Unfaltering in her respectful demeanor
toward me was Mrs. Clayton from the time of the little
scene I have recently described. What new and
sudden light had broken in upon her I never knew, but
I supposed at the time that the flash of conviction
had gone home to her mind with regard to the baseness
of Bainrothe and the iniquity of his proceedings,
founded on the fear I had expressed of his solitary
presence, and the insight she had gained into my character.
Watching none the less strictly, she
gradually relaxed that personal surveillance that
is ever so intolerable to the proud and delicate-minded,
and those suggestions that, however well intended,
had been so irritating to me from such a source.
She no longer urged me to read, or sew, or eat, or
take exercise; but, retiring into her own work (whence
she could observe me at her pleasure, for her door
was always set wide open, and her face turned in my
direction), she employed or feigned to employ herself
in her inexhaustible stocking-basket or scollop-work,
either one the last resource of idiocy, as it seemed
to me.
Left thus to myself in some degree,
I unclosed the leaves of the bookcase, and surveyed
its grim array of “classics” all
new and unmarked by any name, or sign of having been
read and from them I selected a few worthies,
through whose pages I delved drearily and industriously,
and most unprofitably it must be confessed. The
only living sensations I received from the contents
of that bookcase were, I am ashamed to acknowledge,
from a few odd volumes of memoirs, and collections
of travels that I had happened to find stowed away
behind the others. The rest seemed sermons from
the stars.
Captain Cook’s voyages and Le
Vaillant’s descriptions did stir me very slightly
with their strong reality, and make me for a few hours
forget myself and my captivity; but all the rest prated
at me like parrots, from stately, pragmatical Johnson
down to sentimental, maudlin Sterne.
I found them intolerable in the mood
in which I was, nothing so exhausting as the abstract!
and closed the book desperately to resume my diary,
neglected since the awful events of Beauseincourt,
but always to me a resource in time of trouble and
of solitude. Of pens, ink, paper, there was no
lack, and I wrote one day, Penelope-wise, what I destroyed
the next. Yet this very “jotting down”
impressed upon my brain the few incidents of my prison-house
recorded here, that might otherwise have faded from
my memory in the twilight of monotony.
I had no need to sew. Fair linen
and a sufficiency of other plain wearing-apparel,
including summer gowns, I found laid carefully in my
drawers, and the Creole negress brought in my clothes
well ironed and carefully mended, to be laid away
by the orderly hands of Mrs. Clayton.
Once, during the temporary illness
of this dragon (whose bed or lair was placed absolutely
across the door of egress from her closet, so as to
block the way or make it difficult of access), the
Creole, in an unavoidable contingency like this, came
with a pile of clothing in her arms to lay the pieces
herself in the bureau, by direction of my jailer,
and thus revealed herself.
By the merest accident I had found
in the lining of my purse two pieces of gold (the
rest of my money had been spirited away with the belt
that contained it, or the leather had been destroyed
by the action of the saltwater), and one of these
I hastened to bestow on the attendant, signifying
silence by a gesture as I did so.
I knew this wretch to be wholly selfish
and mercenary, from my experience of her on the raft for
that she was the same negress I had long ceased to
doubt and I determined, while I had an opportunity
of doing so, to enter a wedge of confidence between
us in the only possible way.
“Sabra,” I whispered,
“what became of the young girl, Ada Lee, and
the deformed child? It surely can do no harm
to tell me this, and I know you understand me perfectly.”
“No, honey, sartinly not; ‘sides,
I is tired out of speakin’ Spanish,” in
low, mumbling accents. “Well, den, dat young
gal gone to ’tend on Mrs. Raymond, and, as fur
de chile, dey pays me to take kear of dat in
dis very house ware you is disposed of. Dat
boy gits me a heap of trouble and onrest of nights,
dough, I tells you, honey; but I is well paid, and
dey all has der reasons for letting him stay here,
I spec’” shaking her head sagaciously “dough
dey may be disappinted yit, when de time comes to
testify and swar! De biggest price will carry
de day den, chile; I tells you all,”
eying the gold held closely in her palm.
I caught eagerly at the idea of the
child’s presence, though the rest was Greek
to my comprehension until long afterward, when, in
untangling a chain of iniquity difficult to match,
it formed one important but additional link.
