Thou, God of this great vast, rebuke those
surges which wash both
heaven and hell; and thou that hast upon
the winds command, bind then,
in brass, having called them from the
deep.
SHAKESPEARE.
The shock threw the men off their
feet as they raised an appealing cry to Heaven, which
was mocked by the howling of the wind and the roar
of the waters. The masts, which were thrown
out from their steps, waved once, twice, and then
fell over the sides with a crash, as an enormous sea
broke over the vessel, forcing her further on the rocks,
and causing every timber and knee in her to start
from its place. The masts, as they fell, and
the sea, that at the same moment poured over like an
impetuous cataract, swept away thirty or forty of the
seamen into the boiling element under the lee.
Another and another shock from the resistless and
furious waves decided the fate of the resolute captain
and master. The frigate parted amidships.
The fore part of her, which was firmly wedged on
the rocks, remained. The quarter-deck and after-part
turned over to the deep water, and disappeared.
An enormous surge curled over it as it went down,
and, as if disappointed at not being able to wreak
its fury upon that part of the vessel, which, by sinking,
had evaded it, it drove in revenge upon the remainder,
forcing it several yards higher upon the reef.
Two-thirds of the ship’s company
were now gone the captain, the master,
and the major part of the officers and men, being on
the quarter-deck when the ship divided. The
cry of the drowning was not heard amidst the roaring
of the elements. The behaviour of the captain
and the officers at this dreadful crisis has not been
handed down; but, if we may judge from what has already
been narrated, they met their fate like British seamen.
The fore part of the ship still held
together, and, fortunately for the survivors, heeled
towards the land, so as to afford some protection from
the force of the seas, which dashed over it at each
succeeding swell of the billows. Daylight left
them, and darkness added to the despair and horror
of nearly one hundred wretches, who felt, at each shock
which threatened to separate the planks and timbers,
as if death was loudly knocking to claim the residue
of his destined victims. Not one word was exchanged;
but, secured with ropes to the belaying-pins, and other
parts of the forecastle where they could pass their
lashings, they clung and huddled together, either
absorbed in meditation or wailing with despair.
Occasionally, one who had supported himself in a difficult
and painful position, stimulated with the faint hopes
of life, to which we all so fondly and so foolishly
cling, would find that his strength was exhausted,
and that he could hold no longer. After vainly
imploring those near him to allow him to better his
condition by a slight personal sacrifice on their
part (an appeal that received no answer), he would
gradually loose his hold, and drop into the surge that
was commissioned by death to receive his prey.
There are situations in human life
of such powerful excitement, and in which the mechanism
of the human frame becomes so rapid in its motion,
that the friction of a few days will wear it out.
The harrowed feelings of these poor creatures on
the wreck, during the short time that they remained,
had a greater effect in undermining the constitution
than many years of laborious occupation on shore.
Fellow-countrymen, if you are at all
interested with the scenes I am now describing, and
which, if you have any feeling, you must be (however
imperfect the description), let the author, a sailor
himself, take this favourable opportunity of appealing
to you in behalf of a service at once your protection
and your pride. For its sake, as well as your
own, listen not to those who, expatiating upon its
expense, and silent upon its deserts, would put a
stop to hardly earned promotion, and blast with disappointment
the energies of the incipient hero. And may those
to whom the people at large have delegated their trust,
and in whom they have reposed their confidence, treat
with contempt the calculations, and miscalculations,
of one without head and without heart!
Daylight again, as if unwillingly,
appeared, and the wild scud flew past the dark clouds,
that seemed to sink down with their heavy burdens till
they nearly touched the sea. The waves still
followed each other mountains high; the wind blew
with the same violence; and as the stormy pétrels
flew over the billows, indicating by their presence
that the gale would continue, the unfortunate survivors
looked at each other in silence and despair.
I know not whether all seamen feel
as I do; but I have witnessed so many miraculous escapes,
so many sudden reverses, so much, beyond all hope
and conception, achieved by a reliance upon Providence
and your own exertions, that, under the most critical
circumstances, I never should despair. If struggling
in the centre of the Atlantic, with no vessel in sight,
no strength remaining, and sinking under the wave that
boiled in my ear, as memory and life were departing, still,
as long as life did remain, as long as recollection
held her seat, I never should abandon Hope, never
believe that it is all over with me, till
I awoke in the next world, and found it confirmed.
