A gleam of sunshine.
While these various passions had been
kindled by her compatriots in the peaceful ashes of
Todos Santos, Eleanor Keene had moved among them indifferently
and, at times, unconsciously. The stranding of
her young life on that unknown shore had not drawn
her towards her fellow-exiles, and the circumstances
which afterwards separated her from daily contact
with them completed the social estrangement. She
found herself more in sympathy with the natives, to
whom she had shown no familiarity, than with her own
people, who had mixed with them more or less contemptuously.
She found the naïveté of Dona Isabel more amusing than
the doubtful simplicity of that married ingenue Mrs.
Brimmer, although she still met the young girl’s
advances with a certain reserve. She found herself
often pained by the practical brusqueness with which
Mrs. Markham put aside the Comandante’s delicate
attentions, and she was moved with a strange pity
for his childlike trustfulness, which she knew was
hopeless. As the months passed, on the few occasions
that she still met the Excelsior’s passengers
she was surprised to find how they had faded from
her memory, and to discover in them the existence of
qualities that made her wonder how she could have ever
been familiar with them. She reproached herself
with this fickleness; she wondered if she would have
felt thus if they had completed their voyage to San
Francisco together; and she recalled, with a sad smile,
the enthusiastic plans they had formed during the
passage to perpetuate their fellowship by anniversaries
and festivals. But she, at last, succumbed, and
finally accepted their open alienation as preferable
to the growing awkwardness of their chance encounters.
For a few weeks following the flight
of Captain Bunker and her acceptance of the hospitality
and protection of the Council, she became despondent.
The courage that had sustained her, and the energy
she had shown in the first days of their abandonment,
suddenly gave way, for no apparent reason. She
bitterly regretted the brother whom she scarcely remembered;
she imagined his suspense and anguish on her account,
and suffered for both; she felt the dumb pain of homesickness
for a home she had never known. Her loneliness
became intolerable. Her condition at last affected
Mrs. Markham, whose own idleness had been beguiled
by writing to her husband an exhaustive account of
her captivity, which had finally swelled to a volume
on Todos Santos, its resources, inhabitants, and customs.
“Good heavens!” she said, “you must
do something, child, to occupy your mind if
it is only a flirtation with that conceited Secretary.”
But this terrible alternative was happily not required.
The Comandante had still retained as part of the old
patriarchal government of the Mission the Presidio
school, for the primary instruction of the children
of the soldiers, dependants of the garrison.
Miss Keene, fascinated by several little pairs of
beady black eyes that had looked up trustingly to
hers from the playground on the glacis, offered to
teach English to the Comandante’s flock.
The offer was submitted to the spiritual head of Todos
Santos, and full permission given by Padre Esteban
to the fair heretic. Singing was added to the
Instruction, and in a few months the fame of the gracious
Dona Leonor’s pupils stirred to emulation even
the boy choristers of the Mission.
Her relations with James Hurlstone
during this interval were at first marked by a strange
and unreasoning reserve. Whether she resented
the singular coalition forced upon them by the Council
and felt the awkwardness of their unintentional imposture
when they met, she did not know, but she generally
avoided his society. This was not difficult, as
he himself had shown no desire to intrude his confidences
upon her; and even in her shyness she could not help
thinking that if he had treated the situation lightly
or humorously as she felt sure Mr. Brace
or Mr. Crosby would have done it would
have been less awkward and unpleasant. But his
gloomy reserve seemed to the high-spirited girl to
color their innocent partnership with the darkness
of conspiracy.
“If your conscience troubles
you, Mr. Hurlstone, in regard to the wretched infatuation
of those people,” she had once said, “undeceive
them, if you can, and I will assist you. And don’t
let that affair of Captain Bunker worry you either.
I have already confessed to the Comandante that he
escaped through my carelessness.”
“You could not have done otherwise
without sacrificing the poor Secretary, who must have
helped you,” Hurlstone returned quietly.
Miss Keene bit her lip and dropped
the subject. At their next meeting Hurlstone
himself resumed it.
“I hope you don’t allow
that absurd decree of the Council to disturb you;
I imagine they’re quite convinced of their folly.
I know that the Padre is; and I know that he thinks
you’ve earned a right to the gratitude of the
Council in your gracious task at the Presidio school
that is far beyond any fancied political service.”
“I really haven’t thought
about it at all,” said Miss Keene coolly.
“I thought it was you who were annoyed.”
“I? not at all,” returned
Hurlstone quickly. “I have been able to
assist the Padre in arranging the ecclesiastical archives
of the church, and in suggesting some improvement
in codifying the ordinances of the last forty years.