“Poor little Ernie! I would
give so much to see him,” I said. “Ask
Dr. Englehart to let him come to see me, Sabra, and
some day I will reward you” all this
in the faintest whisper. “But Mrs. Raymond where
is she? Does she never come here? I desire
earnestly to speak with her. Can’t you
let her know this? Try, Sabra, for humanity’s
sake.”
At this juncture the head of Mrs.
Clayton was thrust forth from its shell, turtle-wise,
and appeared peering at the door-cheek.
“You have been there long enough
to make these clothes instead of putting them away,
old woman,” was the sharp rebuke that startled
the pretended Dinah to a condition of bustling agitation,
and induced her to shut up one of her own shrivelled
hands in closing the drawer, with a force that made
her cry aloud, and, when released, wring it with agony,
that drew some words in the vernacular. “What
makes you suppose Miss Monfort wants to hear your
chattering, old magpie that you are?” continued
Mrs. Clayton, throwing off her mask. “Now
walk very straight, or the police shall have you next
time you steal from a companion. Remember who
rescued you on the Latona, and on what conditions,
and take care how you conduct yourself in the future.
Do you understand me?”
After this tirade, which sorely exhausted
her, Mrs. Clayton relapsed into silence; and now it
was my time to speak and even scold. I said:
“Now that the Spanish farce
is thrown aside, it is hard indeed that I cannot even
be allowed to exchange a few words with a laundress
in my solitary condition hard that I should
be pressed to the wall in this fiendish fashion.
This woman was telling me of the presence of a little
child in the house, and I have desired permission to
see it by way of diversion and occupation. I
have asked her to apply to Dr. Englehart.”
“The child shall come to you,
Miss Monfort, whenever you wish,” said Mrs.
Clayton, with ill-disguised eagerness. “This
woman is not the proper person to apply to, however,
and it is natural you should feel concerned about
it, now that you are able to think and feel again.
You know, of course, it is the boy of the wreck.”
“Yes, very natural. Its
mother died in my arms, if I am not mistaken in the
identity of the child; and fortunately ”
I paused here, arrested by some strange instinct of
prudence, and decided not to show further interest
in his fate.
He might be inquired for, and traced
even, I reflected, and thus my own existence be brought
to light. Selfishly, as well as charitably, would
I cherish him. Little children had ever been
a passion with me, but this poor, repulsive thing
was the “dernier ressort of desolation.”
That very evening I heard the husky
and guttural voice of Dr. Englehart in the adjoining
chamber, or rather in the closet of Mrs. Clayton, a
mere anteroom originally, as it seemed, to the large
apartment I occupied.
It was very natural that in her ill
condition my dragon should seek medical aid, and I
paid no further attention to the propinquity of this
unpleasant visitor than I could help sitting
quietly by my shaded lamp, absorbed in the Psalter,
in which I found nightly refuge.
He came in at last, after tapping
very lightly on the door-panel, unsolicited and unexpected,
to my presence the same inscrutable, hirsute
horror I had seen before, with his trudging, scraping
walk, his square and stalwart frame, his gloved extremities,
his light, blue-glasses, hat and cane in hand, a being
as I felt to chill one’s very marrow.
“Is it true vat I hear,”
he asked, pausing at some distance, “dat you
vant to have dat leetle hompback chilt for a companion,
Miss Monfort?”
“It is true, Dr. Englehart.”
“And vat can your motif be?
Heh? I must study dat for a leetle before I can
decide de question, or even trost him as a human being
in your hands.”
“Lunatics are rarely governed
by motives at all,” I replied, “only impulses.
I want human companionship, however, that is all.
I sicken in this solitude I am dying of
mental inanition.”
“It is true, you look delicate
indeed, I am pained to see.” The accent
was forgotten here for a moment, and an expression
of real sympathy was perceivable in his low, husky
voice. “Command me in any way dat accords
wid my duty,” he continued, “yes! de boy
shall come! To interest, to amuse you, is perhaps to
cure!”
“Thank you; I shall await his
advent anxiously; be careful not to disappoint me.”
“Oh, not for vorlds!”
“You are very kind; I believe,
though, that is all we have to say to one another,
Dr. Englehart.”
“You are bettair, then?”
he said, advancing steadily toward me in spite of
this dismissal. “You need no more leetle
pill? Are you quite sure of dat?”
“Not now, at least, Dr. Englehart.”
