My father, Reginald Monfort, was an
English gentleman of good family, who, on his marriage
with a Jewish lady of wealth and refinement, emigrated
to America, rather than subject her and himself to
the commentaries of his own fastidious relatives,
and the incivilities of a clique to which by allegiance
of birth and breeding he unfortunately belonged.
Her own family had not been less averse
to this union than the aristocratic house of Monfort,
and, had she not been the mistress of her own acts
and fortune, would, no doubt, have absolutely prevented
it. As it was, a wild wail went up from the synagogue
at the loss of one of its brightest ornaments, and
the name of “Miriam Harz” was consigned
to silence forever.
Orphaned and independent, this obloquy
and oblivion made little difference to its object,
especially when the broad Atlantic was placed, as
it soon was, between her and her people, and new ties
and duties arose in a strange land to bind and interest
her feelings.
During her six years of married life,
I have every reason to believe that she was, as it
is termed, “perfectly happy,” although
a mysterious disease of the nervous centres, that
baffled medical skill either to cure or to name, early
laid its grasp upon her, and brought her by slow degrees
to the grave, when her only child had just completed
her fifth year.
My father, the younger son of a nobleman
who traced his lineage from Simon de Montfort, had
been married in his own estate and among his peers
before he met my mother. Poor himself (his commission
in the army constituting his sole livelihood), he
had espoused the young and beautiful widow of a brother
officer, who, in dying, had committed his wife and
her orphan child to his care and good offices, on a
battle-field in Spain, and with her hand he had received
but little of this world’s lucre. The very
pension, to which she would have been entitled living
singly, was cut off by her second marriage, and with
habits of luxury and indolence, such as too often appertain
to the high-born, and cling fatally to the physically
delicate, the burden of her expenses was more than
her husband could well sustain.
Her parents and his own were dead,
and there were no relatives on either side who could
be called upon for aid, without a sacrifice of pride,
which my father would have died rather than have made.
He was nearly reduced to desperation by the circumstances
of the case, when, fortunately perhaps for both, she
suddenly sickened, drooped, and died, in his absence,
during her brief sojourn at a watering-place, and all
considerations were lost sight of at the time, in view
of this unexpected and stunning blow for
Reginald Monfort was devoted, in his chivalric way,
to his beautiful and fragile wife, as it was, indeed,
his nature to be to every thing that was his own.
Her very dependence had endeared her to him, nor had
she known probably to what straits her exactions had
driven him, nor what were his exigencies. Perhaps
(let me strive to do her this justice, at least),
had he been more open on these subjects, matters might
have gone better. Yet he found consolation in
the reflection that she had been happy in her ignorance
of his affairs, and had experienced no strict privation
during their short union, inevitably as this must
later have been her portion, and certainly as, in
her case, misery must have accompanied it.
Her child, in the absence of all near
relatives, became his charge, and the little three-year-old
girl, her mother’s image, grew into his closest
affections by reason of this likeness and her very
helplessness. Two years after the death of his
wife, he espoused my mother, a bright and beautiful
woman of his own age, with whom he met casually at
a banker’s dinner in London, and who, fascinated
by his Christian graces, reached her fair Judaic hand
over all lines of Purim prejudice, and placed it confidingly
in his own for life, thereby, as I have said, relinquishing
home and kindred forever.
A hundred thousand pounds was a great
fortune in those days and in our then modest republic,
and this was the sum my parents brought with them
from England a heritage sufficiently large
to have enriched a numerous family in America, but
which was chiefly centred on one alone, as will be
shown.
My father, a proud, shy, fastidious
man, had always been galled by the consciousness of
my mother’s Israelitish descent, which she never
attempted to conceal or deny, although, to please his
sensitive requisitions, she dispensed with most of
its open observances. That she clung to it with
unfailing tenacity to the last I cannot doubt, however,
from memorials written in her own hand a
very characteristic one and from the testimony
of Mrs. Austin, her faithful friend and attendant the
nurse, let me mention here, of my father’s little
step-daughter during her mother’s lifetime, and
her brief orphanage, as well as of his succeeding
children.
