The school to which I was sent was
half a day’s journey from the city of our residence,
situated in a small but ancient town of Revolutionary
notoriety. The river, very wide at that point,
was shaded by willow-trees to some extent along its
banks, immediately in front of the Academy of St.
Mark’s, and beyond it to a considerable distance
on either hand. The town itself was an old-fashioned,
primitive village rather than burgh, quaintly built,
and little adorned by modern taste or improvement;
but the air was fine and elastic, the water unexceptionable,
and bathing and boating were among our privileged
amusements. Among other less useful accomplishments,
I there acquired that of swimming expertly; and, as
a place of exile, this quaint town answered as well
as any other for the intended purpose.
For, notwithstanding my father’s
assurances that Dr. Pemberton had recommended change
of air to some degree true, of course and
that he himself believed a public course of study
would exhaust me less than my solitary lessons, to
which I gave such undivided attention, and notwithstanding
Evelyn’s professions of regret at the necessity
of parting with me, and Mrs. Austin’s belief
that the “baby was killing me by inches,”
since she took it into her head to sleep with no one
else, and to play half the night, and to stay with
me all day besides, I felt myself “ostracized.”
The whole matter was so sudden that
I scarcely knew what to make of it. Mr. Bainrothe
alone let in a little light upon the subject by one
remark, unintentionally, no doubt:
“The fact is, Miriam, you are
getting too much wound up with that Stanbury family,
and you would be perfectly entangled there in another
year. The idea of putting the whole hardship of
George Gaston’s education on your shoulders
was worthy of diplomatic brains, and something I should
scarcely have suspected that calm, quiet little woman
to have been capable of conceiving. There is an
old, worn-out plantation in the Gaston family, that
your money would set going again, no doubt, with accelerated
velocity. Did you never suspect anything of that
sort?” he asked, carelessly.
“Never; nor did I suppose any
one else was stupid or wicked enough to entertain
such an idea. I, being tolerably acute, knew
better, fortunately.”
“My dear little girl, you are
entirely too chivalrous and confiding where your feelings
are engaged. What if I were to assure that this
plan had been agitated?”
“I should think you had been
deceived, or that you were deceiving me, one or the
other. I should not believe you, that would
be all. You understand me now, Mr. Bainrothe;
there are no purer people than the Stanburys I
wish every one was half as good and true.”
“Old Gerald at the head of them,
I suppose?” with a sneer and a kaleidoscopic
glance.
“Mr. Gerald Stanbury at the
head of them,” I reiterated firmly, adding:
“These are friends of mine, Mr. Bainrothe; it
hurts and offends me to hear them lightly discussed.
If I am sent away from home to break off my affection
for them, the measure is a vain one, for I shall returned
unchanged.”
“Yes, but with enlarged views,
I trust, Miriam,” he rejoined, pertinaciously.
“See how Evelyn was improved by her two years
at school; besides, how would you ever increase your
circle of acquaintances here, studying alone, or even
with your shy disposition, at a day-school?”
“I am sent from home, then,
to make acquaintances it seems, and to prepare for
my debut into society? Very well, I shall
not forget that; but pray, what particular advantage
in this respect does a country-school present?”
“Oh, the very first people send
their daughters to St. Mark’s. If I were
training a wife for my son, I should educate her there.
What higher eulogium could I bestow, or” dropping
his voice “what higher compliment
pay you, Miriam?”
“If he were a king’s son,
you could not speak more confidently,” I rejoined,
with inexcusable rudeness. “Remember, too,
you are not training a wife for your prince
in disguise.” But I was annoyed and irritated
by his patronizing manner, and the suspicion that took
possession of me from that time, that he had aided
Evelyn in this conspiracy against my peace for selfish
views.
He laughed carelessly and turned away,
but I saw triumph in his variegated eye; yet was I
powerless to resent it.
“I am leaving my poor papa bound
hand and foot,” I thought, “in designing
hands, but I cannot help it. He has chosen for
himself, I will not entreat his affection, his confidence,
misplaced as they surely are. I cannot
do this if I would; something stronger than myself
binds me to silence. But O papa, papa! if you
only knew how I loved you, you would not suffer these
strangers to take my place, or banish your poor Miriam
so cruelly!”
“Don’t let Mabel forget
me,” were the last words I spoke to Mrs. Austin,
as with a bursting heart I turned from the lovely child
I had made perhaps too much an idol; “and George,
let her see George Gaston every day; it will be a
comfort to both.” So, choking, I went my
way.
