CHAPTER
I
On October 10, 1856, about four hundred
people were camped in Tasajara Valley, California.
It could not have been for the prospect, since a
more barren, dreary, monotonous, and uninviting landscape
never stretched before human eye; it could not have
been for convenience or contiguity, as the nearest
settlement was thirty miles away; it could not have
been for health or salubrity, as the breath of the
ague-haunted tules in the outlying Stockton marshes
swept through the valley; it could not have been for
space or comfort, for, encamped on an unlimited plain,
men and women were huddled together as closely as
in an urban tenement-house, without the freedom or
decency of rural isolation; it could not have been
for pleasant companionship, as dejection, mental anxiety,
tears, and lamentation were the dominant expression;
it was not a hurried flight from present or impending
calamity, for the camp had been deliberately planned,
and for a week pioneer wagons had been slowly arriving;
it was not an irrevocable exodus, for some had already
returned to their homes that others might take their
places. It was simply a religious revival of
one or two denominational sects, known as a “camp-meeting.”
A large central tent served for the
assembling of the principal congregation; smaller
tents served for prayer-meetings and class-rooms,
known to the few unbelievers as “side-shows”;
while the actual dwellings of the worshipers were
rudely extemporized shanties of boards and canvas,
sometimes mere corrals or inclosures open to the cloudless
sky, or more often the unhitched covered wagon which
had brought them there. The singular resemblance
to a circus, already profanely suggested, was carried
out by a straggling fringe of boys and half-grown
men on the outskirts of the encampment, acrimonious
with disappointed curiosity, lazy without the careless
ease of vagrancy, and vicious without the excitement
of dissipation. For the coarse poverty and brutal
economy of the larger arrangements, the dreary panorama
of unlovely and unwholesome domestic details always
before the eyes, were hardly exciting to the senses.
The circus might have been more dangerous, but scarcely
more brutalizing. The actors themselves, hard
and aggressive through practical struggles, often warped
and twisted with chronic forms of smaller diseases,
or malformed and crippled through carelessness and
neglect, and restless and uneasy through some vague
mental distress and inquietude that they had added
to their burdens, were scarcely amusing performers.
The rheumatic Parkinsons, from Green Springs;
the ophthalmic Filgees, from Alder Creek; the ague-stricken
Harneys, from Martinez Bend; and the feeble-limbed
Steptons, from Sugar Mill, might, in their combined
families, have suggested a hospital, rather than any
other social assemblage. Even their companionship,
which had little of cheerful fellowship in it, would
have been grotesque but for the pathetic instinct of
some mutual vague appeal from the hardness of their
lives and the helplessness of their conditions that
had brought them together. Nor was this appeal
to a Higher Power any the less pathetic that it bore
no reference whatever to their respective needs or
deficiencies, but was always an invocation for a light
which, when they believed they had found it, to unregenerate
eyes scarcely seemed to illumine the rugged path in
which their feet were continually stumbling.
One might have smiled at the idea of the vendetta-following
Ferguses praying for “justification by Faith,”
but the actual spectacle of old Simon Fergus, whose
shot-gun was still in his wagon, offering up that
appeal with streaming eyes and agonized features was
painful beyond a doubt. To seek and obtain an
exaltation of feeling vaguely known as “It,”
or less vaguely veiling a sacred name, was the burden
of the general appeal.
The large tent had been filled, and
between the exhortations a certain gloomy enthusiasm
had been kept up by singing, which had the effect of
continuing in an easy, rhythmical, impersonal, and
irresponsible way the sympathies of the meeting.
This was interrupted by a young man who rose suddenly,
with that spontaneity of impulse which characterized
the speakers, but unlike his predecessors, he remained
for a moment mute, trembling and irresolute.
The fatal hesitation seemed to check the unreasoning,
monotonous flow of emotion, and to recall to some extent
the reason and even the criticism of the worshipers.
He stammered a prayer whose earnestness was undoubted,
whose humility was but too apparent, but his words
fell on faculties already benumbed by repetition and
rhythm. A slight movement of curiosity in the
rear benches, and a whisper that it was the maiden
effort of a new preacher, helped to prolong the interruption.
A heavy man of strong physical expression sprang
to the rescue with a hysterical cry of “Glory!”
and a tumultuous fluency of epithet and sacred adjuration.
Still the meeting wavered. With one final paroxysmal
cry, the powerful man threw his arms around his nearest
neighbor and burst into silent tears. An anxious
hush followed; the speaker still continued to sob on
his neighbor’s shoulder. Almost before
the fact could be commented upon, it was noticed that
the entire rank of worshipers on the bench beside
him were crying also; the second and third rows were
speedily dissolved in tears, until even the very youthful
scoffers in the last benches suddenly found their
half-hysterical laughter turned to sobs. The
danger was averted, the reaction was complete; the
singing commenced, and in a few moments the hapless
cause of the interruption and the man who had retrieved
the disaster stood together outside the tent.
A horse was picketed near them.
The victor was still panting from
his late exertions, and was more or less diluvial
in eye and nostril, but neither eye nor nostril bore
the slightest tremor of other expression. His
face was stolid and perfectly in keeping with his
physique, heavy, animal, and unintelligent.
“Ye oughter trusted in the Lord,”
he said to the young preacher.
“But I did,” responded the young man,
earnestly.
“That’s it. Justifyin’
yourself by works instead o’ leanin’ onto
Him! Find Him, sez you! Git Him, sez you!
Works is vain. Glory! glory!” he continued,
with fluent vacuity and wandering, dull, observant
eyes.
“But if I had a little more
practice in class, Brother Silas, more education?”