No; I believe I’m earning my living here, and
I fancy they think so.”
“Then it isn’t that
that troubles you?” said Miss Keene carelessly,
but glancing at him under the shade of her lashes.
“No,” he said coldly, turning away.
Yet unsatisfactory as these brief
interviews were, they revived in Miss Keene the sympathizing
curiosity and interest she had always felt for this
singular man, and which had been only held in abeyance
at the beginning of their exile; in fact, she found
herself thinking of him more during the interval when
they seldom saw each other, and apparently had few
interests in common, than when they were together on
the Excelsior. Gradually she slipped into three
successive phases of feeling towards him, each of
them marked with an equal degree of peril to her peace
of mind. She began with a profound interest in
the mystery of his secluded habits, his strange abstraction,
and a recognition of the evident superiority of a
nature capable of such deep feeling uninfluenced
by those baser distractions which occupied Brace,
Crosby, and Winslow. This phase passed into a
settled conviction that some woman was at the root
of his trouble, and responsible for it. With
an instinctive distrust of her own sex, she was satisfied
that it must be either a misplaced or unworthy attachment,
and that the unknown woman was to blame. This
second phase which hovered between compassion
and resentment suddenly changed to the
latter the third phase of her feelings.
Miss Keene became convinced that Mr. Hurlstone had
a settled aversion to herself. Why and wherefore,
she did not attempt to reason, yet she was satisfied
that from the first he disliked her. His studious
reserve on the Excelsior, compared with the attentions
of the others, ought then to have convinced her of
the fact; and there was no doubt now that his present
discontent could be traced to the unfortunate circumstances
that brought them together. Having given herself
up to that idea, she vacillated between a strong impulse
to inform him that she knew his real feelings and
an equally strong instinct to avoid him hereafter
entirely. The result was a feeble compromise.
On the ground that Mr. Hurlstone could “scarcely
be expected to admire her inferior performances,”
she declined to invite him with Father Esteban to listen
to her pupils. Father Esteban took a huge pinch
of snuff, examined Miss Keene attentively, and smiled
a sad smile. The next day he begged Hurlstone
to take a volume of old music to Miss Keene with his
compliments. Hurlstone did so, and for some reason
exerted himself to be agreeable. As he made no
allusion to her rudeness, she presumed he did not
know of it, and speedily forgot it herself. When
he suggested a return visit to the boy choir, with
whom he occasionally practiced, she blushed and feared
she had scarcely the time. But she came with Mrs.
Markham, some consciousness, and a visible color!
And then, almost without her knowing
how or why, and entirely unexpected and unheralded,
came a day so strangely and unconsciously happy, so
innocently sweet and joyous, that it seemed as if all
the other days of her exile had only gone before to
create it, and as if it and it alone were
a sufficient reason for her being there. A day
full of gentle intimations, laughing suggestions,
childlike surprises and awakenings; a day delicious
for the very incompleteness of its vague happiness.
And this remarkable day was simply marked in Mrs. Markham’s
diary as follows: “Went with E. to
Indian village; met Padre and J. H. J. H. actually
left shell and crawled on beach with E. E. chatty.”
The day itself had been singularly
quiet and gracious, even for that rare climate of
balmy days and recuperating nights. At times the
slight breath of the sea which usually stirred the
morning air of Todos Santos was suspended, and a hush
of expectation seemed to arrest land and water.
When Miss Keene and Mrs. Markham left the Presidio,
the tide was low, and their way lay along the beach
past the Mission walls. A walk of two or three
miles brought them to the Indian village properly
a suburban quarter of Todos Santos a collection
of adobe huts and rudely cultivated fields. Padre
Esteban and Mr. Hurlstone were awaiting them in the
palm-thatched veranda of a more pretentious cabin,
that served as a school-room. “This is
Don Diego’s design,” said the Padre, beaming
with a certain paternal pride on Hurlstone, “built
by himself and helped by the heathen; but look you:
my gentleman is not satisfied with it, and wishes
now to bring his flock to the Mission school, and have
them mingle with the pure-blooded races on an equality.
That is the revolutionary idea of this sans culotte
reformer,” continued the good Father, shaking
his yellow finger with gentle archness at the young
man. “Ah, we shall yet have a revolution
in Todos Santos unless you ladies take him in hand.
He has already brought the half-breeds over to his
side, and those heathens follow him like dumb cattle
anywhere. There, take him away and scold him,
Dona Leonor, while I speak to the Senora Markham of
the work that her good heart and skillful fingers may
do for my poor muchachos.”