I bade Evelyn “good-by”
gayly, Mr. Bainrothe superciliously, my father bitterly,
for I felt his ingratitude to my heart’s core;
and, under dear old Mr. Stanbury’s escort, went
to the steamboat, there to find one of the lady principals
of the academy ready to take charge of me on our brief
voyage. It was not in my nature to cherish depression
or to make complaints and sudden confidences, and
we chatted very cheerfully all the way up the river
on indifferent subjects chiefly; sharing fruit and
flowers, and general observations and opinions, so
that I felt quite inspirited on my arrival, and made,
I have reason to believe, no unfavorable impression.
My school-girl experiences I shall
not record here. They were pleasant and profitable
on the whole, and I earned the esteem of my teachers,
by my zeal and diligence in my studies, and made some
few valued friends more or less permanent, but none
so dear as those I left behind.
Laura Stanbury, quiet and uninteresting
as she seemed to many, had a hold on my heart that
no newer acquaintance could boast, and for dear George
Gaston, where was there another like him? I have
known no one so gifted, so spiritual, so simply affectionate,
as this child of genius and physical misfortune, whose
short but brilliant career is engraven on the annals
of his country, I well believe, indelibly.
When I was fifteen years old, I was
recalled suddenly and in the middle of a busy session
to my home, by the severe and almost fatal illness
of my father. He rallied, however, soon after
my return, and I had the inexpressible satisfaction
of hearing Dr. Pemberton, our good and skillful family
physician, pronounce him out of danger a week later,
but he would suffer me to go from him no more.
The voice of Nature asserted her claim at last, and,
feeling within himself that indescribable failure
of vitality in which no one is ever deceived, and which
can never be explained to or wholly understood by
another, he desired me to remain with him through
the remainder of a life which he foresaw would not
be long.
It was in vain that Dr. Pemberton
tried to rally him on the score of his old hypochondriacal
tendencies, or that Evelyn quietly remarked: “I
am sure, papa, I never saw you looking better!
It is a pity to interrupt dear Miriam now in the full
tide of her studies. I am sure that I am
willing to devote every moment of my time to you if
needful;” or that Mrs. Austin added: “Miriam
is so well, and growing so fast, that I am afraid
to see her take on care again, for fear of a check;
and now that Mabel is partly weaned from her they
are both happy to be separated;” or that Mr.
Bainrothe carelessly interpolated: “Let
the child go back, my dear Monfort, or you will spoil
her again among you. She is developing splendidly
at St. Mark’s, and you have twenty good years
before you yet, with your unbroken English constitution.”
Not even the joy manifested by George
Gaston and Mrs. and Miss Stanbury, or bluff old Mr.
Gerald, at the good news of my return, could shake
his resolution.
“Miriam shall leave me no more
while life is mine,” he said, “be it long
or short. When she marries, I will surrender every
thing I possess, save a stipend, into her hands, and
Evelyn and Mabel and I to some extent will be her
pensioners thereafter. Until that time, matters
will stand as they do now.”
“Folly, folly, Colonel Monfort!
You talk like a dotard of eighty; you, a superb-looking
man yet, younger than I am, no doubt; young enough
to marry again, if the fancy took you, and head a
second family.”
“Why not say a third?”
asked my father, sadly. “Don’t you
know, Bainrothe, I am a fatal upas-tree to the wives
of my bosom? See how it has been already.”
“Better luck next time.
Now, there is the Widow Stanbury, willing and waiting,
you know, and a dozen others.”
I turned a flashing eye upon him that silenced him.
“You know better than that,”
I said, in suppressed tones, hoarse with anger.
“Better let that subject rest hereafter, unless,
indeed, your object is feud with me. You shall
not slander my friends with impunity, nor must you
come any longer between me and them and my father.”
I spoke, for his ear alone, and waited
for no reply. I understood his game by this time,
as he did mine.
“His son, indeed!” I murmured,
with a scornful lip, as I found myself alone.
“I would cut off my right hand before I would
give it to a Bainrothe,” and I scoffed at him
bitterly in the depths of my resentful Judaic heart.
About this time I passed through a
painful trial. It was autumn, and early fires
of wood had been kindled in the chambers; more, so
far, for the sake of cheerfulness than warmth.
Mabel was playing on the hearth of her nursery preparatory
to going to bed, and I was in the adjoining room,
my own chamber, making an evening toilet, for Evelyn
expected a party of young visitors that night, and
my presence had been requested.
Mrs. Austin, it seemed, had left the
room for one moment, when a cry from Mabel brought
me to her side. She had fanned the fire with her
little cambric night-dress, and was already in a blaze.
