The six weeks which had been allotted
to me as the term of my captivity were accomplished,
and still Mr. Basil Bainrothe came not wrote
not. I had seen the month of August glide away,
its progress marked only by the changing fruits and
flowers of the season, and the more fervent light
that pierced through the Venetian blinds when turned
heavenward, for it was through these alone that the
light of day was permitted to visit my chamber.
Where, then, was the place of my captivity
situated? In the environs of a great city, possibly,
for the wind often blew, laden with fragrance as from
choice rather than extensive gardens, through my casement,
and the shadow of a tall tree impending over the skylight
of the bath-room was, when windy, cast so distinctly
on its panes as to convince me of the neighborhood
of an English elm, the foliage of which tree I knew
like an alphabet.
And then, those fairy, Sabbath chimes!
Were such musical bells duplicated in adjacent cities?
or was I, indeed, near our old, beloved church, in
which memory so distinctly revealed our ancient, velvet-lined
pew, my father’s bowed head, and the venerable
pastor rising white-robed and saintly in his pulpit
to bid all the earth keep silent before the Lord!
Conjecture was rife! Thus August passed away.
My birthday had gone by, and the equinox
was upon us, with its rapid changes of sun and storm,
when one of these tempests, accompanied by hail of
unusual size, shattered to fragments the skylight of
the bath-room. This hail-storm was succeeded
by a deluge of rain, which flooded not only the adjacent
closet, but the chamber I occupied, among other evils
completely submerging the superb Wilton carpet, concerning
the safety of which Mrs. Clayton felt immense responsibility.
A glazier came as soon as the weather
permitted, who was carefully escorted through my chamber
by Mrs. Clayton to ascertain the repairs to be made a
fresh-looking, white-aproned Irish lad, I remember
(for a human being was a novelty to me then), who
found it necessary, in order to repaint the wood-work,
to bear the sash away with him, leaving behind his
tray of chisels and putty, and the light step-ladder
he had brought with him on his shoulder, and on whose
return I vainly waited as a chance for communication
with the outer world.
While Dinah was busy with mops and
brooms drying the carpet, and Mrs. Clayton thoroughly
occupied with her active superintendence of the needful
operations, little mischievous, meddlesome Ernie had
made his way, contrary to all rules, beneath and behind
my bed, and torn off a goodly portion of the gray
and gilded paper which had so far effectually aided
to conceal a closed door situated behind the bed-head,
from which the frame had been removed. Then,
for the first time since our acquaintance, did I slap
sharply those little, busy fingers which I could have
kissed for thankfulness, and, watching my opportunity,
I replaced the paper, unseen by Mrs. Clayton, with
the remains of a gum-arabic draught which had been
prescribed for his cough. I knew that, after
experiencing such condign punishment, he would return
no more to the scene of his destruction, and that
he might forget both injury and discovery, I devoted
myself to his amusement during that active, long,
rainy day with unhoped-for success.
The glazier had announced to Mrs.
Clayton that his return might be deferred for four-and-twenty
hours, and, as the succeeding day was clear and warm,
I proceeded, in spite of broken sashes, to take my
daily bath as usual at twelve o’clock.
Mrs. Clayton, with her prison-key
in her pocket, and her snuffbox at hand, yielded herself
to the delight of ginger-nuts and her stocking-basket,
and rested calmly after her fatigues of the preceding
day; and Ernie, attracted by the crunching noise the
sound of dropping nuts, perhaps, which betrayed the
presence of his favorite article of food hastened
to keep her company a thing he never did
disinterestedly, it must be confessed.
An opportunity now presented itself
for observation which I knew might not again occur
during my whole captivity; and surely no sailor ever
ascended to the mast-head of the Pinta with a heart
more heaved with emotion than was mine, as I placed
my foot on the last rung of the ladder, and towered
from my waist upward above the skylight. I had
drawn the bolt within, as I invariably did while bathing,
and with a feeling of proud security I stood and surveyed
the scene beneath and around me. The angle of
vision did not, it is true, embrace objects immediately
below me, owing to the projecting cornices of the flat
roof (a mere excrescence from the original structure,
as this was), but beyond this the eye swept for some
distance uninterruptedly.
