Months passed away months
of dreary, monotonous despondency, through which ran
a vein of anxiety that banished peace. During
all this time matters went on pretty much as they
had done before, with one exception, I held no further
intercourse with Mr. Basil Bainrothe. Claude was
absent most of this time on business, for a firm with
which he had lately connected himself, and on the
few occasions of his presence at Monfort Hall treated
me with marked formality.
Evelyn had affected to make light
of Mr. Bainrothe’s outrage toward me, though
far from defending him. “Men of his years
do these things sometimes,” she said, “under
the mask of playfulness and fatherly feeling, and,
however unpleasant it may be to bear them, one has
to pass them over. You are right, of course,
to be reserved with him henceforth, Miriam. By-the-by,
dear child, your prudery is excessive, I fear, and
it makes a young girl, especially if she is not beautiful,
so ridiculous! But, of course, that even is far
better than the opposite extreme. Now, I flatter
myself, I know how to steer the juste milieu,
always so desirable.”
“But, Evelyn,” I had rejoined,
“his manner was atrocious! I could not I
would not if I could give you any idea of
its animality; yes, that is the very word!
it makes my blood creep to think of it, even!”
And I hid my face in my hands, crimson
as it was from the retrospection.
“Then don’t think of it
at all. That will be the best way, decidedly,”
she had said, tapping me playfully with her fan, then
whispering: “This lover of yours may be
useful to us, you know; let us not goad him to rebellion.
You can be as cool as you please, Miriam, but be civil
all the same.”
I surveyed her with flashing eyes.
“Such advice,” I retorted, “falls
but poorly from your lips, Evelyn Erle, whom my mistaken
father dubbed ‘propriety personified.’
One woman should feel for another’s wounded
delicacy, even if a stranger; but, when it comes to
sisters, O Evelyn!”
“And such insolence falls very
absurdly from you, Miriam Monfort, under the circumstances.
Sisters, indeed!” she sneered. “It
was a claim you repudiated once!” and, with
a sweeping bow, she left me, to repeat “sisters,
indeed!” in my bitter solitude.
What were these circumstances to which
she so haughtily referred? With my heavy head
resting on my weary hands, I sat and contemplated
them ay, looked them fully in the face!
Outwardly, matters stood just as they had ever done.
The same circle of servants of
acquaintances revolved around us. The
house was unchanged, the living identically the same,
even to the one bottle of fine wine per day, carefully
withdrawn from the cobwebbed cellar by Morton, and
as carefully decanted for our table.
But this alone, of all the viands
set before us, was furnished at my expense. My
own small hoard of silverpieces had, it is true, from
the time of our ruin, more than sufficed for my absolute
wants and Mabel’s, confined, as they were, to
mere externals of necessary dress; but all other outlay,
even to the payment of Mabel’s masters (I taught
her chiefly myself, however), was met by Evelyn.
We, the children of a proud man, were
dependent on strangers. Look upon it as I would,
the revolting fact stared me out of countenance.
Charity, the chambermaid, had more right to lift an
opposing front to Evelyn than I had; for she earned
the bread she ate, while I there was no
use concealing the mortifying truth any longer served
the apprenticeship of pauperdom!
True, the house was legally mine the
furniture I used, the plate I was served from, the
carriage I occasionally drove out in, were all my own
possessions though, with a slow and moth-like
process, I was gradually consuming these. For,
at my majority, it was my determination to pay for
my support in the intervening years, even if I sacrificed
every thing in order to wipe out obligations.
Ay, the very corn my horses were eating (what mockery
to keep them at all!) was now furnished by another,
and must eventually be paid for, with interest.
Then, how would it fare with me, beggared
indeed? I would take time by the forelock; I
would begin at once.
“Evelyn,” I had said,
not long after the conversation reverted to, “is
there no way in which my property may be fixed, so
as to leave the principal untouched, and still yield
an income sufficient for my support, and that of Mabel?
The bread of dependence is very bitter to me.”
“I ate it long,” she said,
“and found it passing sweet. You are only
receiving back the payment for an old debt, Miriam.
Your father’s lavish generosity can never be
repaid, even to his children, by me, who was so long
its happy recipient.”
The words seemed unanswerable at the
time, inconsistent as they were with her past reproaches.