“Permit me, then, to feel your
pulse vonce more. I shall determine den more
perfectly dis vexing subject of your sanity.”
“Thank you; I decline your opinion
on a matter so little open to difference. Be
good enough to retire. Dr. Englehart. Let
me at least breathe freely in the solitude to which
I am consigned.”
“I mean no offence, yonge lady,”
he said, meekly, falling back to the centre-table
on which was burning my shaded astral lamp for
I had left it as he approached, instinctively to seek
the protection of an interposing chair, on the back
of which I stood leaning as I spoke.
He, too, remained standing, with one
hand pressed firmly backward on the top of the table,
in front of which he poised himself, gesticulating
earnestly yet respectfully.
His position was an error of mistaken
confidence in his own make-up, such as we see occur
every day among those even long habituated to disguise.
As he stood I distinctly saw a line
of light traced between his cheek and one of his bushy
side-whiskers.
That line of light let in a flood
of evidence. The man was an impostor, a tool,
as criminal as his employer not the footprint
on the sand was more suggestive to Robinson Crusoe
than that luminous streak to me, nor the cause of
wilder conjecture.
Yet I betrayed nothing of my amazement
I am convinced, for, after standing silently for a
time and almost in a suppliant attitude before me,
Dr. Englehart departed, and for many days I saw him
not again.
An object that looked not unlike a
small, solemn owl, stood in the middle of the floor,
regarding me silently when I awoke very early on the
following morning.
At a glance I recognized poor little
Ernie, and singularly enough, he knew and remembered
me at once.
“Ernie good boy now,”
he said as he came toward me with his tiny claw extended.
“Lady got cake in pocket, give Ernie some?”
Not only did he recall me, it was plain, but the incident
that saved his life, and the rebukes he had received
on the raft for his refusal to partake of briny biscuit,
which no persuasion, it may be remembered, had availed
to make him taste even when devoured by
the pangs of hunger. I tried in vain, however,
to recall him to some remembrance of his poor mother.
On that point he was invulnerable; the abstract had
no charm for him or meaning. He dealt only in
realities and presences.
A new element was infused into my
solitude from this time. In this child I lived,
breathed, and had my being, until later events startled
my individuality once more into its old currents of
existence. Not that I merged myself entirely
in Ernie, sickly, wayward, fitful, ugly little mite
that he was undeniably. Nay, rather did I draw
him forcibly into my own sphere of being and find
nutrition in this novel element.
So grudgingly had Nature fulfilled
her obligations in the case of this poor stunted infant,
that, at two and a half years of age, he had not the
usual complement of teeth due a child of eighteen months,
and was suffering sorely from the pointing up of tardy
stomach-teeth through ulcerated gums.
To attend to and heal his bodily ailments
occupied me entirely at first, and finally, finding
him ill cared for, I made him a little pallet on my
sofa and kept him with me by night and day. Surely
such devotion as he manifested in return for my scant
kindness to him few mothers have received from their
offspring. To sit silently at my feet while I
talked to him, or do my bidding, seemed his chief
pleasures, as they might not, could not have been,
had he been strong, and active, and more soundly constituted.
As it was, no more loyal creature existed, nor did
the Creator ever enshrine deeper affections or quicker
perceptions in any childish frame. Weird, and
wise, and witty as Aesop was this child, like him
deformed; and to draw out his quaint remarks, read
him fresh from his Maker’s hand this
warped, and tiny, imperfect volume of humanity was
to me an ever-new puzzle and delight. Severity
he had been used to of late, I saw plainly. He
shrank with winking eyes from an uplifted hand, even
if the gesture were one of mere amazement, or affection,
and sat patiently, like a little well-trained dog,
when he saw food placed before me, until invited to
partake thereof. His manner was wistful and deprecating
even to pathos, and I longed for one burst of passion,
one evidence of self-will, to prove to myself that
I, like others he had been recently thrown with, was
not the meanest of all created creatures a
baby’s despot!
Oh, better than this the cap and bells,
and infant tyranny forever, and the wildest freaks
of baby folly. He suffered silently, as I have
seen no other child do, uncomplainingly even, and
at such times would sink into moods of the blackest
gloom, like those of an old, gouty subject. Hypochondria,
baby as he was, seemed already to have fixed his fangs
upon him. He had days of profound melancholy,
when nothing provoked a smile, and others of bitter,
silent fretting, inconceivably distressing; again
there were periods of the wildest joy, only restrained
by that reticence which had become habitual, from
positive boisterousness.