Stanch in his love of church and country,
we, his daughters, were all three christened, and
“brought up,” as it is termed, in the Episcopal
Church, and early taught devotion to its rites and
ceremonies. Yet, had we chosen for ourselves,
perhaps our different temperaments might, even in
this thing, have asserted themselves, and we might
have embraced sects as diverse as our tastes were
several. I shall come to this third sister presently,
of whom I make but passing mention here. She was
our flower, our pearl, our little ewe-lamb the
loveliest and the last and I must not trust
myself to linger with her memory now, or I shall lose
the thread of my story, and tangle it with digression.
With my Oriental blood there came
strange, passionate affection for all things sharing
it, unknown to colder organizations an affection
in whose very vitality were the seeds of suffering,
in whose very strength was weakness, perhaps in whose
very enjoyment, sorrow. I have said my mother
died of an insidious and inscrutable malady, which
baffled friend and physician, when I was five years
old. She had been so long ill, so often alienated
from her household for days together, that her death
was a less terrible evil, less suddenly so, at least,
than if each morning had found her at her board, each
evening at the family hearth, and every hour, as would
have been the case in health, occupied with her children.
My father’s grief was stern,
quiet, solitary; ours, unreasonable and noisy, but
soon over as to manifestation. Yet I must have
suffered more than I knew of, I think, for then occurred
the first of those strange lethargies or seizures
that afterward returned at very unequal intervals
during my childhood and early youth, and which roused
my father’s fears about my life and intellect
itself, and gave me into the hands of a physician
for many years thereof, vigorous, and healthy, and
intelligent otherwise as I felt, and seemed, and was.
It was soon after the first settling
down of tribulation in our household to that flat
and almost unendurable calm or level that succeeds
affliction, when a void is felt rather than expressed,
and when all outward observances return to their olden
habit, as a car backs slowly from a switch to its
accustomed grooves, that a new face appeared among
us, destined to influence, in no slight degree, the
happiness of all who composed the family of Reginald
Monfort.
It was summer. The house in which
we lived was partly finished in the rear by wide and
extensive galleries above and below, shaded by movable
jalousies; and, on the upper one of these, that
on which our apartments opened, my father had caused
a hammock to be swung, for the comfort and pleasure
of his children. With one foot listlessly dragging
on the floor of the portico so as to propel the hammock,
and lying partly on my face while I soothed my wide-eyed
doll to sleep, I lay swaying in childish fashion when
I heard Evelyn’s soft step beside me, accompanied
by another, firmer, slower, but as gentle if not as
light. I looked up: a sweet face was bending
over me, framed in a simple cottage bonnet of white
straw, and braids of shining brown hair.
The eyes, large, lustrous, tender,
of deepest blue, with their black dilated pupils,
I shall never forget as they first met my own, nor
the slow, sad smile that seemed to entreat my affectionate
acquaintance. The effect was immediate and electric.
I sat up in the hammock, I stretched out my hands
to receive the proffered greeting, and then remained
silently, child-fashion, surveying the new-comer.
“Kiss me,” she said, “little
Miriam. Have they not told you of me? I am
Constance Glen soon to be your teacher.”
“Then I think I shall learn,”
I made grave reply, putting away the thick curls from
my eyes and fixing them once more steadily on the face
of the new-comer. “Yes, I will kiss
you, for you look good and pretty. Did my mother
send you here?”
“She is a strange child, Miss
Glen,” I heard Evelyn whisper. “Don’t
mind her she often asks such questions.”
“Very natural and affecting
ones,” Miss Glen observed, quietly, and the
tears sprang to her violet eyes, at which I wondered.
Yet, understanding not her words, I remembered them
for later comprehension; a habit of childhood too
little appreciated or considered, I think, by older
people.
She had not replied to my question,
so I repeated it eagerly. “Did my dear
mother send you to me?” I said. “And
where is she now?”
“No, tender child! I have
not seen your mother. She is in heaven, I trust;
where I hope we shall all be some day with
God. He sent me to you, probably I
fancy so, at least.”
“Then God has got good again.
He was very bad last week very wicked;
he killed our mother,” whispering mysteriously.
“He is never bad, Miriam, never
wicked; you must not say such things no
Christian would.”
“But I am not a Christian,
Mrs. Austin says; only a Jew. Did you ever hear
of the Jews?”
