When his pockets were lined, why his life
should be mended,
The laws he had broken he’d never
break more.
SEA SONG.
On his return to London, McElvina
immediately repaired to the residence of his patron,
that he might enter into the necessary explanations
relative to the capture of the vessel, and the circumstances
which had produced his release from the penalties
and imprisonment to which he had been subjected by
his lawless career. Previous, however, to narrating
the events which occurred upon his arrival, it will
be advisable to offer some remarks relative to McElvina,
which, when they have been suggested to the reader,
will serve to remove much of the apparent inconsistency
of his character. That a person who, from his
earliest childhood, had been brought up to fraud and
deceit, should, of his own accord, and so suddenly,
return to honesty, may at first appear problematical.
But let it be remembered, that McElvina was not in
the situation of those who, having their choice of
good and evil, had preferred the latter. From
infancy he had been brought up to, and had heard every
encomium upon dishonesty, without having one friend
to point out to him the advantages of pursuing another
course. The same Spirit of emulation which would
have made him strenuous in the right path, urged him
forward in his career of error. If, after his
discharge from the Philanthropic School, he had had
time to observe the advantages, in practice, of those
maxims which had only been inculcated in theory, it
is not improbable that he might have reformed:
this, however, was prevented by the injudicious conduct
of his master.
But although the principles which
had been instilled were not sufficiently powerful,
unassisted by reflection, to resist the force of habit,
the germ, smothered as it was for the time, was not
destroyed; and after McElvina’s seven years’
servitude in a profession remarkable for candour and
sincerity, and in which he had neither temptation nor
opportunity to return to his evil courses, habit had
been counteracted by habit. The tares and
wheat were of equal growth. This is substantiated
by the single fact of his inclination to be honest
when he found the pocket-book. A confirmed rogue
would never have thought of returning it, even if
it had not been worth five shillings. It is true,
if it had contained hundreds, that, in his distressed
circumstances, the temptation might have been too
strong; but this remark by no means disproves the
assertion, that he had the inclination to be honest.
“There is a tide in the affairs of men,”
and it was on this decision between retaining or returning
the pocket-book that depended the future misery or
welfare of McElvina. Fortunately, the sum was
not sufficient to turn the nicely balanced scale,
and the generosity of old Hornblow confirmed the victory
on the side of virtue. I do not mean to assert
that, for some time subsequent to this transaction,
McElvina was influenced by a religious, or even a
moral feeling. It was rather by interested motives
that he was convinced; but convinced he was; and whether
he was proud of his return to comparative virtue, or
found it necessary to refresh his memory, his constant
injunctions to others to be honest (upon the same
principle that a man who tells a story repeatedly
eventually believes it to be true) assisted to keep
him steadfast in his good resolutions.
Upon the other points of his character
it will be unnecessary to dilate. For his gentlemanly
appearance and address he was indebted to nature,
who does not always choose to acknowledge the claims
which aristocracy thinks proper to assert, and occasionally
mocks the idea, by bestowing graces on a cottager
which might be envied by the inhabitants of a palace.
Of McElvina it may with justice be asserted, that
his faults were those of education his
courage, generosity, and many good qualities were
his own.
McElvina, who knew exactly at what
hour of the day his patron would be abroad, took the
precaution of not going to the house until the time
at which he would be certain to find Susan, as usual,
in the little parlour, alone, and occupied with her
needle or her book. The street-door had just
been opened by the maid to receive some articles of
domestic use, which a tradesman had sent home; and
McElvina, putting his finger to his lips to ensure
the silence of the girl, who would have run to communicate
the welcome intelligence of his arrival, stepped past
her into the passage, and found the door of the little
parlour. Gently admitting himself, he discovered
Susan, whom he had not disturbed, sitting opposite
to the window, with her back towards him. He
crept in softly behind her chair. She was in
deep thought; one hand rested on her cheek, and the
other held the pen with which she had been arranging
the accounts of the former week, to submit them, as
usual, to her father on the Monday evening.