Bathed in the golden light of that
autumn noonday sun, I saw and recognized a long-familiar
scene, and for a moment I reeled on the slender step
as I did so, and all grew dark around me. But,
with one of those energetic impulses that come to
us all in time of emergency, I recovered my balance
in time to save myself from falling; and eagerly and
wistfully, as looks the dying wretch on the dear faces
he is soon to see no more, I gazed upon the paradise
from which fiends had driven me.
There, indeed, just as I had left
it, lay the deep-green grassy lawn, with its richly-burdened
flower-pots, its laburnums, and white and purple lilacs,
and drooping guelder-rose bushes, and its great English
walnut-tree towering, like a Titan, in the centre.
There was the hawthorn-hedge my father’s hand
had planted, and the fountain-like weeping-willow
my mother had set, in memory of her dead, whose graves
were far away; and there towered the lofty elm-trees,
with their long, low, sweeping branches, meeting in
friendly greeting, to two of which a swing had once
been attached as a bond of union a swing
in which it had once been my childish pleasure to
sway and read, while Mabel sat beside me with her
head upon my shoulder, held securely in her place by
my strong, loving, encircling arm.
Nor were these all to assure me that,
after a year of melancholy and eventful absence, I
looked again upon the precincts of home. A little
farther on rose the gray wall and tower of the library
and belfry, half concealed by its heavy coating of
ivy, glossy and dark, and shutting away all other
view of the mansion. Beyond these last was the
pavilion my father had built for the playhouse of
his children, through the open lattice-door of which
I saw a girl seated at her work, with graceful, bending
neck, and half-averted face. A moment later, Claude
Bainrothe lounged across the sward, cigar in hand.
At his approach, the face within was turned, and I
recognized, at a glance, that of my young aurora-like
companion of the raft, Ada Greene. Then gazing
cautiously around, as if to elude observation (never
dreaming of the eye dropped like a bird’s upon
him), he lifted the rosy face in his hand and kissed
it thrice right loverly!
I saw no more I would not
witness more for had I not learned already
all that I asked or ought to know? Well might
the dear old chimes ring out their Sabbath welcome
to one who had obeyed their summons from her childhood
up to womanhood! Well might the summer air bear
on its wings greeting of familiar odors, lost and
found!
This was no idle dream, no mirage
of a vagrant brain like that sea-picture, or that
wild vision at Beauseincourt, but sober, and sad,
and strange reality. I understood my position
from that moment, geographically as well as physically.
I was a prisoner in the house of Basil Bainrothe (while
he, perchance, reigned lordly in my own); that house
whose hidden arcana I had never explored, and which,
beyond its parlor and exterior, was to me as the dwelling
of a stranger.
Derisively deferential, he had resigned
to me this secluded chamber in the ell his
own particular sanctum, I remember to have heard and
betaken himself, in all probability, to the more spacious
mansion of his former neighbor.
Far wiser, even if sadder, than I
went up its rounds, did I descend that ladder!
Half an hour after I had entered it,
and with new hope, I emerged from the bath-room as
fresh as a naiad, having first abstracted from the
tool-box of the glazier two tiny chisels of different
sizes, and a small lump of putty, which I secreted,
on my first opportunity, in my favorite hiding-place a
hollow in the post of my bedstead an accidental
discovery of mine, made during Mrs. Clayton’s
first illness, since which I had always insisted on
making up my own bed, much to her relief.
My conscience so disturbed me on the
score of this theft, that I hastened to secrete my
only remaining piece of gold in the glazier’s
box; ill-judged, as this appeared to me on reflection.
The boy was an apprentice, evidently, and might else,
I thought, at the time, have been the loser.
I feared to add a line, and dared not seek a passing
word with him, so carefully was I watched.
I next examined, with the eye of scientific
scrutiny, two massive rulers that lay on my table,
one made of maple-wood, and the other of ebony, and,
having selected the first as most available for my
purpose, prepared to commence the most arduous undertaking
of my life the careful shaping of a wooden
key!
I had read somewhere that, during
the French Revolution, a young peasant-girl, by means
of such an instrument, had set at large her lover,
or her brother, in La Vendee; having taken with
soft wax the outline of the wards of the lock, in
a moment of opportunity.
That day my work began three
times a failure, but at last successful. With
the aid of putty, gradually allowed to harden, I obtained
the mould I desired, in the dead of night, and afterward,
whenever privacy, even for a few minutes, was mine,
I drew from my bosom my sacred piece of sculpture,
and worked upon it with knife and chisel alternately,
as devotee never worked on sculptured crucifix.