All this I could have compelled into
subservience, of course, by substituting fear for
affection. It is not a difficult matter for the
strong and cunning to cow and crush the spirit of a
little child; no great achievement, after all, nor
proof of power, though many boast of it as such.
Strength and hardness of heart are all one requires
for this external victory; but human souls are not
to be so governed (God be praised for this!), and
love and respect are not to be compelled.
It is the error of all errors to suppose
that, because a child has a sickly frame or imperfect
animal organization, it is just or profitable to give
it over to its own devices, and consign it to indolence
and ignorance. Alas! the vacancy that begets
fretfulness, and crude, capricious desires, the confusion
of images that arises from partial understanding,
are far more wearing to the nerves of an intelligent
infant than the small labor the brain undertakes, if
any, indeed, be needed, in mastering ideas properly
presented, and suitable to the condition of the sufferer.
One might as well forbid the hand to grasp, the eye
to see, nay, more, it will not do to confound the child
of genius with the fool, or to suppose that the one
needs not a mental aliment of which the other is incapable.
Feed well the hungry mind, lest it perish of inanition.
It is a sponge in infancy that imbibes ideas without
an effort; it is a safety-valve through which fancy
and poetry conduct away foul vapors; it is an alembic,
retaining only the pure and valuable of all that is
poured into it, to be stored for future use. It
is a lightning-rod that conducts away from the body
all superfluous electricity. It does not harm
a sensible child to put it to study early, but it
destroys a dull one. Let your poor soil lie fallow,
but harvest your rich mould, and you shall be repaid,
without harm to its fertility.
Ideas were balm to Ernie, even as
regarded his physical suffering. His enthusiasm
rose above it and carried him to other spheres.
Some illustrated volumes of “Wilson’s
Ornithology,” which I found in the bookcase,
proved to be oil on troubled waters in Ernie’s
case; and before long he knew, without an effort,
the name of every bird in the two folios of prints,
and would come of his own accord to repeat and point
them out to me.
I found, to my amazement, that, when
a cage of canaries was brought in and hung in the
bath-room at my request for his amusement, he discriminated
and gravely averred that no birds like those were to
be found in his big book, though yellow hammers and
orioles were there in their native colors, that might
have deceived a less observant eye into a delusion
as to their identity with our pretty importation.
Verses, remarkable for rhyme and rhythm
both, when repeated to him a few times with scanning
emphasis, took root in that fertile brain which piled
his compact forehead so powerfully above his piercing,
deep-set eyes, and fell from his infant lips in silvery
melody as effortless and spontaneous as the trickling
of water or the singing of birds in the trees.
Day by day I saw the little, wistful
face relaxing from the hard-knot expression, so to
speak, of sour and serious suffering, and assuming
something akin to baby joyousness, and the small, warped
figure, so low that it walked under my dropped and
level hand, acquiring security of step and erectness
of bearing. I knew little of the treatment required
for spinal disease, but common-sense taught me that,
in order to effect a cure, the vertebral column must
be relieved as much as possible from pressure, and
allowed to rest. So I persuaded him to lie down
a great part of the time, and contrived for him a
little sustaining brace to relieve him when he walked.
I fed him carefully; I bathed him
tenderly, and rubbed his weary, aching limbs to rest,
so that before many weeks the change was surprising,
and the success of my treatment evident to all who
saw him the comprehensive “all”
being myself and two attendants.
Dr. Englehart had been suggested in
the beginning by Mrs. Clayton, as his medical attendant,
but rejected by me with a shudder, that seemed conclusive;
yet one evening, unsummoned by me, and as far as I
knew by any other, he walked calmly into my apartment,
ostensibly to see the little invalid his
charge as well as mine.
For a moment the extravagant idea
possessed me that, in spite of appearances, I had
done this man injustice, and that he came in reality
for humane purposes alone; wore his disguise for these.
This delusion was soon dissipated,
as with audacity (no doubt characteristic, though
not before evidenced to me), he seated himself complacently
and uninvited, and, disposing of his hat and stick,
settled himself down for a tete-a-tete, an
affair which, if medical, usually partakes of the
confidential.
