In 1858 Fiddletown considered her
a very pretty woman. She had a quantity of light
chestnut hair, a good figure, a dazzling complexion,
and a certain languid grace which passed easily for
gentlewomanliness. She always dressed becomingly,
and in what Fiddletown accepted as the latest fashion.
She had only two blemishes: one of her velvety
eyes, when examined closely, had a slight cast; and
her left cheek bore a small scar left by a single
drop of vitriol happily the only drop of
an entire phial thrown upon her by one of
her own jealous sex, that reached the pretty face
it was intended to mar. But, when the observer
had studied the eyes sufficiently to notice this defect,
he was generally incapacitated for criticism; and
even the scar on her cheek was thought by some to
add piquancy to her smile. The youthful editor
of “The Fiddletown Avalanche” had said
privately that it was “an exaggerated dimple.”
Col. Starbottle was instantly “reminded
of the beautifying patches of the days of Queen Anne,
but more particularly, sir, of the blankest beautiful
women, that, blank you, you ever laid your two blank
eyes upon, a Creole woman, sir, in New Orleans.
And this woman had a scar, a line extending,
blank me, from her eye to her blank chin. And
this woman, sir, thrilled you, sir; maddened you, sir;
absolutely sent your blank soul to perdition with her
blank fascination! And one day I said to her,
’Celeste, how in blank did you come by that
beautiful scar, blank you?’ And she said to me,
’Star, there isn’t another white man that
I’d confide in but you; but I made that scar
myself, purposely, I did, blank me.’ These
were her very words, sir, and perhaps you think it
a blank lie, sir; but I’ll put up any blank sum
you can name and prove it, blank me.”
Indeed, most of the male population
of Fiddletown were or had been in love with her.
Of this number, about one-half believed that their
love was returned, with the exception, possibly, of
her own husband. He alone had been known to express
scepticism.
The name of the gentleman who enjoyed
this infelicitous distinction was Tretherick.
He had been divorced from an excellent wife to marry
this Fiddletown enchantress. She, also, had been
divorced; but it was hinted that some previous experiences
of hers in that legal formality had made it perhaps
less novel, and probably less sacrificial. I would
not have it inferred from this that she was deficient
in sentiment, or devoid of its highest moral expression.
Her intimate friend had written (on the occasion of
her second divorce), “The cold world does not
understand Clara yet;” and Col. Starbottle
had remarked blankly, that with the exception of a
single woman in Opelousas Parish, La., she had more
soul than the whole caboodle of them put together.
Few indeed could read those lines entitled “Infelissimus,”
commencing, “Why waves no cypress o’er
this brow?” originally published in “The
Avalanche,” over the signature of “The
Lady Clare,” without feeling the tear of sensibility
tremble on his eyelids, or the glow of virtuous indignation
mantle his cheek, at the low brutality and pitiable
jocularity of “The Dutch Flat Intelligencer,”
which the next week had suggested the exotic character
of the cypress, and its entire absence from Fiddletown,
as a reasonable answer to the query.
Indeed, it was this tendency to elaborate
her feelings in a metrical manner, and deliver them
to the cold world through the medium of the newspapers,
that first attracted the attention of Tretherick.
Several poems descriptive of the effects of California
scenery upon a too sensitive soul, and of the vague
yearnings for the infinite, which an enforced study
of the heartlessness of California society produced
in the poetic breast, impressed Mr. Tretherick, who
was then driving a six-mule freight-wagon between
Knight’s Ferry and Stockton, to seek out the
unknown poetess. Mr. Tretherick was himself dimly
conscious of a certain hidden sentiment in his own
nature; and it is possible that some reflections on
the vanity of his pursuit, he supplied several
mining-camps with whiskey and tobacco, in
conjunction with the dreariness of the dusty plain
on which he habitually drove, may have touched some
chord in sympathy with this sensitive woman. Howbeit,
after a brief courtship, as brief as was
consistent with some previous legal formalities, they
were married; and Mr. Tretherick brought his blushing
bride to Fiddletown, or “Fideletown,” as
Mrs. Tretherick preferred to call it in her poems.
The union was not a felicitous one.
It was not long before Mr. Tretherick discovered that
the sentiment he had fostered while freighting between
Stockton and Knight’s Ferry was different from
that which his wife had evolved from the contemplation
of California scenery and her own soul. Being
a man of imperfect logic, this caused him to beat
her; and she, being equally faulty in deduction, was
impelled to a certain degree of unfaithfulness on
the same premise. Then Mr. Tretherick began to
drink, and Mrs. Tretherick to contribute regularly
to the columns of “The Avalanche.”
It was at this time that Col. Starbottle discovered
a similarity in Mrs. Tretherick’s verse to the
genius of Sappho, and pointed it out to the citizens
of Fiddletown in a two-columned criticism, signed
“A. S.,” also published in “The
Avalanche,” and supported by extensive quotation.
As “The Avalanche” did not possess a font
of Greek type, the editor was obliged to reproduce
the Leucadian numbers in the ordinary Roman letter,
to the intense disgust of Col. Starbottle, and
the vast delight of Fiddletown, who saw fit to accept
the text as an excellent imitation of Choctaw, a
language with which the colonel, as a whilom resident
of the Indian Territories, was supposed to be familiar.
Indeed, the next week’s “Intelligencer”
contained some vile doggerel, supposed to be an answer
to Mrs. Tretherick’s poem, ostensibly written
by the wife of a Digger Indian chief, accompanied
by a glowing eulogium, signed “A. S. S.”
The result of this jocularity was
briefly given in a later copy of “The Avalanche.”
“An unfortunate rencounter took place on Monday
last, between the Hon. Jackson Flash of ‘The
Dutch Flat Intelligencer’ and the well-known
Col. Starbottle of this place, in front of the
Eureka saloon. Two shots were fired by the parties
without injury to either, although it is said that
a passing Chinaman received fifteen buckshot in the
calves of his legs from the colonel’s double-barrelled
shot-gun, which were not intended for him. John
will learn to keep out of the way of Melican man’s
fire-arms hereafter. The cause of the affray is
not known, although it is hinted that there is a lady
in the case. The rumor that points to a well-known
and beautiful poetess whose lucubrations have often
graced our columns seems to gain credence from those
that are posted.”
Meanwhile the passiveness displayed
by Tretherick under these trying circumstances was
fully appreciated in the gulches. “The old
man’s head is level,” said one long-booted
philosopher. “Ef the colonel kills Flash,
Mrs. Tretherick is avenged: if Flash drops the
colonel, Tretherick is all right. Either way,
he’s got a sure thing.” During this
delicate condition of affairs, Mrs. Tretherick one
day left her husband’s home, and took refuge
at the Fiddletown Hotel, with only the clothes she
had on her back. Here she staid for several weeks,
during which period it is only justice to say that
she bore herself with the strictest propriety.
It was a clear morning in early spring
that Mrs. Tretherick, unattended, left the hotel,
and walked down the narrow street toward the fringe
of dark pines which indicated the extreme limits of
Fiddletown. The few loungers at that early hour
were pre-occupied with the departure of the Wingdown
coach at the other extremity of the street; and Mrs.
Tretherick reached the suburbs of the settlement without
discomposing observation. Here she took a cross
street or road, running at right angles with the main
thoroughfare of Fiddletown, and passing through a belt
of woodland. It was evidently the exclusive and
aristocratic avenue of the town. The dwellings
were few, ambitious, and uninterrupted by shops.
And here she was joined by Col. Starbottle.
The gallant colonel, notwithstanding
that he bore the swelling port which usually distinguished
him, that his coat was tightly buttoned, and his boots
tightly fitting, and that his cane, hooked over his
arm, swung jauntily, was not entirely at his ease.
Mrs. Tretherick, however, vouchsafed him a gracious
smile and a glance of her dangerous eyes; and the
colonel, with an embarrassed cough and a slight strut,
took his place at her side.
“The coast is clear,”
said the colonel, “and Tretherick is over at
Dutch Flat on a spree. There is no one in the
house but a Chinaman; and you need fear no trouble
from him. I,” he continued, with a slight
inflation of the chest that imperilled the security
of his button, “I will see that you are protected
in the removal of your property.”
“I’m sure it’s very
kind of you, and so disinterested!” simpered
the lady as they walked along. “It’s
so pleasant to meet some one who has soul, some
one to sympathize with in a community so hardened and
heartless as this.” And Mrs. Tretherick
cast down her eyes, but not until they wrought their
perfect and accepted work upon her companion.
“Yes, certainly, of course,”
said the colonel, glancing nervously up and down the
street, “yes, certainly.”
Perceiving, however, that there was no one in sight
or hearing, he proceeded at once to inform Mrs. Tretherick
that the great trouble of his life, in fact, had been
the possession of too much soul. That many women as
a gentleman she would excuse him, of course, from
mentioning names but many beautiful women
had often sought his society, but being deficient,
madam, absolutely deficient, in this quality, he could
not reciprocate. But when two natures thoroughly
in sympathy, despising alike the sordid trammels of
a low and vulgar community, and the conventional restraints
of a hypocritical society, when two souls
in perfect accord met and mingled in poetical union,
then but here the colonel’s speech,
which had been remarkable for a certain whiskey-and-watery
fluency, grew husky, almost inaudible, and decidedly
incoherent. Possibly Mrs. Tretherick may have
heard something like it before, and was enabled to
fill the hiatus. Nevertheless, the cheek that
was on the side of the colonel was quite virginal
and bashfully conscious until they reached their destination.
It was a pretty little cottage, quite
fresh and warm with paint, very pleasantly relieved
against a platoon of pines, some of whose foremost
files had been displaced to give freedom to the fenced
enclosure in which it sat. In the vivid sunlight
and perfect silence, it had a new, uninhabited look,
as if the carpenters and painters had just left it.
At the farther end of the lot, a Chinaman was stolidly
digging; but there was no other sign of occupancy.
“The coast,” as the colonel had said,
was indeed “clear.” Mrs. Tretherick
paused at the gate. The colonel would have entered
with her, but was stopped by a gesture. “Come
for me in a couple of hours, and I shall have every
thing packed,” she said, as she smiled, and
extended her hand. The colonel seized and pressed
it with great fervor. Perhaps the pressure was
slightly returned; for the gallant colonel was impelled
to inflate his chest, and trip away as smartly as
his stubby-toed, high-heeled boots would permit.
When he had gone, Mrs. Tretherick opened the door,
listened a moment in the deserted hall, and then ran
quickly up stairs to what had been her bedroom.