Again she said when the same murmur left
my lips upon a later occasion looking at
me sorrowfully as she spoke, and with something incomprehensible
to me in her expression that affected me strangely:
“Wait until you are of age, Miriam: all
can be arranged definitely then; but now, the waves
might as well chafe against the rocks that bind them
in their bed, as you against your condition;”
adding with a tragic look and tone, half playful, of
course, “Vôtre sort, c’est
moi. You remember what Louis XIV. said, ‘L’Etat,
c’est moi;’ now be pacified,
I implore you all will still be well,”
and she patted my shoulder kindly, and kissed my forehead.
Her forbearance touched me; but the
time came when all this was thrown aside. It
was the old fable again of the bee and the bee-moth.
Having failed in her first efforts, she was now very
gradually gluing me against the hive.
Evelyn, as I have said, had always
been at the head of my father’s house and mine,
and, by his will, was still to remain so until my marriage,
or majority one, usually, in the eyes of
the law, in most respects. So it pained me infinitely
less than it must have done had a different order
of things ever existed, to see her supreme at Monfort
Hall, and to feel that every thing emanated from her
hand.
Of all the servants, old Morton alone
seemed to feel the difference. Mrs. Austin had
always openly preferred Evelyn to me, and Mabel to
either so that matters worked very well
between those three. For, though I do not think
Evelyn loved Mabel, nor Mabel Evelyn, yet, with this
link between them of servile affection, they managed
very well, without much feeling on either side.
Mrs. Austin certainly spoiled Mabel,
yet she only rendered her self-indulged, not selfish for
this difference arises out of temperament and disposition and
no mother could have been more tender or vigilant
of her comfort or welfare, than was this ancient and
attached nurse and servitor. I mention this here,
for it reconciled me later, somewhat, to an inevitable
separation, that must have been else thrice bitter.
But the culmination approaches!
I was lying, one evening, on a deep
velvet couch in the library, now rarely used except
for business purposes for, again, fires
and lights sparkled, in their respective seasons,
in the several receiving-rooms of Monfort Hall, maintained
by Evelyn’s bounty when, overpowered
by the influence of the hour, and the weariness of
my own unprofitable thoughts, and perhaps the dreary
play of Racine’s that I was reading, I dropped
asleep.
The sofa was placed in a deep embrasure,
surrounded with sweeping curtains, for the convenience
of reading in a reclining posture, by the light of
the window, and quite shut away, by such means, from
the remainder of the room.
To-night, a chilly one in August,
very unusual for that season, the window was down,
and the drawn curtains kept off the light of the dim
lamp that swung from the centre of the apartment immediately
above the octagon centre-table.
I was roused to full consciousness
by the sound of voices, which I had heard indistinctly
mingling with my dreams for some time before.
Mr. Bainrothe and Evelyn were conversing
or discussing some subject, somewhat angrily.
“You had the lion’s share,”
I heard him say; “you have no reason to complain.
The rest came in afterward, and was all merged in that
sinking ship, and went down with it into the deep waters.
It would not have been as much as you received, had
it been saved, which it was not.”
“That is not my concern,”
she rejoined, dryly; “but for my communication,
Miriam would have secured all next morning. She
was bent upon it. You ought never to forget this.”
“Nor do I; but, after all, you
are the chief beneficiary, Evelyn.”
“And your son do
you count his welfare as nothing? Will he not
share with me? Nay, was it not for his sake,
chiefly, I warned you, knowing how implacable else
you might be toward us both, and how ’gold would
gild every thing’ in your estimation.”
“True, true; but still something
is due to me. Undertake this office succeed and
command me, eternally. I love that girl, as you
know, as Claude could never love any one, and it will
go hard with me if I do not still inspire her with
somewhat of the same sentiment that is,
with your coincidence.”
“Never, never!” she exclaimed
with asperity; “her hatred is too implacable the
Judaic principle is too firmly grafted in her life.
Truly, she is one of a stiff-necked generation.
Her heart is especially hard toward you, Basil Bainrothe and,
I confess, you were precipitate.”
“I know, I know but
that error can be repaired. I did not think of
marriage then, I confess; after her bankruptcy
and scorn to me, things had not gone so far; her own
severity has made me consider the subject seriously.
She is not one to be treated lightly, Evelyn!”
“Your son found that out to
his cost!” was the bitter rejoinder, and I heard
her draw in her breath hard between her closed teeth,
with the hissing sound so familiar to me, and peculiar
to her when she labored under excitement a
sound like that of a roused serpent.
