Before leaving the hospitable roof
of General Curzon beneath which I tarried
for several days awaiting the tardy sailing
of the packet-steamer Kosciusko, bound for New York,
circumstances determined me to leave in the hands
of my host a desk which I had intended to carry with
me, and which contained most of my treasures.
First among these, indisputably, in intrinsic value
were my diamonds “sole remnant of
a past magnificence;” but the miniatures of
my father and mother, and Mabel, in the cases of which
locks of twisted hair brown, and black,
and golden, and gray were contained and
combined (dear, imperishable memorials of vitality
in most instances when all the rest was dust and ashes),
and the early letters of my parents, together with
the carefully-kept diary I had written at Beauseincourt,
ranked beyond these even in my estimation.
The cause of this deposit of valuables
was simply owing to the unstable lock of my trunk,
the condition of which was detected too late to have
it repaired before sailing. Madame Curzon had
suggested to me the unsafe nature of such custody
for objects of price, if, indeed, I possessed such
at all. I told her then of my diamonds, and it
was agreed between us that these, at least, had better
be deposited in the bank of her husband, who would
bring them to me himself a few months later and
on reflection I concluded to add my desk, pictures,
and papers, to my more substantial treasures.
These, at least, I felt assured no accident should
throw into the hands of Bainrothe.
On my way to the ship I left the carriage
for a moment, in pursuance with this idea, and, followed
by King, the bearer of my large and weighty desk,
entered the banking-house of my host, and was shown
at once, by attentive clerks, to his peculiar sanctum.
I told him my errand in a few words.
“Keep it until called for, unless
you hear from me in the interval,” I had said
in allusion to my deposit, for he acknowledged the
chances were slight of his leaving home until the
following year, notwithstanding Madame Curzon’s
convictions.
“Called for by whom?” he asked, calmly.
“By Miriam Monfort in person
or her order,” I replied, laughingly, “This
is a mystery that, by-and-by, shall be explained to
you.”
“I understand something of that
already,” he rejoined. “Marion has
been whispering to the reeds, you know, or Madame
Curzon, the same thing nearly; but let us be earnest,
as your time is short, and mine precious to-day.
Life is uncertain, and, young and strong as you are,
or seem to be, you cannot foresee one hour even of
the future, or of your own existence. Suppose
Miriam Monfort neither comes in person nor sends her
order for its restoration what, then, is
to become of this treasure-chest of hers?”
“You shall keep it then,”
I replied, unhesitatingly, “until my little
sister reaches her majority, and cause it to be placed
in her own hands, none other or, stay,
let her have it on the day before her marriage, should
this occur earlier than the time mentioned, or when
she reaches her eighteenth year in any case; but,
above all things, be careful.”
“So many conflicting directions
confuse and mystify me, I confess. Come, let
me write down your wishes, and the matter can be arranged
formally, which is always best in any case. There,
I think I have the gist of your idea,” he said
a few moments later, as he pushed over to me a slip
of paper to read and sign, which done, I shook hands
with him cordially, preparing to go. “But
your receipt you have forgotten to take
it up!”
“O General Curzon! the whole
proceeding seems so ominous,” I said, turning
back at the door to receive the proffered scrap, which,
in another moment, dropped from my nerveless fingers,
while these, clasped over my streaming eyes, forgot
their office.
“My dear young lady,”
he remonstrated, “I am shocked. What can
have occurred to impress you thus? Not this mere
routine of affairs, surely? Duncan, a glass
of water here for Miss Monfort.”
“I do not know, I am sure, why
I should be so weak for such a trifle,” I said,
after a few swallows of ice-water had somewhat restored
my equilibrium; “but I do feel very dismally
about this voyage have done so ever since
I left Beauseincourt. This is the last straw on
the camel’s back, believe me, General Curzon.
You must not reproach yourself in the least nor
me; and now let me bid you farewell once more, perhaps
eternally!”
These words of mine were remembered
later in a very different spirit from that in which
they were then received (one of incredulous compassion) remembered
as are ever the last utterances of the doomed, whether
innocent or guilty, in solemn awe and reverential tenderness,
not unmingled with a superstitious faith in presentiment.