Never shall I forget the rapture, the ecstasy of that
moment, in which, ensconced between my bed-head and
the wall, I slowly turned the key, first thoroughly
soaked in oil, in the morticed wards, and knew, by
the slight giving of the door, that it was unlocked.
Not Ali Baba, when he entered the
robbers’ cave, and saw the heaps of gold all
his by the force of one magic word; not Aladdin, when
the genius of the lamp rose to his bidding, bearing
salvers of jewels, which were to purchase for him
the hand of the sultan’s daughter; not Sindbad,
when he saw the light which led him to the aperture
of egress from the sepulchre in which he had been
pent up with his wife’s body to die knew
keener or more triumphant sensations than filled my
bosom as I laid that completed key next my heart,
after turning it cautiously backward and forward in
my prison-lock!
I dared not, at that time, draw back
the bolt above, that confined it loosely yet securely,
or turn the silver knob sufficiently to set it even
ever so little ajar; but I did both later, when oil
had time to do its subtle work, and I could effect
my experiment in silence. Yet I hazarded nothing
of the sort when the quick ear of Mrs. Clayton held
watch in the adjoining room. I was obliged to
take advantage of those moments of rare absence, when,
double-locking the doors of her chamber, both inner
and outer, she would descend, for a few minutes, to
the realms below, returning so suddenly and silently
as almost to surprise me, on one or two occasions,
at my work.
About the time of the completion of
my experiment, I became aware of sounds in the room
beneath my chamber, and sometimes on the great stairway
(of which I now knew the largest platform was situated
very near the head of my bed), that gave token of
occupancy.
The rattling of china and silver might
be discerned in the ancient dining-room, at morn and
night. The occupant probably dined elsewhere,
but the regularity of these meals was unmistakable.
I recognized, faintly, the step of
Bainrothe on the stairway, distinguishing it readily
from any other, as it passed and repassed my hidden
door.
October had now set in, with a chilliness
unusual to that bland season, and I asked for and
obtained permission to have a fire kindled in the
wide and gloomy grate of my chamber, hitherto unused
by me.
About this household flame, Ernie,
Mrs. Clayton, and I gathered harmoniously; she with
her unfailing work-basket, I with book or pencil,
the baby with his blocks and dominoes and painted pictures the
only happy and truly industrious spirit of the group.
My true work was done else might it never
have been completed.
The presence of fire was indispensable
to Mrs. Clayton, and, from the time of its first lighting,
she left me but seldom alone. Her rheumatic limbs
needed the solace that I had no heart to grudge her,
distasteful as she was to me, and becoming more so
day by day false as I now knew her to be false
at heart.
How hatred grows, when we once admit
the germ not, like love, parasitically but
strong, stanch, stern, alone throwing down fresh roots,
even hour by hour, like the banyan, monarch of the
Eastern forest. I am afraid I have a turn for
this passion naturally, but for love as well, ten
times more intense so that one pretty well
counterbalances the other.
To carry out the vine-simile, I might
as well add at once that, in the end, the parasitical
plant has triumphed, and stifled the sterner growth.
In other words, Christianity has conquered Judaism.
“I suppose I may soon expect
a visit from Mr. Bainrothe,” I said one day
to Mrs. Clayton. “I think my birthday approaches;
can you tell me the day of the month? I know
that of the week from remembering the Sabbath chimes.”
I thought she started slightly at
this announcement, but she replied, unflinchingly:
“The 5th, yes, I am quite sure
it is the 5th of the month.”
“Do you never see a newspaper,
Mrs. Clayton, and, if so, can you not indulge me with
a glimpse of one? I think it would do me good remind
me that I was alive, I have seen none since the account
of Miss Lamarque’s safety, for which God be
praised."
“No, Miss Monfort, it is simply
impossible. I should be transgressing the rules
of the establishment.”
“Dr. Englehart’s, I suppose,
as if indeed there were such a person,” I said,
impetuously unguardedly.
“Do you pretend to doubt it?”
she asked, slowly, setting her greedy eyes upon my
face, and dropping her darning-work and shell upon
her knee. “Why, what possesses you to-day,
Miss Miriam?”
“I shall answer no questions,
Mrs. Clayton this right, at least, I reserve but,
the fact is, I doubt every thing lately, except this
child and God. I do not believe my Creator will
forsake me utterly I shall not, till the
end.” And tears rolled down my face, the
first I had shed for days. I had been petrified,
of late, by the resolution I was making, and the effort
of mind it had cost me. I had felt, until now,
that I was hardening into stone.