“The letter killeth,”
interrupted Brother Silas. Here his wandering
eyes took dull cognizance of two female faces peering
through the opening of the tent. “No,
yer mishun, Brother Gideon, is to seek Him in the
by-ways, in the wilderness, where the foxes
hev holes and the ravens hev their young, but
not in the Temples of the people. Wot sez Sister
Parsons?”
One of the female faces detached itself
from the tent flaps, which it nearly resembled in
color, and brought forward an angular figure clothed
in faded fustian that had taken the various shades
and odors of household service.
“Brother Silas speaks well,”
said Sister Parsons, with stridulous fluency.
“It’s fore-ordained. Fore-ordinashun
is better nor ordinashun, saith the Lord. He
shall go forth, turnin’ neither to the right
hand nor the left hand, and seek Him among the lost
tribes and the ungodly. He shall put aside the
temptashun of Mammon and the flesh.” Her
eyes and those of Brother Silas here both sought the
other female face, which was that of a young girl
of seventeen.
“Wot sez little Sister Meely, wot
sez Meely Parsons?” continued Brother Silas,
as if repeating an unctuous formula.
The young girl came hesitatingly forward,
and with a nervous cry of “Oh, Gideon!”
threw herself on the breast of the young man.
For a moment they remained locked
in each other’s arms. In the promiscuous
and fraternal embracings which were a part of the
devotional exercises of the hour, the act passed without
significance. The young man gently raised her
face. She was young and comely, albeit marked
with a half-frightened, half-vacant sorrow. “Amen,”
said Brother Gideon, gravely.
He mounted his horse and turned to
go. Brother Silas had clasped his powerful arms
around both women and was holding them in a ponderous
embrace.
“Go forth, young man, into the wilderness.”
The young man bowed his head, and
urged his horse forward in the bleak and barren plain.
In half an hour every vestige of the camp and its
unwholesome surroundings was lost in the distance.
It was as if the strong desiccating wind, which seemed
to spring up at his horse’s feet, had cleanly
erased the flimsy structures from the face of the plain,
swept away the lighter breath of praise and plaint,
and dried up the easy-flowing tears. The air
was harsh but pure; the grim economy of form and shade
and color in the level plain was coarse but not vulgar;
the sky above him was cold and distant but not repellent;
the moisture that had been denied his eyes at the
prayer-meeting overflowed them here; the words that
had choked his utterance an hour ago now rose to his
lips. He threw himself from his horse, and kneeling
in the withered grass a mere atom in the
boundless plain lifted his pale face against
the irresponsive blue and prayed.
He prayed that the unselfish dream
of his bitter boyhood, his disappointed youth, might
come to pass. He prayed that he might in higher
hands become the humble instrument of good to his fellow-man.
He prayed that the deficiencies of his scant education,
his self-taught learning, his helpless isolation,
and his inexperience might be overlooked or reinforced
by grace. He prayed that the Infinite Compassion
might enlighten his ignorance and solitude with a
manifestation of the Spirit; in his very weakness he
prayed for some special revelation, some sign or token,
some visitation or gracious unbending from that coldly
lifting sky. The low sun burned the black edge
of the distant tules with dull eating fires as he prayed,
lit the dwarfed hills with a brief but ineffectual
radiance, and then died out. The lingering trade
winds fired a few volleys over its grave and then
lapsed into a chilly silence. The young man staggered
to his feet; it was quite dark now, but the coming
night had advanced a few starry vedettes so near
the plain they looked like human watch-fires.
For an instant he could not remember where he was.
Then a light trembled far down at the entrance of
the valley. Brother Gideon recognized it.
It was in the lonely farmhouse of the widow of the
last Circuit preacher.
CHAPTER
II
The abode of the late Reverend Marvin
Hiler remained in the disorganized condition he had
left it when removed from his sphere of earthly uselessness
and continuous accident. The straggling fence
that only half inclosed the house and barn had stopped
at that point where the two deacons who had each volunteered
to do a day’s work on it had completed their
allotted time. The building of the barn had been
arrested when the half load of timber contributed by
Sugar Mill brethren was exhausted, and three windows
given by “Christian Seekers” at Martinez
painfully accented the boarded spaces for the other
three that “Unknown Friends” in Tasajara
had promised but not yet supplied. In the clearing
some trees that had been felled but not taken away
added to the general incompleteness.
Something of this unfinished character
clung to the Widow Hiler and asserted itself in her
three children, one of whom was consistently posthumous.
Prematurely old and prematurely disappointed, she
had all the inexperience of girlhood with the cares
of maternity, and kept in her family circle the freshness
of an old maid’s misogynistic antipathies
with a certain guilty and remorseful consciousness
of widowhood. She supported the meagre household
to which her husband had contributed only the extra
mouths to feed with reproachful astonishment and weary
incapacity. She had long since grown tired of
trying to make both ends meet, of which she declared
“the Lord had taken one.” During
her two years’ widowhood she had waited on Providence,
who by a pleasing local fiction had been made responsible
for the disused and cast-off furniture and clothing
which, accompanied with scriptural texts, found their
way mysteriously into her few habitable rooms.
The providential manna was not always fresh; the
ravens who fed her and her little ones with flour
from the Sugar Mills did not always select the best
quality. Small wonder that, sitting by her lonely
hearthstone, a borrowed stove that supplemented
the unfinished fireplace, surrounded by
her mismatched furniture and clad in misfitting garments,
she had contracted a habit of sniffling during her
dreary watches. In her weaker moments she attributed
it to grief; in her stronger intervals she knew that
it sprang from damp and draught.
In her apathy the sound of horses’
hoofs at her unprotected door even at that hour neither
surprised nor alarmed her. She lifted her head
as the door opened and the pale face of Gideon Deane
looked into the room. She moved aside the cradle
she was rocking, and, taking a saucepan and tea-cup
from a chair beside her, absently dusted it with her
apron, and pointing to the vacant seat said, “Take
a chair,” as quietly as if he had stepped from
the next room instead of the outer darkness.