I caught Mrs. Austin’s heavy shawl from the
bed, and promptly extinguished the flames, but not
without receiving serious injury myself. The child,
with the exception of a slight but painful burn on
her ankle, was unhurt, but my left arm and shoulder
and bosom were fearfully burned, and for some days
my life hung on a thread.
Months passed before I was able to
leave my own chamber, and the blow to my health was
so severe as to induce a return of those lethargic
attacks from which I had been entirely free for the
last two years. It is true they were brief in
duration compared to those of old, but that they should
exist at all was a cause of anxiety and disquietude
both to my father and physician.
By the first of March, however, I
was again in glowing health, and no trace remained,
except those carefully-concealed scars on my shoulder,
of my fearful injury.
Soon after this accident had occurred,
two circumstances of interest had taken place in our
household and vicinity. One of these was the return
of Claude Bainrothe from abroad, and the other the
rather mysterious visit of a gentleman, young and
handsome, but poorly clad, who had inquired for my
step-mother, Mrs. Constance Monfort, and on hearing,
to his surprise and grief, apparently, that she was
dead, had gone away again without requesting an interview
with any other member of the family.
He had met Evelyn at the door just
as she was about to step into the carriage, dressed
for visiting, and had said to her, merely (as she
asserted), as he turned away, evidently in sorrow:
“I am the brother of Mrs. Monfort,
once Constance Glen now, as you tell me,
no more. What children did she leave?”
“One only a daughter,”
was Evelyn’s reply. “Not visible to-day,
however, since she was severely burned a few days since,
and is still confined to her bed; not dangerously
ill, though.”
“I passed on then, as quickly
as I could,” said Evelyn, “for I saw no
end to questioning, and had an appointment to keep.
I said, however, civilly, ’Suppose you call
another time, when papa is disengaged. To-day
he could not possibly receive you,’ pausing on
the steps for a reply. This was of course all
that was required of me, but he merely lifted his
hat with a cool ‘Thank you, Miss Monfort,’
and went his way silently. He evidently mistook
me for you, Miriam, and I did not undeceive him.
My greatest oversight was in forgetting to ask for
his card; but his name was Glen, of course, as hers
was, so it would have been a mere form.”
“The whole transaction seems
to have been inconsiderate on your part, Evelyn,”
I remarked, as mildly as I could. “Mamma’s
brother! Oh, what would I not have given to have
seen him! Did he never return, and where is he
now?”
“No, never that I know of, and
he has disappeared. He walked by here a few days
later, Franklin says, when he was standing at the door
with papa’s tilbury, still very poorly
dressed, but neither stopped nor spoke. You could
not have seen him in your condition, at any rate,
Miriam, so you need not look so vexed; and I had no
idea of having papa annoyed so soon after his severe
attack. Besides, I want no such claims established
over Mabel. She is ours, and need desire no other
relations. The next thing would have been an
application for money, or board and lodging, or some
such thing, no doubt.”
“How old did he seem to be,
Evelyn?” I asked, conquering a qualm of feeling
at these words, and inexpressibly interested in her
relation.
“I’m sure I can’t
tell, Miriam; about twenty-five or six, I suppose;
the usual age of all such bores. You know mamma
was seven or eight and twenty when she died, and she
said he was much younger than herself, you may remember.”
“Oh, yes, I recollect perfectly.
Did he resemble mamma, Evelyn? Was he tall or
short, fair or dark? Had he her lovely eyes?
Do tell me about him.”
“None of these things.
A sort of medium man; not at all like mamma, however,
as far as I could see on such brief scrutiny, and as
well as I remember; with fine eyes, however.
Not as good-looking as Claude Bainrothe, by any means.
Commonplace, very, with a seedy coat. By-the-way,
Miriam, he will be back next week, I believe,
and then you will see this phenomenon. You know
Mr. Bainrothe and papa design you for one another.”
“Papa, indeed! I suppose
you mean Claude Bainrothe,” and I laughed disdainfully,
I fear. “Nay, it is you rather, Evelyn,
who have captivated this piece of perfection, as far
as I can learn. At least, this is the report
that ” I hesitated colored.
“Finish your sentence, Miriam.
The report that your faithful spies, Laura Stanbury
and George Gaston, have brought to you in your solitude.
They are very observing, truly,” she pursued.
“Creatures that never penetrate beneath the
surface, though. Self-deluders, I fancy, however,
rather than story-tellers.”
“Do you pretend to deny it,
Evelyn? Now, look me in the eyes and say ‘No’
if you dare,” and I grasped her slender wrists
playfully. She opened her large, blue eyes and
fixed them full on mine, responsively.