“Your little protege,
Miss Monfort,” he said, huskily, “seems
to be a serious sufferer,” and for a moment
dropping his accent while he rubbed his gloved hands
together as with an ill-repressed self-gratification;
“come, tell me now what you are doing for his
benefit,” again artistically assuming a foreign
accentuation.
In a few words I described my course
of treatment and its success.
“All very well,” he responded,
hoarsely, “as far as it goes; but I am convinced
that much severer treatment will be necessaire ”
“I think not,” I replied,
curtly; “and certainly nothing of the kind will
be permitted by me while I have charge of this poor
infant.”
“A few leetle pills, then, for
both mother and child;” he suggested, humbly.
“You are mistaken if you imagine
any relationship to exist between Ernie and myself,”
I answered, calmly, never dreaming at the moment of
covert or intended insult. “I might as
well inform you at once, that I am Miss, not Mrs.
Monfort; you should be guarded how you make mistakes
of that nature.”
And my eye flashed fire, I felt, for
I now heard him chuckling low in the shadow, in which
he so carefully concealed himself.
“I shall remembair vat you say,”
he observed, “and try to do bettair next visit;
but all dis time I delay in de execution of my
mission here. See, I have brought you von lettair;
now vat will you do to reward me?”
Holding it high above my head, in
a manner meant, no doubt, to be playful, and to suggest
a game of snatch, perhaps, such as his peers might
have afforded him, he displayed his treasure to my
longing eyes, but I sat with folded arms.
“If the letter brings me good
news, I shall thank you warmly, Dr. Englehart; if
not, I shall try to believe you unconscious of its
contents.”
“Tanks from your lips would,
indeed, seem priceless,” he remarked, courteously,
as with many bows and shrugs he laid it on the table
before me, bringing his shaggy head by such means
much closer to my hand than I cared to know it should
be, under any circumstances.
With a gesture of inexpressible disgust,
regretted the next moment, as I reflected that, to
bring me this letter, he might be overstepping common
rules, I raised the envelope to the light and recognized,
to my intense disappointment, the well-known characters
of Bainrothe’s small, rigid, neat,
constrained.
My heart, which a moment before had
beat audibly to my own ear, sank like a stone in my
breast, and I sat for a time holding the letter mutely,
uncertain how to proceed. Should I return it unread,
and thus hurl the gauntlet in the traitor’s
face, or be governed by expedience (word ever so despised
by me of old), and trace the venom of the viper, by
his trail, back to his native den?
After a brief conflict of feeling,
I determined on the wiser course that of
self-humiliation as a measure of profound policy.
I broke the seal, the well-known “dove-and-vulture”
effigy which he called in heraldry “The quarry”
and claimed as his rightful crest. Very significantly,
indeed, did it strike me now, though I had jested on
the subject so merrily of old with Evelyn and George
Gaston.
The letter was of very recent date,
and ran as follows I have the original
still, and this is an exact copy:
“On September 1st, or as soon
thereafter as feasible, I shall call to see you, Miriam,
in your retirement, which I am glad to hear has so
far been beneficial. Should I find you in a condition
to make conditions, I shall lay before you
a very advantageous offer of marriage I had received
for you before your shipwreck. Should you accept
this offer, and attach your signature to a few papers
that I shall bring with me (papers important to the
respectability of your whole family as well as my
own), I shall at once resign to you your father’s
house and the guardianship of Mabel. The chimera
that alarmed you to frenzy can have no further existence,
either in fact or fancy. I am about to contract
an advantageous marriage with a foreign lady of rank,
wealth, and beauty, to whom I hope soon to introduce
you.. I need not mention her name, if you are
wise. Be patient and cheerful; cultivate your
talents, and take care of your good looks no
woman can afford to dispense with these, however gifted;
and you will soon find yourself as free as that ‘chartered
libertine’ the air, for which last two words
I am afraid you will be malicious enough to substitute
the name you will not find appended, of your true
friend and guardian, B.B.”
Had Wentworth spoken, then? Did
he know of my immurement? Was it his beloved
presence, his dear hand, that were to be made the prize
of my silence and submission? Was the bitter
pill of humiliation I was now swallowing to be gilded
thus? No, no a thousand times, no!
He was not the man with whom to make such conditions the
man I loved nay worshiped almost.
He was of the old heroic mould, that would have preferred
any certainty to suspense, and death itself to an instant’s
degradation.
He deemed me dead, and the obstacle
that had risen between us needed no explanation now.
