping upon
the door and her mother’s voice calling her
with stress and urgency.
The opening of the door revealed Mrs.
Madison in a state of anxious perturbation, and admitted
the sound of loud weeping and agitated voices from
below.
“Please go down,” implored
the mother. “You can do more with her than
I can. She and your father have been having a
terrible scene since Richard went home.”
Laura hurried down to the library.