“Yes, to his cost; but there
is no question of that now. Though, I must say,
I think he erred. He, like the base Judean, cast
away a pearl richer than all his tribe!”
“Thank you!” was Evelyn’s curt,
ungracious reply.
I rose from the couch, my hand was
on the curtain; painful as it was to me, I would go
forth and confront them both with the acknowledgment
of their conspiracy, their fraud. I would not
again listen to bitter truths as I had done before,
involuntarily, when bound hand and foot by the weakness
of my condition. I was strong and courageous now.
I had no excuse for hearing another syllable I
would defy them, utterly!
All this passed like a flash through my mind.
On what slight pivots our fate turns
sometimes! How small are the guiding-points of
destiny! A momentary entanglement of my bracelet,
with one of the tassels of the curtain, delayed me
an instant, inevitably, in my impulsive endeavor to
extricate myself from its meshes, and what I then
heard, determined me to remain where I was, at any
cost to my own sense of pride and honor.
Fear, abject fear, obtained complete
ascendency over every sense, and personal safety became
my sole consideration. I, who had boasted so
lately of my courage, felt the cold dew of cowardice
bathe my brow, its tremor shake my frame.
They were plotting deliberately
plotting, as the price of secrecy on one part to
shut me up in a lunatic asylum until my consent could
be obtained to that ill-starred marriage!
“Every thing is favorable to
this undertaking,” I heard Mr. Bainrothe say;
“her own moody and excitable condition of late the
absence of her physician (meddlesome people, those
conscientious medical men sometimes prove, even when
not asked for an opinion!) Mrs. Austin’s
testimony as to those lethargies, which would be conclusive
of itself our own disinterestedness, so
fully proved by our devotion to her and Mabel, under
difficulties her mother’s mysterious
malady all these things will make it easy
to carry out this plan in which your cheerful coincidence,
and perhaps Claude’s even, will be essential.”
“I doubt whether you succeed
in gaining him over,” she remarked, coldly;
“and, as to me, I shall act as you desire, perhaps,
but any thing but ‘cheerfully,’ I assure
you. I consider it a mighty price to pay for ”
she hesitated.
“A fortune and a husband?”
he queried. “Claude has his suspicions,
I well know, but they rest on me alone so far.
Could he be convinced of your part in distracting
Miriam’s gold from its legitimate channel, believe
me, he would turn his back on you forever! I know
the man.”
“Yet he saw me he
must have seen me alter that word in the
codocil to my aunt’s legacy asking
no explanation at the time, receiving none thereafter.”
“That was different; he thought
it a piece of vainglory on your part alone, amounting
to nothing, if, indeed, he observed it at all.
No, no, Evelyn Erle! if you expect to carry out your
views, you must aid me in executing mine. I shall
keep your secret from my son on no other conditions.
We are confederates or nothing in this matter, you
see.”
“And suppose, in return, I publish
yours to the world,” she suggested, coolly;
“brand you with baseness? What then, Basil
Bainrothe what then?”
“You dare not!” was the
prompt reply. “I hold written propositions
of yours on the subject you have not a
scratch of a pen of mine to show. I should declare
simply that you were a frustrated rogue, that is all.
Who could prove otherwise?” He laughed in his
derisive way. There was a bitter pause.
“What is it you want me to do?”
she asked, hoarsely, at its expiration. “State
definitely what you exact from me in return for your
forbearance your honorable secrecy?”
There was exquisite irony in her tone.
“Simply this,” he said,
calmly, taking no notice of her emphasis “you
are to accompany Miriam to the asylum and act as her
nurse and guardian until my point is gained.
You shall be present at every interview, and you shall
both be made perfectly comfortable treated
like ladies; in short, every propriety shall be sacredly
observed, and, on the day on which her marriage with
me is solemnized, you may both return to Monfort Hall you
as its head, and Claude as its master; Miriam will
go home with me, her husband, of course, and all will
be settled. Now, I give you twenty-four hours
wherein to consider this proposition. At the end
of that time, if you still hesitate, Claude shall know
every thing. You can then take your chances with
him he may be ready to take a felon for
a wife, for aught I know, after all!”
“Come, then, to-morrow evening,”
she acceded, after a second pause, and in low, angry
accents, “and I will acquaint you with my determination my
necessity rather.” They parted thus and
there.