“No! Now you have
the unmitigated truth. Ah, Miriam, I have no wish
to interfere with you,” and she leaned forward
and kissed my cheek tenderly, disengaging her hands
as she did so. Her manner had so changed to me
of late that she was growing rapidly into my affections,
and I returned her embrace cordially.
In the next moment we were laughing
merrily together over the ridiculous schemes of the
elder Bainrothe, so transparent that every one understood
them perfectly, motive and all, and which my father
winked at evidently, rather than favored or encouraged,
as our charlatan thought he did “Cagliostro,”
as we habitually called him.
“The fact is, prophetess, the
person in question would not suit you at all, with
your grand ways and notions and prospects. I have
fathomed his depth pretty successfully, and I find
him full of shoals and shallows. Pretty well
for a flirtation, though, and to keep one’s hand
in, but unavailable any further.”
“Having brought him to his knees,
you are perfectly willing to pass him over to me as
a bond-slave. Is that the idea, Evelyn?”
“Exactly, Miriam; you are always
so penetrating! But don’t tell, for the
world. Old Bainrothe would never forgive me; and,
as I once before told you in one of my savage moods,
his enmity is dire satanic!”
“I am not afraid of Cagliostro,
or his animosity,” I answered; “never
was, Evelyn, as you know. The best way to disarm
him is to confront him boldly. He is like a lion
in that alone. I wish, though, he would give
me a little of his elixir of life, for dear papa; he
has never looked himself since that attack, though
better, certainly, oh, decidedly better,
of course, than I dared to hope at one time ever to
see him again. Yet I am very anxious.”
“Papa is well enough, Miriam;
you only imagine these things. At fifty, you
know, most men begin to break a little; then they rally
again and look almost as well as ever in a few years,
up to sixty or seventy. Look at Mr. Lodore!
He looked older when we first knew him than he does
now; and so did Dr. Pemberton.”
“That is because they have both
filled out and grown more florid and healthy; but
papa is withering away, Evelyn; shrinking day by day his
very step has changed recently. Oh, I hope, I
hope I may be deceived!” And I covered my face
with my hands, praying aloud, as I did sometimes irresistibly
when greatly excited. “God grant, God grant
us his precious life!” I murmured. “Spare
him to his children!”
“Amen!” said Evelyn Erle, solemnly.
A few evenings after this conversation
I went to see and hear the opera of “Masaniello,”
then all the rage, and at the zenith of its popularity,
with Mrs. Stanbury, Laura, and George Gaston Norman
had been recently placed in the navy and he was absent
now, and Mr. Gerald Stanbury obstinately refused to
accompany us to that “monkey-and-parrot show,”
as he deliberately dubbed the Italian opera.
“When men and women who are
in love or grief, or who are telling each other the
news, or secrets, stop to set their words to music,
and roar and howl in each other’s ears, the
world will be mad, and the opera natural,” he
said. “I will not lend my countenance before
them to such a villainous travesty.”
As “Masaniello” had
nearly had its run, and Evelyn was disinclined to
see it again, having attended during the winter about
twenty representations of this great musical spectacle,
I was fain to go with our neighbors and their very
youthful escort, or forego my opera.
As we entered the crowded lobby, Laura
and I walked together behind George Gaston and Mrs.
Stanbury, dropping later into Indian file as the crowd
increased, in which order I was the last. I wore
a rich India shawl, that had been my mother’s,
caught by a cameo clasp across the bosom. Suddenly
I felt the pin wrenched away and the shawl torn from
my shoulders. In another moment there was a cry a
scuffle a fall and a prostrate
form was borne away between two policemen, while a
gentleman, with his cravat hanging loose and his hair
in wild confusion, came toward me eagerly, extending
the shawl and clasp.
“These are yours, I believe,
young lady,” he remarked, breathlessly, throwing
the shawl about my shoulders as he spoke, and laying
the broken clasp in my hand. “I am happy
to restore them to you.”
The whole transaction had been so
sudden and so public, that there had been neither
time nor room for trepidation on my part. My own
party, pressing steadily on, had not yet missed me,
so that, even in that moment of excitement, I surveyed
my champion with an eye capable of future recognition.
“Thank you,” I said.
“I hope you are not hurt in my service?”
“No, no; not at all that
is, very slightly, indeed. Pass on, I will attend
you safely to your seat,” and, obeying the wave
of his hand, I followed the direction of Mrs. Stanbury’s
white plume as observingly as did the followers of
Henry of Navarre, without turning again until I reached
the box she had entered. I was shocked then, as
I bowed my thanks, at the ghastly whiteness and expression
of my escort’s face, but he vanished too quickly
to permit of inquiry or remark at that season.