“I’ll put up my horse first,” said
Gideon gently.
“So do,” responded the widow briefly.
Gideon led his horse across the inclosure,
stumbling over the heaps of rubbish, dried chips,
and weather-beaten shavings with which it was strewn,
until he reached the unfinished barn, where he temporarily
bestowed his beast. Then taking a rusty axe,
by the faint light of the stars, he attacked one of
the fallen trees with such energy that at the end
of ten minutes he reappeared at the door with an armful
of cut boughs and chips, which he quietly deposited
behind the stove. Observing that he was still
standing as if looking for something, the widow lifted
her eyes and said, “Ef it’s the bucket,
I reckon ye’ll find it at the spring, where
one of them foolish Filgee boys left it. I’ve
been that tuckered out sens sundown, I ain’t
had the ambition to go and tote it back.”
Without a word Gideon repaired to the spring, filled
the missing bucket, replaced the hoop on the loosened
staves of another he found lying useless beside it,
and again returned to the house. The widow once
more pointed to the chair, and Gideon sat down.
“It’s quite a spell sens you wos here,”
said the Widow Hiler, returning her foot to the cradle-rocker;
“not sens yer was ordained. Be’n
practicin’, I reckon, at the meetin’.”
A slight color came into his cheek.
“My place is not there, Sister Hiler,”
he said gently; “it’s for those with the
gift o’ tongues. I go forth only a common
laborer in the vineyard.” He stopped and
hesitated; he might have said more, but the widow,
who was familiar with that kind of humility as the
ordinary perfunctory expression of her class, suggested
no sympathetic interest in his mission.
“Thar’s a deal o’
talk over there,” she said dryly, “and
thar’s folks ez thinks thar’s a deal o’
money spent in picnicking the Gospel that might be
given to them ez wish to spread it, or to their widows
and children. But that don’t consarn you,
Brother Gideon. Sister Parsons hez money
enough to settle her darter Meely comfortably on her
own land; and I’ve heard tell that you and Meely
was only waitin’ till you was ordained to be
jined together. You’ll hev an easier time
of it, Brother Gideon, than poor Marvin Hiler had,”
she continued, suppressing her tears with a certain
astringency that took the place of her lost pride;
“but the Lord wills that some should be tried
and some not.”
“But I am not going to marry
Meely Parsons,” said Gideon quietly.
The widow took her foot from the rocker.
“Not marry Meely!” she repeated vaguely.
But relapsing into her despondent mood she continued:
“Then I reckon it’s true what other folks
sez of Brother Silas Braggley makin’ up to her
and his powerful exhortin’ influence over her
ma. Folks sez ez Sister Parsons hez just
resigned her soul inter his keepin’.”
“Brother Silas hez a heavenly
gift,” said the young man, with gentle enthusiasm;
“and perhaps it may be so. If it is, it
is the Lord’s will. But I do not marry
Meely because my life and my ways henceforth must
lie far beyond her sphere of strength. I oughtn’t
to drag a young inexperienced soul with me to battle
and struggle in the thorny paths that I must tread.”
“I reckon you know your own
mind,” said Sister Hiler grimly. “But
thar’s folks ez might allow that Meely Parsons
ain’t any better than others, that she shouldn’t
have her share o’ trials and keers and crosses.
Riches and bringin’ up don’t exempt folks
from the shadder. I married Marvin Hiler outer
a house ez good ez Sister Parsons’, and at a
time when old Cyrus Parsons hadn’t a roof to
his head but the cover of the emigrant wagon he kem
across the plains in. I might say ez Marvin
knowed pretty well wot it was to have a helpmeet in
his ministration, if it wasn’t vanity of sperit
to say it now. But the flesh is weak, Brother
Gideon.” Her influenza here resolved itself
into unmistakable tears, which she wiped away with
the first article that was accessible in the work-bag
before her. As it chanced to be a black silk
neckerchief of the deceased Hiler, the result was funereal,
suggestive, but practically ineffective.
“You were a good wife to Brother
Hiler,” said the young man gently. “Everybody
knows that.”
“It’s suthin’ to
think of since he’s gone,” continued the
widow, bringing her work nearer to her eyes to adjust
it to their tear-dimmed focus. “It’s
suthin’ to lay to heart in the lonely days and
nights when thar’s no man round to fetch water
and wood and lend a hand to doin’ chores; it’s
suthin’ to remember, with his three children
to feed, and little Selby, the eldest, that vain and
useless that he can’t even tote the baby round
while I do the work of a hired man.”
“It’s a hard trial, Sister
Hiler,” said Gideon, “but the Lord has
His appointed time.”
Familiar as consolation by vague quotation
was to Sister Hiler, there was an occult sympathy
in the tone in which this was offered that lifted
her for an instant out of her narrower self.
She raised her eyes to his. The personal abstraction
of the devotee had no place in the deep dark eyes
that were lifted from the cradle to hers with a sad,
discriminating, and almost womanly sympathy. Surprised
out of her selfish preoccupation, she was reminded
of her apparent callousness to what might be his present
disappointment. Perhaps it seemed strange to
her, too, that those tender eyes should go a-begging.
“Yer takin’ a Christian
view of yer own disappointment, Brother Gideon,”
she said, with less astringency of manner; “but
every heart knoweth its own sorrer. I’ll
be gettin’ supper now that the baby’s
sleepin’ sound, and ye’ll sit by and eat.”
“If you let me help you, Sister
Hiler,” said the young man with a cheerfulness
that belied any overwhelming heart affection, and awakened
in the widow a feminine curiosity as to his real feelings
to Meely. But her further questioning was met
with a frank, amiable, and simple brevity that was
as puzzling as the most artful périphrase of tact.