Every thing there was unchanged as
on the night she left it. On the dressing-table
stood her bandbox, as she remembered to have left it
when she took out her bonnet. On the mantle lay
the other glove she had forgotten in her flight.
The two lower drawers of the bureau were half open
(she had forgotten to shut them); and on its marble
top lay her shawl-pin and a soiled cuff. What
other recollections came upon her I know not; but
she suddenly grew quite white, shivered, and listened
with a beating heart, and her hand upon the door.
Then she stepped to the mirror, and half fearfully,
half curiously, parted with her fingers the braids
of her blonde hair above her little pink ear, until
she came upon an ugly, half-healed scar. She
gazed at this, moving her pretty head up and down
to get a better light upon it, until the slight cast
in her velvety eyes became very strongly marked indeed.
Then she turned away with a light, reckless, foolish
laugh, and ran to the closet where hung her precious
dresses. These she inspected nervously, and missing
suddenly a favorite black silk from its accustomed
peg, for a moment, thought she should have fainted.
But discovering it the next instant lying upon a trunk
where she had thrown it, a feeling of thankfulness
to a superior Being who protects the friendless, for
the first time sincerely thrilled her. Then,
albeit she was hurried for time, she could not resist
trying the effect of a certain lavender neck-ribbon
upon the dress she was then wearing, before the mirror.
And then suddenly she became aware of a child’s
voice close beside her, and she stopped. And
then the child’s voice repeated, “Is it
mamma?”
Mrs. Tretherick faced quickly about.
Standing in the doorway was a little girl of six or
seven. Her dress had been originally fine, but
was torn and dirty; and her hair, which was a very
violent red, was tumbled serio-comically about
her forehead. For all this, she was a picturesque
little thing, even through whose childish timidity
there was a certain self-sustained air which is apt
to come upon children who are left much to themselves.
She was holding under her arm a rag doll, apparently
of her own workmanship, and nearly as large as herself, a
doll with a cylindrical head, and features roughly
indicated with charcoal. A long shawl, evidently
belonging to a grown person, dropped from her shoulders,
and swept the floor.
The spectacle did not excite Mrs.
Tretherick’s delight. Perhaps she had but
a small sense of humor. Certainly, when the child,
still standing in the doorway, again asked, “Is
it mamma?” she answered sharply, “No, it
isn’t,” and turned a severe look upon the
intruder.
The child retreated a step, and then,
gaining courage with the distance, said in deliciously
imperfect speech,
“Dow ’way then! why don’t you dow
away?”
But Mrs. Tretherick was eying the
shawl. Suddenly she whipped it off the child’s
shoulders, and said angrily,
“How dared you take my things, you bad child?”
“Is it yours? Then you
are my mamma; ain’t you? You are mamma!”
she continued gleefully; and, before Mrs. Tretherick
could avoid her, she had dropped her doll, and, catching
the woman’s skirts with both hands, was dancing
up and down before her.
“What’s your name, child?”
said Mrs. Tretherick coldly, removing the small and
not very white hands from her garments.
“Tarry.”
“Tarry?”
“Yeth. Tarry. Tarowline.”
“Caroline?”
“Yeth. Tarowline Tretherick.”
“Whose child are you?”
demanded Mrs. Tretherick still more coldly, to keep
down a rising fear.
“Why, yours,” said the
little creature with a laugh. “I’m
your little durl. You’re my mamma, my new
mamma. Don’t you know my olé mamma’s
dorn away, never to turn back any more? I don’t
live wid my ol’ mamma now. I live wid you
and papa.”
“How long have you been here?” asked Mrs.
Tretherick snappishly.
“I fink it’s free days,” said Carry
reflectively.
“You think! Don’t
you know?” sneered Mrs. Tretherick. “Then,
where did you come from?”
Carry’s lip began to work under
this sharp cross-examination. With a great effort
and a small gulp, she got the better of it, and answered,
“Papa, papa fetched me, from
Miss Simmons from Sacramento, last week.”
“Last week! You said three
days just now,” returned Mrs. Tretherick with
severe deliberation.
“I mean a monf,” said
Carry, now utterly adrift in sheer helplessness and
confusion.
“Do you know what you are talking
about?” demanded Mrs. Tretherick shrilly, restraining
an impulse to shake the little figure before her,
and precipitate the truth by specific gravity.
But the flaming red head here suddenly
disappeared in the folds of Mrs. Tretherick’s
dress, as if it were trying to extinguish itself forever.
“There now stop that
sniffling,” said Mrs. Tretherick, extricating
her dress from the moist embraces of the child, and
feeling exceedingly uncomfortable. “Wipe
your face now, and run away, and don’t bother.
Stop,” she continued, as Carry moved away.
“Where’s your papa?”
“He’s dorn away too.
He’s sick. He’s been dorn” she
hesitated “two, free, days.”
“Who takes care of you, child?”
said Mrs. Tretherick, eying her curiously.
“John, the Chinaman. I
tresses myselth. John tooks and makes the beds.”
“Well, now, run away and behave
yourself, and don’t bother me any more,”
said Mrs. Tretherick, remembering the object of her
visit. “Stop where are you going?”
she added, as the child began to ascend the stairs,
dragging the long doll after her by one helpless leg.
“Doin up stairs to play and
be dood, and no bother mamma.”
“I ain’t your mamma,”
shouted Mrs. Tretherick, and then she swiftly re-entered
her bedroom, and slammed the door.
Once inside, she drew forth a large
trunk from the closet, and set to work with querulous
and fretful haste to pack her wardrobe. She tore
her best dress in taking it from the hook on which
it hung: she scratched her soft hands twice with
an ambushed pin. All the while, she kept up an
indignant commentary on the events of the past few
moments. She said to herself she saw it all.
Tretherick had sent for this child of his first wife this
child of whose existence he had never seemed to care just
to insult her, to fill her place. Doubtless the
first wife herself would follow soon, or perhaps there
would be a third. Red hair, not auburn, but red, of
course the child, this Caroline, looked like its mother,
and, if so, she was any thing but pretty. Or the
whole thing had been prepared: this red-haired
child, the image of its mother, had been kept at a
convenient distance at Sacramento, ready to be sent
for when needed. She remembered his occasional
visits there on business, as he said.
Perhaps the mother already was there; but no, she had
gone East. Nevertheless, Mrs. Tretherick, in
her then state of mind, preferred to dwell upon the
fact that she might be there. She was dimly conscious,
also, of a certain satisfaction in exaggerating her
feelings. Surely no woman had ever been so shamefully
abused. In fancy, she sketched a picture of herself
sitting alone and deserted, at sunset, among the fallen
columns of a ruined temple, in a melancholy yet graceful
attitude, while her husband drove rapidly away in a
luxurious coach-and-four, with a red-haired woman
at his side. Sitting upon the trunk she had just
packed, she partly composed a lugubrious poem, describing
her sufferings, as, wandering alone, and poorly clad,
she came upon her husband and “another”
flaunting in silks and diamonds. She pictured
herself dying of consumption, brought on by sorrow, a
beautiful wreck, yet still fascinating, gazed upon
adoringly by the editor of “The Avalanche,”
and Col. Starbottle. And where was Col.
Starbottle all this while? Why didn’t he
come? He, at least, understood her. He she
laughed the reckless, light laugh of a few moments
before; and then her face suddenly grew grave, as
it had not a few moments before.
What was that little red-haired imp
doing all this time? Why was she so quiet?
She opened the door noiselessly, and listened.
She fancied that she heard, above the multitudinous
small noises and creakings and warpings of the vacant
house, a smaller voice singing on the floor above.
This, as she remembered, was only an open attic that
had been used as a storeroom. With a half-guilty
consciousness, she crept softly up stairs, and, pushing
the door partly open, looked within.
Athwart the long, low-studded attic,
a slant sunbeam from a single small window lay, filled
with dancing motes, and only half illuminating
the barren, dreary apartment. In the ray of this
sunbeam she saw the child’s glowing hair, as
if crowned by a red aureola, as she sat upon the floor
with her exaggerated doll between her knees. She
appeared to be talking to it; and it was not long
before Mrs. Tretherick observed that she was rehearsing
the interview of a half-hour before. She catechised
the doll severely, cross-examining it in regard to
the duration of its stay there, and generally on the
measure of time. The imitation of Mrs. Tretherick’s
manner was exceedingly successful, and the conversation
almost a literal reproduction, with a single exception.
After she had informed the doll that she was not her
mother, at the close of the interview she added pathetically,
“that if she was dood, very dood, she might
be her mamma, and love her very much.”
I have already hinted that Mrs. Tretherick
was deficient in a sense of humor. Perhaps it
was for this reason that this whole scene affected
her most unpleasantly; and the conclusion sent the
blood tingling to her cheek. There was something,
too, inconceivably lonely in the situation. The
unfurnished vacant room, the half-lights, the monstrous
doll, whose very size seemed to give a pathetic significance
to its speechlessness, the smallness of the one animate,
self-centred figure, all these touched
more or less deeply the half-poetic sensibilities of
the woman. She could not help utilizing the impression
as she stood there, and thought what a fine poem might
be constructed from this material, if the room were
a little darker, the child lonelier, say,
sitting beside a dead mother’s bier, and the
wind wailing in the turrets. And then she suddenly
heard footsteps at the door below, and recognized the
tread of the colonel’s cane.
She flew swiftly down the stairs,
and encountered the colonel in the hall. Here
she poured into his astonished ear a voluble and exaggerated
statement of her discovery, and indignant recital of
her wrongs. “Don’t tell me the whole
thing wasn’t arranged beforehand; for I know
it was!” she almost screamed. “And
think,” she added, “of the heartlessness
of the wretch, leaving his own child alone here in
that way.”
“It’s a blank shame!”
stammered the colonel without the least idea of what
he was talking about. In fact, utterly unable
as he was to comprehend a reason for the woman’s
excitement with his estimate of her character, I fear
he showed it more plainly than he intended. He
stammered, expanded his chest, looked stern, gallant,
tender, but all unintelligently. Mrs. Tretherick,
for an instant, experienced a sickening doubt of the
existence of natures in perfect affinity.
“It’s of no use,”
said Mrs. Tretherick with sudden vehemence, in answer
to some inaudible remark of the colonel’s, and
withdrawing her hand from the fervent grasp of that
ardent and sympathetic man. “It’s
of no use: my mind is made up. You can send
for my trunk as soon as you like; but I shall stay
here, and confront that man with the proof of his vileness.
I will put him face to face with his infamy.”