“You desire to see Mr. Bainrothe,
I suppose,” she remarked, after a long silence,
during which she had again betaken herself to her occupation,
without lifting her eyes as she asked the question.
“I desire to look my fate in
the face at once, and understand his conditions,”
I replied, sullenly.
“But what if he is not here what
if Dr. Englehart ” lifting her eyes
to mine.
“I cannot be mistaken,”
I interrupted, with impetuosity. “I have
heard his step; he eats in the room below; I am convinced,
for I know of old that bronchial cough of his the
effect of gormandism ”
Then suddenly, Ernie, looking up,
made a revelation, irrelevant, yet to my ear terrible
and astounding, but fortunately incomprehensible to
my companion. What did that little vigilant creature
ever fail to remark?
“Mirry make tea,” he said,
or seemed to say, and my face paled and flushed alternately,
until my brain swam.
“Make tea?” said the voice
of Mrs. Clayton, apparently at a great distance.
“No, I will make the tea, Ernie, as long as we
stay together. Mirry does not know how to draw
tea like an Englishwoman.”
Oh, fortunate misunderstanding! how
great was the reaction it occasioned! From an
almost fainting condition I rallied to vivacity, and,
for long, weary hours, sat pointing out pictures to
the boy, to win him to oblivion, and persuade him
to silence. Singularly enough, but not unusual
with him, he never resumed the topic. I had taken
pains to hide my work from his observing eyes; and
how he knew it, unless he lay silently and watched
me from his little bed, when I worked at early dawn
in mine, I never could conjecture. A few days
later Mrs. Clayton announced to me that Mr. Bainrothe
would call very shortly.
It was early morning, I remember,
when she laid before me the card of “Basil Bainrothe,”
with its elaborate German characters, on which was
written, in pencil, the addendum, “Will call
at ten o’clock;” and, punctual as the
hand to the hour, he knocked at the dressing-room door
at the appointed time, and was admitted.
He entered with that light, jaunty
step peculiar to him, and which I have consequently
ever associated in others with impudence and guile.
Hat and cane in the left hand, he entered; two fingers
of the right raised to his lips, by way of salutation
(he clinched his glove in the remainder), to be offered
to me later, and ignored completely, then waved carelessly,
as if condoning the offense.
He was quite a picture as he came
in a fashion-plate, and as such I coolly
regarded him fresh, fair, and smiling, looking
younger, if possible, than when we parted a year before,
and handsome, as that much-abused word goes, in his
debonair, off-hand style of appearance.
He was dressed with even more than
his usual care and trimness (wore patent-leather boots,
my aversion from that hour, for these were the first
I had ever seen), and lavender-colored pantaloons,
very tightly strapped down over them; a glossy black
coat and vest, and linen of unimpeachable quality
and whiteness; while a chain of fine Venetian gold
held his watch, or eye-glass, or both, in suspension
from his neck. Yet no beggar in rags ever appeared
to me half so loathly as did this speckless dandy!
“You have come,” I said,
grimly, as he settled his shirt-collar to speak to
me, after formally depositing his hat and cane, and
a roll of paper he drew from his pocket, on the centre-table,
and wiping his face carefully with his cambric, musk-scented
handkerchief, unspeakably odious and unclean to my
olfactories “you have come at last;
yet the greatest wonder to me is, how you dare appear
at all before me,” and I looked upon him right
lionly, I believe.
“You were always inclined to
assume the offensive with me, Miriam. Yet I confess
you have a little shadow of reason this time, or seem
to have, and I am here to-day for purposes of explanation
or compromise” (bowing gracefully), and he rubbed
his palms together very gently and complacently, looking
around as he did so for a chair, which perceiving,
and drawing to the table so as to face me where I sat
on the sofa, he deposited himself upon, assuming at
once his usual graceful pose.
It was fauteuil, and he threw
one arm over that of the chair, suffering his well-preserved
white hand always suggestive of poultices
to me with its signet ring, to droop in
front of it a hand which he moved up and
down habitually, as he conversed, in a singularly soothing
and mechanical fashion his “pendulum”
we used to call it in old times, Evelyn and I, when
it was one of our chief resources for amusement to
laugh at “Cagliostro,” our sobriquet
for this ci-devant jeune homme, it may be remembered.