Of whom and what she was thinking was, however, soon
manifested to McElvina; for she commenced scribbling
and drawing with her pen on the blotting-paper before
her, until she at last wrote several times, as if
she were practising to see how it would look as a
signature:
“Susan McElvina.”
“Susan McElvina.”
“Susan McElvina.”
Although delighted at this proof that
he was occupying her thoughts, McElvina had the delicacy
to retire unperceived, and Susan, as if recollecting
herself, slightly coloured, as she twisted up the paper
and threw it under the grate; in doing which, she
perceived McElvina, who still remained at the door.
A cry of surprise, a deep blush of pleasure over
her pale face, and a hand frankly extended, which McElvina
could with difficulty resist the impulse to raise
to his lips, were followed up by the hasty interrogation
of “Why, your arm is in a sling?
You did not say that you were hurt when you wrote
from Plymouth?”
“It was not worth mentioning,
Susan it’s almost well; but tell me,
how did your father bear the loss of the vessel?”
“Oh! pretty well! But,
Captain McElvina, you could not have done me a greater
favour, or my father a greater kindness. He has
now wound up his affairs, and intends to retire from
all speculation. He has purchased a house in
the country, and I hope, when we go there, that I
shall be more happy, and have better health than I
have had of late.”
“And what is to become of me?”
observed McElvina, gravely.
“Oh, I don’t know; you are the best judge
of that.”
“Well, then, I will confess
to you, Susan, that I am just as well pleased that
all this has taken place as you are; for I am not sorry
to give up a profession respecting which, between
ourselves, I have lately had many scruples of conscience.
I have not saved much, it is true; but I have enough
to live upon, as long as I have no one to take care
of except myself.”
“You raise yourself in my opinion
by saying so,” replied Susan; “although
it is painful to me to condemn a practice which impeaches
my father. Your courage and talents may be better
applied. Thank God, that it is all over.”
“But, Susan, you said that you
hoped to have better health. Have you not been
well?”
“Not very ill,” replied
Susan; “but I have had a good deal of anxiety.
The loss of the vessel, your capture, has
affected my father, and, of course, has worried me.”
The discourse was now interrupted
by old Hornblow, who had returned home to his dinner.
He received McElvina in the most friendly manner,
and they sat down to table.
After dinner, McElvina entered into
a minute detail of all that had occurred, and, as
far as he was concerned, with a modesty which enhanced
his meritorious conduct.
Susan listened to the narrative with
intense interest; and as soon as it was over, retired
to her room, leaving old Hornblow and McElvina over
their bottle.
“Well, McElvina, what do you
mean to do with yourself?” said the old man.
“You know that Susan has at last persuaded me
into retiring from business. I have just concluded
the purchase of a little property near the seaside,
about seven miles from the village of –
in Norfolk it adjoins the great Rainscourt
estate. You know that part of the coast.”
“Very well, sir; there is a
famous landing-place there, on the Rainscourt estate.
It was formerly the property of Admiral De Courcy.”
“Ah! we don’t mean to
smuggle any more, so that’s no use. I should
not have known that it was near the Rainscourt property,
only they inserted it in the particulars of sale,
as an advantage; though I confess I do not see any
particular advantage in a poor man living too near
a rich one. But answer my question what
are you going to do with yourself? If I can assist
you, McElvina, I will.”
“I do not intend to go to sea any more.”
“No! what then? I suppose
you would like to marry, and settle on shore?
Well, if I can assist you, McElvina, I will.”
“You could, indeed, assist me there, sir.”
“Oh! Susan, I suppose.
Nay, don’t colour up; I’ve seen it long
enough, and if I had not meant that it should be so,
I should have put an end to it before. You are
an honest man, McElvina, and I know nobody to whom
I would give my girl sooner than to you.”
“You have, indeed, removed a
weight from my mind, sir, and I hardly know how to
express my thanks to you for your good wishes; but
I have yet to obtain your daughter’s consent.”