Accustomed as she was to the loquacity of grief and
the confiding prolixity of disappointed lovers, she
could not understand her guest’s quiescent attitude.
Her curiosity, however, soon gave way to the habitual
contemplation of her own sorrows, and she could not
forego the opportune presence of a sympathizing auditor
to whom she could relieve her feelings. The
preparations for the evening meal were therefore accompanied
by a dreary monotone of lamentation. She bewailed
her lost youth, her brief courtship, the struggles
of her early married life, her premature widowhood,
her penurious and helpless existence, the disruption
of all her present ties, the hopelessness of the future.
She rehearsed the unending plaint of those long evenings,
set to the music of the restless wind around her bleak
dwelling, with something of its stridulous reiteration.
The young man listened, and replied with softly assenting
eyes, but without pausing in the material aid that
he was quietly giving her. He had removed the
cradle of the sleeping child to the bedroom, quieted
the sudden wakefulness of “Pinkey,” rearranged
the straggling furniture of the sitting-room with much
order and tidiness, repaired the hinges of a rebellious
shutter and the lock of an unyielding door, and yet
had apparently retained an unabated interest in her
spoken woes. Surprised once more into recognizing
this devotion, Sister Hiler abruptly arrested her
monologue.
“Well, if you ain’t the
handiest man I ever seed about a house!”
“Am I?” said Gideon, with
suddenly sparkling eyes. “Do you really
think so?”
“I do.”
“Then you don’t know how
glad I am.” His frank face so unmistakably
showed his simple gratification that the widow, after
gazing at him for a moment, was suddenly seized with
a bewildering fancy. The first effect of it
was the abrupt withdrawal of her eyes, then a sudden
effusion of blood to her forehead that finally extended
to her cheekbones, and then an interval of forgetfulness
where she remained with a plate held vaguely in her
hand. When she succeeded at last in putting
it on the table instead of the young man’s lap,
she said in a voice quite unlike her own,
“Sho!”
“I mean it,” said Gideon,
cheerfully. After a pause, in which he unostentatiously
rearranged the table which the widow was abstractedly
disorganizing, he said gently, “After tea, when
you’re not so much flustered with work and worry,
and more composed in spirit, we’ll have a little
talk, Sister Hiler. I’m in no hurry to-night,
and if you don’t mind I’ll make myself
comfortable in the barn with my blanket until sun-up
to-morrow. I can get up early enough to do some
odd chores round the lot before I go.”
“You know best, Brother Gideon,”
said the widow, faintly, “and if you think it’s
the Lord’s will, and no speshal trouble to you,
so do. But sakes alive! it’s time I tidied
myself a little,” she continued, lifting one
hand to her hair, while with the other she endeavored
to fasten a buttonless collar; “leavin’
alone the vanities o’ dress, it’s ez much
as one can do to keep a clean rag on with the children
climbin’ over ye. Sit by, and I’ll
be back in a minit.” She retired to the
back room, and in a few moments returned with smoothed
hair and a palm-leaf broche shawl thrown over
her shoulders, which not only concealed the ravages
made by time and maternity on the gown beneath, but
to some extent gave her the suggestion of being a casual
visitor in her own household. It must be confessed
that for the rest of the evening Sister Hiler rather
lent herself to this idea, possibly from the fact
that it temporarily obliterated the children, and quite
removed her from any responsibility in the unpicturesque
household. This effect was only marred by the
absence of any impression upon Gideon, who scarcely
appeared to notice the change, and whose soft eyes
seemed rather to identify the miserable woman under
her forced disguise. He prefaced the meal with
a fervent grace, to which the widow listened with
something of the conscious attitude she had adopted
at church during her late husband’s ministration,
and during the meal she ate with a like consciousness
of “company manners.”
Later that evening Selby Hiler woke
up in his little truckle bed, listening to the rising
midnight wind, which in his childish fancy he confounded
with the sound of voices that came through the open
door of the living-room. He recognized the deep
voice of the young minister, Gideon, and the occasional
tearful responses of his mother, and he was fancying
himself again at church when he heard a step, and the
young preacher seemed to enter the room, and going
to the bed leaned over it and kissed him on the forehead,
and then bent over his little brother and sister and
kissed them too. Then he slowly re-entered the
living-room. Lifting himself softly on his elbow,
Selby saw him go up towards his mother, who was crying,
with her head on the table, and kiss her also on the
forehead. Then he said “Good-night,”
and the front door closed, and Selby heard his footsteps
crossing the lot towards the barn. His mother
was still sitting with her face buried in her hands
when he fell asleep.
She sat by the dying embers of the
fire until the house was still again; then she rose
and wiped her eyes. “Et’s a good
thing,” she said, going to the bedroom door,
and looking in upon her sleeping children; “et’s
a mercy and a blessing for them and for me.
But but he might hev said he loved
me!”
CHAPTER
III
Although Gideon Deane contrived to
find a nest for his blanket in the mouldy straw of
the unfinished barn loft, he could not sleep.
He restlessly watched the stars through the cracks
of the boarded roof, and listened to the wind that
made the half-open structure as vocal as a sea-shell,
until past midnight. Once or twice he had fancied
he heard the tramp of horse-hoofs on the far-off trail,
and now it seemed to approach nearer, mingled with
the sound of voices. Gideon raised his head and
looked through the doorway of the loft. He was
not mistaken: two men had halted in the road
before the house, and were examining it as if uncertain
if it were the dwelling they were seeking, and were
hesitating if they should rouse the inmates.
Thinking he might spare the widow this disturbance
to her slumbers, and possibly some alarm, he rose
quickly, and descending to the inclosure walked towards
the house. As he approached the men advanced
to meet him, and by accident or design ranged themselves
on either side. A glance showed him they were
strangers to the locality.