“Let me premise, Miriam,”
he began, “by congratulating you on your improved
appearance” another benign bow.
“You were so burned and blackened by exposure,
and so in short, so very wild-looking when
I last saw you, that I began to fear for the result;
but perfect rest and retirement, and good nursing,
have effected wonders. I have never seen you
so fair, so refined-looking, and yet so calm, as you
are now (calmness, my child, is aristocratic cultivate
it!); even if a little thin and delicate from confinement,
yet perfectly healthy, I cannot doubt, from what I
see. Do assure me of your health, my dear girl.
You are as dumb to-day as Grey’s celebrated
prophetess.”
“All personal remarks as coming
from you are offensive to me, Mr. Bainrothe,”
I rejoined; “proceed to your business at once,
whatever that may be a truce to preamble
and compliments.”
“You shall be obeyed,”
he remarked, bowing low and derisively. “Yet,
believe me, nothing but my care for your fair fame
and my own have led me to confine you in such narrow
limits for a season which, I trust, is almost over.
As to my persecutions, which, I am told, you allege
as a reason for leaving your house and friends so
precipitately, these are out of the question henceforth
forever, I assure you” with a wave
of the velvet hand “since I am privately
married to a lady of rank and fortune, who will soon
be openly proclaimed ‘my wife,’ and who
will be found, on close acquaintance, worthy of your
friendship.”
While giving utterance to this tirade,
Mr. Bainrothe was slowly unwinding a string from around
the roll of papers he had laid on the table, and which
he now proceeded to spread somewhat ostentatiously
before me, still mute and impassive to all his advances
as I continued to be.
“There are several,” he
said. “Your signature to each, will be
required, which, now that you are in your right mind
again, and of age, will be binding, as you know.
My witnesses shall be called in when the time comes.
Dr. Englehart and Mrs. Clayton will suffice as proofs
of these solemnities these and others likely
to occur.”
“Solemnities! Levities,
mockeries rather!” I could not help rejoining.
He felt the sarcasm. His florid
cheek paled with anger, his yellow-speckled eyes glowed
with lurid fire, he compressed his lips bitterly as
he said:
“Marriage is usually considered
a solemnity, Miss Monfort; and, let me assure you,
it is only as a married woman I can conscientiously
release you from confinement. You have shown
yourself too erratic to be intrusted in future with
your own liberties.”
“Possibly,” I rejoined.
“Yet I mean to have the selection, let me assure
you, in return, of the controller of my liberties nay,
have already selected him, for aught you know!”
My cool audacity seemed for a moment
to paralyze even his own. He paused and surveyed
me, as if in doubt of his own senses.
“Impayable!” I
heard him murmur, softly, and, turning to the book-shelves,
he left me for a time to master the contents of the
three documents over which I was bending.
I read them in order as they were
numbered, and became more and more indignant as their
meaning opened upon my brain, and culminated at last
in a sharp, sudden exclamation of utter disdain.
I started from my chair and approached
him, paper in hand. I think for a few moments
the idea of personal danger possessed him, and the
vision of a concealed dirk or pistol swam before his
eyes, which he shielded with his hand, while he placed
a chair between us; and, truth to say, there was murder
in my heart, and in my eyes as well, I suppose, even
if the mistrust went no further.
I could have obliterated him from
the face of the earth at that moment as remorselessly
as if he had been a viper in my path striking to sting
me. Yet I advanced toward him with no demonstration
or intentions of this kind, having the habits of lady-like
breeding and usual innocence of weapons, and ignorance
of the use thereof as well, to restrain me.
I forget. Close to my heart lay
one of the sharp, shining chisels I had taken from
the glazier in the bath-room.
“What is it you object to, Miriam?”
he asked, in faltering tones, as his hand fell and
his glimmering eyes encountered mine.
From that day I have believed the
legend which tells that, when the Roman, helpless
in his dungeon, thundered forth, “Slave! darest
thou kill Caius Marius?” the armed minion of
murder turned and fled, dropping the knife he held,
in his panic, at the feet of the man he came to slay.
Almost such effect was for a time observable in Basil
Bainrothe.
It made me smile bitterly. “All,
every thing,” I answered. “The whole
requisition, from first to last, is base, dastardly crime-confessing,
too if seen with discriminating eyes.