“I know you have; you cannot
expect that she will anticipate your wishes as I have
done. But as I wish this business to be decided
at once, I shall send her down to you, and I’ll
take a walk in the mean time. All I can say
is, that if she says she has no mind to you, don’t
you believe her, for I know better.”
“Susan!” said old Hornblow, going to the
door.
“Yes, father.”
“Come down, my dear, and stay
with Captain McElvina. I am obliged to go out.”
Old Hornblow reached down his hat,
put on his spencer, and departed; while Susan,
whose heart told her that so unusual a movement on
her father’s part was not without some good
reason, descended to the parlour with a quickened
pulse.
“Susan!” said McElvina,
who had risen from his chair to receive her, as soon
as he heard her footsteps, “I have much to say
to you, and I must be as brief as I can, for my mind
is in too agitated a state to bear with much temporising.
Do me the favour to take a chair, and listen while
I make you acquainted with what you do not know.”
Susan trembled; and the colour flew
from her cheeks, as she sat down on the chair which
McElvina handed to her.
“Your father, Susan, took me
by the hand at the time that I was in great distress,
in consequence of my having pleased him by an act of
common honesty. You know how kind and considerate
a patron he has been to me since, and I have now been
in his employ some years. This evening he has
overpowered me with a weight of gratitude, by allowing
me to aspire to that which I most covet on earth,
and has consented to my robbing him, if I can, of
his greatest treasure. You cannot mistake what
I mean. But, previous to my requesting an answer
on a point in which my future happiness is involved,
I have an act of justice to perform towards you, and
of conscience towards myself, which must be fulfilled.
It is to be candid, and not allow you to be entrapped
into an alliance with a person of whose life you,
at present, know but the fair side.
“First, let me state to you,
Susan, that my parentage is as obscure as it well
can be; and secondly, that the early part of my life
was as vicious. I may, indeed, extenuate it
when I enter into an explanation, and with great justice:
but I have now only stated the facts generally.
If you wish me to enter into particulars, much as I
shall blush at the exposure, and painful as the task
assigned will be, I shall not refuse, even at the
risk of losing all I covet by the confession; for,
much as my happiness is at stake, I have too sincere
a regard for you to allow you to contract any engagement
with me without making this candid avowal. Now,
Susan, answer me frankly whether, in the
first place, you wish me to discover the particulars
of my early life; in the next place (if you decline
hearing them), whether, after this general avowal,
you will listen to any solicitations, on my part,
to induce you to unite your future destiny with mine?”
“Captain McElvina, I thank you
for your candour,” replied Susan, “and
will imitate you in my answer. Your obscure parentage
cannot be a matter of consideration to one who has
no descent to boast of. That you have not always
been leading a creditable life, I am sorry for; more
sorry because I am sure it must be a source of repentance
and mortification to you; but I have not an idle curiosity
to wish you to impart that which would not tend to
my happiness to divulge. I did once hear an
old gentlewoman, who had been conversant with the world,
declare that if every man was obliged to confess the
secrets of his life before marriage, few young women
would be persuaded to go up to the altar. I
hope it is not true; but whether it is or not, it does
not exactly bear upon the subject in agitation.
I again thank you for your candour, and disclaim
all wish to know any further. I believe I have
now answered your question.”
“Not yet, Susan, you
have not yet answered the latter part of it.”
“What was it? I don’t recollect.”
“It was,” said McElvina,
picking up the piece of twisted paper which Susan
had thrown under the grate, “whether you would
listen to my entreaties to sign your name in future
as on this paper?”
“Oh, McElvina,” cried
Susan, “how unfair how
ungenerous! Now I detest you!”
“I’ll not believe that.
I have your own handwriting to the contrary, and
I’ll appeal to your father.”
“Nay, rather than that you
have set me an example of candour, and shall profit
by it. Promise me, McElvina, always to treat
me as you have this day, and here is my
hand.”
“Who would not be honest,
to be so rewarded?” replied McElvina, as he
embraced the blushing girl.
“Ah, all’s
right, I perceive,” cried old Hornblow, who had
opened the door unperceived. “Come, my
children, take my blessing long may you
live happy and united.”