I do not know whether Col. Starbottle
thoroughly appreciated the convincing proof of Tretherick’s
unfaithfulness and malignity afforded by the damning
evidence of the existence of Tretherick’s own
child in his own house. He was dimly aware, however,
of some unforeseen obstacle to the perfect expression
of the infinite longing of his own sentimental nature.
But, before he could say any thing, Carry appeared
on the landing above them, looking timidly, and yet
half-critically at the pair.
“That’s her,” said
Mrs. Tretherick excitedly. In her deepest emotions,
either in verse or prose, she rose above a consideration
of grammatical construction.
“Ah!” said the colonel,
with a sudden assumption of parental affection and
jocularity that was glaringly unreal and affected.
“Ah! pretty little girl, pretty little girl!
How do you do? How are you? You find yourself
pretty well, do you, pretty little girl?” The
colonel’s impulse also was to expand his chest,
and swing his cane, until it occurred to him that
this action might be ineffective with a child of six
or seven. Carry, however, took no immediate notice
of this advance, but further discomposed the chivalrous
colonel by running quickly to Mrs. Tretherick, and
hiding herself, as if for protection, in the folds
of her gown. Nevertheless, the colonel was not
vanquished. Falling back into an attitude of
respectful admiration, he pointed out a marvellous
resemblance to the “Madonna and Child.”
Mrs. Tretherick simpered, but did not dislodge Carry
as before. There was an awkward pause for a moment;
and then Mrs. Tretherick, motioning significantly to
the child, said in a whisper, “Go now.
Don’t come here again, but meet me to-night
at the hotel.” She extended her hand:
the colonel bent over it gallantly, and, raising his
hat, the next moment was gone.
“Do you think,” said Mrs.
Tretherick with an embarrassed voice and a prodigious
blush, looking down, and addressing the fiery curls
just visible in the folds of her dress, “do
you think you will be ‘dood,’ if I let
you stay in here and sit with me?”
“And let me tall you mamma?” queried Carry,
looking up.
“And let you call me mamma!”
assented Mrs. Tretherick with an embarrassed laugh.
“Yeth,” said Carry promptly.
They entered the bedroom together.
Carry’s eye instantly caught sight of the trunk.
“Are you dowin away adain, mamma?”
she said with a quick nervous look, and a clutch at
the woman’s dress.
“No-o,” said Mrs. Tretherick, looking
out of the window.
“Only playing your dowin away,”
suggested Carry with a laugh. “Let me play
too.”
Mrs. Tretherick assented. Carry
flew into the next room, and presently re-appeared,
dragging a small trunk, into which she gravely proceeded
to pack her clothes. Mrs. Tretherick noticed that
they were not many. A question or two regarding
them brought out some further replies from the child;
and, before many minutes had elapsed, Mrs. Tretherick
was in possession of all her earlier history.
But, to do this, Mrs. Tretherick had been obliged
to take Carry upon her lap, pending the most confidential
disclosures. They sat thus a long time after Mrs.
Tretherick had apparently ceased to be interested in
Carry’s disclosures; and, when lost in thought,
she allowed the child to rattle on unheeded, and ran
her fingers through the scarlet curls.
“You don’t hold me right,
mamma,” said Carry at last, after one or two
uneasy shiftings of position.
“How should I hold you?”
asked Mrs. Tretherick with a half-amused, half-embarrassed
laugh.
“Dis way,” said Carry,
curling up into position, with one arm around Mrs.
Tretherick’s neck, and her cheek resting on her
bosom, “dis way, dere.”
After a little preparatory nestling, not unlike some
small animal, she closed her eyes, and went to sleep.
For a few moments the woman sat silent,
scarcely daring to breathe in that artificial attitude.
And then, whether from some occult sympathy in the
touch, or God best knows what, a sudden fancy began
to thrill her. She began by remembering an old
pain that she had forgotten, an old horror that she
had resolutely put away all these years. She recalled
days of sickness and distrust, days of an
overshadowing fear, days of preparation
for something that was to be prevented, that was
prevented, with mortal agony and fear. She thought
of a life that might have been, she dared
not say had been, and wondered.
It was six years ago: if it had lived, it would
have been as old as Carry. The arms which were
folded loosely around the sleeping child began to tremble,
and tighten their clasp. And then the deep potential
impulse came, and with a half-sob, half-sigh, she
threw her arms out, and drew the body of the sleeping
child down, down, into her breast, down again and again
as if she would hide it in the grave dug there years
before. And the gust that shook her passed, and
then, ah me! the rain.
A drop or two fell upon the curls
of Carry, and she moved uneasily in her sleep.
But the woman soothed her again, it was
so easy to do it now, and they sat there
quiet and undisturbed, so quiet that they might have
seemed incorporate of the lonely silent house, the
slowly-declining sunbeams, and the general air of
desertion and abandonment, yet a desertion that had
in it nothing of age, decay, or despair.
Col. Starbottle waited at the
Fiddletown hotel all that night in vain. And
the next morning, when Mr. Tretherick returned to his
husks, he found the house vacant and untenanted, except
by motes and sunbeams.
When it was fairly known that Mrs.
Tretherick had run away, taking Mr. Tretherick’s
own child with her, there was some excitement, and
much diversity of opinion, in Fiddletown. “The
Dutch Flat Intelligencer” openly alluded to
the “forcible abduction” of the child with
the same freedom, and it is to be feared the same
prejudice, with which it had criticised the abductor’s
poetry. All of Mrs. Tretherick’s own sex,
and perhaps a few of the opposite sex, whose distinctive
quality was not, however, very strongly indicated,
fully coincided in the views of “The Intelligencer.”
The majority, however, evaded the moral issue:
that Mrs. Tretherick had shaken the red dust of Fiddletown
from her dainty slippers was enough for them to know.
They mourned the loss of the fair abductor more than
her offence. They promptly rejected Tretherick
as an injured husband and disconsolate father, and
even went so far as to openly cast discredit on the
sincerity of his grief. They reserved an ironical
condolence for Col. Starbottle, overbearing that
excellent man with untimely and demonstrative sympathy
in bar-rooms, saloons, and other localities not generally
deemed favorable to the display of sentiment.
“She was alliz a skittish thing, kernel,”
said one sympathizer, with a fine affectation of gloomy
concern, and great readiness of illustration; “and
it’s kinder nat’ril thet she’d get
away some day, and stampede that theer colt:
but thet she should shake you, kernel, thet she
should just shake you is what gits me.
And they do say thet you jist hung around thet hotel
all night, and payrolled them corriders, and histed
yourself up and down them stairs, and meandered in
and out o’ thet piazzy, and all for nothing?”
It was another generous and tenderly commiserating
spirit that poured additional oil and wine on the
colonel’s wounds. “The boys yer let
on thet Mrs. Tretherick prevailed on ye to pack her
trunk and a baby over from the house to the stage-offis,
and that the chap ez did go off with her thanked you,
and offered you two short bits, and sed ez how
he liked your looks, and ud employ you agin and
now you say it ain’t so? Well, I’ll
tell the boys it aint so, and I’m glad I met
you, for stories do get round.”
Happily for Mrs. Tretherick’s
reputation, however, the Chinaman in Tretherick’s
employment, who was the only eye-witness of her flight,
stated that she was unaccompanied, except by the child.
He further deposed, that, obeying her orders, he had
stopped the Sacramento coach, and secured a passage
for herself and child to San Francisco. It was
true that Ah Fe’s testimony was of no legal value.
But nobody doubted it. Even those who were sceptical
of the Pagan’s ability to recognize the sacredness
of the truth admitted his passionless, unprejudiced
unconcern. But it would appear, from a hitherto
unrecorded passage of this veracious chronicle, that
herein they were mistaken.
It was about six months after the
disappearance of Mrs. Tretherick, that Ah Fe, while
working in Tretherick’s lot, was hailed by two
passing Chinamen. They were the ordinary mining
coolies, equipped with long poles and baskets for
their usual pilgrimages. An animated conversation
at once ensued between Ah Fe and his brother Mongolians, a
conversation characterized by that usual shrill volubility
and apparent animosity which was at once the delight
and scorn of the intelligent Caucasian who did not
understand a word of it. Such, at least, was the
feeling with which Mr. Tretherick on his veranda,
and Col. Starbottle who was passing, regarded
their heathenish jargon. The gallant colonel simply
kicked them out of his way: the irate Tretherick,
with an oath, threw a stone at the group, and dispersed
them, but not before one or two slips of yellow rice-paper,
marked with hieroglyphics, were exchanged, and a small
parcel put into Ah Fe’s hands. When Ah Fe
opened this in the dim solitude of his kitchen, he
found a little girl’s apron, freshly washed,
ironed, and folded. On the corner of the hem were
the initials “C. T.” Ah Fe tucked
it away in a corner of his blouse, and proceeded to
wash his dishes in the sink with a smile of guileless
satisfaction.
Two days after this, Ah Fe confronted
his master. “Me no likee Fiddletown.
Me belly sick. Me go now.” Mr. Tretherick
violently suggested a profane locality. Ah Fe
gazed at him placidly, and withdrew.
Before leaving Fiddletown, however,
he accidentally met Col. Starbottle, and dropped
a few incoherent phrases which apparently interested
that gentleman. When he concluded, the colonel
handed him a letter and a twenty-dollar gold-piece.
“If you bring me an answer, I’ll double
that Sabe, John?” Ah Fe nodded.
An interview equally accidental, with precisely the
same result, took place between Ah Fe and another
gentleman, whom I suspect to have been the youthful
editor of “The Avalanche.” Yet I
regret to state, that, after proceeding some distance
on his journey, Ah Fe calmly broke the seals of both
letters, and, after trying to read them upside down
and sideways, finally divided them into accurate squares,
and in this condition disposed of them to a brother
Celestial whom he met on the road, for a trifling gratuity.
The agony of Col. Starbottle on finding his wash-bill
made out on the unwritten side of one of these squares,
and delivered to him with his weekly clean clothes,
and the subsequent discovery that the remaining portions
of his letter were circulated by the same method from
the Chinese laundry of one Fung Ti of Fiddletown,
has been described to me as peculiarly affecting.
Yet I am satisfied that a higher nature, rising above
the levity induced by the mere contemplation of the
insignificant details of this breach of trust, would
find ample retributive justice in the difficulties
that subsequently attended Ah Fe’s pilgrimage.
On the road to Sacramento he was twice
playfully thrown from the top of the stage-coach by
an intelligent but deeply-intoxicated Caucasian, whose
moral nature was shocked at riding with one addicted
to opium-smoking. At Hangtown he was beaten by
a passing stranger, purely an act of Christian
supererogation. At Dutch Flat he was robbed by
well-known hands from unknown motives. At Sacramento
he was arrested on suspicion of being something or
other, and discharged with a severe reprimand possibly
for not being it, and so delaying the course of justice.