I had still time before the curtain
rose to relate my adventure, which brought the blood
hotly to George Gaston’s brow as he listened
to it.
“There it is!” he muttered.
“It is all very well with me in peaceful times,
but, when it comes to battle, a poor, lame wretch is
of little account. I might as well be a woman;”
and the tears flowed down his quivering cheeks.
“It was shameful, disgraceful, that any other
man should have defended you, Miriam,” he added,
in a broken voice, clinching his hands, “than
I, your escort.”
“You did not even see the affair,
George,” I remonstrated. “Had you
been as strong as Samson, and I know you are just
as brave, you could not have helped me, for there
I was lagging away behind, through my own fault, and
how could you, in front, between your aunt and Laura,
possibly know what danger was in store for me?
Now, I shall feel provoked if you show so much morbid
feeling; besides, reflect, you are but a boy, dear.
George. No youth of your age is ever very strong.”
“A boy! and what are you, Miriam
Monfort, that you taunt me with youth! a woman, I
suppose a heroine!” with bitter sarcasm
in his voice and eye, for the first time in his life
so directed to me. I gazed at him in mute surprise.
“My dear George, you are very
unreasonable, indeed,” said Mrs. Stanbury.
“What has Miriam done to deserve such a taunt?
I never knew you to behave in such an uncourteous
way before.”
“You must be crazy, George Gaston,”
added Laura Stanbury, sharply. “Don’t
you know you are attracting attention toward our box.
Be still directly!”
“Oh no, it is only the magnificent
Miss Monfort that every one is staring at,”
he sneered. “The grown-up lady, the heroine,
the heiress, who lingers behind in the lobby, in order
to get up little melodramas of her own at the opera
where such things are admissible, at the expense of
her lame escort!”
I turned to him calmly; I had not
spoken before. “George,” I said, “if
you say another word I shall go home alone, or burst
into tears on the spot, and disgrace myself and you,
one or the other. I cannot bear another word
like this. I warn you, George Gaston!”
“Dear Miriam, forgive me; I
am a fool I know,” he said, as soon as he could
recover himself. “Lend me your handkerchief,
Laura, mine has mysteriously disappeared. There Richard’s
himself again! (Sorra to him!) He ought to have
a bullet through his head for his pains” (sotto
voce).
This stroke of bathos brought about
good-humor again, and soon our whole attention was
absorbed in that magical music which to this hour
electrifies me more than that of any other opera excepting
“Norma.” “Bad taste this,”
connoisseurs will say; but the perfection of human
enjoyment is to pursue one’s own tastes independently
of Mrs. Grundy, whether musical, or literary, or artistic,
according to my mode of thinking. In all the
pauses of the opera, however, I saw that handsome
and agitated face, that had last caught my eye at the
box-door, rise before me like a spell; and anxiety
for the safety of my strange champion some
curiosity too, mingled therewith, I do not deny, to
know his name and lineage beset me during
the whole of a sleepless night and the dreaming day
that succeeded it.
We were sitting around a cheerful
spring fire in the front parlor, our ordinary sitting-room,
opening as this did into the dining-room beyond on
one hand, and the wide intersecting hall of entrance
on the other, on the opposite side of which lay the
long, double-chimneyed drawing-room, less cheerful
than our smaller assembly-room by half, and therefore
less often used (there, you have our whole first-floor
arrangement now, my reader, I believe, and I must
begin over again, to catch the clew of my long sentence).
We were sitting, then, around the cheerful fire in
the parlor in question, when Morton, my father’s
“own man,” announced “Mr. Bainrothe
and son,” and a moment afterward the two gentlemen
so heralded entered the room together. With one
you are already somewhat familiar, reader mine, as
a gentlemanly, handsome man, with deliberate movements
and confident address. You have seen such men
in cities frequently; but the word distingue,
so often too hastily bestowed, was the chief characteristic
of the appearance of his younger companion.
Tall, slender, graceful, strong for
strength alone bestows such easy perfection of movement,
such equipoise of step as belonged to him with
a fine, clear-cut face and well-shaped head, nobly
placed on his straight, square shoulders wide
for a man so slight dark eyed, dark haired,
with a mouth somewhat concealed by a long silken mustache,
then an unusual coxcombry in our republic, yet revealing
in glimpses superb teeth and the curve of accurately-cut
lips, Claude Bainrothe stood before me, a young Apollo.
“I have brought my son here
to-night, expressly to introduce him to you, Miriam,
of whom he has heard so much.”