Eleanor Keene lifted her beautiful
eyes to Hurlstone with an artless tribute in their
depths that brought the blood faintly into his cheek.
She was not thinking of the priest’s admonishing
words; she was thinking of the quiet, unselfish work
that this gloomy misanthrope had been doing while
his companions had been engaged in lower aims and listless
pleasures, and while she herself had been aimlessly
fretting and diverting herself. What were her
few hours of applauded instruction with the pretty
Murillo-like children of the Fort compared to his silent
and unrecognized labor! Yet even at this moment
an uneasy doubt crossed her mind.
“I suppose Mrs. Brimmer and
Miss Chubb interest themselves greatly in your in
the Padre’s charities?”
The first playful smile she had seen
on Hurlstone’s face lightened in his eyes and
lips, and was becoming.
“I am afraid my barbarians are
too low and too near home for Mrs. Brimmer’s
missionary zeal. She and Miss Chubb patronize
the Mexican school with cast-off dresses, old bonnets
retrimmed, flannel petticoats, some old novels and
books of poetry of which the Padre makes
an auto-da-fe and their
own patronizing presence on fête days. Providence
has given them the vague impression that leprosy and
contagious skin-disease are a peculiarity of the southern
aborigine, and they have left me severely alone.”
“I wish you would prevail upon
the Padre to let me help you,” said Miss
Keene, looking down.
“But you already have the Commander’s
chickens which you are bringing up as swans,
by the way,” said Hurlstone mischievously.
“You wouldn’t surely abandon the nest
again?”
“You are laughing at me,”
said Miss Keene, putting on a slight pout to hide
the vague pleasure that Hurlstone’s gayer manner
was giving her. “But, really, I’ve
been thinking that the Presidio children are altogether
too pretty and picturesque for me, and that I enjoy
them too much to do them any good. It’s
like playing with them, you know!”
Hurlstone laughed, but suddenly looking
down upon her face he was struck with its youthfulness.
She had always impressed him before through
her reserve and independence as older,
and more matured in character. He did not know
how lately she was finding her lost youth as he asked
her, quite abruptly, if she ever had any little brothers
and sisters.
The answer to this question involved
the simple story of Miss Keene’s life, which
she gave with naïve detail. She told him of her
early childhood, and the brother who was only an indistinct
memory; of her school days, and her friendships up
to the moment of her first step into the great world
that was so strangely arrested at Todos Santos.
He was touched with the almost pathetic blankness
of this virgin page. Encouraged by his attention,
and perhaps feeling a sympathy she had lately been
longing for, she confessed to him the thousand little
things which she had reserved from even Mrs. Markham
during her first apathetic weeks at Todos Santos.
“I’m sure I should have
been much happier if I had had any one to talk to,”
she added, looking up into his face with a naïveté
of faint reproach; “it’s very different
for men, you know. They can always distract themselves
with something. Although,” she continued
hesitatingly, “I’ve sometimes thought you
would have been happier if you had had somebody to
tell your troubles to I don’t mean
the Padre; for, good as he is, he is a foreigner,
you know, and wouldn’t look upon things as we
do but some one in sympathy with you.”
She stopped, alarmed at the change
of expression in his face. A quick flush had
crossed his cheek; for an instant he had looked suspiciously
into her questioning eyes. But the next moment
the idea of his quietly selecting this simple, unsophisticated
girl as the confidant of his miserable marriage, and
the desperation that had brought him there, struck
him as being irresistibly ludicrous and he smiled.
It was the first time that the habitual morbid intensity
of his thoughts on that one subject had ever been
disturbed by reaction; it was the first time that
a clear ray of reason had pierced the gloom in which
he had enwrapped it. Seeing him smile, the young
girl smiled too. Then they smiled together vaguely
and sympathetically, as over some unspoken confidence.
But, unknown and unsuspected by himself, that smile
had completed his emancipation and triumph. The
next moment, when he sought with a conscientious sigh
to reenter his old mood, he was half shocked to find
it gone. Whatever gradual influence the
outcome of these few months of rest and repose may
have already been at work to dissipate his clouded
fancy, he was only vaguely conscious that the laughing
breath of the young girl had blown it away forever.
The perilous point passed, unconsciously
to both of them, they fell into freer conversation,
tacitly avoiding the subject of Mr. Hurlstone’s
past reserve only as being less interesting.
Hurlstone did not return Miss Keene’s confidences not
because he wished to deceive her, but that he preferred
to entertain her; while she did not care to know his
secret now that it no longer affected their sympathy
in other things. It was a pleasant, innocent
selfishness, that, however, led them along, step by
step, to more uncertain and difficult ground.