“Why, you look bluer than your
very obvious veil, bluer than your invisible school-marmish
stockings, bluer than the skies, or a blue bag, or
Madame de Stael’s ‘Corinne,’ or Byron’s
‘dark-blue ocean,’” said Major Favraud,
as he assisted me again into the carriage, where Dr.
Durand and Marion awaited me, for, as I have said,
we were now on our way to the vessel which was to
bear me and my destinies forever from that lovely
Southern land in which I had seen and suffered so much.
Dr. Durand looked serious at the sight
of my woful aspect, and Marion mutely proffered her
vinaigrette, gratefully accepted, as was the
good doctor’s compassionate silence; but, as
usual, Favraud, after having once gotten fairly under
weigh, ran on. “What is the use of bewailing
the inevitable?” he pursued. “We have
all seen your penchant for Curzon, and his
for you, for three days past; but Octavia is as tough
as lignum-vitae, I regret to assure you, my
dear Miss Harz, and your chance is as blue
as your spirits, or the flames of snap-dragon, or
Marion’s eyes. You will have to just put
up with the captain, I fear, for even the doctor there
is in harness for life. Southern women, you know,
proverbially survive their husbands; and, as the suttee
is out of fashion, they sometimes have to marry Yankees
as a dernier ressort of desperation! Of
course, there are occasional sad exceptions” looking
grave for a moment, and glancing at the black hat-band
on the Panama hat he was nursing on his knees, so
as to let the breeze blow through his silky, silver-streaked
black hair “but but in
short, why will you all look so doleful? Isn’t
it bad enough to feel so?”
“The loveliest fade earliest,
we all know,” and the tears were in his honest,
frivolous eyes, dashed away in the next moment as he
exclaimed, eagerly, “Why, there goes the Lamarque
equipage, as I live! I had forgotten all about
it. The pleasantest woman in Savannah, young or
old, is to be your compagnon de voyage, Miss
Harz, and the most determined widower on record her
escort; a perfect John Rogers of a man, with nine
little motherless children, her brother Raguet (’Rag,’
as we called him at school, on account of his prim
stiffness, so that ‘limber as a rag’ seemed
a most preposterous saying in his vicinity). He
is handsome, however, and intelligent, a perfect gentleman,
but on the mourners’ bench just now, like some
others you know of” heaving a deep
sigh. “His wife, poor thing, died last
autumn a pretty girl in her day was Cornelia
Huger! I was a little weak in that direction once
myself before that is, before O
doctor! what a trouble it is to remember!”
And again the small, fleet hand was
dashed across the twinkling, tearful eyes of this
April day of a middle-aged man of the world this
modern Mercutio merry and mournful at once,
as if there were two sides to his every mood, like
the famous shield of story. When we reached the
quay the Kosciusko was already getting up her steam,
and, in less than an hour afterward, the friends I
loved were gone like dreams, the bustle of departure
was over, and, with lifted canvas and a puffing engine,
we were grandly steaming past the noble forts (poor
Bertie’s broach and buckle, be it remembered)
on our path of pride and power toward the broad Atlantic.
The weather was oppressively hot,
and, for the first thirty-six hours, scarcely a breath
of wind lifted us on our way, so that the engine,
wholly incompetent to the work of both sails and machinery,
bore us very slowly on our northward ocean-flight.
Indeed, the failure of this engine to do its duty,
at first, had sorely disheartened both captain and
crew as we found later, for upon its execution and
energies, in the beginning, had rested our entire
dependence.
On the evening of the second day’s
voyage, a sudden and violent thunder-storm occurred,
not unusual in those latitudes; during the raging
of which our mainmast was struck by lightning, and
wholly disabled.
The fire was extinguished in the only
possible manner, by cutting it away from the decks,
letting it gently down upon them, deluging it, so
that our mast lay charred and blackened after its bath
of sea-water, like a mighty serpent stretched along
the ship, from stem to stern, and wrapped loosely
in its shrouds. It did us good service later,
though not by defying the winds of heaven, nor spreading
forth its snowy sails to catch the tropic breezes.
Before many hours, it was destined
to ride the waves in a shape that was certainly never
intended by those who chose it among many others taper
and stately in its group of firs to be the
chief adornment of a gallant ship, and lift a pointing
finger to the stars themselves, as an index of its
might, and, with this exception, the hope of those
it served that of a charred and blackened
life raft.