He bowed low and silently, then tossed
his curled head suddenly back again.
“We have met before, I believe,
Mr. Bainrothe,” I observed, when his eye rose
to meet mine. “You were good enough to restore
me my shawl and clasp last night at the opera, if
I am not strangely mistaken.”
“Ah! were you that lady?”
he asked, with a slight yet somewhat embarrassed laugh.
“Forgive me, if in the confusion of the moment
I failed to remark your appearance. I only knew
an outrage had been committed, and naturally sought
to repair it.”
“Now, that was really romantic,”
said Evelyn, who had caught the idea. “Miriam
related her adventure, but was sorely puzzled to know
to whom she was indebted for such chivalrous aid.”
“I am glad to have been of service
to Miss Monfort,” he rejoined, deferentially,
“but I merely obeyed an impulse strong with me.
I should have been wanting to myself to have done
otherwise than defend a helpless woman.”
“There could not have been a
more favorable opening to your acquaintance, certainly,”
observed Evelyn significantly; then, turning away
and crossing the apartment, she applied herself to
the entertainment of the elder Mr. Bainrothe, “Mr.
Basil,” as we called him after his son came,
by way of distinction between the two, since the word
“old” seemed invidious in his case, and
we characterized them as we would have done two brothers.
Indeed, in manner, in bearing, in
something of quiet repose entirely wanting in the
father, and which usually seems the accompaniment of
age or experience, the son seemed the elder man of
the two. I had yet to learn that there is an
experience so perfect and subtle that it assumes the
air of ignorance, and triumphs in its simplicity over
inferior craft itself.
When the mind has worked out the problems
of life to its own satisfaction, like the school-boy
who has proved his sums, it wipes the slate clean
again and sets down the bare result the
laborious process it effaces. All is simplified.
“I was fearful that you had
been hurt last night, Mr. Bainrothe,” I hazarded,
“from the expression of your face as I caught
it at the box-door. I am glad to see you well
this evening.”
“I was hurt,” he
said, “to be frank with you. The scoundrel
gave me a severe blow on the chest, which brought
a little blood to my lips, and for the time I suffered.
Had it not been for the faintness under which I was
laboring I could not have failed to identify you.
But you are generous enough to forgive this oversight
I am convinced.”
“Oh, surely! it was most natural
under the circumstances. I have a habit of fixing
faces at a glance that is rather uncommon, I believe.
I never forget any one I have seen even for a moment,
or where I have seen them, or even a name I have heard.”
“A royal gift truly, one of
the secrets of popularity, I believe. It is not
so with me usually, though when my eye once drinks
in a face” (and he looked steadily at mine while
he spoke those words slowly, as if wrapped in contemplation),
“it never departs again. ’A thing
of beauty is a joy forever,’ you know, Miss
Monfort.” He sighed slightly.
“Yes, that line has passed into
an axiom, the only sensible one, I believe, by-the-by,
that Keats ever wrote,” I laughed.
“Oh, you do Keats injustice.
Have you studied him, Miss Monfort?”
“Studied poetry? What an
idea! No, but I have tried to read him, and failed.
I think he had a very crude, chaotic mind indeed; I
like more clearness.”
“Clearness and shallowness most
often go together,” he observed. “When
you see the pebbles at the bottom of a stream, most
likely its waters are not deep.”
“Yet, you can stir up mud with
a long pole in the pool more readily than in the river.
Keats wanted a current, it seems to me, to give him
vitality and carry off his own mental impurities.
His was a stagnant being.”
“What a queer comparison,”
and he shook his head laughingly, “ingenious,
but at fault; you are begging the question now.
Well, what do you say to Shelley?”
“I have nothing to say to him;
he has every thing to say to me. He is my master.”
“An eccentric taste for so young
a girl; and Byron? and Moore? and Mrs. Hemans? and
Leigh Hunt? and Barry Cornwall?”
“Oh, every one likes them,
but one gets tired of hearing lions roar, and harps
play, and angels sing; and then one goes to Shelley
for refreshment. He is never monotonous; he was
a perennial fountain, singing at its source, and nearly
all was fragmentary that he wrote, of course, wanting
an outlet. The mind finishes out so much for itself,
and the thought comes to one always, that he was completed
in heaven. No other verse stirs me like his.
You know he wrote it because he had to write or die.
He was a poet, or nothing.”
“You ought to write criticisms
for Blackwood, really, Miss Monfort, and give
a woman’s reason for every opinion,” with
ill-concealed derision.
“You are laughing at me now,
of course, but I don’t regard good-natured raillery.