Evelyn laughed, Mrs. Austin frowned,
but Miss Glen was intensely grave, as she rejoined:
“A Jew may be very good and
love God. That is all a little child can know
of religion. Yet we must all believe God and His
Son were one.” The last words were murmured
rather than spoken almost self-directed.
“Is His Son a little boy, and
will he be fond of my mother?” I asked.
“Will she love him too? Oh, she loved me
so much, so much!” and, in an agony of grief,
I caught Miss Glen around the neck, and sobbed convulsively
on her sympathetic breast. Again Evelyn smiled,
I suppose, for I heard Miss Glen say, rebukingly:
“My dear Miss Erle, you must
not make light of your little sister’s sufferings.
They are very severe, I doubt not, young as she is.
All the more so that she does not know how to express
them.”
Revolving these words, I came later
to know their import. They seemed unmeaning to
me at the time, but the kind and deprecating tone of
voice in which they were conveyed was unmistakable,
and that sufficed to reassure me.
“And now, Miriam, let me go
to my room and take off my bonnet and shawl, for I
am going to stay with you. Perhaps you will show
me the way yourself,” she said, pausing.
“Bring Dolly, too;” and we walked off
hand-in-hand together to the large, commodious chamber
Mrs. Austin pointed out as that prepared for our governess.
I recognized my affinity from that hour.
There, sitting on her knee, with her
gentle hand on my hair, and her sweet eyes fixed on
mine, I learned at once to love Miss Glen, or “Constance,”
as she made us call her, because her surname seemed
over-formal. She wished us to regard her as an
elder sister, she said, rather than mere instructress,
deeming rightly that the law of love would prove the
stronger and better guidance in our case, and understanding
well, and by some line magnetic sympathy as it appeared,
my own peculiar nature, to which affection was a necessity.
Ours was a peaceful and happy childhood
under her gentle and fostering rule; and, when it
ceased, all the wires of life seemed jangled and discordant
again.
She lived with us three years as friend
and teacher. At the end of that time her vocation
and sphere of action were enlarged, not changed, for
she married my father, and thus our future welfare
seemed secured.
Alas for human foresight! Alas
for affection powerless to save! Alas for the
vanity of mortal effort to contend with Fate!
Our home was in one of the chief Northern
cities of that great republic which has for so many
years commanded the admiration, respect, and wonder,
of the whole world. The house we occupied was
situated in the old and fashion-forsaken portion of
the city. From its upper windows a view of the
majestic Delaware and its opposite shores was afforded
to the spectator; and the grounds surrounding the
mansion were spacious for those of a city-house, and
deeply shaded by elms that had been lofty trees in
the time of General Washington.
Four squares farther on, the roar
of commerce swelled and surged, in storehouse and
counting-room, on mart and shipboard and quay; but
here all was quiet, calm, secluded, as in the country,
miles beyond.
Two houses besides our own shared
the whole square between them, though ours, the central
one, possessed the largest inclosure, and was the
finest residence of the three, architecturally speaking;
and the inmates of these dwellings, with very few
exceptions, constituted for years our whole circle
of friends and visitors.
So it will be seen how secluded was
the life we led, how narrow the sphere we moved in,
despite our acknowledged wealth, which, with some
other attributes we possessed, had not failed, if desired,
to confer on us both power and position in the society
we shunned rather than shared.
To my father’s nature, however,
retirement was as essential as routine. He was
one of those outwardly calm and inwardly excitable
and nervous people we sometimes encounter without
detecting the fire beneath the marble, the ever-burning
lamp in the sarcophagus, unless we lift the lid of
rock to find it an effort scarcely worth
the making in any case, for at best it lights only
a tomb.
Extremely mild and self-contained
in manner, and chary of opinion and expression, he
was at the same time a man of strong and implacable
prejudices and even bitter animosities when once engendered.
I do not think his affections kept pace with these.
He loved what belonged to him, it is true, in a quiet,
consistent way, and his good breeding and practised
equanimity were alone sufficient to secure the peace,
and even happiness, of a household; but of much effort
or self-sacrifice I judge him to have been incapable.
He was a handsome man in his stiff
and military way well made, tall, commanding
in figure and in demeanor, stately in movement.