The renewed freshness of the atmosphere,
and the joyful upspringing of the breezes, alone remained,
at midnight, to tell the story of the recent hurricane.
These tropic breezes came like benevolent
fairies, to aid our groaning Titan in his labors.
I can never rid myself for one moment
of the idea that an engine really works, with weary,
reluctant strength like a genii slave, waiting vengefully
for the time of retaliation, which sooner or later
is sure to come; or of the visionary notion that a
graceful, gliding ship, with all sails set, receives
the same pleasure from its own motion and beauty that
a snow-white swan must do “as down she bears
before the gale,” with her white plumage and
stately crest.
I think, if ever I am called to give
a toast, it shall be “Sail-ships; may their
shadows never be less!” They are, indeed, a part
of the romance of ocean.
The moon was full, in the balmy summer
night that succeeded the tempest, and the ship’s
quarter-deck was crowded with the passengers of the
Kosciusko, enjoying to the utmost, as it seemed, the
delicious, newly-washed atmosphere, the moonlit heavens
and sea, the exquisitely-caressing softness of the
tardily-awakened breezes that filled the white sails
of the vessel, and fluttered the silken scarf of the
maiden, with the same wooing breath of persuasive,
subtle strength.
Around Miss Lamarque, the lady of
whom Major Favraud had spoken so admiringly, and to
whose kindness he had committed me, a group had gathered,
chiefly of the young, not to be surpassed in any land
for manly bearing, graceful feminine beauty, gayety,
wit, and refinement.
There was Helen Oscanyan, fair as
a dream of Greece, in her serene, marble perfectness
of form and feature; and the lovely Mollie Cairns,
her cousin, small, dark, and sparkling both
under the care of that stately gentleman, their uncle,
Julius Severe, of Savannah; and there were the sisters
Percy, twins in age and appearance, with voices like
brook-ripples, and eyes like wood-violets, and feet
of Chinese minuteness and French perfection the
darlings and only joys of a mother still beautiful,
though sad in her widowhood, and gentle as the dove
that mourns its mate.
There was the brilliant Ralph Maxwell,
whose jests, stinging and slight, just glanced over
the surface of society without inflicting a wound,
even as the skater’s heel glides over ice, leaving
its mark as it goes, yet breaking no crust of frost;
and there was the poetic dreamer Dartmore, with his
large, dark eyes, and moonlight face, and manner of
suffering serenity, on his way to put forth for fame,
as he fondly believed, his manuscript epic on the
“Sorrows of the South.”
All these, and more, were there gathering
about the leader of their home-society, on that alien
deck, as securely as though they were sitting in her
own drawing-room at “Berthold,” on one
of her brilliant reception-evenings.
How could they know how
could they dream the truth or descry the
hidden skeleton at the festival, wreathed in flowers
and veiled with glittering, filmy draperies, which
yet put forth its bony fingers to beckon on and clutch
them?
I too was joyous and unconscious as
the rest, and for the first time for many days felt
the burden literally heaved rather than lifted away
that had oppressed me.
Was I not on my way to him in whose
presence alone I lived my true life? and what feeling
of his morbid fancy was there that my hand could not
smooth away, when once entwined in his? Beauseincourt,
and all its shadows, had I not put behind me?
The sunshine lay before, and in its light and warmth
I should still rejoice, as it was my birthright to
do.
I was “fey” that night,
as the Scotch say, when an unaccountable lightness
of mood precedes a heavy sorrow, which it so often
does, as well as the more usual mood, the presage
of gloom. I felt that I had the power to put
aside all ills to grapple with my fate,
and compel back my lost happiness. Truly my bosom’s
lord sat lightly on her throne, as of late it had
not been her wont to do.
Against my inclination had I been
drawn into the current of that youthful gayety, and
now my bark floated without an effort on the stream.
I was in my own element again, and my powers were all
responsive.
The small hours came the
happy group dispersed not without many
interchanges of social compliment, much badinage,
and merry plans for the morrow. The monster Sea-sickness
had been defied on the balmy voyage, save in the brief
interval of tempest, and his victors mocked him, baffled
as he was, with their purpose of amusement.
“We shall get up the band to-morrow
evening,” said Major Ravenel, “and have
a dance; the gallop would go grandly here. See
what reach of quarter-deck we have! There are
Germans on board who play in concert violins and wind-instruments.”