Why, if innocent of fraud toward me and mine, should
you ask a formal acknowledgment on my part as to your
just administration of my affairs, and a recantation
of all I have said to the contrary, both with regard
to yourself and Evelyn Erle? Such are the contents
of this first paper, the only one that I could, under
any possible circumstances, be induced to sign as a
compromise with your villainy; for, not to gain my
own life or liberty, will I ever put hand to the others,
infamous as they are on the very surface.”
“Miriam, this violence surprises
me, is wholly unlooked for, and unnecessary,”
he remarked, mildly. “From what Mrs. Clayton
has told me, I had supposed that my disinterested
care and assiduity with regard to your condition were
about to meet their reward in your rational submission
to the necessities of your case and mine. Resume
your seat, I entreat you, and let us calmly discuss
a matter that seems to agitate you so unduly.
Perhaps I may be able to place it before you in a better
light ere we have concluded our interview. You
will sit down again, Miriam, will you not?”
“Oh, surely, if you are alarmed;
but, really, I should suppose, with Mrs. Clayton and
Dr. Englehart no doubt in call, you need not be so
tremulous. There, you are quite safe, I assure
you, in your old place, with the table between us;”
and I pointed derisively to the fauteuil he
had occupied so gracefully a few moments before, and
into which he now slowly subsided.
“Contemptuous girl,” he
broke forth at last, “you may yet live to regret
this behavior; so far, nothing has been denied you;
no expense has been spared for your comfort; in a
tribunal of justice you could say this, no more:
’My guardian, thinking me mad from his experiences
of my conduct and health, and regaining accidental
possession of me at a time when, under a feigned name,
I was thought to be drowned, deemed it best, before
revealing my existence to the world, to try and restore
me to sanity by private measures, rather than bring
upon my malady the eyes of a mocking world. In
doing this, he used all delicacy, all devotion, surrounding
me with comforts, and many luxuries, and even humoring
my insane whim to have the companionship of a year-old
child found with me on the raft under circumstances
suspicious if no more ’”
“Wretch!” I gasped, “dare
only asperse me in thought, and” the
menace hung suspended on my tongue. What power
had I to execute it, even if uttered?
“As to my name, I feigned none.
It was my mother’s, is my own, and from her
I inherited, or, from the race of which she sprang,
the power to remember and avenge my wrongs; to hate,
and curse and blast, perhaps, as well such
as you and yours, granted to his chosen children through
the power of Almighty God!” And again I rose
and confronted him; then fiercely pointed down upon
his ignoble head, now bowed involuntarily, either
from policy or nervous terror, I never knew, a finger
quivering and keen with scorn and rage, an index of
the mind that directed it.
“I wonder you are not afraid
to behave to me in this manner,” he said, at
length, lifting his head with a spasmodic jerk, and
raising to mine his mottled, angry eyes, now cold
and hard as pebbles, “seeing that you are, so
to speak, in the hollow of my hand;” and, suiting
the action to the word, he extended his long, spongy,
right hand, and closed it crushingly, as though it
contained a worm, while he smiled and sneered oh,
such a sneer! it seemed to fill the room.
“True, true I am
very helpless,” I said, sitting down with a sudden
revulsion of feeling, and, clasping my hands above
my eyes, I wept aloud, adding, a moment later, as
I indignantly wiped my tears: “Yes, if
the worst betide, there will only be one more martyr;
and, what is martyrdom, that any need shrink from
it? The world is full of it!”
“Nothing, if you are used to
it,” he said, carelessly, “as the old woman
remarked of the eels she was skinning alive; I suppose
you know all about it by this time. But come,
you are rational again, now, and I don’t wish
to be hard on you, Miriam; I don’t, upon my soul!”
“Your soul!” I murmured–“your
soul!” I reiterated louder; and I smiled at
the idea that suggested itself “have
reptiles souls?”
“The memory of your father alone,
my old, confiding friend, one of the most perfect
of men, as I always thought him, would incline me kindly
to his daughter, even if no other tie existed between
us,” he said calmly, unmindful of my sarcasm.
“But other ties do exist, mistaken girl!
The world looks upon us as one family since
the marriage of Claude and Evelyn, that uncongenial
union which, but for your caprice, would never have
taken place, and which is at the root of all our misfortunes,
all our fatal necessities.”
“Necessities!” I muttered,
between my clinched teeth, drumming with my fingers
impatiently on the table before me, and smiling scornfully
a moment later.