“We’re lookin’ fer
the preacher that lives here,” said one, who
seemed to be the elder. “A man by the
name o’ Hiler, I reckon!”
“Brother Hiler has been dead
two years,” responded Gideon. “His
widow and children live here.”
The two men looked at each other.
The younger one laughed; the elder mumbled something
about its being “three years ago,” and
then turning suddenly on Gideon, said:
“P’r’aps you’re a preacher?”
“I am.”
“Can you come to a dying man?”
“I will.”
The two men again looked at each other.
“But,” continued Gideon, softly, “you’ll
please keep quiet so as not to disturb the widow and
her children, while I get my horse.” He
turned away; the younger man made a movement as if
to stop him, but the elder quickly restrained his
hand. “He isn’t goin’ to run
away,” he whispered. “Look,”
he added, as Gideon a moment later reappeared mounted
and equipped.
“Do you think we’ll be
in time?” asked the young preacher as they rode
quickly away in the direction of the tules.
The younger repressed a laugh; the other answered
grimly, “I reckon.”
“And is he conscious of his danger?”
“I reckon.”
Gideon did not speak again.
But as the onus of that silence seemed to rest upon
the other two, the last speaker, after a few moments’
silent and rapid riding, continued abruptly, “You
don’t seem curious?”
“Of what?” said Gideon,
lifting his soft eyes to the speaker. “You
tell me of a brother at the point of death, who seeks
the Lord through an humble vessel like myself.
He will tell me the rest.”
A silence still more constrained on
the part of the two strangers followed, which they
endeavored to escape from by furious riding; so that
in half an hour the party had reached a point where
the tules began to sap the arid plain, while beyond
them broadened the lagoons of the distant river.
In the foreground, near a clump of dwarfed willows,
a camp-fire was burning, around which fifteen or twenty
armed men were collected, their horses picketed in
an outer circle guarded by two mounted sentries.
A blasted cotton-wood with a single black arm extended
over the tules stood ominously against the dark sky.
The circle opened to receive them
and closed again. The elder man dismounted and
leading Gideon to the blasted cotton-wood, pointed
to a pinioned man seated at its foot with an armed
guard over him. He looked up at Gideon with an
amused smile.
“You said it was a dying man,” said Gideon,
recoiling.
“He will be a dead man in half an hour,”
returned the stranger.
“And you?”
“We are the Vigilantes from
Alamo. This man,” pointing to the prisoner,
“is a gambler who killed a man yesterday.
We hunted him here, tried him an hour ago, and found
him guilty. The last man we hung here, three
years ago, asked for a parson. We brought him
the man who used to live where we found you.
So we thought we’d give this man the same show,
and brought you.”
“And if I refuse?” said Gideon.
The leader shrugged his shoulders.
“That’s his lookout,
not ours. We’ve given him the chance.
Drive ahead, boys,” he added, turning to the
others; “the parson allows he won’t take
a hand.”
“One moment,” said Gideon,
in desperation, “one moment, for the sake of
that God you have brought me here to invoke in behalf
of this wretched man. One moment, for the sake
of Him in whose presence you must stand one day as
he does now.” With passionate earnestness
he pointed out the vindictive impulse they were mistaking
for Divine justice; with pathetic fervency he fell
upon his knees and implored their mercy for the culprit.
But in vain. As at the camp-meeting of the day
before, he was chilled to find his words seemed to
fall on unheeding and unsympathetic ears. He
looked around on their abstracted faces; in their
gloomy savage enthusiasm for expiatory sacrifice, he
was horrified to find the same unreasoning exaltation
that had checked his exhortations then. Only
one face looked upon his, half mischievously, half
compassionately. It was the prisoner’s.
“Yer wastin’ time on us,”
said the leader, dryly; “wastin’ his
time. Hadn’t you better talk to him?”
Gideon rose to his feet, pale and
cold. “He may have something to confess.
May I speak with him alone?” he said gently.
The leader motioned to the sentry
to fall back. Gideon placed himself before the
prisoner so that in the faint light of the camp-fire
the man’s figure was partly hidden by his own.
“You meant well with your little bluff, pardner,”
said the prisoner, not unkindly, “but they’ve
got the cards to win.”
“Kneel down with your back to
me,” said Gideon, in a low voice. The prisoner
fell on his knees. At the same time he felt Gideon’s
hand and the gliding of steel behind his back, and
the severed cords hung loosely on his arms and legs.
“When I lift my voice to God,
brother,” said Gideon, softly, “drop on
your face and crawl as far as you can in a straight
line in my shadow, then break for the tules.
I will stand between you and their first fire.”
“Are you mad?” said the
prisoner. “Do you think they won’t
fire lest they should hurt you? Man! they’ll
kill you, the first thing.”
“So be it if your chance is better.”
Still on his knees, the man grasped
Gideon’s two hands in his own and devoured him
with his eyes.
“You mean it?”
“I do.”
“Then,” said the prisoner,
quietly, “I reckon I’ll stop and hear what
you’ve got to say about God until they’re
ready.”
“You refuse to fly?”
“I reckon I was never better
fitted to die than now,” said the prisoner,
still grasping his hand. After a pause he added
in a lower tone, “I can’t pray but I
think,” he hesitated, “I think I could
manage to ring in a hymn.”
“Will you try, brother?”
“Yes.”
With their hands tightly clasped together,
Gideon lifted his gentle voice. The air was
a common one, familiar in the local religious gatherings,
and after the first verse one or two of the sullen
lookers-on joined unkindly in the refrain. But,
as he went on, the air and words seemed to offer a
vague expression to the dull lowering animal emotion
of the savage concourse, and at the end of the second
verse the refrain, augmented in volume and swelled
by every voice in the camp, swept out over the hollow
plain.
It was met in the distance by a far-off
cry. With an oath taking the place of his supplication,
the leader sprang to his feet. But too late!