What would these men have valued their
lives at in the morning? Yet at noon a change
took place: the weather evidently moderated fast;
and silence, that had reigned for so many hours, lost
his empire, and the chances of being saved began to
be calculated. A reef of rocks, many of them
above water, over which the breakers still raged, lay
between the wreck and the shore, and the certainty
of being dashed to pieces precluded all attempts at
reaching it, till the weather became more moderate
and the sea less agitated. But when might that
be? and how long were they to resist the
united attacks of hunger and fatigue?
The number of men still surviving
was about seventy. Many, exhausted and wounded,
were hanging in a state of insensibility by the ropes
with which they had secured themselves. That
our hero was among those who remained need hardly
be observed, or there would have been a close to this
eventful history. He was secured to the weather
side of the foremast-bitts, supported on the one side
by the boatswain, and on the other by Price, the second-lieutenant,
next to whom was the captain of the forecastle, one
of the steadiest and best seamen in the ship, who
had been pressed out of a West Indiaman, in which he
had served in the capacity of second mate.
Our hero had often turned round with
an intention to speak to Price; but observing that
he sat crouched with his face upon his hands and knees,
he waited until his messmate should raise his head
up, imagining that he was occupied in secret prayer.
Finding that he still continued in the same position,
Seymour called to him several times. Not receiving
any answer, he extended his arm and shook Price by
the collar, fearing that he had swooned from cold
and fatigue.
Price slowly raised his head, and
looking at Seymour, answered not. His vacant
stare and wild eye proclaimed at once that reason had
departed. Still, as it afterwards appeared, his
ruling passion remained; and, from that incomprehensible
quality of our structure, which proves that the mind
of man is more fearfully and wonderfully made than
the body, the desertion of one sense was followed
by the return of another. His memory
was perfect, now that his reason was gone.
Surveying the scene around him, he began with all
the theatrical action which the ropes that secured
him would permit, to quote his favourite author:
“`Blow winds, and crack your cheeks rage blow,
You cataracts and hurricanoes, spout ’
“`Poor Tom’s a-cold’” then,
shuddering, he covered up his face, and resumed his
former position.
“Is this a time for spouting
profane plays, Mr Price?” said the fanatical
boatswain, who was not aware of the poor man’s
insanity. “Hold your peace, and call not
judgment on our heads, and I prophesy that we shall
be saved. `The waves of the sea are mighty, and rage
horribly; but yet the Lord who dwelleth on high is
mightier.’”
Silence ensued, which, after a few
minutes, was interrupted by Seymour lamenting over
the fate of Captain M – and the rest
of the crew who had perished.
“Well, they are in heaven before
this, I hope?” observed Robinson, the captain
of the forecastle.
“`Many are called, but few chosen,’”
rejoined the boatswain, who appeared, by the flashing
of his eye, to be in a state of strong excitement.
“No more in heaven than you would be, if the
Almighty was pleased to cut you off in his wrath.”
“Where then, Mr Hardsett?”
inquired Robinson. “Surely not in ”
“I know I know,” cried
Price, who again lifted up his head, and, with a vacant
laugh, commenced singing
“Nothing of him that doth fade
But doth suffer a sea-change
Into something rich and strange.
Sea nymphs hourly ring his knell!
Hark! now I hear them ding-dong-bell.”
“For shame, Mr Price!” interrupted the
boatswain.
“Ding-dong-ding-dong-bell.”
“Mr Price, what does the Scripture
say? `Judgments are prepared for scorners,’”
continued the boatswain with vehemence.
Price had resumed his former attitude,
and made no answer. As soon as the interruption
of the lieutenant had ceased, Robinson resumed his
interrogatory to the boatswain: “Where then? not
in hell, I hope.”
“Ay,” returned the latter,
“in the fire that is never quenched, and for
ever and ever.”
“I hope not,” replied
Robinson; “I may deserve punishment, and I know
I do. I’ve been overhauling my log-book,
while the sea here has been dashing over my bows,
and washing my figure-head; and there are some things
I wish I could forget; they will rise up
in judgment against me; but surely not for ever?”