At San Francisco he was freely stoned by children of
the public schools; but, by carefully avoiding these
monuments of enlightened progress, he at last reached,
in comparative safety, the Chinese quarters, where
his abuse was confined to the police, and limited by
the strong arm of the law.
The next day he entered the wash-house
of Chy Fook as an assistant, and on the following
Friday was sent with a basket of clean clothes to Chy
Fook’s several clients.
It was the usual foggy afternoon as
he climbed the long wind-swept hill of California
Street, one of those bleak, gray intervals
that made the summer a misnomer to any but the liveliest
San Franciscan fancy. There was no warmth or
color in earth or sky, no light nor shade within or
without, only one monotonous, universal neutral tint
over every thing. There was a fierce unrest in
the wind-whipped streets: there was a dreary
vacant quiet in the gray houses. When Ah Fe reached
the top of the hill, the Mission Ridge was already
hidden; and the chill sea-breeze made him shiver.
As he put down his basket to rest himself, it is possible,
that, to his defective intelligence and heathen experience,
this “God’s own climate,” as it was
called, seemed to possess but scant tenderness, softness,
or mercy. But it is possible that Ah Fe illogically
confounded this season with his old persecutors, the
school-children, who, being released from studious
confinement, at this hour were generally most aggressive.
So he hastened on, and, turning a corner, at last
stopped before a small house.
It was the usual San Franciscan urban
cottage. There was the little strip of cold green
shrubbery before it; the chilly, bare veranda, and
above this, again, the grim balcony, on which no one
sat. Ah Fe rang the bell. A servant appeared,
glanced at his basket, and reluctantly admitted him,
as if he were some necessary domestic animal.
Ah Fe silently mounted the stairs, and, entering the
open door of the front-chamber, put down the basket,
and stood passively on the threshold.
A woman, who was sitting in the cold
gray light of the window, with a child in her lap,
rose listlessly, and came toward him. Ah Fe instantly
recognized Mrs. Tretherick; but not a muscle of his
immobile face changed, nor did his slant eyes lighten
as he met her own placidly. She evidently did
not recognize him as she began to count the clothes.
But the child, curiously examining him, suddenly uttered
a short, glad cry.
“Why, it’s John, mamma!
It’s our old John what we had in Fiddletown.”
For an instant Ah Fe’s eyes
and teeth electrically lightened. The child clapped
her hands, and caught at his blouse. Then he said
shortly, “Me John Ah Fe allée
same. Me know you. How do?”
Mrs. Tretherick dropped the clothes
nervously, and looked hard at Ah Fe. Wanting
the quick-witted instinct of affection that sharpened
Carry’s perception, she even then could not
distinguish him above his fellows. With a recollection
of past pain, and an obscure suspicion of impending
danger, she asked him when he had left Fiddletown.
“Longee time. No likee
Fiddletown, no likee Tlevelick. Likee San Flisco.
Likee washee. Likee Tally.”
Ah Fe’s laconics pleased Mrs.
Tretherick. She did not stop to consider how
much an imperfect knowledge of English added to his
curt directness and sincerity. But she said,
“Don’t tell anybody you have seen me,”
and took out her pocket-book.
Ah Fe, without looking at it, saw
that it was nearly empty. Ah Fe, without examining
the apartment, saw that it was scantily furnished.
Ah Fe, without removing his eyes from blank vacancy,
saw that both Mrs. Tretherick and Carry were poorly
dressed. Yet it is my duty to state that Ah Fe’s
long fingers closed promptly and firmly over the half-dollar
which Mrs. Tretherick extended to him.
Then he began to fumble in his blouse
with a series of extraordinary contortions. After
a few moments, he extracted from apparently no particular
place a child’s apron, which he laid upon the
basket with the remark,
“One piecee washman flagittee.”
Then he began anew his fumblings and
contortions. At last his efforts were rewarded
by his producing, apparently from his right ear, a
many-folded piece of tissue-paper. Unwrapping
this carefully, he at last disclosed two twenty-dollar
gold-pieces, which he handed to Mrs. Tretherick.
“You leavee money topside of
blulow, Fiddletown. Me findee money. Me
fetchee money to you. All lightee.”
“But I left no money on the
top of the bureau, John,” said Mrs. Tretherick
earnestly. “There must be some mistake.
It belongs to some other person. Take it back,
John.”
Ah Fe’s brow darkened.
He drew away from Mrs. Tretherick’s extended
hand, and began hastily to gather up his basket.
“Me no takee it back. No,
no! Bimeby pleesman he catchee me. He say,
‘God damn thief! catchee flowty dollar:
come to jailee.’ Me no takee back.
You leavee money top-side blulow, Fiddletown.
Me fetchee money you. Me no takee back.”
Mrs. Tretherick hesitated. In
the confusion of her flight, she might have left
the money in the manner he had said. In any event,
she had no right to jeopardize this honest Chinaman’s
safety by refusing it. So she said, “Very
well. John, I will keep it. But you must
come again and see me” here Mrs.
Tretherick hesitated with a new and sudden revelation
of the fact that any man could wish to see any other
than herself “and, and Carry.”
Ah Fe’s face lightened.
He even uttered a short ventriloquistic laugh without
moving his mouth. Then shouldering his basket,
he shut the door carefully, and slid quietly down
stairs. In the lower hall he, however, found
an unexpected difficulty in opening the front-door,
and, after fumbling vainly at the lock for a moment,
looked around for some help or instruction. But
the Irish handmaid who had let him in was contemptuously
oblivious of his needs, and did not appear.
There occurred a mysterious and painful
incident, which I shall simply record without attempting
to explain. On the hall-table a scarf, evidently
the property of the servant before alluded to, was
lying. As Ah Fe tried the lock with one hand,
the other rested lightly on the table. Suddenly,
and apparently of its own volition, the scarf began
to creep slowly towards Ah Fe’s hand; from Ah
Fe’s hand it began to creep up his sleeve slowly,
and with an insinuating, snake-like motion; and then
disappeared somewhere in the recesses of his blouse.
Without betraying the least interest or concern in
this phenomenon, Ah Fe still repeated his experiments
upon the lock. A moment later the tablecloth
of red damask, moved by apparently the same mysterious
impulse, slowly gathered itself under Ah Fe’s
fingers, and sinuously disappeared by the same hidden
channel. What further mystery might have followed,
I cannot say; for at this moment Ah Fe discovered
the secret of the lock, and was enabled to open the
door coincident with the sound of footsteps upon the
kitchen-stairs. Ah Fe did not hasten his movements,
but, patiently shouldering his basket, closed the
door carefully behind him again, and stepped forth
into the thick encompassing fog that now shrouded earth
and sky.
From her high casement-window, Mrs.
Tretherick watched Ah Fe’s figure until it disappeared
in the gray cloud. In her present loneliness,
she felt a keen sense of gratitude toward him, and
may have ascribed to the higher emotions and the consciousness
of a good deed, that certain expansiveness of the
chest, and swelling of the bosom, that was really
due to the hidden presence of the scarf and tablecloth
under his blouse. For Mrs. Tretherick was still
poetically sensitive. As the gray fog deepened
into night, she drew Carry closer towards her, and,
above the prattle of the child, pursued a vein of
sentimental and egotistic recollection at once bitter
and dangerous. The sudden apparition of Ah Fe
linked her again with her past life at Fiddletown.
Over the dreary interval between, she was now wandering, a
journey so piteous, wilful, thorny, and useless, that
it was no wonder that at last Carry stopped suddenly
in the midst of her voluble confidences to throw her
small arms around the woman’s neck, and bid
her not to cry.
Heaven forefend that I should use
a pen that should be ever dedicated to an exposition
of unalterable moral principle to transcribe Mrs.
Tretherick’s own theory of this interval and
episode, with its feeble palliations, its illogical
deductions, its fond excuses, and weak apologies.
It would seem, however, that her experience had been
hard. Her slender stock of money was soon exhausted.
At Sacramento she found that the composition of verse,
although appealing to the highest emotions of the
human heart, and compelling the editorial breast to
the noblest commendation in the editorial pages, was
singularly inadequate to defray the expenses of herself
and Carry. Then she tried the stage, but failed
signally. Possibly her conception of the passions
was different from that which obtained with a Sacramento
audience; but it was certain that her charming presence,
so effective at short range, was not sufficiently
pronounced for the footlights. She had admirers
enough in the green-room, but awakened no abiding
affection among the audience. In this strait,
it occurred to her that she had a voice, a
contralto of no very great compass or cultivation,
but singularly sweet and touching; and she finally
obtained position in a church-choir. She held
it for three months, greatly to her pecuniary advantage,
and, it is said, much to the satisfaction of the gentlemen
in the back-pews, who faced toward her during the
singing of the last hymn.
I remember her quite distinctly at
this time. The light that slanted through the
oriel of St. Dives choir was wont to fall very tenderly
on her beautiful head with its stacked masses of deerskin-colored
hair, on the low black arches of her brows, and to
deepen the pretty fringes that shaded her eyes of
Genoa velvet. Very pleasant it was to watch the
opening and shutting of that small straight mouth,
with its quick revelation of little white teeth, and
to see the foolish blood faintly deepen her satin
cheek as you watched. For Mrs. Tretherick was
very sweetly conscious of admiration, and, like most
pretty women, gathered herself under your eye like
a racer under the spur.
And then, of course, there came trouble.
I have it from the soprano, a little lady
who possessed even more than the usual unprejudiced
judgment of her sex, that Mrs. Tretherick’s
conduct was simply shameful; that her conceit was
unbearable; that, if she considered the rest of the
choir as slaves, she (the soprano) would like to know
it; that her conduct on Easter Sunday with the basso
had attracted the attention of the whole congregation;
and that she herself had noticed Dr. Cope twice look
up during the service; that her (the soprano’s)
friends had objected to her singing in the choir with
a person who had been on the stage, but she had waived
this. Yet she had it from the best authority
that Mrs. Tretherick had run away from her husband,
and that this red-haired child who sometimes came
in the choir was not her own. The tenor confided
to me behind the organ, that Mrs. Tretherick had a
way of sustaining a note at the end of a line in order
that her voice might linger longer with the congregation, an
act that could be attributed only to a defective moral
nature; that as a man (he was a very popular dry-goods
clerk on week-days, and sang a good deal from apparently
behind his eyebrows on the sabbath) that
as a man, sir, he would put up with it no longer.