The waves had swallowed all necessities like this.
But, had he known me the inmate of a mad-house, no
bolts or bars would have withheld him from my presence.
His own eyes could alone have convinced him of such
ruin as was alleged against me by these friends.
From this survey of my utter helplessness
I turned suddenly to confront the deep, dark, salient
eyes of the disciple of Hahnemann, real or pretended,
fixed upon me with a glance that even his blue spectacles
could not deprive of its subtle intensity.
Where had I seen before orbs of the
same snake-like peculiarity of expression, or caught
the outline of the profile which suddenly riveted
my gaze as the light partially revealed it, then subsided
into shadow again? I pondered this question for
a moment while Dr. Englehart, silent, expectant perhaps,
stood with his hand tightly grasping the back of a
chair, on the seat of which he reposed one knee, in
a position such as defiant school-boys often assume
before a pedagogue.
As I have said, his head and body
were again in shadow, as was, indeed, most of the
chamber, for the rays which struggled through the thick
ground glass of my astral lamp were as mild as moonbeams,
and as unsatisfactory. But the light fell strong
and red beneath the shade, and the full glare of the
astral lamp seemed centred on that pudgy hand, in
its inevitable glove, that had fixed so firm a gripe
on the back of the mahogany chair as to strain open
one of the fingers of the tight, tawny kid-glove worn
by Dr. Englehart. This had parted slightly just
above the knuckle of the front-finger, and revealed
the cotton stuffing within. Nay, more, the ruby
ring with its peculiar device was thus exposed, which
graced the slender finger of the charlatan! I
do not apply this term as concerned the profession
he affected at all, but merely (as shall be seen later)
as one appropriate to himself individually.
There must be beings of all kinds
to constitute a world, philosophers tell us, and he,
no doubt, so long in ignorance of it, had stumbled
suddenly on his proper vocation at last. The rôle
he was playing (so far successfully) had doubtless
been the occasion of an exquisite delight to him,
unknown to simpler mortals, who masquerade not without
dread misgivings of detection. I for one, when
affecting any costume not essentially belonging to
me, or covering my face even with a paper-mask for
holiday diversion, have had a feeling of unusual transparency
and obviousness, so to speak, which precluded on my
part every thing like a successful maintenance of
the part I was attempting to play. It was as
if some mocking voice was saying: “This
is Miriam Monfort, the true Miriam; the person you
have known before as such was only making believe but
the Simon-pure is before you, a volume of folly that
all who run may read! Behold her she
was never half so evident before!”
But to digress thus in the very moment
of detection, of recognition, seems irrelevant.
The flash of conviction was as instantaneous in its
action in my mind as that of the lightning when it
strikes its object. I stood confounded, yet enlightened,
all ablaze! but the subject of this discovery
did not seem in the least to apprehend it, or to believe
it possible, in his mad, mole-like effrontery of self-sufficiency,
that by his own track he could be betrayed.
“Vat ansair shall I bear to
Mr. Bainrothe from his vard?” asked the Mercury
of my Jove, clasping his costumed hands together, then
dropping them meekly before him. “I vait
de reply of Miss Monfort vid patience. Dere
is pen, and ink, and papair, I perceive, on dat table.
Be good enough to write at once your reply to de vise
conditions of your excellent guardian.”
“You know them, then?”
I said, quickly, glancing at him with a derisive scorn
that did not escape his observation.
“I have dat honnair,”
was the hypocritical reply, accompanied by a profound
bow.
“Disgrace, rather,” I
substituted. “But you have your own stand-point
of view, of course. The shield that to you is
white, to me is black as Erebus. You remember
the knights of fable?”
“Always the same always
indomitable!” I heard him murmur, so low that
it was marvelous how the words reached my ear, tense
as was every sense with disdainful excitement.
Yet he simply said aloud, after his impulsive stage-whisper:
“Excuse me! I understand not your allusions.
I pretend not to de classics; my leetle pills ”
and he hesitated, or affected to do so.