“You should have thought of
that before, my good fellow. I am sorry for
you, sorry for all those who have perished,
for they were good seamen, and, in the worldly service,
have done well. I was reflecting the other day
whether, out of the whole navy, I should be able to
muster one single ship’s company in heaven.”
“Well, Mr Hardsett, it’s
my firm opinion, that when the hands are turned up
for punishment in the next world, we shall be sarved
out according to our desarts. Now, that’s
my belief; and I shan’t change it for yours,
Mr Hardsett, for I thinks mine the more comfortable
of the two.”
“It won’t do, Robinson, you must have
faith.”
“So I have, in God’s mercy, boatswain.”
“That won’t do. Yours is not the
true faith.”
“Mayhap not, but I hope to ride
it out with it nevertheless, for I have it well backed
with hope; and if I still drive,” said
Robinson, musing a short time “why,
I have charity as a sheet-anchor, to bring me up again.
It’s long odds but our bodies will soon be knocked
to shivers in those breakers, and we shall then know
who’s right, and who’s wrong. I
see small chance of our saving ourselves, unless indeed
we could walk on the sea, and there was but one that
ever did that.”
“Had the apostle had faith,
he would not have sunk,” rejoined the boatswain.
“Have you then more faith than the apostle?”
“I have, thanks be to Jehovah,
the true faith,” cried the boatswain, raising
his eyes and hands to heaven.
“Then walk on shore,”
said the captain of the forecastle, looking him steadfastly
in the face.
Stimulated by the request, which appeared
to put his courage as a man, and his faith as a Christian,
to the test, and, at the moment, fanatic even to insanity,
the boatswain rose, and casting off the ropes which
he had wound round his body, was about to comply with
Robinson’s request.
A few moments more, and the raging
sea would have received him, had not our hero, in
conjunction with the captain of the forecastle, held
him down with all his power. “We doubt
not your faith, Mr Hardsett,” said Seymour,
“but the time of miracles is past. It would
be self-murder. He who raised the storm, will,
in his own good time, save us, if he thinks fit.”
Price, who had listened to the conversation,
and had watched the motions of the boatswain, who
was casting off the lashings which had secured him,
had, unperceived, done the same, and now jumped upon
his legs, and collared the astonished boatswain, roaring
out
“Zounds, show me what thou’lt
do!
Woul’t weep? woul’t fight?
woul’t fast? woul’t tear thyself?”
“Why, he’s mad!”
exclaimed the terrified boatswain, who was not far
off the point himself.
“Mad!” resumed Price.
“Not a soul
But felt a fever of the mad, and play’d
Some tricks of desperation.
“The king’s son, Ferdinand,
With hair upstarting (then like reeds,
not hair),
Was the first man that leaped; cried,
Hell is empty,
And all the devils are here!”
As the maniac finished the last words,
before they could be aware of his intention, he made
a spring from the deck over the bulwark, and disappeared
under the wave. The boatswain, who had been diverted
from his fanatical attempt by the unexpected attack
of Price, more than by the remonstrances of his companions,
resumed his position, folding his arms, and casting
his eyes to heaven. The captain of the forecastle
was silent, and so was our hero the thoughts
of the two were upon the same subject eternity.
Eternity the only theme
that confuses, humbles, and alarms the proud intellect
of man. What is it? The human mind can
grasp any defined space, any defined time, however
vast; but this is beyond time, and too great for the
limited conception of man. It had no beginning
and can have no end. It cannot be multiplied,
it cannot be divided, it cannot be added unto you
may attempt to subtract from it, but it is useless.
Take millions and millions of years from it, take all
the time that can enter into the compass of your imagination,
it is still whole and undiminished as before all
calculation is lost. Think on the
brain becomes heated, and oppressed with a sensation
of weight too powerful for it to bear; reason totters
in her seat, and you rise with the conviction of the
impossibility of the creature attempting to fathom
the Creator humiliated with the sense of
your own nothingness, and impressed with the tremendous
majesty of the Deity.
Time is Man Eternity is God!