His features were regular, his teeth and hair well
preserved, especially the first, his hands and feet
aristocratically small and shapely, his manner vaguely
courteous. He was a shy rather than reserved person,
for, when once the ice was broken, his nature bubbled
over very boyishly at times, and his confidence, once
bestowed, was irrevocable. Like most men of his
temperament, he was keenly susceptible to deferential
flattery, and impatient of the slightest infraction
of his dignity, which he guarded punctiliously at
all points. It was more this disposition always
to wait for overtures from others, and to slightly
repel their first manifestations, from his inveterate
shyness, than any settled determination on his part,
that made him such an alien from general association.
Nervous, fastidious, exacting what had he
in common with the texture of the new society in which
he found himself, and what right had he to fancy himself
neglected where the “go-ahead” principle
alone was recognized, and time was esteemed too precious
to waste in ceremony?
Yet this injured feeling pursued him
through life and made one of his peculiarities, so
that he drew more and more closely, as years passed
on, into his own shell, which may be said to have comprised
his household, his comforts, his hobbies, and his
narrow neighborhood, in which he was idolized, and
the sympathy of which was very soothing to his fastidious
pride.
Nothing so fosters haughtiness and
egotism as a sphere like this, and it may be doubted
whether the crowned heads of the world receive more
adulation from their households than men so situated.
From the moment he set his foot on
the threshold of his own house, nay, on the broad,
quiet pavement of his own street, with its stately
row of ancient Lombardy poplars on one side, and blank,
high-walled lumber-yard on the other, he felt himself
a sovereign king of a principality! king
of a neighborhood; what great difference
is there, after all?
It was only the hypochondriacal character
of his mind that shielded him from that chief human
absurdity, pomposity. He needed all the praise
and consolation his friends could bestow simply to
sustain him no danger of inflation in his
case! He was shut away from self-complacency (the
only vice to which virtue is subjected) by the melancholy
that permeated his being, and which was probably in
his case an inheritance constitutional,
as it is said to be with things.
Perhaps it will be well to give, in
this place, some more vivid idea of our home, which,
after all, like the shell of the sea-fish, most frequently
shapes itself to fit the necessities and habits of
its occupants.
Our house had been built in early
times, and was essentially old-fashioned, like the
part of the city in which it was situated.. My
father, soon after his arrival in America, had fancied
and purchased this gloomy-looking gray stone edifice,
with its massive granite steps (imported at great
cost, before the beautiful white-marble quarries had
been developed which abound in the vicinity of, and
characterize the dwellings of, that rare and perfect
city), and remodelled its interior, leaving the outside
front of the building, with its screens of ancient
ivy, untouched and venerable, and changing only the
exterior aspect of the back of the mansion. Very
striking was the contrast between the rear and front
and exterior and interior of “Monfort Hall,”
as it was universally called.
The dark panel-work within had all
been rent away, to give place to plaster glossy as
marble, or fine French papers, gilded and painted,
or fresco-paintings done with great cost and labor,
and indifferent success. The lofty ceilings and
massive walls formed outlines of strength and beauty
to the large and well-ventilated apartments, which
made it easy to render them almost palatial by the
means of such accessories and appliances as wealth
commands, and which were lavished in this instance.
The back of the house was, however,
truly picturesque. Here a bay window was judiciously
thrown out; there a portico appended or hanging balcony
added to break the gray expanse of wall or sullen glare
of windows; and a small gray tower or belfry, containing
a clock that chimed the hours, and a fine telescope,
rose from the octagon library which my father had
built for his own peculiar sanctum after my mother’s
death, and which formed an ell to the building.
The green, grassy, deeply-shadowed lawn lay behind
the mansion, sloping down into a dark, deep dell, across
which brawled a tiny brook long since absorbed by the
thirsty earth thrown out from many foundations of
stores and tenements and great warehouses hard by;
a dell where once roses, lilacs, guelder-globes, and
calacanthus-bushes, grew with a vigor that I have nowhere
seen surpassed.
It was not much the fashion then to
have rare garden-flowers. Our conservatory contained
a fair array of these, but we had beds of tulips,
hyacinths, and crocuses, basking in the sunshine, and
violets and lilies lying in the shadow such as I see
rarely now, and which cost us as little thought or
trouble in their perennial permanence, whereas the
conservatory was an endless grief and care, although
superintended by a thoroughly-taught English gardener,
and kept up at unlimited expense.