“Enough I waive all
apologies; they only prolong an interview singularly
distasteful to me for many reasons. You are behind
the curtain, I cannot doubt, and understand not only
the contents of that absurd letter, but its unprincipled
references. To Basil Bainrothe I will never address
one line; but you may say to him that I scorn him and
his conditions. Yet, helpless as I am, and in
his hands, tell him to bring his emancipation papers,
and I will sign them, though they cost me all I possess
of property. My sister I will not surrender any
longer to his care, nor my right in her, which, with
or without his consent, is perfect when I reach my
majority. As to the suitor to whom he alluded,
he had better be allowed to speak for himself when
this transaction is over. I shall then decide
very calmly on his merits, tarnished, as these might
seem, from such recommendation.”
“He is one who has loved you
long, lady,” said the man, sadly, speaking ever
in that made and husky voice (wonderful actor that
he was by nature!), which he sustained so well that,
had I not unmistakably identified him, it might have
imposed on my ear as real. “Hear what has
been written on this subject: When others have
forsaken you and left you to your fate, he has continued
faithful to your memory. The revelation of your
immurement was made simultaneously to two men who called
themselves your lovers, and its sad necessity explained
by your ever-watchful guardian. One of these
lovers repudiated your claims upon him, and turned
coldly from the idea of uniting his fate to that of
one who had even for an hour been a suspected lunatic;
the other declared himself willing to take her as
she was to his arms, even though her own were loaded
with the chains of a mad-house! Penniless and
abandoned by all the world, and with a clouded name,
he woos her as his wife the woman he adores!”
And, as he read, or seemed to read,
these words, with scarce an accent to mar their impetuous
flow, Dr. Englehart drew in his breath with the hissing
sound of passion, and folded his arms tightly across
his padded breast, as if they enfolded the bride he
was suing for in another’s name.
“And who, let me ask, is this
Paladin of chivalry?” I inquired, derisively.
“Give me his name, that I may consider the subject
well and thoroughly before we meet at last.”
“Excuse me if I refuse to give
the name of eider of dese gentlemen at dis onhappy
season,” he rejoined. “Wen de brain
is all right again” tapping his own
forehead “your guardian will conduct
the faithful knight to kneel at de feet of her he
loves so well.”
“And the other where
is he?” fell involuntarily from my lips my
heaving heart an inquiry that I regretted
as soon as it was uttered; for, affecting sorrowful
mystery, the man inclined himself toward me and whispered
in my ear confidentially:
“Plighted to another, and gone
where no eyes of yours shall rest on him again.”
“Pander liar spy!”
burst from my passionate lips as in all the fury of
desperation I turned from the creature who had so wantonly
wounded my self-respect, and waved to him to begone.
Another name quivered on my lips, but I checked it
on their threshold after that first burst of indignation
instantly subdued.
I was not brave enough nor strong
enough to hazard a shaft like that which might have
been returned to me so deathfully. I would let
the barrier stand which he had erected between us,
and which to demolish would be to lay myself open,
perhaps, to insult of the darkest description.
Let the ostrich with his head in the
sand still imagine himself unseen; the masquerader
still conceive himself secure beneath his paper travesty;
the serpent still coil apparently unrecognized beside
the bare, gray stone that reveals him to the eye I
was too cowardly, too feeble, to cope with strategy
and double-dyed duplicity like this!
So the man went his way with his silly
secret undiscovered, as he deemed, and that it might
remain so to the end, as far as he could know, I devoutly
prayed. For I knew of old the unscrupulous lengths
to which, when nerved by hate or disappointment or
passions of any kind, he could go, without a particle
of mercy for his victims or remorse for his ill-doing.
When Dr. Englehart was gone for
so I still choose to call him for some reasons, although
I give my reader credit for still more astuteness than
I possessed myself, and believe that he has long ago
recognized, through this cloud of mystery and travesty
thrown about him, an old acquaintance the
child Ernie rose from the bed on which he had lain
tremulous and observant, with his small hands clinched,
his eyes on fire. “Ernie kill bad man!”
he exclaimed, ferociously, “for trouble missy.
Give Ernie letter he carry it away and hide
it; bad letter make poor Mirry cry.”
“No, Ernie, I will keep it,”
I said, as I laid it carefully aside. “It
shall stand as a sign and testimony of treachery to
the end. Go to sleep, little child; but first
say your prayers, so that the good angels may sit
by you all night. Don’t you hear Mrs. Clayton
groaning? Poor Clayton! I must go and comfort
her and soothe her pains, as Dinah cannot do.
And, now that the bad doctor is gone home, and we are
all locked up again securely, we shall rest peacefully,
I trust; and so, good-night!”