“You seem in a mood for iteration, to-day, Miss
Monfort.”
“I make my running commentaries
in that way, Mr. Bainrothe. But a truce to recrimination
and reminiscence both. Let us adhere strictly
to the letter and verse of our affairs. These
papers form the subject of your visit, I believe.
Know, at once, that the first I will sign, on certain
conditions, bitter and humiliating as I feel it to
be obliged to do this; but, that I will ever consent
to yield the guardianship of my sister wholly to Evelyn
Erie and her husband, or divest myself of my house
and furniture, or my wild lands in Georgia, to you,
here first named to me, in consideration of expenses
already incurred and to be incurred for Mabel’s
education, and my own safe-keeping, during a long
attack of lunacy; or that I will, to crown the whole
iniquitous requisition, consent to give my hand in
marriage to that scoundrel Luke Gregory! are
visions as vain as those of the child who tried to
grasp a comet or the moon or, to descend
in comparison, to catch a bird by putting salt on
its tail! There, you have my ultimatum; now go
and make the best of it!”
“I am prepared for your objections prepared,
too, to overcome them,” he said, coolly.
“Take time to consider all this. I do not
expect an answer to-day, did not when I came, nor
will I accept one signature without the whole.
There is no compromise possible. As to your marriage it
must be accomplished before you leave this room.
I, as a magistrate, can tie the knot fast
enough to bind all the other agreements to certain
fulfillments, for Gregory is a friend of mine, and
a man of honor, and will see them carried out to the
letter. He loves you, too, and proves it, for
he takes you penniless. Afterward a priest may
complete the ceremony if you have any scruples.
Then, of course, it rests between you and Gregory,
whether you remain together or separate as wide as
the poles I shall wash my hands of the
whole affair thereafter, having secured my good name
and yours.”
I stood with bowed head and moving
lips before him mutely, indignantly.
“I shall, however, make all
this,” he continued, “appear as well as
possible to your friends and mine, especially, believe
me, Miriam! I shall state, for your sake, that,
after being rescued from the raft, you were partially
insane, but still sufficiently mistress of yourself
to coincide with me and your sisters in the wish to
let your death as Miss Harz pass current with the
world, until you should redeem your errors”
(what errors), “and be restored to health and
perfect reason. You will see that your acknowledgment
of the last paper includes these extenuating facts,
when you have leisure to re-read it (for I saw how
hastily you glanced over that one in particular); you
must do me the favor to peruse it much more carefully,”
drawing on his gloves coolly, “before you make
your final decision. You are very comfortable
here, my dear girl,” glancing around benignly,
“but you have no conception of the frame of
mind, bare walls, utter solitude, a fireless hearth
and a frugal table, would bring about in a very few
days or weeks, or even in one as resolute and defiant
as yourself. I should be loath to try such an
experiment or deprive you of your child but
necessitous non habet legem, the school-book
says. I think you, too, studied a little Latin,
Miriam?”
“Monster!”
“Not a very relevant or polite
remark, I must confess. By-the-by, Miriam, as
you stand before me with your well-poised figure your
blazing eyes your quivering nostrils your
curling, compressed lip your heaving chest
(always a splendid feature in your physique),
your folded arms, and the color coming and going in
your pale-olive cheek, in the old flame-like way I
used to admire so much in your girlhood you
are a splendid creature, by Jove! I could find
it in my heart to love you still there,
it is out at last if it were not for Mrs.
Raymond ” glancing, as he spoke, in
the direction of Mrs. Clayton, with a knowing smile,
“It was your magnificent disdain that kindled
the torch before. Beware how you revive that
fanaticism of mine!”
I turned for one moment with an involuntary
feeling of appeal to Mrs. Clayton, but her cold, green
eyes were quivering in accordance with the smile that
stretched her thin lips to a line of mocking mirth.
One glimpse of sympathy would have carried me to her
arms for refuge distasteful as she was
to me in every way save one. She, like myself,
was a woman. But such perversion of all natural
feeling estranged me from her irreconcilably and forever.
I was alone; shame, humiliation, despair,
possessed me; indignation, for the insult I was forced
to bear in her presence, filled my soul I
stood with my head cast down, tears raining on my
bosom, my arms dropped nervelessly beside me, my hands
clinched, my whole frame trembling with excitement.