In their idle, happy walk they had
strayed towards the beach, and had come upon a large
stone cross with its base half hidden in sand, and
covered with small tenacious, sweet-scented creepers,
bearing a pale lilac blossom that exhaled a mingled
odor of sea and shore. Hurlstone pointed out
the cross as one of the earliest outposts of the Church
on the edge of the unclaimed heathen wilderness.
It was hung with strings of gaudy shells and feathers,
which Hurlstone explained were votive offerings in
which their pagan superstitions still mingled with
their new faith.
“I don’t like to worry
that good old Padre,” he continued, with a light
smile, “but I’m afraid that they prefer
this cross to the chapel for certain heathenish reasons
of their own. I am quite sure that they still
hold some obscure rites here under the good Father’s
very nose, and that, in the guise of this emblem of
our universal faith, they worship some deity we have
no knowledge of.”
“It’s a shame,” said Miss Keene
quickly.
To her surprise, Hurlstone did not
appear so shocked as she, in her belief of his religious
sympathy with the Padre, had imagined.
“They’re a harmless race,”
he said carelessly. “The place is much
frequented by the children especially the
young girls; a good many of these offerings came from
them.”
The better to examine these quaint
tributes, Miss Keene had thrown herself, with an impulsive,
girlish abandonment, on the mound by the cross, and
Hurlstone sat down beside her. Their eyes met
in an innocent pleasure of each other’s company.
She thought him very handsome in the dark, half official
Mexican dress that necessity alone had obliged him
to assume, and much more distinguished-looking than
his companions in their extravagant foppery; he thought
her beauty more youthful and artless than he had imagined
it to be, and with his older and graver experiences
felt a certain protecting superiority that was pleasant
and reassuring.
Nevertheless, seated so near each
other, they were very quiet. Hurlstone could
not tell whether it was the sea or the flowers, but
the dress of the young girl seemed to exhale some
subtle perfume of her own freshness that half took
away his breath. She had scraped up a handful
of sand, and was allowing it to escape through her
slim fingers in a slender rain on the ground.
He was watching the operation with what he began to
fear was fatuous imbecility.
“Miss Keene? I beg your pardon”
“Mr. Hurlstone? Excuse me, you were
saying”
They had both spoken at the same moment,
and smiled forgivingly at each other. Hurlstone
gallantly insisted upon the precedence of her thought the
scamp had doubted the coherency of his own.
“I used to think,” she began “you
won’t be angry, will you?”
“Decidedly not.”
“I used to think you had an idea of becoming
a priest.”
“Why?”
“Because you are
sure you won’t be angry because I
thought you hated women!”
“Father Esteban is a priest,”
said Hurlstone, with a faint smile, “and you
know he thinks kindly of your sex.”
“Yes; but perhaps his life
was never spoiled by some wicked woman like like
yours.”
For an instant he gazed intently into her eyes.
“Who told you that?”
“No one.”
She was evidently speaking the absolute
truth. There was no deceit or suppression in
her clear gaze; if anything, only the faintest look
of wonder at his astonishment. And he this
jealously guarded secret, the curse of his whole wretched
life, had been guessed by this simple girl, without
comment, without reserve, without horror! And
there had been no scene, no convulsion of Nature,
no tragedy; he had not thrown himself into yonder
sea; she had not fled from him shrinking, but was sitting
there opposite to him in gentle smiling expectation,
the golden light of Todos Santos around them, a bit
of bright ribbon shining in her dark hair, and he,
miserable, outcast, and recluse, had not even changed
his position, but was looking up without tremulousness
or excitement, and smiling, too.
He raised himself suddenly on his knee.
“And what if it were all true?” he demanded.
“I should be very sorry for
you, and glad it were all over now,” she said
softly.
A faint pink flush covered her cheek
the next moment, as if she had suddenly become aware
of another meaning in her speech, and she turned her
head hastily towards the village. To her relief
she discerned that a number of Indian children had
approached them from behind and had halted a few paces
from the cross. Their hands were full of flowers
and shells as they stood hesitatingly watching the
couple.
“They are some of the school-children,”
said Hurlstone, in answer to her inquiring look; “but
I can’t understand why they come here so openly.”
“Oh, don’t scold them!”
said Eleanor, forgetting her previous orthodox protest;
“let us go away, and pretend we don’t notice
them.”
But as she was about to rise to her
feet the hesitation of the little creatures ended
in a sudden advance of the whole body, and before she
comprehended what they were doing they had pressed
the whole of their floral tributes in her lap.