My sister for so I was
taught to call Evelyn Erle revelled in this
floral exclusiveness, but to me the dear old garden
was far more delightful and life-giving. I loved
our sweet home-flowers better than those foreign blossoms
which lived in an artificial climate, and answered
no thrilling voice of Nature, no internal impulse in
their hot-house growth and development. What
stirred me so deeply in April, stirred also the hyacinth-bulb
and the lily of the valley deep in the earth warmth,
moisture, sunshine and shadow, and sweet spring rain and
the same fullness of life that throbbed in my veins
in June called forth the rose. There was vivid
sympathy here, and I gave my heart to the garden-flowers
as I never could do to the frailer children of the
hot-house, beautiful as they undeniably are.
“Miriam has really a vulgar
taste for Nature, as Miss Glen calls it,” Evelyn
said one day, with a curl of her slight, exquisite
lip as she shook away from her painted muslin robe,
the butter-cups, heavy with moisture and radiant with
sunshine, which I had laid upon her knee. “She
ought to have been an Irish child and born, in a hovel,
don’t you think so, papa?” and she put
me aside superciliously. Dirt and Nature were
synonymous terms with her.
My father smiled and laid down his
newspaper, then looked at me a little gravely as I
stood downcast by Evelyn.
“You are getting very
much sunburnt, Miriam, there is no doubt of that.
A complexion like yours needs greater care for its
preservation than if ten shades fairer. Little
daughter, you must wear your bonnet, or give up running
in the garden in the heat of the day.”
“I try to impress this on Miriam
all the time,” said Mrs. Austin, coming as usual
to aid in the assault, “but she is so hard-headed,
it is next to impossible to make her mindful of what
I tell her. Miss Glen is the only one that seems
to have any influence over her nowadays.”
She said this with a slight, impatient toss of the
head, as she paused in her progress through the room
with a huge jar of currant-jelly, she had been sunning
in the dining-room window, poised on the palm of either
hand, jelly that looked like melted rubies, now to
be consigned to the store-room.
“Well, well, we must have patience,”
was the rejoinder. “She is young impulsive
(I wish she were more like you, Evelyn, my dear!),
her mother over again in temperament, without the
saving clauses of beauty and refinement; these she
will never attain, I fear, and with much of the characteristic
persistence of that singular race, which in my wife,
however, I never detected, though so much nearer the
fountain-head!” This was said half in soliloquy,
but Evelyn replied to it as if it had been addressed
to her replied, as she often did, by an
interrogatory.
“What tribe did her mother belong to, papa?”
“The tribe of Judah, I believe,
my love, was that her family traced their lineage
from; but you question as if it were Pocahontas there
was reference to instead of a high-bred Jewish lady!”
speaking with asperity.
“I meant no offence, papa, I
assure you,” said Evelyn, quietly; “I only
asked for information. Certainly there is
something very grand in being related to King David.”
“There is, indeed,” said
a gentle voice close at hand. Miss Glen had entered
silently as they were speaking. “There was
genius in that strain of blood, Evelyn, nay, more,
divinity. Christ claimed such descent. Let
us never forget that! He, the universal brother.”
She spoke with feeling and dignity, and led me away,
lecturing me greatly as she did so for not obeying
Mrs. Austin as to the sun-bonnet bondage, which she
promised; to make as light as possible by purchasing
for me a new French contrivance called a caleche,
light and airy and sheltering all at once.
I was seven years old then, and the
understanding was complete between us that endured
to the end, but as yet there was no foreshadowing of
her marriage with my father.
She had been engaged, when she came
to us, to a gentleman, who must have perished at sea
soon afterward a young naval officer who
had gone out on board of the United States sloop-of-war
Hornet, the fate of which vessel is still wrapped
in mystery, though that it foundered suddenly seemed
then, as now, the universal opinion. Miss Glen
some time before had made up her mind to this, and
was stemming a tide of grief with great fortitude
and resolution, while she was laying the foundations
of character and education in her two very opposite
pupils, both of whom she guided with equal ability.