The basso alone a short German with a heavy
voice, for which he seemed reluctantly responsible,
and rather grieved at its possession stood
up for Mrs. Tretherick, and averred that they were
jealous of her because she was “bretty.”
The climax was at last reached in an open quarrel,
wherein Mrs. Tretherick used her tongue with such
precision of statement and epithet, that the soprano
burst into hysterical tears, and had to be supported
from the choir by her husband and the tenor.
This act was marked intentionally to the congregation
by the omission of the usual soprano solo. Mrs.
Tretherick went home flushed with triumph, but on
reaching her room frantically told Carry that they
were beggars henceforward; that she her
mother had just taken the very bread out
of her darling’s mouth, and ended by bursting
into a flood of penitent tears. They did not come
so quickly as in her old poetical days; but when they
came they stung deeply. She was roused by a formal
visit from a vestryman, one of the music
committee. Mrs. Tretherick dried her long lashes,
put on a new neck-ribbon, and went down to the parlor.
She staid there two hours, a fact that might
have occasioned some remark, but that the vestryman
was married, and had a family of grown-up daughters.
When Mrs. Tretherick returned to her room, she sang
to herself in the glass and scolded Carry but
she retained her place in the choir.
It was not long, however. In
due course of time, her enemies received a powerful
addition to their forces in the committee-man’s
wife. That lady called upon several of the church-members
and on Dr. Cope’s family. The result was,
that, at a later meeting of the music committee, Mrs.
Tretherick’s voice was declared inadequate to
the size of the building and she was invited to resign.
She did so. She had been out of a situation for
two months, and her scant means were almost exhausted,
when Ah Fe’s unexpected treasure was tossed into
her lap.
The gray fog deepened into night,
and the street-lamps started into shivering life,
as, absorbed in these unprofitable memories, Mrs.
Tretherick still sat drearily at her window. Even
Carry had slipped away unnoticed; and her abrupt entrance
with the damp evening paper in her hand roused Mrs.
Tretherick, and brought her back to an active realization
of the present. For Mrs. Tretherick was wont to
scan the advertisements in the faint hope of finding
some avenue of employment she knew not
what open to her needs; and Carry had noted
this habit.
Mrs. Tretherick mechanically closed
the shutters, lit the lights, and opened the paper.
Her eye fell instinctively on the following paragraph
in the telegraphic column:
“Fiddletown, 7th. Mr.
James Tretherick, an old resident of this place, died
last night of delirium tremens. Mr. Tretherick
was addicted to intemperate habits, said to have been
induced by domestic trouble.”
Mrs. Tretherick did not start.
She quietly turned over another page of the paper,
and glanced at Carry. The child was absorbed in
a book. Mrs. Tretherick uttered no word, but,
during the remainder of the evening, was unusually
silent and cold. When Carry was undressed and
in bed, Mrs. Tretherick suddenly dropped on her knees
beside the bed, and, taking Carry’s flaming
head between her hands, said,
“Should you like to have another papa, Carry
darling?”
“No,” said Carry, after a moment’s
thought.
“But a papa to help mamma take
care of you, to love you, to give you nice clothes,
to make a lady of you when you grow up?”
Carry turned her sleepy eyes toward the questioner.
“Should you, mamma?”
Mrs. Tretherick suddenly flushed to
the roots of her hair. “Go to sleep,”
she said sharply, and turned away.
But at midnight the child felt two
white arms close tightly around her, and was drawn
down into a bosom that heaved, fluttered, and at last
was broken up by sobs.
“Don’t ky, mamma,”
whispered Carry, with a vague retrospect of their
recent conversation. “Don’t ky.
I fink I should like a new papa, if he loved
you very much very, very much!”
A month afterward, to everybody’s
astonishment, Mrs. Tretherick was married. The
happy bridegroom was one Col. Starbottle, recently
elected to represent Calaveras County in the legislative
councils of the State. As I cannot record the
event in finer language than that used by the correspondent
of “The Sacramento Globe,” I venture to
quote some of his graceful periods. “The
relentless shafts of the sly god have been lately
busy among our gallant Solons. We quote ‘one
more unfortunate.’ The latest victim is
the Hon. C. Starbottle of Calaveras. The fair
enchantress in the case is a beautiful widow, a former
votary of Thespis, and lately a fascinating St. Cecilia
of one of the most fashionable churches of San Francisco,
where she commanded a high salary.”
“The Dutch Flat Intelligencer”
saw fit, however, to comment upon the fact with that
humorous freedom characteristic of an unfettered press.
“The new Democratic war-horse from Calaveras
has lately advented in the legislature with a little
bill to change the name of Tretherick to Starbottle.
They call it a marriage-certificate down there.
Mr. Tretherick has been dead just one month; but we
presume the gallant colonel is not afraid of ghosts.”
It is but just to Mrs. Tretherick to state that the
colonel’s victory was by no means an easy one.
To a natural degree of coyness on the part of the
lady was added the impediment of a rival, a
prosperous undertaker from Sacramento, who had first
seen and loved Mrs. Tretherick at the theatre and church;
his professional habits debarring him from ordinary
social intercourse, and indeed any other than the
most formal public contact with the sex. As this
gentleman had made a snug fortune during the felicitous
prevalence of a severe epidemic, the colonel regarded
him as a dangerous rival. Fortunately, however,
the undertaker was called in professionally to lay
out a brother-senator, who had unhappily fallen by
the colonel’s pistol in an affair of honor;
and either deterred by physical consideration from
rivalry, or wisely concluding that the colonel was
professionally valuable, he withdrew from the field.
The honeymoon was brief, and brought
to a close by an untoward incident. During their
bridal-trip, Carry had been placed in the charge of
Col. Starbottle’s sister. On their
return to the city, immediately on reaching their
lodgings, Mrs. Starbottle announced her intention of
at once proceeding to Mrs. Culpepper’s to bring
the child home. Col. Starbottle, who had
been exhibiting for some time a certain uneasiness
which he had endeavored to overcome by repeated stimulation,
finally buttoned his coat tightly across his breast,
and, after walking unsteadily once or twice up and
down the room, suddenly faced his wife with his most
imposing manner.
“I have deferred,” said
the colonel with an exaggeration of port that increased
with his inward fear, and a growing thickness of speech, “I
have deferr I may say poshponed statement
o’ fack thash my duty ter dishclose ter ye.
I did no wish to mar sushine mushal happ’ness,
to bligh bud o’ promise, to darken conjuglar
sky by unpleasht revelashun. Musht be done by
G-d, m’m, musht do it now. The chile
is gone!”
“Gone!” echoed Mrs. Starbottle.
There was something in the tone of
her voice, in the sudden drawing-together of the pupils
of her eyes, that for a moment nearly sobered the
colonel, and partly collapsed his chest.
“I’ll splain all in a
minit,” he said with a deprecating wave of the
hand. “Every thing shall be splained.
The-the-the-melencholly event wish preshipitate our
happ’ness the myster’us prov’nice
wish releash you releash chile! hunerstan? releash
chile. The mom’t Tretherick die all
claim you have in chile through him die
too. Thash law. Whose chile b’long
to? Tretherick? Tretherick dead. Chile
can’t b’long dead man. Damn nonshense
b’long dead man. I’sh your chile?
no! who’s chile then? Chile b’long
to ’ts mother. Unnerstan?”
“Where is she?” said Mrs.
Starbottle with a very white face and a very low voice.
“I’ll splain all.
Chile b’long to ’ts mother. Thash
law. I’m lawyer, leshlator, and American
sis’n. Ish my duty as lawyer, as leshlator,
and ’merikan sis’n to reshtore chile
to suff’rin mother at any coss any
coss.”
“Where is she?” repeated
Mrs. Starbottle with her eyes still fixed on the colonel’s
face.
“Gone to ’ts m’o’r.
Gone East on shteamer, yesserday. Waffed by fav’rin
gales to suff’rin p’rent. Thash so!”
Mrs. Starbottle did not move.
The colonel felt his chest slowly collapsing, but
steadied himself against a chair, and endeavored to
beam with chivalrous gallantry not unmixed with magisterial
firmness upon her as she sat.
“Your feelin’s, m’m,
do honor to yer sex, but conshider situashun.
Conshider m’or’s feelings conshider
my feelin’s.” The colonel paused,
and, flourishing a white handkerchief, placed it negligently
in his breast, and then smiled tenderly above it,
as over laces and ruffles, on the woman before him.
“Why should dark shedder cass bligh on two sholes
with single beat? Chile’s fine chile,
good chile, but summonelse chile! Chile’s
gone, Clar’; but all ish’n’t gone,
Clar’. Conshider dearesht, you all’s
have me!”
Mrs. Starbottle started to her feet.
“You!” she cried, bringing out a
chest note that made the chandeliers ring, “you
that I married to give my darling food and clothes, you!
a dog that I whistled to my side to keep the men off
me, you!”
She choked up, and then dashed past
him into the inner room, which had been Carry’s;
then she swept by him again into her own bedroom, and
then suddenly re-appeared before him, erect, menacing,
with a burning fire over her cheek-bones, a quick
straightening of her arched brows and mouth, a squaring
of jaw, and ophidian flattening of the head.
“Listen!” she said in
a hoarse, half-grown boy’s voice. “Hear
me! If you ever expect to set eyes on me again,
you must find the child. If you ever expect to
speak to me again, to touch me, you must bring her
back. For where she goes, I go: you hear
me! Where she has gone, look for me.”
She struck out past him again with
a quick feminine throwing-out of her arms from the
elbows down, as if freeing herself from some imaginary
bonds, and, dashing into her chamber, slammed and locked
the door. Col. Starbottle, although no coward,
stood in superstitious fear of an angry woman, and,
recoiling as she swept by, lost his unsteady foothold,
and rolled helplessly on the sofa. Here, after
one or two unsuccessful attempts to regain his foothold,
he remained, uttering from time to time profane but
not entirely coherent or intelligible protests, until
at last he succumbed to the exhausting quality of
his emotions, and the narcotic quantity of his potations.