“Suppose we dress as sea-nymphs,”
said Honoria Pyne; “enact a masque for old Neptune’s
benefit? It would be so complimentary, you know;
bring down the house, no doubt. I have a sea-green
tarlatan lying so conveniently. Colonel Latrobe
looks exactly like a Triton, with that wondrous beard.
A little alum sprinkled over its red-gold ground would
do wonders in the way of effect would be
gorgeous wouldn’t it, now, Miss Harz?”
“But all that could be done
on shore as well, Miss Pyne,” I replied, in
the way of reminiscence. “It is a pity to
waste our opportunities of observation now, in getting
up costumes; and, for my part, I confess that I have
a wholesome dread of these sea-deities, and fear to
exasperate their finny feelings by reducing them to
effigies. Thetis is very spiteful, sometimes;
and jealous, too, you remember.”
Miss Pyne did not remember, but did
not mean to be baffled either, she would let Miss
Harz know, even if that lady did know more about
mythology than herself; and, if no one else would join
her, meant to play her rôle, of sea-nymph all
alone, with Major Latrobe for her Triton in waiting,
tooting upon a conch-shell, and looking lovely!
At which compliment, open and above-board, poor Major
Latrobe, who was over head and ears in love with her,
and a very ugly man, only bowed and looked more silly
than before, which seemed a work of supererogation.
After the rest were gone, Miss Lamarque
and I concluded to promenade on the nearly-deserted
deck, in the moonlight, and let the excitement of
the evening die away through the medium of more serious
conversation. She was a woman of forty-five,
still graceful and fine-looking, but bearing few traces
of earlier beauty, probably better to behold, in her
overripe maturity, than in the unfolding of her less
attractive time of bud and blossom. Self had
been laid aside now (which it never can be until the
effervescence of youth and hope are over). She
had accepted her position of old maid and universal
benefactress; and sustained it nobly, gracefully.
She was thoroughly well-bred and agreeable, very vivacious,
astute, and intelligent, rather than intellectual,
yet she had the capacity (had her training been different)
to have been both of these.
I remember how it chanced that, after
a long promenade, during which we had discussed men,
manners, books, customs, costumes, and politics, even
(that once tabooed subject for women, now free, to
all), with infinite zest and responsiveness that charmed
us mutually, so that we swore allegiance on the strength
of this one day’s rencontre, like two school-girls
or knights of old remember how the dropping
of her comb at his feet caused Miss Lamarque to pause,
compelling me to follow her example, by reason of
our intertwined arms, in front of the man at the wheel,
as he stooped to raise it and hand it to her with a
seaman’s bow. His ready politeness, unusual
for one in his station, determined us to cultivate
his maritime acquaintance, and in a short time we had
drawn forth the outlines of his story, simple and
bare as this was of incident.
His picturesque appearance had impressed
us equally during the day, but until now we had not
met in concert about Christian Garth, for such we
soon found was the name of our polite pilot.
He was a Jerseyman, he told us, of
German descent, married to the girl of his heart,
and living on the coast of that adventurous little
State, famous alike for its peaches and wrecks.
“Sall had a stocking full of
money,” he informed us, “silver, and copper,
and gold, when he married her, for her mother had been
a famous huckster and never missed her
post in the Philadelphia market for thirty years,
and this was her child’s inheritance, and with
this money he had fixed up his old hut, till it looked
’e’en a’most inside like a ship-captain’s
cabin.’”
And now Sall wanted him to stay at
home, he informed us, with her and the children, but
somehow or other he could never tarry long at the
hearth, for the sea pulled him like it was his mother,
and the spell of the tides was on him, and he must
foller even if he went to his own destruction, like
them men that liquor lures to loss, or the love of
mermaids.
“All land service is dead when
likened to the sea,” he said, shaking his great
water-dog head, and looking out lovingly upon his idol.
“But ships a’n’t like they oncst
was, ladies,” he added, “before men put
these here heavy iron ingines to work in ’em it’s
like cropping a bird’s wing to make a river-boat
of a ship, and a dead, dead shame to shorten sails
till it looks like a young gal dressed in breeches
or any other onnatural thing for a sailing-ship
and a full-flowing petticoat always rise up in a true
man’s mind together God bless them
both, I say.”
“To which we cordially say amen,
of course,” said Miss Lamarque, laughing.