My father was not unaware of her sufferings,
I think, indeed, this community of sorrow first attracted
him toward her, and later he was confirmed in his
admiration of her womanly self-control and beauty of
character, by the development he saw in his children,
the work of her hand. That he was ever profoundly
in love with her I do not believe, nor did she pretend
to any passionate regard for him. Respect, friendship,
confidence, mutual esteem, were the foundations of
their union, which certainly promised enduring happiness
to all concerned, and which was looked on with favor
by the whole household, not excepting Mrs. Austin
herself.
“If any successor of your dear
mother must come, Evelyn,” I heard her
say one day to my sister, “we had better have
her we know, to be sure, than a mere stranger, but
I must say I can’t see why your papa does
not content himself as he is. I am sure he seems
very happy in his library and his greenhouse, and
driving out in his Tilbury, or with you two young
ladies in the coach of afternoons, and chatting and
smoking of evenings with Mr. Bainrothe or old Mr.
Stanbury. I should think he might have had enough
of marrying by this time, and funerals and all that.
Your own precious mamma first, an earl’s own
daughter (Evelyn Erle, never forget that, if your
father was a poor soldier! you have grand relations
in England, child, if you are not as rich as some others
I could name), and then your mother and Miriam’s,
Miss Harz that was, such an excellent woman for all
her persuasion, to be sure; better than some Christians,
I must say; and she just three years and a half laid
in her grave!” A doleful sigh gave emphasis
to this remark. “I was never more surprised,
I must confess, than when he sent for me last night
to tell me he was to marry Miss Glen next week!
Who is she, I wonder, Evelyn; did you ever hear her
speak of her kinfolks? Not a soul except two or
three of her church-people has been near her since
she has been here, and Franklin says she very seldom
gets letters.” A pinch of snuff emphasized
this remark.
“I heard her say she had only
one brother, Mrs. Austin, and that he was in some
distant part of the world, in India, or New Orleans,
or some such place, she does not know herself exactly
where. He is a young lad, and she grieves about
him; his picture is most beautiful, I think. He
ran off and went to sea, and it almost killed her.
That was some years ago, and since then she has been
teaching in a great school until she came to us, and
was never so peaceful before, she says, as she is now.
I think she will make papa happy too, and keep him
in his own family, since she has none of her own.
I was so afraid it was Mrs. Stanbury at one time.”
“I never thought of that,”
said Mrs. Austin, starting. “What put it
into your head, Evelyn, and what made you so close-mouthed
about it? Child, you have an old head on young
shoulders I always said so; as like your
own precious mother as two peas. Yes, that would
have been a nice connection truly! The two young
Stanburys forsooth, to divide every thing with you
and Miriam, and her rigid economy the rule in the house,
and Norman riding over every one on a high horse, and
that lame brat to be nursed and waited on! Any
thing better than that, Evelyn. You are right,
my dear.” And she tapped her suggestive
snuffbox.
My elder sister was about thirteen
years old when she uttered those oracular sentences
which elicited Mrs. Austin’s commendations, and
her own clear-sighted prevoyance; and I, at
eight, whose mind was turned to any subject save that
of marrying and giving in marriage, stood confounded
by her superior wisdom and discretion. I gazed
upon her open-mouthed and wide-eyed as she spoke,
drinking in every word, yet very little enlightened,
after all, by her remarks. She turned suddenly
upon me, and tapped my cheek slightly with her fan.
It was a way she had of manifesting contempt.
“Now run and tell Mrs. Stanbury
every word I have spoken, just as soon as you can,
Miriam, do you hear? Don’t forget one syllable,
that’s a darling. Come, rehearse!”
“Won’t it do after dinner,
sister Evelyn?” I asked, gravely and literally.
“I want to go and see about my mole, now my
poor mole that Hodges wounded with his spade this
morning. It suffers so dreadfully!” clasping
my hands in a tragic manner, not unusual with me when
excited.
“There! what did I tell you,
Mrs. Austin? You will believe my report of Miriam
another time little blab! There is
nothing safe where she is, and as to keeping a secret,
she could not do it if her own life were at stake,
I verily believe.”
“I can keep a secret,”
I said, fiercely, “you know I can! You burnt
my finger in the candle to make me tell you where
the squirrel was, and I would not do it; Now, miss,
remember that, and tell the truth next time!”