Meantime, within, Mrs. Starbottle
was excitedly gathering her valuables, and packing
her trunk, even as she had done once before in the
course of this remarkable history. Perhaps some
recollection of this was in her mind; for she stopped
to lean her burning cheeks upon her hand, as if she
saw again the figure of the child standing in the doorway,
and heard once more a childish voice asking, “Is
it mamma?” But the epithet now stung her to
the quick and with a quick, passionate gesture she
dashed it away with a tear that had gathered in her
eye. And then it chanced, that, in turning over
some clothes, she came upon the child’s slipper
with a broken sandal-string. She uttered a great
cry here, the first she had uttered, and
caught it to her breast, kissing it passionately again
and again, and rocking from side to side with a motion
peculiar to her sex. And then she took it to
the window, the better to see it through her now streaming
eyes. Here she was taken with a sudden fit of
coughing that she could not stifle with the handkerchief
she put to her feverish lips. And then she suddenly
grew very faint. The window seemed to recede
before her, the floor to sink beneath her feet; and,
staggering to the bed, she fell prone upon it with
the sandal and handkerchief pressed to her breast.
Her face was quite pale, the orbit of her eyes dark;
and there was a spot upon her lip, another on her
handkerchief, and still another on the white counterpane
of the bed.
The wind had risen, rattling the window-sashes,
and swaying the white curtains in a ghostly way.
Later, a gray fog stole softly over the roofs, soothing
the wind-roughened surfaces, and inwrapping all things
in an uncertain light and a measureless peace.
She lay there very quiet for all her troubles,
still a very pretty bride. And on the other side
of the bolted door the gallant bridegroom, from his
temporary couch, snored peacefully.
A week before Christmas Day, 1870,
the little town of Genoa, in the State of New York,
exhibited, perhaps more strongly than at any other
time, the bitter irony of its founders and sponsors.
A driving snow-storm, that had whitened every windward
hedge, bush, wall, and telegraph-pole, played around
this soft Italian Capitol, whirled in and out of the
great staring wooden Doric columns of its post-office
and hotel, beat upon the cold green shutters of its
best houses, and powdered the angular, stiff, dark
figures in its streets. From the level of the
street, the four principal churches of the town stood
out starkly, even while their misshapen spires were
kindly hidden in the low, driving storm. Near
the railroad-station, the new Methodist chapel, whose
resemblance to an enormous locomotive was further heightened
by the addition of a pyramidal row of front-steps,
like a cowcatcher, stood as if waiting for a few more
houses to be hitched on to proceed to a pleasanter
location. But the pride of Genoa the
great Crammer Institute for Young Ladies stretched
its bare brick length, and reared its cupola plainly
from the bleak Parnassian hill above the principal
avenue. There was no evasion in the Crammer Institute
of the fact that it was a public institution.
A visitor upon its doorsteps, a pretty face at its
window, were clearly visible all over the township.
The shriek of the engine of the four-o’clock
Northern express brought but few of the usual loungers
to the depot. Only a single passenger alighted,
and was driven away in the solitary waiting sleigh
toward the Genoa Hotel. And then the train sped
away again, with that passionless indifference to
human sympathies or curiosity peculiar to express-trains;
the one baggage-truck was wheeled into the station
again; the station-door was locked; and the station-master
went home.
The locomotive-whistle, however, awakened
the guilty consciousness of three young ladies of
the Crammer Institute, who were even then surreptitiously
regaling themselves in the bake-shop and confectionery-saloon
of Mistress Phillips in a by-lane. For even the
admirable regulations of the Institute failed to entirely
develop the physical and moral natures of its pupils.
They conformed to the excellent dietary rules in public,
and in private drew upon the luxurious rations of
their village caterer. They attended church with
exemplary formality, and flirted informally during
service with the village beaux. They received
the best and most judicious instruction during school-hours,
and devoured the trashiest novels during recess.
The result of which was an aggregation of quite healthy,
quite human, and very charming young creatures, that
reflected infinite credit on the Institute. Even
Mistress Phillips, to whom they owed vast sums, exhilarated
by the exuberant spirits and youthful freshness of
her guests, declared that the sight of “them
young things” did her good; and had even been
known to shield them by shameless equivocation.
“Four o’clock, girls!
and, if we’re not back to prayers by five, we’ll
be missed,” said the tallest of these foolish
virgins, with an aquiline nose, and certain quiet
elan that bespoke the leader, as she rose from her
seat. “Have you got the books, Addy?”
Addy displayed three dissipated-looking novels under
her waterproof. “And the provisions, Carry?”
Carry showed a suspicious parcel filling the pocket
of her sack. “All right, then. Come
girls, trudge. Charge it,” she added,
nodding to her host as they passed toward the door.
“I’ll pay you when my quarter’s
allowance comes.”
“No, Kate,” interposed
Carry, producing her purse, “let me pay:
it’s my turn.”
“Never!” said Kate, arching
her black brows loftily, “even if you do have
rich relatives, and regular remittances from California.
Never! Come, girls, forward, march!”
As they opened the door, a gust of
wind nearly took them off their feet. Kind-hearted
Mrs. Phillips was alarmed. “Sakes alive,
galls! ye mussn’t go out in sich weather.
Better let me send word to the Institoot, and make
ye up a nice bed to-night in my parlor.”
But the last sentence was lost in a chorus of half-suppressed
shrieks, as the girls, hand in hand, ran down the
steps into the storm, and were at once whirled away.
The short December day, unlit by any
sunset glow, was failing fast. It was quite dark
already; and the air was thick with driving snow.
For some distance their high spirits, youth, and even
inexperience, kept them bravely up; but, in ambitiously
attempting a short-cut from the high-road across an
open field, their strength gave out, the laugh grew
less frequent, and tears began to stand in Carry’s
brown eyes. When they reached the road again,
they were utterly exhausted. “Let us go
back,” said Carry.
“We’d never get across that field again,”
said Addy.
“Let’s stop at the first house, then,”
said Carry.
“The first house,” said
Addy, peering through the gathering darkness, “is
Squire Robinson’s.” She darted a mischievous
glance at Carry, that, even in her discomfort and
fear, brought the quick blood to her cheek.
“Oh, yes!” said Kate with
gloomy irony, “certainly; stop at the squire’s
by all means, and be invited to tea, and be driven
home after tea by your dear friend Mr. Harry, with
a formal apology from Mrs. Robinson, and hopes that
the young ladies may be excused this time. No!”
continued Kate with sudden energy. “That
may suit you; but I’m going back as I came, by
the window, or not at all.” Then she pounced
suddenly, like a hawk, on Carry, who was betraying
a tendency to sit down on a snowbank, and whimper,
and shook her briskly. “You’ll be
going to sleep next. Stay, hold your tongues,
all of you, what’s that?”
It was the sound of sleigh-bells.
Coming down toward them out of the darkness was a
sleigh with a single occupant. “Hold down
your heads, girls: if it’s anybody that
knows us, we’re lost.” But it was
not; for a voice strange to their ears, but withal
very kindly and pleasant, asked if its owner could
be of any help to them. As they turned toward
him, they saw it was a man wrapped in a handsome sealskin
cloak, wearing a sealskin cap; his face, half concealed
by a muffler of the same material, disclosing only
a pair of long mustaches, and two keen dark eyes.
“It’s a son of old Santa Claus!”
whispered Addy. The girls tittered audibly as
they tumbled into the sleigh: they had regained
their former spirits. “Where shall I take
you?” said the stranger quietly. There
was a hurried whispering; and then Kate said boldly,
“To the Institute.” They drove silently
up the hill, until the long, ascetic building loomed
up before them. The stranger reined up suddenly.
“You know the way better than I,” he said.
“Where do you go in?” “Through
the back-window,” said Kate with sudden and appalling
frankness. “I see!” responded their
strange driver quietly, and, alighting quickly, removed
the bells from the horses. “We can drive
as near as you please now,” he added by way
of explanation. “He certainly is a son of
Santa Claus,” whispered Addy. “Hadn’t
we better ask after his father?” “Hush!”
said Kate decidedly. “He is an angel, I
dare say.” She added with a delicious irrelevance,
which was, however, perfectly understood by her feminine
auditors, “We are looking like three frights.”
Cautiously skirting the fences, they
at last pulled up a few feet from a dark wall.
The stranger proceeded to assist them to alight.
There was still some light from the reflected snow;
and, as he handed his fair companions to the ground,
each was conscious of undergoing an intense though
respectful scrutiny. He assisted them gravely
to open the window, and then discreetly retired to
the sleigh until the difficult and somewhat discomposing
ingress was made. He then walked to the window,
“Thank you and good-night!” whispered three
voices. A single figure still lingered.
The stranger leaned over the window-sill. “Will
you permit me to light my cigar here? it might attract
attention if I struck a match outside.”
By the upspringing light he saw the figure of Kate
very charmingly framed in by the window. The match
burnt slowly out in his fingers. Kate smiled
mischievously. The astute young woman had detected
the pitiable subterfuge. For what else did she
stand at the head of her class, and had doting parents
paid three years’ tuition?
The storm had passed, and the sun
was shining quite cheerily in the eastern recitation-room
the next morning, when Miss Kate, whose seat was nearest
the window, placing her hand pathetically upon her
heart, affected to fall in bashful and extreme agitation
upon the shoulder of Carry her neighbor. “He
has come,” she gasped in a thrilling whisper.
“Who?” asked Carry sympathetically, who
never clearly under stood when Kate was in earnest.
“Who? why, the man who rescued us
last night! I saw him drive to the door this
moment. Don’t speak: I shall be better
in a moment there!” she said; and
the shameless hypocrite passed her hand pathetically
across her forehead with a tragic air.
“What can he want?” asked
Carry, whose curiosity was excited.
“I don’t know,”
said Kate, suddenly relapsing into gloomy cynicism.
“Possibly to put his five daughters to school;
perhaps to finish his young wife, and warn her against
us.”
“He didn’t look old, and
he didn’t seem like a married man,” rejoined
Addy thoughtfully.
“That was his art, you poor
creature!” returned Kate scornfully. “You
can never tell any thing of these men, they are so
deceitful Besides, it’s just my fate!”
“Why, Kate,” began Carry, in serious concern.
“Hush! Miss Walker is saying something,”
said Kate, laughing.
“The young ladies will please
give attention,” said a slow, perfunctory voice.
“Miss Carry Tretherick is wanted in the parlor.”
Meantime Mr. Jack Prince, the name
given on the card, and various letters and credentials
submitted to the Rev. Mr. Crammer, paced the somewhat
severe apartment known publicly as the “reception
parlor,” and privately to the pupils as “purgatory.”
His keen eyes had taken in the various rigid details,
from the flat steam “radiator,” like an
enormous japanned soda-cracker, that heated one end
of the room, to the monumental bust of Dr. Crammer,
that hopelessly chilled the other; from the Lord’s
Prayer, executed by a former writing-master in such
gratuitous variety of elegant calligraphic trifling
as to considerably abate the serious value of the
composition, to three views of Genoa from the Institute,
which nobody ever recognized, taken on the spot by
the drawing-teacher; from two illuminated texts of
Scripture in an English Letter, so gratuitously and
hideously remote as to chill all human interest, to
a large photograph of the senior class, in which the
prettiest girls were Ethiopian in complexion, and sat,
apparently, on each other’s heads and shoulders.