The cry was repeated as a nearer slogan of defiance the
plain shook there was the tempestuous onset
of furious hoofs a dozen shots the
scattering of the embers of the camp-fire into a thousand
vanishing sparks even as the lurid gathering of savage
humanity was dispersed and dissipated over the plain,
and Gideon and the prisoner stood alone. But
as the sheriff of Contra Costa with his rescuing posse
swept by, the man they had come to save fell forward
in Gideon’s arms with a bullet in his breast the
Parthian shot of the flying Vigilante leader.
The eager crowd that surged around
him with outstretched helping hands would have hustled
Gideon aside. But the wounded man roused himself,
and throwing an arm around the young preacher’s
neck, warned them back with the other. “Stand
back!” he gasped. “He risked his
life for mine! Look at him, boys! Wanted
ter stand up ’twixt them hounds and me and draw
their fire on himself! Ain’t he just hell?”
he stopped; an apologetic smile crossed his lips.
“I clean forgot, pardner; but it’s all
right. I said I was ready to go; and I am.”
His arm slipped from Gideon’s neck; he slid
to the ground; he had fainted.
A dark, military-looking man pushed
his way through the crowd the surgeon,
one of the posse, accompanied by a younger man fastidiously
dressed. The former bent over the unconscious
prisoner, and tore open his shirt; the latter followed
his movements with a flush of anxious inquiry in his
handsome, careless face. After a moment’s
pause the surgeon, without looking up, answered the
young man’s mute questioning. “Better
send the sheriff here at once, Jack.”
“He is here,” responded the official,
joining the group.
The surgeon looked up at him.
“I am afraid they’ve put the case out
of your jurisdiction, Sheriff,” he said grimly.
“It’s only a matter of a day or two at
best perhaps only a few hours. But
he won’t live to be taken back to jail.”
“Will he live to go as far as
Martinez?” asked the young man addressed as
Jack.
“With care, perhaps.”
“Will you be responsible for
him, Jack Hamlin?” said the sheriff, suddenly.
“I will.”
“Then take him. Stay, he’s coming
to.”
The wounded man slowly opened his
eyes. They fell upon Jack Hamlin with a pleased
look of recognition, but almost instantly and anxiously
glanced around as if seeking another. Leaning
over him, Jack said gayly, “They’ve passed
you over to me, old man; are you willing?”
The wounded man’s eyes assented,
but still moved restlessly from side to side.
“Is there any one you want to go with you?”
“Yes,” said the eyes.
“The doctor, of course?”
The eyes did not answer. Gideon
dropped on his knees beside him. A ray of light
flashed in the helpless man’s eyes and transfigured
his whole face.
“You want him?” said Jack incredulously.
“Yes,” said the eyes.
“What the preacher?”
The lips struggled to speak. Everybody bent
down to hear his reply.
“You bet,” he said faintly.
CHAPTER
IV
It was early morning when the wagon
containing the wounded man, Gideon, Jack Hamlin, and
the surgeon crept slowly through the streets of Martinez
and stopped before the door of the “Palmetto
Shades.” The upper floor of this saloon
and hostelry was occupied by Mr. Hamlin as his private
lodgings, and was fitted up with the usual luxury and
more than the usual fastidiousness of his extravagant
class. As the dusty and travel-worn party trod
the soft carpets and brushed aside their silken hangings
in their slow progress with their helpless burden to
the lace-canopied and snowy couch of the young gambler,
it seemed almost a profanation of some feminine seclusion.
Gideon, to whom such luxury was unknown, was profoundly
troubled. The voluptuous ease and sensuousness,
the refinements of a life of irresponsible indulgence,
affected him with a physical terror to which in his
late moment of real peril he had been a stranger;
the gilding and mirrors blinded his eyes; even the
faint perfume seemed to him an unhallowed incense,
and turned him sick and giddy. Accustomed as
he had been to disease and misery in its humblest
places and meanest surroundings, the wounded desperado
lying in laces and fine linen seemed to him monstrous
and unnatural. It required all his self-abnegation,
all his sense of duty, all his deep pity, and all
the instinctive tact which was born of his gentle
thoughtfulness for others, to repress a shrinking.
But when the miserable cause of all again opened
his eyes and sought Gideon’s hand, he forgot
it all. Happily, Hamlin, who had been watching
him with wondering but critical eyes, mistook his
concern. “Don’t you worry about
that gin-mill and hash-gymnasium downstairs,”
he said. “I’ve given the proprietor
a thousand dollars to shut up shop as long as this
thing lasts.” That this was done from some
delicate sense of respect to the preacher’s
domiciliary presence, and not entirely to secure complete
quiet and seclusion for the invalid, was evident from
the fact that Mr. Hamlin’s drawing and dining
rooms, and even the hall, were filled with eager friends
and inquirers. It was discomposing to Gideon
to find himself almost an equal subject of interest
and curiosity to the visitors. The story of
his simple devotion had lost nothing by report; hats
were doffed in his presence that might have grown to
their wearers’ heads; the boldest eyes dropped
as he passed by; he had only to put his pale face
out of the bedroom door and the loudest discussion,
heated by drink or affection, fell to a whisper.
The surgeon, who had recognized the one dominant
wish of the hopelessly sinking man, gravely retired,
leaving Gideon a few simple instructions and directions
for their use. “He’ll last as long
as he has need of you,” he said respectfully.
“My art is only second here. God help
you both! When he wakes, make the most of your
time.”
In a few moments he did waken, and
as before turned his fading look almost instinctively
on the faithful, gentle eyes that were watching him.
How Gideon made the most of his time did not transpire,
but at the end of an hour, when the dying man had
again lapsed into unconsciousness, he softly opened
the door of the sitting-room.
Hamlin started hastily to his feet.