I am sure I should not enjoy poetry as I do were I
a better critic. I love flowers far more than
many who understand botany as a science, and pull
them to pieces scientifically and analytically.”
“And paintings; do you love them?”
“Oh, passionately!”
“I confess I am blase
with art,” he said, quietly; “I have seen
so much of it, I like nature far better;” adding,
after a pause, “now, that is your chief charm.
Miss Monfort.”
“What, being natural?”
“How well you divine my meaning!”
with a little irony in the voice and eye. The
tendency of his mind was evidently sarcastic.
“Ah! true. Papa thinks
me too natural; he often checks my impulses.
Your father, too, coincides with him, I believe, in
this opinion; but don’t talk about me.
Tell me of your sojourn in Germany. How delightful
it must have been to have lived in Heidelberg, and
felt the very atmosphere you breathed filled with
wisdom! Did you ever go to Frankfort? Did
you see the statue of Goethe there? Can you read
‘Faust’ in the original? Oh, I should
like to so much, but I know nothing of German.
I never could learn the character, I am convinced.
French and Italian only. There was such a beautiful
picture of ‘Margaret’ in the Academy of
Fine Arts last year, I wanted papa to purchase it,
but Evelyn and he did not fancy it as much as I did.
They prefer copies from the old masters. I don’t
care a cent for Magdalenes and Madonnas and little
fat cherubs. I prefer illustrations of poetry
or fiction; don’t you, Mr. Bainrothe?”
“Very frankly, Miss Monfort,
I don’t care for pictures at all, unless for
good landscapes. I am cloyed with them. And
as to German books, I never want to see another.
The old ‘Deer-Stealer’ was worth all they
have ever written put together, in my opinion.
I love the vernacular.”
“Oh, of course, Shakespeare
and the Bible; there is nothing like them for truth
and power. But to leave poetry for its sister
art, you must have enjoyed the music in Germany.
Do you love music, Mr. Bainrothe?”
“Not very much, except in opera;
then the scenery and lights and people are half the
charm. I don’t care for science. Such
an adventure as I had last night,” he murmured
low, “was worth a dozen operas to me;”
and again I met his admiring, steady gaze, almost
embarrassing, fixed upon me.
“What are you two talking about?”
asked Evelyn, coming suddenly behind us. “Papa
and Mr. Bainrothe are carrying on a little quiet flirtation,
as usual, and have quite turned their backs on me,
so I came hither, asking charity. I declare,
Miriam’s face is scarlet! What mischief
are you two hatching?”
“I have been running on at a
most unconscionable rate,” I replied, “covering
up my ignorance with many questions that have bored,
rather than proved, Mr. Bainrothe, I fear. Take
up the dialogue, dear Evelyn, for a few moments, while
I go to superintend that elderly flirtation you speak
of, and keep papa in order,” and I left them
abruptly.
“It will all be paid in before
then,” I heard Mr. Bainrothe say, as I approached
them, “and you could not have a safer investment.
It is as sound as the Federal Government itself.
Indestructible as the solar system.”
“I will bring the papers,”
papa said, rising. “Excuse me for ten minutes,”
and I dropped into his empty seat by Mr. Bainrothe.
“I hope I shall not interrupt
your business meditations while papa is gone,”
I observed, breaking the silence first.
“Business is my pastime, and
no food for meditation, my dear girl; for, like the
Pontic monarch of old days, ’I live on poisons,
and they have no power, but are a kind of nutriment.’
Now, talking to a pretty young girl is far harder
and more unusual work to me than transacting mercantile
or financial affairs.”
“Then I will not oppress you
with my society,” I said, with a feint to rise.
“Sit still, Miriam, and don’t
be foolish. You know what I mean, very well.
Now, how do you like my son?”
“Oh, very much indeed; he is
a little satirical, though, now and then; intolerant
of youthful greenness, I perceive, and enthusiasm.”
“All affectation, I assure you.
He is as verdant himself as the Emerald Isle.
Just from college, and very young; what can he know
of life? As to enthusiasm, he is full of it.”
“True, what can he know
of life,” I mused, and I glanced at him, as I
questioned, sitting in front of Evelyn in a sort of
humble, devoted way, very different from his easy,
knightly air with me. She wore a cold, imperious
expression of face not unbecoming to her haughty style
of beauty, and fanned herself gently as she listened
carelessly to his evidently earnest words, bowing
superciliously in answer from time to time.
“The desire of the moth for
the star,” burst from my lips involuntarily.