His fingers had turned listlessly the leaves of school-catalogues,
the “Sermons” of Dr. Crammer, the “Poems”
of Henry Kirke White, the “Lays of the Sanctuary”
and “Lives of Celebrated Women.”
His fancy, and it was a nervously active one, had
gone over the partings and greetings that must have
taken place here, and wondered why the apartment had
yet caught so little of the flavor of humanity; indeed,
I am afraid he had almost forgotten the object of his
visit, when the door opened, and Carry Tretherick stood
before him.
It was one of those faces he had seen
the night before, prettier even than it had seemed
then; and yet I think he was conscious of some disappointment,
without knowing exactly why. Her abundant waving
hair was of a guinea-golden tint, her complexion of
a peculiar flower-like delicacy, her brown eyes of
the color of seaweed in deep water. It certainly
was not her beauty that disappointed him.
Without possessing his sensitiveness
to impression, Carry was, on her part, quite as vaguely
ill at ease. She saw before her one of those men
whom the sex would vaguely generalize as “nice,”
that is to say, correct in all the superficial appointments
of style, dress, manners and feature. Yet there
was a decidedly unconventional quality about him:
he was totally unlike any thing or anybody that she
could remember; and, as the attributes of originality
are often as apt to alarm as to attract people, she
was not entirely prepossessed in his favor.
“I can hardly hope,” he
began pleasantly, “that you remember me.
It is eleven years ago, and you were a very little
girl. I am afraid I cannot even claim to have
enjoyed that familiarity that might exist between a
child of six and a young man of twenty-one. I
don’t think I was fond of children. But
I knew your mother very well. I was editor of
’The Avalanche’ in Fiddletown, when she
took you to San Francisco.”
“You mean my stepmother:
she wasn’t my mother, you know,” interposed
Carry hastily.
Mr. Prince looked at her curiously.
“I mean your stepmother,” he said gravely.
“I never had the pleasure of meeting your mother.”
“No: Mother hasn’t
been in California these twelve years.”
There was an intentional emphasizing
of the title and of its distinction, that began to
coldly interest Prince after his first astonishment
was past.
“As I come from your stepmother
now,” he went on with a slight laugh, “I
must ask you to go back for a few moments to that point.
After your father’s death, your mother I
mean your stepmother recognized the fact
that your mother, the first Mrs. Tretherick, was legally
and morally your guardian, and, although much against
her inclination and affections, placed you again in
her charge.”
“My stepmother married again
within a month after father died, and sent me home,”
said Carry with great directness, and the faintest
toss of her head.
Mr. Prince smiled so sweetly, and
apparently so sympathetically, that Carry began to
like him. With no other notice of the interruption
he went on, “After your stepmother had performed
this act of simple justice, she entered into an agreement
with your mother to defray the expenses of your education
until your eighteenth year, when you were to elect
and choose which of the two should thereafter be your
guardian, and with whom you would make your home.
This agreement, I think, you are already aware of,
and, I believe, knew at the time.”
“I was a mere child then,” said Carry.
“Certainly,” said Mr.
Prince, with the same smile. “Still the
conditions, I think, have never been oppressive to
you nor your mother; and the only time they are likely
to give you the least uneasiness will be when you
come to make up your mind in the choice of your guardian.
That will be on your eighteenth birthday, the
20th, I think, of the present month.”
Carry was silent.
“Pray do not think that I am
here to receive your decision, even if it be already
made. I only came to inform you that your stepmother,
Mrs. Starbottle, will be in town to-morrow, and will
pass a few days at the hotel. If it is your wish
to see her before you make up your mind, she will
be glad to meet you. She does not, however, wish
to do any thing to influence your judgment.”
“Does mother know she is coming?” said
Carry hastily.
“I do not know,” said
Prince gravely. “I only know, that, if you
conclude to see Mrs. Starbottle, it will be with your
mother’s permission. Mrs. Starbottle will
keep sacredly this part of the agreement, made ten
years ago. But her health is very poor; and the
change and country quiet of a few days may benefit
her.” Mr. Prince bent his keen, bright
eyes upon the young girl, and almost held his breath
until she spoke again.
“Mother’s coming up to-day
or to-morrow,” she said, looking up.
“Ah!” said Mr. Prince with a sweet and
languid smile.
“Is Col. Starbottle here too?” asked
Carry, after a pause.
“Col. Starbottle is dead. Your stepmother
is again a widow.”
“Dead!” repeated Carry.
“Yes,” replied Mr. Prince.
“Your step-mother has been singularly unfortunate
in surviving her affections.”
Carry did not know what he meant,
and looked so. Mr. Prince smiled re-assuringly.
Presently Carry began to whimper.
Mr. Prince softly stepped beside her chair.
“I am afraid,” he said
with a very peculiar light in his eye, and a singular
dropping of the corners of his mustache, “I
am afraid you are taking this too deeply. It
will be some days before you are called upon to make
a decision. Let us talk of something else.
I hope you caught no cold last evening.”
Carry’s face shone out again in dimples.
“You must have thought us so
queer! It was too bad to give you so much trouble.”
“None, whatever, I assure you.
My sense of propriety,” he added demurely, “which
might have been outraged, had I been called upon to
help three young ladies out of a schoolroom window
at night, was deeply gratified at being able to assist
them in again.” The door-bell rang loudly,
and Mr. Prince rose. “Take your own time,
and think well before you make your decision.”
But Carry’s ear and attention were given to
the sound of voices in the hall. At the same moment,
the door was thrown open, and a servant announced,
“Mrs. Tretherick and Mr. Robinson.”
The afternoon train had just shrieked
out its usual indignant protest at stopping at Genoa
at all, as Mr. Jack Prince entered the outskirts of
the town, and drove towards his hotel. He was
wearied and cynical. A drive of a dozen miles
through unpicturesque outlying villages, past small
economic farmhouses, and hideous villas that violated
his fastidious taste, had, I fear, left that gentleman
in a captious state of mind. He would have even
avoided his taciturn landlord as he drove up to the
door; but that functionary waylaid him on the steps.
“There’s a lady in the sittin’-room,
waitin’ for ye.” Mr. Prince hurried
up stairs, and entered the room as Mrs. Starbottle
flew towards him.
She had changed sadly in the last
ten years. Her figure was wasted to half its
size. The beautiful curves of her bust and shoulders
were broken or inverted. The once full, rounded
arm was shrunken in its sleeve; and the golden hoops
that encircled her wan wrists almost slipped from
her hands as her long, scant fingers closed convulsively
around Jack’s. Her cheek-bones were painted
that afternoon with the hectic of fever: somewhere
in the hollows of those cheeks were buried the dimples
of long ago; but their graves were forgotten.
Her lustrous eyes were still beautiful, though the
orbits were deeper than before. Her mouth was
still sweet, although the lips parted more easily over
the little teeth, and even in breathing, and showed
more of them than she was wont to do before.
The glory of her blonde hair was still left: it
was finer, more silken and ethereal, yet it failed
even in its plenitude to cover the hollows of the
blue-veined temples.
“Clara!” said Jack reproachfully.
“Oh, forgive me, Jack!”
she said, falling into a chair, but still clinging
to his hand, “forgive me, dear; but I could not
wait longer. I should have died, Jack, died
before another night. Bear with me a little longer
(it will not be long), but let me stay. I may
not see her, I know; I shall not speak to her:
but it’s so sweet to feel that I am at last
near her, that I breathe the same air with my darling.
I am better already, Jack, I am indeed. And you
have seen her to-day? How did she look?
What did she say? Tell me all, every thing, Jack.
Was she beautiful? They say she is. Has
she grown? Would you have known her again?
Will she come, Jack? Perhaps she has been here
already; perhaps,” she had risen with tremulous
excitement, and was glancing at the door, “perhaps
she is here now. Why don’t you speak, Jack?
Tell me all.”
The keen eyes that looked down into
hers were glistening with an infinite tenderness that
none, perhaps, but she would have deemed them capable
of. “Clara,” he said gently and cheerily,
“try and compose yourself. You are trembling
now with the fatigue and excitement of your journey.
I have seen Carry: she is well and beautiful.
Let that suffice you now.”
His gentle firmness composed and calmed
her now, as it had often done before. Stroking
her thin hand, he said, after a pause, “Did Carry
ever write to you?”
“Twice, thanking me for some
presents. They were only school-girl letters,”
she added, nervously answering the interrogation of
his eyes.
“Did she ever know of your own
troubles? of your poverty, of the sacrifices you made
to pay her bills, of your pawning your clothes and
jewels, of your”
“No, no!” interrupted
the woman quickly: “no! How could she?
I have no enemy cruel enough to tell her that.”
“But if she or if
Mrs. Tretherick had heard of it? If
Carry thought you were poor, and unable to support
her properly, it might influence her decision.
Young girls are fond of the position that wealth can
give. She may have rich friends, maybe a lover.”
Mrs. Starbottle winced at the last
sentence. “But,” she said eagerly,
grasping Jack’s hand, “when you found me
sick and helpless at Sacramento, when you God
bless you for it, Jack! offered to help
me to the East, you said you knew of something, you
had some plan, that would make me and Carry independent.”
“Yes,” said Jack hastily;
“but I want you to get strong and well first.
And, now that you are calmer, you shall listen to my
visit to the school.”
It was then that Mr. Jack Prince proceeded
to describe the interview already recorded, with a
singular felicity and discretion that shames my own
account of that proceeding. Without suppressing
a single fact, without omitting a word or detail,
he yet managed to throw a poetic veil over that prosaic
episode, to invest the heroine with a romantic roseate
atmosphere, which, though not perhaps entirely imaginary,
still, I fear, exhibited that genius which ten years
ago had made the columns of “The Fiddletown
Avalanche” at once fascinating and instructive.
It was not until he saw the heightening color, and
heard the quick breathing, of his eager listener,
that he felt a pang of self-reproach. “God
help her and forgive me!” he muttered between
his clinched teeth, “but how can I tell her
all now!”