He had cleared the room of his visitors, and was
alone. He turned a moment towards the window
before he faced Gideon with inquiring but curiously-shining
eyes.
“Well?” he said, hesitatingly.
“Do you know Kate Somers?” asked Gideon.
Hamlin opened his brown eyes. “Yes.”
“Can you send for her?”
“What, here?”
“Yes, here.”
“What for?”
“To marry him,” said Gideon, gently.
“There’s no time to lose.”
“To marry him?”
“He wishes it.”
“But say oh, come,
now,” said Hamlin confidentially, leaning back
with his hands on the top of a chair. “Ain’t
this playing it a little just a little too
low down? Of course you mean well, and all that;
but come, now, say couldn’t you just
let up on him there? Why, she” Hamlin
softly closed the door “she’s
got no character.”
“The more reason he should give her one.”
A cynical knowledge of matrimony imparted
to him by the wives of others evidently colored Mr.
Hamlin’s views. “Well, perhaps it’s
all the same if he’s going to die. But
isn’t it rather rough on her? I don’t
know,” he added, reflectively; “she was
sniveling round here a little while ago, until I sent
her away.”
“You sent her away!” echoed Gideon.
“I did.”
“Why?”
“Because you were here.”
Nevertheless Mr. Hamlin departed,
and in half an hour reappeared with two brilliantly
dressed women. One, hysterical, tearful, frightened,
and pallid, was the destined bride; the other, highly
colored, excited, and pleasedly observant, was her
friend. Two men hastily summoned from the anteroom
as witnesses completed the group that moved into the
bedroom and gathered round the bed.
The ceremony was simple and brief.
It was well, for of all who took part in it none
was more shaken by emotion than the officiating priest.
The brilliant dresses of the women, the contrast of
their painted faces with the waxen pallor of the dying
man; the terrible incongruity of their voices, inflections,
expressions, and familiarity; the mingled perfume
of cosmetics and the faint odor of wine; the eyes of
the younger woman following his movements with strange
absorption, so affected him that he was glad when
he could fall on his knees at last and bury his face
in the pillow of the sufferer. The hand that
had been placed in the bride’s cold fingers
slipped from them and mechanically sought Gideon’s
again. The significance of the unconscious act
brought the first spontaneous tears into the woman’s
eyes. It was his last act, for when Gideon’s
voice was again lifted in prayer, the spirit for whom
it was offered had risen with it, as it were, still
lovingly hand in hand, from the earth forever.
The funeral was arranged for two days
later, and Gideon found that his services had been
so seriously yet so humbly counted upon by the friends
of the dead man that he could scarce find it in his
heart to tell them that it was the function of the
local preacher an older and more experienced
man than himself. “If it is,” said
Jack Hamlin, coolly, “I’m afraid he won’t
get a yaller dog to come to his church; but if you
say you’ll preach at the grave, there ain’t
a man, woman, or child that will be kept away.
Don’t you go back on your luck, now; it’s
something awful and nigger-like. You’ve
got this crowd where the hair is short; excuse me,
but it’s so. Talk of revivals! You
could give that one-horse show in Tasajara a hundred
points, and skunk them easily.” Indeed,
had Gideon been accessible to vanity, the spontaneous
homage he met with everywhere would have touched him
more sympathetically and kindly than it did; but in
the utter unconsciousness of his own power and the
quality they worshiped in him, he felt alarmed and
impatient of what he believed to be their weak sympathy
with his own human weakness. In the depth of
his unselfish heart, lit, it must be confessed, only
by the scant, inefficient lamp of his youthful experience,
he really believed he had failed in his apostolic
mission because he had been unable to touch the hearts
of the Vigilantes by oral appeal and argument.
Feeling thus the reverence of these irreligious people
that surrounded him, the facile yielding of their
habits and prejudices to his half-uttered wish, appeared
to him only a temptation of the flesh. No one
had sought him after the manner of the camp-meeting;
he had converted the wounded man through a common
weakness of their humanity. More than that, he
was conscious of a growing fascination for the truthfulness
and sincerity of that class; particularly of Mr. Jack
Hamlin, whose conversion he felt he could never attempt,
yet whose strange friendship alternately thrilled and
frightened him.
It was the evening before the funeral.
The coffin, half smothered in wreaths and flowers,
stood upon trestles in the anteroom; a large silver
plate bearing an inscription on which for the second
time Gideon read the name of the man he had converted.
It was a name associated on the frontier so often
with reckless hardihood, dissipation, and blood, that
even now Gideon trembled at his presumption, and was
chilled by a momentary doubt of the efficiency of
his labor. Drawing unconsciously nearer to the
mute subject of his thoughts, he threw his arms across
the coffin and buried his face between them.
A stream of soft music, the echo of
some forgotten song, seemed to Gideon to suddenly
fill and possess the darkened room, and then to slowly
die away, like the opening and shutting of a door upon
a flood of golden radiance. He listened with
hushed breath and a beating heart. He had never
heard anything like it before. Again the strain
arose, the chords swelled round him, until from their
midst a tenor voice broke high and steadfast, like
a star in troubled skies. Gideon scarcely breathed.
It was a hymn but such a hymn. He
had never conceived there could be such beautiful
words, joined to such exquisite melody, and sung with
a grace so tender and true. What were all other
hymns to this ineffable yearning for light, for love,
and for infinite rest? Thrilled and exalted,
Gideon felt his doubts pierced and scattered by that
illuminating cry. Suddenly he rose, and with
a troubled thought pushed open the door to the sitting-room.
It was Mr. Jack Hamlin sitting before a parlor organ.
The music ceased.
“It was you,” stammered Gideon.
Jack nodded, struck a few chords by
way of finish, and then wheeled round on the music-stool
towards Gideon. His face was slightly flushed.