“We should have been at a loss, however, Mr.
Garth, but for our engine during the dead calm preceding
the storm, when our ship’s sails flapped so
lazily about her masts, and she rocked like a baby’s
cradle without making progress. It is well the
engineer manoeuvred so successfully while we lay fireless
on the low rolling waves; but we are speeding along
merrily enough now, to make up for it all I
take comfort in that ”
“But not exactly in the right
direction, though, to suit my stripe,” he said,
turning his quid in his mouth as he looked out to leeward,
revealing, as he did so, a fine yet rugged profile
relieved against the silvery purple sheen of the moonlit
sky.
“Do you see that dark object
lying beyond” (our eyes mechanically followed
his), “so still on the water?” and he indicated
it with the pipe he held in one sinewy hand for
the native courtesy of the man had involuntarily proffered
us the homage of removing it from his lips, when we
addressed him.
“Yes what is it?
a wreck? a whale? a small volcanic island? Do
explain, Mr. Garth,” said Miss Lamarque.
“Nothing but an iceberg, and
we are bearing down upon it rather too rapidly, it
seems to me.”
And so speaking, he turned his wheel in silence warily.
“But you have the command of the helm, and have
nothing to do but ”
“Obey orders,” he interrupted,
grimly. “Ef the captain was to tell me to
run the ship to purgatory, I’d have to do it,
you know.”
“But surely the captain would
not jeopardize the lives of a ship’s company,
even if he likes warm latitudes, by ordering you to
run foul of an iceberg; and, if he did, you certainly
would not dare to obey him with the fear of God before
your eyes?” remonstrated Miss Lamarque, indignantly.
“For my part I shall go to him immediately and
desire him to change his course but after
all I don’t believe that dingy black thing is
an iceberg at all an old hencoop rather,
thrown over from some merchant-ship, or a vast lump
of charred wood. You are only trying to alarm
us.”
“Ef you was to see it close
enough, you would find it to shine equal to the diamond
on your hand; but I hope you never will, that’s
all I hope you never will, lady! I
sot on a peak of that sort oncst myself for three
days in higher latitudes than this here me
and five others, all that was spared from the wreck
of the schooner Delta, and we felt our convoy melting
away beneath us, and courtesying e’en a’most
even with the sea, before the merchant-ship Osprey
took us off, half starved, and half frozen, and half
roasted all at oncst! Them is onpleasant rickollections,
ladies, and it makes my blood creep to this day to
see an iceberg in konsikence; but a man must do his
dooty, whatsomever do betide. It was in the dead
of night, and Hans Schuyler had the wheel, I remember,
when we went to pieces on that iceberg, all for disregarding
the captain’s orders; you see, he meant to graze
it like!”
“Graze it!” almost shrieked
Miss Lamarque. “Did he think he was driving
a curricle? Graze it Heaven, what rashness!”
“Don’t don’t!
Mr. Garth,” I petitioned; “I shall never
sleep a wink on this ship if you continue your narrative.”
“Do do! Mr.
Garth,” entreated Miss Lamarque, whose penetration
showed her by this time that the pilot was only playing
on our fears, for want of a better instrument for
his skill. “I quite enjoy the idea that
you have actually been astride a fragment of the arctic
glacier, and that we may perhaps make the acquaintance
of a white bear ourselves when we get near our iceberg,
or a gentle seal. Wouldn’t you like one
for a pet, Miss Harz?”
“It is very cold,” I said,
digressively. “I feel the chill of that
fragment of Greenland freeze my marrow. I must
go fetch my shawl; but first reassure us, Mr. Garth,
if possible.”
He laughed. “I have paid
you now for making fun of me to-day,” he said,
saucily. “I saw your drawing of me in your
books, and heerd the ladies laughing. I peeped
as I passed when Myers took the helm, and I wanted
to see what all the fun was about; then I said to
myself, ’I will give her a skeer for that if
I have a chance’ but, all the same,
the chill you feel is a real one, for as sure as death
that lump of darkness is an iceberg. I have told
you no yarn, as you will find out to-morrow when you
ask the captain. I’ll steer you clear of
the iceberg though, ladies, never fear. Hans
Schuyler has not got the wheel to-night you
see he was three sheets in the wind anyhow, and the
captain, says, ‘Hans,’ says he, ‘don’t
tech another drop this night, or we’ll never
see another mornin’ till we are resurrected,’
and so he turned into his hammock and swung himself
to sleep a way he had, for he didn’t
keer for nothin’ where his comfort was concerned,
having been raised up in the Injies.”