That night, when Mrs. Starbottle laid
her weary head upon her pillow, she tried to picture
to herself Carry at the same moment sleeping peacefully
in the great schoolhouse on the hill; and it was a
rare comfort to this yearning, foolish woman to know
that she was so near. But at this moment Carry
was sitting on the edge of her bed, half undressed,
pouting her pretty lips, and twisting her long, leonine
locks between her fingers, as Miss Kate Van Corlear dramatically
wrapped in a long white counterpane, her black eyes
sparkling, and her thorough-bred nose thrown high
in air, stood over her like a wrathful and
indignant ghost; for Carry had that evening imparted
her woes and her history to Miss Kate, and that young
lady had “proved herself no friend” by
falling into a state of fiery indignation over Carry’s
“ingratitude,” and openly and shamelessly
espousing the claims of Mrs. Starbottle. “Why,
if the half you tell me is true, your mother and those
Robinsons are making of you not only a little coward,
but a little snob, miss. Respectability, forsooth!
Look you, my family are centuries before the Trethericks;
but if my family had ever treated me in this way,
and then asked me to turn my back on my best friend,
I’d whistle them down the wind;” and here
Kate snapped her fingers, bent her black brows, and
glared around the room as if in search of a recreant
Van Corlear.
“You just talk this way, because
you have taken a fancy to that Mr. Prince,”
said Carry.
In the debasing slang of the period,
that had even found its way into the virgin cloisters
of the Crammer Institute, Miss Kate, as she afterwards
expressed it, instantly “went for her.”
First, with a shake of her head, she
threw her long black hair over one shoulder, then,
dropping one end of the counterpane from the other
like a vestal tunic, she stepped before Carry with
a purposely-exaggerated classic stride. “And
what if I have, miss! What if I happen to know
a gentleman when I see him! What if I happen to
know, that among a thousand such traditional, conventional,
feeble editions of their grandfathers as Mr. Harry
Robinson, you cannot find one original, independent,
individualized gentleman like your Prince! Go
to bed, miss, and pray to Heaven that he may be your
Prince indeed. Ask to have a contrite and grateful
heart, and thank the Lord in particular for having
sent you such a friend as Kate Van Corlear.”
Yet, after an imposing dramatic exit, she re-appeared
the next moment as a straight white flash, kissed
Carry between the brows, and was gone.
The next day was a weary one to Jack
Prince. He was convinced in his mind that Carry
would not come; yet to keep this consciousness from
Mrs. Starbottle, to meet her simple hopefulness with
an equal degree of apparent faith, was a hard and
difficult task. He would have tried to divert
her mind by taking her on a long drive; but she was
fearful that Carry might come during her absence;
and her strength, he was obliged to admit, had failed
greatly. As he looked into her large and awe-inspiring
clear eyes, a something he tried to keep from his mind to
put off day by day from contemplation kept
asserting itself directly to his inner consciousness.
He began to doubt the expediency and wisdom of his
management. He recalled every incident of his
interview with Carry, and half believed that its failure
was due to himself. Yet Mrs. Starbottle was very
patient and confident: her very confidence shook
his faith in his own judgment. When her strength
was equal to the exertion, she was propped up in her
chair by the window, where she could see the school
and the entrance to the hotel. In the intervals
she would elaborate pleasant plans for the future,
and would sketch a country home. She had taken
a strange fancy, as it seemed to Prince, to the present
location; but it was notable that the future, always
thus outlined, was one of quiet and repose. She
believed she would get well soon: in fact, she
thought she was now much better than she had been;
but it might be long before she should be quite strong
again. She would whisper on in this way until
Jack would dash madly down into the bar-room, order
liquors that he did not drink, light cigars that he
did not smoke, talk with men that he did not listen
to, and behave generally as our stronger sex is apt
to do in periods of delicate trials and perplexity.
The day closed with a clouded sky
and a bitter, searching wind. With the night
fell a few wandering flakes of snow. She was still
content and hopeful; and, as Jack wheeled her from
the window to the fire, she explained to him, how,
that, as the school-term was drawing near its close,
Carry was probably kept closely at her lessons during
the day, and could only leave the school at night.
So she sat up the greater part of the evening, and
combed her silken hair, and, as far as her strength
would allow, made an undress toilet to receive her
guest. “We must not frighten the child,
Jack,” she said apologetically, and with something
of her old coquetry.
It was with a feeling of relief, that,
at ten o’clock, Jack received a message from
the landlord, saying that the doctor would like to
see him for a moment down stairs. As Jack entered
the grim, dimly-lighted parlor, he observed the hooded
figure of a woman near the fire. He was about
to withdraw again, when a voice that he remembered
very pleasantly said,
“Oh, it’s all right! I’m the
doctor.”
The hood was thrown back; and Prince
saw the shining black hair, and black, audacious eyes,
of Kate Van Corlear.
“Don’t ask any questions.
I’m the doctor and there’s my prescription,”
and she pointed to the half-frightened, half-sobbing
Carry in the corner “to be taken
at once.”
“Then Mrs. Tretherick has given her permission?”
“Not much, if I know the sentiments of that
lady,” replied Kate saucily.
“Then how did you get away?” asked Prince
gravely.
“By the window.”
When Mr. Prince had left Carry in
the arms of her stepmother, he returned to the parlor.
“Well?” demanded Kate.
“She will stay you will, I hope,
also to-night.”
“As I shall not be eighteen,
and my own mistress on the 20th, and as I haven’t
a sick stepmother, I won’t.”
“Then you will give me the pleasure
of seeing you safely through the window again?”
When Mr. Prince returned an hour later,
he found Carry sitting on a low stool at Mrs. Starbottle’s
feet. Her head was in her stepmother’s lap;
and she had sobbed herself to sleep. Mrs. Starbottle
put her finger to her lip. “I told you
she would come. God bless you, Jack! and good-night.”
The next morning Mrs. Tretherick,
indignant, the Rev. Asa Crammer, principal, injured,
and Mr. Joel Robinson, sen., complacently respectable,
called upon Mr. Prince. There was a stormy meeting,
ending in a demand for Carry. “We certainly
cannot admit of this interference,” said Mrs.
Tretherick, a fashionably dressed, indistinctive looking
woman. “It is several days before the expiration
of our agreement; and we do not feel, under the circumstances,
justified in releasing Mrs. Starbottle from its conditions.”
“Until the expiration of the school-term, we
must consider Miss Tretherick as complying entirely
with its rules and discipline,” imposed Dr.
Crammer. “The whole proceeding is calculated
to injure the prospects, and compromise the position,
of Miss Tretherick in society,” suggested Mr.
Robinson.
In vain Mr. Prince urged the failing
condition of Mrs. Starbottle, her absolute freedom
from complicity with Carry’s flight, the pardonable
and natural instincts of the girl, and his own assurance
that they were willing to abide by her decision.
And then with a rising color in his cheek, a dangerous
look in his eye, but a singular calmness in his speech,
he added,
“One word more. It becomes
my duty to inform you of a circumstance which would
certainly justify me, as an executor of the late Mr.
Tretherick, in fully resisting your demands.
A few months after Mr. Tretherick’s death, through
the agency of a Chinaman in his employment, it was
discovered that he had made a will, which was subsequently
found among his papers. The insignificant value
of his bequest mostly land, then quite
valueless prevented his executors from carrying
out his wishes, or from even proving the will, or
making it otherwise publicly known, until within the
last two or three years, when the property had enormously
increased in value. The provisions of that bequest
are simple, but unmistakable. The property is
divided between Carry and her stepmother, with the
explicit condition that Mrs. Starbottle shall become
her legal guardian, provide for her education, and
in all details stand to her in loco parentis.”
“What is the value of this bequest?”
asked Mr. Robinson. “I cannot tell exactly,
but not far from half a million, I should say,”
returned Prince. “Certainly, with this
knowledge, as a friend of Miss Tretherick, I must
say that her conduct is as judicious as it is honorable
to her,” responded Mr. Robinson. “I
shall not presume to question the wishes, or throw
any obstacles in the way of carrying out the intentions,
of my dead husband,” added Mrs. Tretherick;
and the interview was closed.
When its result was made known to
Mrs. Starbottle, she raised Jack’s hand to her
feverish lips. “It cannot add to my
happiness now, Jack; but tell me, why did you keep
it from her?” Jack smiled, but did not reply.
Within the next week the necessary
legal formalities were concluded; and Carry was restored
to her stepmother. At Mrs. Starbottle’s
request, a small house in the outskirts of the town
was procured; and thither they removed to wait the
spring, and Mrs. Starbottle’s convalescence.
Both came tardily that year.
Yet she was happy and patient.
She was fond of watching the budding of the trees
beyond her window, a novel sight to her
Californian experience, and of asking Carry
their names and seasons. Even at this time she
projected for that summer, which seemed to her so mysteriously
withheld, long walks with Carry through the leafy woods,
whose gray, misty ranks she could see along the hilltop.
She even thought she could write poetry about them,
and recalled the fact as evidence of her gaining strength;
and there is, I believe, still treasured by one of
the members of this little household a little carol
so joyous, so simple, and so innocent, that it might
have been an echo of the robin that called to her
from the window, as perhaps it was.
And then, without warning, there dropped
from Heaven a day so tender, so mystically soft, so
dreamily beautiful, so throbbing, and alive with the
fluttering of invisible wings, so replete and bounteously
overflowing with an awakening and joyous resurrection
not taught by man or limited by creed, that they thought
it fit to bring her out, and lay her in that glorious
sunshine that sprinkled like the droppings of a bridal
torch the happy lintels and doors. And there
she lay beatified and calm.
Wearied by watching, Carry had fallen
asleep by her side; and Mrs. Starbottle’s thin
fingers lay like a benediction on her head. Presently
she called Jack to her side.
“Who was that,” she whispered, “who
just came in?”
“Miss Van Corlear,” said
Jack, answering the look in her great hollow eyes.
“Jack,” she said, after
a moment’s silence, “sit by me a moment,
dear Jack: I’ve something I must say.
If I ever seemed hard, or cold, or coquettish to you
in the old days, it was because I loved you, Jack,
too well to mar your future by linking it with my
own. I always loved you, dear Jack, even when
I seemed least worthy of you. That is gone now.
But I had a dream lately, Jack, a foolish woman’s
dream, that you might find what I lacked
in her,” and she glanced lovingly at the
sleeping girl at her side; “that you might love
her as you have loved me. But even that is not
to be, Jack, is it?” and she glanced wistfully
in his face. Jack pressed her hand, but did not
speak. After a few moments’ silence, she
again said, “Perhaps you are right in your choice.
She is a good-hearted girl, Jack but a
little bold.”
And with this last flicker of foolish,
weak humanity in her struggling spirit, she spoke
no more. When they came to her a moment later,
a tiny bird that had lit upon her breast flew away;
and the hand that they lifted from Carry’s head
fell lifeless at her side.