“Nothing of the kind,”
said Mr. Bainrothe, quietly. “If Evelyn
Erie were the last of her sex, he never could
fancy her. She is much too old for my
son, much too artificial; and, beautiful as she is,
she wants some nameless charm, without which no woman
ever secures the abiding love of man;” adding,
abruptly, after a little pause, “That charm
is yours, Miriam.”
“How strangely you talk, Mr.
Bainrothe!” I replied, with evident embarrassment,
which he pretended not to perceive.
“Had you remained one year longer
at school, there would have been no grace, no perfection
wanting. I am sorry to see you thrown so young,
so unprotected, on the waves of society, as you must
be soon.”
“Oh, not necessarily. I
rarely come into the parlor when Evelyn receives,
rarely go to parties, and my studies are as dear to
me as they ever were. Besides, Mabel absorbs
much of my time, and I am quite infatuated with my
new accomplishment.”
“What is that, Miriam?”
“I am studying elocution, learning
to read with Mr. Mortimer you have heard
of him and he is pleased, so far, with my
success. It is a very delightful resource.”
“Yes, you have a good voice,
an impassioned face and manner all very
suitable, no doubt; but what will it amount to, after
all? You will never have to earn your bread in
that way, and for a home circle you have always read
well enough. It is time wasted, I imagine.”
“But the reading is not all.
I learn to know and comprehend so much that was sealed
from me before; in this way, Shakespeare, Milton, Scott,
all acquire new beauties. By-the-by, this is what
your son meant by studying poetry, perhaps.”
“The puppy! Has he been
lecturing you, too? Really, there is no end to
his presumption;” and he smiled, benignly, upon
him.
“I must defend him from such
a charge,” I said, earnestly. “I find
him very deferential he has the courteous
European manner, which, when high-bred, is so polite.
Americans never learn to bow like foreign gentlemen.
It is a great charm.”
“Do you hear that, Claude?
Miss Monfort approves of your bow. This is all
I can extort from her; but she is very hard to please,
very censorious by nature, so don’t be entirely
discouraged.”
A bow of the approved sort, and wave
of the hand across the room, in addition, were the
only rejoinder elicited by this sally, and again the
downcast head, the clasped hands, the low, entreating
voice denoted the character of his conference with
Evelyn. He was pleading a desperate cause, it
seemed to me.
Mr. Bainrothe became unreasonably
nervous, I thought. He fidgeted with his hat,
and gloves, and cane, which he took from the table
near him, dropping the last as he did so; he glanced
impatiently at the door through which my father was
to enter, and, when finally his friend came, after
a brief conference in a corner with regard to the papers
he had gone out to seek, probably, summoned his son
abruptly and darted off in true Continental style,
followed by his more stately junior.
“Mr. Bainrothe amuses me,”
observed Evelyn after we were alone again. “He
is so transparent, dear old butterfly! He need
not be alarmed! I have put a quietus on all presumptuous
hopes in that quarter forever, and now, Miriam, I
hand him over to you signed and sealed ’Claude
Bainrothe rejected and emancipated by Evelyn Erie,
and ready for fresh servitude apprenticed,
in short.’”
“Thank you,” I rejoined,
dryly, speaking with a tightness at my throat.
“He thinks you quite good-looking,
Miriam, I assure you; he was agreeably disappointed,
even after what he had heard of your appearance from
the Stanburys, I suppose and observed that
there were fine elements in your character, too, if
properly shaped and combined a great deal
of ‘come out.’”
“He is truly gracious and condescending,”
I replied, “I thank him humbly.”
“It was very plain that you
admired him, Miriam. Any one could see that.
I noticed his internal amusement at your fluttered
manner.”
“Did he tell you what his thoughts
were, Evelyn, or do you merely interpret them after
your own fashion?” I asked, sternly.
“Oh, of course he said nothing
of the kind; I would not have permitted it, had he
wished to. Poor fellow! I hope you will be
kinder to him than I have been,” and she sighed
heavily. “He is yours now to have and to
hold, you know.”
“You have not shown your usual
good taste, Evelyn,” I remarked, coolly, “in
rejecting so handsome and fascinating a man, and making
him over to another, unsolicited. Claude Bainrothe
would suit you exactly, I think; and, as to money,
he will have enough, no doubt, for both. If not” I
hesitated colored sighed.
“If not, what, Miriam?”
she urged, stamping her little foot impatiently as
my answer was delayed. “If not, what then,
Miriam? Speak out!”
“If not, dear sister, I
will try to make up the deficiency,” I
said, embracing her. “Now you understand
my intentions.”
I was learning to love my sister,
and happy in the power to please her, unconscious
that an invisible barrier was rising from that hour,
never to be put aside.