“Come, Miss Lamarque,”
I interrupted. “I must not hear another
word. ‘Macbeth doth murder, sleep,’
and I shall be nervous for a month after, this.
So, good-night, Mr. Garth, and be sure you merit your
first name by taking good care of us while we imitate
the example of your worthy captain and ‘swing
ourselves to sleep,’ or rather let the waves
perform that office for us. I shall make it my
care to-morrow morning early, if you still hold the
helm, to show you my sketch, and convince you that
it was never made for fun at all, but that it is a
real portrait of a very fine-looking seaman, a real
viking in appearance, and somewhat better than
one at heart, I trust. I shall hope to earn your
good opinion instead of ill-will, when you have only
seen my sketch.”
“You have it already, you have
it already, young gal young miss, I mean,”
he said, with a wave of the hand, which meant to be
courteous, no doubt, but seemed only defiant.
“An’ this much I kin say without injury
to Sall that I’d rather hear you talk
and see you smile, as I has been watchin’ of
you constant do to-day, than go to the circus in New
York, or even to a Spanish bull-fight, or hear a Fourth-of-July
oration, or’tend camp-meetin’ and
that’s saying no little an’
no iceberg shall come near you while Christian Garth
lays a hand upon this helm. But don’t be
skeered, ladies; no harm will come to the good ship
Kosciusko.”
“I declare our pilot is quite
chivalrous, as far as you are concerned, for I marked
his glance, Miss Harz,” said Miss Lamarque, archly,
as we turned our faces cabin-ward, under the protection
of our helmsman’s promised vigilance. “See
what it is to be young and pretty, and remark the
truth of the old proverb, as exemplified in his case,
that ’extremes meet.’ Victoria herself
is not more independent of me or my position established
facts as both are in the eyes of some than
is Christian Garth. To him, this outsider of
the world of fashion, I am only a homely old woman;
no prestige comes in to garnish the unvarnished fact a
plain old maid, my dear with not even the
remembrance of beauty as a consolation, nor its remnant
as a sign of past triumphs, ’only this and nothing
more,’ as that wonderful man Poe makes his raven
say. We never find our level until we go among
people who know and care nothing about us, who have
never ’heard of us’ that exordium
of most greetings from folks of our own class.
It is absolutely refreshing to be so unaffectedly
despised and slighted it does one a world
of good, there is no doubt of that, especially when
one’s grandfather was a Revolutionary notability,
and other antecedents of a piece but men
are all alike at heart, only the worldly ones wear
flimsy masks, you know, and pretend to adore intellect
and ugliness, when beauty is the only thing they care
for all a sham, my dear, in any case.”
“Yes, all alike,” I repeated,
making, as I spoke, one mental entire reservation.
“All vain alike, I mean; flatter their
vanity ever so little and they are at your very feet,
asking ‘for more,’ like Oliver Twist;
more bread for amour propre, the insatiable!
It was that sketch of mine that wrought the spell,
though unintentionally, of course, and the sly fellow
knew very well that it was no caricature that
is, if he peeped, as he pretends but a
tolerably correct likeness that might have satisfied
Sall herself. By-the-by, I have a great mind to
bestow it upon him as a ‘sop for Cerberus,’
should her jealousy ever be aroused by your reports
of his devotion to me, or admiration rather, most unequivocally
avowed, it must be acknowledged. I really had
no intention of injuring Sally, and, if you think
it best, will make the amende honorable by
being as cross as possible to him to-morrow.”
“No, no, carry out your first
intention and conciliate him; for, remember, he has
us in the hollow of his hand. Bestow the picture,
by all means, and just as many smiles and compliments
as he can stand, or you can afford to squander; for
you are worse than a mermaid, Miss Harz, for fascination,
all the gentlemen say so; and, as to Captain Falconer ”
“They are malignants,”
I rejoined, ignoring purposely the last clause of
the sentence which I had interrupted; “and you
are perfidious to hear them slander me so. I
hate fascinating people; they always make my flesh
crawl like serpents. The few I have known have
been so very base.” “Good specimens
of ‘thorough bass,’” she interpolated,
laughing. “I am sure I am glad I
have no attributes of fascination, if a strange old
work I met with at Beauseincourt may be considered
responsible. Did you ever see it, Miss Lamarque,
you who see every thing? Hieronymus Frascatorius
tells of certain families in Crete who fascinated by
praising, and to avert this evil influence some charm
was used consisting of a magic word (I suppose this
was typical of humility, though related as literal).