The color rose again quickly to her laughing face
as she looked at Hurlstone.
“Do you usually get up this
pretty surprise for visitors?” she said hesitatingly.
“I assure you I have nothing
to do with it,” he answered, with frank amazement;
“it’s quite spontaneous. And look they
are even decorating me.”
It was true; they had thrown a half
dozen strings of shells on Hurlstone’s unresisting
shoulders, and, unheeding the few words he laughingly
addressed them in their own dialect, they ran off a
few paces, and remained standing, as if gravely contemplating
their work. Suddenly, with a little outcry of
terror, they turned, fled wildly past them, and disappeared
in the bushes.
Miss Keene and Hurlstone rose at the
same moment, but the young girl, taking a step forward,
suddenly staggered, and was obliged to clasp one of
the arms of the cross to keep herself from falling.
Hurlstone sprang to her side.
“Are you ill?” he asked
hurriedly. “You are quite white. What
is the matter?”
A smile crossed her colorless face.
“I am certainly very giddy; everything seems
to tremble.”
“Perhaps it is the flowers,”
he said anxiously. “Their heavy perfume
in this close air affects you. Throw them away,
for Heaven’s sake!”
But she clutched them tighter to her
heart as she leaned for a moment, pale yet smiling,
against the cross.
“No, no!” she said earnestly;
“it was not that. But the children were
frightened, and their alarm terrified me. There,
it is over now.”
She let him help her to her seat again
as he glanced hurriedly around him. It must have
been sympathy with her, for he was conscious of a
slight vertigo himself. The air was very close
and still. Even the pleasant murmur of the waves
had ceased.
“How very low the tide is!”
said Eleanor Keene, resting her elbow on her knees
and her round chin upon her hand. “I wonder
if that could have frightened those dear little midgets?”
The tide, in fact, had left the shore quite bare and
muddy for nearly a quarter of a mile to seaward.
Hurlstone arose, with grave eyes,
but a voice that was unchanged.
“Suppose we inquire? Lean
on my arm, and we’ll go up the hill towards
the Mission garden. Bring your flowers with you.”
The color had quite returned to her
cheek as she leant on his proffered arm. Yet
perhaps she was really weaker than she knew, for he
felt the soft pressure of her hand and the gentle
abandonment of her figure against his own as they
moved on. But for some preoccupying thought,
he might have yielded more completely to the pleasure
of that innocent contact and have drawn her closer
towards him; yet they moved steadily on, he contenting
himself from time to time with a hurried glance at
the downcast fringes of the eyes beside him. Presently
he stopped, his attention disturbed by what appeared
to be the fluttering of a black-winged, red-crested
bird, in the bushes before him. The next moment
he discovered it to be the rose-covered head of Dona
Isabel, who was running towards them. Eleanor
withdrew her arm from Hurlstone’s.
“Ah, imbecile!” said Dona
Isabel, pouncing upon Eleanor Keene like an affectionate
panther. “They have said you were on the
seashore, and I fly for you as a bird. Tell to
me quick,” she whispered, hastily putting her
own little brown ear against Miss Keene’s mouth,
“immediatamente, are you much happy?”
“Where is Mr. Brace?”
said Miss Keene, trying to effect a diversion, as
she laughed and struggled to get free from her tormentor.
“He, the idiot boy! Naturally,
when he is for use, he comes not. But as a maniac ever!
I would that I have him no more. You will to me
presently give your brother! I have
since to-day a presentimiento that him I shall
love! Ah!”
She pressed her little brown fist,
still tightly clutching her fan, against her low bodice,
as if already transfixed with a secret and absorbing
passion.
“Well, you shall have Dick then,”
said Miss Keene, laughing; “but was it for that
you were seeking me?”
“Mother of God! you know not
then what has happened? You are a blind a
deaf to but one thing all the time?
Ah!” she said quickly, unfolding her fan and
modestly diving her little head behind it, “I
have ashamed for you, Miss Keene.”
“But what has happened?”
said Hurlstone, interposing to relieve his companion.
“We fancied something”
“Something! he says something! ah,
that something was a temblor! An earthquake!
The earth has shaken himself. Look!”
She pointed with her fan to the shore,
where the sea had suddenly returned in a turbulence
of foam and billows that was breaking over the base
of the cross they had just quitted.
Miss Keene drew a quick sigh.
Dona Isabel had ducked again modestly behind her fan,
but this time dragging with her other arm Miss Keene’s
head down to share its discreet shadow as she whispered,
“And infatuated one! you
two never noticed it!”