Slowly and one by one came those convulsive
sobs that rend and wrench the physical
frame as earthquakes do the earth. Then rose the
sudden resolve born of volcanic impulse,
irresistible to mind as is the lava-flood to matter,
sweeping before it all obstructions of reason, habit,
expediency.
If it cost me my life I would avenge
myself on this tiger, thirsting for my blood; I would
anticipate him in his work of destruction, and the
strength of Samson seemed to permeate my frame.
It was strange that at that moment
of cold, impetuous energy I forgot the steel I carried
in my bosom, and thought only of the power I bore in
my own hands. I determined to strangle him with
my strong, elastic fingers, of which I knew full well
the powerful grasp.
The consequences were as cobwebs in
my estimate compared to the ecstasy of
such revenge for all this flashed through
my brain with the swift vividness of lightning, and
in less than thirty seconds after his last remark
this matter was matured. The woman prevailed over
the lady.
I raised my eyes slowly and dashed
away my tears, preparatory to the onset. He was
looking at me wonder-struck, and, perhaps, with something
like compunction in his face as I met his gaze.
He must have read an expression that appalled him
in those dilated eyes of mine that confronted his,
for, as I sprang toward him, he bounded backward and
escaped through the door of Mrs. Clayton’s chamber,
which he shut after him with undignified alertness.
I stood smiling, and strangely cold, leaning against
the mantel-shelf, while my heart beat as though it
would have leaped from my throat, and I could feel
the pallor of my face as chill as marble.
Mrs. Clayton approached me, but I
put her away with waving hands. “Go, wretch!”
I said, “woman no more, you have unsexed yourself.
Leave me in peace your touch is poisonous.”
She shrank away silently, and I stood
for a while like one frozen; then cast myself down
on a chair and gave way to bitter weeping. The
flood-gates were open, and the “waters”
had indeed “come in over my soul.”
I had restrained my passionate inclinations until now,
not only from a sense of personal dignity, but from
a determination not to play into the hands of my enemies
and captors, and all the more from such long self-control
was the revulsion potent and overwhelming.
The consciousness that Ernie was at
my knee at last aroused me from the indulgence of
my grief, and I looked down to meet his compassionate
and inquiring eyes fixed upon me with a masterful
expression I have never seen in any other childish
face. It thrilled me to the heart.
“What Mirry cry for is
God mad with Mirry?” he asked at length.
“It seems so, Ernie yet
oh, no, no! I cannot, will not believe in such
injustice on the part of the Most High!” I pursued
in sad soliloquy, with folded hands, and shaking head;
and musing eyes fixed on the fire before me:
“My God will not forsake me!”
“Did the bad man hurt Mirry?”
he asked, leaning with both arms on my lap and putting
up his hand to touch my face.
“Yes, very cruelly, Ernie.”
“Big giant will come and kill
him, and fayways put him in the river, and the old
wolf wat eat Red Riding Hood eat him, and then the
devil will roast him for his dinner.”
I could but smile, albeit through
my tears, at the climax of these threats which seemed
to delight and stir the inmost soul of Ernie.
His eyes flashed, his cheek crimsoned, his wide red
mouth curled with disdainful ire, disclosing the small,
pointed pearls within; he seemed transfigured.
“And Ernie! what will Ernie
do for Mirry?” I asked, as I watched the workings
of his expressive face. “Will Ernie let
the wicked man kill Mirry?”
He looked at his small hands and arms,
then extended them wistfully.
“Ernie will tell good Jesus,”
he said, “and he will make Ernie grow big ever
so big to tie the man and put him in a bag
like Clayton’s cat.”
The burlesque was irresistible, and
none the less so that the child was so direfully in
earnest. To his infant imagination no worse disaster
than had befallen Clayton’s cat could be devised.
This animal, adored by him, had been bagged and exiled,
perhaps drowned for aught I know, for stealing cheese
from the cupboard sacred to Clayton, by that vengeful
potentate, to the despair of Ernie. The idolized
kittens, too, which had followed her, had disappeared
with their mother, and days of infant melancholy ensued,
during which the canaries before referred to were
brought as substitutes. The faithful heart still
clung to its feline passion, it was evident, though
for weeks the memory of that hapless cat had been
ignored and its name unmentioned.
I believe, after my momentary wrath
was over, I should have been content with the punishment
suggested by the child, as sufficient even for Basil
Bainrothe.