“What a little spit-fire,”
said Evelyn, derisively. “You see for yourself,
Mrs. Austin.”
“O Evelyn, Evelyn, did you,
do that?” moaned the good woman. “Your
little sister’s hand! To burn it so cruelly,
and in cold blood. I would not have believed
it of you, my Evelyn that was not like your
mamma at all,” and she shook her head dolefully.
“Miriam is a brave child, after all.”
A wonderful admission for her to make.
“If you believe every thing
that limb of the synagogue tells you, Mrs. Austin,
you will have a great deal to swallow, that is all
I shall say on the subject,” and she turned
away derisively.
“Do you mean to deny it, then,
Evelyn Erle?” asked Mrs. Austin, earnestly,
laying her hand on her arm, and shaking her slightly
as she was about to leave the room. “Come
back and answer me. I hope Miriam is only angry I
hope you did not do this thing.”
“I will not be forcibly detained
by any old woman in America,” said Evelyn, struggling
stoutly, “nor questioned either about a pack
of fibs. Miriam knows better than to tell such
stories or ought to be taught better.”
“It was no story,” I said,
solemnly. “It was true. You did burn
my finger, and begged me not to tell Constance or
papa afterward, and I never told them, because I never
break my word if I can help it, and I wouldn’t
have told Mrs. Austin (but I didn’t promise
about her, you know), only you twitted me so meanly,
and made me so mad and it all came out.
For I can keep a secret! I know where that squirrel
is now, Evelyn Erle, but I will never tell any one never not
even Constance Glen. I promised myself that,
and crossed my heart about it when you tried to cut
off its tail its pretty, bushy tail that
God gave it to keep the flies off with.”
Mrs. Austin was shedding tears by
this time; Evelyn’s insolence and duplicity
had stung her to the quick, and she saw, with real
concern, that I had justice on my side. She had
relinquished her hold on Evelyn, who stood now sullenly
glaring at me, pale as a sheet, her eyes white with
rage, looking like heated steel, her lips trembling
with passion.
“You shall tell me where
that squirrel is, or I will appeal to papa,”
she said, sharply. “It was mine. Norman
Stanbury said so when he brought it here and gave
it to me. You heard him, little cheat!”
“He told me to feed it, and
take care of it, and not let it get hurt, if he did
give it to you,” I replied, doggedly, “and
I did what he told me. You are a born tyrant,
Evelyn. Constance told you so a month ago, when
you twisted Laura Stanbury’s arm for not teaching
you that puzzle; and there is a wicked word I know
that suits you to-day, only I am afraid to say it Constance
would be angry but it begins with an L and
ends with an R, and has only four letters in it.
There, now!”
I well deserved the slap, no doubt,
that rang down with such lightning speed and force
on my cheek, and, fortunately, Mrs. Austin arrested
my panther-like spring toward Evelyn, or the nails
I held in rest might have brought blood from her waxen
face, and marred its symmetry for a season. As
it was, I screamed wildly, until Miss Glen came in,
attracted by my cries, and, receiving no satisfactory
explanation as to their cause, led me to her own apartment
to compose, question, and rebuke me in that firm but
gentle manner that ever calmed my spirit like oil
poured upon troubled waters. The end of the matter
was that, when I met Evelyn again, I went up to her
in a spirit of conciliation, and mutely kissed her
as a sign of peace and penitence.
It was a matter of indifference to
me that this advance was carelessly received, since
it satisfied my conscience and her who stirred its
depths nor did my cheek flush at the derisive
taunt that followed me from the room after this obligation
to self was discharged “Now tattle
again, little prophetess,” for thus she often
alluded to my Hebrew name and its signification, “and
produce my squirrel, or look well to your wounded
mole!”
This threat was not without its effect.
In a deep, leafy covert I concealed my poor dying
patient, “earthy, and of the earth” literally,
in every sense but the squirrel still enjoyed
its sequestered home on the topmost branch of an English
walnut-tree, from which it cheerfully, but cautiously,
descended at my call when I went out to carry it almonds
or filberts from the dessert (invariably served with
wine to my father, who, in observance of his English
custom, sat alone some moments after the ladies of
his household had withdrawn from table), nor did Evelyn
have the despotic pleasure of abbreviating his right
of tail.