“Yes. I used to be the organist and tenor
in our church in the States. I used to snatch
the sinners bald-headed with that. Do you know
I reckon I’ll sing that to-morrow, if you like,
and maybe afterwards we’ll but” he
stopped “we’ll talk of that
after the funeral. It’s business.”
Seeing Gideon still glancing with a troubled air
from the organ to himself, he said: “Would
you like to try that hymn with me? Come on!”
He again struck the chords.
As the whole room seemed to throb with the music,
Gideon felt himself again carried away. Glancing
over Jack’s shoulders, he could read the words
but not the notes; yet, having a quick ear for rhythm,
he presently joined in with a deep but uncultivated
baritone. Together they forgot everything else,
and at the end of an hour were only recalled by the
presence of a silently admiring concourse of votive-offering
friends who had gathered round them.
The funeral took place the next day
at the grave dug in the public cemetery a
green area fenced in by the palisading tules.
The words of Gideon were brief but humble; the strongest
partisan of the dead man could find no fault in a
confession of human frailty in which the speaker humbly
confessed his share; and when the hymn was started
by Hamlin and taken up by Gideon, the vast multitude,
drawn by interest and curiosity, joined as in a solemn
Amen.
Later, when those two strangely-assorted
friends had returned to Mr. Hamlin’s rooms previous
to Gideon’s departure, the former, in a manner
more serious than his habitual cynical good-humor,
began: “I said I had to talk business with
you. The boys about here want to build a church
for you, and are ready to plank the money down if you’ll
say it’s a go. You understand they aren’t
asking you to run in opposition to that Gospel sharp excuse
me that’s here now, nor do they want
you to run a side show in connection with it.
They want you to be independent. They don’t
pin you down to any kind of religion, you know; whatever
you care to give them Methodist, Roman
Catholic, Presbyterian –is mighty
good enough for them, if you’ll expound it.
You might give a little of each, or one on one day
and one another they’ll never know
the difference if you only mix the drinks yourself.
They’ll give you a house and guarantee you
fifteen hundred dollars the first year.”
He stopped and walked towards the
window. The sunlight that fell upon his handsome
face seemed to call back the careless smile to his
lips and the reckless fire to his brown eyes.
“I don’t suppose there’s a man
among them that wouldn’t tell you all this in
a great deal better way than I do. But the darned
fools excuse me would have me
break it to you. Why, I don’t know.
I needn’t tell you I like you not
only for what you did for George but I
like you for your style for yourself.
And I want you to accept. You could keep these
rooms till they got a house ready for you. Together you
and me we’d make that organ howl.
But because I like it because it’s
everything to us and nothing to you, it
don’t seem square for me to ask it. Does
it?”
Gideon replied by taking Hamlin’s
hand. His face was perfectly pale, but his look
collected. He had not expected this offer, and
yet when it was made he felt as if he had known it
before as if he had been warned of it as
if it was the great temptation of his life. Watching
him with an earnestness only slightly overlaid by his
usual manner, Hamlin went on.
“I know it would be lonely here,
and a man like you ought to have a wife for ”
he slightly lifted his eyebrows “for
example’s sake. I heard there was a young
lady in the case over there in Tasajara but
the old people didn’t see it on account of your
position. They’d jump at it now.
Eh? No? Well,” continued Jack, with
a decent attempt to conceal his cynical relief, “perhaps
those boys have been so eager to find out all they
could do for you that they’ve been sold.
Perhaps we’re making equal fools of ourselves
now in asking you to stay. But don’t say
no just yet take a day or a week to think
of it.”
Gideon still pale but calm, cast his
eyes around the elegant room, at the magic organ,
then upon the slight handsome figure before him.
“I will think of it,” he said, in
a low voice, as he pressed Jack’s hand.
“And if I accept you will find me here to-morrow
afternoon at this time; if I do not you will know
that I keep with me wherever I go the kindness, the
brotherly love, and the grace of God that prompts your
offer, even though He withholds from me His blessed
light, which alone can make me know His wish.”
He stopped and hesitated. “If you love
me, Jack, don’t ask me to stay, but pray for
that light which alone can guide my feet back to you,
or take me hence for ever.”
He once more tightly pressed the hand
of the embarrassed man before him and was gone.
Passers-by on the Martinez road that
night remembered a mute and ghostly rider who, heedless
of hail or greeting, moved by them as in a trance
or vision. But the Widow Hiler the next morning,
coming from the spring, found no abstraction or preoccupation
in the soft eyes of Gideon Deane as he suddenly appeared
before her, and gently relieved her of the bucket
she was carrying. A quick flash of color over
her brow and cheek-bone, as if a hot iron had passed
there, and a certain astringent coyness, would have
embarrassed any other man than him.
“Sho, it’s you. I reck’ned
I’d seen the last of you.”
“You don’t mean that, Sister Hiler?”
said Gideon, with a gentle smile.
“Well, what with the report
of your goin’s on at Martinez and improvin’
the occasion of that sinner’s death, and leadin’
a revival, I reckoned you’ld hev forgotten low
folks at Tasajara. And if your goin’ to
be settled there in a new church, with new hearers,
I reckon you’ll want new surroundings too.
Things change and young folks change with ’em.”
They had reached the house.
Her breath was quick and short as if she and not Gideon
had borne the burden. He placed the bucket in
its accustomed place, and then gently took her hand
in his. The act precipitated the last drop of
feeble coquetry she had retained, and the old tears
took its place. Let us hope for the last time.
For as Gideon stooped and lifted her ailing babe in
his strong arms, he said softly, “Whatever God
has wrought for me since we parted, I know now He has
called me to but one work.”
“And that work?” she asked, tremulously.
“To watch over the widow and
fatherless. And with God’s blessing, sister,
and His holy ordinance, I am here to stay.”