This naïvete on the part of the old chronicler
was simply impayable, as Major Favraud would
say, with his characteristic shrug. One Varius
related (you see my theme has full possession of me,
and the book is, a collation of facts on the subject
of fascination of all kinds, even down to that of
the serpent) that a friend of his saw a fascinator
with a look break in two a precious gem in the hands
of a lapidary typical this, I suppose,
of some fond, foolish, female heart. Fire, according
to this author, represents the quality of fascination;
and toads and moths are subject to its influence, as
well as some higher animals deer, for instance,
who are hunted successfully with torches; and he relates,
further, that in Abyssinia artificers of pottery and
iron are thus fearfully endowed, and are consequently
forbidden to join in the sacred rites of religion,
as fire is their chief agent. Isn’t this
a strange, quaint volume, to set before a king? and
how do you like my lecture delivered extempore?”.
“Oh, vastly! but I did not know
that was your style before. Don’t cultivate
it, dear, if you hope to win manly hearts. Men
like to do all the lecturing themselves, and I find
it diplomatic to feign profound ignorance on all subjects,
outside of a bandbox; it delights them so to enlighten
us. No wonder they fancy us fools when we feign
foolishness so admirably lapwings that
we are!”
“But I never do, in such society.
My experience is different from yours. I always
pretend to know twice as much as I do, when they are
about; it bluffs them off, and they are credulous
sometimes as well as ignorant, notwithstanding their
boasted acumen.”
“Your lamp of experience needs
trimming, my pretty Miriam,” she said, shaking
her head, “if you really believe this. They
never forgive superiority, assumed or real; none but
the noble ones, I mean; who, of course, are in the
minority. Give a pair of tongs pantaloons, and
it asserts itself. Trousers, my dear, are at
the root of manly presumption. I discovered that
long ago. A man in petticoats would be as humble
as a woman. This is my theory, at least; take
it for what it is worth. And now to sleep, with
what heart we may, an iceberg being in our vicinity;”
and, taking my face in her hand, she kissed me cordially.
“It is very early in our acquaintance for such
manifestations to be allowable,” she said, kindly,
“but I am a sort of spoiled child of society,
and dare to be natural. I consider that the best
privilege that attaches to my condition, that of the
‘bell-wether’ of Savannah ton the
universally-accepted bore! You know Favraud
has told you, of course; he always characterizes as
he goes.”
“He has called you the most
agreeable woman in Savannah, I remember, young or
old, and was truly glad, on my account, to know that
you were on board. Of your brother he spoke very
kindly also, even admiringly.”
“Oh, yes, I know; but of Raguet
there is little question now. His wife’s
death has crushed him. I never saw so changed
a man; he is half idiotic, I believe; and I am with
him now just to keep those children from completing
the work of destruction. Six little motherless
ones only think and as bad as
they can possibly be; for poor Lucilla was no manager.
Isn’t it strange, the influence those little
cottony women get over their husbands? You and
I might try forever to establish such absolute despotism,
all in vain. It is your whimpering sort that rule
with the waving of a pocket-handkerchief; but poor,
dear little woman, she is powerless now; and I suppose
the next will be like unto her. Raguet would
never look at any thing feminine that hadn’t
white eyes and pink hair (yellow, I mean, of course) his
style, you know, being dark and stern, he likes the
downy, waxy kind. All this is shockingly egotistical;
but the question is, who that has a spark of individuality
is otherwise? Good-night, again, and may all sweet
dreams attend you; for my part, I never dream, being
past the dreaming age, and realities fortunately disappear
with daylight; even cross children are wheedled into
quietness, and servants forget to fidget and giggle;
and, for mosquitoes, there are bars. Adieu.”
And thus we parted, never to meet
again in mutual mood like this!
Yet, had the free agency of which
some men boast been ours, we had scarcely chosen to
face the awful change to look into each
other’s eyes through gathering death-doom!